November 2016: A Difficult Month Having Old Patterns Shattered

black diamondheart 6 November 2016 no doubt went down as a cosmic record-breaker for most everyone. I’m still partly shell-shocked over such a huge chunk of old lower patriarchal reality having been exploded in everyone’s faces and hearts like an unexpected Uranus transit that permanently changes things in a traumatic split second. As you well know there’s more to come so get enough rest and focus (and re-focus as often as needed) on the NEW higher and not the old negative rushing about with different faces and seemingly different game plans. There’s a lot more waking up coming for people (on all sides) and many of them won’t take the 2017 revelations well. Discovering that you’ve been played, again, won’t be easy for many but it’s part of the descending of the patriarchy so allow them to go through their growing realizations (or not) because it’s necessary and important. There’s only one way out and it’s not through another person, leader, savior, group, party or country.

heart icons 3I want to thank everyone again for your love/LOVE, Light and support during my utterly unreal Zero Zone, best friend cat passing period. The Zero Zone is not a time/place/space to spend extended timeless no time in while your heart is breaking and grieving! It lasted forever from my perspective, then it was over and I landed in a NEW space but that 9 energy transition through the 0 Zero Zone energies felt incredibly surreal the entire month of November 2016. I know many felt this transitional Stair-step shift this month and very little of it was easy or comfortable.

December won’t be much different I suspect as the 2016 9 energies of Completion complete and everyone continues traveling through the surreal Twilight Zone-like Zero Zone energies in preparation for entrance into 2017’s 1 energies of NEW Beginnings at a NEW level of being. From one perspective this is only mere moments long; from another it’s half an eternity spent in timeless Zero Zone no time so use it well, use it wisely because we’re (we meaning the Forerunners) going to hit the January 2017 NEW Higher Ground running so to speak.

300dpi goldblack From early childhood I’ve always known that “the system” in place here in the USA wouldn’t be available for me when I reached what’s been the traditional retirement age. That lifelong knowing has pissed me off, frustrated and worried me and I’m so tired of it all. December 2016, I turn 65 which means I’ve got more mandatory patriarchal hoop-jumping to do and apply for Medicare but still pay for medical services and drugs I don’t want (and won’t take) or have ever believed in. I don’t want to play this horrible game anymore which means I’ve got to Consciously Create a NEW higher, better “game” for myself. We all do no matter what our current age is in 2016 and 2017. Baby Boomer Hippies (many of which have been Forerunners all our lives), do you get the timing of all this now?

I share this only because I’ve experienced growing Spherical Consciousness since 2012. A couple of months ago Higher Awareness suggested I read through some of my articles here at HighHeartLife, but from the most recent article backward through previous ones in sequence. So I began reading some of my articles from 2016, starting from the most recent one backwards. I only made it through about seven articles when the reason why doing this was suggested became obvious to me. Doing this caused me to effortlessly exit linear time and enter Spherical Consciousness which happens in timeless no time. I could not believe how easily and quickly that little trick worked! I’ll confess however that I had some momentary difficulties stabilizing myself outside of linear time and linear, one-directional-only consciousness. While in that state and space of quantum no time and Spherical consciousness, things made much more sense to me when I viewed them backwards like this, which I soon realized was more normal to and for the Higher Me than it is for incarnate Denise. All that is changing rapidly now however and Spherical consciousness outside of linear time and space is very high on all Forerunners 2017 list of things to quickly relearn and Master. That was a heads up, you’re welcome. 🙂

Now if you re-read these last two paragraphs, things start making a bit more sense, more Higher sense that is. The first of these two paragraphs is very linear old lower world stuff, where the second paragraph is about our evolving beyond that and into our personal Mastery as incarnate Beings of Light in physicality. I’ll play the first paragraph “game” for a few more moments only, then I’m done and am “retiring” to the NEW Higher everything state of being, consciousness and reality. How about you? Don’t wait until you’re 65, lets just go now via the 1 energies of the NEW.

Another clever trick for loosening the old lower linear consciousness reality straps is a simple trick of lying on the floor of your home and looking up at everything from this different perspective. Do that for as long as you want then turn a quarter turn on the floor so you’re able to view another section of your house or apartment from a slightly different direction. Do this in all directions while you open yourself to perceive more than the daily grind reality we’re so used to. Just little tricks like these do a lot to help one look at reality from a slightly different perspective and that is causing even bigger internal evolutionary changes to happen more quickly than they are anyway.

photon rain straight There’s been more higher frequency Light Energies and Photonic Light hammering away at us for the past week now. They’re more potent than usual—what does that even mean anymore right?!—and have caused some intense energetic Ascension Flu aches and pains. They also caused some severe inner cold (think opposite of a hot flash) that nothing helps to warm you up. The severe inner cold sensations typically happen when we’re making another big move deeper into more NEW Higher space and being so don’t fear it but relax into it. You’ll warm up the NEW space as soon as you acclimate to it and make it yours energetically so to speak.

The always present inner ear ringing starts every time we encounter another wave of higher frequency Light Energies from anywhere; our local Sun, the Galactic Center (GC), other galaxies, Divine Source etc. It’s like an evolutionary ringer going off, letting us know that we and our DNA and consciousness is, once again, evolving into something NEW and vastly improved.

Another big symptom recently has been the sense that your DNA is evolving in NEW and different ways from previous years. This is connected to the third and final 9 energy cycle of 2016, and our bodies and DNA have been going through some very big evolutionary changes all year, but very much so just in November and even more throughout December 2016.

Throughout 2016 there’s been some seriously negative looking and feeling stuff, beings, old energy patterns, thoughts, emotions rolling through our spaces, homes, consciousness, emotions, old selves and NEW merging Selves. It’s okay, don’t judge just pay attention but do so from that magical higher 5D Neutral Observer perspective, not the old lower one of fears, guilt, shame, confusion etc. The bottom of the old 3D and 4D astral barrels have been up and flying about all year and many of us have Seen it, Felt it, Heard it, Tasted it and intimately Known it as should be expected from a 9 energy year of Completions, especially this one! Witness it all and release it all with zero judgement, doubts, self-doubts or attachments. It’s just time to clean up the old campground before we leave it altogether for NEW ones.

I know it’s been tough this month, believe me I know, but this is just what it is at this point within the evolutionary Ascension Process. The more willing we are to release the old everything and step into the NEW, even when we don’t see it yet, the easier and faster this process will be for everyone. This we excel at, it’s what we do and why we’re here now to do it for ourselves individually and for everyone else everywhere. Also, some of those Lightbeing Angels that have been helping you are other aspects of YOU existing at higher levels assisting and guiding the You down here incarnate in physical flesh, bone and expanding Light to do your part, here, now. We’ve so got this. ❤ ❤ ❤

Denise

November 27, 2016 (11-9-9)

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2016’s Zero Zone Third Wave

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Waves Recap

Briefly for perspective because 2016 has felt to me like it’s been about fourteen years long!

  1. The first energy Wave of this cycle first manifested very intensely for me on December 19, 2015 and was all about love and LOVE. Lower love for a male human and higher I AM LOVE itself all by myself type LOVE.
  2. The second energy Wave of this cycle also manifested intensely for me on April 18, 2016 and was about loss and love. For many people this 2nd Wave was highlighted by the unexpected death of Prince the musician. There were other things besides this of course but his (and others) sudden early death emotionally affected many people earlier this year.
  3. The third energy Wave of this cycle manifested again very intensely for me on October 5, 2016, which makes me suspect more is to come later this month around the 18th or 19th. Most likely will if this 3rd Wave plays out like the two earlier Waves have.

I needed to have my car serviced which is something I never enjoy having to do but did so October 5, 2016. The chemicals in automotive stores and garages makes me feel horrible instantly, so to be trapped in them for hours to wait on mechanics to change the oil or anything else the car needs is to me a slow, toxic torture. I quickly get sick feeling, swell all over, ache and feel poisoned and that’s just from the chemicals I’m immersed in in those “holding cells”, aka “waiting rooms”. The other thing about these sorts of toxic entrapment with other people is unfortunately… the other people! Usually I’m either already in a higher space or I get myself there and radiate Light the majority of time I’m held hostage waiting on my car to be finished. I’ve always been this way and have never liked being held captive anywhere with people I’d rather not have to be trapped with for hours on end. Most of you can relate and for the same reasons.

My First 2016 Zero Zone Experience

 

However, this October 5, 2016 experience was 100% more amplified than anything I’ve ever experienced before and I simply was not prepared for it. I’d made an appointment the day before and told the man at the desk that I needed to get in and out as quickly as his mechanics could manage. I believed that making an appointment would help us all with this, was told by him that it most definitely would, but of course reality turned out to be the same old patriarchal lies of, say anything the customer wants to hear.

I was very consciously aware of the fact that, from my perspective, linear time while trapped there waiting on my car stretched out, slowed down, got really weird and unnaturally long. Long as in slow motion with even slower spots in that while all was painfully amplified. It was amazing that time just stopped for me and that it doing so where it did frustrated me far too much and I couldn’t do anything to stop my exaggerated frustrations over being trapped in a Sears automotive garage with patriarchal zombie-like, unaware mechanics that worked, moved and walked at the speed of sloth. It felt like I was in an old Twilight Zone TV show where time stops and the main character is literally stuck in some entirely miserable situation that he/she can’t get out of. This sensation was super strange and my reaction to what I was experiencing and feeling emotionally was equally strange to me, mainly because it was so incredibly amplified. I hated that I was that frustrated at everyone and everything and could not get myself emotionally up and out of that frequency or whatever it was that was happening. It was miserable, painful, hurtful, frustrating and heartbreaking and—here comes the punchline and big insight—it all was themed around the dying of the global patriarchal structures and unaware people (mostly males) that are paid to keep it going at all costs no matter what.

While I was stuck in the automotive center waiting on slow as molasses mechanics who were more interested in chatting with each other than doing the work they’re paid to do while the customers can watch them through a huge glass picture window in the “waiting room”, I still had the higher ability to question what I was experiencing, why, do my best to keep my mouth shut and not say anything mean and nasty, and learn whatever it was I was obviously being shown in that timeless Zero Zone moment. The whole situation I was experiencing was surreal yet I knew I HAD to go through it to get to the magic hidden “prize” at the end of said patriarchal torture and entrapment. That magic hidden prize was my finally perceiving that time had stopped for me and not for anyone else, all so I could see, sense and feel the rage, frustration and total disappointment I had over this entire patriarchal period of history on earth. Are you kidding me?! I just need my oil changed is all! Oh yeah Missy, “the oil” is getting changed right now! 😉

Everything hurt me physically, emotionally and spiritually and everything and everyone made me frustrated beyond belief. I knew and felt too much and couldn’t emotionally handle it all in that very public caged moment. I pained in all ways like the long rejected and maltreated Great Mother God over the profound patriarchal negativity in its many horrific forms. It was a 9 energy revelation (2016 is a 9 energy year) I experienced while in the Zero Zone of 0 timelessness that lasted long enough for me to be forced to slow down and review it, live it, feel it, acknowledge it in that timeless shift space and understand it all consciously and lastly of course release it all so I could be free. Thanks to exhaustion, a broken heart and final surrender this last step usually happens quite naturally and fairly quickly.

Once I got home I passed out for a couple of hours from exhaustion, toxic overload and pain which is always the physical body reboot I need. All of 2016 has been this mandatory get out-of-body almost every day during the daylight hours just to survive all that’s been happening energetically this year and reboot the more I/you/we embody the higher. So after some reboot out-of-body time post auto center patriarchal review trauma, I felt better when I woke up. I could understand what I’d gone through, felt, seen, reacted to in such exaggerated ways and why, and in its strange way was for me the last 9 energies review within the timeless Zero Zone space combined with this third energy Wave started back in December of 2015. For me all three of this cycle’s energy Waves have been about the patriarchy ending now with this 9 energy year and males in general; males not coping well at all with the ending of the patriarchal energies, consciousness, structures, beliefs, reality etc.

I’ve experienced amplified male negativity, unbalanced behaviors, face to face lies, cash theft, deceptions, disrespect, abuse and misogyny throughout 2016, and it’s due to the old global patriarchal structures and matching energetics collapsing and quickly disappearing. Most people, most males know nothing beyond what’s been the Collective “normal” on earth, and most males aren’t even consciously aware of how badly they treat females, all females because that has been “normal” for thousands of years. It’s been the norm so of course they don’t even see it in themselves because they’re in male bodies in a global patriarchal reality. Right now however, this six thousand plus yearlong patriarchal Collective and planetary rule and consciousness is all coming to an end in this 9 energy year, at the end of Galactic Alignment, end of many lengthy cosmic cycles, end of the Piscean Age, and simultaneous return of the Divine Feminine Mother God aspect being embodied in increasing numbers of incarnate female and male Forerunners and much more. Witnessing this, feeling this, multidimensionally participating in all this is glorious beyond belief for us Forerunners/Starseeds/Indigos but it also often hurts in ways hard to even express out loud. Many of you can relate.

For me the energetic theme of 2016 with its 9 energies of completion have been about Wave 1—getting one last good look and feel with being in love and with being LOVE in the world as it has been. Wave 2—feeling emotional loss and love in this physical world. Wave 3—with directly feeling the profound imbalances, wounds, rage, pains, mental, emotional and energetic illnesses, frustrations, injustice and disrespect that existence within a patriarchal-only world reality has caused female humans primarily but males as well.

In the patriarchal world of the past six thousand years or so, female humans have been considered the absolute lowest lifeforms on the planet. Not color, not race, not anything other than being female. Harsh but true and now all that and everything else related has to go and for many people, many males, this is extremely painful, difficult, confusing and totally unacceptable. Change of how it has been on earth (the global patriarchy) is unthinkable to most and this is why there’s such insanity and growing imbalance globally. This is a volatile, difficult time of global evolution for everyone. Be safe, be wise, be aware, BE the Light for yourself and everyone else too.

Recapping this fact has not been pretty, easy or pleasant in any way for any of us and yet it’s what’s been on our spiritual plates all year; the end of the global patriarchal rule, consciousness, beliefs, attitudes, expectations, habits, lifestyles, internal and external structures and so on. This sick puppy won’t come down all sweet and nice-like as has been felt all year as these 9 energies force all to honestly See and Feel and then Heal current and ancient damages done to all by all everywhere across time on earth and beyond. And we Forerunners thought 2014 and 2015 were rough! At this point we should be getting a better sense of how profound and positive the change is going to be with the start of 2017.

Some Potent 2016 Symptoms

I’ve had the sudden onset of severe heart pounding so hard it’s concerning many times during the Ascension Process, but it’s reached epic levels off and on since the first Wave of this 3-pack cycle back in December 2015. With each of this cycle’s energy Waves this intense heart pounding while at complete rest has happened multiple times. Sometimes it’s so strong it hurts in the chest area and into the back and spine. There’s nothing wrong with my physical heart and this has to do with the HighHeart embodying more higher frequency Light energies—Higher Self, Divine Source, Light LOVE—in this physical incarnate Self and body. To our ego selves this incremental embodiment Process feels like it’s going to destroy, going to kill the physical vehicle we call “the main stage” down here because it’s that powerful, that huge, that evolutionary. None of us have died from it yet and we won’t either, but if you become honestly concerned over what your heart and/or chest area is doing, then go to your physician and get checked so you feel more confident.

This HighHeart further embodiment Process causes sudden heart pounding, pressures and pains in the entire chest area and sometimes radiating into the back and spine as well. It also causes increased inner body vibrations that are at this point just about as loud and strong as the sudden heart pounding phases! All year I’ve felt these inner vibrations increasing in my head, at other times I feel my whole body and head vibrating more powerfully than ever before. Combine this with the amplifications taking place in our HighHearts and it’s obvious we’re on the brink now at the end of 2016, of becoming something very NEW, different and greatly improved individually. We are the living Light embodied and manifest in physical flesh.

No one can predict how you are or will experience these 2016 9 energies while simultaneously moving through this incredible and never before experienced Zero Zone completion space of the entire patriarchal time on earth. Based on what I’ve experienced all year with males, and what was so horribly amplified for me on October 5th, I suspect we’ll all go through our own personal “stuff” from lives lived in the patriarchy plus some planetary Collective “stuff” from it as well. Because the Zero Zone 0 energies happen while out of linear time, be better prepared than I was on October 5th for anything to manifest for just you to See, Feel, Know, Deal with, Heal and finally Release so you’re crystal clear of this past patriarchal 3D Collective and personal issues with it. This is major evolutionary Ascension Process work we’re doing, living and going through now so give yourself more credit, more private rest time, more LOVE and Gratitude for all you’re experiencing and embodying down here in the physical. We Forerunners/Starseeds/Pathpavers never seem to fully appreciate or credit just how important we actually are in these physical aspects on earth at this time. It’s invaluable, especially now so give credit where credit is due. ❤

This Zero Zone no time space will last through December 2016, so pay attention and do, see, feel whatever it is that’s presented. We’re releasing tons of old lower sick patriarchal distortions now and we’re doing it while in Zero Zone no time so it can feel extra surreal while unfolding. Know that this is normal for where we’re at now. No fear, just hang on and ride it through and thanks for doing what only you can do in all this. ❤

Denise

October 7, 2016

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