What A Winter! (2012)

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• I live out in the country and my neighbors are not very close physically and I am very grateful to have this patch of earth and the nature within it, its a nice sanctuary. I have had a harder time leaving it in the past four or five years to go out and get necessities. I have no love of shopping, but I just wanted to share something that happened yesterday. My children needed some supplies for school projects, so we all headed out to my least favorite store (it starts with a W and ends with a mart). It seems like every time I go there I get a splitting headache and come home so tired. But I told myself before leaving that we would get everything we needed without any issues and come home feeling fine. Things went relatively smoothly and then we get in line to purchase our things. Halfway through ringing up our purchases, I felt this strong energy and then the cashier said “what the heck? My screen just went completely black!” She said that had never happened to her before and couldn’t figure out what happened. She called over an associate and he was surprised also. They had to call a manager. While the manager was helping reboot the computer, the associate she had called over started talking to me and my kids and he had the most amazing energy. I don’t find it easy to bond with people, but I was totally at ease with him right away. It took awhile for the computer to come back online and the cahier to go through our items again and we talked to this man the entire time. When we left the store one of my daughters turned to me and said, “I think the register broke down because we were supposed to meet him.” I completely agree with her. I don’t know why yet, but I feel this was meant to happen. This was so different from my usual experiences out in the 3D world, but I think its just the beginning and that we will be meeting up with others of the same vibration as we move into this new space. How freaking exciting!! 🙂

• Didn’t mean to imply superiority or judgement or that anyone needed validation even. Was just responding in an emotional way. ..In a limited way & view from where I was at personanly at that moment & from within the brief time-frame I had to write on the blog yesterday. (You may analyze & dissect, reflect or project accordingly if there’s anything there worth doing all that for.. as long as it does do some good of course for some one!). I am new to alot of this, have not finished the reading I ought, & am not familiar with all the lingo & advanced ‘math’ that attempts to put into words & concept this time which is upon us. ..nor the varying natures/varieties of our experiences as ‘singulars’ while are still a part of that distinction.

  The way I feel that it is (& it is ‘what-it-is’ haha): We ARE all one. We are all part of All-That-Is. All-That-Is is a manifestation of Source.

  From my experience: Unconditional Love is the Highest frequency I’ve ever run into. As our consciousness evolves, surely it evolves into this and automatically brings with it & ‘births’ a merge into multi-dimensional & multi-perceptional Unity Consciousness.

  Sometimes there just ARE no words for what we experience nor for what we mean or what we want to communicate, … and when there may be, sometimes one is just not up to putting them together clearly enough for others.

  One day blogs and words will be obsolete and won’t THAT be Heaven?!!

  PS Telepathy.. plus compassion. Good things to be activated together & maintained as soon as we realize it’s actually available! In the meantime …..

  Thanks for blogspot!

• This is one of the things I truly love the most about you Denise. You share your real experience, even if it ain’t pretty and tied up in a nice presentable package with a love and light bow on top. Working through this stuff sucks 90% of the time and if anyone says it doesn’t, is lying to themselves. I’ve been there in those realms of self dilusion when I was young and I would rather face the truth, the darkness and push through it, as much as it sucks. Its nice to have people to vent to who understand.
  I have been waiting for an article like this with this title, because winter has been weird. I have been observing people around me, who in the past seemed pretty grounded, totally breaking down and exhibiting really really odd behavior.

  I have faith you’ll get through your difficulties with your neighbors, because as you’ve said, you’ve been through worse & you’re one tough cookie!! Sending you lots of love and hugs.

  • “This is one of the things I truly love the most about you Denise. You share your real experience, even if it ain’t pretty and tied up in a nice presentable package with a love and light bow on top…”

    Michelle,

    Thank you for that. ♥ It’s all about (or has been) about polarity; unpleasant/pleasant etc. It is what it is at this level and frequency and I think it’s terribly important that people admit, accept, and honestly deal with and talk about the unpleasant AND the pleasant. The New Age fluffies have been convinced (brainwashed) by certain beings that the Dark–unpleasant–doesn’t even exist and that the Light is all that they need to focus on blah, blah, blah. That BS is the “False Light” and it’s created by Team Dark. End of mini rant 🙄 and none of that was directed at you Michelle! You’ve just provided me a place to say this. 🙂

    Thanks again and hugs,
    Denise

• Sunny,

  I have a similar relationship with my brother. It has been very hard to understand that my only sibling is not interested in climbing the same steps or heading the same place as I am. I still sometimes find myself hoping that maybe he wants to open up but then he says something so mean that I feel like a fool again.

  Free will for them too, I guess…. Someone wrote somewhere that every single soul is here because of the ascension. Some are guiding others, some do it and some are here to learn by watching others do it. That has been a consoling thought for me.

  Love & Hugs,
  -Aya

• Aya
  Interesting comments about the seperation of worlds. Today my “christian” brother hurt my feeling so bad, i was crying on and off all afternoon. I kept hearing myself saying to him It’s the time of seperating the wheat from the chaff. I have very little support in my life and this brother has been helping some and I had begun to trust that he would be there.
  I wish everyone here could have a place like I am so blessed to live in. If I did not have this sacred space to return to and renew in I would not be able to work in this domestic violence shelter to help and support the women and children we serve.
  LOVE=LOVE=LOVE TO ALL

• “Can’t We Just All Get Along?..” No-oh! “…Not if I’m Going to Change” …Perfect, Denise..as are all your EXACT detailed descriptions of what you/we and ME have been experiencing quite intimately for some time now. 99.9% your blog …including all you guys on the reply posts!! omg, I’ve found my most uniquely accurate-in-understanding touchstone since Denise you/all here are able to describe it so eloquently & am also on my own…(after purposely falling off the radar for quite some time) Yep! Balsamic Moon,. .. I just did the exact same thing with my friend that you are considering and for the same reasons. By the way, the space has brought me back to center & back on my own path where I belong & by the Grace of God will be able to maintain…It’s been a month ..& in this case, he has actually stepped up to see where he’s been at to some extent & to look within, but even so, we will not be together in the same way anymore.. He is on a certain path & that is fine but not caring to be awake to certain things. This is ok for his path & circumstances, but no longer for me. I found that trying to fit into his parameters and vibe at his frequencies was draining, exhausting, was literally was making me physically ill & i simply couldn’t do it anymore.. Otherwise, he is a good guy & a friend having some ascension symptoms of his own and I still care for him.We’ll just be communicating less & not in person very often!…………Last year, 2011 ..A line had been drawn somehow and I had reached a limit. Even God did want this for me! ..It just started coming out of me to say (to myself) Forget this sh_t! ..from nasty grocery store clerks to whatever else, I just started saying NO Way to abuse to any degree…subtle disrespect, insult, snarkiness, psychic jab/attack, attempts at manipulation, use & misuse, (etc!) & to anyone employing or being employed by those lower energy tactics/impulses & whether consciously or unconsciously! .i hope you will stick to your clear perceptions and insight, take care of yourself as even your guardian Angel is or would, and keep your goodwill towards him …It sounds like you’ve done all in your power & he is choosing to go another way …. and not conducive to your Highest Good! …… You/we will be fine when we stay with our integrity. It’s too bad though … you miss people you care about… but all works out eventually. …. I’d like to say something to Kathleen in Australia … I’m with you… about Denise ..she has me laughing almost to tears, she’s so funny. I had some thing things I wanted l you but now I’ve forgotten, I’ve been on here so long (with a few interruptions while I was trying to write this too) …. Also, I’ve been holed up too, only making runs to the store for food as necessary..& again for all the same reasons mentioned. AND I, too, have been ready to move….I cannot stand the chaos & concentration of vibes & cars & foot traffic & every other kind of traffic in a city. I soo want to get out of it but not sure where to go. I want to be in the midst of Nature (plus I miss having animals around!!), but have also remembered that I would have to be ready to contend with spiders & creepy-crawlies that I haven’t had to think about for awhile… and one wants to be ‘safe’ ..I mean, just in general. There’s the changed & changing weather to think about too & how you can handle it ..when you start to seriously deciding on a new area.Are alot of people on the blog that are in U.S. from Mt. Shasta? …well, ok ..I better stop. Oh, Denise.. I am a Capricorn too. For some reason I don’t meet many others. Not that that’s not ok,…(I think I have planets that are in all the elements, one reason why that can be maybe)..but it’s sure nice to compare notes with you all & then Denise is a Capricorn. Sure does help to save one’s sanity when going through the bumpy, isolated or confusing stretchs along this way!
  Much Love to you Denise and everyone here ..

  • Thank you, Marie. I’m trying to reach the point where I no longer “need” validation of my experience, but it’s still nice to read about certain parallels which run through others’ lives at a specific time.

    “.& in this case, he has actually stepped up to see where he’s been at to some extent & to look within, but even so, we will not be together in the same way anymore.. He is on a certain path & that is fine but not caring to be awake to certain things. This is ok for his path & circumstances, but no longer for me.”

    This seems to be a strong possibility for my boyfriend and me, as well, but it’s difficult to let go because I had “heard” us laughing together in exhilaration during meditation because we had “made it,” despite all obstacles and expectations of separation. (I had this experience several months ago, however, so the potentials may have changed.) Also, at one point, I strongly felt the presence of his recently-deceased grandfather when we were together, and occasionally, when I was alone. I think he wants to incarnate through us, eventually, so my decision will impact him, as well. What a tangled web!

    I believe all of our desires may be able to coincide, still, if I hold firm to my vision of a higher type of relationship and do not settle. Indeed, these vague plans I’ve sensed throughout the months will unravel unless I maintain integrity throughout this transitions process. It is only through my willingness to “risk” this relationship by insisting upon certain guidelines and the cessation of certain patterns of behavior will I be able to attain the type of relationship I truly desire. Nothing is guaranteed, however, so I know I may need to “let go” of the vague dreams I’ve had of us together. It will difficult, but I accept this potential outcome.

    “.i hope you will stick to your clear perceptions and insight, take care of yourself as even your guardian Angel is or would, and keep your goodwill towards him …It sounds like you’ve done all in your power & he is choosing to go another way …. and not conducive to your Highest Good! …… You/we will be fine when we stay with our integrity. It’s too bad though … you miss people you care about… but all works out eventually. …”

    Thank you. As I mentioned earlier, I still am hopeful he will choose to travel this journey with me in a way that is conducive to both of our Highest Good, and possibly his grandfather’s, as well. If he chooses differently, of course I will keep my goodwill towards him. We’ve known each other for nearly ten years, and he’s been a special part of my life during most of this time–a friend and companion when I had no other.

    I don’t know why I feel compelled to share all of this–I tend to be a private person–but I hope my perspective and experience may be helpful to someone, somewhere. I suppose I hope to demonstrate that it may not always be necessary to cease relationships during this process; they may require transformation, but the ties may be maintained if both parties agree to progress in the same direction. Of course, each relationship is different and discernment is required, always. I strongly believe each of us is developing an enhanced ability to discern the “correct” course of action–and by “correct,” I mean the one which will yield the highest outcome for all involved.

    Beth

    • Hi Beth – so great to see you/here you. In terms of relationships, sometimes they are meant to be complementary in that one partner flies so high that they need a grounding influence. That has been my case for almost 30 years now. While I rock against convention she embraces it because that what Taureans do I think (her ascendant).

      Sure, it would be nice to have a partner that one can commune with at the deepest levels of spirituality, but mustn’t forget that spirituality encompasses ALL THAT IS.

      Hugs.

      Kite

    • Beth, As I read your comment I was reviewing how I handled the situation with my neighbor in the past. Did I push my light into his area, did I flood it with light, is it part of my job to do this? Then, I saw the yin/yang image and I received a deeper understanding of this image. When in polarity time/space we each fall into two groups, light and dark. If we are mainly of the dark, there is still a spark of light that lies within. If we are mainly of the light, there is still a spec of darkness. If you look at the yin/yang symbol you will see this with the little dots. In the past, I always thought they were eyes and I believe that they are eyes because this is the shape of a fetus.

      But, there is more going on apparently, as always in multidimensional pictolanguage. When I push my light onto my neighbor by expanding my sphere of light, I take away his free will and his sovereign space. Within the image, the light never invades the darkness except for the small dot. The darkness never invades the light except for the small dot. There is not blending or blurring of boundaries, the boundary is clearly marked.

      When I was really upset with something he did, I would blast him out with my light feeling very justified. However, when I think about it know, I do not like it when the dark invades my space. Universal law says that we are all sovereign beings no matter how we light our houses. So as a lightworker, then all I have to do is hold the light of my being in balance that is all? An overall process was operating where all of my relationships that were based on polarity ended, they are out of my life, at least the mobile ones. When I meet someone now, I know immediately if the encounter is coming from a state of polarity. We must be actually causing and electrochemical reaction in their bodies when we as balanced and out of polarity come into their auric field. This is one time I wish that I understood science better. This is all the spiritual groups are saying is clear out the energetic garbage because we are seeing first hand what it is like to greet these balanced nonpolarity energies when out of balance. And of course I was them, until I made a certain frequency jump, I really struggled. I would just verbally explode at the other person. I am not an exploder either, years ago it was quite difficult to learn that it was okay to let out my anger and express it.

      God, i think back on the number of times I blasted people with light in the old days, instead of batheing the world in loving light I was stabbing them with a big fat poker of light. Anyway for what it is worth, I appreciate everyone here, these discussions are so valuable to me in my reviewing process of all that I know and bringing into further clarity this process of ascending. My greatest respect and love to all. Peg

• I really like and relate to the heading: “‘CAN’T WE ALL JUST GET ALONG?’ NOT IF YOU EXPECT ME TO CHANGE!” This applies to all sorts of interpersonal relationships, including more intimate ones. I generally do not like or engage in confrontation, either, but I encountered a situation recently with my boyfriend in which I too felt that it was “decision time for me to figure out what to do or not do.” I was very calm as I stated I wanted one week of no contact to think over the situation and evaluate my role in the relationship, to decide how I want the relationship to progress. If our visions do not coincide, we may separate, although I hope this will not occur. I will need to confront him, as Denise confronted her neighbor, “about all the things he’s been doing for over a year”–or more specifically, about all of the ways in which he subtly but insistently has demanded my time and attention beyond reasonable expectations, considering our conflicting work schedules and differing positions. I have made many accommodations and sacrifices for him, and he has made comparatively few for me. We both have contributed to this pattern, and now, I’ve begun to withdraw from this role. As much as I wish I could continue this expected behavior for the sake of “getting along,” I cannot–“not if you expect me to change.”

  I am uncertain of the best time for confrontations like these to occur–before or after the Spring Equinox. My heart is telling me before would be best so I may begin the astrological new year with a clean slate, but I have been preparing for this equinox for several weeks, and I fear distractions.

  I hope this personal story is relevant to the conversation and may confirm another reader’s intuition or experience.

  Beth

  • “I am uncertain of the best time for confrontations like these to occur–before or after the Spring Equinox. My heart is telling me before would be best so I may begin the astrological new year with a clean slate, but I have been preparing for this equinox for several weeks, and I fear distractions.”

    Absolutely Beth. This is why these types of situations, energies and emotions build like this until we’re forced, pushed, pressured into action to change things within us and our lives and spaces–move up another Stair Step. 😉 This was why I even wrote about some of the things I’ve been going through during the winter months (and there’s been another big batch of recent insights and things I want to write about and will asap) because we’re all needing to clear our inner/outer decks in preparation for the 2012 Spring Equinox! It will be different, more potent and faster than any “new year” starts we’ve (humanity) experienced before.

    Thanks for sharing your experience, intent, and courage with us all. ♥
    Hugs,
    Denise

• Hi all, I am back with some additional insights about what is happening this spring and how this ties so perfectly into Denise’s topic and how this will assist us in reaching unity consciousness. Having spent the rest of the day integrating my experience and again this morning, I will share my thoughts and perceptions.

  My experience and understanding of yesterday: This unity place/field is filled with sacred geometric shapes that represents singularities. The field itself is blue. It is not a 3D place and is only fully “seen” experientially. Now, here, we know someone is telling the truth or not in 3d by looking at their energy field, checking their emotions, what color their aura is and so forth. In the unity field I, we literally hear everything, from ourselves and anyone else. Before you get there each singularity/person drops/removes all lower frequencies so meeting a bitter mother-in-law is not an issue because each of you has done the work to ascend their bodies. Each singularity’s energy field is clear and all that is left is pure love, peace, happiness. Everyone is happy there!!!!

  This morning I was able to put together why it was so important for me to read Denise’s post and all your comments. Yesterday during my meditation, at one point, I felt my lower three chakras completely relax in one sweeping moment and balance with my upper chakras. (this point allowed my to go to next dimension/platinum/12d, then 13d/unity) THEY BEGAN TO OPERATE IN BALANCE AND UNITY. I struggled (using past tense because I want to stay in balance and not fall out) with my breathing, there is at times a hitch in my breath, my stomach muscles are tense and very difficult to relax. Emotionally, I make judgments against “the humans” (I am onem, too, being that I am here and in a 3d body as I write) and in fairness I also have moments of deep compassion and understanding of the aweful and horrific struggle it is to be here in these energies. I always wondered why, in the beginning of my awakening, if I was a light being did I have such “bad” thoughts about my fellow humans who are asleep. I realized this morning that those thoughts then manifests in my struggle with relaxing my abdomen because of a dislike against my first three chakras. This is important to me because I realized I hated my bottom half of my body. Wow, isn’t that big! So, I as a lightbeing needed to reconcile such profound polarity within my body. If you look at the image found in the keylonticdictionary.org that shows the connections between the harmonic universes/dimensions, the chakras, their colors, etc.it might help to visually see the connections. I was so drawn to understand this image and I do now. The first three chakras are so tied to the human, who holds all the codes of all 13 tribes not just one. Barbara Merciniak discusses this in her book “Bringers of the Dawn.” The bottom three chakras are the first three dimensions represent the earth, our home.I am vibrating at a harmonic that says, “I don’t want to be here” and is discordant with those who are vibrating at, “well I’m here and that’s all there is.” Once I began releasing this tension in myself by letting go of my desire to move to a better place, letting go of my neighbor, etc. things began to settle down for me here at my current residence. I just need to be here in the now and that is all there is, which is easier to write and say now that I understand the mechanics behind this statement.

  Also, the blue pyramid energy that is the code to reaching the 12th and then 13th dimension/chakras resonates with me because on March 9, 2011 I had a waking vision of seeing blue pyramids, of the five dots. The unseens showed me, too, that a pyramid (4 sided) descends onto its reverse 4-sided pyramid. Before the pyramids meet, they broke apart into 4 equal pyramids within each of the two pyramids (the one above and the one below). The fit perfectly together all 8 pyramids. The vision then stopped. Btw, on March 19, 2011, I had another vision of circular white light sphere that then emerged an ET ship. We will see if the ET’s reveal themselves around the 20th of this month.

  For those that enjoy crystals, Larimer stone will help you to this new blue light coded energy that is available with the equinox. I hope the above helped and my love to all, Peg

  • Long complex story short–it’s 6D.

    Denise

    • Since there was some confusion, I just want to make clear on my two posts concerning the blue light that decends and triggers a blue pyramid to release the codes for the next step which is happening this spring equinox and available now. Additionally, I do not subcribe to any one persons blog, book, ascension technique, because that is not freedom, it is slavery and creates the savior loop. I take what resonates and add that to my direct experience and then I work on putting that into 3D language. If something resonates but I do not have direct experience, I try to clarify that for the reader/listener. So my intention is always to bring my highest knowledge I am able.

      The blue light is 6D, but this is not just a 6D event/coding. This blue 6D consciousness is the being activating this coding. Also, there are two ascensions that are happening one is the earth to her 5D body/grid and the second to each of ours which is not limited to 5D only. Many are staying with Gaia, and many will travel back to there star homes. Personally, I am not feeling a pull to stay after the shift. I believe though that those that are staying will have their fully ascended body.

      This is a MULTIDIMENSIONAL event affecting other chakras that are in a tied harmonics/resonance/harmonic universe (HU) (see prev post for image those interested can refer to). This spring equinox is the return of feminine energy in order for earth to balance her feminine and masculine energies so Gaia can move out of polarity. This feminine energy is also to assist anyone who has not yet been able to fully balance and shift from the kundalini energy to the twisting DNA strand running along the spinal column. This is from my fully awake vision I received a few years ago and this was the golden fireletters. I can post this if someone needs this info. The kundalini energy clears chakras (Denise has a section on this), for me when the kundalini cleared enough gunk out of my chakras I then received the activation for the DNA encodings. However, in order for my DNA to activate, I had to have a certain level of balance in my feminine and masculine energies. As a side note, most of us lightworkers already have (or had if you have balanced your polarity) our higher chakras in balance from the get go. We came in that way and our teams/guides protected that. So the difficult part for us was/is to balance the first three chakras (HU1, see next paragraph) with respect to the masculine/feminine. Once HU1 was balanced the next ones were/are a breeze because you and your teams kept them that way.

      Now, this part on the harmonics is difficult to explain so hang in there. This is how I understand it through my experience. When in meditation I saw a dark red light/energy (part of HU1, chakras 1,2,3), I could then jump up a frequency to blue (part of HU2, chakras 4,5,6). Once in blue, I could jump to the platinum frequency or 12D (HU4, chakras 10,11,12). Each of this up step in frequency is possible because of the harmonic relationship of one with the other, resonance. Now, once in 12D, platimun there was a pulse of golden white light, God, central sun, from the center and I immediately was in the unity field, 13D.

      One of my questions to my higher self was why I did not see each color of the chakras as I climbed in frequency up to untiy. What I was told at 4 am and could not then get back to sleep, is that when I see these colors within my third eye vision, I do not have to “run through” each color of all 12 chakras, it is easier to use the harmonic resonance to jump to the higher frequency. In my opinion, this may be why so many web sites have differing chakra colors once we get beyond the crown chakra. They might be seeing the color of chakra they work best in within a harmonic universe and then popping up to the next HU without realizing it. For example, I work best with red for the lower chakras verses the orange or yellow.

      Sorry, this has turned out so long again. I hope this helps. All I know for sure right now is that it is hard work. love and light to all here and my thanks to all for being here, Peg

    • No, it it not 6D. Blue Ray 13D consciousness/energy brought in this energy to balance masculine/feminine at all levels. Also, those that are ready, were able to connect the crown and back of the neck chakra to form sphere of liquid light. This also created a 2 to 3 inch liquid light sphere that sits on top of the crown. The two spheres then are connected. This is the creation of the Golden Chalis Holy Grail. This birthing is connecting and the voicing (throat chakra) the wisdom of God (the voices I heard when in 13D unity I had mentioned in a previous post). Before this could happen though the full blending of 6D indigo/third eye and 7D crown violet energy had to be achieved, which was available beginning with October 28, 2011. Many of us saw the peacock feather colors over the 11:11, blue, green, violet, peacock green (dark turquoise), peacock blue (dark blue turquoise).

      • “No, it it not 6D. Blue Ray 13D consciousness/energy brought in this energy to balance masculine/feminine at all levels. Also, those that are ready, were able to connect the crown and back of the neck chakra to form sphere of liquid light. This also created a 2 to 3 inch liquid light sphere that sits on top of the crown. The two spheres then are connected. This is the creation of the Golden Chalis Holy Grail. This birthing is connecting and the voicing (throat chakra) the wisdom of God (the voices I heard when in 13D unity I had mentioned in a previous post). Before this could happen though the full blending of 6D indigo/third eye and 7D crown violet energy had to be achieved, which was available beginning with October 28, 2011. Many of us saw the peacock feather colors over the 11:11, blue, green, violet, peacock green (dark turquoise), peacock blue (dark blue turquoise).”

        Peg D.,

        You obviously have plenty to say Peg so I’d suggest you get your own Blog if you don’t already have one so you can say what you need to there. This is my Blog, not a public Forum and you have repeatedly refused to show any respect for this fact. I’m sorry Peg but I won’t publish any more of your Comments. Happy trails to you.

        Denise

• Hello Denise I have been thinking about your post and wish to share thoughts with you.
  First of all, I love what Aya said about moving and do it!! I moved 3 times in one year and finally found a three room house in a small area of this town. Big enough for me and the kitty’s, with enough space for a garden. It wasn’t until I started screaming at my unseen friends that things changed.(Of course Uranus was sitting on my sun for 2 years and has finally moved into Aries.)
  The past two places I was at briefly was killing me, my sensitivity has become so extreme that I could not tolerate even the vibrations of the people above me or below me.

  Another thought, I have found in the last 2 weeks that physcial reality is playing itself over. exactly as exactly as it was 2 years ago.. I was fired from a job for no reason, we all were. The reason I remember so well was becuase it was on my birthday, which is this week the 19th.
  Well it happened again, Friday the reason given was “your to smart and make the woman feel not intelligent.”
  My Spiritual nature is to give and help suffering people as best as I can.
  But both within 2 years on the same week, with excuses that made no sense.
  Then put in a job Sat. night all night with a man that was out of his mind(truly) who kept screaming get away from me as he called for help.
  Now both situations would have caused me to doubt myself and abilites in spades, but as I relfected I said this is not real.
  Then I started to expand my consciousness and realized, this is “their” last hurrah, they hit me as hard as “they” can. Always in the money area were I am most vulnerable living alone and being on Social Security.
  Now, if they were able which “they” are not to block money for me to survive I would resort to finding living space in the surronding towns, on a farm or living in community.
  I would fight for that space…which I do well.

  This is not about me Denise it is just the obvious reality that I caught on too. I’m am a fighter and will continue, I am a different person then I was the last 2 years, I find if I sit back and try not to intervine too much, Spirit will provide..you have helped me so much in the last year, I feel if you look North there will be something for you, if the first palce doesn’t work go to the second or third…. just don’t give up, remember who you are and the magnificent work you have done.
  I know Spirit has you back, God knows they have had mine.
  With Love and appreication,
  Cheri

• Denise, I reread my most recent comment and I did not quite get out what I was feeling about you and 5d. I did not intend to come off as knowing everything. So please forgive me, if I offended you. There are so many sites that say different things about the chakras and the number and the coresponding colors. I seem to be seeing the colors that Lisa Renee uses and that unity is reached after the 12 chakras fully open and unite to make 13.

  Feel free to delete that paragraph or I can repost. Much love and respect to you. Peg

  • “Denise, I reread my most recent comment and I did not quite get out what I was feeling about you and 5d. I did not intend to come off as knowing everything. So please forgive me, if I offended you. There are so many sites that say different things about the chakras and the number and the coresponding colors. I seem to be seeing the colors that Lisa Renee uses and that unity is reached after the 12 chakras fully open and unite to make 13.

    Feel free to delete that paragraph or I can repost. Much love and respect to you. Peg”

    Peg,

    I didn’t get at your Comment yesterday because, and I TRY to do this with all links in all Comments by all people–I try to read that link before I publish the Comment. I do this because I don’t want to promote all sorts of other information, channelers, websites etc. if, IF I perceive that they aren’t what or who they claim to be and the material has some distortions in it. I do not want to offend or insult anyone by saying this, but there’s just certain energy/material/people/channeles etc. that run counter to me and my mission on earth as a Starseed Lightworker etc. and I don’t want to advertise and promote their messages here at my Sacred Work Place. Sorry, but this has been a difficult situation for me at TRANSITIONS and I hope everyone understands why.

    Denise

• Hi Denise and all!

  I’m so glad you wrote about this topic, this has been quite a trying beginning of the year 2012 for me too. I haven’t been this tired for at least some 15 years and I have to confront people so aggressive and malicious I had forgotten they can be that bad! Fortunately I now have a context and framework as well as means to confront these people and situations but me too, I’ve been asking myself how do I manage to co-exist with those who are not interested in anything else but indulge the habitual dark patterns and attitudes. I’ve taken the attitude that I don’t swallow any BS from anyone.

  I’ve been wondering if having to deal with these issues right now has to so with the separation of the worlds? I’ve been thinking that maybe it is time to draw the line between the two worlds openly – express the difference between the two, make it clear. I mean, maybe it is time to take sides openly and make a public discernment, like, your behavior/attitude/ dark manners are NOT OK within my world/timeline/future/now. Maybe this is part of the co-creation process?

  I know my area of activity is mainly on the energy level but on face to face contacts and confrontations I have thought it maybe very important to be courageously and openly on the side of the light. It sets an example for other people who may witness these situations. I know I work with and through people so I guess this is part of my agenda.

  Me too, I long for living in the countryside! It is basically my only dream to live next to the nature and experience the harmony with the beautiful Mother Earth. At the moment my reality is living in an ugly town though. Even though I feel I am here mainly to assist Mother Earth ascend I know it’s in my contract to do it through people. Encouraging those who want to remember, take responsibility for their own well-being and are open to spiritual evolution and ascension is one of the most efficient ways to increase light down here – at least in my repertoire of skills. But I am determined to have some quality time with the Mother some place beautiful if not before then after this lightjob is done and the dark deported!

  I think it was a wonderful idea that we could start connecting person to person in the meatbody dimension (I don’t want to say/think/write 3D anymore 😀 ).

  Love to all – and thank you for the fine, fine discussion again!
  – Aya

• Denise, Everyone!!!! I hope you can feel the love and excitement I have right now. I know that everyone of us can get to the place I just visited. I knew something big was going to happen today in my meditation. I always get real tired and then I know there will be something important to re-menter and re-experience. I read again this article from Earthkeepers by Tyberonn: http://spiritlibrary.com/earth-keeper/divine-feminine-influx-of-cosmic-trigger-2012-the-ring-of-fire-eclipse

  I have been messing up. I keep trying to solve through 3D instead of “waiting” for the answer to come through spirit and it did today. Unity or creating a 5D community is not about looking outside your front door where you live in 3D. The space is already there and waiting for us to join our avatar so we can hear each other, literally hear as in 3D hearing but I believe it is with the universal translator working in each of us. I heard everyone of us 7 Billion souls here on earth. All of us were talking in our regular language and I understood everyone in my language of English (US-Ohio). I heard Spanish accents, Irish accents, British accents. It is so difficult to discribe because it sounds just like our personalities are here. I heard someone use the word “fuck” and another said “devil” but it held no negative or lower energy. There was laughing and everyone was talking but it did not feel chaotic at all. There was so much joy I could barely comprehend it, hell I still can’t. Once I got around some things that I was unsure about (my pre judgments on what this place was supposed to look like) I finally got what I was experiencing. I will go through how I got to the 13D and the unity space.

  I stayed in meditation for about an hour and half. I acctually lay down because I physically cannot sit in one position for that long. I immediately within 2 seconds am seeing through my third eye. A golden specs of light are flooding my visual field and the particles are zooming around very fast and then immediately I am speeding through wormholes. I go through a rich deep red light that bubbles and spirals, then some blue light (not indigo, and not light blue), this blue is filled with some major light from God/central sun. I see dark violet light that is spiraling, and some darker indigo light. This blue starts to bubble and I keep watching the bubbles and they clear away it is like I knew there was gong to be something behind the bubbles and then there it was. It was like being in an ocean of light and the bubbles part like water and I am seeing maybe the sea floor. I just watch and scan. After several minutes of this, I begin seeing a couple of different images, a women with interesting hair, an aurara of rainbow colors, then light violet, pale blue, pale pink, pale yellow, this, too, goes on for a couple of minutes. Then I am back into the blue light again and a beautiful flash and a bursting forth of the platinum light is there. I am being flooded with sacred geometric forms everywhere. Immediately, I start to judge and think “oh my, doesn’t this “stuff” need to be cleared away?” I just kept myself open and kept watching. Then I see the familiar 5 dots made of blue light that looks like the face of a dice. A stream of blue light decends down into the center of the apex of the pyramid (the center dot of the 5 dots). The sacred shapes seemed to recede a bit but I knew they were still there but I kept hearing voices, and I responded a couple of times myself, we were laughing. The sound was so clear (though I am not using my 3D ears). (Is this the pineal also? Capable of not just sight but sound too? Yes) The voices continued and I am like wow there are a lot of people here but there was no chaos, no confusion, just peace and happiness! The sound was so clear and each retained there home country’s accent, it seemed and probably if they chose to keep that. So it was this beautiful music sounding instead of this harsh 3D sound.

  Denise, I have been thinking about you off and on for a year now since I read your book and started reading this blog. I kept thinking you were wrong, that the 5D was wrong for you. And, I know now that is is because you are going all the way to the 13 Dimension, as is all of us here on this blog and the others who choose to ascend past 3D. Wow, amazing. The houses will not be made of wood once we shift so we do not!!!! have to worry about that any more!!!

  I have to go and eat. I am starving but I wanted to get this out there so people could start visiting and hearing our unity space. I hope I have gotten it all down and it makes sense! Love to all and thanks, I could not have done this without all of you, love and light, Peg

• annonymouseboy, I’m 64 and tired of treading water. I am so happy to know you and many like you are here to help in the ways you do….THANK YOU!!!

• Hello everyone,
  Peg D, I had to laugh about your spider comment. I live in a house with neighbors 1/4 mile away so it would seem like heaven to most but I have a ton of spiders, misc other bugs, skunks, snakes ect, ect. The man who owns the farm land around me is just like Denise’s neighbor, thankfully I do not have to see him often but we sure have had our rounds. Even to a court case over right away. As for gardens, each year since I have been in this home (13) I have had a garden and been excited about doing so. This year I feel like just letting everything go and not weeding flower beds or planting anything. So very different than in the past. However I will still have one.

  My advise for anyone who is not happy where you are and have the ability to move. GO! If you cannot feel peaceful in your home then that disruption is floating out feeding the dark. We have to deal with all that at our jobs and when we go out for supplies so why have it at home if you can avoid it. Say a prayer, circle the area with light and leave it to the unseens/earthmother. Just my 1/2 cent (what 2 cents used to be worth) 🙂

  I personally thought I was done being attacked by the reptiles but just 2 weeks ago I got scratched again. This is on my private area, has been going on for maybe 7-8 years at least every 3 months or so. It had been almost 8 months so I thought they were done. I was aware of one attack and saw the lizard man on top of me and asked why but did not get an answer. I have wondered if anyone else has had anything like this happen. I have a circle of hearts medicine wheel in my yard so I feel protected even through the attacks.

  Today I had an encounter with my dad. He was in one of his mad moods and grouched at me for asking if I could get him something as he did not like the lunch we had. We locked eyes when he spoke mean to me and with in a few minutes, I felt physically ill. We have had many, many angry discussions and I decided several months ago, I would never again engage with him in that way. I know today he was expecting it but I just said ok walked away and was sick all over for about 10 minutes. When I was getting ready to leave he said he was sorry. I asked why and he said for my actions. I took that to mean more than just today so I kissed him told him I loved him and that everyone gets to be grouchy once in a while, he laughed. If my father, one of the darkest humans I have ever known can change that means something grand is coming.

  I know this post touches on a lot of things but usually when I write it feel like it’s something someone needs to hear. And thanks to everyone because I always read something that touches me and makes me know I am not alone. As always, thanks and much love to Denise. Where would we be… wandering in confusion without her and this grand space she has allowed us to share.

• Peace be with you sister, an extra little something headed your way. Love and light, sister, peace be with you.
  And a big thank you for all the work you have been doing all along.
  Lightweaver

• Hello, Denise and all,

  What a great topic, Denise. Obviously needed as so many of us seem to be having variations on a theme of difficult neighbors. In the fall, the herd of hairy boy/men on the front stoop (1 foot from my door) made a nuisance of themselves with constant loud talking till all hours and loud music blasting from their four speakers and shaking the rafters loose (literally, I’m afraid). I made a concerted effort not to be a victim in the situation (it’s one of the things I have to work on and it doesn’t help that I’m the only woman in a building full of unruly men) and got proactive. I called the police several times and they eventually settled down to a reasonable level. I found that, once they were behaving better, I harbored no resentment and my life returned to peace and harmony quickly and effortlessly.

  Well, yesterday the herd was out in force– it all started with a scream as they ran down the stairs. Really. Then disco loud music for an hour or so (they don’t do it longer or they know the cops will show up!) and then just thumpiness the rest of the day and night. Today more of the same. But taking some of the advice here, it’s just calmed down. Maybe because I flung my arms in the air and hooted that it meant that we had progressed farther and the dark was acting up in response. Maybe because I’m too busy to let it bother me as much as when I had just come back to Canada and was trying to settle back into a city I also have no affinity for. I keep looking on the internet for houses elsewhere, dreaming of moving, like many of us here. I’m arranging things so that, if the landlord doesn’t do something about the problem, that I will be able to move and not renege on my lease. I know without a doubt that I have had a big effect on the energy in this building and it feels somewhat better in the city as well. This city is pretty cold and unfriendly (and I’m from a very friendly, open, pure province), but I’ve been coming across more people that will respond to my friendly overtures.
  I’m really feeling you guys. It’s so great how we’re getting closer even if we can’t meet on this plane. Yay!

  Love and hugs to all,
  Cat

  • “Well, yesterday the herd was out in force–…”

    Cat,

    Yepperonnies, the shit be back again. 🙄 Today I took a bag of trash out to my trash barrel in my carport area and the second the neighbor’s sons two dogs heard me they “charged me” coming right up to about two or three inches from my legs barking like crazy like I was an intruder in their territory. The man was sitting outside with them so at least he heard and hopefully saw what they did to me…not that it will make any difference in his awareness. But I was not pleased plus I’ve been seeing (clairvoyantly) little things darting around in my bedroom for the past two afternoons/evenings so after I’m done checking TRANSITIONS for the night I’m going to work and remove things and Return them to Senders. Enough of this crap…for the 18,000th time!

    Oh Cat, disco music for an hour. I’ll pray for you. 😆 Joking.

    With the start of 2012 I felt it was time to make some changes and try to grow our connections here at TRANSITIONS. I no longer need to write to talk to myself like I did for the first couple of years of TRANSITIONS existence. The teacher/student, writer/reader interplay needs to now evolve into High Heart Unity 5D GROUP energy, which it has been. 🙂 Because of these changes, it may be time for some of us who discover other like-souls here that live in the same city as we do to try and meet or connect more closely. Just a suggestion but there’s so many of you that live close to other readers that it seems like it’s time for us to try to connect physically to help each other and/or grow new 5D Groups and/or 5D Communities. Baby steps right? I hope those of you who discover other readers here that live in the same city as you, that you email each other if it feels correct to do so so that these new connections can start physically. Again, just a suggestion however and as always DISCERN everything.

    Hugs,
    Denise

    • Hi, Denise,

      Yeah, the whole thing sucks for the moment, but it will pass. It got so loud after I wrote that last message that my whole chest area just ached. That usually only happens when I’m around someone really negative or who wishes me ill or is trying to get into my space. Very unpleasant. I called the police but they took a long time to get there and the hairy ones had turned it down by then. Well, another email to the landlord and then I go the official route to get out of my lease and get compensation for having to deal with such shite.
      Yes, I’m feeling like it would be nice to meet with others, as well. So, is anybody else in western Canada? I’m in Alberta for the moment and noticed someone else was too.

      Love and hugs,
      Cat

      BTW, I sent you some reinforcements yesterday, so just decide if you need their help. C.

      • Hi Cat

        I’m in BC right now but am moving to Alberta in a couple of weeks to a little town about two hours from you.

• I think you have it right on, Denise. People do not understand how difficult it is to be like us, do the kind of work we do and be stranded in a hostile 3D world to do it. Even the unseens seem to struggle to understand the need to protect yourself and not just forge ahead anchoring light structures in places still steeped in 3d patriarchal hostility. I make good use of the 12d platinum shield.

  I think what is missing sometimes is 4d. Living wise 3d to 5d is such a big jump, love and light, Sue

• Dear Denise I have been in a similar situation recently not neighbours, family and I have used these words frequently which helps me greatly to get back into balance.

  Quote: Jean Hudon
  “God is here wherever we are, the universal force of love is here, within , around and as us. There is no separation. The only illusion is to think otherwise. From the moment we are born to this physical existence, we have never ceased for a single instant to be one with all that is
  We know this deep within the core of our being we are coming to know, realise ever more fully what oneness means. We are all one. We are all God/Creator/Source”.

  Paramahansa Yogananda said “Life is a battlefield. The fight exists on a variety of levels and one must learn to be a spiritual warrior in life. First you are fighting to remain conscious and stay awake in a reality where the mass populace is generally asleep to their environment and their divine nature. Saying out of automatic pilot and from letting the subconscious mind control your life takes constant vigilance to stay mentally alert and stay present in the moment.

  Keeping negativity and negative thoughts away from your energy field and thought processes takes disciplined awareness as well as the ability to maintain staying in the flow and remain balanced and in harmony with yourself in order to have clarity and inner peace.”

  Denise when I am triggered by negativity my energy field is so upset and disturbed it makes me feel ill and I found these words greatly help me get back into balance. Also the words came to me it is a lesson of love. Hope soon all is well in your life and if you move the perfect home/environment is found for you. Maureen

• Denise, yes I can relate. I have a single male who lives next door and has all his buddies over for drinks and sports in his man cave garage with a window that is in sight line from my bedroom window, Say 300 feet. He has at times made remarks about looking for a gf friend. Get my drift?. Plus now I am retired and home alot. When I walk by to get my mail all of sudden the conversation changes into man talk when a female is around but they pretend she isn’t around to hear them.
  He is my neighbor for a reason. The reason being (among others) is for me is see him as a someone I will not judge, will forgive and to remember that If treat him with some consideration I will get that in return. I have a feeling he is a past life boyfriend who I haven’t made peace with in my heart.
  I have a big hedge between us and have blocked my view into my window, that has helped alot too.

• hi Denise, Thank you for getting us started on some great discussions. I, too, have a neighbor, 11 years now. He did the same thing as your neighbor is doing. He has lessoned a bit the energetic polartiy is there occasionally. I think it has helped immensely when I shifted into zero point, balanced the feminine and masculine energies. When I feel the energy attachment or polarity coming from his place to mine, I will find a cigerette butt that was thrown over my 6 foot high fence. Now my neighbor doesn’t smoke, so I know that it is his friends or family that come over that are doing it. My neighbor by complaining and pulling in his wife, friends, etc. they are then attaching to this web of dark energy that this guy created and is being fed/sustained by his anger and frustration. So anyone who is attached to this web of dark energy then directs it at me whenever I fall back into attachment to that web of dark energy. Now the friends etc do not know when my neighbor let his frustration with me go (when I released and refused to be magntized to his stuff). All the friends know is that when they go over to his house, that there is dark energy and it was always aimed my way and so that is where they continue to toss it.

  Now, what causes me to fall back into that polarity with my neighbor? The biggest thing right now is that I want to move into the country but I am not sure if I am supposed to stay here or not. I am a lightworker that protects a 13 foot high white crystal, I also do earth grid work. Then again, this crystal could be my protection around me this is keeping me safe while I am here and it doesn’t matter where I go. Also, I do not want to fail at my job here. So I go around and around with should I move or am I supposed to stay here. So then I get out of balance if I go on too long with this line of thinking. Since the 11:11, I just let it go about moving because all it was doing was getting me wanting to move and then being frustrated and jealous at those who I perceive to be living in a nice home with insulation and windows that open, no spiders, no ants, no paint chips covering your pans when you take them out of the cupboard, no semis dropping off deliverys, no loud neighbors, no pissy neighbors, and anyway you get the picture.

  I could make it until December 2012, if that is when the shift will happen. I know intuitively and without doubt that the grid will be fully functional by 12:12:12 and the 3D grid will be no more. But, I do not have much of what life here will look like. There are many people saying many different things like it could be until 2017. Since I cannot see myself here after 2012 does that mean I am going back to my star family home? Will I be on the new earth for awhile? Will I still need to feed my body? Will we stay in our current homes? I know I do not want to stay here in this town. I have no connection to it, the people, the area at all–nothing at all. And, if I was brutally honest, this is driving me crazy with not knowing. Do any of you have these same feelings about where you live?

  The other aspect of this issue is my anger and dislike of the 3D earth folks. I am working on that a lot. It is fine when I have my own private space but when a neighbor invades my sovereighn space or I have to go out to get provisions it is a battle. I can’t just walk out my door. It is mentally preparing, putting layers of protection around me, around the car, etc. It is amazing how many encounters I have experienced where the other person flares up and starts immediately becoming angry, acusing, etc. That is extremely hard to protect myself against. I knew last year that this kind of stuff is going to continue. When I heard that there was a solar flare coming, I got all my shopping done so I could be home over these last fews days while it was hitting the earth. I knew that people would be driving eratically, not paying attention and not knowing what was going on.

  So I went on but so glad we can have this as a topic of discussion. Oh, wait, I want to add one more thing. Many people are saying that we need to grow our own food or at least plant a small garden. Well, I want organic good food and I am going to plant a couple of zucchini plants but I don’t feel a pull to actually do this. What are you all feeling for yourselves? Thanks and lots of love to all. Love and light, Peg

• I resonate with everything you say here, Denise. From the welcome help from the unseens to the neighbour crap. I had the insight from the unseens that my neighbour issues were about me actually helping transmute some of the hostility build into neighbour relations in our delightful 3d arrangements. Needless to say I was not best pleased to hear this and asked to be released from any further gridwork around this. I sometimes feel as if nothing in this process is actually designed to support us but to drive us over the edge! They then showed me the idea of anchoring a neighbourhood grid that operated on the principles of harmony rather than hostility. I still say thank you but no thank you as I know there is still ill-feeling towards me from the neighbours involved. So I will look to move as well, love and light, Sue

• Dear Denise,
  Having read your “Lightworker’s Mission” book, as well as understanding pretty much all existence from a completely different viewpoint now than, say, two years ago, I absolutely know things are not as simple as “just moving away” or “just ignoring them”. It’s lovely advise, I don’t mean to sound dismissive, but things just aren’t at that level for some of us. When you’re a gridworker, you’re posted where you’re posted (and we as souls have indeed agreed to it). You only get moved to a new location when your work is done, that is the simplicity of it. So I send my heartfelt love to you Denise, in your current location – for holding the Light and being the multidimensional love antennae in that area, for having the tenacity and courage to keep going, still after all you’ve experienced. You are amazing. I hope all of this gets to such a complete stage soon, so everyone can, one by one, start to wrap up their missions and actually find a place to replenish themselves again… But I can just see that you’d be the one holding the last post, making sure all your team gets to high ground first, you being the last one to safety. I deeply recognise that, and send you huge gratitude for the work you do!!
  I have been posted to various locations since 1999, into right cesspits too sometimes, luckily at the moment not too dreadful a place, although with its own dealings. When 2012 started, I was surprised and so disappointed at the plethora of attacks. I was presented with all the worst scenarios, all the dark horribilities that they still try to push through, and I’ve been seriously struggling to keep my spirits high. I couldn’t understand how we can still be at this stage. Felt quite disappointing, like has any light entered this planet at all?! I never normally read the news anyway, but through my work, which usually has been a blessing, a line of projects came to me to deal with that left me sick to the core, just showing the worst possible scenarios. I wondered if that was a sign to stop this work, but it’s been my lifeline through all this Ascension, I’ve always been grateful for most of it, keeping me homebased and all. So now mainly all projects have stopped anyway, maybe it’s time for that, and now something new… like finally 5D?!? Pleeeeeeeeaaaase………
  Waiting for the Equinox now, wishing all the best for everyone here.
  In Love&Light, millie

  • “Dear Denise,
    Having read your “Lightworker’s Mission” book, as well as understanding pretty much all existence from a completely different viewpoint now than, say, two years ago, I absolutely know things are not as simple as “just moving away” or “just ignoring them”. It’s lovely advise, I don’t mean to sound dismissive, but things just aren’t at that level for some of us. When you’re a gridworker, you’re posted where you’re posted (and we as souls have indeed agreed to it). You only get moved to a new location when your work is done, *that* is the simplicity of it. So I send my heartfelt love to you Denise, in your current location – for holding the Light and being the multidimensional love antennae in that area, for having the tenacity and courage to keep going, still after all you’ve experienced. You are amazing. I hope all of this gets to such a complete stage soon, so everyone can, one by one, start to wrap up their missions and actually find a place to replenish themselves again… But I can just see that you’d be the one holding the last post, making sure all your team gets to high ground first, you being the last one to safety. I deeply recognise that, and send you huge gratitude for the work you do!!
    I have been posted to various locations since 1999, into right cesspits too sometimes, luckily at the moment not *too* dreadful a place, although with its own dealings. When 2012 started, I was surprised and so disappointed at the plethora of attacks. I was presented with all the worst scenarios, all the dark horribilities that they still try to push through, and I’ve been seriously struggling to keep my spirits high. I couldn’t understand how we can still be at this stage. Felt quite disappointing, like has any light entered this planet at all?! I never normally read the news anyway, but through my work, which usually has been a blessing, a line of projects came to me to deal with that left me sick to the core, just showing the worst possible scenarios. I wondered if that was a sign to stop this work, but it’s been my lifeline through all this Ascension, I’ve always been grateful for most of it, keeping me homebased and all. So now mainly all projects have stopped anyway, maybe it’s time for that, and now something new… like finally 5D?!? Pleeeeeeeeaaaase………
    Waiting for the Equinox now, wishing all the best for everyone here.
    In Love&Light, millie”

    Millie,

    Thank you very much for saying this and for totally understanding how and why the Dark works this way.♥ I’m going to use your Comment because you’ve opened the door wider for this topic and Group conversation. ♥ again. 🙂

    Millie & All,

    I have literally been dealing with this negativity from certain humans in the form of neighbors primarily since the start of 2000. Because you’ve read A Lightworker’s Mission, you know about my four yearlong battle (2000-2004) for my very life and sanity via those next-door neighbors who were human puppets to a female demonic being. Why? Because I and my Mom are Starseeds who, amongst other things, do Grid Work and Portal Protection. This is not the only thing we do but it’s one of our (I and my Mom’s) many jobs in this dimension and ascension timeline. That house we lived in then was within a portal that was very big and covered many acres. We were to help other Starbeings working from a higher dimension to anchor and protect a new “Grid” they and I were building together; they from their side and me from the 3D physical side. This Grid point where many lines connected was also in this portal area so the whole project was important…hence why the severe battle with Team Dark over it. They desperately wanted to be able to use that portal and not have a higher frequency (5D) Grid point built there so it was a constant battle over it and there were times during this work that I was close to going under due to the constant demonic attacks that came from the being itself but also through the two male neighbors and their two dogs, their family and friends…even police officers and others! It was beyond belief how Dark and dangerous that work and period really was.

    Once we’d done what we’d agreed to do at that house and land and the new 5D Grid was completed and the portal safe from negatives using it, I knew we HAD to sell that house and move or I wouldn’t physically survive because those totally controlled neighbors with their demonic entity were still there trying to destroy me. The house sold immediately and we’ve been living in this other house since June 2004 with more neighbors all around us because we live in a 55+ mobile park in the center of town.

    What has happened since moving here in June 2004 is that the Dark negativity manipulating certain neighbors around our house are MUCH less severe than those two younger possessed males (from 2000-June 2004), but it’s still the same old negative Dark crap as always here too. Each year there’s more Light here where I live (the whole valley I mean) but, the battle with Team Dark–the non-human and non-physicals plus the living humans–they either possess and/or use or manipulate (including some pets) continues and will continue until enough of humanity wakes up to how they’re used and manipulated by Team Dark.

    Each month since June 2004 I’ve been very aware that Team Dark, as I encounter and know them I mean, is weakening and becoming more desperate to not lose all the humans they feed off from (their vampirized resources). For years I’ve struggled with understanding this huge situation from multiple dimensions and I’ve realized that Team Dark won’t be vanquished or “erased” or magically whisked away by some Higher Power (even though at times of exhaustion, sickness and weakness I’ve hoped it would work this way cause I’m freakin’ exhausted and bored out of my mind with this old polarized, Dark crap!). What’s happening as best as I’m currently able to perceive all this, is that growing numbers of humans–not just us Starseeds, Lightworker, Wayshowers, Indigos etc.–but regular folk are “waking up” and finally rebelling against Team Dark, even though they don’t realize that’s who they’re standing up against. In other words, the more people continue to “wake up” or evolve now via the Ascension Process and the work we Starseeds/Lightworkers have been doing, the further humanity rises/evolves/ascends above that particular lower frequency range that Team Dark AND the human Collective belief systems like “original sin” and other carefully crafted belief systems (BS as Lisa Renee humorously wrote recently) exist. In very simple terms, enough of humanity is “waking up”, evolving and taking responsibility for themselves, their bodies, reality, consciousness, spirituality etc. and by doing this they (which means us Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos too) are evolving OUT OF RANGE OF TEAM DARK ALL BECAUSE IT’S TIME TO EVOLVE BEYOND THIS INSANITY AND NEGATIVITY AND BE EMPOWERED AGAIN.

    So in it’s way this is the ultimate in duality or polarity lessons for all and this is us Starseeds/Lightworkers helping humanity (and being under attack constantly from Team Dark because of it) to help them take the symbolic “Matrix red pill” and “wake up” and exist within a higher frequency world that also exists within a higher dimension than the old one we were born into. Running this evolutionary gauntlet isn’t easy, but we’re doing it, and Team Dark manipulates any human or animal they can to try and stop us and what we’re doing. They will not stop until the very end so, if you can move to a more appropriate location/house now then by all means do so! I can clairvoyantly see how much Light now exists within the valley I’ve lived in since 1974 and I know I’ve had a lot to do with anchoring it here for humanity and everyone else. I’ve not felt things loosening up for me to be able to move from this house and valley until the start of 2012 which is very exciting because I’m more than ready to live in the forest and Nature and have much more distance between me and ANY neighbor who can still be manipulated by Team Dark to make me miserable or distract me from my Starseed Lightwork etc.

    I’m lost within this tiny writing box so I’ll end this. Thanks again Millie and thanks too for providing me a way to talk about this very confusing topic. People simply don’t know or can’t relate to how brutal and potentially dangerous it actually is be being one who embodies Light in a Dark world with sleeping, controlled humans all around you (that you’re trying to help wake up) unless they’ve lived it themselves. Be wise and aware this year everyone and protect yourself energetically as best you can because, like I said, Team Dark will NOT stop so each of us must embody the Light and walk out of this nightmare on our own…and the entire Universe is behind us doing the same thing itself. 🙂

    ♥ Hugs to All,
    Denise

    • When you’re a gridworker, you’re posted where you’re posted (and we as souls have indeed agreed to it). You only get moved to a new location when your work is done, *that* is the simplicity of it.

      Thanks, Millie. This did my heart so much good to read.

      I was taken/propelled/moved by my higher self to France from the US almost four years ago… without my children. They are not grown — one of them is still very young and the other old & strong enough to withstand a separation from his mom earlier than most kids have to go through. It’s the most painful part of this for me.

      But I know this is where I am to be, I am going head-to-head with entities — I know it now. I get it. I’ve not wanted to look at this so boldly in the face until coming back to read all the comments that have come up since I visited earlier. But I know what the nature of the work I am doing here now is, and why I have been in contact with each person that I have, doing my work to anchor this spot on the planet.

      I know anonymousboy has a sweet heart, and I love the spirit with which he commented. Seriously, much love to him. But it is not so simple for some of us who have been asked to anchor spots on the planet that have literally moved us to new countries. I still have mornings where upon waking, I think, “What the HECK am I doing HERE?!?” And then I remember it was because in another “time” and “place” I chose to be here.

      Process and path — our work — trumps everything else. And the feeling of “stuckness” is really intense when we anchor in this way. I can see that there are a lot of you who get this, too. I try really hard to hold light and to be light, but the pressure is incredible, and never stronger than right now for me. But after experiencing some harrowing things in the past four years, I know that I am stronger than ever in holding light, and I have real hope that things will move soon. Shift. Become lighter. May it be so.

      Thank you to EVERYONE who has commented. Every comment, each one, has given me food for thought and comfort in addition to reading the post.

  • Hi Millie – just in repsonse to your comment – I am not sure if I was misunderstood, or others….it’s not about ‘simply moving away’ as I have, and I gather Denise and others have, endured living in areas/situations they would rather not – for YEARS! and up until now, moving hasn’t been an option – but you do have to move at some point, if the time is right, and for me and possibly others – the time is right to move – maybe the work is done and we all need to be in a place where we feel happy for the last big waves? that is just what I think about…..:) Yes, we’ve been put in these places for a reason but there is an end to this I’m sure. I have know many people to move in the last few years – they’ve all moved to a place that makes them happy – to the point where I can see people getting in to place and wondered ‘when is it our turn?!!’ – I also wonder if we are the last ones to get in to that happy place and perhaps this is the year to do it – that is what my husband and I feel anyway…..

    • Dear Jane,
      I meant exactly what you say, no discrepancy. Of course, English is not my first language so I never realise if the nuances are wrong in what I mean to say. But to recap in different words: I believe we’re always in the right place, until a soul permission from our Higher Self, with a nudge (and inner knowledge), comes to move. For myself, since I was moved (once again) across continents a while back, I’ve known I’m not in my “final” place. I long for elsewhere, even if this here is not bad as such. But I also know my work is not yet done in this particular place, so even trying to manifest myself elsewhere brings an inner resistance – because it’s clearly just not time for me yet. Those who at this point are able to move, are also fulfilling their mission – may be they are stationed in their lovely places so they can have more energy for the particular planetary work they do, without needing to deal with other things. And others’ mission is different in a different location – until there’s that final nudge / time to move. And when that happens, all systems are a go, and the means and opportunity for it will appear. With myself, I do wonder if there’s any place on this planet really that I’d like to settle in, would be nice here and there, but truly, in my highest heart, I just want to fully move to 5D or beyond, home for good…
      In good spirit,
      millie

• It resonates 100per cent 🙂 thank you, as you said, finding these written and felt from other people is good and a sign that ‘nooo, we are not insane and we are not alone”. I still believe that we have been spread a bit too far ones from the others…….just to serve better.

• Hi,understand competely where your coming from..Have been there done that and now in private rental..Thing is every one thinks they know whats best for me and thinks i should apply for state housing which woud be slightly cheaper..I have forrest across the road,vacant land next door, and directly at the back,,4 cats and a small dog..to me im sooooo lucky..they are soo lucky to have all this play ground..i nearly took their advice a few times….but…i can see where they are coming from..the 3rd dimension..going into housing means i have to give away 3 of my animal kids./N E V E R..i have found my little PEACE OF HEAVEN..i truly hope you find yours soon…MANY BLESSINGS DENISE xxx

• Dear lovely Denise, I can just say how grateful one is for this open and candid article. It is such a help when one goes thru similar 3D “mistakes” and is swept up, in my case, in Jan and Feb in an emotional “firestorm” that had me feeling I am going backwards fast!. But the Light came back as suddenly as as a burst of laughter. The Unseens are never far and so loving Bless you. You are such an inspiration and I read your articles with such Joy and they always quench a deep thirst for resonance as I am in a small town in rural South Africa and the community here do not “speak our language” even though they are very wonderful people!.. LOVE YOU LOTS.

• Hey, it does come right. We have landed back in our old home space after travelling for 6 years and feeling quite ‘homeless’ and ‘homesick’. Then, once the decision was made to come back here, the land cried out to my heart and that was that.
  Now I must explain that ‘here’ is a small suburban block in a coastal community of Queensland, Australia. There are at least 8 or 10 families that could invade our space, but don’t. The most I have to whinge about is cigarette smoke from one family who are loving and gorgeous in every other way.
  So, yes, it works. We went down down down into a hole before it worked, then steadily, then blindingly fast, up and out of despair/dilemma and into crystal clear surroundings.
  I get to work with humans as well, so am constantly upgrading my responses and protection methods.
  For us, Life Is Grand. I am so looking forward to whatever the next few months brings and I, also, enjoyed Lisa’s article.
  Love and hugs to you Denise. Thanks for being here for us all. Love You. LINDA

  Added to my last comment, I had the same thought as you Denise. Who do we live beside? Even though we have delightful neighbours, they are still not spiritually advanced. They are loving and heart centred. I still have to keep my crystal boundary in place around the whole property so that it remains a safe space for us. So, I don’t know who we live with. I Do know that the plan is in place (as you do) and that it will be elegant and wonderful and awesome and spectacular. Love from LINDA

• Hi Denise, have you ever considered “sound” machines? At one point I had 3 of them all on the sound of rain. They were cheap and because with many of the other sounds I could detect when the several seconds repeated, I stuck to water sounds which I love. I would have all 3 in my bed room on loud and it helped so much. I could sleep with the sound as well.

  One time the neighbors had a LOUD child. They had made the dining room into a bed room which had a door to the outside. A heavy type that SLAMS shut. The kid, a toddler or maybe he was 5,
  went thru a phase of playing his tv so loud that at one point it blasted into my bedroom, and was far too loud in my room. I had not heard of sound machines then. I found a tape with an annoying high pitched chant, a continuous chant of “om nava shiva” and put it in the kitchen window and played it as loud as I could. Boy did it make them mad and slam things! I Just don’t get people!

  It’s truly a bummer if you would love to have your window open, but the nature/white noise was the best help for me.
  Good luck and BLESSINGS!

• Hey Denise and all,

  I’m going through a similar neighbor thing. However! – what’s going on here is minor compared to what you are dealing with. And as dark as she can be at times – I truly doubt she would go as far as your neighbor. That was plain cruel. We live in the same house (duplex) but I had to confront her today. I sort of took the easy way out – (at least until she reads my note) by writing a polite note on a board we have in our shared entry. My neighbor is bagging her 3 dog’s poop (they are little dogs) and leaving it in a pile on the front porch. (Oh, she just got home and is reading my note as I’m writing… oh the synchronicity of it all.) So back to the point – the other day I couldn’t stand it any longer and I took the ~20 bags on the porch and put them into a larger garbage bag and put it in the outdoor garbage can. I thought she would then get the message but she just kept on leaving the poop on the porch. (OK, she is now slamming the front door repeatedly…) But this slamming the front door stuff – that is exactly why I did not want to talk to her face to face! Geez, it could be so easy… “Hi X, I’d really appreciate it if you would not leave your dog’s poop on the front porch.” “Oh, I’m sorry – I’ll pop it in the garbage can from now on” “Thanks so much”. But I knew it wouldn’t go this way. We’ll see what type note she leaves for me. We have been using anonymousboy’s technique and have been ignoring one another and it actually has worked ok for the most part. But, this is so disrespectful I just couldn’t let it slide and respect myself at the same time.

  3 CME’s heading our way – one to hit tonight – two more to follow over the next couple of days. L&L to all, Morgean

• LOLOLOLOL!!! OMG Denise you are just HILARIOUS! I love your take on things and your humour and the way you so elegantly word the truth ie “Now I’d rather have teeth pulled than have a face to face confrontation with a patriarchal, imbalanced egoic numb-nuts who thinks independent, Light infused females like me should be burned at the stake, or worse. However, and after all I’ve been through in this life not to mention just the past thirteen years, I will eventually confront whoever it is that’s trying to push me out of existence either through their own self-absorbed stupidity and mega ego etc. or (and/or) whose intentionally being manipulated by Team Dark to get at me and mine.” That comment had me snorting with laughter and “pissing myself’ as we say here in Australia (which means laughing so hard you nearly wet your pants!)!! Over the last few months I have had very similar experiences to you.

  Mine has manifested through my husband being in placed in a hospital psych ward in a ‘manic’ (‘bi-polar”) state. Now I have been through this many times with him and it’s always a battle of light versus dark and psychic attacks which I deal with and often the psychic tools I used have shut down a potential episode and hospitalisation. And most of the attack comes from dark beings using him and so I pull in Big Mick (Archangel Michael) and his legions of angels and we battle it out. But this time it was a hospital in a new state (we moved interstate last year) and I have NEVER experienced such disgraceful treatment from ANY health professionals EVER like this.

  I had many “face to face confrontations” with those “patriarchal, imbalanced egoic numb-nuts who think independent, Light infused females like me should be burned at the stake, or worse.” My time and energy were drained with legal crap eg (We don’t recognise your Power of Attorney in this state” I was lied to, belittled, interrogated, given NONE of the rights I hold as a carer. They would tell me NOTHING about his care, as they hid behind illegalities.

  MY time was consumed with dealing with 3D rubbish that DISTRACTED me from doing my job of caring for him and advocating for him. I recognised this as psychic attacks and would arm myself for battle and yet find myself pulled into all their drama AGAIN! I kept getting the feeling that was their (the dark’s) key M.O -distraction-DISTRACT THE STARSEEDS AT ALL COST (say in robot voice!) and we’ve all been through this before many times, but this felt like a whole other level to me.

  I also spoke to several starseed friends who were all experiencing the same old energy, 3D, patriarchal bullying crap-one with a Catholic priest, one with an ex-husband re their deceased son’s charity she has set up, the third with her in-old-masculine-energy mother, her father and step-father re money and inheritance being used as a form of control. And of course all this distraction means we can become so exhausted that we may not connect with each other and share our stories-so we vowed we would continue to do that, so the dark don’t achieve their plan of ‘dividing and conquering’ either. So it was super timely and refreshing to read your post Denise and Lisa Renee’s and have it confirmed “OK…it’s not just me going through this!! This is a HUGE battle and we are winning and they know it.”

  I also suddenly and unexpectedly experienced immense support from many unseens which I have NOT felt for the longest time.Many things were delayed (ON HOLD) and paperwork ‘lost’. I was ON HOLD to organisations many times to then find the answers right in front of me so I could then hang up the phone. After weeks of this crap, I finally pullled myself enough together to I command ANY and ALL final obstacles be removed and suddenly not only did my husband start to become ‘well’, but ALL of this support both from unseens and actual humans who could help me with the 3D issues magically appeared in my life – lightfilled, intelligent, articulate, compassionate humans, who I suspect are lightworkers or starseeds though not conscious of it yet. They were suddenly there: with support practical advice, resolutions, I now have a (FREE OF CHARGE) heart centred, smart-as-a-whip, takes no crap, totally in his heart, MALE legal advocate on my side. Awesome! Phew! It’s been a bloody hard battle. I am shattered. And I meant to write a short post!

  BUT THANKS from the bottom of my soul once again Denise, for your profound generosity and your funny, funny humour and for calling it how it is, and helping me remember I am not alone and we are all in this together. I deeply honour and respect your bright, bright light and your wisdom and the awesome lifeline you hold for all of us through this post!

  Sending you love, happiness, (Australian) sunshine and infinite LIGHT blessings, Kathryn xoxox

• OMG! Yes Denise…since the beginning of the year there has been this HUGE increase in low/dark activity by both non physical and physical entities. By January 23 it was so bad I kept hearing “you are in danger” and I had to escape my apartment. I ended up staying away for two weeks until the energy subsided and the humans involved calmed down. I knew intuitively when it was ok to return but really I didn’t want to go back and stay but it worked out in a way that I HAD to.

  My situation there isn’t a secure one but I have been miraculously sustained there alone in spite of my enemies (seen and unseen) for the past five years while going through all of this crap. I have wanted to leave that place in the past but I was under a spiritual contractual agreement to stay and work/fight etc. Well, I can’t tell if I have won or not because it now seems that I am being forced again but this time for good and I wouldn’t mind if I were better prepared and didn’t feel like I was leaving after being harassed and handed my ass by the dark. I’m almost torn…like do I stay and fight? or leave while I have the chance?

  After living alone all of this time it looks like I’ll be moving in with a family member and it’s a family member that would not have been willing to let me stay any time before now so for this door to be opening at this time and them being the one to offer is odd but kind of nice even though I’d rather have my own but that just isn’t feasible at the mo. I SO didn’t expect for things to turn out this way.

  Anyway, I wanted to comment and say that at first I thought that it was just me because I hadn’t seen any updates from anybody regarding this huge increase in dark activity on the personal level specifically for us starseeds/lightworkers/wayshowers or whatever. And then I received a mini update from Lauren Gorgo via email and then the one from Lisa Renee and now this one from you Denise and we are all in harmony in regards to what we are experiencing but also all three of you agree on something changing come March 19th if I remember correctly.

  You said: “I hope you too are getting ready for the coming 2012 Spring Equinox energies and the changes they will bring for all.”

  Would you mind expounding upon what we can expect relief wise come the Spring Equinox?

  Oh and btw, I finally finished that article that I commented about on your money post…ope you don’t mind me sharing it here.
  http://whoamiandwhy2012.wordpress.com/2012/03/05/ascension-amnesia-2/

• God, yes, I can relate! 🙂 Just read your newest, Denise, and had to smile — even though it has been a trying day — indeed I could say shitty literally because the cat laid a trail of crap today through two rooms and ended up in a third, the kitchen, with her poopy butt plopped up on the kitchen table. The joys of pet ownership!

  The darkside has hit me from all sides today — family, career, old stuff, new stuff, you name it. Try as I might all afternoon I tried to let go but couldn’t it. Your perfectly timed article has helped tremendously. 🙂 In one attack out of the blue I could even see how whom you call “the Unseens” had helped the person out, yet he still felt compelled to threaten me. That was more easily let go than the other long-standing family issues. And others have reached out to me for help that I can’t give them knowing what I do — and knowing that there is no way they could accept right now where the chaos is coming from and why their lives seem to be falling apart right now.

  As wonderful as all of this solar/galactic energy is that is headed our way, it has made so many people feel irritable and otherwise. So while some of this mayhem wasn’t planned by the dark, it is taking full opportunity of the situation while it can.

  I suppose all these issues are like an infection that has to work its way out before it can get better.

  But I really loved anonymousboy’s solution…just erase them! Team Dark…reduced to the permanence of a #2 pencil!

  • “God, yes, I can relate! 🙂 Just read your newest, Denise, and had to smile — even though it has been a trying day — indeed I could say shitty literally because the cat laid a trail of crap today through two rooms and ended up in a third, the kitchen, with her poopy butt plopped up on the kitchen table. The joys of pet ownership!”

    Nikkoale,

    My cat just barfed on the carpet 10 minutes ago and is now trying to hussel me into my bedroom where his favorite cat bed is because he wants to go to sleep in there…and he wants me in there with him while he sleeps.

    Anyhoo…the nearly constant 2012 solar energies blasting Earth, us, our pets, all lifeforms is hard on them too. Some pets, especially pets that live and work with and IN the same energies that Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos do are far more sensitive to the higher frequency energies like this. They’re also more sensitive to the lower and/or outright negative/Dark energies and them in certain humans etc. etc. So clean up the poo, clean up the barf and love them plenty for being here with us and going through these ass-kickingly difficult energies both Light and Dark. 😉

    TIP: when the Dark–in all its many forms–gets all up in our business again, it ALWAYS means that big positive changes and further energies are manifesting. This is why they punch back at us so strongly and try to derail us etc. The real trick is for us to NOT allow them to trap our consciousness/awareness/focus for too long. Be aware of it/them human and non-human and what they’re trying to do to you/me/us BUT keep doing what you/me/us have been otherwise they win when they snag you/me/us with their BS and crap.

    We can’t “erase” them but we’re supposed to evolve beyond their frequency range, grasp and influence and that is precisely what we’re doing and they know it.

    Hugs to you and your cat,
    Denise

• Blessings and encouragement to you! I would say to focus on “harmony” and a “peaceful, harmonious solution for everyone.” Perfectly in alignment with the shift but also ease and please as you wade through the swampy and sometimes wavy waters of 3D. Just the work harmony will help you to vibe more with it and transcend the duality you’re currently (and understandably!) resisting. Much love, Laura

  The word harmony, not the work. 🙂

• Hi Denise:

  Wow, you are opening up incredible energy here. It feels right and good. Your invisible friends are baaaaacccckkk! Yes! Just after reading your post, I went to a mirror and had a good look and said to that mirror image, “Barbara, how the hell did you ever end up being a human?” And then I laughed and laughed. It was such a release. We are so close now, I can hang on and I know you are and will, too. I feel in your article that you see the humour of your situation. It is a Capricorn joke, stern, strange, and eventually, the “Ah, ha” moment and the knowing smile.

  Anonymous Boy: You ROCK! Thank you for your strength, your vision, and your love. Knowing you are there makes it real.

  And Rozamundi: Thank you for your invitation to visit Glastonbury and be with like-minded people. My love, my like minded people are you and all here at this website and my very own invisible friends. As much as I love England, I’m in a very small community in Canada and must continue to anchor my energies here and will do so for as long as it takes.

  We are doing this, and we are doing it so beautifully. Bravo to our Indigo’s, each and every one of you.

  Denise, I’ll wade with you wherever you are, no matter how weird it gets. Love to All Here, B.

• For “anonymousboy” – it’s nice to know that those of us who’ve been around and are so tired can leave our worries and fears behind because all of you have our backs (so to speak). And that we’re leaving this planet in safe and loving hands. I do agree that to ignore the pissy neanderthals next door is the best avenue, but that doesn’t help when you’re trying to be in your zone, trying to meditate, trying to channel, trying to just BE. I was so excited the other day to think I wasn’t seeing chemtrails anymore because I had raised my energy so high that I wasn’t in that particular level of energy anymore. When, suddenly, I found myself in a weird “down” mood (most likely a distraction because of the solar flares), and looked up to find two big ones in the sky. Dang – – caught by those pesky 3D energies again!! ….. Denise, so many of us feel your angst right now. It DOES seem hard on a lot of days to just BE in our light, BE the HUmans we’re supposed to be. My ONLY suggestion is this: acknowledge them for being the neanderthals they are, bless them and send them light and love, and then put your earbuds in and go back to work – oh, and don’t forget to put a truckload of rose quartz in the garden by the fence!

• Oh, Denise!!!! How brave are “we” Warriors…. I commend you. And suffer with you for the detriment of how your/our peace seems forever to be challenged. Having to remain within the “thick” of things appears to be attached to some of us, whilst others are floating nicely over the hills and far away… I am realising that we cannot ‘save’ these louts – they are crude, rude, ignorant, arrogant and more importantly stagnant. You most certainly need to find a way out from having to suffer their abysmal energies and psychology. Not easy, but timing here is so skewed. Release is part of our self-respect and I know that it is time to let go of missions that will never know fulfilment. This is a very important communication that you have shared with us. We dance between beautiful knowledge and the very harmful witnessing of having to share our life-space with humans who are not just toxic, but are programmed to destroy. This year is screaming out the silent message of how our goodwill has been abused. Our patience is ever resourceful but now needs to benefit us – not the clueless others. You will move, you will be safe from these soul-less and damaging egos, and you will be loved and protected meanwhile. I have just called in my troupes and I am sending them over to you (I am in England and the social climate where I live is nauseating).
  We will share remotely. My heart is with you xxxxx

• Hi Denise! Thanks for this, it was a great read. This year, so far, has been a pain in the arse with MONEY!! The other day I commented to my husband that there seems to be a big black hole that is sucking up all our money and each fortnight we are left with only a few dollars that we have to make s-t-r e-t-c-h for the rest of the two weeks! It has literally been one thing after the other, bills coming in, as soon as one is paid, the next one comes in, car problems, things breaking….just like you say!! I have been really stressed at times, angry lots of times, angry at the bastards for what they are trying to do. I remember speaking to a very spiritually advanced earth healer about two years ago and she remarked how ‘they’ are trying to make us feel like we are poor, struggling….doing it tough, restrictions on things etc and now I can see it so clearly, for what it really is – it is ABSURD that we have to pay large amounts for electricity!! ABSURD that our very basic comforts are threatened if we don’t have MONEY – it’s evil…..of course it’s evil….but it’s really evil!!!

  We also went to a bank consolidated all our debts so it is all neater and easier and less scary……

  I am a little confused though – is this period part of ascension and a ‘good’ thing designed to get all our stuff sorted and in place (finances etc) or a hit from team dark to stress us out a little more?

  Re the neighbours – I told you in a private email, which you kindly responded to, that we have decided that we HAVE to move from our current location, which we’ve been living at for over 7 years – it is dark, it is dense, there is violence, disease……it is very heavy here – we have stayed because of the financial stability it has given us (my husband job is working with this this mess) and really, we have no idea how we are going to leave (free house with job!), we have two small children in a lovely steiner school that we don’t want to leave BUT……I just know, it’s time – it’s time to live somewhere with more light and somewhere where my body has a better chance of healing and overcoming the exhaustion it’s suffered for so many years now.

  as I mentioned in the email, I have never thought of myself as a lightworker as I am far too grumpy and tired for that – but I like the idea that perhaps I have been put in this dark place to hold the light, even though the very task has been making me quite unwell……and now the job is done and it’s time to get out of jail?!

  someone advised me years ago to ‘get the hell out of here’ – and said “if you make the first move, god will look after the rest” – so that is where we are at now – we know we have to do it and are just going to do it, rain, hail or shine.

  xxx

• anonymousboy, so good to read your words, I loved your p.s. and “the only language we speak is LOVE”, it made my heart sing. I have been in the trenches for 55 years and needed to hear this today….it feels really good. Godspeed with all of your stuff Denise, thanks for sharing as always. Love and Light to all and WE ARE HERE!

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• Hang in there. I’ve walked in your shoes and have finally found my peaceful home. No more drama, egos, or sick encounters with sick people in my place called home. Move away from that energy as soon as you possibly can. Manifest it, and be specific with your deadline. The universe will move mountains for you. This drama that you are a part of is the universe’s way of giving you a kick in the tush to get out of there. The message was made incredibly clear to me as well. I reached a point where I had no choice but to leave. Make the move so that you can continue to focus on your purpose.

• hello, denise

  this is the fist time i have ever made a comment on any of your articles and never did i think i would be giving some advice, usually i always felt compelled to ask for advice, but the answers end up coming to me on my own through my higher self/guides/unseens/etc.

  but for this particular article i would just like to say that although i am only 23 years old i have pretty much dealt with these types of beings my entire life and it seems to get easier, harder, easier, harder. depending on their level of energy.

  i have never religiously used crystals or orgonite for negative energies so my advice does not include any of the sort, instead might i recommend to just ignore them as much as possible? simple right?

  i have found that trying to erase beings from my mind usually erases them or creates a physical and energetic gap between us in any reality we are co existing in. now this is of course incredibly difficult when they are your neighbors or even worse LIVING IN THE SAME HOUSE as you, but i have found that although it can be painful/annoying. it works.

  headphones work too, window blinds, and also leaving their presence any time you get a chance.

  “JUST IGNORE THEM” no eye contact, no energy contact, nothing, nada. they do not exist until they decide to take responsibility for their existence. this is how i see it. i’m not sure how this works in the laws of karma or whatever, but look. its 2012. we all feel like sh*t. we don’t have time for any of their resistance/denial/3d consciousness/negativity/lack of responsibility/etc. not yet at least. we’re taking our final exams right now. we will get back to them when the time is right. after all, we’re doing this for them too. they just don’t know it.

  another way to think of it: the only language we speak is LOVE. if they are not speaking that language we can not understand a word they are saying.

  good luck.

  PS. the new generation is behind you. if you are feeling tired and weak don’t forget to remind yourself that there is an army of “young” crystal/rainbow/indigo/whatever you want to call it children/adults who are behind you and we have a lot more attitude.

  we do things differently 😉

  WE ARE HERE.

  • How lovely to hear your words “we are here”… As my tears fall my heart strengthens. Go safely xx

  • Hello anonymousboy,
    I’m so glad, that you’ve decided to ‘show up’ here and comment.
    As I was reading your words, I’ve had this undeniable recognition of a Starseed, and this feeling always makes me smile and ‘teary’ at the same time./Yeah, it’s kind of a Soul recognition for me,and I get emotional every time I ‘remember’/recognize ‘some one’ from ‘Home’ …
    What an uplifting feeling is for me to see that, you clearly know who you are and your purpose of BEING here. And it seems to me that you are ‘active’ as well. I truly hope, you have a full understanding of your ‘power’ and consciously! ‘working’ with it as often as you need to, because:
    Yes, you ‘do’ things differently and yes, we /older,tired Starseeds/ need the active! support from the young ones!!
    I’m glad you are Here and I had the chance to connect with you 🙂
    Love,
    Eva

  • “PS. the new generation is behind you. if you are feeling tired and weak don’t forget to remind yourself that there is an army of “young” crystal/rainbow/indigo/whatever you want to call it children/adults who are behind you and we have a lot more attitude.

    we do things differently 😉 “

    annonymouseboy,

    Who do you think created the way, cleared the Path, took the beatings and abuse from the patriarchy/Team Dark first so the Indigos/crystals/rainbows Groups could even be able to incarnate on Earth now? Us Elder First Wave Starseeds/Lightworkers. I think it’s you who needs to remember a couple of facts with all this and…I dunno…maybe show some respect?

    I’m 60 and have lived with and had to deal with “…these types of beings my entire life…” and putting on “headphones” or “just ignoring them” hasn’t worked and wouldn’t work for me. I’ve tried that when all else failed in years past so I know it was not the way I was supposed to deal with these Dark Beings attacking me. We First Wave Starseed Elders also “do things differently 😉 ” Stair steps remember? Always Stair steps and EACH step is necessary so that the next one can even happen and have a place to land here. &^#! 😡 And by the way…a real Indigo would know all this and would treat those who did the hard work before them much better than you have.

    Denise

• “Thanks for wading through this weird and different article and I hope you too are getting ready for the coming 2012 Spring Equinox energies and the changes they will bring for all.”

  Not weird at all, for me, and in fact it is comforting. I am feeling the tension of relationships at an all-time peak. I have not felt this intensity in about six years, interestingly, about the same time as when we last had the amount of solar activity that is going on now (although now it is at a huge peak, bigger than in 2006, I was just reading on NASA and other science-based sites today. Makes me really wonder about the equinox and the active sunspot AR1429 and what might — literally — explode with that).

  Anyway, the personal tensions are high, and yeah, I am wondering where I need to be, and if I need to stay put where I am or perhaps things are shaking loose so that it is time for me to seriously consider moving on, again. I just know I have a feeling, or a way of noticing everybody’s shit they are working on, my own 3D-embedded issues included, and I am just feeling so sick and tired of being mired down by ego manipulations that I see and feel everywhere — again, my own included. I just want to yell at everyone to take off the blinders, grow up, and start working from another entire level of being! It’s really frustrating now. I’m trying to practice healthy detachment and find peace in it all. Sometime I have to do this several times a day, and it is intense to just keep working, working, working on finding serenity in all the chaos and distortion.

  I really feel for you and those neighbors. 😦 Not fun stuff. I hope that you will find peace, and that they will find peace, too. I’m glad the Unseens were assisting — I have experienced some of that, too — and here’s to their presence in the next few days, ones that are bound to be interesting!

  Be well, and thank you for this post.

• You are an absolute WONDER, Denise! Reading my own thoughts and reactions every bit of the way. My own particular ‘drudge’ is trying to get ‘out of the way’ of modern technology and its continually increasing demands and increasingly ‘hard-wired’ expectations. Oh, how I long for the old days!!! (when all it took to be rid of a telephone, or the need for it, was to just leave it at home — where it was attached to the wall).

• Hang in there Ms. Lapis. I’ve actually been able to accomplish much more lately than I tried 5 years when I first started my book enterprise. Today is 15th anniversary of when I began seeing the “Light”. I’ve revised the book (still holding off on the print version until I see what happens over the next couple of days). There’s already been a repeat performance of a huge explosion of Light I witnessed also that day. Things are definitely in the works and I feel much more a part of the flow than I used to.

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