The Initiatic Evolutionary Journey: Stair-steps To Freedom

Wild times lately huh? Wild, enlightening and wonderful, and the higher level overview is always so much more impressive, simplified and clear than the previous level we were in. The higher we ascend, the more we see, feel and understand as we continue our evolutionary induced ascent. Climb baby climb!

I knew more Higher Awareness was just around the cosmic corner because we’d reached a more elevated NEW landing on these Ascension Embodiment Process stair-steps with entry into 2018. Some of what’s been expanding for me so far this year has been a higher overview and more detailed understanding about the different Initiatic Ascension Process (AP) energy stair-steps and higher landing levels for people coming up behind the Forerunner Pathpavers etc. As a Forerunner of the Forerunners I believed that the extreme Initiations I went through that started on the physical and biological levels 1998–1999, were more dangerous, negative, bloody and difficult because no one had cleared the energetic Ascension Path way back then. I was a point man, one of a very small First Wave Forerunner of the Forerunners group far out front with machetes hacking away for two decades at the internal and external, personal and collective dense negative overgrown 3D jungle foliage to clear an Ascension pathway for not only myself, ourselves, but for all who would be coming along—Ascending—behind this small but hearty first Pathpaving group.

When You Start “Waking Up”, You Do So In The Old DARK

One of the first realizations that hits people when they start to “wake up” from being activated by the evolutionary AP, is that almost immediately they’re under attack by pretty much everything and everyone. People and lifestyles, old lower level consciousness, habits and expectations etc. suddenly aren’t satisfying or fulfilling once one is in the “waking up” phase of the AP. Your family, friends, neighbors, partners, mates, husband or wife quickly become dense unaware jerks, or worse, from your newly activated ascending perspective. And usually they don’t want you to change and some greatly resent you for changing and no longer conforming to the family tribe and human collective herd. There’s also your old pre-Ascension friends and buddies that you find you have outgrown almost overnight. You’re suddenly faced with the painful fact that old lower frequency, density and consciousness relationships of all types (and everything else for that matter) no longer work for you because you’ve changed in positive and sudden maverick-like ways that they’re not anywhere near ready to deal with or understand. Because of this and hundreds of other things, you have to continue on the AP path, and as you do your once heavily populated life quickly becomes a lone solo journey into the great and seemingly endless unknown, and typically while under varying degrees of negative physical and psychic, etheric and Astral attacks.

The unaware and heartless people still existing in the DARK don’t take kindly to you “waking up” and rocking the old negative 3D patriarchal boat with your newfound beginner amount of LIGHT so, you come under repeated attacks by them because of it. Way freaking harsh treatment for simply being activated by the natural evolutionary Ascension Process but this is how it’s been for most of us. My point is that during the early phase of the AP, we all are repeatedly attacked by low consciousness people, some of them profoundly worse than others, who are frequency matching conduits with and portals for negative aliens, beings, entities, demons etc. or Team Dark as I call them all. As harsh as this all is, what’s worse is that most people who’ve been activated by the AP Light energies to quickly evolve don’t even understand why they’re being attacked by negative humans and nonhuman beings. This beginning period of the AP for most of us is so hard and confusing, not to mention terribly dangerous and painful in multiple ways, while we slowly realize what’s going on and why. It’s like a baby bird getting pushed out of the nest and having to figure out how to not get eaten by predators and quickly master flying at the same time. The learning curve at this stage is very intense, steep and usually one big blur of physical, psychic, etheric, emotional and mental pain and confusion while trying to not get murdered or mutilated beyond repair by Team Dark (TD) human psychopaths and/or nonphysical aliens, demons and whatnot. This is not at all exaggerated information but greatly and intentionally diluted information.

My only child, my adult son, is dangerously deep in this phase of physical negative old world human psychopaths trying to kill him, kill those close to him, mutilate him, poison him, break him in a number of ways and/or scare him away from their perceived physical territory. What I didn’t realize until I was physically with him Tuesday of this week after not seeing or talking with him for a few years (for AP reasons for myself at my stair-step and him at his), is just how archetypal these early Ascension Process Initiatory stair-step phases are. His personal experiences are slightly different from the ones I experienced from 1999 on—and included much of in A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution (2010)—but they are archetypal in that Dark is Dark and Light is Light and all that’s got to be resolved as my book title indicates, and personally integrated, Alchemically transmuted and unified and finally transcended into something much higher in frequency by each of us individually. Resolving personal internal and external Duality, polarity, separation etc. to ascend beyond it and exist in a higher frequency and state of being and reality. Simultaneously, human psychopaths fighting and killing others over old negative 3D beliefs, territories and expectations that are all going extinct anyway, or simply because someone is ascending and Embodies Light in their territorial darkness. Time is short kids, “wake up” quickly and get your Inner Work done and physically move if needed and move on up energetically to the next higher Initiatic flight of AP stair-steps. Learn to fly and not get eaten by lowly insane predators; the evolutionary Light has your back, your heart and is the energetic force under your NEW wings so “fly” like everything depends on you getting more elevation quickly.

The other aspect of this with my son was, after he shared what he’s been going through with all this, not that he was consciously aware it was the AP, was what if anything should I do or not do about these dangerous Initiatic situations he’s in now. As I do with all things, I step way back to get a higher and larger overview of what’s all going on at that moment. Once I’ve expanded my awareness and perspective, I know what to do and/or not do, and in this case I wanted to discern who the people are that are trying to kill my son and where they live physically in relation to where he now lives. Once I’d done that and understood why they’re doing all they have for a very long time to anyone who takes up residence and employment in what they believe is their territory, I intentionally anchored layers and layers of higher frequency Light into that entire physical land area. I’ve been doing this all week and after that I called upon one archangel to help protect my son and his wife so they can continue their “waking up” phase of the AP long enough to realize they need to physically relocate asap, like it or not, ready or not, can afford it or not and they cannot. How many times have each of us HAD to move for similar reasons throughout our AP Initiations? Initiatic stair-steps.

The first day of my intentionally Working more Light into that land area I clairvoyantly Saw increased dark etheric activity inside my house which is fairly common still. After three days and nights of me Consciously Creating a Light saturated safe space for him and his wife to continue their AP, plus flooding hundreds of miles of land in the local area and state he lives in with higher frequency Light, I had an old familiar archetypal nightmare. I’ve had these victimizer/victim nightmares all my life up until the point I ascended out of frequency range of the old lower TD Earth world and negative Astral a few years ago. It was glorious to finally evolve myself out of range of these frequencies, beings, energies, emotions and consciousness. However, my extended focusing on negative TD humans and aliens (aliens because they’re involved with all this) for three days and nights was all it took to experience another of these horrific murder-spree type nightmares where human psychopaths hunt, capture and murder innocent humans, usually females but certainly not limited to. This is another reason it’s best to not look back but continue moving forward with your AP/EP. Unless you’ve got abundant personal Forerunner Light, knowledge and training under your own Divine belt and know how to deal with negative repercussions caused by your actions, just keep expanding and Embodying and take a pass for the time-being on evicting the Dark negativity. This is how some Forerunner Pathpavers Wayshowers learn; we push, we test, we intentionally drive the AP and EP higher and higher because we excel at this and more, and when TD retaliates, we learn from that too and continue on ever more empowered.

There Are No Coinky Dinks

 On Saturday April 14, 2018, Sandra Walter will be in Sedona Arizona with others to have a ‘Light Tribe Gathering’. See her website for information if interested. I mention this because everything I’ve discussed about my son and what he’s been going through for years already but is currently highly amplified has been happening only a few physical miles south of Sedona. Everyone please read between the 5D lines here again. The ‘Light Tribe’ intentionally Works the Light in all sorts of creative and beneficial ways both known and unknown for people—family and strangers alike—in different places on and off Earth and at different times but always for the AP and EP processes of everyone at every stair-step. The timing of these individual Initiations, struggles and difficulties, ongoing evolutionary shifts for more of humanity, intentional ‘Light Tribe Gathering’, my personal and collective Working of the Light in this particular physical location this week in highly amplified ways is no coincidence. It’s another intentional higher-level directing of the AP and EP Light energies by the Pathpaving Forerunners of the Forerunners and Forerunners etc. for everyone everywhere. There will be more NEW positive repercussions from this week’s Light Work by myself from my level(s), home and space, by my son from his level and space, from tomorrows ‘Light Tribe Gathering’ in Sedona, and by other Forerunners unseen but also highly focused on Working the Light from the privacy of their physical homes and properties plus multidimensional levels of being and awareness as well. ❤ ❤ ❤

Denise

April 13, 2018

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NEW Embodiment Level Incoming Now

  We know why the December 21, 2017 Solstice through March 20, 2018 Equinox quarter was extra difficult and isolating for many of us; we’re about to get energetically blasted like never before, so an intense preparation period was required beforehand to be able to Embody and seed what’s coming. We (specifically the Forerunners of the Forerunners, the Forerunners, the First Ascenders, First Embodiers etc.) have completed another flight of Ascension / Embodiment Process energy Stair-steps and reached a totally NEW higher frequency Landing and are about to start ascending a NEW flight of Stairs. Because of this, most of us have found ourselves confined over these winter months (in the Northern Hemisphere, summer in the Southern) forcing us to deal with whatever issues each of us needed to be consciously aware of, see, feel, resolve, release.

I’ve never felt any previous winter quarter keep me as isolated and housebound as this one has, and not because of bad winter weather, but because I had some more things, issues, old 3D focus and emotions to go through before they were released. This mandatory personal inner focus time finally released for me at the end of the second week of March. It still amazes me every time I find more stuff and junk I have remaining in those tiny unlit blind corners of my inner self after three-plus decades of continuous serious Inner Work! Packed to the Crown chakra we’ve all been with stupid dense unaware tidbits, old 3D habits, beliefs and limited expectations that cannot go one more step with us on our Embodiment Process. Every time we reach another higher Landing, we’re confronted with whatever remaining stuff and junk is in us that has to be acknowledged, transmuted and released so we can ascend to higher frequency ground minus any remaining old dense 3D travel souvenirs we were still hauling along with us.

  For a while I’ve Seen visual images representing the impact of what’s starting around mid-March 2018 for the Forerunners, First Embodiers, Seeders of the NEW upon our physical bodies and Selves. I often perceive information in the form of mind’s eye visual image knowings because more information can be instantly received that way than a stream of linear telepathed words describing complex events.

These latest Embodiment related images start out with one person (representing ALL Forerunners, First Embodiers etc.) walking up the last step on a lower flight of stairs then stepping up to a new higher landing. As this person turns on this NEW landing to fully face the next flight of stairs, she/he is hit by an intense blast of higher frequency energies in a way that’s never happened or been experienced before. The impact of these constant energies hitting this person facing them hits them externally and immediately enters their physical and energy bodies. In other words, this single representative of all the Forerunners is pummeled from head to toe inside and out by this NEW force of vastly higher frequency Light and other energies.

That scene changes into the next one which is a closeup of these intense energies hitting this person directly and traveling through them. The billions of tiny but incredibly potent energies look somewhat like crystalline snowflakes, each one different and incredibly beautiful but razor-sharp on every edge and angle. They’re not “snowflakes” of course but were a clever way of depicting NEW higher frequency complex geometric energies and codes, each slightly different in their unique patterns and shapes. These numerous crystalline cutting edged geometric snowflakes hit the persons outer physical body and skin and continued deeper into the body and affected absolutely every inch of it. Cells, bones, blood, nerves, heart, lungs, brain, organs, everything had these tiny beautiful transparent crystal “snowflake” geometries cutting into and through them, instantly changing our internal energetic landscapes to help us continue the Embodiment Process at this NEW level (this NEW landing and flight of NEW energy stairs). 

I have to say that I was mildly taken aback by these images, only because they looked rather brutal, like we’re about to get sliced n’ diced by a huge NEW unrelenting blast of evolutionary Embodiment force all the way down into our DNA. I don’t think it will hurt much differently from the other big Landing changes the Forerunners have repeatedly gone through over these ascension years, but I’m also not going to lie because the sheer force of this particular NEW higher frequency Embodiment impact will be felt by every one of us. How could it not when this energetic phase resembles billions of beautiful different shaped razor-sharp crystal snowflakes carrying NEW Embodiment codes cutting their way into every cell and fiber of our physical bodies, HighHearts and consciousness? However, on the other side of this profound evolutionary upgrade, we’ll resonate from every cell, blood drop, nerve and HighHeart beat with the NEW higher everything in ways we never have before when in the physical.

I’ve also Seen that accompanying this particular NEW Embodiment transition are a lot of overseeing Angelic Lightbeings watching us closely as we live through this big change. I mention this because you may suddenly be sensing them near you, hovering invisibly, or not possibly, and feeling them and their LOVE and deep compassion for what we’re about to begin here in our physical bodies on ascending Earth.

Because we’re on NEW evolutionary Embodiment ground in 2018, this phase may at times feel a bit overwhelming to some of us, or like one long-awaited celebration to others, but most likely both. Either way, make sure to spend time every day and night consciously open to this huge Embodiment change in every way. Open to it and let it do what it’s designed to do. YOU are what’s important now so self-care when needed, privacy when needed, quite time when needed along with periods of not moving physically also. Here’s to becoming resonate Crystalline Christ Unified Embodied beings in the physical. ❤

Denise

March 14, 2018

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A NEW Landing With A Higher Set Of Stairs

I’ve often used the term Stair-steps to indicate the many energy phases and stages within the Ascension Process (AP) and Embodiment Processes (EP). I’ve also used the term Landings with this same symbolism to show those landmark points where the Forerunners of the Forerunners, the First Ascenders, the First Embodiers etc., reach another higher frequency point, turn an Ascension/Embodiment corner, and begin ascending up another NEW flight of Stair-steps within this ongoing process. This we’ve done again with our entry into 2018. We—and I’m talking specifically about the Forerunners of the Forerunners etc.—have reached a NEW much higher frequency Landing and have begun rising up, further Embodying up this NEW higher set of energy Stairs.

This Stair-steps and landings imagery and symbolism are easy mental and emotional visuals to help grasp this amazing and ongoing process. However, when another NEW Landing is reached by the Conscious Creators Forerunner Collective, from our perspectives the closest set of stairs and previous landing below us grows dark, dim and disappears from our view. The levels of Stair-steps and Landings further below that one are hardly within our awareness anymore, so life and reality-changing is each of these higher and higher frequency Landings with their NEW flight of energy Stairs.

The further and higher into the Embodiment Process I go, the harder some aspects of it are for me to write about because 1) it’s profoundly personal and 2) it’s amazingly difficult to put into linear words and 3) it’s not intellectual whatsoever but everything else! The Embodiment Process from the physical side is fairly archetypal in nature (what an asinine statement that was!) for the Forerunners of the Forerunners, First Ascenders, First Embodiers and yet it’s still a deeply personal and intimate process of integral RE-UNION with the higher and highest vast aspects of YOU into this physical expression of You living the AP and EP on Earth now. To accurately flesh-out in written form what living this ongoing EP is like and what it feels like, how it looks and sounds and so on is nearly impossible, plus most days one doesn’t even want to try to express it to anyone let alone write it down in linear form. But we try, when we can, and carry on at NEW higher expanded levels of being and awareness. Such is the nature of true Pathpaving.

Also, the further along the Embodiment Process I go, the less I care about all the complex details about it. The less that level matters to me at this point. It may again in the future but over the past few years, for me what holds the most personal satisfaction is living it, feeling it, Embodying it, being surprised and/or confused by it, being shocked by how much “it” hasn’t been anything like what I thought or expected “it” would be like whatsoever. At times this not knowing is unnerving and a real test of how stable and sturdy one’s HighHeart seat of being really is. At other times it’s just evolutionary business as usual and isn’t happening near fast enough for me. Separating from Source was exciting and traumatic, and RE-UNITING with Source is equally exciting and traumatic. The in-breath and the out-breath and all those many Stair-steps and Landing levels in-between them.

Another of many of the things we’re re-uniting (current unifying evolution of everything that was intentionally separated into Duality long ago) within and through ourselves is the heart and mind. This 2018 NEW Landing Embodiment Process level is forcing more Forerunners etc. to experience their EP via their HighHearts and not their minds or intellects. If you write about the AP and EP, then this is another reason why it’s gotten somewhat more difficult to verbalize in linear written form what living that taking place in multiple locations, dimensions, times and levels within your body, self and beyond is.

When I’m very quiet and still I can more easily maintain the larger and higher frequency expanse of Higher Awareness and perceive multiple sides, dimensions and levels of my EP, but what I’m perceiving is still very NEW to the Denise aspect. To other aspects of ME it’s old-hat but not so for incarnate Denise aspect. Some of you can relate to how familiar this 2018 new Landing level is, while simultaneously shocked and amazed by how strange yet methodical it is. It all depends on where one is observing the, their personal but multiple EP from in that Now Moment.

No matter how hard I try, I cannot remember January 2018. It’s just gone. So be it. February 2018 is totally opposite however and will take some more Inner Work on my part to clean up after. March 2018 is playing out for me sort of how February did; one intense inner change after another making them all feel like I’m ascending up these NEW Stair-steps extraordinarily fast in comparison to all previous levels. It’s timeless in one Now Moment perspective, then dragging on forever in some strange isolated and energetically sequestered space the next. Again, perspective and frequency as further RE-UNIFICATION unfolds within oneself, consciousness and physical body.

In much the same way the Sun both slowly pulses out and quickly flashes NEW higher frequency next-level Stair-steps EP energies, so too does this manifest in my physical body as EP side effects or symptoms. I’m aware of the solar energy pulses impacting and activating next-level Codes, DNA, Crystalline/Christ/Unity frequencies within Denise me and her physical body. There is no separation between what the Sun transmits or anything else and what instantly takes place within my body and myself and Selves. We are one massive interconnected unit existing in different dimensions simultaneously but All Working on the same things; evolution of Self and Selves to Consciously Create the NEW higher frequency platforms both physical and nonphysical for humanity to now evolve into.

Over the past few weeks I’ve repeatedly experienced something that feels to me like there’s suddenly not enough air in the room. I’ve experienced this many times since 1999, but never at this NEW higher Landing level. All the sudden there’s a sense I’m not getting enough oxygen and my lungs hurt momentarily while at the same time I’ll suddenly smell that old common AP scent of nonphysical burning incense smoke so intensely it almost chokes you. While all this is going on I’ll physically see and clairvoyantly See greatly increased nonphysical activity in my house. It’s like there are suddenly dozens of nonphysical beings and energies and who knows what all moving around inside my house.

After I went through this one yet again, but at this much higher 2018 Landing level of Embodiment, I realized that what seemed to me to be multiple different energy events and psychic anomalies and ongoing EP side effects was actually one thing taking place. It was one event caused by one solar energy pulse being Embodied in my physical body which automatically activated further Crystalline/Christ/Unity frequencies and higher DNA activation’s within me. The smelling of nonphysical burning smoky scents has to do with our Pineal and Pituitary brain glands being further evolved, expanded and consciously RE-UNITED multidimensionally and beyond that even. And when this happens we physically see and clairvoyantly See much more of the nonphysical that’s around us all the time. We’re further activated, expanded, ascended and UNIFIED a bit more and therefore perceive a bit more every time we go through this. We See more, Feel more, Hear more, perceive more, Know more and become more with every solar pulse and flash at every higher frequency Stair-step.

Physical life is like the dream now and dreaming is like some of our other lives and Selves going about their hurried ascension business in their locations, levels and spaces. EP symptoms are our physical bodies anchoring what the Sun pulses out which causes us to change a bit more every time it does it. It won’t ever end, only become larger, higher in frequency and more complex and simplified as we evolve and know and are more. Keep growing into the glorious Divine weirdness of it all and ignore the chaotic distractions and unaware people from one Now Moment to the next Now Moment. Be a mighty receptive frequency container throughout March as more higher Light energies and activations need to be Embodied and seeded by every capable Forerunner. ❤ ❤ ❤

Denise

March 9, 2018

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February 2018, So Far

  I’ve tried to write this since the first days of February but just haven’t been able to for different reasons. I’ll try again today to get a few things said quickly before the Partial Solar Eclipse/New Moon at 27° Aquarius 08′ on Thursday, February 15, 2018. This eclipse will help produce far better and bigger than what most are expecting.

As has always been the case, not everyone has been or will necessarily be experiencing these current NEW much higher frequency energies in the same ways and/or in the same physical body parts and locations and/or in their personal physical reality and lives. I’m stressing this again now because these NEW energies here now at this level of the Ascension Process and Embodiment Processes have never been experienced by any of us before. Not any of us.

I’ve always been extremely aware that it’s typically not a popular, safe or appreciated move to be honest about what I and many of the other Forerunners of the Forerunners, aka the First Everything-ers, are experiencing physically if it’s painful, difficult, confusing, a struggle at times or what we would call deeply Initiatory. Most people want to be fed AP and EP information about how wonderful, how super-duper fantastic and beautiful, how quick and easy the AP and EP processes are, not told about it being painful or difficult at times. Lesser levels of awareness sees honesty as weakness and/or that you’re doing it “all wrong” so they come in for the kill while claiming their words and actions are based in “love”. Also there are some who sees being honest about parts of our personal Ascension and Embodiment Process experiences that are more difficult and/or more physically painful than others as our human egos interpreting what’s happening to us. This is very true with some people but certainly not true with everyone. The higher truth of the matter is that some of us, I repeat some of us, have been and still are living our personal AP and EP processes ‘backwards and in high heels’ in comparison to most everyone else and there are intentional and positive reasons for this.

Why do some of the First Everything-ers live the ongoing EP backwards and in high heels’ you may be wondering? Because some of us are intentionally stretching ourselves, our physical bodies, our abilities and our Souls during this AP and EP for personal Soul and Higher Selves reasons beyond the mandatory base levels of the AP and EP. We “Volunteered” to do this too for our individual Soul’s ongoing growth and have taken advantage of the rare Ascension and Embodiment Process energies and our being in physical bodies intentionally during it. No one that I’m aware of has talked about this aspect publicly but I feel it needs to be mentioned at this point of the Embodiment Process because the AP and EP is not and never has been a ‘one size fits all’ type process. You are not doing anything “wrong”, nor are you functioning from or interpreting what you are experiencing from your old lower human ego self. You are doing much more and always have been. Don’t ever let anyone shame you into believing otherwise. You know what you are. ❤

Some of you may have experienced new-to-you type physical pains in certain body areas, again recently. Some of you may also have recently been experiencing more new-to-you type anomalies in the world and space around you such as unusual sounds, lights, flashes of lights, movements of energies, perceiving new-to-you multidimensional lifeforms and beings. Some of you may have recently been experiencing a new-to-you level of difficulty in going out into the physical world and having to be close to people with great density, lack of awareness and old 3D level ego and matching consciousness. Some of you may have recently experienced more new-to-you emotions, much higher awareness, greater expanding sense of Self and simultaneous sense of disappearing old familiar self. Some of you may have recently been experiencing more new-to-you levels of being, life, reality, external structure(s), internal structures, patterns NEW and old and so on.

Some of you may have recently been experiencing more new-to-you levels of discomfort each morning when reentering your physical body. The millisecond you’re back in your physical body and awake in it, the pointless constant internal mental chatter instantly starts back up in full-force and volume and is so profoundly amplified from your current level of being and perception, that for a few minutes after physical body reentry, you don’t think you’ll be able to survive in such a low-frequency environment! That low-frequency environment is your own physical body, consciousness and physical world, so what has suddenly changed and amplified so profoundly? YOU have. YOU have Embodied more of YOU into You and you and ALL of you/You/YOU are currently adapting and adjusting to this latest NEW new-to-you all level of physical body living arrangements. In other words, some of you have grown and expanded, evolved and Embodied more quickly and on a more grand scale than you’ve ever been able to before which, as one would expect, has further changed you, your physical body and all that goes with that and your personal current life and reality in highly dramatic ways. Highly dramatic until you and I adapt to it that is, then it’s just the latest Embodiment Stair-step we’re on at the moment until the Process takes another huge step up. And on and on it goes.

Since the late 1990s, I’ve always been able to tell when a bit more of the Higher Selves ME aspects are Embodied into the physical incarnate Denise aspect because for a while “I” don’t recognize certain things and “I” don’t feel fit for duty in a physical body yet because it’s all very NEW to this aspect of ME from an incarnate physical body level I mean. “I” am rather wobbly and mildly uncertain about certain things and procedures etc. during these larger Embodiment phases so I try to lay-low during these periods while all aspects acclimate. The NEW bigger “ME” adapts to descending into Denise in the physical, and, Denise adapts from her side too and over a fairly brief period we become unified and familiar to the latest NEW living arrangements. The Embodiment Process can and often is experienced from not just the incarnate ascending side, but from the higher descending side too, and when YOU/You/you experience the EP from the Higher Self/Selves descending side of the process, it’s weird in a very different way than it is from the ascending incarnate side. The descending side of the EP has been much bigger and more pronounced lately from any other time I’ve experienced this since the late 1990s. Big progress lately, really big.

There’s much more of this to come this month and throughout 2018 and beyond so continue to roll with the NEW and continue to release even more of the old, merge, unify and get acquainted with all aspects of YOU across Source’s many great creative expressions. ❤

Denise

February 13, 2018

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20-Year Ascension Process Anniversary

For some of us the start of 2018 is the 20-year mark of our living the Ascension Process (AP) at the physical body biological level. Many of us started the AP a decade or more before that at etheric levels where we began doing mandatory Inner Work on our personal issues, emotional wounds, fears, imbalances, projections and all unresolved dense energies and energetic issues from our current life and any others that needed resolution now. In addition, some of us had been consciously and knowingly Working from our sleep states both individually and with groups of other Volunteers, Starseeds, Higher Dimensionals and other positive non-physical Beings for a decade and more before that. An even smaller handful of us have been conscious of being incarnate on Earth in these lives to anchor and Embody the evolutionary AP from infancy. Even though many of us have been at this multi-leveled AP since around 1998–1999 which has felt like a lifetime!, some of us have actually been at it since birth in this life, including a good number of past-lives all designed to help us carry out the AP and EP (Embodiment Process) from our current physical bodies here and now. No matter how many more decades you’ve personally lived the AP in this life, congratulations on reaching the physical level 20-year mark in 2018.

  

I’ve never read many people’s AP writings or channelings online or in books because the majority I did read a bit of years ago was distorted a little or a lot, incorrect overall, or reeked of Team Dark a little or a lot. As the AP years pushed on these past 20 years and counting, I knew once we got past December 2012, it would become increasingly obvious to more people (readers) who the authentic and knowledgeable AP teachers and writers actually were and who wasn’t and the wide range of levels between them.

One thing I’ve noticed since 2013 with a small few of the accurate AP writers, including some non-physical beings that channeled material (in my opinion), is a continuation from them of what sounds like judgements, mild insults, and talking down to type language to their readers.

Having said that I am painfully aware of how many times I’ve fallen short (a little or a lot) of actually producing what I intended to write about over the 15 years I’ve written online about the AP, and from a high and compassionate level. Writing about the AP and EP while living it is far more difficult than most realize for a range of reasons. Despite all that, I’m finding that because some of these teachers/writers who are still in 2018, saying certain things in their writings that sound and feel like judgements and mild insults, I’m increasingly having to go my own way, which is pretty much what I’ve done my whole life anyway. I’m well aware of how hard it is to write something and have 100 people read it and have 100 different interpretations of what I wrote and intended to express in my writing. I’ve dealt with this all along because it just goes with the job of writing about the AP and EP online. However in 2018, the NEW is pushing each of us to do this ourselves, and in our own unique ways, and at this time and this current level we’re each at now. As time goes on and we individually get better at being First Embodiers and energetically Sovereign beings in physical bodies, I believe these things won’t exist or won’t matter if they still do. But for now it’s increasingly feeling like, You’d better get really good at doing this yourself people! This is another aspect of becoming energetically Sovereign First Embodiers.

I hope I said just enough about this for most to recognize what I’m talking about without going into details. Recognize how advanced you are at this 20-year mark because Embodiment is a full-time job and way of life, reality and being. ❤

January 29, 2018, was another huge transitional energy shift day. The Total Lunar Eclipse was January 31st for those of you who are also having a time repeatedly locating and confining yourself in linear time. January 29th feels like half a year ago and yet it’s only been a few days. My point is that on the morning of January 29th I suddenly became super freezing cold on the inside from head to toe and shortly thereafter found myself quickly exiting my physical body via falling asleep. I slept most of that day which hasn’t happened to this degree since the big energies of 12-12-2012. The Total Lunar Eclipse two days later had very little affect on me because of what happened energetically on the 29th. Sometimes it’s not the highlighted day that’s important but the time leading up to it. In many cases, by the time we’ve reached the big day be that an Equinox, a Solstice, a Super Duper Whatever Spangled Total Lunar or Solar Eclipse, the whole thing was experienced, lived and Embodied by many PRIOR to the day or days it arrived. We went through another HUGE change energetically on January 29, 2018, two days before the Total Lunar Eclipse on January 31st.

February 1, 2018, was the 20th anniversary of my physical body biological level AP, so what happened that day makes sense to me for more reasons than the obvious. Stair-steps.

For me, twenty years ago it activated as a rapid and severe evolutionary Ascension Process at the physical body level. Twenty years later, it is the ongoing Embodiment Process at the physical body level. On the one hand the AP and EP are the same thing; on the other hand they’re radically different processes due to radically different levels of density, Light, energies, awareness, ability, existence and compatibility with greatly higher frequency Light energies. Twenty years ago I could not have done nor physically survived what I experienced in my physical body and Self Thursday, February 1, 2018. I’m sharing this experience because I know many of you went through your own versions of this in your own unique ways that were tailored to and for you at this precise time too.

With the start of January of 2017, I distinctly felt my ongoing and constantly escalating (by a little or a lot) Embodiment Process happening at greater levels than previously, as should be expected. I remember the day this happened as clearly as the day it happened one year later on February 1, 2018. I’d gone shopping in late January 2017, and while pushing my shopping cart to my car I felt so physically horrible and in such amplified pain that I honestly wondered if I’d be able to drive myself home. I was able to drive myself home but that NEW-to-me January 2017 level of physical pain and whole-body swelling was so severe that I wondered how 2017 was going to play out for the First Embodiers as it started with another EP expansion bang!

Jump forward one year to February 1, 2018, and I was shopping again and while in the store experienced this same amplification about a 100% greater than what it had been for me in January 2017. The physical pain was not only severe but was a whole-body affair and so amplified that I hoped I’d just make it to my car let alone drive myself home! I got myself home, the groceries unloaded into the house and put away. Once all the work after the work was done, I took some over-the-counter pain pills and got horizontal trying to have my muscles stop spasming and the pain stop or at least reduce a good bit. No such luck for hours on February 1, 2018 however. The severe whole-body pain continued for hours and I was not willing to endure that level of physical body pain any longer. I wanted to die and be free of that level of pain and was considering suicide in a way I never have before. Said another way, this was some serious shit going down and I wasn’t willing to suffer at such an amplified level as this was after a lifetime of other physical pains not to mention 20 years of Ascension Process pains. I tried every tactic I knew and nothing worked and it felt like the whole-body pain would break me in multiple ways. It probably would have had I not finally gotten pissed off by it all and demanded an explanation. Ya gotta LOVE the Embodiment Process!

The second I demanded an explanation to why the physical pain was so profoundly severe compared to anything I’ve ever experienced before, that blessed inner voice that sounds just like me said, “Because your Heart isn’t big enough.”

Are the images in this article of a heart expanding multiple times making sense yet? This is why; “Because your Heart isn’t big enough”… for the next level of the ongoing Embodiment.

The second I heard my inner voice Higher Awareness say this I knew exactly what it meant and why etc. I immediately set about making more personal inner adjustments to help my physical body with this painful EP moment at this NEW expanded and higher level. First I fully released and surrendered, then began intentionally breathing into my HighHeart to help it—my HighHeart—expand even more so it could comfortably house more of what was being Embodied at that moment. The second I began doing this the physical pains reduced considerably and eventually stopped altogether, however, what a moment of learning, expansion and further Embodiment it was! And, just so there’s no confusion, this EP will continue in leaps and bounds like this month after month and year after year so don’t think, believe or expect the Embodiment Process to be a once and done thing because nothing about the AP or the EP has or will ever work like that. Stair-steps because the higher frequency energies and sudden expansion would destroy our physical bodies which is exactly opposite of what’s intended with the AP and EP processes.

My heart wasn’t big enough because I was blocked, limited, fearful, hadn’t done the Inner Work or any other such incorrect thing. My heart wasn’t big enough” for another and higher frequency layer of Embodiment to happen on the physical level, comfortably.

The Embodiment Process is ongoing and much like physical exercising and “working out” to create a more healthy, fit and/or attractive physical body is. You don’t exercise only once and instantly have the “perfect body”, it takes time, effort and plenty of repetition before one even begins to see external results from all the hard sweaty exercise work. The same is true with the Embodiment Process; it takes time, effort and plenty of repetition to slowly, safely and comfortably build up and continue expanding the EP. Just like when you exercise with weights to build muscle, over time you increase the weight to build larger muscles otherwise you hit a plateau and don’t increase muscle size but just maintain what you’ve already achieved. Stair-steps.

While I was going through this February 1, 2018 Embodiment Process expansion on multiple levels, I Saw and understood many other related things that were amazing, dare I say profound even. One of the things I Saw and understood was a greatly expanded awareness about Source and Divine Mother/Feminine and how they “make LOVE”. Not “love” but LOVE. Yeah, I know, there aren’t words only HighHeart explosions at higher and more vast levels than the last one. Release and surrender over and over and over and it starts becoming normal…

The other main aspect and side effect of the ongoing Embodiment Process is that of increasingly becoming more and more energetically Sovereign individually. Source-as-Self, Self-as-Source — eventually you become Embodied enough of your Higher Selves and those energy and consciousness levels that you directly physically house enough Source energies to be capable of energetically self-sustaining your physical body and personal reality, plus Consciously Creating much more for yourself and others as well. But to ascend to this level of being in our physical bodies requires repeatedly making our Hearts bigger” so we can Embody more, greater and much higher frequency levels of our Higher Selves, energies, levels and Source. Increasingly doing so causes us to become more and more energetically Sovereign, meaning we’re becoming self-sustained, completely non-parasitic Beings of Light in physical bodies that are conscious of our multidimensional natures and interacting with them from this physical conscious level.

Denise

February 4, 2018

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Some 2018 Clarifications

 

  I sometimes make the mistake of assuming that most everyone understands exactly what I’m talking about, even when I deliberately do not go into lengthy details in certain articles. I point something out that’s an important Ascension related event or upcoming change but I don’t always go into all the complex, finer details and related side effects and other possibilities. I assume that most of my readers know me well enough by now and have learned to read between the lines with my writings which simply means FEEL them from your whole being and body. Like one reader said years ago, ‘Denise leaves breadcrumbs for readers to follow and figure out on their own.’

However, after receiving some emails from a couple of people recently it was made clear to me that some of my 2017 articles, specifically about Saturn being hit by seven Solar flares in April 2017 and what that would mean for us, did not have enough breadcrumbs’ in them. Because of this I’m going to add more details to some of these issues that are and will continue unfolding throughout 2018 like someone suddenly switched on an inner evolutionary switch in many more humans around the planet.

In 2017, I wrote multiple articles about the planet Saturn being hit by seven Solar flares in April 2017. I knew when I wrote each of them  that many didn’t understand why I was so excited about that happening and why I repeatedly talked about it. I was celebrating but without enough breadcrumbs and I’m sorry for that readers.

Saturn was deliberately hit by seven Solar flares in April 2017, because just like us, the entire Solar System and Milky Way galaxy and beyond are all going through this evolutionary Ascension Process (AP). It’s never been only the humans living the AP but everything and everyone everywhere living it. Take a deep breath and let that fact penetrate deeper into your HighHeart. It’s glorious, but it’s like trying to view infinite amounts of “three-ring circuses” at the same time so FEEL instead as it works better at this NEW level.

Saturn has had ruler-ship over 3D physical reality and holding 3D physicality in place so human life could exist physically on 3D Earth. Team Dark (TD) did all they did to Saturn (and other planets in our system such as the Moon) with the intention of distorting it and the energies it emanates naturally so Saturn would produce and hold in physical place their inorganic synthetic Satanic (Saturn inverted) agendas. Additionally, because TD has never been remotely fond of Divine Mommy/Mother/Feminine because She Creates, they intentionally removed as much Divine Mommy/Mother/Feminine from not only Saturn’s natural organic energies, but from all of physical existence on Earth and within humanity. They only allowed, because they had to, certain small aspects of Divine Mommy/Mother/Feminine which they greatly distorted to better control humanity and human consciousness and therefore physical reality on Earth. So Saturn, the planet that holds physical reality in place physically for life to express physically on Earth, was intentionally turned into something rather Satanic-like energetically. (Gag, fart, puke, hurl; at this point I don’t like even needing to occasionally write about the old negativity so put the breadcrumb pieces together so the NEW makes better sense in our lives and reality now.)

It was because of all this TD interference with Saturn and its natural energies that Saturn required seven direct Solar flare hits last year to energetically remove and free it from all old TD influences and distortions and patriarchal human systems and timelines. Just like we humans get hammered repeatedly by NEW Light energies and NEW codes transmitted via Solar flares, winds, CME’s and storms, plus from the galactic center (GC) and other locations, so to do the planets within our Solar system. Add to this the Photonic Light energies and everything and everyone is guaranteed to be energetically freed from all the old lower Evolutionary Cycles codes including all TD distortions done to them. The August 2017 total Solar Eclipse across the USA was another of these Source directed energetic events to permanently remove all old distortions and literally erase, remove and completely clear them out. Nothing is removed unless it’s time for something of a much higher NEW frequency to replace it all. And in this and most cases, what is replacing all the old lower distortions is Divine Mommy/Mother/Feminine. Read that sentence again if needed for it to fully sink in because this one alone is beyond most people’s current comprehension.

Along with the seven Solar flares aimed at Saturn in April, the August 2017 total Solar Eclipse from coast to coast across the USA were the big erasure and removal of all past TD and human patriarchal distortions in preparation of the Return and Embodiment of Divine Mommy/Mother/Feminine. This is why the ‘Me Too’ and the ‘Time’s Up’ and numerous other coming related NEW awareness’ have so quickly ignited across this country, mostly in females but males too and more so in 2018 and beyond, after both energy events of last year. Divine Mommy/Mother/Feminine has returned and is replacing all the old negative patriarchy and patriarchal consciousness and TD distortions.

Divine Mommy/Mother/Feminine has been profoundly distorted and basically absent from human consciousness, life and reality for thousands of years so the evolutionary return of It/She/Her via the Ascension and Embodiment Processes back into human consciousness and physical Earth reality is going to be very unpleasant, repulsive, unfair, ridiculous, deeply irritating and insulting to many lower consciousness human males and females. Let’s face it, humanity doesn’t have conscious memory of un-distorted Divine Mommy/Mother/Feminine so this return and integration phase is going to be a bit awkward and confusing for many for a while. And for those who do have memory of Divine Mommy/Mother/Feminine on Earth, those memories are from thousands and/or hundreds of thousands of years ago within the previous Evolutionary Cycle and we have evolved far beyond that.

The Forerunners, Pathpavers, Wayshowers who’ve been resolving old lower duality and integrating Divine Mommy/Mother/Feminine and Divine Daddy/Father/Masculine into themselves, their physical bodies and consciousness—NEW 5D and higher Unity frquencies—will continue Wayshowing these NEW energies, consciousness and emotions to and for humanity. Because we’ve entered 2018 with its tremendously amplified and accelerated NEW higher Light and 11/2 energies, the ongoing awakening process within growing numbers of people will activate almost instantly and escalate all year. Forerunners you Know, See and Feel why this is happening but the rest of humanity doesn’t, so to them it’s just about not putting up with or accepting the old patriarchal negativity anymore. Them consciously knowing about the Ascension Process (AP) is not mandatory, but them quickly evolving into the NEW higher ways and HighHeart and demanding an end to the old negativity is. We know this is simply the steps humanity and society is and will continue going through at those levels and that it’s happening because of the AP. This has already begun and will continue to unfold across the USA and the rest of the world faster than most would have believed possible. Why? Because the Forerunners have already Pathpaved all this. And because of ALL these things I’ve mentioned, and others I haven’t yet, life has suddenly gotten easier for Forerunners, Pathpavers, Wayshowers because we’re no longer the only ones at Work with the Ascension Process in the physical on Earth. There’s finally some energetic momentum behind us from those people waking up and demanding NEW ways and equality etc. for everyone.

Old 3D Global TD Patriarchal Consciousness & Reality
  • Use everyone to gain something for yourself
  • Lie to everyone constantly
  • Take everything from as many as possible for as long as possible
  • Parasite off of everyone and everything constantly
  • Steal from everyone and everything constantly
  • Completely focused on self, completely ego-centered
  • No respect
  • Power, money, control at all costs
NEW 5D Spiritual Unity Consciousness & Values
  • Individual 5D and higher frequency Sovereignty
  • Individual internal 5D and higher frequency Unity
  • Growing Embodiment of Higher Self/Selves by more humans
  • Global equality
  • Global sharing of all with all and eventually for free for all
  • Individual, global and collective peace
  • Self-governed via Higher Awareness and Unity consciousness
  • Global sanity and true freedom
  • Global integration of Divine Mother/Feminine and Divine Father/Masculine
  • Respect for every human, animal and every life-form on Earth and off

Those two lists could have been pages and pages long but you get the impact of how profound these evolutionary AP changes are going to be for everyone because they’re extreme opposites. Stair-steps but they’re very fast ones from here on out.

Multidimensional Life in Physical Bodies

Because I’ve had a certain level of conscious ability to move within and Work from multiple dimensions most of this life prior to the start of the Ascension Process, plus had easy and nearly immediate interactions with other higher dimensional ETs and other Beings above them, coupled with having been clairvoyant, clairaudient, empathic and had past life memories all my life, my perspective of the AP has been a bit different from most people’s. Most but not all Starseeds and other ‘Volunteers’ is because of what I’m going to discuss next.

From my perspective PRIOR to the start of the AP in this lifetime, I would go out, go up, expand up into higher dimensional levels to perceive certain things. In other cases, again all PRIOR to the start of the AP, when some of my ET family and co-workers from 5D, 6D and 8D primarily, needed to communicate some information to me in 3D physicality on Earth, they would drop down vibrationally and I would sense, See, Hear or Smell them and immediately increase my frequency as much as I was capable of at that time to meet them in the middle so to speak. In other words, they’d decrease their frequency and I’d increase mine so we could both somewhat comfortably meet in a middle range to exchange information with each other directly and fully consciously. This was how this old pre-Ascension communication between myself and my ET kinsfolk and Ascension Process co-workers and higher others typically worked. All that has changed dramatically however due to the Ascension Process and for me personally since 1998–1999.

Part of becoming increasingly Unified and Sovereign individually for me has meant that my old ET buddies have moved on the NEW ground and NEW Mission Work too, just as I have and continue doing. Just as every Starseed, Forerunner, Volunteer etc. has. Our Guides change as we change; our multidimensional Ascension co-workers change as we change, as we evolve from living and Embodying and growing. That was not my point with this however. What is is that now after living the AP since the start of 1999, the mechanics of communication, exchanges, meetings and interactions with other Beings in other higher frequency dimensions is radically different for me personally from how it was from birth up to 1999. And to make sure I don’t leave any important breadcrumbs out with this topic, I know that this will only continue to change and evolve as I do. How things work for me today will not be how they work next month, next year, next decade if I’m here that long.

Because I’ve always been psychic, I was used to perceiving nonphysical things, locations, beings, entities, energies etc. in very specific ways PRE-Ascension Process. It was always obvious to me when I was clairvoyantly Seeing other dimensional things and/or beings. All that went out the window once the physical level of the AP started around 1998–1999. Suddenly I was clairvoyantly Seeing things and beings that I didn’t know I was Seeing clairvoyantly because they looked to me like they were completely and totally in and of the physical third dimension! I no longer was or needed to go out and up into higher dimensions above 3D because the old dimensional border Veils were gone and 4D Astral dimension and parts of 5D and 6D and even 7D were all flowing around together making things very strange and unfamiliar.

I can’t tell you how many times since 1999 I’ve seen, physically seen with my physical eyes, 4D Astral beings and entities right here in ascending 3D Earth physical reality. That was very common but so too was seeing certain 5D and higher beings both positive and negative. I’d see these things and often think they were physical and totally “real” physically only because I didn’t clairvoyantly See them in the old way(s) I was used to. Example: I very physically saw a huge spider the size of my wide open and extended hand—tip of thumb to tip of little finger—around 7 or 8 inches run up my curtains diagonally and disappear over the top of them. I about lost it because 1) I don’t like spiders and 2) I honestly thought the thing was physical, not Astral. It was Astral but I didn’t immediately realize that only because how I perceived it had changed so dramatically from my point of view, plus it was in this physical dimension! In other words, the old 3D and 4D Astral were so intermingled that much of the time it was very difficult to tell what was one or the other because they both were existing within the same space for many, many years during the Ascension Process.

This difference was, for me as a lifelong psychic Seer, something I had a hard time with for many years because the old reliable multidimensional border Veils were no more and it was a wild multidimensional free-for-all for a very long time. Ever wonder why over the past twenty-five, thirty-five years or so many unaware, asleep, hard-cord disbeliever type people have increasingly had hauntings and ghost encounters? And/or ET and UFO sightings and encounters both positive and negative? Demonic attacks, possessions and exorcisms? Increasing encounters with more strange cryptid creatures in the physical dimension? This is why; the evolutionary Ascension Process and us in 3D physicality moving into and through the 4D Astral dimension with all its many inhabitants of old and finally reaching 5D frequency range and space.

Now however I no longer need to go out, go up etc. to access higher dimensional information, unless I want to that is. Those other dimensional levels, frequencies and the beings that exist within each of them are now accessed by using NEW tools of perception gained from living the AP and EP (Embodiment Process). These will continue evolving too however as I do, as you do, as we all do so continue to perceive in NEW ways and don’t limit yourself by trying to hang on to old familiar tools of perception you may have had most of your life. Learn to See and Feel from your HighHeart, your increasingly Sovereign Inner Being and not old Third Eye Brow levels. Everything has, is, and will continue to evolve so remember to continue releasing anything that you discover you’ve outgrown, even those special tools of perception.

More to come as plenty of highly amplified NEW is coming throughout 2018 for us all. It will stretch each of us into greater NEW Beings of Light re-learning what LOVE really is. ❤

Denise

January 9, 2018

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‘All Hearts On Deck’

In one of Sandra Walter’s recent articles she used this great term ‘All hearts on deck’ indicating that, well, it was needed now. I’m borrowing it for this article for multiple reasons.

Before I go any further, this is one of those articles/information where I paused before writing it to inquire and discern at higher levels whether or not it was something I should share publicly now. Usually when what I write about is based exclusively on what I’ve experienced, there’s no need for me to check at higher levels if it’s appropriate to share certain information or not. If it isn’t I sense it and just leave those parts out of my article(s). However, in this case what I’ve experienced was connected to another person, one I admire and respect greatly for their elevated and accurate Ascension related Works. I’m talking about Sandra Walter, so, because another person’s energetic and physical Works were involved to a certain degree with what I’ve experienced, I checked in at higher levels first to decide if my experience would be insightful enough to call for it being shared publicly. I perceived it would so I’m going to go ahead and share what I’ve experienced in relation to Sandra Walter’s (weekly) Sunday ‘Global Unity Meditation’ recently. At first it may sound like I’m talking about a big negativity but I’m not. All hearts on deck remember? Not fear on deck, not weakness, retreat, shock or confusion but all Radiant HighHearts on deck… and bring your Lightwarrior attitude with you for the moment as well. 🙂

Since September 2017, I’ve repeatedly sensed that I should make a PayPal donation to Sandra Walter at the end of December this year. Every time I’ve felt this over these past months I’ve wondered what was up but didn’t ponder it any deeper than acknowledge it and try to remember to do so before this year is up. I’ve never perceived this before with her or anyone else so it has remained a highlighted question point in my awareness since September.

If you are on Sandra Walter’s mailing list and receive updates from her, then you’ve heard about her having been in a car accident Saturday, December 16, 2017. I don’t know any more about this than what she wrote in her latest notification sent out yesterday, December 19th. Evidently she is okay, no doubt feeling rather beat-up, bruised and sore from head to toe however, but her car died in this accident. So there’s my answer as to why I was sensing I needed to make a donation to Sandra by the end of December 2017. All hearts on deck. ❤

The next layer is that for the past three months I’ve experienced energetic and mental interference every Sunday when I’d try to join in with Sandra Walter’s ‘Global Unity’ meditations done weekly at 8:11 AM, 11:11 AM and 5:11 PM. I’d never experienced this before three months ago so this too was another question point in my awareness over why was this suddenly happening to me in relation to my attempting to participate in her Sunday meditations. I repeatedly experienced this same type of negative interference back in 2012, every time I’d reach a certain point within Lisa Renee’s ’12 D Shield meditation’ technique, so this is NOT something new to me or something related only to Sandra Walter and/or her Sunday meditations. This is NOT about any of that, but something else, something that some of you reading this already know all about because you’ve experienced it many times too over these arduous and oftentimes dangerous Ascension years.

In the case of my trying to join in with Sandra’s Sunday meditations over these past few months (prior to three months ago I’d never experienced any interference or problems whatsoever) it was getting increasingly difficult for me to do something that’s usually effortless and immediate. I’m very familiar with what negative interference feels like no matter what latest form it takes or method it tries; you are blocked from entering something you want to enter and/or are repeatedly interfered with in an attempt to derail you or exhaust you to the point where you just give up trying to push forward and go do something else instead. This is Team Dark remaining unseen but doing their best to prevent you from gaining access to a higher frequency. In this case it was to stop me from entering the Group Collective or what Sandra calls the ‘High Vibe Tribe’ to further Consciously Create, assist, build, anchor, Embody etc. via her Global Unity meditations.

It wasn’t so much that this happened to me, again, but it was the timing of it that surprised me and it shouldn’t have but did. Did you catch that I started doing Lisa Renee’s ’12 D Shield’ visualization in 2012 and was almost constantly interfered with? And here we are five years later during the last few months and now days of 2017 and I’ve experienced repeated interference nearly every Sunday when I’d entered Sandra Walter’s Global Unity meditations. Not a coincidence which is telling in itself.

I’m going to backtrack for a moment here and include some information that I haven’t talked much about since 2015 when it started up, again, for me only because I was so glad and relieved I’d evolved to a high enough point there for a while to be out of range from Team Dark (TD) and their always changing tactics, methods and more advanced tools. It was short-lived but so very wonderful to be free of them for a while a few years ago. Once one has tasted true freedom from TD, one never wants to ever have to be affected by them or their devices etc. again. Said another way, this old Lightwarrior Elder got a bit “fluffy” after decades of hand-to-hand combat with TD constantly. Once the attacks and interference reduced and eventually disappeared for me personally a few years back, I relaxed and adjusted to their absence, celebrated, ate too much pie, got casual and thought it was finally over blah, blah, blah. And as we all know, when one gets too much like this something often comes flying back in and kicks you in your tender privates to remind you that, It ain’t over yet dip-shit! 😐 You know what I’m saying and hopefully why I’m saying it now.

By 2015 however there were small but continuous clues I was perceiving each year that TD had changed their tactics and increased their intent from what I was familiar with, and that my past brief celebrations needed to be combined with more stealth and Higher Awareness and to not fully retire my Lightwarrior gear quite yet. I was not happy about any of this but knew that, and this is the super important part, as the negative increased/increases, simultaneously so too was the positive. I know how strange and unnatural that all sounds, and is, but there it is; the old lower negativity doing its best to survive the Universal Ascension Process no matter what while at the same time the NEW is manifesting. Books could be written about just this one aspect of all this…

In the old super Dark days of old TD would simply abduct me from the Astral while I was physically asleep and OOB, because it was so easy, fast and unseen for them. Years after this it became outright face-to-face battles with nonhuman negative aliens and demons and other lesser negative entities and myself. Years after that it became TD using living humans, Portal People, to get at me because I was getting advanced enough to not be so easily reachable by them directly so they increased using other living humans to do their attacks on me and this went on for many long and miserable years too. After that level the TD attacks, tactics, methods and devices etc. seemed from my perspective to have changed rather dramatically and overnight. This happened as best I was able to perceive, post December 2012. Stair-steps, even with them and the Separation of Worlds.

As most of you know my mom had a triple bypass suddenly and unexpectedly in late August 2014, and two weeks later while in a Nursing Home recovering from that she had a related Stroke. Needless to say my attention and energies were suddenly sucked over into all this unexpected mess since 2014, all the while consciously knowing that I was (and my mom too but in different ways due to her diminished mental state) in a very different state and place energetically and physically due to all this and that I needed to be extra wise and aware. Why? Because TD never misses an opportunity to kick someone when they’re down and do as much damage to them as possible because of it all. I’m not being dramatic nor am I exaggerating. I’m being honest about something even I would like to not have to deal with anymore at this late date within the global Ascension Process (AP).

Since the start of 2015, I’ve paid close attention to the new ways that TD influences were affecting me and they’ve all been very stealthy and unseen for the most part. It’s easy to recognize when negative aliens and monsters are trying to bash your skull in or fracture our soul, kill your physical body or drive you mad. It’s easy to recognize when negative aliens and/or monsters are using living humans—Portal People–to attack you, discredit you, disrespect you, use you and so on. What’s not as quickly or easily recognized has been TD’s post 2012 methods which have, for the most part, been about both interference with me when I want to join in with like-others to meditate to Consciously Create more NEW to benefit all, and intense periods of attempting to keep me focused on lower frequency issues, situations, possibilities, concerns and so on. In other words, onslaughts of interference when doing or attempting to do intentional Higher Work while awake such as meditations/visualizations/creation Work etc. combined with amplified blankets of unseen lowly thoughts and emotions designed to keep one in lower levels and within frequency range of direct Team Dark interactions etc. Lisa Renee has written extensively about this, and her December 2017 monthly article, which I haven’t even read entirely yet, talks about these new TD tactics.

My reasons for sharing this short recap of some of my new and different negative experiences since 2014, more so in 2015 and each year since was to show how TD have amplified their attempts to stop the Ascension Process and those of us (Forerunners etc.) Embodying and anchoring in the NEW energies. They want to survive and have prepared for this “end times” too, just as we of Team Light have. This old Duality battle is nearly over now however but these last moments of it are serious, important and not to be taken lightly. Are they going to “win” this? No, it’s a done deal already, this is just us at the physical level finishing up all the Work, layers, parts and aspects.

Back to current energies in current time.

On Sunday December 17, 2017, the day of Sandra Walter’s weekly Global Unity Meditations’ at 8:11 AM I went into meditation to join in this as I try to do every Sunday. This day however, which was also the New Moon which was conjunct the GC (Milky Way Galactic Center) during this week and last month of 2017, once I was in the meditation I clairvoyantly Saw a large dark-colored metal looking barricade blocking my entrance to higher levels of this particular meditation. My first thought on Seeing this was that it was “just me” not focused enough so I gathered up my determination and focus and tried again, and yet again. I even went around this etheric metal barricade impediment not thinking much about it honestly other than it was a minor nuisance and what the hell was it doing there! After trying this and suddenly finding myself back in front of that etheric metal looking barricade, the unexpected happened and is the point of this article.

  There suddenly in my Higher Awareness was a close up view of a lizard (Reptilian) eye and parts of the side of its scaly face staring back at me defiantly. I’ve experienced this exact event a few times many years ago with another nonphysical Reptilian being. It’s evidently the way they prefer allowing themselves to be clairvoyantly Seen; up close and only one eye and parts of one side of their head. It’s as if they’re intentionally looking through a small portal “window” from another dimensional or extradimensional level at whoever it is that they know can See them. They want to be Seen but in this small, limited way and only for a few seconds and then they close that interdimensional viewing “window”.

What this move informed me of was that the etheric metal looking barricade I’d Seen and struggled to get around was intentionally created by them. Mind you this was Sunday, December 17th, Sandra’s car accident happened the day before on Saturday, and I didn’t learn about her car accident until I received her mass emailing notice about it yesterday evening Tuesday, December 19, 2017. Am I suggesting that Reptilians caused Sandra Walter’s car accident? Of course not, although I wouldn’t put it past them to try. I’m sharing all this ONLY to connect some more dots so it becomes ever more obvious to everyone how deep into the NEW and the changes we are at this moment. Team Dark only resorts to stunts like this when they’re desperate and doing their best to derail what’s happening no matter what they do or try to do. I’m sharing all this because these cheeky bastards intentionally revealed themselves to me yet again, and this time while I was trying to enter Sandra’s Sunday Global Unity meditation. I’m sharing all this to draw your attention to the timing of it all now at the end of December 2017. That in itself is another HUGE insight as to how dramatically the global changes are about to become. All hearts on deck now. All HighHearts on deck now for not only self, for all, and for ALL everywhere. This is who we are and what we do. Rest and recuperate well and as long as needed Sandra Walter and thank you for everything you do from every level. ❤ ❤ ❤

Denise

December 20, 2017

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