One Month Into 2012 & We’ve Been Solar Fried!

Did your DNA get sunburned during January 2012? Does your head feel like it’s three times larger than normal, whatever “normal” is at this point? How’s your digestive tract been working, or rather, not working? How’s your Pituitary and other brain glands feeling lately? Do the tops of your eyes feel like they’re being pressed from above by the amplified Light energies in your brain/head? Is your body swollen, retaining fluid and/or bloated? How’s your inner antenna—your spine feeling? Sore, stiff, tight? How about your entire head and crown chakra? How about your tailbone, hips, pelvic area? How about your heart? Has your heart suddenly been pounding and having thudding palpitations in your chest lately? How about that nearly constant ringing in your ears and head from your brain, brain glands, and DNA being further evolved now?

When my biological Ascension Process started in February 1999, my body reacted to the 1999 (and later) solar energies with those lovely “Ascension Flu” symptoms; body and bone aches, chills, headache, and the occasional sudden stabbing ice pick-like pains in certain bones for a couple of seconds that literally took your breath away. From the mid-1990s on I’ve been periodically incapacitated by solar energies (solar flares, CMEs etc.) and was forced to rest and/or nap if I could while I had chills, severe body and bone aches and pains, and numerous other ascension symptoms. Over the years these solar triggered ascension symptoms have lessened and become more easily dealt with, not because the energies being transmitted have lessened since 1999 because they’ve steadily increased, but it’s the way they affect our bodies and why that’s changed.

These Cosmic and Galactic Light energies being transmitted to and through our Sun are rapidly evolving us, our bodies and consciousness. As we’re increasingly altered and evolved by these energies over the years, the pain we feel from them, the areas of our bodies, brains, DNA and everything else changes and feels different to us. The ascension symptoms that felt like they’d kill me five, ten, thirteen years ago are today both much less painful or non-existent because I’m carrying more Light and less density within me which means I’m vibrating faster and at a higher level now as we all are. However, with our entry into 2012, these solar transmissions have amplified tremendously so we’re once again dealing with what feels like different and more potent Light energies bombarding us, our bodies, brains and consciousness now. Because of this many people are currently feeling the solar energies in different body-parts; our heads, brains, and brain glands primarily. (Please remember those Stair Steps and that every person is not standing on the same step or level or timeline with this Process and because of this everyone experiences these solar ascension symptoms in slightly different ways and in different body-parts.)

With the start of 2010, the solar Light Energies caused pains and pressure in one area in the left (from the old 3D system of duality–female) side of my head/skull. My entire scalp and skull felt bruised and was sore constantly. The previous and familiar “Ascension Flu” solar symptoms had eased considerably with some of them gone entirely, but in 2010 it was painfully clear they were now focused in my/our heads, brains, and brain glands (Pituitary and Pineal primarily). With the larger solar flares/CME in 2010, 2011, and 2012 my body still experiences chills like when you have a fever, but my head has hurt with tremendous inner pains and pressures (not “headaches”) nearly constantly. Even though this head pain and pressure is constant it increases and diminishes in waves. The head pain is always there but sometimes much more painfully so than at other minutes, hours, days and nights.

Since 2010 I’ve felt these energies more in my spine, the left side of my head, and my Crown and Brow chakras. With the start of 2011, these solar transmissions caused my entire head, skull, eyes, jaw and into my sinuses to hurt and feel bruised and sore constantly. There were many months in 2011 when the pain was focused primarily on the right (from the old 3D system of duality–male) side of my head. Eventually the head pain and pressure was everywhere and would move from the whole head to an area on the right side, then back to the left side, then to the back of my head and neck, then to the top, then the front and down into the forehead and Brow chakra. I could feel my Pituitary being changed and connected, Rewired, in more complex ways with my Pineal and other brain glands. Literally our two brain halves have been Rewired to function as a (from the new 5D system of polarity integration and resolution) unified organ. Along with that our Pineal and Pituitary glands are being Rewired, connected, evolved into far more complex unified systems that can perceive much, much more.

With the start of 2012, it’s felt like we’ve lived six months’ worth of life in only the month of January! This is a clue as to how fast the rest of this year is going to unfold. The solar transmissions have shifted into final year mode and are quickly integrating and transforming our heads/brains/brain glands like never before. In late 2011 and all of January 2012 I’m feeling the energies in the tailbone and hips area too. It seems we’re feeling these energies at both the top and bottom—the head and base areas primarily with the occasional heart expanding palpitations and poundings as it becomes our new ascended base of operations. It’s going to be like this throughout 2012 so rest when you need to and don’t try to push yourself during these tremendous blasts and waves of higher dimensional energies altering us. I’ve tried pushing through the head pains and pressures to work and/or to write which only cause me to become nauseous and forced me to bed. Lesson learned, now I rest and/or nap when these amplified solar energies are doing what they are and I suggest you do the same.

Here’s a list of some 2012 ascension solar symptoms I’m experiencing and know you are too:

  • severe head and skull pains and pressures—not traditional “headaches”
  • severe eye pains and pressures, blurred vision, sensitivity to light
  • sinus pains, pressures and soreness
  • head pains and pressures radiating down into the temples and side jaw area
  • constant ringing in the ears
  • dizziness, sense of tipping or falling, feeling ungrounded
  • exaggerated sense of smell
  • ultra-sensitive hearing
  • hot flashes, cold flashes
  • vivid weird dreams, psychically dreaming other people’s dreams (collective)
  • sore, bruised, tender scalp
  • hair loss and/or thinning hair
  • Crown chakra – top of head pains and pressures
  • Brow chakra – forehead pains and pressures
  • pain and stiffness in spine
  • body and legs/feet swelling and/or fluid retention
  • pain in tailbone and hip area
  • heart palpitations, heart pounding while at rest
  • easily becoming breathless or winded
  • exhaustion
  • feeling like you only have a 1/8th of a tank of fuel (energy) in you & once it’s gone, you’re exhausted again
  • seeing brilliant white light or light flares emanating from around your head and/or upper body
  • seeing brilliant-colored lights or balls of colored light
  • increasing knowing over linear thinking
  • perception of linear time further disintegrating into increasing spherical “NOW” consciousness
  • growing happiness, joy, confidence, peace

Denise Le Fay

January 29, 2012

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127 thoughts on “One Month Into 2012 & We’ve Been Solar Fried!

  • hi – just read jennifers comment and denise reply and wanted to say I have had the worst pain across my forehead the last few days plus some sort of weird coldy, sinus- type thing going on – my eyes are much more blurry than normal and I feel exhausted. – also have for a while had strange tastes in my mouth that don’t relate to anything I’ve eaten or any probs with teeth etc !! am saying my words back-to-front and generally feeling not at all with-it and the bruised feeling at the very bottom of my spine that I’ve had for some time is worse!!!! also seem to have days when I feel permanently off-balance !! – on a plus note am seeing a lot more coloured lights than I have for ages – is something going on I haven’t heard about or is it just ascension stuff?? still feeling v .isolated and on my own but cant go anywhere without picking up vast amounts of crappy energy that have to clear – having trouble coping with all the normal everyday living in a soup of electricity, radiation etc etc – do you think this will all change sometime soon ?????
    susie

    • sulaireland – susie,

      Hi you. 🙂 Yep… they ALL are Ascension related symptoms. Everything you listed I’ve had and still am having today.

      We went through the huge cutoff point, expiration date, Shift Point on September 21-22, 2013 Equinox which was the end of the Nine Month period. That alone has changed things tremendously but we’re still going through a real compressed phase and will be for a while.

      The other thing that I’m VERY aware of is the first New Moon (in Libra) on October 4-5, 2013 after this Shift Point. It’s activated/connected to the ongoing Uranus/Pluto Square and things have been incredibly progressive since around October 1st and still is playing out today (5th).

      Susie, have you seen my NEW blog HighHeartLife yet? Make sure you visit there too okay? 🙂 https://highheartlife.wordpress.com/

      Hang in there and know that these symptoms you’re going through now are “normal” for where we are now and the amplified compressions and ongoing changes we’re all feeling and living through.

      Hugs,
      Denise

  • Oh thank you!!! I am so glad I found this article. My head has been throbbing so badly this year, several times daily, and I must lay down and give it my attention. Not normal headaches, but JUST as you describe. So glad to see I am not alone, and there is nothing to concern over. I do hope this becomes over soon, I would like more energy! Does it end???

    • “…Does it end???”

      Jennifer,

      The head/skull/scalp and down into the face, sinuses, jaw/temples pains and pressures move around your head/skull. These pains and pressures change and move slightly and will be on the left side for a while, then shift to the right side for a while, then shift to the top of the head (and front of the face) for a while… and then start all over again and again! Mine focused head pains and pressures started very intensely Jan. 2010 and I’m still having randoms head/skull pains and pressures now in Oct. 2013. We’re going through A LOT of improvements throughout our bodies and heads/brains and that includes the endocrine system and Chakras (head Chakras are Pineal, Pituitary and Hypothalamus).

      It will end… in a while… so hang in there and let the energies do what they’re doing to us and our bodies and brains etc. 🙂

      Hugs,
      Denise

  • Hello T
    Welkom to the “road” named Transformation. By reading your post I can say that most the symptoms you wrote are there when the initiation process starts. Its like a earthquake,(it is a earthquake!!) the hole nerve system will be shocked .You feel like your going to die ,but this will be the dead off the old ego, and the same time the birthing of the true self. It will be going like up and in up and down phases. And no one can tell you how long that will go on.But slowly it will balance over the time and one well learn to scope whit that. But your live will be completely changes.! You as a human will fell very helpless and no one can help you if they don’t understand what is going on.You have to relay fully on you inner Self and pray and so on.
    Generalize speaking: Its never good that anyone should put presser on this kundalini energies. Its very imported to have the right help.Its safely when the third eye is opened,so the True Guru can come in front.
    Sorry I missing the full expressions in English langue.
    with Divine Love Dhyana,

  • Oh dear!
    Reading this and seeing that what I thought may be fibromialgia* for which I have a doctors apt. coming up soon for; I look at all these symptoms and I’ve got all of them. Even went to the ER with chest pains and had a scan and they couldn’t find anything wrong. I’m sick all the time. Nauseous, constant odd pains, sharp stabbing sensations, stiffness, heart pounding and feeling like its skipping, eyes burning dry and blurred and watery, at times I feel totally toxic, like my body is literally trying to fight itself. But the ringing in the ears is a new one too. I get dizzy and at times feel horribly strange and really bad but I can’t place what’s wrong. Injustice feel like I’m going to just keel over and have to sit down. Been thinking ok.. maybe I’ve got cancer, or something else really bad because I feel like I’m going to die. I’ve got no energy for anything. When i went to the ER, they said well maybe your having a panic attack, I said ; I’m pretty sure I’d be aware if that were the case. Hardly ever can they find anything wrong with me, even when I spent two weeks in the hospital when my whole digestive tract went into mega inflammation and then shut down. It was that time when I was pushing myself really hard to purify myself spiritually also. Interesting to note its also a time a bunch of years back that we had a major CME flair! My instincts kicked in back then saying ‘now is the time’ but then dissipated. I’ve always been overly sensitive and not known how to deal with it and spent several years trying to block it. Its easier now though thank goodness, but I am also still in a position of not understanding how others can’t see things clearly yet things are so obvious to me. I’m also of the way of not wanting to interfere with others free will but things very much get to me over it. Its like, its so simple, can’t you see it? And they have no clue. That’s so so difficult. And as for thoughts, I have no background chatter like friends and family apparently does and there honestly is very little actual thought process ; I just know things. If I try to think; then there’s usually fog. I appear smart, but its a ‘knowing’ rather then a thought process. My mind is always in a sort of quiet meditative state.

    I’m just so sick though. I think I had a headache for close to two years ev. other day, a slew of ER visits to have them say they can’t find anything wrong. I really feel like I’m dying

    • Yes, and these symptoms are also….what one feels from being electronically harassed, microwaved, and domestically tortured. No touch, slow kill torture. Google…”Victims of..and/or….Government electronic harassment, surveillance, stalking and domestic torture. Also try…Obama has hearing for victims of. Fibromyalgia and Lyme Disease, great cover-ups for…and this sun fried stuff, is more than likely, not some Spiritual Awakening, but what is described here, being a world-wide phenomena…..the 1% against you.

      Try wheat grass juice, eating salads, and staying away from acidic foods a bit. Including sugar. Avoid dairy. On the acid reflux.

  • Reading some off the comments I would give some advise to Cat and others ho have problems whit acid reflex. I have sometimes this problem to when the energies are moving in that aria. There is a good Ayurvedich medicine, Gasex (Hymalaya). You can get that by internet shops. Don’t eat any citrus fruit or saps and no yoghurt. Take one cup (not cold!) plain milk . it will neutralise the stomach. Take some soups, it is the best for digesting, Never take could drinks /ice .
    with Love Dhyana (Netherlands)

  • I love Denise’s writings and this is the first time I have commented. January was such a difficult month physically and the symptoms were exactly as Denise described . I almost wept and laughed alternately because she was writing about ME!!!! Thank you Denise for your blogs ,I am so appreciative because so often they give me clarity , peace and so often reassurance I am not going crazy . Very few people have any idea what it is like to be sensitive and what goes along with that. Even more disconcerting I seem to be getting more sensitve…. Solar fried oh yeah with bells and whistles heh heh.
    Chriss 🙂

  • Denise – My symptoms are all over the place – one day I’m ok the next I’m not. I have noticed a definite increase in my ability to KNOW things. I think I’ve always ‘known’ things but was programmed to not believe in myself. When I acknowledged that I have and have had the ability to just know – it is like another door opened up to a whole new world of even deeper acknowledgment of the trust I have in my ability to know. It truly takes a focused mind to just not listen to the collective voice – ‘you can’t know that for sure’, etc. – Owning ‘I know’ has been a huge accomplishment for me. And Denise, you somewhere wrote about (these are my words b/c I can’t find the reference) being proud of yourself for not fitting in here. Lately, these words have brought so much solace to me. So I want to thank you for that. I used to beat myself for not fitting in here, for not being able to play the game; and it is particularly obvious in work/money areas of my life which is what ‘proves’ one’s success or lack thereof in the 3D world. I am now honoring myself for choices I made that went against everything I was programmed to be true.

    @Valerie and all – Obviously many of us are on the same page with the money stuff. Valerie, we are surely multi-dimensional aspects of one another – I, too, read your posts and thought I could have written the same! And, I want to MOVE to AZ! I lived there many years ago and still long to go back; but without means I have not yet created getting there – and Sedona would be perfect.

    About the OCCUPY movement ~ I hang on to hope that the younger crowd that is more physically able will get back out there. I did the 60’s thing but I surely don’t have it in me at this point. Like many here, I’m doing my part but as a 55 yo Starseed and dealing with most of the symptoms listed in this article ~ on top of dealing with symptoms of aging ~ I have all I can handle right now.

  • It’s time for a world without money.

    About my Mom — she was part of “The Greatest Generation” — too bad they fell for it (i.e. put their blinders on). I never was into bedtime stories — always had too many questions at the end of the day…

    I remember as a kid, constantly asking my mother about this “money thing”, cause she was always telling me it didn’t grow on trees. I would say “well, somebody makes it out of paper, so why couldn’t we make a money tree?” and then in her cute mom way, she’d say “well, that’s why we have our government — with all it’s “branches” that follow a system –called CHECKS AND BALANCES”, – blah blah blah

    “But MOM if we didn’t have to worry about money, everybody would be the same”

    “Well honey, some people work harder than others and they deserve to be rewarded”
    and as I got older…..

    “Well what about those kids who don’t have parents like I do — the ones you won’t let me hang around with? The ones you say aren’t going anywhere in life. The ones you say will have a bad influence on me if I hang around with them. Why do you suppose they don’t work harder?

    “Well, it’s not that they don’t work harder — so many people out there are born into very difficult lives right from birth — a lot of times it’s not their faults. Don’t worry though, our government takes care of people in need”

    Period. The. End.

    Bottom line now that I’ve been on this earth for more than a half of a century: Luck Of The Womb

    It’s time.

    WIth all the billions of people in the world today, there is no reason why we all can’t “job share”. If you think about it, we would ALL be working significantly less and we would ALL be free to rejoice together on this big beautiful planet we call Mother Earth. In the grand scheme of things, our lives are over in a flash. This isn’t complicated. The self-appointed global rulers are the ones who are interfering with this unrelenting quest for worldly possessions. Casting ours away does not necessarily equate to a lower standard of living. This current “standard of living” has done nothing but force a way of life that deep down, most of us don’t really want. Besides, it’s all been accomplished by borrowing paper ‘money’. (Isn’t there a company out there called The Money Tree?) If we all just worked together on the local levels, the self-appointed rulers’ current lifestyles of the rich and famous would come to a screeching halt.

    Let’s all go occupy our town greens and get to work. WE are not the ones trotting all over the globe, spreading this ‘new world order’. If we were, none of this would be happening. WE would be spreading peace.

  • What a fascinating conversation has followed from Denise’s great article, LOVE to all of you – Aya, Valerie, Lu, Mary… I also so wish that these new kids were allowed to find each other by now, and not to suffer in isolation. My daughter is absolutely desperate for a “best friend”. It is tough, and so often I feel I’m really not enough in comforting her. She seems to have her own mission and I can only be that “compassionate witness”.

    I wanted to add to the money comments, a quote I found which I think really brings the idea of living without any money much closer than another dimension. I love this one:

    John Fire Lame Deer: “Before our white brothers arrived to make us civilized men, we didn’t have any kind of prison. Because of this, we had no delinquents. Without a prison, there can be no delinquents. We had no locks nor keys and therefore among us there were no thieves. When someone was so poor that he couldn’t afford a horse, a tent or a blanket, he would, in that case, receive it all as a gift. We were too uncivilized to give great importance to private property. We didn’t know any kind of money and consequently, the value of a human being was not determined by his wealth. We had no written laws laid down, no lawyers, no politicians, therefore we were not able to cheat and swindle one another. We were really in bad shape before the white men arrived and I don’t know how to explain how we were able to manage without these fundamental things that (so they tell us) are so necessary for a civilized society.”

    • Millie.
      Beautiful….

      Your daughter will find those she relates too. The younger ones were born so much more upgraded than we were and there are alot of them–thankfully.

      We will all find our way–I know this in my heart. I can feel the time is coming and I think that is why many of us are wanting to connect to those that are like-minded or should I say like-hearted.

      For alot of us it has been a long time without any support and I know for me it gets to you, especially harder with all the solar activity, planetary movement etc. It has been very intense these last 6+ months. I personally have gone thru so much as an adult–I feel for the young ones. Thankfully she has a Mom who gets her and loves and supports her. Sending you both blessings, Lght, Love & Peace, Valerie

  • Hi Denise and all!

    Oh my, this conversation has just taken off. I wanted to thank Valerie for bring up the “money” issue AND Denise for being willing to take it on, once again 😉 There are so many issues on the table right now and thanks Valerie/ Iceblue/ Jennifer and all for the discussion – I am on the same page. I quit a job in 2009 b/c they had me running around like a maniac – the workload was completely unethical (I worked at a state mental health hospital) – and not only was I suffering emotionally and physically but so were the patients. I felt staying condoned their practices so I left and told them when in my resignation letter. I did not have a cent to my name when I did this. I had some credit, and thought I’d have a new job in a couple of months so I’d be OK. The new job was almost worse than the old one. Then, out of the blue, I got an awesome offer at a private hospital – and let me just say the dysfunction there was so deep I was drowning. I felt like I was entering a very dark place every day – well I WAS. I was on the verge of quitting – again without any funds – when they “let me go d/t lack of work”. Blessing in disguise. At first I was scared -mostly for my pets b/c I could live on the beach and be happy – but I did not want my pets to suffer in any way. I don’t know how I am making it but I am. I heard a voice when I left the last position that said “You’ll never work again.” I intuitively knew it meant – I would not work in the way I have up to this point. I knew it meant not in this paradigm – but an all new one. I knew I would no longer be a working slave for the Annunaki and their Illuminati puppets. I knew I could no longer spend my days working, just to come home and get ready for the next day, then spend the weekends running errands so I can do it again. (Not to mention it is almost impossible when I feel like crap most of the time!) So, I have now been out of work for 4+ months. I’ve decided that to live in a world / create a world / that operates w/o money – then, I need to start living it. I have made this my goal and hopefully I will be able to inspire/teach others?? So far, I’ve decided to hold in my consciousness that I will have all I need when I need it. It has not been easy and I have a few dear friends that help when I’m not believing this. I’m consciously changing my beliefs – wrote down old ones about money and replaced them with new. I’ve decided it’s OK to have fun and be creative even tho I’m not working. I’m living one day at a time. Being in the now. And I come here to find sanity and help with living in this void between two worlds. Anyway, I would love to continue discussion too with anyone that is open. Much love and light to all here, Debra

    • Debra(Morgean),
      Oh my, while reading your post, I thought I was reading my story except I work in the restaurant industry but everyone is now telling me to go into the medical field. It really is uncanny. I too, intuitively know that I will not be ‘working’ in the constructs we are all so brainwashed througrouly to do from childhood. I can’t..I too am trying to live without money but my experiment is slow going.3D is set-up to enslave all of us thru ‘work’. I can’t bear it anymore. I know of very few people who absolutely love what they do to make a living. However, most people I do know can’t make ends meet–no matter how hard they work.It is my opinion that if we all truly lived in a free society we would have all our basic needs met and that would leave the rest of the ‘time’ to pursue your dreams and passions–I guess that is Nirvana and I hope it is was 5D is all about. I like your idea of making this your goal while still here in 3D and maybe you can share your ideas on how to live without money–I for one am inspired by this idea. I like how it eliminates the need for money totally.
      Before I really got into spirituality and metaphysical writings/research, I was and still kinda very interested in our political system, mainly the lack of a political system that is really for ALL. I still sign petitons and call-write and email the White house and Congress on the issues I feel are of importance but not as much. For awhile there I thought I might get into politics but really we have a bought and paid for government, with who knows who is behind the sences really running things. My belief is the Dark Ones. I do not want a fight I cannot win–that no one can win because it is designed to keep us confused. The more I got into my spirituality and learned truths that were hidden from us, It got me thinking that the only way was to hit them in their wallets. And for awhile there I emailed many organizations I thought would be interested in the fight because you will need everyone on board for it to work but my idea was to have a NATIONAL STRIKE DAY(except for 1st responders)– or call it what you want. This would stop all commerce-capitalism, hopefully everything associated with them making money for at least one day and it would give the people back thier voices and demand fairness in the workplace, fairness with corporations–fairness in every area that we are constantly being scamed on. Soon after the OCCUPY movement happened and I thought it was the start but the Dark Ones have pretty much silenced them too. Anyway that was my idea to fight against the money game but too many people are still asleep and are not aware or fed-up enough to fight back. To me until we stop them by hitting their money nothing will change. Then on the other hand I wonder why we should even fight if we are moving out of that consciosness. It is about impossible to live here in 3D without money, although I am going to make it my goal. too, to find another way. Take Care. Love*Peace&Light, Valerie

  • Wow, absolutely timely newsletter. Thank you. I’ve been thinking that I need to go in an insane asylum. The pressure in the left side of my head has been excrutiating, but the ringing has been very difficult to deal with. Even though I am completely and totally exhausted the ringing at times won’t let you sleep. It will suddenly shut off and then I collapse and sleep like crazy. I have to say though, even in this difficult time it seems as though “Grace” is holding me and supporting me. Hydration is important. This is causing me to look at ways to support ourselves through these changing times. Will keep you posted and looking forward to hearing from other people……..cause I know I’m not alone.

  • Dear Denise,

    I’ve spent hundreds of hours researching my symptoms and have found you here. It’s been years since I’ve let any of this type of conversation into my world. I had a few awful experiences with folk that spoke this language so I left that culture completely, even tahini had to go!

    Since I was little I’ve seen, sensed energy, others thoughts etc. Already sensitive (and rather naive) I got in with a bad crowd age 15 and was badly assaulted leaving me even more sensitive to this world – which in many ways, has never felt like home – if I put the television and even see a commercial I just feel ill and alien. The bullshit is beyond measure.

    Anyway I shut all my subtler senses down for a decade (which made me feel so much saner!) and last year went to hospital with exteme vertigo and the symptoms haven’t stooped. I even had a ct scan. It’s just so unlike me to be even going to a doctor and now my hypochondria would rival Woody Allens

  • Im so thankful you posted this. I feel like I have been on a gradually increasing acid trip and completely sober that increases daily for the past three days. Its happening to my partner too. My hearts pounding. I feel like I could float away at any minute. I feel love. A pure dopamine high from nothing. I am sensitive to lights. See bright flashes in my peripheral, I am beginning to see lights more clearly. I feel dissociated almost like my mind and my body are losing touch. Not to mention the breakouts on my shoulders and heart chakra area. I went to sleep thinking I was having a heart attack one night. The pain seemed to rotate around in my chest. Crying spurts immense sciatic nerve and hip pains, wrist joints are starting to throb intermittently. Its so weird. I feel like my heart is irregularly beating. My pupils are dialated. Its fantastic but I feel very accident prone. I have even started slightly hallucinating at times.
    It has hit me so badly today that I feel weird around other people. I feel like I am ‘on’ something and I am not! Its so awkward!

    • “Im so thankful you posted this. I feel like I have been on a gradually increasing acid trip and completely sober that increases daily for the past three days. Its happening to my partner too. My hearts pounding. I feel like I could float away at any minute. I feel love. A pure dopamine high from nothing. I am sensitive to lights. See bright flashes in my peripheral, I am beginning to see lights more clearly. I feel dissociated almost like my mind and my body are losing touch. Not to mention the breakouts on my shoulders and heart chakra area. I went to sleep thinking I was having a heart attack one night. The pain seemed to rotate around in my chest. Crying spurts immense sciatic nerve and hip pains, wrist joints are starting to throb intermittently. Its so weird. I feel like my heart is irregularly beating. My pupils are dialated. Its fantastic but I feel very accident prone. I have even started slightly hallucinating at times.
      It has hit me so badly today that I feel weird around other people. I feel like I am ‘on’ something and I am not! Its so awkward!”

      Thea,

      Welcome to the Ascension Process! Fun times indeed! I’m so glad you’re understanding what’s happening to you and your body and not panicking. Every symptom you listed I’ve had too, some of them for many years. Just surrender to the Process because that helps to move you through it a bit faster it seems. Hang in there. ♥

      Hugs,
      Denise

  • Valerie,

    I understand the bit about not feeling superior. I feel the same. It may sound as feeling superior if so many other people are asleep, and you are aware that they are not aware of that. But it’s not that. It’s the frustration that sort of goes like ‘Wake up!!! Can’t you see what’s really real? Why are you letting yourself be misled and exploited? Why do you fall for your ego’s trappings? Why are you afraid? Of what?’ Etc…

    And then telling myself that I can’t interfere with other peoples’ lives and free will and that they are at their appropriate level of evolution and consciousness. Then accepting it, then after a while becoming resigned, and then again frustrated… going round in a circle, with brief moments of peace and serenity.

    I just know that I don’t belong here any more, because it is all so boring, heavy…I just want to scream and jump out of my skin. I know that I am here to be of service, but yes, I am running out of patience.

    If you wish to whine and complain in exchange for my whinery and sobbing, you can reach me at wayfarer_one [at] hotmail.com. Thanks for your kind words, reading your and other people’s comments makes me feel normal and not alone in this 2012 that isn’t going as fast as I am hoping it to. Oh well…

  • Hello Denise,

    Further to your answer to Carolyn about pain killers, can I just say that Tylenol is known as paracetamol here in the UK, I’m not sure what it is known as in other countries. Advil is known here as ibuprofen and along with aspirin should be avoided if possible, stick with Tylenol/paracetamol.

    Nigel

  • Cat,
    The Buddha belly and water retention/swollen body pushed me to querying my guides as to what would be the limit otherwise its such a predicament – I`ve been picking up like 1Ib/wk for the last several months.

    Sinus,
    I discovered that MMS (miracle mineral supplement) keeps it at bay; otherwise UT through nasal channel also did the job.
    L&L dear clan.

  • Denise & all

    That list of symptoms gives me an opportunity to ask a question I’ve wondered about for a long time. Is it better to avoid taking pain relievers when one is going through ascension? For years I’ve had the belief that I shouldn’t take anything because any drug will only add to the difficulty my body is already having in detoxing. Over the past decade my liver has really felt stressed at times, so I know it’s already working hard. Reading this post and comments made me wonder if it’s the same for others, plus having the thought that maybe it’s not actually that big a deal to take a couple Advil sometimes if you really need them – maybe it’s just another belief I can let go of now. And maybe it was never going to lower my vibration that much in the first place and it’s taken me ten years to figure it out…lol

    Today I’ve actually felt tempted to take something as I’m just tired of going through bout after bout of pain. I still take pause however, not wanting to do anything to further muck up my system if I can possibly avoid it. I’m wondering how much does taking these OTC pain medications affect the ascension process? Maybe everyone else has been taking them all along.

    Carolyn

    • “That list of symptoms gives me an opportunity to ask a question I’ve wondered about for a long time. Is it better to avoid taking pain relievers when one is going through ascension? For years I’ve had the belief that I shouldn’t take anything because any drug will only add to the difficulty my body is already having in detoxing. Over the past decade my liver has really felt stressed at times, so I know it’s already working hard. Reading this post and comments made me wonder if it’s the same for others, plus having the thought that maybe it’s not actually that big a deal to take a couple Advil sometimes if you really need them – maybe it’s just another belief I can let go of now. And maybe it was never going to lower my vibration that much in the first place and it’s taken me ten years to figure it out…lol

      Today I’ve actually felt tempted to take something as I’m just tired of going through bout after bout of pain. I still take pause however, not wanting to do anything to further muck up my system if I can possibly avoid it. I’m wondering how much does taking these OTC pain medications affect the ascension process? Maybe everyone else has been taking them all along.

      Carolyn”

      Carolyn,

      I also intuitively felt it would only help my body make the changes (detox, transmute, integrate the old lower, then embody the new higher energies) if I didn’t burden it with more chemicals or do anything that may interfere with the Process. I have and still do occasionally, when the pain levels becomes just too much, take two OTC Tylenol tablets. (Advil caused me to have terrible acid reflux). In comparison to the massive toxic chemicals in everything around us –air, water, food, all materials etc.– occasional OTC pain relievers is NOT going to do any damage imo, but it sure as hell makes it easier to get through those super painful phases.

      In the early years my liver was incredibly taxed, overworked by the whole ascension detoxing transmuting process to the point that I had to drink room temperature water for years because ice water would cause my liver and digestive track to have an even harder time. I believe all of our organs that typically do detox work like the liver, lungs, kidneys and skin have been profoundly overworked all these ascension years. But heck yes, go take a couple of Tylenol or Advil on those really bad days/nights and don’t feel guilt for doing so. I just downed two Tylenol now because my spine and muscles are and hurting way too badly!

      Hugs,
      Denise

      • Hello Caroline and Denise
        To let you know what help me during the years in all the dis balance/”sickness” and changes was at first a long treatment by a good Ayurvedic doctor. That has broth balance in the dosha ,what means the basic personal constitution .For me it was the best and is still the best way. For some years I use the Blood group diet..
        The title of the book is:Eat Right for your type, by Dr.Peter D’Adamo. The body was so sensitive that a child asperine had already effect! I Learnt over the years to go in the pain, and bring light and breathing and pray. I have notes that pain brings you at first in a deep loneliness and you feel there is nothing else,but if you can scope white that and precisest a turning point will come.
        With Love. Dhyana

  • Denise,
    Hello again!!! Hello to Everyone here and boy do I feel you. Thank-you so much for your helpful reply’s to my last comment/question. I do have more questions and would like your guidance again, please.
    It seems that many of us lightworkers/starseeds/wayshowers etc., have been moved around, suffered all these symptoms and wondered if we were going crazy, have been alienated by those still asleep and overall have felt that we do not belong anywhere and have no idea how to proceed into the future ( the last two resonates strongly with me–I do not want to speak for others) , yet HERE WE ARE trying to figure it all out. With all that going on in our lives, for some us now going on 20 years, it seems that most of us have another issue to deal with and no one really talks about it, so I am going to ask you to please enlighten me/us on the topic of financially struggling just to survive. I read alot of sites and those asking this question, rarely get an answer of any substance.

    I mean really on top of everything we are going thru, with barely enough energy to put a sentence together, (again my issue). It has been just baffeling to me that no matter how hard I work, no matter how hard I try, no matter how much I meditate on it and ask for guidance by my higher self and my spirit guides–I cannot break free from it–in fact it just gets worse and the hits just keep on coming and like I have indicated, it seems that the majority of us aware of and/or working on ascension are going thru this. Please tell me/us why? I am doing something wrong?

    I take responsibility for my beliefs, mainly that our planet’s money structure is designed to fail due to greed and power issues and mostly because the Dark Ones just print money to keep control of us. Zeitgeist and all that.I am just tired of it and I really would like a detailed answer to why we must continue to financially struggle. I am exhasted, like many of us here and I don’t know how much more I can take. Thanks for listening. Take Care, Love, Peace & Light to all, Valerie

    • “I mean really on top of everything we are going thru, with barely enough energy to put a sentence together, (again my issue).”

      Valerie,

      I’ve struggled with this common Ascension symptom since the start (yesterday, Feb. 1, 2012, was my thirteen year anniversary of this intense physical/biological Ascension Process) and today I couldn’t remember the name of something and ended up having to point and pantomime. This symptom was gone for the past few years but here it is again! 🙄

      You’re entire Comment was so great and important that I’m thinking I’d like to quote it in an article to answer you and all the other people with the same question. This will take me a couple days or so but I’ll try to hurry.

      I have written a couple past articles (whose titles I can’t remember unfortunately) that dealt with this money business. The punch-line in them was, How many Ascended Masters, Angelics, Starbeings, ETs, etc. have you ever seen that were carrying a purse, a wallet, money or credit cards? There’s the bottom-line fast n’ easy answer. We are evolving beyond money consciousness and the need for money to have things that everyone should freely have anyway! In 5D worlds there is no money and no “need” to work just to eat and have a place to sleep at night.

      I’ll try to write this article asap because your Comment question is so important that I want everyone to see it and my answers and then the Comments that will come because of it. 🙂

      Hugs,
      Denise

      • Denise,
        THANK-YOU!!! I cannot tell you how much this means to me. I feltf/eel as though money is of NO IMPORTANCE in the 5D worlds and I honestly would be fine without it–if the bills I have to pay and those companies wouldn’t leave me in the dark and put me on the street. With that said, those around me cannot understand why I don’t care about money and ‘playing the money game’, shit, for the longest time I didn’t understand what was wrong with me. all I knew is that it was not important but THEY wanted me to believe it was. I refuse to have a bank account etc. and it limits my life. I mean this really upsets people and there is alot of judgement about this thrown on me but I have learned how to deal with it–somewhat. It puts you in more isolation cause people shun you for not playing the game. Anyway, this kind of ties into my last question about why all of us lightworkers,starseeds,wayshowers ect. don;t just commune together or something like that, so we can do our work and help eachother live during these times in 3D where money IS an issue. This has been on my mind alot lately. Everyone is lonely and broke, it seems to me there is a better way for us to go thru this.

        I have read all your past articles and I remember something like that article you highlighted, in fact that was one of the reasons I was looking into your site in the 1st place, then all your writings were resonating with me and you became a main source of information and guidance for me. I look forward to to the article about money issues , I am sure it will be enlightening. Thank-you again for all you do to help me/us get thru these times. Peace*Love & Light, Valerie

        • Hi there. I wanted to speak directly to you, and to some others related to the money question. I have always believed that money comes from wherever money comes from and have ‘known’ that it was just a tool. It’s like a garden spade, where the real value is not money in and of itself, but what it leads to provide. I can see you shaking your head, you know this. Now I’ve had times of plenty and times of severe lack…I once had to eat potatoes for an entire month because I could not afford anything else. I have given money away when there was plenty and spent it when a celebration was needed, or wanted. But it is no more than a tool. The spade doesn’t grow the garden, it is the Intention in the seeds, the soil, the sun, the worms. Manifesting money, I believe is not about meditating or the little secrets that have been written. Manifesting money is understanding that you need all the other ‘elementals’ in there working with you and after that it is Trust. Trust in the belief that you will have as little or as much as you need or require…within the boundaries that we ourselves create for experience. You see, there is another side of money that most people don’t see and that is Responsibility. Yes, responsibility To the Money. Now, it is lovely to go and buy a new pair of shoes, but the shoes become just another representation of the Money. Win the lottery? You have to hire a team of people to keep up with your money because now you have fancy taxes and exemptions and such…it can be a blessing when you have it to give to someone in need, and a burdensome responsibility, especially since you have to deal with the fear that then, when you finally have it, someone else is going to try to take it away. So I wanted to invite you to become creative. To picture that you have lost your garden shovel and still need to plant those bean seeds. What does the Earth provide as a substitute? Is there a way to water them when the rain forgets to fall? It is in this creative process that we engage all our juices to resolution. Just for reference, we lost our business and closed the doors on Oct 28th of last year. We are losing our home in 82 days. I have a new bag of potatoes, a new spade and some seeds for spring. I don’t know where we will live or what we will do ‘for a living’ in the old, 3-D frame up. What I can tell you is I am looking forward to the Adventure. The Excitement. All the things that money cannot buy….and never could. I could spend my time trying to manifest money, but I would rather spend my days enjoying the first Spring I have not worked since I was 16 and just see where that takes me. In the end, it might just be possible that letting loose all that creative Energy and Potential will unleash a torrent of money. If so, I’ll share, as always.and if not, might skip the butter on my tatters. What sings in the Spirit is just so high, so great that for once-again in my life, I prefer to just leave the actual green on the tree. With greatest love and blessings to all.

        • “Hi there. I wanted to speak directly to you, and to some others related to the money question. I have always believed that money comes from wherever money comes from and have ‘known’ that it was just a tool. It’s like a garden spade, where the real value is not money in and of itself, but what it leads to provide. I can see you shaking your head, you know this. Now I’ve had times of plenty and times of severe lack…I once had to eat potatoes for an entire month because I could not afford anything else. I have given money away when there was plenty and spent it when a celebration was needed, or wanted. But it is no more than a tool. The spade doesn’t grow the garden, it is the Intention in the seeds, the soil, the sun, the worms. Manifesting money, I believe is not about meditating or the little secrets that have been written. Manifesting money is understanding that you need all the other ‘elementals’ in there working with you and after that it is Trust. Trust in the belief that you will have as little or as much as you need or require…within the boundaries that we ourselves create for experience. You see, there is another side of money that most people don’t see and that is Responsibility. Yes, responsibility To the Money. Now, it is lovely to go and buy a new pair of shoes, but the shoes become just another representation of the Money. Win the lottery? You have to hire a team of people to keep up with your money because now you have fancy taxes and exemptions and such…it can be a blessing when you have it to give to someone in need, and a burdensome responsibility, especially since you have to deal with the fear that then, when you finally have it, someone else is going to try to take it away. So I wanted to invite you to become creative. To picture that you have lost your garden shovel and still need to plant those bean seeds. What does the Earth provide as a substitute? Is there a way to water them when the rain forgets to fall? It is in this creative process that we engage all our juices to resolution. Just for reference, we lost our business and closed the doors on Oct 28th of last year. We are losing our home in 82 days. I have a new bag of potatoes, a new spade and some seeds for spring. I don’t know where we will live or what we will do ‘for a living’ in the old, 3-D frame up. What I can tell you is I am looking forward to the Adventure. The Excitement. All the things that money cannot buy….and never could. I could spend my time trying to manifest money, but I would rather spend my days enjoying the first Spring I have not worked since I was 16 and just see where that takes me. In the end, it might just be possible that letting loose all that creative Energy and Potential will unleash a torrent of money. If so, I’ll share, as always.and if not, might skip the butter on my tatters. What sings in the Spirit is just so high, so great that for once-again in my life, I prefer to just leave the actual green on the tree. With greatest love and blessings to all.”

          Dancing Light,

          I totally understand what you’re saying about “money” and money consciousness. What I’m saying however is something entirely different and has to do with humanity evolving out of even the highest, most honest, most positive level of money and money consciousness altogether. I’m talking about how humanity will not need money or anything like it once the collective evolves to the next level. In 5D realities there simple is no need for money or gold or anything of “value” in the old lower 3D frequency way. Period. In case you or anyone else is wondering how I know this, I know this from my own memories of being in higher dimensional worlds and realities.

          Denise

        • Dancing Light,
          I thank-you for your eloquent post on money but I think you mis-understood me. I do not want to play the money game and manifest to survive. I want to be totally free of the notion, I want ALL to be totally free from the money prison. I want all to live in real freedom. That is what I ask for when meditating and speaking to my higher self and my guides.

          MONEY IT SELF IS JUST A FORM OF ENERGY HERE IN 3d AND THAT ENERGY IS EVERYTHING–MEANING MOST PEOPLE VALUE MONEY OVER PEOPLE OR FREEDOM.
          Any way, I was speaking about with all we chose to go thru here on this planet at this time, when most of us know that money is ‘made up’ in an effort to control the masses, well it is not an effort–it does control the masses–it does purposely take our eye off what truly matters because I/we have to pay the bills.I believe that it is designed this way by the Dark Ones and those that serve them. I would rather spend my time uplifting humanity in all the ways we individually and collectively do than spend most of my waking hours trading those hours for dollars just to survive. Not to mention all the shit you have to put up with while working for others, in my case a well-known restaurant chain. I couldn’t take it another second and it magnified all my ascension symptoms to the point of taking medical leave–or I was going to lose my mind. It was that bad for me and I would guess I am not the only one here. So now–right now, when we find ourselves in this position, so close to ascension and the energy shift–why do I/we find that we are in a financial struggle for our very survival? That is what i am trying to get at. It really is hard to express my thoughts cause I am always floaty–sorry…. I feel my energy is needed for my lightwork not my 3D survival, especially when I can see right thru all the 3D illusions and bullshit. I have been blessed since I stopped working, I have somehow managed to keep things going with spirit’s help and I have faith that it will continue. However, with that said I live day to day, juggleing what I can and having debt collectors constantly call me all the while knowing money doesn’t mean anything yet feelin terrible because I can’t pay those I owe. Hearing my Mother say how she can’t understand how I let my credit get so bad and do I know that I have a terrible credit score and that I can never buy a house ect…I do not care about my credit score but I do care that I am constantly fighting not to be brought down into the 3D crap of guilt and shame, it wastes alot of energy. My point with all this is that I/we are living in 3D density with a 5D consciosness and I was aking for Denises’s advice on how to keep on going despite these challenges. Valerie

  • Dear Edith,
    Regarding your comment

    “I noticed my big toe move a little bit on its own. The slightest of movements…. and over the years this has continued till the movement is now at my hips. It only happens when I am very relaxed or falling asleep…”

    I believe these are called “kriyas” and are related to the rewiring. I have had these on and off since1999, less so now that I am mostly rewired. At one point,one of my feet began to dance while I was sleeping! I kid you not. It made these snake-like movements,twisting and turning my pointed toe and snaking up the other leg! It was bizarre! I have noticed these little spasm like movements occurring in muscles I did not know I had, like under my tongue, the side of my nostril, in my eyeball, etc.They are painless and I welcomed them as evidence I was growing.
    Love and light,
    Susan.

  • Dear Cheri,

    I know that although we are aware that we are always surrounded by our angels and guides, we do feel alone as humans in 3D. This is the other side of the story – all the difficult things that come with being in a human body on Earth.

    The circle of people that I have close relations with is indeed small. And I feel that I am completely different from everyone in my family. I have wished so many times for this to speed up and resolve itself finally, because I get so frustrated at times by seeing how humans act and what our Earth currently looks like, the state that it is in.

    I am bored with almost everything here on Earth, because I know so much already, there are no surprises. Spirit is the only thing that attracts me, and everything spiritual. This body feels as such a #$%&!@ nuisance at times, why do I have to feed it, evacuate it, heal it. I know what I am, ok, and why I am here, but from time to time it gets really unbearable.

    Stay strong – you are going to resolve everything and free yourself from this Earth.

    Hugs and kisses

    • “I am bored with almost everything here on Earth, because I know so much already, there are no surprises. Spirit is the only thing that attracts me, and everything spiritual. This body feels as such a #$%&!@ nuisance at times, why do I have to feed it, evacuate it, heal it. I know what I am, ok, and why I am here, but from time to time it gets really unbearable.”

      iceblue & All,

      I too often resent having to feed the body, shave the bodies legs, shampoo the bodies hair, brush the bodies teeth, not to mention take it to the bathroom to do its thing and wipe it’s butt! 😐 🙄

      I too have been bored out of my skull for the past four years or so because the old world holds no more interest for me; “been there, done that” sort of thing and all I want is to get to the next level and create, create, and create new stuff. 😀 Most of us feel this way and the big shift is coming soon now (or any time we individually are fully ready to shift).

      Hugs everyone,
      Denise

    • Iceblue,
      I love this conversation and the people here. I really can’t believe how similar we all feel. I totally get what you are saying about being so bored here!!! Been there/done that–it is so true. I really can’t stand the limited thinking on most of this planet. I look around to see that so many are asleep and oblivious to all this and I wonder why. I wonder why I have to continue to witness it because it seems like it is going to take forever when I observe how many appear to be sleeping. So I do the same as you and constantly deal with spirit and the metaphysical–I love learning all I can. I try to make a game out of it and do experiments on creating and telepathy. I spend most of my time alone and meditating and have been working on my heart center now for awhile. There is always so much more to learn so many ways to investigate all this energy but when I have to do 3D stuff I want to scream. I too, only deal with a small group of people, mostly family, who do not get me. My oldest son is an indigo and gets so much more than I did at his age I learn alot from him but for now we do not live close to eachother. I would really like to connect with others on the same path but no luck so far here in Arizona. I am thinking of moving to Sedona but I have very limited funds and it is expensive there. I don’t know.I get the body thing too.Most of the stuff I been reading lately is related to being here in mind-body and spirit but I am not feeling it anymore. I am kinda here and not–just floaty. 3D is too dense for me and I really do not understand it anymore–it is all so petty. Anyway, thanks for listening, I felt something from you and wanted to comment. Please do not take anything I say like I am above or superior to others–that is not my intention, I respect everyones path I just don’t get it here-now and my patience is wearing out. We all want to feel connected to something and I feel that here on TRANSITIONS. Thanks to all of you for being here and sharing. Love*Peace & Light to All, Valerie

      • To Iceblue and Valerie: I feel exactly the same way! At times I am so frustrated with how people operate and the so called rules of society. I am so thankful to have found this amazing connection with everyone here! A couple days ago, I felt hopeless and so tired of the daily routine of life. I also was tired of physically hurting. I prayed for a sign of hope. Immediately after, I opened my email and found the new blog post! xoxo

  • Hi Denise and everybody – I have a cool thing to tell you about! Because I don’t have a computer at home I usually print out the comments to read at home later, so Tuesday night I was sitting in front of the fire reading them and got to the comment “P.S. Do you know how wonderful you are?” (which was a wonderful thing to say and I totally agree Denise!) Anyway, I immediately got a rush of energy all over and all my lights, including the gas flame, flickered right at that moment! I’ve been just beaming ever since, feels like the connection to my higher self and everyone else I still can’t see is getting stronger every day! Good thing too cause I feel like CRAP!!! 😉
    Katy

  • Hi Denise. I believe you wrote that Feb would be better, and the 3rd in particular. Already things are better and worse. My teeth are rotting, have been. No longer can afford more canals and crowns, and as an aries I HATE my head being messed with and as you konw the fatigue and trauma dental work causes. I’m letting my teeth go cause I want the mercury out. …. back to the other thing, already I am connecting much better with my own inner divine, cause I want to know the truth via ME. My symptoms are mostly all the head/face symptoms and not because I have a very bad tooth. The one strange thing my body has experienced began 7 years ago and I don’t know if this is a medication side effect or what, but 7 years ago I noticed my big toe move a little bit on its own. The slightest of movements…. and over the years this has continued till the movement is now at my hips. It only happens when I am very relaxed or falling asleep and the body part will “jump”, “move” or twitch continuously for a while…. Not looking forward to this reaching my head! At one point my h eels would click together just like Dorothy in the Wizard of Oz while laying down! Is this just me? Anyone else?
    Well super tired me must get ready for work… I want to stay home and sleep! Have a great day folks : D

  • Denise had another dream last night same theme – this time I was due to go on a visit/trip and I just could not be bothered to get all documentation in order. I saw others organising themselves, getting their documentation in order but I just couldn’t do it. I saw them queuing for their documentation and I knew time was running out for me but still couldn’t be bothered doing it. I was told in my dream that they?? would take over my arrangements even pack my bags for me – I was going, I was too important for the project and all arrangements would be taken over by them. What on earth is my higher self trying to tell me. I like many of the other lightworkers am tired, not feeling well, its like my body is not coping well with the intensity of the energies. Maureen

  • Denise, thank you for another thoughtful and insightful post. A quick note of gratitude as I must try and get some sleep after another pain filled ascension day (SIGH) I wanted to let you and your members know (and I hope this is okay) that after reading many posts about an urging to come together and find community; I have finally set up a face book Community page for Starseeds, Empaths, Lightworkers and Sensitives. I am hoping you will consider joining as another way to educate and would also like to present this community to your members. Thanks for your consideration.

    Kind Regards,
    Anthony
    http://www.facebook.com/#!/groups/StarseedCommunity/

  • Thank you so much for supporting my journey, you have been there at times when it has been incredible difficult. Your so kind.
    I will reread the Libra Saturn piece. I am not an astrologer but understand the energy.

    Today was one of the most difficult days in years, all the symtoms Denise has listed I believe happening at once..
    I could do nothing but sit here and remember the words that have guided me this far, I know where ever this leads me it is worth the angst and great suffering to eliminate the past and past lives..as the energy goes deeper and deeper. I know my strength has come the immense suffering of this life.
    Someone asked me why I chose this life,I said, to heal all past lives and becuase I could. Only because I have been able to connect with the beckons of this world.

    Thank you again and so much for being a beckon always, that we might turn to this light at such unbarable moments.
    Love, Cheri

  • Hello, everyone,

    Just chiming in to say it continues to be intense into February! lol! Like some other people here, I’ve been having a lot of trouble breathing. I have asthma, but this is over the top– I walk one block and I’m huffing and puffing. And my Buddha belly is getting even rounder and hard. I’m starting to get worried about it. Will it ever stop growing? sigh Sinus pain, headaches, back pain, tons of little balls of light, no white aura though. I’m waiting for that one! At least not all of the symptoms are painful!
    I’ve been going out more and happier and getting more done this week as well. I feel like I’m coming back to life.

    Love and hugs to all,
    Cat

  • i went vegetarian out of the blue last weekend it was like something in me was sparked up and it was so easy. and i have been drinking gallons upon gallons of water as well i feel like im thirsty all the time …

    my dreams have been so vivid and i keep dreaming of random people in the past like long ago past and i remember them … not every detail but i remember who where and what the dream was essentially about ….

    i also am a reiki practioner and the last few session’s ive preformed the cd player was skipping abnormally and was going fuzzy almost the whole entire session …

    but today … OHHHHHHHHHHH today i woke up with this headache …. my eyes feel as if they are going to burst and the pressure in my forhead and temples are are so intense i dont know how im stading it right now … im trying not to take any advil but i may have to try something at this point … its been 9 hours now and it has not subsided …

    i thought maybe its the switch to veg but i was feeling fine the other days. and i dont think its due to any lack of nutrients … or sugar for that matter.

  • Hi Denise and Everyone,

    Thank God for these writings. I would probably have gone mad if I hadn’t found this blog.
    I also had my first symptoms in 1999. I have been fine for long periods but always seem to relapse. Like now. I became ill on December 12th and I still am, but better anyway. This time most of the symptoms are of a burning sensation. The upper part of my spine along with my neck and lower part of the back of my head. I have like a sunburn on my face, red, hot and dry cheeks and also my right outer ear and jaw. I was treated for a sinusitis, but the antibiotics did not work fully. My eyelids are itchy and my eyes tired. I also feel so tired that I can fall asleep almost anywhere and I have to sleep in the afternoon and then again go to bed early.
    I do believe that this is part of the ascension process. I also know that it can be hard to accept because as human beings we cannot always see the whole picture and understand the purpose of this. I have so many things that I would like to do in my life. Feeling like this, I am not able. This is like a handicap. I am not ill enough to retire but I am not well enough to have a normal job. Now I find myself in a situation where I soon don’t know how to support myself. And I know I am not alone.
    But Thank You Denise for the blog and kind support and Thank You Everyone for sharing!

    Hugs to All!

    Pia
    Sun in Pisces, Moon in Libra, Ascendant in Virgo, Mercury in the Sixth House

  • Hallo Denise and everyone on the site!
    In my last comment on your present article I wrote about the intense energies true my head and body by the solar storm. After that weekend I went a few days in assimilation and than a tremendous creative bright energies came true my body ; full off lightness. I remember that I had this many times before but always short lifting. Now I feel to hold on longer because off more balance . But I also notes that when someone comes close to my and that person is not in good condition, emotionality,or physical or other wise it gives my body a sharp blows .That is more stronger than I had for the last years. In the beginning of the kundalini and ascension this problem was also there,but now its very bright . I hope you understand my point because my English expression is not so good.
    But slowly the world energies are slipping in and I have to by aware and carefully where I put my mind and actions. Most off the ascension/solar symptoms that you wrote are familiar to me ,they became lessen true the years. But for me there is always the awareness that everything can be change in a day. So the only solution is to make the relationship stronger and stronger with the Divine, there is no other way left.!
    Thanks ,With Love Dhyana

  • Beautifully spoken Denise.. thank you for this sharing.. one does not feel so isolated within this process after reading this post. .. boy, was your list at the end of this post right on! actaully the whole post was simply excellent! blessings to you and all here dear brother and sisters… love christine

  • Oh I have had sinus issues now for 2 weeks. This week is the worst, feels like my head is going to explode. Throbbing sinuses, the base of my skull, left side of my skull. Runny nose, burning watery eyes. Weird, strange dreams that would have scared me in the past, but just don’t anymore. Yeah I can identify with just about all the things you listed. And most of all…the growing happiness, peace and joy. I feel a contentment and calm throughout all of this more consistantly that I ever have. Sending you lots of love and gratitude hugs.

  • Thank you Denise 🙂

    Yes.. me too, almost all of these symptoms, maybe only seeing bright light or colours is what I havent sensed for now..
    Wanted to say to Millie about the dreams.. I have the same fellings this last month - that when I wake up in the morning.. it
    s like I am here on a visit, and my real life is somewhere else – where I am at night.. like another dimension.. just dont want to wake up, I am so happy in this dream-state.. so vivid, so so real sensations.. its wonderful.

    Hugs to all of you!

  • Denise,

    Yes, yes, yes! You said,

    “Kidney stones…euw, I passed one years ago and it was excruciating. You have my sympathies! I don’t think the kidney stones themselves are an “ascension symptom”, but they are probably the end result of years or decades worth of being “pissed off” , angry at other people, feelings of vulnerability etc. etc. In other words, the emotional energies connected to whatever feelings you’ve internalized over the years is, it sounds, coming to the surface (trying to pass the stones) and being released/removed. Each of us internalizes our emotional stuff (wounds, fears, anger, hate, guilt etc.) energetically in different inner places/Chakras/physical body organs. When it’s time for this type of old lower frequency stuff to be transmuted, integrated etc. via the Ascension Process, often these types of physical body issues manifest because we are transmuting and clearing these past energies.”

    I have to tell you that my eyes teared up when I read this, because it finally made sense! I have spent my whole adult life working on forgiveness of things from my childhood. Yes, I have been really “pissed off” about many things. I don’t know why I didn’t make that connection myself. I am actually going to finish the last piece of this in two weeks, I am visiting family I haven’t gone to see in over ten years, and will see the person who molested me as a child. I am so “sick and tired” of having this poison of anger in my life that I am going to finally finish this so I can heal.

    Thank you for that healing connection. I really love you and this blog. I am one of those lower stair steppers, and this is a valuable resource for me! 🙂

    • “I have to tell you that my eyes teared up when I read this, because it finally made sense! I have spent my whole adult life working on forgiveness of things from my childhood. Yes, I have been really “pissed off” about many things. I don’t know why I didn’t make that connection myself. I am actually going to finish the last piece of this in two weeks, I am visiting family I haven’t gone to see in over ten years, and will see the person who molested me as a child. I am so “sick and tired” of having this poison of anger in my life that I am going to finally finish this so I can heal.

      Thank you for that healing connection. I really love you and this blog. I am one of those lower stair steppers, and this is a valuable resource for me! 🙂 “

      Mary,

      Very well done you! ♥ Things fall into place so fast when we make these types of larger, fully conscious emotional/energetic/physical connections. Just be prepared before, during, and after you visit your family and do your confrontation please. That is another step and layer to this transmuting process with this particular issue so be prepared, protected and strong. 🙂

      Hugs,
      Denise

  • Reblogged this on Kauilapele's Blog and commented:
    Well, this is a newer feature of WordPress I”m trying called reblogging. Hope it works!!
    This is something I saw earlier and felt it would be helpful to those of us who are moving through sometimes LOADS of physical things right now. So see how all this applies to you.

  • Hi Denise,

    I’ve experienced most of these symptoms, especially since the CMEs at the beginning of last week. The sinus and head symptoms have been really bad. My head currently feels as though it has a bolt through it, tightened on the right hand side.
    The one symptom which I don’t have is vivid dreams, dream recall for me is virtually non-existent.

    Your comments about moving ring true for me, I moved six times from 1991 to 2006. At one of the houses I actually reinstated a portal whose energy had been diverted by the previous occupants of the house (angle iron in the front and back gardens to ground the energy underneath the house). I have a couple of pictures I can forward if they are of interest?

    Nigel

  • Dear Denise thank you for responding to my dream.

    OMG your response really rings true – as I have just been reading about when the body holds so much light the digestive process is no longer required – the light provides perfect nourishment.
    don’t think I am quite ready for that yet but who knows””’ Maureen

    P.S. has anyone told you how wonderful you are.

    • “Dear Denise thank you for responding to my dream.

      OMG your response really rings true – as I have just been reading about when the body holds so much light the digestive process is no longer required – the light provides perfect nourishment.
      don’t think I am quite ready for that yet but who knows””’ Maureen

      P.S. has anyone told you how wonderful you are.”

      maureen,

      ♥ Someone just did. 🙂 ♥ Thank you so.

      Gratitude Hugs,
      Denise

  • Ok, now I get it. Talk about connecting with “like beings” and figuring it out all at the same time! This is really getting good – much to do now!

    Thank you thank you thank you, Denise

  • Wendy:
    Just to complement Denisebrilliant elucidation on why others dont go through this light body process:
    A chosen group of souls – lightworkers, Starseeds, Waysowers, …. Who volunteered to anchor the ascension energies (pre-birth contract)have incorporated/wired in their blueprints/mission the assimilation/validation of these shift frequencies/energies; meanwhile the rest of the population simply shunt these signals – are not recognized – filtered/bypassed by their system. In reality, we act as antennas to these incoming energies by grounding through mother earth.

    Valerie/Anna:
    Most ascensionees are isolated in order to ground energies in specific locations on the glob as part of the ascension master plan.

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