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The Weirdness of it All: Changing Timelines Again

March 12, 2017April 4, 2023Denise Le Fay

Personally, the past thirty days (around February 12th or so) have been extra difficult, exhausting, frustrating, educational, bloody, trying, and did I mention difficult? I was aware of the brutality of it all while it was happening of course but didn’t completely understand exactly what was going on and why. It just felt horrible and difficult, and at this late date and age, I really don’t want horrible and difficult anymore. Or at least, I want to have Higher Multidimensional Awareness of what’s happening because I can deal with everything so much better and more easily then, but, that’s part of the educational aspect of these Ascension related events. So, do the latest Work, pay attention to what you’re learning about yourself and your old 3D habits, beliefs, expectations etc. so the whole thing isn’t as difficult and horrible the next time.

Does This Timeline Make Me Look Fat?

I’ve always hated when we have to move the clocks forward an hour. Turning them back an hour is great because I like it when it gets darker sooner but losing an hour when we ‘Spring forward’ I’ve never liked and last night was no exception. It was a long, rough, strange night and I’m sure many also felt this because a lot got jockeyed around, realigned and energetically matched up with NEW and different timelines/realities. And you thought you were just tossing and turning all night!

The moment I woke up this morning (March 12, 2017) I instantly knew I’d jumped timelines again and that this jump was an important and big one for me. As I laid in bed this morning feeling this latest timeline change, I knew it was due to my having done some more of The Work throughout the past difficult and horrible thirty days. Yep this is a Process, and like all the others it too has sequenced steps we all go through, repeatedly, and the moment we do we automatically jump/change timelines again and again and again. It goes something like this: 1) Some remaining personal stuff gets dealt with like it or not, difficult and horrible or not while 2) you emotionally feel and consciously see and know more about yourself and your old 3D world beliefs, expectations etc. which automatically leads to 3) energetic course correcting, evolving to, jumping to another timeline that’s a better current energy match to you/me/each of us because you/me/we lived and Worked through steps #1 and 2.

People have a tendency to think and believe that these Ascension related Processes are a one-time-only, one-level-only deal when they’re anything but. We do The Work at one phase and level of being, then things progress and we continue doing The Work at another level of being, awareness, consciousness and energy and on and on. This never stops but simply continues expanding and getting much more complex as we expand and become more complex. We are after all going from existing within a world, dimension, reality, consciousness and physical body system that was strictly linear, dualized and profoundly dense and narrow in its level of frequency to, Spherical Consciousness in non-linear time space quantumness that’s aware of our being multidimensional Beings functioning in all of them simultaneously. We’re in the phase now of adjusting and readjusting to being increasingly conscious of being multidimensional and existing in multiple places and dimensions simultaneously while we continue casting-off whatever it is that each of us still needs to that’s from the old lower 3D patriarchal linear earth world. I doubt I need to tell you this but that’s a whole lot to have on ones plate at once.

I rarely ever have some human say anything to me about myself that’s from their current level of awareness and development. I’ve had them say all sorts of idiotic things to me, and vice versa to be honest, but rarely are humans honest enough to say something to you about yourself based solely on what they see and feel about you in that moment. I was fortunate enough to have some male stranger do this to me, for me, last week. He didn’t know what he’d done for me by sharing his impressions about me but I was very grateful he did as it was a unique insight into how we Embodying Forerunners going increasingly multidimensional consciously, appear to regular, linear only consciousness humans. Long story short, he perceived me as being intensely focused, overly mental, jumpy, confused and all over the place but all while being highly focused. Sounds like a lot of contradictions, doesn’t it? Well, when one is Working and functioning from multiple levels, multiple dimensions, multiple points of perspective, being and awareness simultaneously one would have, I suspect, a very strong appearance of being “all over the place” while being highly efficient at the same time to unaware humans. Glowing light radiating off of me would have been nice, or faint etheric wings would be cool, or the scent of beautiful flowers emanating from me would be soothing to the wild beasts but no, I get intensely focused and all over the place. So much for my superhero identifiers!

What I’ve had some difficulties with occasionally with all this is my physical body—central nervous system mostly—becoming over stimulated by all the super high-frequency Light Energies coming in from everywhere now. I’m the first to confess that I do sometimes feel a bit more twitchy and angular than usual, like multi-colored sparks are shooting out of every physical orifice (they probably are and isn’t that wonderful and hilarious, especially for the Higher Levels of Beings watching us do all this?!) because I haven’t fully acclimated to the latest Embodiment phase and total Light scrubbing taking place on a cellular and DNA level. Eventually I adapt however, which is the clue that it’s all about to start-up again at an even higher level with even more potent Light energies coming in and momentarily unnerving my central nervous system again.

This is our lives and reality now Forerunners; continuously taking on greater higher frequency Light energies while lower merges with all that and we further expand into greater conscious Multidimensional awareness and being while existing less and less in linear time space reality.

The main point I want to get across now is that we have been, still are, and will be for a good while longer in such profound and constant evolutionary change in every way imaginable and many we can’t imagine, that we cannot fully comprehend exactly all we’re actually living now. I’m oftentimes glad I’m not fully aware of everything I and my body/bodies are going through because that might just be too much at this point. Higher Selves knows when to withhold certain information/awareness until all aspects of me/Me/ME can safely and correctly cope with the latest expansions and additions etc. Trust, stay in your HighHeart, let go of whatever needs to be released now, see and feel whatever needs to be seen and felt now by you about yourself and/or whatever, keep going forward into the NEW, and ignore the current extinction process of the old lower global 3D patriarchal dinosaurs as they are not your concern whatsoever. There are 3D deconstruction crews, and there are 5D and higher construction crews creating and building the NEW and each group needs to do what they are so stay in your lane and do what you’re great at doing.

So yeah, here comes the rest of March 2017 with its NEW 1-energies and our first Equinox with its matching NEW Light Codes/Blueprints/Templates at this NEW level of being, reality and Separation of Worlds & Timelines. We’ve not been here before so expect the unexpected and roll with the cosmic punches and ongoing sudden timeline changes because they’re going to be abundant from here on out. What I have to keep reminding myself during those difficult and horrible phases is that, This too shall pass, so just do the latest Work and keep evolving into more NEW higher and better while you continue learning how to go multidimensional in your current tight-fitting physical body gear. How does one get so much Light into such a small physical body system anyway? Slowly and carefully, step-by-step, level-by-level and phase-by-phase is how. You’re doing really great, now do more great for Self and All everywhere this month and beyond and thanks so very much. ❤

Denise Le Fay

March 12, 2017

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2016’s Zero Zone Third Wave

October 7, 2016April 1, 2023Denise Le Fay

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Waves Recap

Briefly for perspective because 2016 has felt to me like it’s been about fourteen years long!

The first energy Wave of this cycle first manifested very intensely for me on December 19, 2015 and was all about love and LOVE. Lower love for a male human and higher I AM LOVE itself all by myself type LOVE.
The second energy Wave of this cycle also manifested intensely for me on April 18, 2016 and was about loss and love. For many people this 2nd Wave was highlighted by the unexpected death of Prince the musician. There were other things besides this of course but his (and others) sudden early death emotionally affected many people earlier this year.
The third energy Wave of this cycle manifested again very intensely for me on October 5, 2016, which makes me suspect more is to come later this month around the 18th or 19th. Most likely will if this 3rd Wave plays out like the two earlier Waves have.

I needed to have my car serviced which is something I never enjoy having to do but did so October 5, 2016. The chemicals in automotive stores and garages makes me feel horrible instantly, so to be trapped in them for hours to wait on mechanics to change the oil or anything else the car needs is to me a slow, toxic torture. I quickly get sick feeling, swell all over, ache and feel poisoned and that’s just from the chemicals I’m immersed in in those “holding cells”, aka “waiting rooms”. The other thing about these sorts of toxic entrapment with other people is unfortunately… the other people! Usually I’m either already in a higher space or I get myself there and radiate Light the majority of time I’m held hostage waiting on my car to be finished. I’ve always been this way and have never liked being held captive anywhere with people I’d rather not have to be trapped with for hours on end. Most of you can relate and for the same reasons.

My First 2016 Zero Zone Experience

However, this October 5, 2016 experience was 100% more amplified than anything I’ve ever experienced before and I simply was not prepared for it. I’d made an appointment the day before and told the man at the desk that I needed to get in and out as quickly as his mechanics could manage. I believed that making an appointment would help us all with this, was told by him that it most definitely would, but of course reality turned out to be the same old patriarchal lies of, say anything the customer wants to hear.

I was very consciously aware of the fact that, from my perspective, linear time while trapped there waiting on my car stretched out, slowed down, got really weird and unnaturally long. Long as in slow motion with even slower spots in that while all was painfully amplified. It was amazing that time just stopped for me and that it doing so where it did frustrated me far too much and I couldn’t do anything to stop my exaggerated frustrations over being trapped in a Sears automotive garage with patriarchal zombie-like, unaware mechanics that worked, moved and walked at the speed of sloth. It felt like I was in an old Twilight Zone TV show where time stops and the main character is literally stuck in some entirely miserable situation that he/she can’t get out of. This sensation was super strange and my reaction to what I was experiencing and feeling emotionally was equally strange to me, mainly because it was so incredibly amplified. I hated that I was that frustrated at everyone and everything and could not get myself emotionally up and out of that frequency or whatever it was that was happening. It was miserable, painful, hurtful, frustrating and heartbreaking and—here comes the punchline and big insight—it all was themed around the dying of the global patriarchal structures and unaware people (mostly males) that are paid to keep it going at all costs no matter what.

While I was stuck in the automotive center waiting on slow as molasses mechanics who were more interested in chatting with each other than doing the work they’re paid to do while the customers can watch them through a huge glass picture window in the “waiting room”, I still had the higher ability to question what I was experiencing, why, do my best to keep my mouth shut and not say anything mean and nasty, and learn whatever it was I was obviously being shown in that timeless Zero Zone moment. The whole situation I was experiencing was surreal yet I knew I HAD to go through it to get to the magic hidden “prize” at the end of said patriarchal torture and entrapment. That magic hidden prize was my finally perceiving that time had stopped for me and not for anyone else, all so I could see, sense and feel the rage, frustration and total disappointment I had over this entire patriarchal period of history on earth. Are you kidding me?! I just need my oil changed is all! Oh yeah Missy, “the oil” is getting changed right now! 😉

Everything hurt me physically, emotionally and spiritually and everything and everyone made me frustrated beyond belief. I knew and felt too much and couldn’t emotionally handle it all in that very public caged moment. I pained in all ways like the long rejected and maltreated Great Mother God over the profound patriarchal negativity in its many horrific forms. It was a 9 energy revelation (2016 is a 9 energy year) I experienced while in the Zero Zone of 0 timelessness that lasted long enough for me to be forced to slow down and review it, live it, feel it, acknowledge it in that timeless shift space and understand it all consciously and lastly of course release it all so I could be free. Thanks to exhaustion, a broken heart and final surrender this last step usually happens quite naturally and fairly quickly.

Once I got home I passed out for a couple of hours from exhaustion, toxic overload and pain which is always the physical body reboot I need. All of 2016 has been this mandatory get out-of-body almost every day during the daylight hours just to survive all that’s been happening energetically this year and reboot the more I/you/we embody the higher. So after some reboot out-of-body time post auto center patriarchal review trauma, I felt better when I woke up. I could understand what I’d gone through, felt, seen, reacted to in such exaggerated ways and why, and in its strange way was for me the last 9 energies review within the timeless Zero Zone space combined with this third energy Wave started back in December of 2015. For me all three of this cycle’s energy Waves have been about the patriarchy ending now with this 9 energy year and males in general; males not coping well at all with the ending of the patriarchal energies, consciousness, structures, beliefs, reality etc.

I’ve experienced amplified male negativity, unbalanced behaviors, face to face lies, cash theft, deceptions, disrespect, abuse and misogyny throughout 2016, and it’s due to the old global patriarchal structures and matching energetics collapsing and quickly disappearing. Most people, most males know nothing beyond what’s been the Collective “normal” on earth, and most males aren’t even consciously aware of how badly they treat females, all females because that has been “normal” for thousands of years. It’s been the norm so of course they don’t even see it in themselves because they’re in male bodies in a global patriarchal reality. Right now however, this six thousand plus yearlong patriarchal Collective and planetary rule and consciousness is all coming to an end in this 9 energy year, at the end of Galactic Alignment, end of many lengthy cosmic cycles, end of the Piscean Age, and simultaneous return of the Divine Feminine Mother God aspect being embodied in increasing numbers of incarnate female and male Forerunners and much more. Witnessing this, feeling this, multidimensionally participating in all this is glorious beyond belief for us Forerunners/Starseeds/Indigos but it also often hurts in ways hard to even express out loud. Many of you can relate.

For me the energetic theme of 2016 with its 9 energies of completion have been about Wave 1—getting one last good look and feel with being in love and with being LOVE in the world as it has been. Wave 2—feeling emotional loss and love in this physical world. Wave 3—with directly feeling the profound imbalances, wounds, rage, pains, mental, emotional and energetic illnesses, frustrations, injustice and disrespect that existence within a patriarchal-only world reality has caused female humans primarily but males as well.

In the patriarchal world of the past six thousand years or so, female humans have been considered the absolute lowest lifeforms on the planet. Not color, not race, not anything other than being female. Harsh but true and now all that and everything else related has to go and for many people, many males, this is extremely painful, difficult, confusing and totally unacceptable. Change of how it has been on earth (the global patriarchy) is unthinkable to most and this is why there’s such insanity and growing imbalance globally. This is a volatile, difficult time of global evolution for everyone. Be safe, be wise, be aware, BE the Light for yourself and everyone else too.

Recapping this fact has not been pretty, easy or pleasant in any way for any of us and yet it’s what’s been on our spiritual plates all year; the end of the global patriarchal rule, consciousness, beliefs, attitudes, expectations, habits, lifestyles, internal and external structures and so on. This sick puppy won’t come down all sweet and nice-like as has been felt all year as these 9 energies force all to honestly See and Feel and then Heal current and ancient damages done to all by all everywhere across time on earth and beyond. And we Forerunners thought 2014 and 2015 were rough! At this point we should be getting a better sense of how profound and positive the change is going to be with the start of 2017.

Some Potent 2016 Symptoms

I’ve had the sudden onset of severe heart pounding so hard it’s concerning many times during the Ascension Process, but it’s reached epic levels off and on since the first Wave of this 3-pack cycle back in December 2015. With each of this cycle’s energy Waves this intense heart pounding while at complete rest has happened multiple times. Sometimes it’s so strong it hurts in the chest area and into the back and spine. There’s nothing wrong with my physical heart and this has to do with the HighHeart embodying more higher frequency Light energies—Higher Self, Divine Source, Light LOVE—in this physical incarnate Self and body. To our ego selves this incremental embodiment Process feels like it’s going to destroy, going to kill the physical vehicle we call “the main stage” down here because it’s that powerful, that huge, that evolutionary. None of us have died from it yet and we won’t either, but if you become honestly concerned over what your heart and/or chest area is doing, then go to your physician and get checked so you feel more confident.

This HighHeart further embodiment Process causes sudden heart pounding, pressures and pains in the entire chest area and sometimes radiating into the back and spine as well. It also causes increased inner body vibrations that are at this point just about as loud and strong as the sudden heart pounding phases! All year I’ve felt these inner vibrations increasing in my head, at other times I feel my whole body and head vibrating more powerfully than ever before. Combine this with the amplifications taking place in our HighHearts and it’s obvious we’re on the brink now at the end of 2016, of becoming something very NEW, different and greatly improved individually. We are the living Light embodied and manifest in physical flesh.

No one can predict how you are or will experience these 2016 9 energies while simultaneously moving through this incredible and never before experienced Zero Zone completion space of the entire patriarchal time on earth. Based on what I’ve experienced all year with males, and what was so horribly amplified for me on October 5th, I suspect we’ll all go through our own personal “stuff” from lives lived in the patriarchy plus some planetary Collective “stuff” from it as well. Because the Zero Zone 0 energies happen while out of linear time, be better prepared than I was on October 5th for anything to manifest for just you to See, Feel, Know, Deal with, Heal and finally Release so you’re crystal clear of this past patriarchal 3D Collective and personal issues with it. This is major evolutionary Ascension Process work we’re doing, living and going through now so give yourself more credit, more private rest time, more LOVE and Gratitude for all you’re experiencing and embodying down here in the physical. We Forerunners/Starseeds/Pathpavers never seem to fully appreciate or credit just how important we actually are in these physical aspects on earth at this time. It’s invaluable, especially now so give credit where credit is due. ❤

This Zero Zone no time space will last through December 2016, so pay attention and do, see, feel whatever it is that’s presented. We’re releasing tons of old lower sick patriarchal distortions now and we’re doing it while in Zero Zone no time so it can feel extra surreal while unfolding. Know that this is normal for where we’re at now. No fear, just hang on and ride it through and thanks for doing what only you can do in all this. ❤

Denise Le Fay

October 7, 2016

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