“Denise,
Hello again!!! Hello to Everyone here and boy do I feel you. Thank-you so much for your helpful reply’s to my last comment/question. I do have more questions and would like your guidance again, please.
It seems that many of us lightworkers/starseeds/wayshowers etc., have been moved around, suffered all these symptoms and wondered if we were going crazy, have been alienated by those still asleep and overall have felt that we do not belong anywhere and have no idea how to proceed into the future (the last two resonates strongly with me–I do not want to speak for others) , yet HERE WE ARE trying to figure it all out. With all that going on in our lives, for some us now going on 20 years, it seems that most of us have another issue to deal with and no one really talks about it, so I am going to ask you to please enlighten me/us on the topic of financially struggling just to survive. I read a lot of sites and those asking this question, rarely get an answer of any substance.I mean really on top of everything we are going thru, with barely enough energy to put a sentence together, (again my issue). It has been just baffling to me that no matter how hard I work, no matter how hard I try, no matter how much I meditate on it and ask for guidance by my higher self and my spirit guides–I cannot break free from it–in fact it just gets worse and the hits just keep on coming and like I have indicated, it seems that the majority of us aware of and/or working on ascension are going thru this. Please tell me/us why? I am doing something wrong?
I take responsibility for my beliefs, mainly that our planet’s money structure is designed to fail due to greed and power issues and mostly because the Dark Ones just print money to keep control of us. Zeitgeist and all that. I am just tired of it and I really would like a detailed answer to why we must continue to financially struggle. I am exhausted, like many of us here and I don’t know how much more I can take. Thanks for listening. Take Care, Love, Peace & Light to all,
Valerie”
This was a Comment written by Valerie about a month ago or so. Sorry it’s taken me so long to respond to this Valerie.
Those of us who’ve been living, transmuting and embodying the Ascension Process the longest are the ones who’ve had the hardest time being able to earn money to survive each month. It’s nearly impossible to go through the many ascension symptoms and maintain your old ways, habits, awareness, ego, level of consciousness, ability to talk, think, write and actually make sense, not to mention hold down a job and act like you’re NOT living the Ascension Process! Just with the mind/intellect and ego dismantling that the Ascension Process naturally causes, makes it nearly impossible at times to remember your name or what year or decade it is so how in the hell is one supposed to go to work every day and earn money during all this?
We set up pre-incarnational situations for ourselves so we could live/embody/anchor the Ascension Process in 3D physically but not end up having to live under some freeway over-ramp or starve or freeze while doing so. At that level we had a pretty good idea of what we were getting ourselves into (kind of) before we incarnated or reincarnated in these current lives and time and we covered our physical butts (in multiple ways) to help us be able to do what we Volunteered to do here on Earth now. But, as we all know, doing something in dense physicality is a very different thing from planning to do it from those non-physical higher dimensions.
We Starseeds/Lightworkers/Wayshowers Volunteered to come to 3D Earth physicality now to provide an energetic way out of the madness and negativity that physical life has become over the past few thousand years. We came to carve a Path of Light out of the darkness and negativity, the greed, insanity, distortion and vampirism. We Volunteered to incarnate physically and “go where Angles fear to tread” to help humanity and all life on Earth and Earth herself and so much more. We did not do this to perpetuate or improve the Goddess/females/feminine/Earth-hating patriarchy and their negative, corrupt systems, one of which is money and how it’s been used to control and derail humanity.
In most of our cases, we’re living through our Ascension Process doing all we do and for the most part barely getting by financially. Many of us created pre-incarnational spiritual living arrangements and working conditions with certain other people and/or mates who would help us and/or financially support us while we do the Alchemical transmuting of the old and embodying of the new first. I’ve often suggested to people who’ve questioned me about this money problem while struggling with the Ascension Process that they try to share living expenses with someone — roommates, family, friends etc. — they can tolerate and trust while they themselves transmute and embody the ascension energies for humanity.
It’s amazed me how there was, and still is in some circles, a big push by some so-called spiritual teachers/writers/lectures to learn how to attract wealth and/or abundance while the twenty-five yearlong Ascension Process has been happening (1987–the end of 2012). Again, we’re not here to fix or improve or get the patriarchal greed monsters to share the wealth with the entire world, or to master learning how to attract or manifest money/abundance, or to continue making a living from selling our 5D spiritual knowledge and products in old 3D ways. We’re here to carve an energetic and consciousness path to a vastly higher and better way for everyone, and sooner rather than later, money will NOT be in the picture at all because we’re evolving beyond it.
The obvious difficulty is that we’re existing within the biggest and most miserably wonderful cosmic CUSP period that’s ever been. Like Valerie says, living or surviving the Ascension Process is enough on its own, but needing to earn a living at the same time is nearly impossible for most of us, me included. So how does one live with a foot in two worlds and dimensions that are profoundly different from each other? We’ve all struggled with this issue since our individual biological Ascension Processes started.
There are numerous reasons why each of us experience whatever it is that we have concerning not having money or enough money to live during the Ascension Process (1987–the end of 2012). Instead of discussing those reasons, let’s focus on what’s coming, which I hope will make the current financial suffering, difficulties and limitations we’ve all experienced in one way or another a bit easier to deal with until we don’t need to any longer. Amazingly it’s 2012, and the bad stuff/good stuff is accelerating and becoming impossible to ignore by everyone around the world. From what I’ve sensed so far, we’ve got the rest of 2012 to transition while the insane, dead-end patriarchal systems devour themselves and each other on the world stage. Unfortunately, these old corrupt patriarchal systems and beliefs must become so extreme, so severe and so blatantly negative that greater numbers of people are finally able to see them and let go of them so that sweeping changes in consciousness and reality happen. Add to this the good stuff–rapidly evolving human consciousness, the completion of the 25-yearlong Ascension transition and past Evolutionary Cycle–and we’re quickly heading towards a world reality where money isn’t needed for anything. We’ve still got some ground to cover between now and reaching so-called “heaven on earth”, but because it’s 2012, this collapse/transition/manifestation is happening very quickly so hang on and hang in there in whatever creative ways you can produce now.
Because this global monetary system is a 3D based system, it can’t and won’t exist in a vastly more evolved 5D world and consciousness. So, until we reach the next higher level, which is closer now than ever before, find a roommate or housemate or family or friends that are willing to help you with your monthly living expenses. If you can move in with someone or have them move in with you, then do so and everyone contributes what they can to the monthly bills. As more and more regular people lose their homes, jobs, vehicles, plus as gasoline prices soar (and everything else because of gasoline prices) in 2012, far more people are and will be forced to create different ways to live without certain things and join with family and friends to share and create in new more unified ways. At first this may seem like a negative situation but it’s the transition into HighHeart consciousness manifesting within the masses and society.
If I didn’t cover all the aspects of this topic you wanted to talk about Valerie, we and the other readers can continue this topic discussion in Comments.
Denise Le Fay
February 22, 2012
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HighHeartLife 
I was compelled to respond to this message but I don’t want to come across as being negative as that is not my intention here. I too seem to be experiencing a strange unseen resistance to having any fortune or even opportunity lately in the area of “vapor paper” – aka the financial Ponzi Scheme used to measure a human beings “right” to life and survival here on Prison Planet Earth as measured by TPTB”.
Over the years I have owned and operated successful businesses that provided a reasonable living for myself and have worked very hard all my life from a young age. Over the past 3 years and under almost unimaginable circumstances my business were wiped out largely due to bad people & more stringent restrictions imposed by new and improved Draconian Government codes, laws, measures, etc… Ironically these very changes measurably benefited the large global institutions themselves (shocker). So it’s certainly not a situation of myself being under motivated, unresourceful or outright lazy. In the Spirit of keeping a balanced perspective as well as an open mind & heart with “what is”, I can’t help but wonder if what many (assumed Way Showers or not) are experiencing is simply the prelude to an acceleration of societal greed and increase in spiritual disease and decay leading up to another Roman Empirical collapse (Version 2.0) or even worse the deployment of a fully-functioning machination of a NWO. I hear many people say they had been involved in what they believed to be the ascension process for 20 plus years, etc.. which for some is in and of its self an entire lifetime or more.. All the while they experienced little to no improvement or noticeable change in this “reality”, only promises of a better tomorrow, which similar promises have been made by politicians alike since the beginning of dirt. I’ve also heard of them walking away from the “process” in utter disgust after feeling they had been hoodwinked & manipulated by GFL channeling’s and the ascension concept itself???. So I can’t help but wonder where that leaves everyone should 2012 come and go a non-event (which I hope is not the case). Please believe me when I say I have no desire to float any longer in this toilet bowl reality TPTB have created. I’m sure someone will suggest from a quantum perspective/defense that should 2012 come and go a non-event for me that I will have remained here in 3D reality with a different version of them while they will have ascended to a higher dimensional version of themselves leaving behind with me a their old self because I wasn’t ready for???. It’s all starting to get a little sticky to be honest with you. But one thing is for certain and based in fact… The unemployment rate continues to soar while TPTB continue to financially rape human and planetary resources without much resistance or consequences thus far. Perhaps loving humanity is simply continuing to allow its collective screwing to accelerate unchallenged?. I can’t help but wonder why there seems to be little if any cause & effect (aka karma) for the perpetrators of all this misery and suffering? Again, I too am just trying to understand this seemingly huge imbalance coupled with constant talk of things getting better at some undisclosed, secret time-point in the future? It seems like a lot of ”hurry up & wait” for????.. all the while, it seems good, kind loving people are dying on the proverbial vine over the Devils toilet –paper (aka money)?.? Although I am very grateful for what I do have (left), I absolutely expect a lot more for all of my loving brothers & sisters and myself here at project Earth and why shouldn’t I. Peace & Love to you all!
Kyle,
I want to thank you for your honest, intelligent, but at the same time respectful Comment. I appreciate it more than you know.
Instead of replying to your great Comment here, I think I’ll quote it in an article and respond to the many great issues you brought up. You’ve opened up a way for us all to have deeper level conversations about these confusions and the seeming contradictions, the outright BS, the lies, the misunderstandings and so on. I’d planned on writing about this anyway but you’ve made it easier for me to do so so thanks again. :)
Gratitude Hug,
Denise
I especially find Lee Carol’s Kryon channellings spell out more details about how the shift is unfolding… including a timeline from 1987 to the next segments of time…. including 9 years from 2012, 50 years, etc.
For sure, the shift is not a 1 day Big Event. It is an unfolding of consciousness driven by higher light particles and energies hitting our planet and solar system as we go round the sun and central sun.
You can listen to this guidance for free here – all you want.
http://www.kryon.com/k_freeaudio.html
I think Denise’s articles and this forum give us lots of space to dissect how the shift is unfolding for each of us – individually and collectively.
For myself, I am practicing “living in the present moment” – no matter how surprising and unsettling the daily tipping of the apple cart unfolds.
I am practicing gratitude for what is, and working to dissect the soul level lessons from what is unfolding.
Hi Denise and everyone else who reads this,
I just stumbled on this blog randomly searching about our changing world and couldn’t be happier I found this. I have only been on my journey to higher consciousness for a couple years now but when I read what you write Denise, I am crying from happiness because it resonates so true to me. I have been struggling with almost everything it feels especially money and jobs and with the “corporate” world, I get so angry when I think about it. I cannot wait until we have transitioned into 5D and all this negativity is gone. My heart wants to feel just the love but the negativity will get to me. I am just writing to thank you for your amazing blog and helping people like me understand things a little more. Sending love to you all…….
i could not agree more with the ‘ pre-incarnation’ higher self set up during these times as a means to survive/ share and uphold one another during these times… …. as i know even if i had to go to work , it would be an incredible struggle to go out and work 40 hrs a week..
in 1999 a much young man.. (an indigo) was brought into my life.. there was an immediate connection between us, spiritually there is NOTHING young about him. . . we married in 2001 and have been happily married , even though many thought it would never work because of a huge age difference..
i had big ideas back in 1999 of how we would travel and serve all over the country in half way house and soup kitchens… our hearts back then were focused and intent on loving and serving others in this way. It never occurred to me at the time that this would not be the most wise decision due to the intense energies as we know them today , knocking so many for a loop.. including me It would have been difficult traipsing around the country at my age living from hand to mouth as i had envisioned it to be. . …. thank God that never manifested!
Anyway.. we moved to a different state ( he was from the east coast and i was from the west coast.. we had met online by ‘ accident’ in 99 ) We moved to Montana… which by the way, we both ‘got’ in deep meditation we should move to. . neither of us had ever stepped foot in this state or even thought about moving here until we heard.. Montana is the state to move to.
Again, immediately connections were made shortly after moving here that in my heart i know without a doubt were meant to happen.. Instead of our idea of working in half way houses , he was introduced to the right people and went to work as a computer programmer making excellent money… we still serve.. just not the way we ‘thought’. we would serve.
Today, People are brought into our lives to serve as they go thru this time of incredible change.. either living with us in community ( we have a big house in the country) or we help support other households financially. .. it is like a big network of people who live in community and who share the same values. . we love and care for one another, support each other in all ways during these times of great change………………
it is wonderful to read others posts here. …. to share our experiences with one another. Always feel so connected here! thank you everyone for your sharing.! Thank you for such an uplifting post Denise.. always at the cutting edge , always laying it out on the table so we can have deeper understanding and gather here and share where we are at…
blessings to all!
love christine
Hello all my family here,
Along with this post I found from my friend a message from Ashtar also about the money thing. Two different ideas about the same thing. I really don’t care how it happens, just sooooooooooo ready to be out of the money drama. Perhaps Chip will connect with the Ashtar message.
I think the roommate idea is good but I have become such a hermit and love my quiet. Not sure it would work for me. I also love helping others it give me so much joy. I work at a women’s shelter and so I get paid and get to help, plus I work at night alone so do not have to deal with anyone else on staff What better until we grow past the money thing
Thanks to everyone who comments here, always so helpful to know how this process is affecting everyone.
lOVE TO ALL :)
One more way to save big dollars. I have no health insurance but I take several long term medications which I cannot afford. I applied at the patient assistant program and now I get my meds totally free! You can find this on the internet too. Not all spiritual people are above and beyond needing medications! I used to have this erroneous thinking back in my early days.
Thanks to everyone for the discussion. Denise you know I appreciate it – I’ve brought this subject up many a time! Thanks to astraologylog for the link – I’m going to go and check it out. I was watching a late night tv show the other day and actor, Russell Brand was on. It was a rerun so this may be old news to you all but it was new to me. I have seen Mr. Brand in movies – but never knew anything about him. I just wanted to share an awesome thing he did. He talked about how he gave a free concert. To get a ticket, people had to sign up to volunteer for a local charity for 2 hours. Apparently there was a list of six different charities to choose from. (This I think was in So Cal). Anyway, I loved this idea – it is sort of the pay it forward or new 5D mentality. I think it was Jimmy Falon (sp?) I was watching. He asked “how are you going to monitor and make sure everyone does the volunteer work?”. Russell Brand responded there would be no follow up – he assumed most people would do it… which, I’m sure is true. Since he is a comedian, he made some type of joke about how awful it would be to commit to doing something like that and then not doing it. But he was clear, everyone was left to deal with their own conscience. Awesome!! Jimmy Fallon asked why he was doing this and he said he had had it ‘with capitalism’. Another awesome!! Anyway, I went to research it, and apparently his ex (Katy Perry) did something similar recently as well. I did not research that but just love that this is beginning to happen. I have recently started to consciously give more (someone talked about sharing). Since I am still unemployed I have been closely budgeting the small amount of money I receive. I was out walking the other day and a homeless man came up to me and said, “please, do you have some work for me? It’s Sunday and the community kitchen is closed”. I have seen him every day walking around the neighborhood with a rake for several months. So, I told him I was living in a rental house and they take care of the property – so I didn’t have work for him. But, I told him I did have some money for him. I gave him enough to buy a nice dinner at a nearby restaurant and, since he mentioned earlier he liked to eat there but never had enough for a tip, I gave him plenty to eat there and leave a tip. I know this isn’t much, but it made me feel really good to give him the money and not make him bust his ass for it as I know he works hard for the little he gets from this neighborhood. I’ve had a couple of other recent incidents, ssdd, so won’t go into it but I know what I did made a small positive difference in these peoples lives if only for a moment. My recent conscious sharing has left me feeling very wealthy.
Thanks to all that are posting – this is a huge issue for me – and living in a world without money is something I am very consciously trying to create. Love, Morgean
Morgean & All,
And this is just the baby beginnings of us and humanity manifesting the major transition from what was our polarized, ego-based Solar Plexus as our only lens on “reality”, to, evolving up into our High Heart (which is “Unity Consciousness”) Thymus High Heart (chakra) as our new ascended/evolved 5D base of operations or primary lens on “reality”. This of course will automatically and quickly be reflected in our growing High Heart 5D world and reality. This particular transition will unfold within more and more people like spiritual evolutionary wildfire in 2012 and beyond, and soon people won’t even remember the old negative and horrific 3D ego-based patriarchal insanity and greed that was considered “normal”.
Hugs,
Denise
Hello, everyone,
Love and hugs to all!
Cat
Hi Denise and all :)
Wow what a timely article this is, thankyou so much! I, too have been going through alot of the financial stresses, as well as the on-going physical challenges of these amazing and crazy times we are living in.
The shit truly hit the fan for my partner the day after the winter solstice when a suposed incident happened at work which a week later he was suspended for. He was subsequently dismissed in January for gross misconduct – the whole thing was a set up!! He did not and would never contemplate the things they accused him of, yet they found him guilty despite lack of evidence. So there has been only me earning this year so far, whilst we try to sort out benefits and also fight an employment tribunal case…not easy at all. All this comes just a few short months after we moved home and more or less doubled our mortgage (we were spiritually guided to do this despite knowing full well the risks and the financial climate).
Despite having said all that, most of the time I feel completely OK about it all…yeah we’re sailing very close to the wind, but somehow we both feel like things will turn around fairly soon. I hope so. It still doesn’t stop me raging at the universe from time to time about it all though, LOL!
Krystal – I totally relate to you about struggling to make ends meet during the 90’s when just about everyone else was enjoying the boom times. That’s when I first discovered charity shop clothing ;) And about cleaning for a living when you have decent qualifications behind you! This is exactly what I do, and have done so for a few years now, since I turned my back on the corporate world and it’s backstabbing bullshit! I get job satisfaction at least..along with the aches, pains and exhaustion ;) I am also looking into starting my own healing business very soon.
Thankyou so much for sharing everyone, it really, really helps xx
Hi Denise and group. Denise I am glad you talk so much about the difference in vibrations because this has helped me to understand what is going on with me and an experience I had prior to the testing I went thru on the job. I was getting gas and stopped in the little shop to treat myself to a coffee. I reflected on how I had often desired to work in such a place but that I had been guided to the auto shop. (I had always worked as an office clerk prior to the real estate bust and all the layoffs. I want to add I love working with customers and staying physical, and I never want to go back to an office job even though what I do now is part time. Also I too was provided for my life alone. The one thing I did right while phobic was after my mom died I sold her home and bought a little condo after moving to central california where housing was way cheaper, so this is how I am taken care of even with a part time job. I have always been alone, by design I see now, I am not meant to have room mate!) I was waiting to pay for my coffee and reflecting on how I had once wanted to work in such a place….. much smaller no coworkers typically…. when I had a heart experience, a combo of a vision, thought, feeling in a split second, and this was about applying for a job right where I was! (and these days all employment apps are via the internet and it makes it much more difficult to even meet the people….. I offer to others my idea that helped me get my first retail job was that I wrote a letter and walked in and met the people. I will do so this time. And having worked for the county employment connection at one time I learned that many computer employment applications could spit out your app before a human ever sees it simply because it has the software that scans looking for specifics and it not found, out it goes! HOpe this helps anybody seeking at this time.) And then I Had the testing on the job and stood firm to spirit and not to ego and now the step up in vibes has happened. I don’t know if I will be hired elsewhere or not. I willl be filling out the app, writing a letter and introducing myself to the woman I always see there in the mornings so when they do need a person she will remember me if she likes me. And if I get hired there I would more or less be alone so far as coworkers are concerned. (oh, and back to my condo, because I moved up here I paid for the place up front so all I have to come up with are the property taxes and reg bills. Do all of you know about low income savings for all utility bills? I hadn’t known till I worked for the county, You can apply, and it is EASY. You can do it online and save 10 or 20% off each bill, lights, gas, water/trash etc. For the phone I bought a magic jack, all my calls are FREE. I paid 100.00 for 5 years of phone service plus the cost of the “jack”. This one hooks into my computre but now they have come out with one you plug into the wall. I did not disconnect my land line but put myself on the Universal Lifeline and pay like 6 dollars a month. My only bill is for the internet service. I don’t have a cellphone at this time and do fine with out one. I shop at the 99 cent store, grocery outlets with discernment. I go to used book stores.) I still have a lot to learn and change but I am doing ok. I hope maybe I have shared ideas some of you might not have heard about. Love and hugs, Edith
Perhaps I missed something, but you seem to Assume and make judgements about the good or bad of money, and also in stating what is really Your Reality Picture of a world without money. I do think that we will get there Eventually, but your presentation of Your Truth seems a bit arrogant and judgmental. This makes me doubt your other posts and your posit that you ‘have already been to the 5D’. Sounds to me like this final year is a time for the energetic change of money and for the release of karma tied to it that many seem to have as it is a daily expression of the control of the dark energy. After all, the dark is here to demand a higher evolution of the light. I guess if it’s your blog, it’s your opinion, but I think it’s time for me to find someone more….in tune with the Higher Cosmic Forces.
Chip,
Doubt away all you want or need, and I totally agree that you should find someone other than me whose teachings are a closer match to you. Happy trails.
Denise
your comments regarding throat chakra clearing resonated so wonderfully for me. i too have been accused of having tourette’s. i literally spew, projectile vomiting spew. i feel the pressure building inside me and BOOM! all this stuff comes out. i have officially been dubbed “monkey girl” by my inner circle. i find i am unable to stay quiet about stuff anymore. interestingly, one of my best friends is going through the process that if she spews, the karmic backlash is immediate. she is being required to go within and speak with discernment. she is predisposed to spewing and now is “realigning” her throat chakra via a different path. THis is the monkey in me saying this but it really has been fun to finally be able to spew. interestingly enough, this month i am refining the process of spewing with discernment. i don’t fling shit, as a monkey is prone to do. rather, i don’t pull the punch and i say my peace with a certain level of bluntness, to avoid and misunderstanding of what is meant. but no more shit flinging. i am finding i can be brutally honest, blunt, etc. without being damaging. woohoo! some discernable progress! good luck to all, both men and women. Embrace the power of your throat chakra, it is really very liberating and fun if you let it be.
love to you denise. you truly have been an inspiration during my travels on this long, rocky road.
So neat to read of everyone’s experiences and know I’m not crazy. And I specifically wanted to thank Pat Crosby for her post about the community place in the Catskills. That is such a perfect example of how I see us all functioning. (I’m also looking for “quiet, spiritual” people… sure wish the Catskills were closer!) Here’s to many more such offers and communities springing up all around us!
Hello Denise
I would like to respond to Valerie if that is ok?
Hi Valerie
My Mam passed over in 1984,,, (aged 52)and what I meant was I was letting go of her fears and anxieties concerning money, which had been patterned into me when I was a child. Mam unconsciously offloaded her many worries onto me,, As the oldest of 5 kids. . I bore the brunt as she had no one else to offload to, it being shameful for her generation to hang “dirty laundry” outside for all to see. Thank goodness that has changed!!.
Remember Denise mentioned in december/ January,, I believe ,,about letting go of even more old negative patterns of learned behaviour..still clearing, still continuing to let go…
Your Mom is coming from ego/fear based emotions and is not ready to hear your side. The work comes from the inner self,,, continue to clear your throat chakra and clear the energy from within. You say your Mom uses guilt and shame with you,, no one makes us feel a particular emotion, it always comes from within. What is happening outside is going on inside. This shows that if we react with these emotions then there is healing needed to be done, on the self..
I have had to look at similar emotions within myself about not having paid employment, how the role with money has changed, and where, this financial support comes from. . You are paying your way but not in the sense that friends and family ,,who are not as spiritually progressed ,,understand. As Denise just timely posted it is all preincarnated contracts. No more guilt.!! It is those on the other side who are supporting us regardless of how it looks on the Earth plane.!!
Thanks Denise for allowing this space.
Jan,
Thank-you for sharing and for your genuine concern.. I too was the oldest and had the responsibility of being in charge at a young age. The clearing really is going on and it is getting deeper as Denise said it would. It is mind-blowing on how much stuff is stuck to us–at least to me. It feels like I will never get to the bottom of it and see my true self–at times. I have been freaking-out lately and knowing that I can relate/communicate to those of us here brings the clarity I need to continue on. Thank-you, Valerie
Hello Denise!!
Hello to All!!
Wow!! Thank-you so much Denise for writing this, I am so grateful to you and so grateful to the community and their comments. I have just read thru all of them and my heart is so happy–I feel so blessed to have such insight.
Deep in my soul-I know that to surrender and totally trust spirit, myself, my HS and all my guides is how I/we will get thru the Ascension process and just as important I do know that enjoying the journey is just as important as enjoying and getting to the destination.I get that. Honestly… I SO desire to be in the destination (5D), as we all do. I miss it. I long for it. I get so frustrated here, I have been under attack for awhile now–it’s been brutal. It all let-up on the New Moon–Thankfully. I have had not so good news from the doctor but I am good with that–it is whatever and I believe I can heal myself with help from Source and if not I’m good with that too.
It is true Denise, that we have those we contracted with while we do our work. When you wrote that, wow, lightbulbs went off and it all connected. I have been looked after–everything has always worked out. I/We are blessed. Again, Thank-you for reminding me. Thank-you for being here.
You wrote about those in the spiritual community selling their way of the Law of Attraction etc. and it never resonated with me either. It seemed so contradictory and like you said we are here to make a new path NOT not to continue on with the Dark Ones imposed slavery–why are these leaders/teachers trying to keep the status quo? Don’t they know better? They especially prey on those JUST waking-up and that is just wrong.This is what gets to me the most—everyone here fighting for their piece of the pie and they do not get that they are slaves.How can they not see? Everything is about money and they are laying it on thick now, gas prices, you name it, it is rising in price. I can’t wait for it all to implode–for those asleep to wake-up to this insanity.It’s hard to watch. It’s hard to know the truth all of us here know at times. Really it pisses me off–all of it.
I get the Mom comment from Jan, I have been living very close to my Mom the past year and a half. She has helped me to survive and tries to understand when I try to explain about the Ascension process and all I am going thru–all the world is going thru BUT she cannot envision a world without money. She can’t understand why I will not go out “there’ and play the game. I have a very hard time because she uses guilt and shame with me, knowing I abhor it because it is counter-productive. She can’t help herself, even tho this is the same woman who brought me up in the 60’s, she was a hippie and very open-minded and taught me to fight for my/our rights as women–she can’t understand how I let myself get into this situation–no money, etc. It is hard for me to deal with, eventhough I know she is brainwashed by the work till you die crowd.I know I am supposed to be clearing this but I don’t know how. And then reading another comment Denise wrote about our throat chakra’s, brought back a time for me when I too swore all the time–couldn’t help it and my brain has a hard-time working and writing is difficult at times.I too have had my voice now for awhile and I do express myself ,but I do not understand how to clear this issue with her. Wow, there are so many good comments that bring-up stuff I didn’t even associate with Ascension.
Another comment Denise wrote about doing without physically doing, resonates so much with me. We are intensely programmed by the work till you die crowd that at times I feel guilty if I am not producing. I stopped working in October and I have really had a hard time with not ‘paying to live” here also. I am very happy living minimally–I have had too for awhile now and it is freeing however, those around me believe that you pay to live–you produce or die and they ride me. They want to know my plans for the furure (ha)–I have no idea. I just recently won my unemployment benefits that I have been fighting for since December and I owe everyone,especially my Mom. I guess what I am trying to say is why is this money issue always in my face? The guilt and shame associated with not producing or being able to pay those who helped me back, is always popping-up. Even with the knowledge that I will be taken care of and surrendering to this environment I can’t help but feel like I am letting my family down. letting down those that have helped me financially on this journey. Money is everything to people and even though I give what I can–it is never money– I give in all differnet ways to people I know and don’t know. As an empath/lightworker/indigo this issue rips me apart.–I do not want to hurt anyone because of my beliefs but I cannot play the game anymore and if I don’t I do not know how I am going to pay them back. I just want to know why this issue is always in the forefront of my existence when I thought I had resolved the money issue within myself but the outside world won’t let me forget. I just want to be free–I want everyone to be free. Can’t wait to move on. Thanks for listening, I love all of you and value your opinions. Peace*Love&Light, Valerie
I am an empath too!! Yay! Its nice to find another empath!
I researched moving forward to clarsentience and those instructional videos on empaths on youtube are great!
I know that what I learned is that we empaths get eaten up by our environments. We cant seperate our emotions sometimes. people get upset around us and then we get upset! SO frustrating.
My home are where most of my problems happen an I cleansed my whole house smudging with white sage and wore a rose quartz and woke up my heart chakra because I felt often I was having a heart attack!
I channeled my empath abilities through the heart when infact they should go through the solar plexus. So good to know.
My fiance and I had an arguement where we blew up about money all… ALL the time. We have had NOTHING and our taxes werent coming in. These fights would be from baseline to blowout in 5 seconds!
After the rose quartz and white sage with meditative prayer- the house was emptied of all bad energy!
We also asked Archangel Michael to take any negative entities in the house and banish them to the light so they could know the Source and find peace, unconditional love and happiness to bless our home, us our families and children and our little Dogter, Bena. To bless anyone who entered this house so that they would leave with peace and find the light and unconditional love we felt.
Since then our home has been so much more peaceful.
If you are home a lot this could be an incredible step!
Also channeling our empathy away from our heart makes us realize those arent our fears- theyre the fears and anxieties of others you feel! When we channel clairsentience through our solar plexus we know we have enough separation to feel the energy and to actively have the space to help others and keep ourselves safe too!
I was going through this all in the last week. So its a very new realization I have stumbled across and the cleansing and crystals and new clairsentience abilities have dramatically improved what was an affliction and turned them into a way to better heal others around me and keep my inner peace too!
I hope this helps!! Love & Light!
-Theo
Denise, I hope it is okay with you if I reply to you and our friends here. It helps to gain insight.
Hello Theo, Thank-you for your kind advise. I have been doing everything you say. I live with crystals all around me and I try to sage (smudge) my environment monthly. I meditate when I wake and before I go to sleep. I find that I must center and protect myself everyday plus I get a lot of information from my guides when I meditate.I know I am picking-up others fears about money, we are so programed to believe the bull and at times it slams me but I am working on it. More than anything Denise’s posts and everyone’s advice–is very helpful and calming to me. It is comforting to know we are not alone in this and it is refreshing to have Denise, not only write about the Ascension process–she is willing to actually answer our questions with all she is going thru. That in itself is rare. I am grateful to have access to this information–it is hard to find. Valerie
Valerie,
Gratitude ♥ Hugs to you Valerie for helping so many others with your question. :)
Denise
Denise, I have another symptomatic question for you and your readers to comment on. Have you or anyone else involved with ascension noticed a loss of time directly related to physical perception and location awareness?
This is happening to me on a regular basis to the point where I feel like a total space cadet and totally come off like that to others! I feel silly but this is so weird to me.
More car accidents and fender benders because of heavy use of gps, losing track of structural appointment based time at work, I find myself getting perpetually lost while driving in an area that I have driven through tons of times before. Even places around where I grew up.
Before this started happening it was the same routine, I saw the same structures and the ride was a boring routine.
Now- the areas you should find familiar look brand new- as if youre actually going the wrong way because it doesnt ‘look’ familiar.
For the life of me on high ascension intensity days things physically appear so drastically different. Theyre beautiful- but Its scary because I have to use a gps for everything- I feel almost hypervigelent when I drive. Almost that I cant remember directions as well (if at all) by landmarks I used to go by to find my way around.
My internal compass has heavily shifted too and I think this is another factor. Would you agree?
So out of fear I am going to arrive at a grocery store in another dimension and many 2 hour car trips that should have taken 30 minutes and showing up at work for classes that dont exist on that particular day according to my boss- I feel like I am losing my mind. Faces are starting to become that way too, I cant remember a face to save my own life. I feel like I have alzheimers at 26 years old.
My physical awareness is hightened so much that everything looks and feels new- which is great! Life is good. I feel WONDERFUL! I am living more in the moment, but I still am truckin keeping up with my job teaching dance- but I am showing up for months on a day where I swore a class was scheduled or showing up for a class at the wrong time never knowing its wrong until I get frustrated enough to mention it. Traveling without highblood pressure and anxiety and realizing I exist on a completely different time schedule are spinning me off into a whole new dimension, which is infact the point. But its so… Real!
I feel like everything is so beautiful fresh and wonderful and my relationships with others are peaceful and full of love and light- but how long can I function like this in the real world. Should I just quit integrating and pitch a tent in the woods and sell my car and grow my own food far away from everyone else? Haha! I mean- I love how I feel, but its so strange! I dont know how to cope!
I could use yours and the guidance of your readers to shed some light on this.
Also for the question of money now that I have brought up the fact I have considered pitching a tent in the woods and detaching from society- I will further admit I have already looked into it for economical purposes! Lol.
Have you thought of the freeconomy? You see money is just a piece of paper or a number that the collective consciousness puts value on. Money is simply in its purest form not a necessity of life. Banks like to make you think that because its a control tactic.
As you seperate from the collective consciousness understand that some things we have structurally contrived in our heads like math and money (and quite possibly routine) go out the window too. So I think that this is normal.
My coping method was discovering a growing movement that has transcended the money myth. Its a pretty stout movement. Its powerful- but its all about sharing and trading and helping others with no expectation of return. Food, shelter, services and trades all for free. The Freeconomy- http://www.justfortheloveofit.org
It inspired me to plant my own veggie garden and learn how to sew and dye fabric, weave baskets, revamp old furniture, paint and hang my own art and to be less reliant on money.
But they have a map of pay it forward people that will show you who in your area provides free services, even to learning trades to teach self sufficiency. Its been a huge weight off my shoulders.
Eventually the money cord will break because it simply isnt concrete reality. Creating and providing for yourself by yourself is so spiritually rewarding to my esteem which often lately hangs in the balance with these unfamiliar symptoms as I mentioned above.
The less you need outside of yourself the less you worry! I hope that helps you guys! Pay it forward! Love & Light!
Theo
astrologylog – Theo,
Everything you’ve mentioned is a symptom of ascension. I know exactly what you’re talking about because I’ve dealt with these dimensional shifting sands and ego self melting and linear time awareness disintegrating and on and on. And, not to spook you or anyone else, but all of this sort of stuff is increasing dramatically throughout 2012.
As our old 3D reality and linear time consciousness and ego-based sense of self evolves into the next higher stage, more and more of us will be having non-linear or quantum, spherical awareness and experiences that exist outside of the old 3D playground. I’ve talked about this in old articles and about how to not freak out or panic when “reality” as you/me/us have known it changes a little or a lot in a split-second and is replaced with strange new things. Having been clairvoyant all my life I’m a bit more used to suddenly encountering things that others don’t see and that exist at other levels and other dimensions. Now this is happening to everyone which I think is the coolest thing in Ages. :D
Here’s a trick I did for a while to help me with direction when I was so scrambled by the Ascension Process that I’d literally get lost some days going from one room in my house to another! Envision in doing this from your High Heart area in your chest. See an energy line coming out from your High Heart and send it out towards the East and to the opposite West. See it in your Minds Eye and feel it too. Next do the same thing and send, from your High Heart, an energy line far out towards North and to the South. Next send an energy line from your High Heart down through the center of your body deep down into the center of the Earth and then an energy line from your High Heart up out the top of your body and head up into the Galactic Center. You are now very consciously connected to the seven directions; East/West, North/South, Earth’s core/Galactic Center and all of this is connected in/out from your High Heart.
After you’re able to quickly see and feel these seven directions you’ll be amazed at how easy it becomes to just know which direction N,S,E,W is no matter where you are. Of course…I haven’t a clue about how great this method works in 5D! I doubt we’ll care. ;)
I’ve gotta ask…what type of Dance do you teach? I taught Belly Dance for nearly twenty years way back in the day, and really loved it.
Hugs,
Denise
Ah! I love belly dance!
I teach burlesque and pole fitness and areobic striptease. I love every moment of it.
I also teach jazz and Interpretive dance theory and lyrical but there is just a larger market in women for the exotic arts (like belly dance which is taught on Saturday)!!
Its so great that women are taking exotic fitness back for them to enjoy just expressing their femininity for them and growing their self confidence- doing it in a dance studio where they are safe to express their feminine side so that its supportive and In a nonjudgemental environment.
I try to focus a lot on sisterhood so my normal classes I like people to meet and like eachother. We laugh all the time and have fun!
And I am so glad I dont need a CT scan Deniese I was so worried!
I love high ascension days- yesterday was a good one for me and my fiance! What about everyone else? Did you feel lots of symptoms too?!
I will definitely channel my high heart and recalibrate it! Thanks for those tips! Everytime I have new ones I know I must be doing something right. Frustrating as they are they are also beautiful too!
-Theo
I love you guys!
Hi Everyone
How MUCH I love each and every comment here. Sweet validation in spite my eyes nagging fatigue. Your words are now my bread and butter spiritually in times as these. Some have gone through (or are going through) things I thought I would have to go through with nagging dread. Some are where I am at: the student loan debt conundrum… which keeps piling up every month passes since December. Some share words of experienced wisdom that soothe me now more than ever… as to HOW in hell’s name could I ever ask for help from my Higher Self… and maybe if ever… Ascension Assistance (doubt I have those). And some share old beliefs I used to have in recent past… but now… thanks to hell I’ve already gone through… know that it also means we haven’t seen nothing yet… as in experiencing REAL abundance and wealth.
Septembo: lol…no freakin’ way… that’s SO much what’s happening now I tell you what. :)
Susan and Barbara: now that you’ve made mention of them much more clearly to me and all of us here… maybe (and I hate to say it) my NON-ascending parents… and my old worn-out workplace, are all part of my pre-incarnational Ascension guide-map. At least I get to freelance with the latter at home while I get knocked-out with these on-going fatigues.
Pat Crosby: boy o boy o boy… I’ve been longing for such days to come MY way: the 5D Lightworker community… but let’s see: I have a ball-n-chain student loan debt to find a way to either pay off… or have it GONE and forgiven… not just for me… but for ALL.
It is also wonderful to note: one of my “normal” co-workers confess to me over the phone today… that she can’t WAIT for this whole money thing to just simply vanish… just get this on already! Because of her line of work… she stated that local banks are crying. Unfortunately and ironically… this is a sadly good sign… that will hit enough to have this whole nightmare gone! Pray do tell that our hard work in the esoteric realm makes the days so swift that 50 years of a moneyless society is no longer the reality… but mere 50 SECONDS in THIS Lifetime in THIS year is instead!
Love to you all here,
Lou Ann
Thanks, Denise for this article (a topic all of us still in 3D are concerned about). This really resonated with me: “We set up pre-incarnational situations for ourselves” so that we could survive these times. I truly believe this.
It didn’t make much (logical) sense for me to quit a very lucrative job at 49 to help my mother with her Alzheimer’s. However, I was able to get a “package” because the company was downsizing and they eliminated one job with my departure.
I always felt that too much money would weigh me down – so through the years, I gave most of the excess away. It is so easy to get attached to the illusory “security” wealth brings and to compromise who we are and what we really want to do because of it. I see it as a trap, esp. now, with so many people in debt.
The ascension road, for me, has meant losing bits and pieces (as well as large chunks) of who I thought I was. I found a great deal of freedom in having less $$, living frugally and following my own priorities, esp. spiritual growth.
I used to wonder why I never made much money following a spiritual path but now I just don’t care. I trust that my needs are all being met. Once we vibrate in a higher frequency, we will no longer need $$. We will be able to materialize anything we want for the Highest Good of all.
Thanks to all for sharing your stories and insights.
Thelma
Hi Denise,
If you permit me to post this – I have a large 22 room house in the Catskill Mountains I would like to make into a lightworker community house. There are private rooms and a couple of apartments – on 5 acres. Costs are low – with cooperative group effort to take care of the house, land, and grow food. You can contact me if this resonates with you, and you are a quiet spiritual person.
Pat Crosby,
Thank you for doing this as I think it’s terribly important, especially now in 2012, for many Lightworkers/Starseeds/Indigos who have been or currently are having a hard time. It’s time for more of this type of connecting between Lightworkers/Starseeds etc. to join together to help each other through this current transition. This is, I feel, the beginning of what will become the new 5D Communities.
Thanks again for your generosity and desire to help like-others. ♥
Gratitude Hugs,
Denise
Denise, A light bulb went on for me when I read your post, especially this:
I have been blessed with a job that allows me to do exactly what I enjoy without having to be in a space that is uncomfortable. I now realize that I have a 3D team that is supporting me here while I do this ascension work, and some of them do not even know it. They are the people I work with/for. I have often sensed their love and support for me, yet when I am in the physical work space, it is not evident; I lose my voice, become exhausted for days, and feel attacked by negativity. They appreciate me and my contributions enough to allow me the space that I need, and I feel truly blessed. All this culminated last year after completing a very long cycle of struggle, and letting go of a lot of ego-based stuff. The more I let go, the more gifts I received. Blessings to all.
Susan.
Dear Susan:
I am totally blown away by your comment. Thank you from my heart. Because of you, I just realized I too have a 3D team supporting me, as previously arranged , no doubt, to allow me to survive the ascension process and to eat at the same time. And these incredible people, I have never even met! I work from home as a typist and receive my projects and send them in via e-mail. Always they send me e-mails saying how much they appreciate my work and wow, now that you’ve opened my heart to this, I am truly humbled. One time I was in the process of having my throat chakra opened and was down and grovelling on the floor with my hands around my neck trying to breathe, dragged myself to my office chair only to find an e-mail from my 3D support team offering me another five-year contract with more dollars. Breathe in, breathe out, thank-you, Spirit and White T-shirts who don’t even know that they are a huge part of the 3D Starseed plan. Wow, what a revelation. Thank you, Susan, Denise, and all Here, the comments are super and Septembo, the Dicks are leaving the building. Giggle! Love, B.
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Hi Denise.
I have been following your posts for a while now and as always they are very “up to the minute” to the topics which need addressing.
Regarding the money aspect, I have had to accept that it doesn’t matter where the money comes from but that spirit are supporting me(us) during these difficult financial times. Your comment regarding the pre incarnation agreements ,, between persons, holds true for me. My soul has chosen to be a forerunner of the Ascension Process,, and if I look at who supports me financially, in 3d, then it is spirit,, and not actually where,, or who,, this money comes from in 3d. The messages I received from spirit were that the guilt, negativity, fear etc,, I was feeling,, regarding the source of my income,, was creating blockages and when my mind went into a fearful tailspin last year, about money,, and my changing role, in earning money,, then the finances did go awry for a month or so.
Those of us who have been transmuting, dark, negative, energies for over a decade or more, are still working,,,and ,, contributing bigtime, for spirit, and if we have to accept alimony, benefits,, handouts, whatever,, to keep the physical body well until the alternative monetary/ energy system is put in place, then so be it.
There’s a lot to be said about our old patterns regarding money, our parents’ relationship with money. It was only in January 2012 this year that I realised my fear of financial concerns was not just mine, but my Mothers’.!! Lots of maternal angst on my (then) young shoulders, how to make ends meet and feed 5 kids, on little income, ,, was my mothers worry which I was releasing.
Such a good posts!
Recently I learned about Sharing. Sharing is a key. There’s waay more to sharing than meets the eye. And sharing can start now, today. Share what you value with others. Some delicious piece of fruit; a wonderful idea; a knack you have that somebody can use; a willingness to listen to a person. Share even just a smile. All kinds of ways to share. Make it an act of enjoyment. Then watch how your own circumstances start changing.
This is what 5D and Unity or High Heart Consciousness and the world will be like; one of openness, equality, sharing, and total honesty…and no need for money to purchase thing that one needs.
♥ Denise
WOW…no surprise EXACTLY what I needed this a.m.! THANK YOU!!! I am fortunate, I have a husband who is able to manage in the 3-D and keep us afloat, barely at times (but an absolute pre-incarnation agreement)….As my retired navy father in law has said…it is time to diversify! I have a graduate degree and unable to work in the field due to old paradigm thinking there,energy challenges, high college debt (99% ) my REAL mission work(etc.) like most others here…
I have been cleaning houses since I graduated in 2008. The flexibility, environmentally conscious products and the “clearing work” that is all part of the mix allows for me to have some REALLY rough days(did I mention REALLY ROUGH DAYS), and still manage to do a great job and get paid. Also, giving me some pride believing that I am making a difference…Clearing and transmuting….clearing and transmuting. It came as no surprise in 2011, when two $$$$ clients stopped using my services, for their own financial reasons,(slashing my monthly income in half) I’d known for over a year they were too aligned with 3-D and sensed their “leaving” since the beginning of 2011. So now, I am looking into dog walking, pet care and healing, painting houses, waiting on tables again(a last resort teeeeheee as I cannot IMAGINE being friendly enough to be of any use) and other ways to generate enough to keep afloat until money is no longer the exchange needed. Always realizing that there are 100’s of thousands(and more) out there in the same boat or much worse.
I do know, when we start to exchange based on our gifts, I like so many of you all with be wealthy indeed, a change in global perspective and we all have the sorts of gifts that will be HIGHLY valued but go unnoticed/valued now. Many look at my life and scratch their heads…a grad. degree and she’s cleaning houses? I just thank the stars for it and the sustenance it has provided…not that cleaning someone’s loo is such great fun!
And I look back to my 20’s GRATEFUL for being BEYOND broke (and struggling to find food daily and have a roof over my head) and having learned the skills necessary to survive with NOTHING. Not that I chose that at the time(it really sucked, in the 1990’swhen the rest of the world and .com-ers were THRIVING) but boy oh boy…the gifts of survival are incredible and keep on giving. I was guided to stock up months ago on pet supplies/food-canned goods…a trick learned when broke…to prepare when you have… for when you do not. It has helped to ease the stress a bit…
I look forward to the day when money is no longer what we exchange, rather our gifts and talents for goods and services. I loved the poster who shared this above and I found hope in it…my heart smiled. I do really feel we are close…whatever close means anymore…
I remember when I had back to back surgeries years ago(5 total) and remember the moment I woke from surgery I would start a game I would play just with myself, to keep myself sane…I would think or say ” I am one minute away from the worst pain I will feel’…then” I am one hour away from the worst pain I will feel”….then I am one day away from….you get the picture. Knowing I was further from it…with each breathe… helped get through it all.
This has also been a staple in these trying times…only reversed….”I am one hour closer to the greatest moments in the history on this planet…and now I am one day closer…and one more week closer” and then FREEDOM for all…..HOOOOOOORAHHHHHHHHH!
I love you all from the bottom of my heart and cannot imagine what it would be like with out this amazing support from all my brothers and sisters on their respective journeys
Thank you Denise! I, also, am going through this financial mess. I am an ultra sensitive and struggle daily with keeping my thinking processes in line with the higher dimensions because of my ascension process and its rigors. However, when I have a good day and can get more things done I start to think about what more I can do. This gets me into trouble because I rarely have more than a few days in a row so any long-term projects or trying to write longer pieces become huge stressers and I fall back into moments of feeling like I have to “pay my way” to live here on this planet. It doesn’t help either that others within my spiritual community are not ready to hear what I already know experientially. At other times, I am so exhausted I just don’t care. I am looking forward to the end of this year. I commend those who are going through the ascension process alone. I would have never chose this path if I truly would have known how difficult this ascending process is on the physical, mental, and emotional bodies.
It is good to hear, too, that I am not the only one who is deeply saddened by those claiming to be spiritual teachers and charge phenominal fees for what they received freely and in love to those seeking spiritual guidance and help.
In addition, I would love to hear from anyone who is struggling with the jawline, neck, and top of the shoulder pain/issues. I did receive information from my higher self that my throat chakra is blocked. I worked on this for many years with different energy work to try and clear. However, I believe that this will remain closed until the end of this year. So far I am not getting any information about what I will be doing as service once my throat chakra is fully open.
Thanks everyone for their comments!
Peg D.,
Most females living in the patriarchal world have closed Throat chakras! We have not been allowed to speak our truths, voice our concerns, scream NO to the violence and madness. Because of this us females have worked hard to get our Throat chakras up and running again.
There were periods during my early ascension years (horrible beyond belief years) where I honestly wondered if I had come down with Tourettes syndrome because the most horrible (and colorful) cursing would suddenly spew forth from my mouth! I cursed before all this but this was something different, something really angry that had, evidently, been suppressed for most of my life, and thanks to the ascension process, it was time to be spoken and released…so I did. :D I cursed my Throat chakra back open (I’m half joking) and it’s functioning fine now. ;)
I also wanted to say that I have the same problem with brain function and being able to write. Since 2007 there’s been days where I get lost in what I’m writing because brain function and focus and exhaustion takes over and I lose my point. Embarrassing but this is how it’s been. I find it amazing that the only time in my life when I HAD to write important information for others, has been when I’ve had the worst mental ability in my life and can’t remember things for longer than two seconds oftentimes! Oh well, push ever onward…
Hugs,
Denise
hi denise, i’m new to your blog. this validates what i am experiencing. after being booted out from the working world few years ago, it took a while for me to learn to “let go” & “trust” that all will be well, that all my needs will be taken care of. i am grateful that i have a loving partner, the one that brings the money in while i “suffer” with all the aches and pain. now i am in quite a comfortable place, gratitude is big. things are slowly moving on the up scale even. i feel the abundance coming in bit by bit, and it comes in many forms. so yeah, can’t wait for the final ride 2012!
thanks for sharing! xx
Hi Denise and everyone,
Last year I found myself unable to work anymore as a complementary herapsit because of sudden and severe hearing loss……financially that me deep trouble with mortgage and other financial commitments and eventually had to defaut on a credit card debt………
Now I am on a bad credit register…….I don’t actualy care! My ego isn’t any longer in the picture so to speak…..I wrote and wrote to the the credit card company explaining my situation and asking for some kind of plan that would make it possible to make payments but had no success…..they kept writing to me as if they had never even read my letters. Anyway since last year I REFUSE to focus on the ‘problem’ and instead I flood my day with gratitude for EVERYTHING in my life……yes even the hearing loss because that too has it’s ‘bigger plan unfolding in miraculuos and magical ways.
I do Ho’oponopono when the money worries strike…….and I can honestly say I have NEVER felt so happy! I had money in the past and could travel and do most things I wanted to do but I never felt the contentment I feel now…..But the magical part is that when I don’t try to figure out where the money will come from for a utility bill or similar, and when I keep surrendering the fear to the Divine, solutions come that I could have never dreamed possible…..that’s is my constant experience now!
Afetr a year of waiting I was eventually granted a disability allowance and it barely covers the mortgage and utility bills. Often there isn’t anything left over to buy food. But miracles abound………I look after my niece and nephew while my sister went back to do a university course till end of May. I cook for them and I get to have all my meals there! When that finishes in May I feel certain that something else will show up.
I have no reason to doubt that the Divine has it all in hand. Another miracle hapened on new years eve…….a woman who came to a talk I gave early last year offered to gift me with a blog site…….. That went live just before the start of 2012! How cool is that. So now i write a blog to share my knowledge and miracles and to give something back!
Yes Ascension symptoms hit hot and heavy at times but I get through them and trust. Last summer I was confned to bed nearly every day for almost two months with unbelievable vertigo…….I couldn’t stay on my feet for more than an hour at a time when it would start up again……
I’v rambled on but I just wanted to say Valerie…….don’t entertain the fears or money worries, don’t give them thought space, and ALWAYS follow inspirational ideas when they come. TRUST that the Divine has it all in hand and all is well and will be well.
Namaste
Liz
Dear Denise,
I would like to shed some light on the finencial setbacks many of us are having. In spite of the fact that we are all going through our transformations on all levels, there is one thing many omit or are ignorant of. Yes It is a fact that more money is bieng produced by the Dark ones to try and gain more control, however many are falling into the trap of looking at money as evil and bad, wrong ,wrong,wrong! Money is still in cerculation and we still need it to servive. There is A LAW OF ATTRACTION in motion here, like the Law of gravity. We attract what we think about most and if one should start hating money, money is not going to come to him. I am a light worker and just got out of the money trap by changing the way I look and think of money. We can’t cut our noses to spite our faces. The monetary system is still here and it would be very foolish for anyone to think otherwise,if we are to get rid of the injustices,deciet, etc, we would have to kill the spider, not the web.
Love and Light
Charles
Charles,
What you’ve discovered about ones beliefs about money in the 3D world is correct. However, what I’m talking about is the fact that we are evolving beyond the old familiar 3D level of consciousness, reality, and density. We are currently evolving into another level of development, creativity, and evolution and in it money doesn’t exist. No right/wrong or good/bad involved with this money issue, simply evolution.
Denise
Hi Denise
This post helped me to see many things so clearly.
Thank you.
I can see how my husband and I made that agreement and have that partnership. We met in August 1987 ( harmonic convergance) and I have not been in the workplace since the physical stuff kicked in around the time I gave birth to our daughter in 1999.
He is the one who keeps me on this path … and while he earns the money I do the other work. Every step or leap or jump that I have made he has made with me. It is a complete patnership in this way.
Thank you so much for your post. I has helped me a great deal.
Not earning money is something which I have been struggling with.
Your post has really helped me to see how we all contribute and help each other … it is not all about who earns the cash.
However I am grateful for our partnership and can see that we both set it up this way and we both benefit from it.
Once again Denise – thank you
Denise I remember reading at some point words of the Tibetan which said great souls never incarnate into families of great wealth or power because it is too corrupting for the soul. That being said living without enough money to meet one’s needs is extremely stressful and given the intensity of the energies we are all living with and integrating at this time – a lack of money does not help.
I had a couple of dreams recently which I feel may be helpful:
I went to a cash dispenser to draw a small amount of money out and thousands and thousands of pounds came out. I didn’t know what to do with it so paid the money into the latest disaster relief fund. The bank was after me but somehow the media got hold of the story and the public were made aware and the public took my side so the bank dropped their case.
A second dream on the same theme:
I received a letter saying I had been left a large inheritance by an unknown source. I thought it was a hoax and ripped it up only to receive two other letters – again ripped up. A member of staff from the legal firm knocked on my door to say the inheritance was genuine and also offered me the keys to any car I wished to drive.
Great fortune is coming our way I believe. Money is energy and energy is money. We ‘nitty gritty’ workers have much energy in our bank accounts. Maureen
Dear Maureen, I so smiled reading your reply, it is resonated magnificently. It lifted my already smiling spirit. Thank you.
My problem is that I cannot get myself to totally accept it when people tell that I do not need to do anything . Just by being I raise the vibrations. I have been told this by so many people who I have only just met and who do not know any of my friends. I cannot stop myself going for readings by totally new psychics and still get a variation of the same message. I totally hate myself for doubting them and thinking they tell everyone the same thing.If I try very hard to believe it, I feel I am going completely over the top and am on a complete ego trip. Please can you help me I am going through a very rough patch and I really want something to hold on to.
Pema Neve,
Thank you for your honesty about this. It is something all of us have struggled with and repeatedly, myself included. Okay, get ready because I’m going to tell you the same thing. :)
I want you to rethink your beliefs about “doing” and “not doing” okay? The past Age and religions have convinced humanity that to be worthy of anything means you’ve got to work yourself half to death. This of course is a lie but a great way to create worker humans!
Think about the wise ones who sit in meditation and radiate the positive energies they’ve connected with. Are they “doing” physically? They are “doing” plenty, but they are not doing it physically as in physical labor etc.
Now think about the people who are physically so busy working, “doing”, but who are not radiating any higher frequency energies through their constant rushed “doings”. See the difference? One can “do” a lot by seemingly “doing” nothing physically, when the truth is they’re “doing” far, far more than other people are even capable of energetically.
You need to work on feeling “worthy” of just being you regardless of what you “do” physically or don’t do physically. I know how hard this is for some of us but we must release these old negative mind poisons created by the patriarchal world to keep humanity working like little worker ants at top speed constantly! You are an aspect of God/Source/The All That Is and you will be much happier and more helpful when you remember this fact and honestly believe it about yourself. ♥ We all will. :)
Hugs,
Denise
WORD.
Denise, you are en fuego!
In the best moments of any given day where we stand in awe of a sunset, are lifted by a scented breeze, or bask in the glow of a smile, we stop — if only for the moment — ‘doing’ and ascend into ‘being.’
To live inside those moments for hours or days on end is my vision of Heaven on Earth. Often feels a long way off, but at least I believe in the mission wholeheartedly. I still flail, kick and scream when I think I’ve lost my way. Or worse, assume I was left behind. Fortunately, things are changing inside and outside so dang fast I am never bored. Which, for a double Sag, is a really big deal. :0)
Hello Denise and all.
I haven’t read all of the comments yet, but felt impelled to write a bit of my financial journey.
Michael and I just had to leave behind all of the previous employment methods due to our growth on this journey and we were close to the edge in a big way. I have a deep belief that I did not plan for this journey to be financially hard and yet I know that we have been deeply impacted over the centuries by the money system. So I realise that we have a fair bit to overcome and re educate ourselves with.
The crunch for me came when I totally had a hissy fit to myself and my team. Stomped my foot so hard it hurt and tearfully ranted about the situation. The final part being a statement that probably made all the difference. I said that I’m over it all and if you want me to do this thing then you had better give me a way to make some human dollars so that I can live without stress and continue with my journey showing the light and waking people up. I’m leaving it all up to you!!!
Within a day I was offered a position that covered all of my skills and had me working from home and the team showed me how I can go to work as a fundamental human (ie not affected by the other humans) and then be at home as myself. This post would go on forever if I told you all of the positive things that have been put in my path since this point and my goal now is to have the human Linda earning enough dollars to share. Yahoo.
OK, it does work and you are loved and looked after at all times.
Love and hugs from LINDA
Hi. I wonder if it is because you “spoke your word” and you meant it with every particle of your being. I stomped out something similar regarding that “I HAVE HAD ENOUGH!!!!!!” “NO FKING MORE!!!!” “IF THIS CONTINUES OR I MUST ENDURE MORE I AM SO OUT OF HERE!!!! I AM DONE!” and things lightened up a lot, maybe because it stopped me feeling afraid too….. does anyone catch my drift????? Thanks. Oh, and Denise I am enjoying your responses so I can view this from different aspects and angles. Thank you.
Edith,
Great advice. I have done this not too far back–totally freaked out and It did get better for me but as everything with this Ascension process, once you clear one hurdle there is another one right behind it. Must say it keeps life interesting. Never knew there was so much to clear. Valerie
Dear Edith, You made me grin. OH yeah, I know well the having had enough, WTH is GOING on like I am some kind of a ROBORT…no MORE or am outta here and so on AND I mean it….IF you want me to finish off this JOB, ASSISTANCE NOW!
Lordy, my Teams would know my tanties well and they have said: “OH, we KNOW YOU well…..” when after my mini volcano has blown and ashes have settled and I again get back to my calmer self and apologise for losing it and calling them all sorts of names and telling them to get their shovels and dig deep…. for I am doing so here with this godforsaken mission and so on and so on…. things lighten up and things work out. I even heard one commenting to other/s after one such tantie ( must have been a newby or a replacment when one of the others went on a stress leave, heheheh) ” Yes, you are right , she IS different..” and smiling of all things. So yes, I think the higher Teams realize then that ooops their groundcrew member is about to throw a factory full of towels in. Assit arrives in one form or another.
It is an adventure….sigh. ;-D
TY Denis and for bringing this issue back to the drawing board.
It would appear we are now clearing our slates of aspects that occupy the most dense elements; all the more reason why our free will choices have been over ridden by karmic/end game restriction. Ordinarily conditioned souls evolve through the tenets of destiny interlaced by free will.
I can only share how I have adjusted during the years 1987 to 2012 and I’ll add what made me think of it if you can bare with me for a sec. To me the generation that I was born into was dark, angry, vengeful, selfish, terrified among other qualities. If they weren’t “Somebody” that had what “Everybody” envied then they would beg, borrow, steal and suck you dry just so they can have what they feel was lost or deprived when originally wanted. So yes money with these sort of people is first and foremost. Prestige, honor, awards, being known, branding, how much I’m worth syndrome went right along with greed in the 80’s and 90’s. For me when I was faced with reality that woke me in 2003; the idea of being noticed for acceptance became less important. Did I really NEED 40 pairs of shoes that I only wear tops during the year 5 but 1 would do. When is enough enough? What is the purpose of needing billions, hundreds of thousands of pieces of paper when it will never be enough; ego is never satisfied. Now none of our understanding ourselves, our lives, loves and happiness have anything to do with necessity. Want is a total different monster we like to wear just like our egos. If you can live on 900 a month happy and you go out and earn it in the theme of Love that you are then why question. The journey and path was placed for us to either use or ignore; that includes what we must do to survive. Guilt is not apart of Love nor is the system we have to live in to give our message. We are creators with gifts and it is everyone’s choice what to do with what amount they have. The lesson isn’t always in the material; it could be how you increase, share, create from the heart of all living things – Love. The very person you walk next to at work, at the store, in school that needs help after being hurt, disabled – it doesn’t matter could be your student for the lesson your brought. Love never fails even in the face of the root of all evil.
-Namaste
Symphony
Just to share my own experience, 5 years ago I lived what I thought at the time to be an abundant life. I had a successful business (that I actually enjoyed), maintained a home in San Francisco and a weekend getaway in the Sonoma wine country. I kept two vehicles (silly now, considering I was single at the time) that were always traded in before they were 2 years old. I traveled internationally 3-4 times per year and domestically on a monthly basis, typically staying at luxury hotels. Dropping $400/night on dinner out with friends was usually a 4 times per week occurrance. And then the ball dropped; my business, tied to the construction industry, fizzled in a matter of months. I lost the home in the country, both vehicles and eventually my place in the city. It all happened so fast that it seemed like some kind of bad dream from which I would soon awake. But there has been a huge blessing in all of this: I have learned the true meaning of abundance – having my needs met – as well as learning to trust in the Universe to provide. I haven’t worked in all that time and don’t know from one moment to the next where my next dollar will come from. But somehow the Universe provides in any number of unexpected ways. Relocating to Palm Springs CA has connected me with a small but empowering group of friends and fellow way-seekers. The biggest blessing for me is that, under most circumstances, I do not sit around wringing my hands and worrying about money…I feel like I’m experiencing my own personal version of manna from heaven on a daily basis. Sure, I’d love the security of knowing there’s money coming in to cover my now meager expenses, but trusting that it will be there has yet to fail me. I’d love to share some magic secret to create money, but truth be told, these past years have gifted me with a new perspective on need as opposed to want and, for me, it is a huge part of the ascension process, preparing me for the new reality that is now in the birthing process.
Thanks for allowing me to share my story…it is my sincere hope that it will be of benefit to some of you.
Steve
Sometimes, too, we have implemented a soul lesson plan to learn to live by faith – and experience needs being met in the most unexpected ways, and just in the nick of time! Having ease-ful money and resources can block the experiences we set ourselves up – at the soul level – to have.
I agree – having the simpler life opens us up the miracles of everyday life – including our own breath, a bird in the garden, a butterfly, a bee, clouds, sunsets…..
I really connected to this post, and I am starting to get a bit teary eyed as I write this. My Ascension symptoms “recognizably” became activated in July 2008. My husband left me, and I had an 11 month old baby girl. My mom had died 3 years prior. I spent my entire life watching her blissfully suffer the ascension process, and out of the blue she was gone.
At the time, I didn’t know where to go, and my dad had remarried a woman I didn’t know very well, but she is the one who saved me. She made sure my daughter had a room, low rent, and support to move forward. The ascension pains started the first morning I woke up in my new living space. In retrospect this was not a coincidence. I now know I’m picking up where my mother left off.
Being a single mom isn’t easy—especially with work and school, but the safeguards are breathtaking. Sometimes they seem few and far between, but they are always there. I don’t rest as much as I probably need to, but I have discovered that “surrendering” is also rejuvenating. I’m grateful to my mother’s example (I could write a book about what I witness through her), and I’m determined to do what I came to do.
The road might be long and painful, but this is why I’m here…this is what I chose! Perhaps that’s the most comforting aspect. A person could spend their whole life praying for a miracle, but not recognize they are the MIRACLE! It’s my birthday today, and I’m thrilled to be here!
p.s. you don’t have to sale enlightenment to receive abundance…you simply need to become it.
Well put, Angela. I am copying it for my journal. Thank you so much! There are a lot of great and helpful comments on this thread, but this line helped me most right now – bad night of pains and fears, but Light is here now…
Hello to Denise and all, last year was sooo difficult that I am just catching up with life in general.
I believe it was Sept. I threw everything down and said I can’t do it anymore. Remembering the job I had the year before where I was literally crawling up the stairs to get to my office.
Last year everytime I would find work(as a CNA) some extremely negative energy would come in and change everything.
In Sept. there was nothing left, many people had helped I couldn’t keep asking them.
so I turned and walked away from my life…I said done and was perpared to leave.
Things started working for me,not becuase of me.
It was most difficult for the pain was is bad in my body I couldn’t sleep. It still is but a job came my way working 3 over nights, sleep or not.
Someone told me Neptune moved into Pisces recently, perhaps that is why I am getting more info.
as to Spiritual work I can do.
What I am trying to say is I gave up the tremedous struggle to find work and keep going on,
I’m not one of those tra..la..la Spiritual people. I trust in my core self and my Higher Self.
I try and give thanks daily for things I do have.(As my cat was sitting here tonight taking so much pain from my Heart.)
Worked with a Healer today and saw where I was at 24 and where I am now at 65 and couldn’t believe the healing and past life release that has GONE.
I am a completely different person. Thanks for the JOY, the growth, the transformation and expansion.
I have gone around this area to healers and asked for myself and others work that is needed by barter or whatever. The answer was Yes.
There will be no retiring, still a lot left to do. I will look for the home that has like minded people.LOL Family is long gone, most friends as well.
Something tells me I am manifesting what I need, but was toltally broken down before things started coming.
My best guess is ALL of This was/is for my healing…and believe me I have stood outside in the night and cursed God and the universe for the horendous struggle to keep on.
What am I grateful for tonight…the unbelievable transformation to recreate who I am, ASTOUNDING!!!
By the way still crawling at times…but I will make it.
Love, Blessings and Prayers to all, you have guided my way.
Cheri
Greetings one and all! I’ve been very consciously on a Light-Worker trail, now, for several years, putting out periodic emailed newsletters I call “Irv’s Scrapbook”. The technical means for doing it has come to me over the years and prior work I’ve done, toward that ultimate end (which had included many years of printed newsletters, and an evolving familiarity with the technology it called for) . . but quite as well, an evolving familiarity with living at a poverty level, to the point where I not only ‘knew my way around’ at that level, but felt quite at home with it. As witness to the fact, I’ve been a hitch-hiker all my life!
So I’ve had a very thorough grounding in this, long before I knew anything at all about Ascension or a world-wide raising of consciousness as our potential future. In fact, it came as ‘news’ to me that I’d been preparing for this, for my entire life! But indeed: when I finally had a good long look at the full course of my life (the choices I made along the way, the reasons I found for them, and the paths I had pursued), there wasn’t a shred of doubt that I’d been on this trail a very long time — most likely from the day I was born. In other words, I CAME HERE TO DO THIS!
Knowing that, now, to have been so, I have a very simple response to the question that Denise raises . . . and that all of you are concerned with: we carry on with a level of trust/faith/and the assurance of our personal sincerity as to the path we follow, that issues and problems related to our ongoing sustenance WILL BE RESOLVED as such matters come to a head. The reason is, quite simply, the path we pursue, and the love and truth we serve in our pursuit of it.
I learned this resolution long, long ago, and it has never failed me.
Irv
Hi Denise and group!
From my perch upon my particulare stair step I have so many thoughts whirling around about this weath/money concept.
One idea I was taught was that there are many lifetimes in which devout spirituality equaled being poor. Being holy equaled giving up everything. Following a spiritual path entailed trials and suffering. I was taught to see these lifetime ideas as belief systems that we carry from life to life subconsciouly and they play out in our today.
Regarding the people that make money or their living from their form of spirituality they “teach”, well I know those that work their asses off and give everything to the task and charge money because they too need to earn a living. I am not talking about those that charge exhorbitant amounts of money that make it seem cruel that only the few could avail themselves of this “Help.”
Again, in my mind, any concept brought down into the concrete becomes a crystalized belief system for most people as we each interpret differently and different experiences trigger off the subconcious accepted believed belief system and we experience these beliefs. Oh! and there are mass shared subconscious belief systems within humanity as a group along with our individual ones.
Abundance to me is in the eye of the beholder. Wealth then becomes a concept that can be played with creatively, and then there is my old annoying favorite the predetermined script/blueprint that will not be changed regarding our being alive now, higher will path.
According to the idea of money I am “poor” but I Find I pretty much can’t give in to fear much any more, I am so tired of it that I almost don’t even CARE, it takes too much energy. In doing this I think frees up something inside of me so that things do indeed work out, because my personality/ego steps aside and allows the “plan” to unfold, it just doesn’t look like I thought it would because those of us that read, study and meditate or are dependant upon outside resources so often become misled…. not on purpose, more like its just the nature of the thing. One must figure this out too. Road blocks!!
I have had so much fear about money that I was forced to either kill myself or seriously learn to let go and trust using whatever means to raise my vibes and alter my thoughts, and the goal was to be able to relax….. which led me into the present moment…. cause “right now” is the only time I am not afraid! And all there ever is is right now, and I build from this moment onward and only recenlty am I seeing “fruits”. Today I took myself out to lunch and deep down felt that it was not financially wise, but I Felt I needed to do it anyway. I know I had the thought that I should mind, but I couldn’t care, it would be taken care of somehow…….And someone paid for my lunch!!! Believe me! I am NOT the one this happens to, EVER. Yet important small but signifcant events are happening and pointing the way for me now. And like Denise reminds us, money is a man made thing, a paltry “thing” for the power of SOURCE/I AM/ALL THAT IS/GODDESS/GOD/CHRIST/LIGHT/DIVINE LOVE to circumvent while creating and providing for us from its own Wisdom/ Divine creative nature. One of my fave comforts is to remind myself that God can always make a way or create a way or answer a need in our lives, while to us there is NO WAY in our own eyes.
Lastly is that I maintained not gossiping at work about any of the trials there. I finally realized that it does matter what I speak. So I had to clamp down on the emotional need from my ego to try and seek validation and acceptance…. and comfort from my coworkers. I finally got that this need/desire was only at ego level. So for the first time ever I kept my mouth shut about many things and it was hard!!! But oh did things lighten up so much and my energy came back…. I still feel insecure, I feel scared and I acknowledge it, but remind myself of the bigger and better self that is truly the True Self and reality I seek to express in me as me.
And yes, I too am working with my invisible team and I am so glad it now consciously includes the Goddess Energies/Divine Love.
Hi Edith,
I cannot agree more about where you mentioned co-workers and staying quiet! The ego ALWAYS wants validation and acceptance. Once we can move past that life starts being lived! I’m noticing the power of this simple choice in my own life and it is amazing! Thanks for sharing :)
-Brian M.
Denise, how do we know if we’re part of an agreement like the one you described? (“Many of us created pre-incarnational spiritual living arrangements and working conditions with certain other people and/or mates who would help us and/or financially support us while we do the Alchemical transmuting of the old and embodying of the new first.”)
Beth,
They’re those rare few people in our lives who free us up to live the Ascension Process so we can transmute and embody higher energies etc. Most of these people are not doing this themselves at the level we are but are many Stair Steps behind us. Not everybody can be sick and wiped-out from ascension symptoms at the same time! Somebody’s got to have enough brain function to be able to earn some money…or do the laundry! ;)
It’s a working partnership and actually allows all involved parties to learn, witness, feel and be affected by the higher energies coming into the primary person. They help this main person in different ways but in turn, the energies coming through the primary person speed-up the other person/people with their own ascension process. It’s complex and highly interconnected and everyone benefits in amazing ways even though it may not look like it from the outside!
Hugs,
Denise
Hi Denise and all here,
I’ve been waiting on this article forever! Yay! :)
I must say though… from my experience so far (can’t speak for all here)… the moving in with family/friends/etc is yet another daunting task: ascending with others who are NOT on the same stair steps. Or worse: living under the same roof of NON-ascending others. I’m experiencing the latter!
What with well-meaning parents who carry this old belief about “higher education”… they’re still not getting it that as I am experiencing my Dark Night of the Soul… that won’t and never will take me out of my rut to “succeed in Life”. Ironically… I’ve been trying to move away from this island for the past 20 odd years or so… to no avail. My Higher Self says it’s because this is my Karmic Country until I clear away all my karmic goo… besides it being my pre-incarnational home for Ascension. So… as much as I’d love to geographically leave to live with another family member… who does “get me”… I’m stumbled with the same loop-hole we’re all under: $$$. It takes $$$ to travel and have yours rights to stay in a country. It also is a JOB to find yet another job to ensure you “deserve” to stay in a “foreign” country… while going under this Ascension Rain.
So far… when both my parents attempt to coax and coach me into this”higher education” BS—nothing comes out of my mouth to react/explain to them. Nothing. I’m that tired up to here. This has them baffled so… it’s working so far. I so see myself being stuck here at “home” until the very end of this year. I don’t see another way out right now… unless these brand new alternative ways of living for ALL come to pass. :(
All the best everyone,
Lou Ann
Lou Ann, My heart goes out to you. I understand but from an opposite position. I am middle aged with two children, who were raised spirit based, but do not necessarily agree with the particulars of 2012. For over 20 yrs, I tried training them them up to “get the education” to “get the better job”, but stay spirit self, because I wanted them to be both materially happy and have a “better life” than I did, yet be their Spirit.
Now they are both young adults, one with her own child, and they have such a hard time. They live with me, then without me, over and over… I currently have an opportunity to get a good place to live for myself, but it is in an Over 55 community, and I am going NUTS trying to figure if I “should” take this – so I have an affordable place at this crazy time and my own age and then “the kids” have to become independent of me (what all the “normal people” tell me) OR, is this ascension pressure where I’m being told to find a larger place, surrender to this “old hippie” idea of my kids, where we live together as spirit based people?
I have a problem in that when they were younger and we had our home, part of the reason I am so disabled is I had to DO everything msyelf, so, I do not trust them anymore and a partner of one child is not someone I ever want to live with really. I am not sure of his position in cooperaton and being part of a family unit (to put it nicely!)
one of my problems daily is trying to know which is my Little Self clamoring for attention or resolution vs my Higher Self trying to move me in this Process. I am having a hard time figuring out what is the “doing” of life vs. what is the “being” of life right now. And I can barely talk to them about it either! Good luck to you and us all….
Thanks for this interesting post Denise. It is good to see someone being honest about a very real problem when so many New Age teachers preach that we can manifest whatever we want and that if we are poor it’s because we’re not New Age enough. Lately I’ve been thinking that the Ascension Process is a different kind of development that the journey many New Age people are on.
I recently read an interesting article on a site called The Moneyless Society about what they called The Trust Economy. The idea is that as the current capitalist system breaks down people at a grass roots level will have the chance to create a new economic system based on trust. One example of this would be if you needed food or clothing you would be able to get it from a central depot in your area. You would then be responsible to give back something to society. If you were an artist you could give some of your creative work or get involved in a community art project. A doctor would give medical help, a lawyer would give legal help, a plumber would work where his/her skills were needed etc. Everyone would have a sense of belonging to a community and all skills would be regarded as being of equal merit.
Of course that doesn’t solve the problem of not having enough money right now when capitalism demands we pay for everything. I love the concept though and think we can start the creative process of moving towards such a system already by volunteering our skills (if we have the energy) and supporting community groups like Freecycle.
My own financial situation over the past 20 years has taught me to live as simply as possible. An unexpected effect of living in a very limited income and with limited energy is that I have developed more compassion for people who are struggling financially or who unable to work because of disabilities. Maybe on an esoteric level that is one of the reasons why so many of us have had to struggle to get enough money to live for so long.
I feel so fortunate and grateful that I have if not always, but lot of the time comfortable way to earn living. At times am sleepless in my bed from stress of a big Public Hospital surgical wards and the very challenging work we do there, but the work itself gives me such a lift and satisfaction most of the times it overrides the mental, emotional, spiritual and physical exhaustion. Most of the evening when I finish work I feel even if sore and exhausted uplifted and in high energy.
I also have noted the financial struggle most of us go through and those whom indeed ‘sell’ the 5th dimensional knowledge at 3rd dimensional way. Isn’t it suppose to be free, I mean it is a gift for ALL of us not just few whom then benefit from others whom are suppose to be NOT in the ‘knowing’, the old guru and student patterns that are on the way out in a face of everyone being equal and sharing freely on all levels. I have had lot of times where the penny had to be stretched to it’s braking point and honestly have wondered what kind of an idiot I had been to agree to all of this. Indeed I agree with Denise about the different dimensions, when in a higher dimension everything seems rosier than when ‘blonked’ in a midst of the 3rd dimension and it’s total limitations. Ofcourse we ‘remember’ whilst still at Home what it had been like before when in another lifetime, BUT somehow the memory has faded and everything seemed not so ‘bad’ after all. Oh oh, then the 3rd dimension reality dawns and here we go again. It is alike to having babies, one remembers the labour, the sleepless nights, the 24/7 work, but somehow it has receeded into the back of one’s memory cells when planning another child. The excitment takes over and the planning and thus voila we go here AGAIN. THAT is what I believe has happened to all of us, whoops we did it AGAIN. Thank god we can share for we definitely are not alone, it feels oddly comforting to know there are others in the same financial and other struggle boat. What to do, but to row, row, row the boat and get to the shore in the storm. At least we are not alone, we are together rowing the boat to the shore. Bugger and we will make it, too. When someone falters the others take over and together we can do it. Talking about together, I just nearly lost all ability to stand on my legs when a finacial problem loomed bigger than the Himalayas ( it seemed so in my panic). I slumped into a hole and did not want to get up. I did my numbers again and fear grew as did the despair. ANyhow, in the end I just stated simply in total despair ” I need assistance here and NOW! I can’t do this on my own….Kapish…HEE-ELLPPPP!!!!! I simply heard “we will help you…”. All I knew from my past experiences with challenges not to wonder and stress how, althou I did just being a Human :-D. Oh well, shrugged my shoulders and leapt off the cliff of trust, still wondering on and off HOW???? No answers till yesterday….I am receiving backpay, many months worth from work with a payrise which is backdated. YIPEEE, I can register my car ( no car, no work as live in a country and no buses) pay my bills and more…..THANK YOU….. and I see smiles. Doing a bit of a dance within and yahooing. My Teams came through and were true to their words. I at times do forget I am here as a part of a team and they are there even if unseen to assit to best of their ability. I am reminded to remember daily that they are here with me even if they do not walk by my side in physical. WE just have to remember we are WORTH IT, very worth it!
Thank God for the unseen Teams I say…they rock! :-D
Hi Denise and All Here:
Thanks, Denise and Valerie, for bringing up the question of “$-broke Starseeds”. I think one of the reasons we find ourselves in this situation is because, and this may sound a wee bit insane, but being without financially keeps us “close to home”, to the path in other words. If I had the money, I would be “out there”, travelling, doing my thing, wrapped up in that exact scenario that distracts and dumbs us down, and could totally make me forget my volunteer mission, which, of course, the “outside world” is actually set up to have us do. (Good one, Dark T-shirts, I didn’t bite!) At the same time, I have always “known” I would have enough to get by, that I would not be (too) hungry or (too) cold such that I ended up in a situation where I could not work on the Starseed mission. (This is verified for me as I look back at my life. Thanks, Spirit Guides.) I take full responsibility for my financial situation as I know that Starseeds do, so with no one to blame, then comes the choices. I think of those choices that I make as “lab experiments”. Some have worked, some have definitely not! For me, I would rather wash dishes than compromise my path by taking work just for the dollars. If I am under-estimating what is called for in these most amazing times, and discover, that after all I do need more dollars than the very few I have now, I will deal with that when it happens. I think living in the Now moment helps a lot, and so does a beer or two when we can afford it. Finally, when we find ourselves in situations where we think we’re not doing what we might otherwise be doing, it’s good to remember that regardless of what we’re doing, we’re basing it in love, and on that note, bravo, Edith! Just some thoughts and thanks again, Denise and Valerie. I really look forward to the discussion to come. Love to All Here, B.
Damn you really cleared a few things for me. It really makes sense that i ended up back at my moms even though i can be making more money, but it would keep DISTRACTED. thank you
Thanks Denise,
I know a lot of us are questioning things again, and money has been coming up for me at least…Was going to write you last week and pose pretty much the same question as Valerie did, then I went silent and heard quite clear, “The power of Love is greater than any fear”. I have asked several times for more clarity on money, and patience and trust is all we need…
Thank you for your insight, I do agree we each set up our own “pre-incarnation for ourselves” now we sit back and trust. I do find it is getting easier at least for me, when around others who are still in the running game, I know what I know and I trust it all, makes no difference if no one else does now, I do and that is enough. Those who are sensitive to the world are picking up on a lot of fears right now, and we must be very clear within ourselves and our own truths and just hold the light. That is our job now. The Universe will and is providing for us always with love.
Grateful for others sharing, grateful for this time to be alive, grateful for you Denise, for all your support and love.
Blessings Renee
Denise,
I agree, I feel we are all coming closer and closer together at a rapid pace. The 3D world around us seems to be crumbling and signs of economic improvement aren’t really in the near future. Just like the 2nd law of Thermodynamics “Increasing Entropy”, a system must totally break down before it can restructure at a higher level. Our economic system has to TOTALLY break down before there can be a restructuring. Who knows how long it will take for this to happen but I’d say it’s certain we will see it happen in the next 50 years…probably much sooner!
Until that happens, all we can do is come together with family and friends while helping each other out. It’s usually darkest before the dawn, the light will come…we just need to all hang in there and do what we can to survive the transition.
Many blessings,
Brian M.
Excellent post! This is exactly what I needed to hear as I feel closer than ever to jumping into the unknown and letting spirit take me where I need to go. This encourages me to let go of old ways that definitely need to change in support of the new consciousness and new way of living in society. I appreciate your wisdom as always!
This article is a great synchronicity for me. I think I might be a lightworker in denial, (at times I just convince myself that I’m suffering from delusions of grandeur or something and constantly have to think back to certain experiences that I’ve had) but often times I drive myself crazy just sitting around doing nothing when I feel like I have so much more responsibility to help this planet. I feel powerless just sitting around, and sometimes find it hard to believe that my energy/consciousness is assisting the planet and humanity in raising it’s consciousness.
I guess I get so caught up in the physical aspects that I feel like just sitting around with doing anything physical is helping.
The work/financial situation really parallels my life completely, and the situation that I’m currently in with my roommate.
Thanks for the uplifting post, I feel like it’s exactly what I needed. :)