What is my “Mission”?

“…why do I not have a clue about what my mission is supposed to be? And why am I so oversensitive…?”

These were a couple of questions I received in an email recently. I’ve received many such emails from people over the years about them not knowing ‘what their mission is’ consciously and feeling bad, confused or concerned over it. Because we’ve all had these questions over the Ascension years, I thought I’d focus on this again in an article instead of a private email in hopes of more people possibly benefiting from this information. Thank you Gro from Norway for your questions. ❤

Ascension caused Hypersensitivity

First of all, the feeling of extreme sensitivity or hypersensitivity to pretty much everything and everyone is a normal and common Ascension symptom. Ascension related Kundalini activation causes one to feel incredibly sensitive to most everything and usually for years. Transmuting lower frequency 3D density and Duality (which current Kundalini activation automatically triggers) causes one to feel incredibly sensitive. Simultaneously, embodying higher frequency Light energies (that automatically evolve the entire physical body, the energy bodies, consciousness, DNA, unify dualized brain halves, eyes and physical and nonphysical vision, beef-up the central nervous system, the endocrine/chakra systems etc.) causes one to feel tremendously sensitive or hypersensitive to most everything and everyone. The entire Ascension Process causes one to feel overwhelmed at times, profoundly exhausted, nearly comatose at times and wildly overstimulated at other times and all that and much more is perfectly “normal”.

There were years where speaking aloud caused my head to reverberate internally so painfully that I literally couldn’t physically speak. There were years where my hearing was so hypersensitive that I had to wear earplugs when I went into any store because the volume of noise in them caused severe physical pain plus overwhelmed me mentally and emotionally. I’d oftentimes be reduced to hunkering down in a corner for a while, hiding behind my shopping cart in tears and/or extreme anger at the unaware masses endlessly screeching like monkeys all around me. Evolution is painful and difficult, especially so when you’re trying to not look, sound, or act like it’s happening to you in front of people who aren’t experiencing it! But let’s not forget that I (you/we) Volunteered for the job. 😉

What exactly is my Mission?

I realize that most people don’t have conscious memories of specific Ascension related “Mission” work. What I want you to understand is that it’s not important that you remember in ways you might prefer. What is important—especially now in 2014—is that you live what you are living; you embody what you are embodying; you anchor/ground/insert into the NEW earth and timeline the NEW energies of the NEW Evolutionary Cycle. That is and always has been your “Mission”. You my friends and fellow energetic spiritual co-workers are the living aspects and ways and means of the Mission in the physical dimension.

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Milky Way Galactic Center “Fermi bubbles” burst January 2, 2013 producing massive NEW energy “outflows”. One year later in January 2014 these NEW energies are PHYSICALLY impacting earth, humanity, human consciousness and physical reality.

Divine Source threw out another grand cyclical energy ball and because of this there needed to be plenty of Volunteers incarnate within physicality that would be ready and able to catch and anchor that energy ball within that dimension. We Volunteers said we’d go to 3D and prepare to catch the NEW Divine cosmic energy ball being hurled out to seed the NEW into everything everywhere. There are other aspects of “YOU” working on this same “Mission” but they exist in and work from other dimensions, and they all help this aspect of “YOU” here in physicality catching, receiving the NEW ball.

The Forerunners are exactly that–the ones that go first, that ‘Path pave’, that ‘Wayshow’, that literally insert the NEW higher frequency energies which are the NEW blueprints for humanity into this planet, space, dimension and frequency range through themselves, their physical and energetic bodies, their expanding awareness, hearts, and evolving consciousness. They do this first so the NEW energetic blueprints of the NEW Evolutionary Cycle are “grounded” and inserted into the NEW earth Grid systems and the NEW human Grid systems. There really isn’t anything more important and necessary than this for current and future humanity and all life on earth and elsewhere too.

Your “Mission” has been—and very much in 2014 and beyond—is about being a living conscious receptacle and lightening rod for the NEW incoming energies. We embody and insert them into the NEW earth and timeline for humanity today, tomorrow, and in the future. Your “Mission” is to receive, embody, house, carry and Consciously Create with these NEW higher frequency energies in and through your physical body and being which inserts and anchors them into the NEW earth Grid systems as the NEW blueprints of the NEW Evolutionary Cycle. Now, how’s that for a Mission?  winkglasses

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Please don’t worry if you cannot consciously remember specifics about your personal “Mission”. So long as you’re living and embodying the Ascension Process and new Astrological Age energies and consciousness–Aquarius/Uranus (Higher Awareness) and opposite Leo/Sun (Higher Creativity and High Heart)–then you are doing your “Mission” work, and very well at that you should realize.


January 23, 2014

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Latest Etheric Covert Light Ops Mission

[I’m deliberately using military terms in this article to better express what a “battle” this Ascension Process has been on multiple dimensions. I’m not using these terms because I’m fond of the military or military consciousness, wars, battles etc., but to hopefully get a larger point across a little better.]

  • Volunteer — my blanket term for Team Light members such as Starseeds, Wanderers, Lightbeings, Forerunners, Lightworkers, Pathpavers, Wayshowers etc. Already ascended souls who volunteered to incarnate into 3D density duality negativity on earth as physical humans for the purpose of helping by embodying or seeding the current Ascension Process from within physicality for humanity, earth, and all life everywhere.
  • Team Dark — my blanket term for all negative nonphysical, nonhuman beings, aliens, entities, demons and other such energetic parasites. Term also includes physical humans—aka Portal People—that work for/are used by TD and don’t care about their fellow humans, earth, animals or much of anything other than what they want.
  • Sortie — military term for combat and/or evacuation missions.
  • Astral Sorties, Etheric “Boots on the ground” — my term for covert ops missions done from out-of-body in the ethereal astral or higher dimensions.
  • Boots on the ground — military term for people deployed in different physical locations.
  • Reconnaissance, Recon — military term for visual observation, surveillance or other detection methods.
  • Silent running — military term for submarines operating in Stealth mode.
  • Black Ops — military term for covert operations, cover ops.
  • Light Ops — my term for Team Light Volunteer covert operations, covert ops.

The majority of humans don’t even know that Team Light Volunteers exist and live among them, or what they’ve done so far, or what they continue to do. Humanity doesn’t realize that different “ETs” and “Angelics” have been beside them in camouflage clothing (physical human bodies) all along as Volunteer incarnate Light Boots on the 3D ground at the workplace, next door, at church, within their own families, side by side in shopping stores, the doctors, everywhere.

We Volunteers knew we were here Undercover, functioning in Stealth mode or Silent running mode the majority of our lives, especially the elder Volunteers who’ve lived more decades in the negativity and Darkness on earth than each Stair-step Wave or Group that’s come in after them. There have been important reasons why the Volunteers needed to be and live in Stealth mode, undercover, and camouflaged as “regular humans” and mostly in non-threatening, inconspicuous female bodies to boot. One of those reasons was to protect each Volunteer from human and nonhuman Team Dark physical and Astral attacks. The other reason was to protect the overall Mission. The less you consciously remember about who you really are and why you’re really here now, the less likely you’ll be discovered by Team Dark (and obviously attacked or possibly killed) while you were on earth working within their negative systems.

Nevertheless, our time of invisibility and living like Spies in a foreign land has finally ended. It’s time for more people–humans and Volunteers alike–to know that we’ve always been here working different multidimensional Covert Light Ops, Light Sorties, Ethereal UFO Recon missions etc. from the 3D physical, the 4D Astral, and from 5D, 6D and higher in some cases for the majority of our human Volunteer lives.

Some Old Etheric Meeting Places for Volunteers

I’ve been on these etheric, out-of-body, lucid Cover Ops missions that I’ve been consciously aware of since the 1970s in this life. Over the decades I’ve repeatedly found myself in certain nonphysical locations that were places for Volunteers to go when we needed updates on Light Intel from Light Headquarters; when we needed etheric hospitalization and/or surgery for damage received from our lifelong Tour of Duty in 3D earth physicality; when we needed to connect with other incarnate Volunteers while asleep and out-of-body in their physical homes in the middle of the night to exchange the latest info, messages or work together as a larger Group from the ethereal range of frequency on the cosmic/global Ascension Process. Some of these old common etheric locations looked like:

  • Large auditoriums on some University or Collage.
  • Beautiful old library packed full of ancient books (repository of information/Light)
  • Etheric Hospital for Volunteers only.
  • Large movie theater where specific information/Light was given to us individually or in small groups via “movies”.
  • Large shopping Malls across the country. In the 1980s Malls and certain stores in them were easy locations where Team Light Starbeings and human Volunteers often met and exchanged the latest Light info and entered and exited 3D.
  • Side Note: some shopping Malls across the country (and other large buildings) had huge etheric underground areas beneath them where Team Dark did the same sorts of things with human military people working with them, with civilians both unaware and aware of what was going on, and humans who were astrally kidnapped were often brought to these etheric locations for different negative reasons and so on. (I never want to play in Duality again!)

When Volunteers needed to get together while out-of-body in higher dimensions to receive the latest Light Intel, we often met in huge nonphysical auditoriums and other places. We went to etheric Light Libraries when we needed some specific info; we went to nonphysical hospitals when we needed our bodies patched back up so we could quickly return to active duty again; we went to etheric Malls and other locations to met with nonphysical Team Light Starbeings and on and on, and this is only some of what I’ve consciously remembered over the decades! There’s so much more that we’ve done for years, decades, and multiple lives and all towards the current Ascension Process we’re now incarnate for.

On December 31, 2013 around 6:00 AM while asleep and out-of-body I was suddenly sent on another ethereal Covert Light Ops mission. I’ve done this many times over the years, but this latest mission was slightly different from earlier ones and that’s the reason I’m sharing all this. This December 31, 2013 early morning mission was to certain countries in the Middle East. I’ve never physically been to the Middle East in this life, but none of that matters in these types of higher frequency deployment Service Work missions; they’re more “real” and far-reaching than if it had happened on the physical level only.

[I can tell when I’m having a normal dream that’s coming from me, from my inner issues and subconscious etc., and I can tell when I’m lucid and actually doing something somewhere while physically asleep and out-of-body. Most Volunteers have trained long and hard to be able to do this so it’s a common Higher Awareness ability. In this case, I was lucid and actually with a small handful of other human Volunteers in the Middle East. This was “real” and simply took place in another level of reality, frequency and consciousness.]

There I am all the sudden in some small car with a Middle Eastern woman in her mid-forties quickly and silently driving me hundreds and hundreds of miles across three different countries in the Middle East. No pre-Mission briefing, no heads-up prep warning beforehand, no hints, no nothing just there you are in the Middle East with some stranger that you know is also a Volunteer.

Because of how this female stranger was driving me–her passenger and her part of this particular mission–and how she spoke to me ONLY when absolutely needed and how she rarely looked at me or focused on me in any way, I knew this was a very important and potentially dangerous Covert Light Ops mission we were on. She was doing her best to do her job which was to drive me through these specific countries and some towns and cities in them, but, at the same time NOT focus on me at all! She needed to stay calm, quiet, focused on driving and produce as few thoughts and emotions as she possibly could the entire time. In other words, she was very much in Stealth or Silent running mode herself as was I so neither of us would energetically transmit and therefore attract attention from Team Dark and come under fire.

When I suddenly find myself (or you other Volunteers find yourselves) in some intense and potentially dangerous nonphysical mission such as this I’m often NOT allowed to know, perceive, or sense ANYTHING beforehand because by keeping me unaware in this way, I’m not transmitting any thoughts or emotional energies about the mission that Team Dark would pick up on immediately, especially when I’m deep in their primary Headquarters as this case was. This is another reason we Volunteers are often deliberately NOT let in on the specifics about a Covert Light Ops beforehand and are literally functioning in Stealth or Silent running mode. We’re just there doing it quickly, quietly, and with as little foreknowledge and emotion as possible for not only our own protection but the protection of all other Volunteers involved and the entire mission itself.

From my perspective this etheric road trip I went on through three countries in the Middle East in this 12-31-13 lucid “dream” mission took three days and two nights. How long the lucid “dream” took in the physical dimension was probably about 20–30 minutes or so. Such is multidimensional life and punching the clock in different dimensions, realities and timelines.

After I woke up I discovered that the reason I (and a handful of other Volunteers elsewhere) were needed to actually go there, be there as etheric boots on the ground in the Middle East at the end of 2013 had to do with some of us directly energetically “seeding” some NEW Light Energies from the NEW Evolutionary Cycle into these ancient Team Dark locations throughout the Middle East.

Because that area has been a primary portal (entrance/exit point) on to and off of physical Earth, it was raided and taken over long ago by Team Dark. However, now that the old Evolutionary Cycle Expired on December 21, 2012, the time was ripe on December 31, 2013 for Team Light to do a fast Covert Light boots on the ground Ops through some Middle East countries and energetically “seed” some NEW Light Energies of the NEW Evolutionary Cycle there. (Watch that area now to see how things start to change even faster than they have been since the ‘Arab Spring’ that started on December 18, 2010.)

Three days after my lucid “dream” Covert Light Ops mission on 12-31-13 (which puts us into the first days of 2014) I received two emails from two different women who both mentioned things directly related to this Light Ops mission in the Middle East. Neither of them knew that I’d had my lucid “dream” experience three days earlier.

One email was from someone who told me she’d been aware of having been in an etheric UFO far above the Earth with some of her Arcturian friends and kinsfolk. She called this UFO experience a ‘world tour’ and the Arcturians pointed out specific locations on Earth to her, the main being the Middle East. I had an etheric road trip through parts of the Middle East to “seed” specific NEW energies; she participated in some Aerial Recon from an etheric Arcturian UFO. The second email I received on the same day was from another woman who told me that she’d very strongly perceived the worlds ‘Tel Aviv’.

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The great news is that with the arrival of 2014 (only 12 days ago! It seems like months and months because SO much has happened and changed for the better from December 31, 2013 to January 1, 2014 but it’s only been 12 days so far!), the NEW energies of the NEW Evolutionary Cycle have been pouring into the NEW Rewired Earth Grid system and our NEW Rewired Body and Brain Grid systems creating much positive change already. If you don’t feel any improvements yet, persevere because it’s here finally and will continue to manifest in us, our bodies and our consciousness, and of course in the external world around us. The Dark Ages on Earth are over. This is just the start however of the NEW coming in and replacing the old distortions and distorted systems created by Team Dark so long ago. High Heart thanks go out to all members of Team Light on Earth and off for this latest successful Light Ops mission work.


January 12, 2014

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