[NOTE: This is another article that not everyone reading it will relate to or relate to now. Please keep that in mind as you read it and don’t automatically assume that you’ll experience identical types of psychic attacks and/or energy siphoning. We’ve reached the year however (the numerous 11 portals throughout 2011) where we all need to learn to permanently stop the Dark Beings from draining us energetically; to protect ourselves when the Dark Ones use other humans to emotionally trigger etheric openings in us to make us sick and/or weaken us, sidetrack or slow us down or stop us altogether; to protect our beloved pets from negative psychic attacks, wounding, and/or murder strictly to trigger and open us for the same reasons. Anything the Dark Ones can do now to stop, slow down, interfere, sidetrack, make sick, wound and weaken us physically, emotionally, mentally and etherically, they are very intently doing. No fear, just time for more of us to take greater responsibility and awareness of our multidimensional natures, power, consciousness, energy bodies and energies.]
1-1-11 came in with an exciting rush of new pushing energies. For me and mine this was immediately followed by another round of psychic attacks by negative Beings—the Dark Ones/Team Dark. The short few days between 1-1-11 and 1-10-11, my cat and Mom and I have been battling more psychic attacks by the same negative beings and their etheric tools that both attack, damage, and drain energies from both humans and our pets. The tsunami-like energy portal that 1-11-11 (Jan. 11-11) was greatly reduce these attacks, but it returned the next day to try to divide and conquer and continue feeding off me and mine. Obviously, I personally have more things I need to learn and do immediately (which I am) to finally end these negative attacks and siphoning of my energies. I sense I and many of you are and will be doing—among other things—exactly this throughout 2011.
SMELLING STRONG NON-PHYSICAL SMOKE AND/OR BURNING INCENSE
I began smelling strong burning incense smoke and/or smokey smells like from chimneys in late 2008. It was, and still is today, so strong that I believed it was actual physical odors I was smelling, but after walking through the neighborhood a couple of times in early 2009, searching for the bastard with the dirty chimney that was choking me every night, I discovered it was not a physical odor I was smelling at all. This meant I had to discover why I was even smelling it.
Eventually I began paying attention to when I would smell this nearly choking smokey smell and sensed it was directly connected to the Rewiring of my brain hemispheres. Once we were in 2010, I was certain that smelling this strong smokey odor was indeed a type of temporary side-effect from the ongoing brain Rewiring process. By the summer of 2010, the brain Rewiring process had reached the point where we were integrating the inner male/female energies within ourselves and coupled with this was the Pineal and Pituitary glands being merged or Rewired in a new higher way too. The summer and fall months of 2010 were intense with potent energy activities completing inside our brains and brain glands. The why of this was so we could evolve/ascend out of our old lower separated Duality frequency brains, consciousness and energies into integrated whole-brained beings that can house, perceive and use higher frequency unified Triality consciousness and energies.
INCREASED ATTACKS & ENERGY DRAINING BY THE DARK ONES
So what happened almost immediately after this phase? With the start of October 2010, I and many of you suddenly got hammered by negative etheric attacks, powerful and deliberate interference, plus some had lucid dream attacks and grand threats by a handful of the Dark Ones themselves. Again, the why is what’s really important with all this because it helps us connect more multidimensional ascension dots to better understand what we’re currently living and working through.
•Separated Duality brain halves perceive and exist vibrationally within Duality consciousness and reality—old 3D.
• Rewired brain halves become whole integrated brains that perceive and exist vibrationally within Triality consciousness and reality—5D.
Yippee right? Well yeah until I realized that, as usual, there were going to be drastic backlash events and increased counter measures taken by the Dark Ones because many of us had begun the process of evolving/ascending out of the Dark One’s Duality frequency range now that our brains have been Rewired and can run and exist within higher Triality energies, consciousness and reality.
CONNECTING THE STRANGE MULTI-D PIECES
What I’ve realized between January 1–10, 2011 is, like an automatic response to our Starseeds/Lightworkers/Wayshowers recent vibrational shift during the fall months of 2010, the Dark Ones instantly felt us change energetically into a frequency of increasing Triality or “Unity” Consciousness and being. The more we evolve/ascend and become increasingly aware multidimensionally, and the more we take greater responsibility for all of our multidimensional energy bodies, the more the Dark Ones are panicking and lashing out at us for the obvious reasons. The second we began to make this transition in October and November 2010, these negative nonphysical beings shifted into increased High Alert to try to stop the Forerunners/Starseeds/Lightworkers/Wayshowers in any ways they could, can. They absolutely want to prevent us from doing what we’re here now to do doing for humanity and Earth. Is it any wonder why the Forerunners/Starseeds/Lightworkers/Wayshowers are always the first to be attacked by them?
WHAT ARE THE VOLUNTEERS/FORERUNNERS/STARSEEDS/LIGHTWORKING WAYSHOWERS DOING NOW AND THROUGHOUT 2011?
The same things we’ve always done. We embody, live, anchor and manifest more NEW higher cosmic Light energies into this reality for humanity and Earth and everything else right in and through our bodies, hearts and beings. Nothing’s changed, it’s business as usual for us. What has changed is what we’re working on now; us using our physical bodies, brains, hearts and beings to live, be, exist within, manifest and anchor HighHeart Triality Consciousness into the 5D Earth’s new and much more complex 5D Grid system.
Every one of this year’s 11 portals will be assisting us doing this Unity, Triality infusion Grid Work throughout 2011. I suspect that by November 11, 2011—the triple 11-11-11 portal—we’ll have completed energetically programming, infusing and fueling the NEW 5D Earth Grid system through our integrated, unified, High Heart Consciousness and bodies with 5D Unity energy and consciousness. 2011 is us Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers and some Indigos Consciously Creating and Co-Creating through our bodies, hearts and beings what’s going to fuel our new planetary Grid system. Guess who’s going to do their best to stop us, interfere, slow us down, sidetrack us, beat us down, drain and exhausted or make us sick so we can’t do it? You guessed it, the Dark Ones, aka Team Dark.
I remember reading something from Lauren Gorgo’s higher dimensional team stating that “Forerunners living the Ascension Process (first) often use around 70-75% of our vital life force”, which I personally know is absolutely true. There were repeated phases for over a decade when my body didn’t have enough vital life force to even digest food because it was being utilized to transmute dense lower frequency negative Duality energies. Obviously, that often leaves us with very little to live and work with, plus we typically have Team Dark trying to siphon that little bit too. No wonder we’re profoundly exhausted much of the time. So, what do we do to protect ourselves from them draining us into a pile of exhausted, weeping, half-dead mush so we miss some of the numerous 11 portals throughout 2011?
This restoration period of our multidimensional body’s bits and pieces and removal of energy siphons that the Dark Ones have used to feed and fuel themselves and their agendas is unfolding now and during all of 2011. This is another reason they’re so focused on us Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers/Indigos now. We’ve got to be consciously aware that we’ve still got some Multi-D energy siphons here and there and we’ve got to consciously work on ending this long-standing inter-dimensional energy-bleed-feed Team Dark have always done to Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers and mass humanity. I know how exhausted we are at this point within the Ascension Process but we’ve got to do this current Lightwork for ourselves and everyone else and finally end the Dark Ones endlessly stealing free cable TV, electricity, and water from us and humanity to fuel them and their negative anti-human agendas.
I’m so physically sick now and I do NOT get “sick” or catch the flu, colds, viruses etc. What happens to me is I get worn down by multiple attacks from the Dark Ones and their energy siphons that I’ve still got in probably two of my Energy Bodies and am working on removing now, them attacking and traumatizing my cat and making him wounded and twitchy, them attacking and using other humans in my life to trigger specific lower emotional reactions within me so I become more weakened and open psychically and so on. I know all this yet still don’t always catch myself in time to prevent getting manipulated emotionally/energetically so I become more weakened (in this case physically sick) and waylaid. It’s time to get seriously serious and take my/our stolen vital life force energies back and end these lowly negative attacks and parasitic maneuvers by Team Dark.
I’ve got to go rest and heal and get my energies up again. You be careful out there too and watch out for these types of negative manipulations by Team Dark and protect yourself, home, property, and your pets daily/nightly until we don’t need to do any of this anymore.
Denise Le Fay
January 14, 2011
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29 thoughts on “Brain Rewiring & Attacks from the Dark Ones”
Wow…this is as relevant today as it was back then! I’m having troubles with psychic attack right now, and have had an attachment removed from my etheric body recently. Something attacked me last night, and I had to work to remove it. Damn, but it seems like an ongoing battle. sigh But thank you for your insights…they helped. 🙂
Hi Denise and Transitions readers,
it has now been over nine weeks since my surgery of getting a cancerous testicular tumor removed. As of the results of recent CT scan, it turns out that my cancer has spread upwards and grown somewhat and my doctor has started me on my first chemo cycle this week. It was all quite sudden and I started the day after he told me the CT results. I’ve just completed day 3 and feeling extremely tired and cumbersome / heavy. I’m basically just trying to go with it and not give any negative emotion to it. I have no choice but to ride this through. I’m only 27. The nurses have been great.
Before starting the chemo my doctor was “highly recommending” I make an IVF sample in case of infertility down the track. I wasn’t all for it but at the time I was in shock and my mum was in total agreement with the doctor. Before I could even speak he was on the phone to the nearest clinic that would have me produce a sample right then and there. Soon I was filling in ten pages of paperwork whilst my mum and sister watched on in the IVF waiting room. I knew within me that I was against the whole notion and I felt like I was just there doing it for my family. Anyway I didn’t speak up until the very last minute. It took me to actually going in to the room and seeing how contrived a process was and deep inside I just knew that there was something missing to this “recipe”. It made me think of what has happened in the past with certain “experimental” entities and this whole process reeked of this technology.
Once I had finished doing this I knew I hadn’t done it for myself. I walked into the reception area and spoke up. I then endured the proud 50 something recpetionists’ story of her “beautiful” IVF grandchildren and how she’s a “Christian” and doesn’t agree with what goes on in the back room. Ha, not even she could understand what I was speaking of. I wasn’t even going to try to argue with her in front of my mum and sister, who were already emotionally upset and thinking that I just wasn’t thinking straight. I was never more clear with what I knew inside. Whilst money was definitely on the bottom of the list of major reasons why I’m against this technology, it did seem so perverse to keep this stuff frozen at a $150 for every six months, plus $147 just for taking the test (which I didn’t pay for and was extremely lucky to somehow get my way out of that one). So I didn’t go through with the IVF after all that – whoa what an enduring and exhausting day! Still, I had a good feeling within and was happy that I listened to myself – family and doctors aside – even though it took me to actually go through the torture of producing a sample, in such a contrived, forced and ultimately “unloving” manner, even after losing a testicle to cancer, while I could literally still hear my mum and sister talking in the reception room outside.
Anyway, the next day I was back at the hospital to start day 1 of my chemo and my doctor requested to speak with me immediately. Sure enough, the “charmingly persuasive” receptionist from yesterday had had a lovely little chat with my doctor regarding the events of the previous day and the choice I had made. She had kept my sample!! Hoping that my doctor would / could somehow manage to get me to change my mind, go back to the clinic and pay to freeze my swimmers. Once again I was in the docs room with my mum, wondering whether I should bother talking metaphysics to left-brained empirical / rationalistic / scientific mind sets. Now my mum is getting more open-minded, thanks to me, she still values a doctors opinion but in this case I wasn’t budging and stuck to what I knew / felt.
The chances of becoming permanently infertile after chemo are not extremely high. The statistics of regaining fertility can range from one to three years for males, depending on the individual’s overall well-being and their course of treatment. I would love to be a father but only by natural means and in a mutually loving relationship that binds. On the contrary, if I were to fall for a girl who never wanted kids I wouldn’t shove her aside because of it. Also, the success rate of IVF is incredibly low, with no guarantees of a successful pregnancy. I would rather adopt a child in need.
I often wonder what we will create this new world to be and the theme of bringing children into the world is a poignant one, from a creation based viewpoint. Which way are we going to go? Will we keep this 3D physical way of procreation between the male and female, or will it be slightly different, in a 5D reality? I know it’s still somewhat difficult to comprehend from the dualistic 3D perspective of how humans are brought in to this world. If we are bringing in and birthing 5D children from a 3D act, somewhere down the line the “act” must change somewhat as we move out of 3D at some point – that is my interest. I just hope that it’s not a technological, robotic, scientific, negative NWO process. Humans are not a consumer product and two days ago I saw and felt something so wrong about IVF. Do you have any knowledge on how other planetary star systems in our universe procreate in a loving, positive manner within 5D that we may somehow decide to subconsciously adopt as a part of our own ascension/transitional period?
On to something slightly different that has been occurring to me these past two full on months. My first ascension related symptoms that I were “fully conscious” of were pineal gland activations which started in 2008 – three years ago now. These are still happening as well as more clairaudient perceptions, especially before falling asleep. Although more recently, in the past two months, post operation, there’s been a new symptom for me. I’ve never heard anyone else talk about it and wanted to ask if you might know what it is, if anything. The sensation I’m getting is the same as the pineal activations but it’s happening in the left side of my head, between where the brow ends and the hairline starts – that one to two inch space of skin right there. It is the same pulsating / invisible insertion rod type feeling and it’s happening a lot, mostly while I’m in a stationary position. I can feel it pulsate or being concentrated for a length of time, before it stops for a while. Do you have anything to say about this sensation?
Love and light,
Let me tell you immediately how very, very, much I love and respect you. I’m sending you buckets of Love n’ Hugs you dear young man.
I totally understand, and have always felt the same way about IVF…and other medical procedures like organ replacement etc. I’m restraining myself over this topic because I too have ALWAYS been able to see these types of procedures for what they really are and they are very low frequency negative things.
You should be very proud for standing your ground against your mom, sister, the doctors, and that crazy female receptionist – who had NO right to go against your wishes!!! – with this issue. I’m so very proud of you and know how difficult it must have been, especially after hearing such terrible news about the cancer spreading. Selfish, unaware idiots! 😡 Gawd…you are amazing. Hugs, hugs and more hugs to you.
Here’s what I know and remember about reproduction in 5D. The whole monthly menstruation business in females doesn’t exit the way it does in 3D female bodies and consciousness. In ascended, integrated beings of both sexes, they have the consciousness to be able to direct their bodies to conceive when they both want to create a child. In other words, the female can intentionally cause her body to go into reproduction mode which starts all of that business that we females have endured happening every month for decades when we didn’t want to conceive! Evolved beings choose and initiate this whole process when they want it to happen and only then. And of course, evolved 5D beings only do this from a high state and frequency of Love and Light so as to attract a like-frequency soul to incarnate through them. Again, every aspect of reproduction is Conscious in both the female and male. This is what’s right around the corner as it’s a natural evolution into 5D with physical bodies.
The second thing about the sensation in the left side of the temple area – I know it well and it’s throbbing away as I write this. I sense that it has something to do with the right/left brain and body integration or unifying process, but also, has to do with how we’ve been severely messed with – negatively altered – to prevent us from evolving. When these negative manipulations or blockages are slowly removed so as to evolve back into a 5D unified level (and the DNA follows of course), the whole business hurts a bit physically as the negative separations and mutilations the Dark Ones have done to human DNA and their etheric and energy bodies are overridden and replaced with vastly higher vibrating systems and Energy flow. The left side of our bodies (in both sexes) is the receptive feminine side and there’s been plenty of damage and blockages done to us all there. I believe that the pains I’ve had in this exact area of my head and skull for about a year and a half now is this Process correcting itself. As Lisa Renee calls it, some of us are the “Prototypers” who live it first, mutate first, ground it first, so as to manifest the new 5D blueprints first for everyone else.
I hope this helps answer some of what you already know and sense deep inside your glorious 5D High Heart. 🙂 You get yourself healed and don’t worry about the reproduction thing as it will be fine on its own. Know you are loved and that you have unseen help from Home around you always.
Hugs of Gratitude and Love,
up until now I haven’t had a chance to post a reply.
Thank you so much for your kind words.
I had to have an operation and wasn’t discharged from my hospital until Friday. I had to get one of my testicles removed due to a massive tumor growing down there. I may have to get chemo in a couple of weeks pending more blood test results to ensure they got everything and that the cancer has not spread upwards. I’m hoping I will not need the chemo.
I’m feeling great right now. There has been other really positive changes that recently happened too, such as certain financial burdens have been lifted, as well as moving away from a very dark place and on to a beautiful place in the countryside and no work until at least May.
I’m just packing up my things from my old life now – it’s so dead in here. My internet won’t be able to work in the country. I may not be able to keep up reading TRANSITIONS until I get reconnected so I just wanted to stop by and let you all know that I am very alive, making an excellent recovery and loving life.
Love & light,
Big hugs sweetie. Rest well and heal yourself. You will be fine…more than fine in fact. 🙂
Let us know when you’re back online in your new place and enjoy and USE the countryside (Nature) to accelerate your healing and cleansing.
Thank you so much Denise for looking into this and for this great reply.
I see that I really need to trust myself a lot more but I am glad that I scoured that site inside and out – I needed to. I just literally had nobody to bounce this off, even though I know now that I don’t necessarily need confirmation but this place was / is extremely poignant in it’s polarity, yet clothed so cleverly like nothing else out there. It’s incredible how many thousands are eating it up daily.
The last paragraph you wrote really spoke to me and I will be making this connection much more consistently now.
The time spent on that site is just like being in a hospital for a day – sickening.
Today, for the first time in over five years I was submitted to the Emergency Department at my local hospital and will be spending some of the full moon in Virgo there. I tried for three months to avoid going, attempting to transmute the hell out of what has physically manifested within my body at the root chakra, (euphemistically speaking) until I could no longer bear the physical pain that I’m experiencing ‘down there’ right now.
“I want your blood!” said the nurse, in a jokingly and playful manner. Hmmm, ok. Isn’t it astonishing how we so easily comply with this simple test? Not for much longer.
I felt soo violated today in ways that I’ve never experienced before – due to not being as aware as I am now. Talk about going ‘down town’ – that’s what it was like just walking into that place. I do not approve of the barbaric and outdated ways of our ‘physical’ medical system. I am anxiously awaiting news as to whether I must be sliced open or not over the coming days. Unfortunately for my furry four legged friend, slicing and dicing didn’t turn out well for him at all in October 2010.
How ironic that the very day I’m off to see a doctor, the new Hathors message is posted. I hope I can tap into creating a Medicine of Light because I will not be subjecting myself to nerve damage from local anesthesia – especially after so much awesome brain re-wiring has already taken place.
I see my two options and all I want to do is heal this on my own…which will be the real beginning for me if all goes well.
I too would do anything to avoid having to get involved with any form of traditional medicine/surgery…and yet…if I need a professional to look under my hood and work on some part, well then lets get it done asap. If you do have to go into surgery, get them to schedule the surgery as far away from today’s Full Moon okay? Less bleeding, less pressures, less swelling, less risk of infections etc. the farther away from any Full Moon.
You are in all of our hearts. Wrap yourself up in Light and talk to your Higher Self, your Ascension Assistants, your Guides etc. and tell them YOU want them to protect you, help you, guide you and your doctors/nurses/surgeon/anesthesiologist etc. Ask them all to guide all of your medical people in this situation. Know that they will too. 🙂
I have no idea where to really post the following questions I have but I feel like it may as well be under this post in some way or another.
It’s regarding a certain YouTube channel that I’ve been studying objectively now for two years. In fact, I recall kindly asking you if you could please investigate it for me over a year ago now and get back to me with your thoughts on it because I just had this sinking feeling that I couldn’t fully “trust” what was going on within this site. I’m not too sure if you remember at all, or maybe I wasn’t getting across to you well enough but you didn’t actually get back to me, maybe you were very busy with the final touches of the book.
Anyway, a year on and more investigating on this site and I STILL have this feeling that something is not right about this site and I REALLY hope you can please look there, watch some of their videos etc, read their comments, just spend some time there because I really need your help.
I have not subscribed to their channel and have no intentions of doing so. I don’t wish to go into too much detail about what they are all about, for this is actually something that I’m still grappling with.
They seem to be some kind of, I guess you could say “cult” but that may be far too literal, I’m not sure. They seem to promote an “Equal Money System” and “equality” and they have all shaved off their hair, both sexes.
It seems they want everyone in the world to shave their head for “equality” and an “Equal Money System”.
So I tried to imagine, a world full of people with shaved heads and I KNOW from the bottom of my heart that no this can’t and won’t happen. I’m an Indigo Light Warrior and I know that the New Earth has NOTHING to do with denying one’s individuality, creativity or freedom and yet we can ALL be in unity consciousness and not have to shave our heads.
Their site on YouTube is called “DesteniProductions” and I know that I may not be able to fully express in words exactly what I want but I feel it so strongly within me that you PLEASE go here and look around because I feel I have been pulled in so many directions. As an Indigo Light Warrior I see fully both sides of an equation with equal compassion and on this site there is both beauty and darkness. As an Indigo I cannot help but research the darkness (although I am of the light!! I am just born fearless and have experienced high heart energies all my life) and through this site I have seen some lower 4D archetype channelings from a certain four “infamous” Nibiruans. Now I know you probably don’t really want me to talk about them so I won’t. I just wanted to put that out there for anyone that might be interested as there is nothing to fear about them but that’s not the point I’m concerned about.
Now they personally claim that the “Inter-dimensional portals” (as they call them) have now recently closed and that anyone who thinks they can receive channelings from the dimensions or connect with any entity outside time and space cannot now do so and that any perception of receiving such information is from the workings of their own mind – that they are just having an illusion. When I heard this I immediately knew that this site cannot possibly be speaking from a Universal truth. For now, more than ever before are the veils being lifted.
There is so much more stuff I could say about this “desteni” channel and don’t get me wrong, I’m not entirely against what they’re doing (there is some things that I resonate with) but something just doesn’t feel right and I really just want someone I can trust from the heart (everyone has their own “Lightworker” blogger that they read from so to speak) to go here, do a little bit of research and honestly come back and let us hear your words of wisdom about what it is they exactly “stand for”. I mean, seriously, are we all going to shave our heads??? Everyone on the planet? I-DON’T-THINK-SO. I urge other TRANSITIONS readers to also go have a look see here and let us know what your feelings are about this channel’s agenda and anything that has or does not resonate with you.
I’m not saying that they are creating something of a polarity but this is the very paradox I’m dealing with right now. These people and what they’ve created here, are on the rise and have got many, many, many thousands of people already shaving their heads etc and Vlogging for this site’s agenda. In itself, I feel it is somewhat of a polarity affliction. I sure as hell know that in this time RIGHT NOW with everything that I’m dealing with energetically; the last thing on Earth that I want to do is join any sort of group whatsoever!!! It is not necessary at all and certainly not worth shaving off body hair in any way, shape or form.
Thank you Denise,
Now I can reply to you for the simple reason that YOU’VE already discerned this website and its people yourself! It wouldn’t have helped you if I’d immediately given you the answer, the confirmation that you wanted about this website/group/belief system back when you asked me for it. I’m very happy that YOU have discerned, felt, intuited that there is plenty wrong and plenty distorted with what they’re saying and claiming etc. Good job and well done. 🙂
In most cases I don’t need to physically go to some website or physical location to discern what’s what about it. But I did go to the YouTube video by them called “The WORLD has gone MAD!!!” and watched the whole piece of negative and typically polarized shit. I also went to their website and quickly looked/felt the main page and then left. This place, like soooo many, has some truth. It also doesn’t have knowledge and truth about other huge and very important aspects of this whole Process. This leaves people functioning with ONLY polarized consciousness not able to see or perceive the much, much, larger and more complex multidimensional picture. So they believe things based upon their polarized, distorted, and profoundly limited understanding, and then they want everyone else to believe what little they’ve figured out so far!
I’ve preached for years about the absolute necessity to be able to individually discern or read energies for yourself. If you/me/us can do that, then we know for ourselves what’s what and who’s who and why. We know for ourselves about people, situations, claims, books, news reports, channeled material etc. etc. etc. and we don’t require anyone else to define reality for us. This is one huge lesson for humanity after the past 5,100-some years of being totally controlled by negative beings and negative humans on earth and having them spoon-feed their versions of “reality” to the masses. It’s grow up time now.
The bottom line is in my opinion…you Volvon, don’t need to be involved with that website, that group, the belief system they’re pushing, shaving your head, or any other type of thing. Fuck, it sounds like they’re almost at that point of drinking the Kool-Aid! Polarized thinking thinks like reality is terrible and controlled etc., which it has been!, to tomorrow it’s sheer perfection everywhere on earth. Sorry, it doesn’t work that way, especially in physicality. There is a period of TRANSITIONS between those two polarized states. 😉
But this type of mental and emotional imbalance and delusional thinking is going to radically increase in people around the world who cannot cope with the higher Light Energies constantly flooding the planet and transforming everything. I’ve talked about this particular situation many times over the past few months and years even.
Here’s what I’d like to suggest you do now because YOU already discerned that, for the most part, they’ve (Desteni) run off the tracks so to speak. 😉 I’d like you to have a direct conversation with YOUR Higher Self. I’d like you to demand and expect to have a much more conscious and interactive working relationship with your own Higher Self. This way you can access higher level information/LIGHT right from your own personal source; your Higher Self. 🙂 Demand this, expect this, desire this and it will unfold for you so learn to pay attention to how this feels and works.
Big Pharma — don’t get me started — well ok maybe I already am…
I know there are a lot of psych drugs they push but there are others also — Denise brought up the flu vaccine for one — others include the fluoroquinolone antibiotics like cipro, levaquin and avelox. These drugs are poison that damage your DNA — the way they work is to damage the DNA of the bacteria — so how exactly do they know the difference between you and the bacteria? Further, the drugs are fluoroided… this means that they have a fluoride molecule bonded to the antibiotic.
Fluoride was added to the water supply in the German concentration camps to make the prisoners more docile. What, exactly do you think it does to us?
Be careful of every pill you put in your mouth, regardless of its use. It could have psychoactive components (btw, prozac is fluoroided) … take antibiotics ONLY if you will die without it, and ask questions… oh, and never ever tell anyone in authority you hear voices. Ever.
Love to you all…
Denise, Sulaireland, and all,
I feel the need to reply to the last posts about your bi-polar friend. Don’t know I’ll be much help, but your concerns resonante so well w/me. I just quit my position at a state psych hospital last August, for a lot of reasons, but partly d/t the treatment (or lack thereof) the patients were receiving. I am a huge empath, so being there did damage to me as well – but that is not my point. I am provisionally licensed as a therapist and was working on the forensic unit at the hospital. Basically, most of the patients came from jail, as it was determined they were incompetent to stand trial or guilty d/t reason of insanity. We served others that had mental health issues, but no legal charges, that was just not my area – I like the drama and complications that muddy everthing up when one has legal charges. So, yes, they had committed crimes. And, yes, sometimes it was d/t the voices. But, the only real treatment they got was drug therapy. While individual therapy and group therapy were offered, the reality is it was such a high crisis environment that even when these txts happend, things weren’t real successful. It was soooo difficult to be there knowing what I know – and it didn’t take long to become considered a trouble maker as I was advocating for the patients and myself constantly. It all fell on deaf ears. I’m trying to think of things that may help your friend. One – stay out of the hospital! Get a good therapist that is metaphysically based and knows about this stuff – they are hard to find – and I’m only provisionally licensed and not sure I will make it to full licensure b/c I don’t due well within the system. But, first a therapist that knows about what is really going on. I would have someone else find the therapist – if this guy calls and tells them what is going on, depending on who he calls, they may feel obligated to 1013 him. So, if a friend can do the footwork and not give out his name that might help. There are guided meditations he can do to start healing the past – again, a qualified therapist can do this if you can find one. Also, Kundalini Yoga is AWESOME for balancing brain chemistry. I used to teach it at the hospital, it was probably one of the best txt they received. But going through the feelings is the way to heal them. It would be good if he can let you know what the voices are saying and whether or not he can differentiate the good from the bad/ those that are in 3D and those that aren’t. If he can differentiate, that is good – especially if they are saying bad things. Hearing voices without understanding can lead to awful things – I’ve had patients that killed others at close range, b/c they thought the person was talking about them and the voice told them to do it. I’ve had patients sitting w/me telling me they wanted to kill me or hurt me….so there is a need to be alert. But, most every person I’ve met with severe mental health dx has had a difficult past that has not been dealt with and most don’t know where to begin. Speaking of big pharma – I also saw people getting better on certain drugs, not that I’m into pushing – but sometimes getting someone balanced has its place – so you can then actually work with them and make more lasting changes. Back to the drugs, – but only to find once the drugs were working and the patients were a bit more “reality” based – the doctors changed up the meds stating that altho the meds were working, blood tests resulted in damage to liver or whatever, and then a new drug w/different side effects is used, and the patient reverts back…to sometimes worse. So much goes on in a psych hospital – if there is any way to keep him out it would be the best – if he has to go, keep in touch with him, advocate for him, call the psychiatrist and social worker, be the squeaky wheel b/c it will help your friend. I could go on and on – this subject is near and dear to my heart – I love working with those dx w/mental health issues but withing the system as it is, I could not do it. There are so many other contributing factors – diet, nutrition, exercise, therapy, even energy healing like Reiki (which I do) and Kundalini are awesome modalities. But get this young man a good support system outside of the hospital if possible. Go to a ND, Reiki, Body Talk, something like that. Drink lots of water, exercise, meditation, and Kundalini, Kundalini, Kundalini….
Disclaimer – Total disclaimer on the above – it was offered as a caring friend that has some knowledge of the medical/psychiatric system – Please DO NOT consider the information provided as THERAPEUTIC GUIDANCE, only comments from a friend as food for thought. Thx. Yes, the comments I made run totally against the system and those dark forces could decide they don’t like what I am saying – the conspiracy runs deep………
denise- thanks for reply – yes i feel angry about how the doctors/medical profession behave – the latest thing with this guy is that if they decide he has to go into care and he doesnt want to go they will section him so he has no choice and then he will be locked up and not free to leave his room etc et so he thinks he will have to go if they say – then he – he thinks – leave if he wants !!!! scarey !!
the ironic thing about this is that although he trained in art he couldnt get work in that field and so forthe last couple of years he has been working with young people with similar problems – actually much worse problems than him!! i guess the last place he SHOULD have been working!! probably picked up all sorts of stuff from them too!!
its very difficult to help him – he – like lots his age – know nothing much about being “light/indigo …” and even if they do – like my daughter – who is a natural channel and knows heaps – is very reluctant to talk to any of her friends about how she is – in fact she goes out of her way to keep it quiet even though in our home we ae very open about all of it – they all need to con form – and you can see why – if you are classed as odd you get pounced on and sectioned or something equally bad!!
It was a bit different for me – when i heard voices they didnt say anything bad to me – now if i get something like that i mainly tell it to f off – years ago i got scared by opening up a bit too quickly once and seeing all sorts of weird/horrid stuff whizzing through strange space and seeing odd portholes – freaked me out a lot at the time – luckily for me i mentioned it to someone who knew what was happenning and once i knew it got ok – then it stopped – but i would never have asked a dotor about in a million years! but i guess that was because i already knew bits of stuff and was a b it used to it – if you know nothing much and also if its starts at an early age you have no one else but the medical profession to ask – also we are all brainwashed into thinking everything a doctor tells you is the absolute truth – that they know eveything!!
i think the main thing you said that would help is knowing he isnt alone and that he is very loved because regardless of all the girlfriends he has – and there have been many – he needs to feel some sort of nurturing love which knowing his background he hasnt ever really felt. it is very sad –
i’m still at a loss how to actually help but maybe if i’m meant to something will present itself and i will know what to do –
funny that he told me he didnt mind the bird song – he must know on some sort of level that that was good!!
you dont need to reply to this – just thought maybe it would help anyone else who might be having similar problems – probably wouldnt be reading your comments page if they were though thinking about it!!!!
thanks lou ann fo your comment too –
I heard just recently on the news that there are some doctors in their mc-mansions being busted/arrested by police… all because they have misdiagnosed their now-dead patients, who had mild symptoms, but were given strong pills instead! Sounds to me (by my Intuition) that there have been SO many reports from loved ones for justice… and the pressure they give was overwhelming…. that the “authorities” HAD to do something to say that they are doing something… even though I’m also noticing from the many forums how doubtful and untrusting their citizens are about them. This is good news I see. 🙂
Tell your friend I support him too… and I COULD’ve been in his shoes but have decided to no longer use them. It’s not too late for him I hope!
hi – a friend of my daughters has been diagnosed as bipolar etc etc because he hears voices in his head, also sounds like bird song.etc –
i only found out recently why he had been diagnosed into this category – he is now on mutilple drugs etc etc – but still hearing voices.
i had a had talk with him and he wont tell me what the voices say but apparently its not pleasant stuff.
i know – although he doesnt – that he is an empath, light worker and star seed and that he had an awful childhood and was abused by his mothers boyfriend – stuff like that – i feel tht part of him has done a bunk and let something else in thats pretty dark and nasty – now he’s got more problems –
first of all – how do you explain soimething like that to a 22 year old guy who doesnt know a lot about this sort of thing – and secondly what the hell are doctors doing to him filling him up with drugs that arent even helping him and wanting to lock him up in some awful hospital-type place.
i think i can help him clear this yukky stuff if i get the chance but it doesnt seem to be something that i can do from a distance and i really dont know how to explain any of it to hm without him thinkin g i need locking up too!!
he is a lovely guy really but with a lot of issues – all childhood related – whats new –
he isnt really my problem but my daughter is very fond of him and we all feel linked to him – any ideas – and dont you think its about time that the medical profession realise there is more to all of this than pumping people with appalling drugs will cure –
its weird how bugged we -as a family – feel about this and it is definitely affecting us quite a lot- on top of all our own stuff we are having to deal with all the usual ascension issues etc etc
He isnt the first person i know to have these sort of problems and be treated in this way by doctors – seems to be getting quite a common thing – soon there will be vast amounts of people walking round like zombies – drugged up to the eyeballs ………..
is this how the old world will be when it all changes ???
trouble is its the sensitive guys who suffer with this sort of thing – what happens to them when they are left like this!!
sorry if i’ve rambled on a bit –
“soon there will be vast amounts of people walking round like zombies – drugged up to the eyeballs ……”
Soon?! Hell this has been going on for many decades and it’s only gotten worse. This whole business makes me sick too and has REALLY bothered me because it is simply another way that the Dark Ones controlling those humans with authority/power/letters behind their names etc., do their damnedest to define “reality” for all of humanity, which really means keep humanity within a very low frequency range of consciousness and also producing specific lower emotions.
So when some person whose capable of perceiving above and beyond this enforced, mind controlled frequency fence constructed and maintained by the Dark Ones and the humans they control and direct, that person is as quickly as possible labeled “insane” or “emotionally imbalanced” or “delusional” etc. With Big Pharma ruling the world, the doctors pump these humans who can perceive more of reality, full of drugs that automatically open them energetically/psychically to the lower levels of 4D, the Astral Plane. Now you’ve got a highly sensitive human – and now massive numbers of Indigo’s, Starseeds, Lightworkers, Wayshowers etc. – who all can perceive beyond the enforced lower frequency fence that was around all of Earth within 3D physicality, who these negative assholes are trying to keep trapped within the lower levels of the Astral Plane and attacked by many of the residents that exist within that dimension and level within it. It’s ALL to do one thing; keep the Light out and the Dark running the planet and humanity aware of ONLY a very narrow and lowly range of energy and consciousness. If humanity wakes up and evolves beyond the Dark Ones and their humans controls, then they loose their power, their food source, everything.
We Lightworkers/Starseeds/Indigos/Wayshowers etc. knew before we incarnated into this dark and totally controlled world that not all of us would survive, that not all of us would survive with all our parts in-tack, and that we would be under constant attacks by both the Dark Ones AND the humans they control on Earth. We knew what we were going into and why and that we’d pay in different ways but this is what we do; it’s who we are. This is very nearly finished at this point however, but, there are still too many people who still believe that Doctor is all-knowing god and blindly do what they’re told.
This and more is why I’ve tried to clue people in on how profoundly dangerous drug use really is – both legal and illegal. If you’re naturally carrying higher energies and consciousness, taking street drugs and/or pharmaceuticals will drop and imprison you into a much lower range of energy and keep you there in the lower Astral Plane where the real crazy dark things live! Now you can’t get back up to where you normally and naturally were before the drug use, and that is the whole purpose to giving people who can perceive beyond the accepted range of consciousness on Earth! (The huge push by Big Pharma and doctors etc. to give FREE flu shots is another way for them to get certain things into the masses to keep them functioning and perceiving at lower levels and trying to override the natural Light Energies present now due to the ongoing planetary Ascension Process.)
Hearing birdsong (and/or Celestial sounds) is an indicator of perceiving and functioning within 7D, which is VERY high level indeed. This poor young, unaware guy…
You might try giving this young guy a book or some online material about “Indigos” (children and young adults) so he can become familiar with this whole business and get a better sense about who he is and why this is happening to him now. Tell him he’s not alone in this battle but if he wants to survive the doctors and their drugs and where those drugs put him and keep him, then he’s got to understand the bigger picture better than he currently does. Tell him the rest of us need him and his help in Being and Carrying Light Energies in himself and his body. 🙂 They him we Love him and hope he remembers why he’s here now and to tell the adults trying to suppress him to fuck off. Tell him I said that! 😉
We’ve gotten to the point (2011) where this negative shit has got to stop and fast, otherwise we’re going to loose way too many Indigos, Starseeds, Lightworkers etc. to the Dark Ones and their totally controlled human puppets. I saw something on TV just the other day about very young children who are diagnosed as “mentally ill” and put on tons of drugs. I could tell by what these very young children were saying that they were Indigo souls – the New Root Race of the New Earth. They are higher frequency souls trying to get anchored into Earth before Earth and enough humanity is vibrating high enough to make it easier, safe and sane for them to even be here now! I feel the same way myself but it is what it is and we all have to Consciously Create and Be the New now and not just talk about it. So many of these higher frequency souls are here already yet the masses are still so very controlled by the negative and limited that it’s very difficult and dangerous for them to be here so early.
Good luck and tell him many of us -myself included- hear the voices, see the Dark monsters, easily recognize the controlled human puppets, and are attacked by them but we’re still doing what we came here to do…and it’s worked.
Thank you, Denise.
Your post was quite timely. The night before, I had the most vivid dream of my body being taken over by some non-human “being”. I was in my bedroom and thought I had woken up. Up on my bedpost was a strange looking creature, almost like a squid of some sort, but not very big. When it moved its tentacles, my upper body jolted upright in bed. Then I began floating. I had no control over what was happening to me. Then I held my arms in front of me and watched as they started to vanish. Very freaky! And right before that experience, I had a dream that seemed to be targeting fears I have had in the past. And 2 nights ago, I was being bitten by a crocodile that wouldn’t let go. This time, though, I remained very calm in my dream. Someone came to help, the croc let go, and I was fine.
As for illnesses around me, my youngest son (age 6), came down with a cold two days ago. (I am showering him with all the hugs and kisses I can for a speedy recovery!) As for animals, I don’t have any pets, but the same night of my dream, I awoke suddenly to the strangest sound. At first I thought it was one of my children crying, but then I realized it was a neighbor’s dog moaning. I’ve never heard a sound like that before!
As for “fighting back”, I agree with the person who said loud music works. That day after your blog, Denise, I was playing my radio in the car and kept finding dance songs that had really intense beats. Suddenly, I was overcome with this desire to turn the radio way up, sing along and “jam out” to my heart’s content! I was actually laughing out loud at the dark ones because I know they will not win!
Another thing that I find helps is having loving thoughts. We CAN beat down those dark ones with the love in our hearts! The more unconditional love we put out there, the more we can raise the vibrations of all of humanity. And one final thought. It might be a good time to dive back into a book that maybe was instrumental in getting each of where we are today. I can’t help but mention one of my favorites here – “Conversations With God”, by Neale Donald Walsch, but there are so many!
This is my first post here, but not to be my last, I’m sure. I am very excited to be a part of this group!
Love to you all!
Be well and stay FREE!
1inspirit – Terri,
Welcome to TRANSITIONS 🙂
I’ve now had two dreams in which my “son” is physically mutilated in some way. I was somewhat shaken and angry for the day after the first one, and then I realized it was probably some dark force trying to elicit an emotional response from me.
I actually did get a cold at the beginning of the year, and although I’ve been out playing in the snow the last 2 days, it’s still lingering.
My neighbors have been at each others’ throats, and it’s very disturbing to listen to this young family enduring domestic disharmony.
Astara, I am so there with you wanting to draw on the walls and be ultra-creative. I’ve also been wanting to play lots of records and blast out the darkness with music.
Hope you all stay safe and light.
In responce to Denise’s article. I didn’t get it last year even though it was happening constantly. My friends kept saying, “what is Wrong with you!!!
Now because it’s speeded up I can see it happen daily. I’m writing more then usually to let others know how real this is.
Last night I was stopped by a police officer, as it was snowing. I felt when he stopped me he didn’t even know why.
He then said, “you have your sticker on the wrong plate this is a $50.00 fine.” I just looked at him didn’t say a word. It was kinda like Men in Black. Remember those who ha’s.
He handed me my license back and rode off.
This is what Denise meant when she said, “catch myself in time emotionally and energetically.”
Another that made me laugh is when she said, “half dead mush” that’s me exhausted, tired, half crazed but still keep moving.
Glad I have the hand book for what’s next..also glad to understand what is going on.
Thank you again Denise, Cheri
Thanks Denise, it’s very uplifting to have someone validate these crazy energies. It really helps to have the graditude journal. When I think I’m going under I pullout this book and see yes, it turned around quickly yesterday. Sometimes it’s so ulgy especially with this woman it almost feels like demons are dancing in her head. I will try and be out of there this week.
The amazing thing is I know the universe has my back. Finally!!!
It’s almost happening on a daily basis (the fighting of the powers) but I’m on to it. So when it starts again I remember to stay centered and play music that helps me to remember who I am.
Love to All. Especially you Denise for starting this amazing site, now I don’t have to stand alone, thinking I’m crazy.
As within so without, as they say. And vice versa. Not surprising there have been a couple of 7+ earthquakes in the last week, with strong aftershocks. Solar flares and solar windstorms have erupted virtually ever day since the new year. The combo leaves me dead tired, swollen and achy in every joint of my body. So if the Dark Ones want to have at me, now’s as good as time as any.
This week my daughter is sick with the flu. My immuno-surpressed kitty developed a cold, an ulcer in his good eye and yesterday dealt with vomiting and diarrhea. Three other cats have a simple cold and two also have a mild case of the runs. One rabbit broke out in fur mites, the other had a digestive disorder of some sort. The dogs, well, they are always ridiculously happy and content. Including the eldest who limp around more than me. How DO they do it???
It is not affecting all animals that way, obviously. My closest friend, who also has lots of animals, is sick herself, but the fur is just fine. Hmmmm.
Has anyone felt an ice pick tamped repeatedly down their ear canal? Or the bottoms of their feet? This week it was my left side. Last week my right, but much more tolerably. High pitched ringing noise (like fax being sent to my middle ear) I can tolerate. But this is beyond rude.
I agree Astara, that visualization is a major player in energetic mastery. But I will meet your imagery and raise you an e-motion. What you truly feel is what becomes real…
Hope you are feeling better Denise, perhaps well enough to get outdoors for a wee bit? The sun never felt so good to me as today. :0)
I can’t thank you enough again for keeping this blog up, it’s nice to know I’m not going crazy. I’ve been using the command all week and have noticed a huge difference, I’m a lot happier and I think a lot clearer. A few nights ago, I was really tired and went to bed early. It was restless, I felt like I was half awake and at point point I remember feeling a surge of energy in my forehead that I’ve never felt before. Soon after I felt like I couldn’t move my body, sleep paralysis. This has happened a few times before and kept fighting until I had control of my body again and woke up. I thought maybe this was just a dream but I don’t think it was…….am I just imagining this?
My question for you and anyone else is what else can I do? I meditate everyday and am working on being aware as much as I can through out the day…..what am I doing? I know I’m working through my own personal issues right now and still have a lot to do but what after?
Thanks again for everything,
This subject hit home tonight very strong.
First I must say that this week I was told by my higher self to keep a graditude book and no matter how bad things get to keep writing down the divine intervention that comes in.
I was shocked after a grueling week to notice as things became really bad, then something came in just as powerful to off set it. Sometimes in a matter of hours.
Back to tonight, I have been taking care of a Alezheimer’s woman for about 4 mos. Lately she has started to say things over and over again, “like my mother is dead.”
Tonight as I was driving her place to place and she was screaming louder and louder whatever she could think of or not think .
It occured to me after I as totally exhausted that this was a negetive energy using her and I found it so strange she would talk through a vast amount of subjects until she could find one that would hook me in. Meaning it would cause me to engage with her. I decided not too after months of saying the same things over and over.
I just kept listening to the radio and singing. This caused her to go into a tyriad. It’s not my normal way of doing things being a Pisces, but I said this energy is trying to make me crazy. So when I ignored it I was in a different realm.
I need to think about this some more, ths job is totally exhausting.
When I got home a job called in to work ths hospice. See what I mean.
There is so much to share about the opposites that are battling for power, but the Light is winning. I do mean battling.
My consciousness has changed drastically this week. Will talk aboutt that another time.
I’m not saying it’s easy but by noticing after a really bad happening, the opposite rushes in…we are covered.
Hang Tuff, we are winning
Well done you! You caught it all with that woman being used to get at YOU. This is typically how these Dark beings work…especially with people vibrating higher. I had the same thing happen repeatedly over the past week or so and that’s why I finally got sick; I did get hooked by some words/actions some other people where directing at me.
Yes the polarized energies come flying in back-to-back now. That’s what I experienced with 1-11-11 being SO positive and SO powerful in a very good, high energy way and then the very next day the Dark was back in again doing all it does. When we reach the final Mayan 20-fold increase around the last week of Feb, first week of March 2011…just imagine how this wild swinging back and forth between these two energies is going to increase! I’m hoping that this will be finalized by the time we reach the triple 11-11-11 of Nov. 11, 2011.
i’m still around dealing with the christic/satanics and hoping it will stop soon. i think they know they’re screwed but it doesn’t stop them being utter total assholes in the middle of the night. i’ve heard so many voices from so many dimensions for so many years now that i’m surprised i’m not in a straitjacket in some state instutition. but i’m not! still here! still me! traumatized, yes, but still me.
smoke, yes, mine smelled like cigarette smoke and i’d look outside and all around and realize the source was nowhere to be found.
please oh please oh please let this torture and torment end soon. and this body! what am i going to give birth to?
bless us all mightily, for we deserve it.
I saw your post come in my box today and said i would read it when i got from outdoors. Much rambling in this reply just want to put it on paper as is said by many.. I started reading your post and immediately the song that popped in my head about 2 days ago popped in, only lyrics come through were “End of Times” so i decide right then to do search for the singer of the song, thinking it was Robin Thicke so i put the words in search and Justin Timberlake comes up as the artist and i see title of song is “Until The End of Time”(remember Superbowl Feb 1,2004 super silliness with Justin and Janet Jackson-many of those self-righteous-liars-low vibrations have left and others such as Tom Delay are heading to prison–maybe John Edwards too-much rocking-shaking them out now). I heard the word “Payback” in spirit which brought me to a song made popular by James Brown who was called the “Godfather of Soul”–God-Father/Source is bringing it all in now! The game is over for the dark-side but they don’t want to get up from the table but i heard no more delay, they will be forced up from the table, time for the Light-side to take their places at the table.. A song “The Gambler” by Kenny Rogers words – “know when to hold them, know when to fold them, know when to walk away, know when to run” Lower energies have already been folded and it is definitey time to run for lower energies!
As i looked more in google search i noticed that Tupac Shakur a self proclaimed gangster i heard(deceased) also has a song also entitled-“Until the End of Time” so i decide to find the lyrics. I see the first line of song are:
Perhaps i was Addicted to the Dark Side
Somewhere inside my childhood i missed my heart die
And even though we came from the same places
The money and the fame made us all change places
I looked at the words of the two songs with same title and note Tupac ends with never changing, dying in the dark, where as Timberlake speaks of dark yet he says LOVE would be enough. So my knowing on this is the dark-lower vibrations are playing the game they came to play and will play it until their END– their complete fall is imminent-. Thank You! Thank You!
The theme “End of Time” keeps playing out for me like i am being drawn to it, by others words or in dream state. I read latest post by Karen Bishop who mentioned “End of Times” in her post, also had a dream yesterday on “End of Times”- in this dream i was spoken to and told that end times are not months but days away–now whether that be for me/world change i took it to be world change. Seems so many rivoted to dates but i say no one knows the exact time at this point of complete handover-change but hold your hats as this too will change.
I end with dream i also had yesterday about two bears, one was huge-brown color, the other was smaller more medium size and a different color.The two were outside my shop raging, as they were hungry, ravenous having not been fed. They were so used to my daughter buying big bags of food feeding them but she hadn’t bought any and i was not going to buy any as i had determined i was not going to feed them anymore. The big bear was raging, snarling, trying to tear the door down to get inside, determined to be fed but i kept the doors locked so it couldn’t get in. The big bear was determined not to go away and stayed close by the front door for any little chance the door might open so it could get in–
SO the dark-lower vibrations are being starved of energy-A hungry bear on the prowl is/can be really dangerous. Keep A Tight Grip on your Hearts!
Love, Love, Love
Thank you so much for making this post as I can relate to almost all of it. Especially right now!! I haven’t gotten physically sick (ie. cold or flu) in awhile but the latter part of this week, I have begun to feel so weak and exhausted and yesterday, I spent most of my day in the bathroom. I KNOW it is because of the “stress” I have felt in my body recently due to the dark ones trying to manipulate my attitude. I have it very precarious at times to not completely jump off the deep end psychologically which is mortifying which then leads to shame. Oh dear, it can become such a cycle.
I remember being in ballet when I was a little girl and they always told us to keep our eyes focused ahead on an object when we were spinning. This is what I’ve had to do to maintain my attitude and continue holding onto that positive edge that 2011 has gifted us with.
We have been suffering from psychic attacks in our household too. One of the cats has taken to terrorizing around the house, climbing up very high in places she’s never ventured before, and then knocking everything down and breaking some well loved pottery pieces in the process. Then she sleeps for 5 hours at a time which is also highly unusual for her as she’s usually an indoor/outdoor cat who has kitty ADD we like to joke about. In addition, my brother has temper tantrums at the ripe age of twenty-three where he slams around pots and pans in the kitchen and won’t let us say a word to him without ripping us a new one. Yes, indeed, the attacks have been draining and consistent. We are holding on though and won’t back down to the dark, negative energy suckers.
The smoke smell has been with me since mid-2009. I smell it when getting out of the car sometimes and I think it must be something burning in my engine or something. Nope, sure enough, it’s a psychic olfactory response completely. Much like when I’ve picked up the smell of spirits wearing floral perfumes or musky colognes. I am relieved and glad to hear that it’s just another part of this acension process. Was getting worried I had a visitor who wouldn’t leave me alone.
One last thing is that I have been combating the dark energy suckers lately with LOTS of CREATIVITY. I have literally want to draw on the walls with markers or crayons, I’ve wanted to scrapbook again (haven’t in prob. 5 years), I’ve wanted to cut up magazines and paste together collages every day, it seems like. To me it’s such a good sign that this year holds a lot of visionary/manifestation energy and that if we tap into, we really can imagine ourselves a new world. To me visualization, instead of words, is the natural language of the heart. High heart energy wins this year!!
Thanks and much love always,
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