20-Year Ascension Process Anniversary

For some of us the start of 2018 is the 20-year mark of our living the Ascension Process (AP) at the physical body biological level. Many of us started the AP a decade or more before that at etheric levels where we began doing mandatory Inner Work on our personal issues, emotional wounds, fears, imbalances, projections and all unresolved dense energies and energetic issues from our current life and any others that needed resolution now. In addition, some of us had been consciously and knowingly Working from our sleep states both individually and with groups of other Volunteers, Starseeds, Higher Dimensionals and other positive non-physical Beings for a decade and more before that. An even smaller handful of us have been conscious of being incarnate on Earth in these lives to anchor and Embody the evolutionary AP from infancy. Even though many of us have been at this multi-leveled AP since around 1998–1999 which has felt like a lifetime!, some of us have actually been at it since birth in this life, including a good number of past-lives all designed to help us carry out the AP and EP (Embodiment Process) from our current physical bodies here and now. No matter how many more decades you’ve personally lived the AP in this life, congratulations on reaching the physical level 20-year mark in 2018.

  

I’ve never read many people’s AP writings or channelings online or in books because the majority I did read a bit of years ago was distorted a little or a lot, incorrect overall, or reeked of Team Dark a little or a lot. As the AP years pushed on these past 20 years and counting, I knew once we got past December 2012, it would become increasingly obvious to more people (readers) who the authentic and knowledgeable AP teachers and writers actually were and who wasn’t and the wide range of levels between them.

One thing I’ve noticed since 2013 with a small few of the accurate AP writers, including some non-physical beings that channeled material (in my opinion), is a continuation from them of what sounds like judgements, mild insults, and talking down to type language to their readers.

Having said that I am painfully aware of how many times I’ve fallen short (a little or a lot) of actually producing what I intended to write about over the 15 years I’ve written online about the AP, and from a high and compassionate level. Writing about the AP and EP while living it is far more difficult than most realize for a range of reasons. Despite all that, I’m finding that because some of these teachers/writers who are still in 2018, saying certain things in their writings that sound and feel like judgements and mild insults, I’m increasingly having to go my own way, which is pretty much what I’ve done my whole life anyway. I’m well aware of how hard it is to write something and have 100 people read it and have 100 different interpretations of what I wrote and intended to express in my writing. I’ve dealt with this all along because it just goes with the job of writing about the AP and EP online. However in 2018, the NEW is pushing each of us to do this ourselves, and in our own unique ways, and at this time and this current level we’re each at now. As time goes on and we individually get better at being First Embodiers and energetically Sovereign beings in physical bodies, I believe these things won’t exist or won’t matter if they still do. But for now it’s increasingly feeling like, You’d better get really good at doing this yourself people! This is another aspect of becoming energetically Sovereign First Embodiers.

I hope I said just enough about this for most to recognize what I’m talking about without going into details. Recognize how advanced you are at this 20-year mark because Embodiment is a full-time job and way of life, reality and being. ❤

January 29, 2018, was another huge transitional energy shift day. The Total Lunar Eclipse was January 31st for those of you who are also having a time repeatedly locating and confining yourself in linear time. January 29th feels like half a year ago and yet it’s only been a few days. My point is that on the morning of January 29th I suddenly became super freezing cold on the inside from head to toe and shortly thereafter found myself quickly exiting my physical body via falling asleep. I slept most of that day which hasn’t happened to this degree since the big energies of 12-12-2012. The Total Lunar Eclipse two days later had very little affect on me because of what happened energetically on the 29th. Sometimes it’s not the highlighted day that’s important but the time leading up to it. In many cases, by the time we’ve reached the big day be that an Equinox, a Solstice, a Super Duper Whatever Spangled Total Lunar or Solar Eclipse, the whole thing was experienced, lived and Embodied by many PRIOR to the day or days it arrived. We went through another HUGE change energetically on January 29, 2018, two days before the Total Lunar Eclipse on January 31st.

February 1, 2018, was the 20th anniversary of my physical body biological level AP, so what happened that day makes sense to me for more reasons than the obvious. Stair-steps.

For me, twenty years ago it activated as a rapid and severe evolutionary Ascension Process at the physical body level. Twenty years later, it is the ongoing Embodiment Process at the physical body level. On the one hand the AP and EP are the same thing; on the other hand they’re radically different processes due to radically different levels of density, Light, energies, awareness, ability, existence and compatibility with greatly higher frequency Light energies. Twenty years ago I could not have done nor physically survived what I experienced in my physical body and Self Thursday, February 1, 2018. I’m sharing this experience because I know many of you went through your own versions of this in your own unique ways that were tailored to and for you at this precise time too.

With the start of January of 2017, I distinctly felt my ongoing and constantly escalating (by a little or a lot) Embodiment Process happening at greater levels than previously, as should be expected. I remember the day this happened as clearly as the day it happened one year later on February 1, 2018. I’d gone shopping in late January 2017, and while pushing my shopping cart to my car I felt so physically horrible and in such amplified pain that I honestly wondered if I’d be able to drive myself home. I was able to drive myself home but that NEW-to-me January 2017 level of physical pain and whole-body swelling was so severe that I wondered how 2017 was going to play out for the First Embodiers as it started with another EP expansion bang!

Jump forward one year to February 1, 2018, and I was shopping again and while in the store experienced this same amplification about a 100% greater than what it had been for me in January 2017. The physical pain was not only severe but was a whole-body affair and so amplified that I hoped I’d just make it to my car let alone drive myself home! I got myself home, the groceries unloaded into the house and put away. Once all the work after the work was done, I took some over-the-counter pain pills and got horizontal trying to have my muscles stop spasming and the pain stop or at least reduce a good bit. No such luck for hours on February 1, 2018 however. The severe whole-body pain continued for hours and I was not willing to endure that level of physical body pain any longer. I wanted to die and be free of that level of pain and was considering suicide in a way I never have before. Said another way, this was some serious shit going down and I wasn’t willing to suffer at such an amplified level as this was after a lifetime of other physical pains not to mention 20 years of Ascension Process pains. I tried every tactic I knew and nothing worked and it felt like the whole-body pain would break me in multiple ways. It probably would have had I not finally gotten pissed off by it all and demanded an explanation. Ya gotta LOVE the Embodiment Process!

The second I demanded an explanation to why the physical pain was so profoundly severe compared to anything I’ve ever experienced before, that blessed inner voice that sounds just like me said, “Because your Heart isn’t big enough.”

Are the images in this article of a heart expanding multiple times making sense yet? This is why; “Because your Heart isn’t big enough”… for the next level of the ongoing Embodiment.

The second I heard my inner voice Higher Awareness say this I knew exactly what it meant and why etc. I immediately set about making more personal inner adjustments to help my physical body with this painful EP moment at this NEW expanded and higher level. First I fully released and surrendered, then began intentionally breathing into my HighHeart to help it—my HighHeart—expand even more so it could comfortably house more of what was being Embodied at that moment. The second I began doing this the physical pains reduced considerably and eventually stopped altogether, however, what a moment of learning, expansion and further Embodiment it was! And, just so there’s no confusion, this EP will continue in leaps and bounds like this month after month and year after year so don’t think, believe or expect the Embodiment Process to be a once and done thing because nothing about the AP or the EP has or will ever work like that. Stair-steps because the higher frequency energies and sudden expansion would destroy our physical bodies which is exactly opposite of what’s intended with the AP and EP processes.

My heart wasn’t big enough because I was blocked, limited, fearful, hadn’t done the Inner Work or any other such incorrect thing. My heart wasn’t big enough” for another and higher frequency layer of Embodiment to happen on the physical level, comfortably.

The Embodiment Process is ongoing and much like physical exercising and “working out” to create a more healthy, fit and/or attractive physical body is. You don’t exercise only once and instantly have the “perfect body”, it takes time, effort and plenty of repetition before one even begins to see external results from all the hard sweaty exercise work. The same is true with the Embodiment Process; it takes time, effort and plenty of repetition to slowly, safely and comfortably build up and continue expanding the EP. Just like when you exercise with weights to build muscle, over time you increase the weight to build larger muscles otherwise you hit a plateau and don’t increase muscle size but just maintain what you’ve already achieved. Stair-steps.

While I was going through this February 1, 2018 Embodiment Process expansion on multiple levels, I Saw and understood many other related things that were amazing, dare I say profound even. One of the things I Saw and understood was a greatly expanded awareness about Source and Divine Mother/Feminine and how they “make LOVE”. Not “love” but LOVE. Yeah, I know, there aren’t words only HighHeart explosions at higher and more vast levels than the last one. Release and surrender over and over and over and it starts becoming normal…

The other main aspect and side effect of the ongoing Embodiment Process is that of increasingly becoming more and more energetically Sovereign individually. Source-as-Self, Self-as-Source — eventually you become Embodied enough of your Higher Selves and those energy and consciousness levels that you directly physically house enough Source energies to be capable of energetically self-sustaining your physical body and personal reality, plus Consciously Creating much more for yourself and others as well. But to ascend to this level of being in our physical bodies requires repeatedly making our Hearts bigger” so we can Embody more, greater and much higher frequency levels of our Higher Selves, energies, levels and Source. Increasingly doing so causes us to become more and more energetically Sovereign, meaning we’re becoming self-sustained, completely non-parasitic Beings of Light in physical bodies that are conscious of our multidimensional natures and interacting with them from this physical conscious level.

Denise

February 4, 2018

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Intense Structural Changes

I’m sure many of you felt the energies increase and expand to a higher level, not only from our entrance into 2018 (11 energies), but through a second intense sudden shift mid January that instantly redirected and further altered many of us in a number of ways. More of our personal attitudes and focus with certain things, situations and people etc. instantly changed deep within us around mid month, propelling many into greater NEW inner changes individually. Some of these ongoing Embodiment Processes (EP) are instantaneous, from our perspectives, while others are months long and physically painful, oftentimes in very NEW-to-us ways.

With our entrance into January 2018, the inner ear ringing has not only gotten louder for me, but is now a higher frequency tone as well. And for most of January I’ve not been able to tolerate most physical noises. I feared my washing machine running two weeks ago would break my spirit, and listening to anything on the TV was intolerable due to the amplified irritation and pains it caused. I went through periods of this during the early years of the physical level, biological AP over a decade ago. It got so bad back then that I often wore ear plugs when shopping because the typical physical noises, people chattering constantly coupled with endless noises and music coming from store speakers were way too much for me during intense energetic upgrades phases. My central nervous system would quickly start to overload, so to help reduce some of these invasive human sounds I’d wear ear plugs to block out the constant and pain inducing physical noises and voices. What I didn’t expect was that I’d experience this same symptom again over a decade later at much higher levels but that’s exactly what I’ve dealt with—among other things—during this first month of 2018 with its wide range redistribution-like energies

Another side effect of having moved into higher frequency energies this month is needing to sleep much more day and night when able. During the more intense phases (which is basically constant now) when we’re experiencing further energetic ascending and Embodiment, including casting off deeper layers of the old, much more can and is accomplished while we’re physically still and quiet but awake and/or while we’re asleep day and night. Even more time spent in physical silence and stillness has been needed while all this has been going on.

And speaking of sleep, our dreams continue to be something NEW and different too. For months I’m having numerous dreams every night, all of them very busy and active with a lot of other people I don’t know and in locations I’m not familiar with. After weeks of this I realized that, as with everything else in the Ascension Process (AP), we’re not dreaming in old familiar ways and in old lower levels like we’re used to. We seem to be dealing with not only our own but a lot of other people’s ongoing AP dimensional shifting, other-dimensional travels, latest re-directions and ongoing new ascension related discoveries as we all travel through these new and energetically NEW levels and layers. I had a dream recently where I was with a group of strangers (I suspect some of them where you reading this) and we were comparing personal experiences about changing dimensions and how amazingly fluid things are and how we’re about to begin another totally NEW level of all this very soon that will create even greater changes for everyone. There was much excitement and anticipation among all of us because we know that these AP and EP (Embodiment Process) shifts are quickening and expanding tremendously.

I’ve been feeling tremendous energetic all-level changes taking place within my physical body, myself, my consciousness and multiple structures (ongoing Embodiment Process) this month like I’m being cracked open to free myself (ascend further) from old energetic casing structures. These remaining old lower energetic structures have become extremely restrictive in the NEW higher levels and energies so we’ve been living through an intense removal of them while simultaneously Embodying more of the NEW codes and complex higher energetic structures. And it goes without saying at this point, or it should, that this like most all AP and EP processes have periods of fairly intense to downright severe physical pains due to so much structural change taking place on multiple levels within each of us.

Since the August 21, 2017 Total Solar Eclipse that happened at 28° Leo 53′ — which by the way was within orb of conjuncting many Baby Boomers natal Pluto in the late degrees of Leo and early degrees of Virgo — I’ve dealt with severe physical pains and mobility restrictions in my shoulder joints, one elbow joint, arm, neck and spine from the neck around the shoulders level down behind the HighHeart and lower physical heart areas. This has been so severe for the majority of these past six months, that I started thinking something might be “wrong” in those areas because these EP related upgrades usually happen quicker, usually. Not so with this particular one for me however. Also, First Embodiers with natal planets, angles and other sensitive natal spots in those signs and degrees, or within orb of them on either side, have most likely been dealing with these NEW energies in typical Forerunner fashion, meaning it’s been physically painful off and on since the August 2017 Total Solar Eclipse for many of us. The Total Lunar Eclipse Supermoon of January 31, 2018, takes place at 11° Leo 37′, completing this particular removal of more old energy structures and protections etc. combined with deeper integration unification of the NEW Solar and Lunar energies within Leo, the Lion and the NEW HighHeart consciousness and creativity. HighHearts have been expanding and evolving further lately into NEW territories and this will continue throughout this year.

Shortly after the August 2017 Solar Eclipse (that conjunct my natal Pluto), my body seemingly went haywire in this vertical and horizontal physical area so I investigated what was causing these specific pains and seeming Saturn-like restrictions and eventual cracking apart and release. What I perceived was that I was indeed, like many others reading this, being cracked open energetically and freed from specific old energy structures in certain body locations and further evolved, expanded and pushed through yet another energy keyhole so to speak so we can Embody more.

After I perceived this about the highly amplified physical pains, mostly in my joints and bones in the areas mentioned (Saturn and Capricorn), I connected my living this with how Saturn (holds structures in place within physicality) was freed from old negative energy distortions and structures in April 2017. Saturn has become, as all the planets have, transmitters of the NEW higher level energies and NEW codes and how they’re evolving because we are and vise versa. Instead of Saturn transmitting old limitations, restrictions, negative interference distortions and blocks to expansion within the structure of physicality externally and internally, it’s now pushing everything into the NEW with its NEW higher frequency energetic structures. I am very aware however that not everyone has been or will be experiencing this deeper and expanded shattering of old lower energetic structures within themselves and their physical bodies in the same ways and body areas that I have. Just be aware of what and where any old energetic structures have been in and around your body as old energy and etheric protections, structures and old patterns that are currently being cracked open and replaced with more expansions into higher levels of energetic being, consciousness and reality.

Just like the Earth/Gaia has been going through another amplification of ascension expansion and Embodiment of the NEW energies and experiencing more earthquakes and volcanic activity, so too have our physical bodies and selves been experiencing inner quakes and eruptions etc. There is no difference or separation between Earth/Gaia and First Embodiers (and the rest of humanity at their different levels) all going through these latest ascension structural changes.

Hold these issues and processes in your HighHeartmind about Saturn (in Capricorn, an Earth sign, since December 19, 2017) and structural changes taking place now internally and externally, because when Uranus enters Taurus (also an Earth sign) on May 15, 2018, the same day of the New Moon in Taurus, these types of dramatic changes will begin with Uranus and Taurus, and how they’ll be transmitting the NEW energies and codes and not the old ones. Very briefly because I intend to write about just this topic soon, Uranus transmitting NEW energies will suddenly trigger increasing Higher Awareness and NEW higher level HighHeart creativity in more and more people. Taurus transmitting NEW energies and consciousness will activate global humanity to perceive what they personally and individually value, what is of value to humans worldwide, what is attractive, beautiful, peaceful, individually and collectively valuable and worthy of focus and protection. And, it won’t be money. Money and making money and collecting money etc. and it being valuable and valued by global humanity will be changing soon and greatly and only expanding from there on out. Can you imagine Heart being the primary NEW “currency” on 5D ascended Earth? ❤ 🙂 ❤

Like I said many years ago at TRANSITIONS, I’ve never seen any ETs, any Lightbeings, any Ascended Masters or any Angelic beings that carried wallets or purses. Ever. 😉 Who needs money in a 5D ascended/ascending world anyway? They do not. Expect big positive freeing changes coming this year and beyond due to Uranus entering Taurus during the AP and EP. Couple this with both Saturn and Pluto transiting Capricorn, and on April 23, 2018 Chiron enters Aries, we have a full-blown physical Earth world and human consciousness ascension makeover happening! You think the global Old Boys Club is freaking out now over being outed over their sexual misconducts and global male elitism? Just watch when their #1 god—money and power—becomes impotent and disappears like the dinosaurs. Just stay clear of the coming freak outs, tantrums, panic, and lies over all the money stuff. Like everything else it too will be evolved into something completely NEW and improved, but this money issue is a biggie for humanity so continue Embodying the Higher NEW Way First Embodiers.

Someone asked me recently about why Source would only give us an 1/8 of a tank of gas fuel to live off of each day. The fast answer is exactly the same as why the AP and EP processes (which the AP turns into the EP after certain energetic levels have been reached by each individual), have taken so long. Any aspect of any of this would destroy our physical bodies, our psyches’, our central nervous system, our very selves if we tried to do too much too quickly. This is why there’s always been energetic Stair-steps we’re all having to methodically traverse. It’s protection so we don’t try to Embody more than we and our physical bodies are ready or capable of safely doing yet. When I can, when you can safely cope with expanding up to a 1/4 tank of energy gas fuel each day then you/me/we will. Then a 1/2 tank a day and on and on from there as we incrementally Embody more and more of our Higher Self/Selves and have greater direct and conscious connection with Divine Source.

There’s more I wanted to cover in this article but it’s taken me too long to get it done already so I’ll save the other topics for another article. Hang in there everyone and be physically still and wide openhearted for the January 31, 2018, Total Lunar Eclipse Supermoon Full Moon in a couple of days. I expect it to be equally impressive as last August’s Total Solar Eclipse was but in very different energetic ways. A lot of ancient Atlantian and ancient Egyptian stuff is being completed on multiple levels through these two Eclipses by those of us who were at one or both of those ancient locations about 12,600 years ago give or take. There’s more beyond this even but just do your part in all this in the body and life you have now in this timeline of Ascension and Embodiment. We’ve come full-circle and more, and because of this, have been doing a tremendous amount of energy Work in ways we’re not all even fully aware of yet. We’ll celebrate in a bit over what we’re accomplishing right now within the AP and EP process. ❤ ❤ ❤

Denise

January 29, 2018

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