Trust & Rely On Your YOU/you Alignment Connection

Over the second-half of November 2019, I’ve been working on three different articles yet none of them seem to be “right” for this particular end of November moment. Those other topics all seem to pale in comparison to what many Embodiers continue to experience this month with their personal Embodiment Process. I’ve tried to ignore that fact and continue writing about other related Ascension Process topics, but as I said, they don’t feel like what needs to be front-and-center at this rare and long Worked upon moment.

We’ve all had and still have our favorite people, teachers, writers, websites and blogs where we’ve gotten spiritual Ascension Process and related information, updates, validation, confirmation, comfort and direction for many years. We’ve all benefited from those dedicated people who’ve helped so many worldwide by writing about the Ascension Process for years and years. Their dedication has helped us all to get through those seriously difficult, painful, dangerous and highly confusing periods of profound inner transformation, releasing, embodying and ongoing compressed evolution.

I’ve written about the Ascension Process online, and in two books (so far) since 2003, and I too have had a small handful of favorite ascension teachers writings I’ve read over the years. However, that already very small group has gotten even smaller as the ascension years have passed and I continue on with my Embodiment Process. This should be the natural case with everyone living the Embodiment Process.

As you continue to Embody, to align with, to match vibrationally, to become ONE conscious connection with your Higher Self, Selves and Soul in your physical body and incarnate ascending self, where you go for information, updates, intel, validation, confirmation, support and a sense of joining with the NEW higher Group will dramatically change, as it rightly should.

I’m not saying anyone should stop reading other people’s spiritual ascension writings. What I am saying is that you need to realize that you and the Higher YOU, YOUS, Soul YOU should always be your first and primary go-to, not someone else.

Someone else was, and for many still is old lower 3D consciousness and reality. Someone else is separation consciousness. If you’re living the Embodiment Process you know it is unification, it is unity consciousness and being which could not be more different. YOU/you know this from your NEW state of Higher Self connection right inside the you reading this, living this, being this embodied NEW greater YOU here in the physical now.

What I continue running up against is the opposite of how it’s been for thousands and thousands of years on Earth. Every time I go outside myself to other ascension teachers writings for insights, updates, information, validation etc., I’m increasingly disappointed and I don’t want to be disappointed. The disappointment I’ve been increasingly experiencing since the start of 2013, has to do with me not fully trusting or relying on my steadily growing Higher Self, Selves, Soul vibrational alignment unification Embodiment Process taking place within my physical body and incarnate self and personality.

We’re all so habituated to going external, to go to someone else, to go to a group of someone else’s to receive directions, instructions, explanations, Higher Awareness info, the bigger cosmic picture, the universal daily news updates. It’s been very helpful doing this in years past but it’s getting less and less satisfying to me because I’m going to, I’m looking outside myself for answers and insights and that isn’t cutting it any longer. The “fit” isn’t right for me. The only “fit” that is increasingly right and comfortable for me is ME—the other Higher Self ME’S, Soul ME and Source ME. In other words fellow first Embodiers, you are in the process of discovering that going external, going to anyone else from here forward isn’t going to fit or feel right or satisfying to you/You/YOU as YOU/You/you come into full complete, 100% always “ON” alignment from your physical body and incarnate human self.

This is like reaching human age 21 and becoming legally responsible for yourself and your actions. No more going external, no more going to someone or anyone else for help or answers or guidance or support. YOU and You and you are now YOUR primary go-to for insights, guidance, Higher Awareness, Love, LOVE, relationships, companionship, cosmic info and whenever needed, those universal daily news updates. Said another way, YOU is your real Soulmate, mate.

YOU, not someone else, but YOU are YOUR source. YOU are Source. You and Source have a NEW relationship because you/You/YOU and YOU/You/you have Embodied in your physical body incarnate self which automatically Shifts the entire package, the entire reality and more and that is a really great thing! It’s taking some time to adjust to this ongoing Inner Shift thank god, so relax and open completely to it. This is very rare so pay attention, enjoy the phenomena of it all, stay open to greater Inner Shifting and this final phase of your Embodiment Process will feel more at Home like.

Yes there’s always going to be the next ascension update, the next information bites from different people but what you/You/YOU now have is direct constant access to YOU Higher Self, Selves, Soul YOU and Source YOU and YOU as Source and no one can top that. Can’t wait to live through December 2019 and put a divine bow on this phase. ❤

Always With you, You, YOU.

Denise

November 24, 2019

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November 2019 & 11-11

As I start this it’s November 12th, only one day after 2019’s 11-11, and we’ve got miles and miles of November still before us. Because 2019 has been a year of constant intensity and personal, planetary and cosmic high drama, severe pressures and pains, let’s do our best to keep up with these last three months of what’s been a year like no other.

With each month of the second half of 2019, it’s gotten easier to look back at the first half of this year and see how each month has presented us with a spiritual, energetic and cosmic intensity seemingly designed specifically  for each of us. While one is in it, one is just trying to get through it whatever it’s been for each of us this year. And as soon as we do, we find ourselves in the next situation and then the next and the next and on and on every month of this unrelenting year. We all can feel the major 2019 grand finale enveloping us. Both exciting and astonishing after having been through so much in every minute of the year already.

It’s like the first half of 2019 all sorts of last-minute, must traverse unpleasantness happened, and in the second half of the year we’re doing our utmost to quickly clean up the residual blood n’ guts, tears n’ fears, exhaustion n’ pains because something wholly NEW this way comes, and quickly.

We can complain about how brutal 2019 has been and still is, but at this late date, we Volunteer First Everythingers, Forerunners, Pathpavers know it’s always ‘darkest before the dawn’ of the completely NEW everything on Earth and everywhere else. So, one more huge year-ending suck-it-up my fellow reality busting, density clearing, negativity removing, NEW world Embodying Light creators because “payday” is finally arriving in the physical.

I’m including a link to a November 10, 2011 article I wrote at TRANSITIONS because it fits nicely with where we are now in the last three months of formidable 2019. It’s a good review and reminder of how long the Pathpaving first Embodiers have been at this, and that many of us are in the final phase of it during these last three months of 2019.

10-10-10 REPOST & Connection With 11-11-11

Very briefly because we already know how hard this year has been, and still is for us and our physical bodies, our Central Nervous System (CNS), our continued expanding HighHearts, consciousness, Higher Awareness, our so-called “lives” such as they’ve been, and everything else.

Because 2019 is the last year of, let’s call it Phase 1 of the Ascension Process (another article coming about that), we already know and can feel in every cell of our bodies that we’ve reached ascension graduation, the “shift”, the complete Separation into an entirely NEW higher level and phase of the Ascension Process. And by we I mean the Volunteer First Everythingers, the Forerunners, Starseeds, Lightworkers, Pathpavers etc. Because of this “end times” of Phase 1 of the Ascension Process, our physical bodies have seriously been through the final rinse cycle all year long. Some symptoms of this completion, graduation, shift etc. have been:

  • another phase of hair thinning
  • greater skin sensitivity
  • greater eye sensitivity to inorganic light & higher frequency Light
  • with eyes closed, seeing brighter & brighter white Light. It’s you!
  • frequent nausea, often in the mornings
  • increased vertigo all year
  • increased periods of intense inner cold
  • needing more sleep in every 24-hour period
  • constant inner ear & head ringing, squealing, screeching from higher frequency Light & last three 2019 months incoming evolutionary Sound waves
  • increase in hearing unusual non-physical sounds, noises, voices etc. all year
  • increased dreaming all year, most of it very busy & with many strangers
  • experiencing strange new body pains & sensations in 2019 you’ve never experienced throughout the past 20–21 ascension years
  • CNS over stimulation, feeling fried alive by higher & higher frequency Light, Light waves, NEW codes etc.
  • brief moments of ecstatic-overwhelm-panic-freakout-allowance from Embodying some more of your Higher Self/Selves/Soul
  • instantly, automatically knowing & feeling more about strangers, life and reality, realities. The more you Embody, the more you know
  • constant building irritations of not being fully in the NEW & having to endure the collapsing patriarchal world insanity we all incarnated into. Since 1998–1999 existing in-between the disintegrating patriarchal horrors & the manifesting nebulous NEW Earth
  • severely amplified body aches, pains & pressures throughout 2019
  • severely amplified pains & pressures in the spine & skeletal structure (Saturn)
  • there’s more but you get the drift. It’s been a very severe, extra intense year internally, externally, physically, energetically
Then November 11, 2019 Arrived Bearing NEW Gifts Aplenty

As usual I did my best to find an image that most closely resembles what I Saw clairvoyantly at 11:11AM on November 11, 2019. I Saw this inner image at that time and day for much longer than I usual do. It played in my Higher Awareness vision like a movie for 35–40 seconds, which is an eternity when Seeing nonphysical things. That anomaly was part of this 11-11 2019 visual message knowing.

This image I Saw at that exact time and day was of fire-like plasma flames flickering, increasing in size, flowing horizontal, vertical and in multiple directions simultaneously in a constant, massive wave across space towards Earth and life on Earth. What I Saw looked and moved like physical flames of fire but it was not that at all. Unfortunately the above image is a bit too much on the red side whereas what I Saw was definitely on the blue side. It was a medium to slightly darker periwinkle blue violet colored plasma wave being intentionally sent to Earth and humanity via what Celia Fenn / AA Michael called in their October 2019 channeled message, the “Star Fire Light Codes”.

I was aware of numbers of Angelic Lightbeings involved with this periwinkle blue violet colored plasma wave that somewhat resembled physical flames of fire. I Saw the image of this 11-11-2019 plasma “fire” wave much longer than I usually See non-physical, etheric and/or energetic things because they wanted to get the point across that it is intentionally moving, flowing, leaping and transmitting specific NEW evolutionary codes, energies, consciousness etc. and it’s not a split-second energetic event and then poof it’s gone. The Angelics wanted it consciously known by us that this periwinkle blue violet colored plasma “fire” wave they’ve intentionally sent our way is something that’s going to be in effect for quite a while. Because of this, it will have an accumulative effect on unaware humanity. Said another way, this Angelic plasma “fire” wave of different NEW codes is going to affect humanity and therefore change planetary human consciousness in ways that will impress the most hardened, exhausted, battle-weary First Everythingers. Just in the nick of linear time too I might add because many of us are completely all done with this phase of the Ascension Process.

Hours before 11:11 AM on November 11, 2019, I clairvoyantly Saw another image first. I had just woke up and was staggering, with eye’s closed, to the toilet around 6AM. The first moment I opened my eyes I Saw this bright circular white-Light image that was sort of snowflake-like in appearance. It looked somewhat like this image but was far more complex, much brighter, more beautiful and vibrating with NEW higher level energetic possibilities for humanity. But they all do.

While still half asleep on the toilet, I contemplated this right there, in-my-face early morning 11-11 image and sensed it was another of the many NEW codes being delivered since they began in earnest December 2018. I didn’t perceive much more about it than this and upstairs, if you’re listening, it’s better if you give me a few more minutes in the mornings before you start the Upstairs Daily News downloads. Thanks.

I shared the toilet business about this ONLY to make a point about how much energetic activity and additional NEW codes were arriving on November 11, 2019.

After Seeing this 11-11-2019 6AM snowflake-like brilliant white-Light code image—before the second 11:11AM visual message—I repeatedly clairaudiently Heard and felt, “It’s over. It’s over. It’s over.”  There was no interpretations needed with this celebratory message because I knew instantly what it was referring to. It meant that the global patriarchy and patriarchal rule that’s been in place for thousands of years across Earth is now fully, completely, wholly and permanently OVER and GONE. Anything you see or hear resembling it are, at this point, nothing more than impotent ghost images of the negative Dark Ages of old 3D Earth that’s also no longer operative.

And so, November 11, 2019 was just packed full of exceptionally good news! Out with the old everything and in with the NEW everything. No more half-and-half stuff, no more in-between worlds stuff, no more lower negative anything stuff anymore. The NEW codes, Lights, energies etc. continues arriving faster now than ever before which automatically causes the old lower everything to quickly become empty, hollow, dead and permanently GONE.

Another thing I very strongly felt and was aware of was that upstairs—the higher dimensional beings and other aspects of our Greater Selves and ascension co-Workers etc.—are now directly “overhead” all of us. All this means is that the space, the distance between us on ascending physical Earth and the nonphysical other parts of ourselves, kinsfolk and co-Workers are, as of 11-11-2019, much closer to, much more aligned with each other than was able before. This is another external side effect of the Embodiment Process, and of the completion of it for some of us who are the first to Embody our Higher Self/Selves/Soul while living in our physical bodies on ascending Earth.

On 11-11 2019 I also perceived, and I don’t believe this is just wishful thinking on my part although it would be glorious personally finally, that the Volunteer First Everythingers are now close to (1) having the physical body pains reduced greatly and (2) soon be nearly gone completely.

For most of us that sentence, that miraculous claim deserves no less than three scared moments of silence…  ❤  ❤  ❤

I’m just passing along what I perceived and received from my Higher Awareness throughout November 11, 2019. No one wants that last bit to be true more than me because my lower back is doing something very painful since October 1, 2019 and it seriously needs to have something fabulous happen asap! I suspect my back injury pain is very much related to these final three months of 2019, the 10, 11 and 12 energies of 2019 and the completion of Phase 1 of the Ascension Process, and for some, the completion of their individual Embodiment Process too.

More to come. There always will be. Enjoy November, and December no matter what because January 2020 will hit it out of the park which is exactly what it’s designed to do so we can begin Phase 2 of the Ascension Process.

Denise

November 14, 2019

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We Survived OH LORD October!

A brief recap of OH LORD October 2019! because it was grueling and abnormally physically and psychologically painful nearly every day of the entire month. Bodily, October has felt like the last physical level extreme to what’s been an altogether very extreme year. We each experience these Light energies, NEW codes, NEW DNA, deeper across-the-board clearings and removals in our own ways, but I suspect many of you reading this have had a personal record-breaking October, as I have, to go along with your personal record-breaking entire 2019! If you’ve been living this throughout 2019 to date, you don’t need anyone to tell you that massive, sweeping changes are coming with the start of 2020 for everyone everywhere.

“…and to acknowledge in solidarity with all here the “inner wildfires” that have broken out throughout October for me and for so many of us at every level of life. Sometimes I attempt to hose them down, at other times I “wait and see” if they burn themselves out without my intervention. But this October, it has taken a lot of vigilance on my part so as not to respond to life as if life itself were an emergency…” —  Raymond Boeri

To not respond to life as if life itself were an emergency. Indeed and what an accurate description Raymond Boeri gave us all in his Comment under my previous article. Thank you for that wisdom and honesty Raymond B. as it impeccably sums up all of 2019 for most of us. ❤

Many of you ascension Volunteers have also had enough lives lived on Earth during past astrological Age changes to know how difficult this current energetic shift is on many different levels for humanity. Humans don’t do change well and astrological Age changes are that at epic planetary levels. Concurrently is the Ascension Process, the Separation of Worlds & Timelines, the dimensional Shift to physical 5D, the Embodiment Process, NEW DNA being embodied and on and on.

I mention this only to remind you that you’ve already done these planetary astrological Age changes in the past on Earth to assist humanity with global change. Some of you have also done the Ascension Process on other worlds and galaxies, multiple times because you’re great at it, which is why you Volunteered to be here now.  In other words, you are more than qualified to do all this so trust that fact plus your Embodying Process and now daily NEW abilities and expanding awareness.

What some of us have been feeling in our bodies this year are the NEW codes and energies of 2020. We First Everythingers always embody the NEW first and 2019 has certainly pushed, freed, battered and transmuted each of us in multiple ways month by difficult month this entire year to release more cosmic old and embody more now NEW.

I remember writing earlier this year about Awful April as I called it, but April 2019 was quickly dwarfed by Mother of God May!, then dwarfed colossally by Life Will Never Be The Same June, and on and on every month all year long. Every month of 2019 has been difficult in its own way and for its own reasons and yet the next month dwarfs them all with something else. The 12 Labors of Hercules comes to mind for the Pathpavers living 2019. Imagine however, what we’ll be once we reach January 2020.

November 2019

As is always the case, the image above is as close a representation to what I recently Saw clairvoyantly as I could find online. I’m grateful to have found it.

On October 27th I projected my awareness into November 2019 and Saw a beautiful, intense and brilliant image. At first I thought this image was of thousands of brilliant white-Light number 11’s representing the month of November, and 11-11 specifically. However, I’ve also Seen Angelic Lightbeings resemble vertical lines of brilliant white-Light that, when they’re standing close to each other, look like thousands of 11s.

After a few moments of deeper inspection of this mind’s eye vision, I began to realize that each of the many hundreds of brilliant vertical white-Light pillars were not 11’s, nor Angelic Lightbeings, but Embodied human individuals! They were you and me and all of us and it was a beautiful, sensational surprise to See ourselves this way. According to this late October 2019 vision insight, many Embodiers will reach the next higher level, phase and stair-step of their individual Embodiment Process during the month of November 2019.

October 2019 – Sudden random, allover body pains, physical immobility, severe vertigo, extreme head pains and pressures, more big changes to our Pituitary and Pineal glands, releasing like never before followed by even deeper multidimensional releasing the likes we’ve never experienced all while the body hurt from vast outgoing old patterns and greater, higher frequency incoming NEW energies and codes.

In Celia Fenn’s channeled Archangel Michael October 2019 article, they referred to October 2019 as a period of intense incoming waves of ‘Diamond Light Codes’. Has your external head and internal Pituitary and Pineal glands felt these intense October waves of Diamond Light carrying more NEW codes? Have they made your head and body hurt more than usual, energetically spin, rotate, vibrate much faster, expand and contract and expand repeatedly all month?

If I don’t sit in silence, not move physically, and intentionally focus into my HighHeart multiple times every day, these 2019 fry you alive ‘Diamond Light Codes’ quickly overstimulate my body and mind and make me feel like I’m short-circuiting, which I am. However, the minute I make this intentional shift the feeling of being energetically fried alive disappears, along with the often excruciating passage of linear time, because I’ve expanded back into these higher frequencies and Light energies and that feels perfect and normal, which it now is. The more I Embody, the less this side effect will happen until it’s gone permanently.

November 2019 – All that severe and painful October releasing of massive amounts of cosmic past and embodying more of the NEW and also Embodying if doing that too, was greater prep Work for November. In November 2019, some of us are at that level where we’re becoming the first of the NEW physical Human Light Angels on ascending Earth.

Celia Fenn/AAMichael referred to November 2019 as ‘an Initiation of Star Fire Light Codes’. They also mentioned that this particular energy transmission will be ‘Light/Sound waves’. I’ve been aware that some of the Angelics have and will be involved with these November 2019 energies, transmissions, NEW codes and Initiations with the Embodiers.

I’ve also been feeling an increase deep within my HighHeart upper chest area of a sort of harmonic reverberation. The higher realms continue pulsing out waves of these NEW energies, transmissions and codes and some of them are already registering in our physical HighHearts as a different vibration that’s radiating outward from us. I believe this will increase dramatically throughout November 2019 as we embody and Embody this months next level of codes, sync with them, then transmit those NEW frequencies and codes from our HighHearts and bodies like the energy waves each of us now are. We are rapidly becoming the NEW Embodied Angelic Humans. Expect some wonderful strangeness and increased anomalies, activation’s and possible etheric visitations etc. during November 2019.

December 2019 – NEW Divine Father, Divine Masculine arrives. Not old diminished, distorted, inverted inorganic Divine Father, but organic NEW Divine Father/Daddy/Masculine.

A rare small handful of Volunteers now incarnate in male bodies have already been displaying—much to my profound and long-awaited joy, delight and gratitude—the beginnings of the return of NEW Divine Father, Divine Masculine this year. Soon there will be more and more true Divine Father, Divine Masculine being embodied and Embodied by both human males and human females and the grand improvements for humanity and reality, realities and All will explode your heart and expand your Conscious Creativity and make you want to live as long as possible in this life! This isn’t wishful thinking, it’s evolution, and the return of Divine Father/Masculine and the return of Divine Mother/Feminine to the NEW Earth and NEW Humanity will be… a long time coming but so worth all the effort. ❤

Celia Fenn/AAMichale called this the ‘Golden Christ Consciousness Codes’.

I don’t usually receive or perceive names and titles like this which is why I often have trouble describing them in my articles. I See and Feel them and oftentimes know them intimately but I rarely get names or titles for them like some people do. I’ve used some of Celia Fenn’s/AAMichael’s names and titles for these October, November and December 2019 different incoming wave codes (and energy stair-steps) to help us get a better understanding of just exactly how deep into the NEW and the next phase we actually are at this point. These last three months of monumentally challenging 2019 are propelling each Volunteer and Embodier to their next level within the Ascension Process and Embodiment Process.

And finally, the very first group of unaware humans are beginning the Ascension Process at the end of 2019 and into 2020. It’s only been the Volunteers, the First Everythingers, Pathpavers, Wayshowers etc. that have been living the Ascension Process since it started on the physical level around 1998–1999. Now that that first phase is being completed during the last three months of 2019, the first group of unaware humans are about to be activated to START the Ascension Process. We’ve laid down the roads for them. We’ve built the bridges for them. We’ve lit the entire way for them. We’ve clear-cut the negativity for them. All they have to do is live it now, which this first group is about to begin. Well done Volunteer First Everythingers. Now get yourselves ready for November, then December. January 2020 will do the rest. ❤

Denise

October 31, 2019

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Last Three Months of 2019

When I write the words embody or embodiment in lower case I mean one thing. When I write Embody,  Embodiment and Embodiment Process capitalized I mean something different.

Lower case embody is what all individuals repeatedly experience that are living the Ascension Process and automatically embodying the evolutionary Light energies, NEW codes and more NEW DNA continually at higher and higher levels and larger and larger amounts over the weeks, months and years in their physical body during the Ascension Process.

When I capitalize the words Embody and Embodiment Process I do so to indicate the people that have been living the Ascension Process and embodying, but who’ve also chosen to Embody their Higher Self/Selves/Soul into their current physical body and self during the Ascension Process as well.

Because there’s some confusion over the Embodiment Process, I’m going to explain more about it from my perspective. I will do so as I do with everything I write about, from my personal experiences, memories and Higher Awareness to date.

It’s taken the First Everythingers these past two decades of linear time to incrementally embody (lower case) the incrementally delivered NEW Light, energies, codes and so on. The Ascension Process has HAD to unfold slowly like this otherwise it would have destroyed our physical bodies, minds and psyches if too much higher frequency Light had been delivered all at once. Because of this the Ascension Process had been an ongoing set of energy stair-steps we’ve been incrementally embodying for two decades and counting.

The Embodiment Process (capitalized) has basically been the same thing for the very same reasons. We’ve never been soul-less in these lives nor have we been Higher Self-less either, but, how much of our individual Souls and Higher Self/Selves we could safely cope with from having a direct and conscious line to while in our present physical bodies is another story.

The more Light and NEW energies etc. we’ve embodied over these ascension decades, the more of our Higher Self/Selves and Soul we’ve been incrementally capable of coping with an incrementally increasing way through what’s being called the Embodiment Process. Said very simply, one side effect of embodying more and more and higher and higher Light etc. into your ascending physical body means you are increasingly aligning vibrationally, energetically with your Soul/Higher Self/Selves. The more you and your physical body physically and energetically evolve and “ascend”, the greater and greater this energetic alignment between physical incarnate you becomes with your Soul and Higher Self/Selves in this direct and conscious way.

We’ve always had a very small amount of our Soul and Higher Self/Selves connected to us, us to them in these current physical bodies because life in physicality could not be sustained otherwise. We’d die physically without that mandatory tiny organic lifeline to our Soul and Higher Self. In old lower frequency 3D life and reality that was all anyone had and it was the “norm”.  Not so however with the current evolution.

Due to the Ascension Process we’re living in these lifetimes, the option exists for those who want to go that extra mile so to speak and Embody greater and higher frequency Light energies. Doing that incrementally over the past two decades increases and raises ones energetic tolerance and expands their frequency range in their physical ascending bodies to such a degree that the Soul and Higher Self energy line to the physical body and incarnate self becomes entirely undiminished and maximal. That is what the Embodiment Process is and what it produces in those willing to go that extra mile.

Before the Ascension and Embodiment Process you were living with and barely surviving on the equivalent of say, only one spark plug to run your body vehicle, and only one little bar to phone and talk to HOME with. Once your Embodiment Process reaches a certain level—which is exactly what’s happening to many of us during these last three months of 2019—you’ll be running on unlimited spark plugs and unlimited bars! You will have evolved, expanded and dramatically increased your vibrational capacity to co-exist in your physical body in this direct, conscious, undiminished way with your Soul and Higher Self/Selves and not drop dead from! Now there’s something to write HOME about! 😉 HOME is well-aware of what you, me, we are up to with our individual Embodiment Processes and there’s excited preparations unfolding because of the profound improvements this will further cause everywhere.

The Volunteer First Everythingers or the First Wave group as they’ve been called, the Second Wave group, the Third Wave group and so on have been embodying since the start of their physical level Ascension Process. Not all of them however have chosen to also go through the Embodiment Process and currently reach full energetic, vibrational alignment range with their Higher Self/Selves/Soul and their current physical body and self at this time. The Embodiment Process option exists for everyone but not all have, have yet, or will take it on in this lifetime of ascension. This is a Higher Self/Selves/Soul pre-incarnational choice.

The Last 3 Months of 2019

The last three months of every one of these ascension years is extra important because they’re not only completing an entire year’s energies, levels and phases, but they’re the final three (triality, trinity) months where we’re more intensely pressured energetically to step-up, to rise up to the higher frequency energies we’ll enter on January of the New Year. The last three months of every ascension year are more intense because we’re completing a year’s worth of specific ascension energies, embodiment, Embodiment Process, energy Work and Missions and preparing for the powerful year-end trinity stair-step shifts to a higher frequency platform and phase of the upcoming New Year.

These last three months of grueling 2019 are different from all previous ones however. These last three months of 2019, including the day-specific 10-10 energies of October 10th, 11-11 energies of November 11th, and the 12-12 energies of December 12th are the last ones we’ll experience. We no longer need these specific last three October 10-10, November 11-11 and December 12-12 energy gateways because 2019 is depositing us in a very different NEW higher frequency and level of the Ascension Process. The rest of this will be fully activated physically January 2020 for mass humanity, which is why the entire year of 2019 was so difficult and still is for most First Everythingers. As we always do, we energetically Pathpave and Bridge with and through our bodies, the way for humanity coming up behind us.

There’s so much completion during these last three months of 2019. We’re currently at the energetic threshold between where we have been within the Ascension Process since 1998–1999, and where we’re about to start anew with it in January 2020.

The First Everythingers will feel this change in very different ways than how the unaware humans who’ll be energetically activated in October–December 2019 to BEGIN their Ascension Process. Think of this as the first group of unaware humans to start the Ascension Process. They are not Volunteers, they are the first group of unaware humans to start the Ascension Process and this will unfold for more and more unaware people throughout 2020. What we Volunteer First Everythingers energetically embodied, Pathpaved and anchored into ourselves, our bodies and Earth is only now STARTING to be used by this small first group of unaware humans. Not complaining here, just pointing this long-awaited event out.  This is an obviously very big deal for each of them, but it’s also a huge change for each of us as well. Because of this we’re currently being freed-up from what we have been doing so we can now BEGIN our next higher levels of experiences, growth, Service, Work and so on.

And If You’re A Sensitive, Empath…

If you’re able to emotionally, etherically, energetically and physically FEEL other people’s energies and emotions because you’re a Sensitive / Empath, then you don’t need me to tell you that growing numbers of unaware people are currently spewing profuse amounts of fear, anger, hatred, confusion, shock, disbelief, panic, distrust, hopelessness and being all done with the old patriarchal everything, not that they even know that’s what it is. As miserable as it is for them to feel this way about current reality, and, how miserable it is for we Sensitives and Empaths to feel them and what they’re feeling now, having some of them finally reach the all done with level is a huge positive because it means they’re ready to evolve, “ascend”, “shift” up into a NEW higher way, not that they’re conscious of this either. Doesn’t matter, only that more and more unaware humans are ready to try something NEW and different. Because of this, more and more of the unaware humans are and will be triggered to BEGIN the Ascension Process now which is how they’re going to gain NEW higher ways of living on Earth and existing in their bodies and evolving consciousness.

On the other hand—sorry, it’s still present for the time being—are those people who continue to be entrenched in the old negative inorganic patriarchal everything, and the majority of them aren’t aware of this either. They just are where they are, believe what they believe, feel what they feel and don’t see or feel any reason to change anything at all.

I Know You’re Battle Weary But…

I know we’re all battle weary and the last thing we want to have to contend with now are Portal People, those mostly but not all unaware people who exist in old lower matching frequencies and range with nonphysical Team Dark aliens and entities etc. Because of the accelerated Separation of Worlds & Timelines shifts happening all year, and, because many of us are currently completing the last stages of our Embodiment Process during the last three months of 2019, more Portal People are been used, manipulated and directed to interfere and do harm in any ways possible to those of the Light.

Also, some Portal People are now being used to, in any way possible, get whoever they can from those first main three ascension Groups (which is about 98% of you reading this) to physically move, physically relocate, to go elsewhere for whatever the reasons. In many cases, not all but many, the Portal People are being directed and used by the negative unseen beings to get us to change timelines by trying to get us to physically move to another place, house, apartment, city, state, country, job and so on. This one is a new Team Dark tactic to me but it’s been happening to more of us this year and even more so right now.

Be aware, discern, pay attention everyone because humanity is under attack because so much is ending, changing and disappearing permanently right now and much more so throughout 2020. Because of all this Team Dark is stockpiling food and fuel supplies for themselves, which unfortunately still is energy producing humans, both aware humans and unaware humans. This is the final battle and Team Dark is frantic and are using some new tactics to preserve themselves. Do not be duped by anyone or anything now and that includes ascension teachers, spiritual teachers, spiritual people etc. Some have made abrupt 90 degree turns recently which indicates they’ve changed timelines for better or worse. That’s their business but pay attention people, be smart, wise, strong, sovereign and discerning at all times no matter how exhausted you are.

Did any of you honestly think or expect that Team Dark would just accept the Ascension Process and Lightworkers etc. transmuting, embodying and Embodying and Pathpaving and that there would be zero push-back or repercussions from them because of all this? I know how much I no longer want to deal with any of this ancient negativity, and we’re closer now than ever before with it being so. But, until we’re there, the negative unseen ones have been and will continue manipulating and using unaware low frequency, low consciousness people—Portal People—to attack, interfere with, derail, sidetrack, harass, confuse and exhaust  those of the Light and Working with the Light. 2019 has been one after another after another of these intentional negative attacks through low frequency, low consciousness human Portal People to harm those of us doing our parts with the Ascension Process at this critical shifting point. The split is happening and the increase of Portal People attacks on us, nightmares for everyone, etheric attacks, etheric manifestations in the physical etc. in 2019 are part of it all so always be aware of the larger picture. Things have been and will continue to change dramatically from here on out, and because of this, Team Dark is doing whatever they can to continue existing as they have no matter who or what they have to use and/or destroy to do so.

The Embodiment Process Is Profoundly Personal & Indescribable

On a Lighter note. For many of the past ascension years I was concerned about how I’d handle what I’d feel coming from the human masses once we reached the point we have now within the Ascension Process. I have to say that it’s nothing like what I thought it would be ten, fifteen years ago. The Embodiment Process is the cause of that within myself, and as it continues to vibrationally expand, increase, uplift and align more and more of ME with Denise me and vice versa depending on ones perspective, it’s obviously changing everything both internally and externally.

The old ways and consciousness do not work in these NEW higher Light energies, NEW codes, NEW DNA, Embodiment and so on. We all find ourselves with some of our habitual old expectations that we’ve projected on to the ascended NEW both internally and externally, both personally and collectively. That’s just us growing and learning more, evolving and Embodying more. Over time one discovers that things are very different from what you had previously thought, believed or expected. With some more wisdom gained you continue surrendering, heartily finally, to your sacred personal Embodiment Process because you know IT knows exactly what IT’s doing. All you need do is clean out your basement some more to make more room for IT to move in permanently.

Every time we experience a change in Earth’s magnetic field, and within our bodies, I’m often affected by that emotionally and get weepy over simple things and sometimes things that normally would never cause me to tear-up. But when the magnetics are all over the place, human emotions usuallu are too.

Over the past few years of my Embodiment Process I’ve repeatedly experienced this unusual series of events within my physical body and my being. At first I couldn’t tell if it was these old familiar magnetic changes but the more I experienced this I became increasingly conscious that there was a clear Process happening within me that often would cause me to tear-up and weep gently without any emotions causing this whatsoever. In other words, I’ve often discovered my body “crying tears” and it was like I’d been left out of what caused it. It’s a rather strange sensation to find ones body weeping gently like a reaction to something and not because of any emotion.

Throughout much of incredible, monumental, please Divine Source never again 2019, I’ve become consciously aware of the unique Process of more NEW Light energies, codes and DNA being embodied and activated in my physical body and how that in turn would cause this second “phenomena” to happen simultaneously. That second “phenomena” being the Embodiment Process and another incremental part of my Higher Self/Selves/Soul connecting with Denise and her physical body.

Every time the Embodiment Process has happened incrementally throughout 2019, I’ve been able to better observe this Process while it was taking place in my physical body, consciousness and self. Needless to say, it’s a strange sensation and nothing like what I, and I suspect most of us expected the Embodiment Process to look and feel like.

Most recently during another of the now nearly constant Light energies coming in, I experienced what’s become fairly common for my physical body every time more Diamond Light energies arrive. They make my head, skull and sometimes eyes hurt and Pituitary (behind our eyes) expand with pains in my head and on my skull that move around during the days these energies are pouring in. I can See them enter the area above my physical head, then enter my head, and usually but not always further evolve my Pineal gland. This often causes more visions, usually of some of these NEW codes and other Light energies and/or blurred physical vision.

While I’m suffering these head, skull, eye pains and pressures (and other pains like body aches, severe belly and diaphragm bloat etc.), I’ll become aware that my body is gently weeping and tears are rolling down my face. When this happens I’m usually mildly surprised because I wasn’t feeling anything emotional that would cause me to tear-up. When I pull back a bit to figure out why my body, not me but my body, was reacting to these energies by gently weeping, each time I discover another incremental  connection, alignment and more direct reunification with my Higher Self/Selves/Soul has taken place and that Embodiment Process often causes my physical body to gently weep tears of expansion and complete surrender. I’m not doing this weeping, my physical body is, and that’s been a strange discovery for me. We’re still very much in the midst of our personal evolutionary game of musical chairs!

It’s like some kind of Divine LOVE-making just happened within my physical body and “I’m” late to that party! Doesn’t matter, only that this Embodiment Process continues, accelerates and expands constantly. Lay back, open your HighHeart wider, deeper and farther and observe what’s happening to, in and through you and You and YOU now and all the improvements that’s producing. It’s amazing and it’s accelerated tremendously because we’ve reached the last three months of 2019 where some complete their personal Embodiment Process and get shifted into the next NEW higher level and creativity. Think of this shift as the completion of and graduation from the past twenty ascension years up into the next higher level for each of us in the NEW of 2020.

Denise

October 22, 2019

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Libra 2019

Some of you may have been feeling, sensing, perceiving another significant increase in activities in the higher dimensions throughout the first-half of September 2019. I’ve felt this many times over these ascension years, periods where it becomes unusually active and busy with plenty of hurried changes taking place in the higher realms. This always indicates we’re close to having another extra big and very important energy change shift manifest in the physical dimension related to the Ascension Process. I’ve felt this happening again throughout the first-half of September and I’m sure many of you have felt it too. It’s exciting when upstairs becomes so much more active than it usually is with this Universal Ascension. We know these increases in activity in the higher realms means really big NEW energies, and therefore changes, are right around the cosmic corner down here.

At first all I was aware of was the escalation of energies and other preparatory activities in the higher realms this month and didn’t push much to figure out exactly what was coming. 2019 has been, well, something else to say the least, so I wasn’t in a hurry to pop my head in “upstairs” to see what the excitement and big rush job is all about this time. However, the other day I finally perceived what this is, or at least a big part of what it is, and as I would very simple put it, a whole lot MORE Divine Mommy is about to return to Earth, humanity and reality here. Happy Libra Equinox everyone. How’s that for more much needed real balance?

We’ve been experiencing a little bit of Divine Mommy, aka Divine Mother, Divine Feminine, the Mother of God etc. returning to humanity and human consciousness over the past couple of years. Like everything else in the evolutionary Ascension Process, this too has been happening incrementally, energy stair-step by energy stair-step, giving everyone the linear time to as gently as possible all patriarchal things considered, acclimate to the return of the Divine Mother in ALL ways. But it’s happening in this NEW higher way which makes it even more exciting than just having sanity and heart return to humanity finally.

Earth has been patriarchal for thousands of years and this profound planetary and global human species imbalance has recently ended and the return of what was intentionally suppressed, removed, reduced and greatly distorted has been in the Process of returning, slowly at first because this is one heck of a change shift for mass humanity. Divine Mother, Divine Feminine has been slowly re-entering the picture because it’s finally time for this to happen.

What I perceived recently about the first-half of September 2019 being so active in the higher realms was how Divine Mother, the Divine Feminine is about to make a MUCH larger insertion into human consciousness, physical lives, life and reality on Earth and everywhere else. This September Equinox and the rest of 2019 phase is larger than what we’ve experienced so far and will impact everything more quickly and completely than what little has happened so far with HER return.

The Me Too movement began in October 2017. The Time’s Up movement began in January 2019. I sense the September 23, 2019 Libra Equinox is bringing in a tremendously larger aspect of Divine Mother than anything we’ve experienced so far so it will be interesting to see what movement starts next because of this increase.

In addition, from New Year’s Day 2020, the reentry of more and more of Divine Mother will greatheartedly increase and expand balance, heart, HighHeart, empathy and real compassion to humanity, human consciousness, life and reality on ascending Earth. Many will not cope with this well at all as has already been observed over the past couple of years. Old dense, tenacious, altogether negative elitist consciousness patriarchal heads will continue exploding and lashing out violently every time there’s additional Divine Mother energies arriving and manifesting in greater numbers of humans from here on out. 2020 is going to be both wonderful and freeing and horrible and repulsive but evolution is rarely fluffy, pretty, quiet and peaceful. Ever know anyone or anything negative that was happy to give up its global control, money and power over an entire planet and its inhabitants?

When I say Divine Mommy or Divine Mother or Divine Feminine, I’m not talking about the old 3D lower human consciousness aspects like the “goddess” or the “virgin” or any other limited or distorted aspect of the Divine Mother. I’m talking about something so much larger and more powerful. I’m talking about the panoramic, energetic high-def cosmic version of the entire undiluted Divine Mother, not some splintered, disempowered, profoundly distorted aspect of HER/IT. Most of us cannot comprehend Divine Mother at our current level of development. If you can just partially comprehend the backdrop of everything, that would be a decent starting point to comprehending Divine Mother/Mommy/Feminine.

The September Equinox is when the Sun enters the sign of Libra, the sign of balance and equilibrium. It’s a sort of brief physical-level zero point energy and moment. The 2019 Libran balance is something that’s not happened before, because it couldn’t, but this year everything will feel this amplified and larger next-level return phase of IT/HER and be permanently shifted by IT/HER and reality will be permanently evolved because of the return of IT/HER. This is the start of real Balance in male and female humans and global human consciousness and Earth. The time of global patriarchal rule, control, negativity, consciousness and external reality is permanently over. Divine Mother is back anew with plenty of NEW wisdom under HER belt and we’re all about to be shifted and transformed like nothing we’ve experienced with this so far. Thank freakin’ Source because most of us cannot endure another minute of psychopathic patriarchal egos, escalating insanity, negativity, heartlessness, bottomless greed and corruption, endless violence, hatred in general but hatred of females especially, impossible living situations, lack of monthly money to simply live and pay all those mandatory bills, blatant disregard for Mother Earth, Mother Nature and everything and one else.

The majority of this will take place in your HighHeart first, then in more and more of humanity and their developing and growing HighHearts and on and on. The dark time of not feeling anything is over. The time of heartlessness is over. The time of not feeling your own emotions and feelings is over. The time of not feeling other people and their emotions and feelings is over. The time of ego and total self-involvement in lowly ways is over. Welcome to compressed evolution human boys and girls, please meet Divine Mommy.

The boys, males, have been having a difficult time with what tiny bit of the Divine Mother that’s returned so far, so this next cosmic sized increase of Divine Mother/Feminine into the physical will have many of them totally losing their patriarchal shit. Most of the males on Earth have lived for eons with a sense of elitism, of entitlement, of superiority, of power over female humans, Mother Earth, Mother Nature, over all things feminine and everything else too. The reasons for this can be traced back to the negative aliens that hate and fear Divine Mother/Feminine. I’m not getting into that in this article but I will add that the majority of females have learned during their lives how to suck-up to males—in a variety of ways—to gain safety, security, money, fame, power, prestige, or at it’s worst mere food and shelter. Life in a patriarchal world for thousands of years has made both males and females into distorted, nasty, heartless twisted things humans are not naturally. How many females do you know who blatantly treat males far better than females? How many mothers have you seen display this severe favoritism and elitism to their male children over their female children? Not the way to create strong, honest and balanced males! What were we talking about? Oh yeah, the return of Divine Mother/Feminine and 2019 Libra Equinox real and true BALANCE.

Real BALANCE must happen first internally in each of us so that each of us has embodied both Divine Mother/Feminine and Divine Father/Masculine and returned ourselves back to an individually unified state. Each person has to integrate both Divine Mother/Feminine and Divine Father/Masculine energies  regardless of which sex body they have. Unity is unity is unity and real Unity begins with humanity integrating what’s long been separated and dualized in each of themselves. Once that’s been accomplished energetically, which the Ascension Process has been pushing every human to do since it started,  each individual is integrated, unified within themselves and their bodies, hearts and minds. With that bare-bones basic first step accomplished, we’re then dealing with a human whose both Male and Female, Female and Male, both Masculine and Feminine etc. within themselves. They are no longer separated but unified individually. Guess how much that will improve all of your, my, our relationships! 😉

Let me be very clear about this. I’m NOT talking about sex or sexuality, homosexuality, lesbianism, bi-sexuality, upside down or inside out sexuality or anything sexual whatsoever. Unfortunately that is exactly how much of the population has been and still is interpreting these evolutionary energies pushing and pulling around inside their bodies, rearranging their inner furniture to make more room for them to embody the incoming Divine. They’re so used to being profoundly separated energetically internally that when they feel Divine Mother Feminine and/or Divine Father Masculine energies manifesting and Unifying within themselves and their body, their first thought or belief is that their external sex body is “the wrong sex” and they want to change it to the opposite sex and/or they believe themselves to be gay or lesbian or bi-greedy or whatever. That’s how confused many adults and children are now about what it feels like to be whole and unified energetically in their own bodies, consciousness and indentities. How sad is that? Deep breath and please hold off on the sex-change operations or hormonal treatments or whatever and let evolution do what it is to help put individual humans back together again. You’ve just misinterpreted what’s happening inside you and/or your child and why.

I’m talking about evolution and humans each re-integrating and balancing both Divine Mommy and Divine Daddy energies in themselves. Sounds so hokey but it’s mandatory for this phase of the evolutionary Ascension Process. Integrate and unify internally neophyte or you don’t get to pass “GO” and move on to the next level of the Ascension Process. First steps first. In many ways this 2019 September Equinox energies and codes and much larger next phase of the returning of Divine Mother/Feminine will be the first of this Process for most of humanity. Wow… stand back and watch evolution at work in growing numbers of global humanity.

Much more to talk about with this and we’ll do so in the Comment section so check them out too if interested in a more intimate conversation and sharing. Have a lofty and intentional September 2019 Equinox everyone and hold the highest space and intentions in your HighHeart Creator Self. ❤

Denise

September 21, 2019

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Triality Life & Reality

Like the image above, the Ascension Process and Embodiment Process have been us steadily moving up ENERGY stair-steps until one finally reaches the landing of the next higher flight of stairs. One makes the directional turn to continue moving up the next higher flight of stairs where one is eventually met again with a higher landing and flight of stairs. On and on it goes, higher and higher up the ascending energy stair-steps and deeper and deeper into the Photon Light, the entire time one is being incrementally transformed by the Process and Journey itself.

I can easily say—as I know many of you also can—that the entire year of 2019 so far has been one of the most difficult, trying, exhausting, frustrating, physically and emotionally painful and simultaneously freeing ascension year ever. It has, at times, been brutal and continues to be brutal for many and that’s how the literal dismantling of dying worlds, realities and lower selves feels—brutal. There is no just ‘beam me up Scotty’ with compressed evolution, only steady laborious effort to get ones First Everythinger self up the multiple flights of energy stairs while doing a whole host of other related things.

For me every month of 2019 has been the equivalent of an entire flight of energetic ascension stairs. Many of us are bounding up multiple stair-steps at a time each month this year, which causes increased intensity in the physical side effect pains and pressures we’re feeling from doing this. How 2019 has been for you, and felt to your body, should help you grasp how all-encompassing this upcoming global Shift will be in January 2020. We First Everythingers, Forerunners, Embodiers etc. always go first to embody and anchor the NEW codes, energies and DNA into ascending physicality for the rest of humanity that will come into contact with them later. In this case, “later” is the start of 2020. Those humans capable of embodying them in 2020 won’t experience this evolutionary Shift into the NEW codes in the same ways we have and will transition into them more easily.

Old duality and duality consciousness and reality was you “here” and all the “good shit” waaaay “over there” somewhere, permanently out of reach and ultimately unattainable in any direct personal sort of way, if at all. Duality was about experiencing separation of everything down to the most ridiculous, minuscule levels in old patriarchal reality.  Talk about brutal!

Trio, trinity, triality, triplex, trifecta, threesome, triad, triple crown, triplicate.

I love how you can know something at one stage and level but as you grow, expand, embody and become more you discover that what you first knew was only a very small part of something considerably larger and exceptionally more complex. It’s like discovering that a new toy has many more features and functions than you first realized. This has been the case for me with triality and trinity consciousness and reality. I’ve known only the beginner, “newbie” stages of it and over time have discovered that I am and I AM simultaneously all over the place Working constantly on the Ascension Process and Embodiment Process and much more. This is somewhat hard to express and I’ve tried many times over these ascension years in different ways and at different personal levels.

I’m “here”; I’m “not here”; I AM while I’m “here”; I AM while I’m everywhere; I am exhausted; I AM NEW; I am strengthened and empowered, and I keep going because there’s nothing else to do other than the Embodiment Process and ascension. Can you relate? More importantly, can you feel the tremendous increasing changes and amplifying freedoms from all of your, all of our collective personal Inner Work, effort, ongoing Embodiment, dedication and determination?

This next part is me trying to describe the nearly impossible non-linear, quantum, multiple aspects past, present, future me’s and their different levels and abilities and tasks.

When “I” freakout over whatever it may be in that moment, Denise me momentarily loses the higher overall functionality of my multidimensional Selves. Every time I’ve done this, it’s the old past Denise of pre-ascension Earth panicking over something that, for that moment, I believe I cannot deal with or fix etc. In other words, it’s past Denise feeling and believing she is powerless in that moment and situation, whatever it is. The keyword and insight with this is past.

When “I” Denise am altogether deep in painful ascension symptoms that make life nearly impossible to accomplish much of anything physically, that’s “me” in current present moment and time living the ascension Embodiment Process. It’s entirely focused, painful in multiple ways, and thoroughly isolating but it’s absolutely necessary and more important than one would believe.

Since 2013 I’ve many times beat myself up over the fact that once “I” am deep in another phase of severe and intense ascension caused symptoms and painful side effects there isn’t one damned thing I can do to get myself out of it. I cannot end the physical pains, nor can I end the emotional pains or the periods of depression when they’ve overwhelmed me. All “I” can do is live through them, and when I’m smart, pay attention to them all and learn whatever I can from the entire Process. In other words, all “I” have been able to do with those severe phases is ride it out.

I’m drawing attention to this because, like I said, I’ve often gotten upset with myself for not being able to reduce or override, shorten or quicken the severe ascension side effects that just freakin’ lay you flat for days or weeks. We’re all so programmed to do whatever we can to immediately “fix” or “heal” or “treat” when we feel bad, sick or sad. However, for those of us who are First Everythingers, Forerunners, energetic Pathpavers and Embodiers, it’s the present “me” and the present “you” living those aches and pains whose responsibilty and Mission it is to live, feel and be alchemically evolved by the higher frequency Light energies no matter how severe they are to our physical bodies and emotional selves. We’re supposed to go through these changes because we Volunteered to Embody first, Ascend first, anchor and Pathpave for present and future humanity.

My first true Work with learning about becoming Neutral was through my severe physical and at times emotional depression phases of the Ascension Process. Becoming Neutral about them was the easy way for me to accept, lay back, open myself in every way, relax and surrender to the alchemical Process of compressed evolution as a Volunteer, even when it really hurt(s). Becoming physically and emotionally Neutral about it all was the best and most graceful and grace-filled way I’ve found to deal with being a living transmutation container for compressed evolution, plus, learn about evolving beyond duality and being reactionary to integrated Triality and Neutrality frequencies, consciousness and being. You can turn pains into states of quantum Divine revelation and freedom if, if you’re willing to surrender and trust your Divinity and why you’re experiencing them. Or my natal Sun Chiron conjunction is finally transcending, or both. 😉

The present “me” and present “you” reading this who’ve been living it are the aspects that accomplish more than you’d first believe. If it weren’t for the present “you” and “me” currently living the Embodiment Process, the past and the future aspects of each of us wouldn’t be much help to us or us to them. It’s the “you” aspect in the current middle, the present Now Moment “you” that’s the one whose capable of embodying, Embodying, anchoring and therefore altering your physical body, consciousness, self and external reality for yourself and for everyone else. A really important aspect wouldn’t you agree?

When “I” Denise am altogether empowered, excited, full of Creative LOVE, in “cheerleader mode”, knowing and powerful, I am future “me” Denise whose ‘been there, done that’ already so she already knows what’s what and why and what’s coming next and so on. That future “me” knows all about the things that present “me” has, is and will be going through and Embodying etc. To the future “me”, everything is Divine and perfect, on scheduled and unfolding better and faster than intended.

Now, if you can take these three, these triple crown, triality, trinity, threesome aspects of yourself I just talked about—the past, present, and future “you’s” living the Ascension Embodiment Processes and all Working together to accomplish this in physical reality, if you can take them from linear to Spherical quantum consciousness then you’ll really get what I’m struggling to express. Go from linear awareness and seeming separation to, Hey babe, it’s ALL YOU and it’s ALL happening NOW!, and the entire Ascension and Embodiment Process makes much more sense to this present aspect self.

Past you freaks out over whatever from time to time. Present you is exhausted and beat to hell from being the Living Alchemical Container for the entire Ascension and Embodiment Process in the physical dimension in a physical body. Future you is the NEW Human, is the NEW Earth, NEW Humanity, the NEW YOU and is getting very excited because the other “you’s” have been at this business long enough that the “good shit” is on the brink of manifesting physically finally.

The key here is to never forget that you are also You and YOU, and even more and that ALL of you are and always have been Working together to get this thing called the Ascension Process done. And don’t ever forget that the present “you” is more powerful, strong and sacred than you have yet understood.

A few days ago I suddenly clairvoyantly Saw another massive energy Wave or energy pulsation coming towards us and Earth, but it was only a few feet away from me when I Saw it. The closeness and size of it made me go wide-eyed for a moment but it told me that there’s another huge energy pulsation about to hit us. I suspect it’s the September 2019 Equinox energies I Saw but what was more important to me was the knowing that there’s going to be nearly constant, I repeat, nearly constant energy waves or pulsations like this from here on out that will more quickly than anything prior, tear down the old past everything while simultaneously anchoring in much more of the future NEW energies, codes, consciousness, DNA and external reality in our present now. And this is just the beginner level of our becoming conscious of our multidimensionality, our being both linear and non-linear beings capable of Shifting all over the place, repeatedly.

What has been separated and far apart from each other are now only inches away, which means Triality past, present and future is about to become the NEW now everything individually, collectively and externally.

Because of all this and more, many of us have been and will be experiencing more so-called anomalies with linear time, linear space, linear consciousness and reality, the Separation of Worlds & Timelines, the Embodiment of our Higher Self/Selves with present us in our physical bodies and all that has been, is and will continue to quickly expand and evolve in each of us. Said another way, it’s gonna get even more weird and wonderful fellow Ascension and Embodiment co-Workers!

Because of all this don’t freakout or panic during those moments when “reality” just disappears from you and you’re left floating in the black vastness of a NEW level and state of being. It will soon be filled with NEW exceptionally good stuff. Don’t panic when linear time stops and you’re going about your business in timeless quantumness, Neutrality and lengthy Now Moment HighHeart being. Don’t panic when some negative old whatever or whoever etherically wafts through your home briefly on its way out. Don’t feel bad for feeling bad because who else can do what you can for you and for All? From here on out things are going to increasingly get both worse from one perspective and vastly better from another — the final Separation of Worlds. Ride this one out too just as you have for the past twenty, twenty-five or thirty years in this life. Be the many “you’s” and be them becoming consciously aware of each other all Working together so NEW Earth and NEW Humanity can happen and have a NEW place to step into.

Denise

September 13, 2019

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Crossing-Over

I’ve decided to write about some of the unusual things that have been happening in one article instead of focusing on one anomaly or event at a time in multiple articles even though doing so may read rather scattered and seemingly disjointed. Scattered and seemingly disjointed is exactly how life and reality is now for most of us anyway. Because of that it feels the most helpful at the moment to just talk about some of these main 2019 events, anomalies, awareness’s and personal experiences I and many have been having all lumped together because that’s exactly how we’ve been experiencing them. I’ve always preferred to write from my firsthand experiences and direct knowledge and this article isn’t going to veer off of that format at this late date within the Ascension and Embodiment Processes.

One of the many things I wanted to include is a great channeled term I read many years ago from Steve Rother and his group. Their line was, ‘the many little gods’ or ‘little gods’. The second I read their term I burst into laughter over it because it was not only true but funny because it indicated some—what shall we call it—possible irritations?, conflicts?, clashes, differing points of view and beliefs between the many neophyte ‘little gods’. 

What this great term ‘little gods’ was referring to was us, the First Everythingers, the Volunteers, First Wavers, Second Wavers, Forerunners, Starseeds, Gatekeepers, Gridworkers, Lightworkers and those of us first to Embody and how we would deal with each other, interact, work together, play together, Consciously Create individually and together once we’d reached the evolutionary level where we had actually become ‘little gods’ individually. This sounds mildly humorous at first but as more of us have discovered over the past few years, it’s not so funny at this point, but a very real challenge for each of us to learn from and adapt to individually. How does a Group of Embodied Individual human Masters deal with the other Embodied human Masters? With the highest respect and deepest gratitude.

One of the many things that’s been difficult for me and I know for many others is our continuous evolution from little 3D people of the old lower frequencies and density into greater, larger 5D people of the NEW higher Light frequencies. These Ascension Process and Embodiment Process changes over the past twenty-plus years has oftentimes been not only hellacious but colossally weird in that we HAVE been evolving from lower frequency and consciousness ego-based little humans into much higher frequency and consciousness multidimensional Light Crystalline humans who are individually becoming physically Embodied ‘little gods’. That is what the Embodiment Process is; us becoming ‘little gods’ from having Embodied, unified with, merged with, had our Higher Self/Selves/Soul take full residency with our little people selves in our physical bodies. We’ve become—with more choosing the Embodiment Process every day—Embodied individual ‘little gods’ over the years and that process has not only been extraordinarily remarkable and exasperating to personally live, but also sometimes difficult to watch other ascension teachers/writers going through themselves.

We’re no longer old lower world little people but we’re not quiet yet 100% Embodied NEW ‘little gods’ either, but an oftentimes awkward, ungainly and unattractive combination of them both. This reminds me of going through the insanity known as puberty and how awkward and unattractive the majority of us were during that phase! Same case now with our individual spiritual Embodiment Process. We are not what we were before it started, but we haven’t fully completed the changeover into full-blown ‘little god’ Embodiment either and are doing our current best to not look, sound or act like awkward, raging hormonal nitwits with spiritual pimples everywhere during this, the final phase of our profound individual transmutation into something entirely NEW and radically different.

Because of this—and all the rest of it!—let’s please be kind to those living the Embodiment Process during this final completion phase of it. Give each of us the space, room, time, patience and understanding for each of us to complete this extraordinary living in-body transfiguration. Sometimes we flail a bit during our individual Higher/lower Embodiment Process spiritual puberty awkwardness. It too just is what it is and we’ll Master this as well. But know that those of us who chose to Embody first are in our final stages of this esoteric, mystical, unfathomable process in 2019, both glorious and awkward all at once.

Fully Embodied NEW Light humans on Earth, along with everything that January 2020 will also anchor in, is and has been greatly accelerating the Separation and Shift. You cannot have increasingly Embodied Souls existing in physical human ascended bodies on Earth and expect anything to remain the same.

One of many side effects of the Embodiment Process, and general Ascension Process for that matter, is that many of us have been having much more obvious interactions with certain people that are NOT in the same Earth world reality and timeline we are. I’ve experienced this numerous times since 1999, but its become blatantly obvious in 2019 when two or more people are trying to communicate with each other and all of them do not exist on the same Earth world and timeline as the other person does. 

Sometimes I cannot understand what the other person has said because to me it sounds like another launguage. Other times I hear English being spoken by the person but what they’re saying makes no sense to me whatsoever. It sounds to me like they’re lying, making up random crap about something and they can’t even do that well. When this happens I consciously understand what’s going on and why but that doesn’t make it any easier to accurately communicate with the person or people before me that exist in a different Earth world reality level and timeline than I currently do, and vice versa.

Have you ever said something to someone and they instantly look at you like you are crazy, stupid or both? I have many times and it’s highly frustrating sometimes to be so completely misunderstood by someone. The opposite is true too. Sometimes when someone not in the same Earth world and timeline as I am says something to me, I look at them like they’re crazy, stupid or both! Every time I’ve done this I apologize for my dumbfounded slack-jaw response and ask them to explain what exactly they meant and we attempt to go from there. Sometimes this works and sometimes it doesn’t. Welcome to the numerous and surreal side effect of the Separation of Worlds!

Another thing I’ve wanted to mention for a long time and kept forgetting is how those of us that can hold higher space really well, oftentimes experience sudden accidents and/or other traumatic life-changing events. In many cases, not all but many, these sudden severe accidents and/or events happen to help dislodge us, literally shake us loose from what we’d been holding energetically in place so well for so long. When abruptly impacted like this, we’re instantly freed to move on to the next higher level and phase of our Ascension and/or Embodiment Processes. There’s physical, emotional, financial and whatnot recovery time involved here too of course but we’ve been dramatically released from some old situation(s), person/people etc. from the old lower world and timeline that we very much needed immediate release from.

When this is happening to you it seems like your life and personal world has suddenly exploded and is in ruin all around you. It seems this way because it is exactly what’s happened and it was necessary, important and very helpful to you even though it doesn’t look or feel like it at the time. You have been freed by your Higher Self/Selves/Soul/Source from your previous holding pattern and space which is a blessing in the long-run. It may take some time for you to recover, recuperate and rebuild anew but that’s what these ascension lives are all about. Stair-steps that just keep going higher and higher and isn’t that a great thing!

Another aspect of this that I’ve been hearing more about from different people is that some are having sudden accidents that have caused them to break bones, many needing surgery or multiple surgeries to put the bone(s) back together again.

Because my Sun is in Capricorn which is ruled by Saturn and they rule our physical inner bones and skeletal structure, that’s my first thought when I hear about someone in 2019, having a sudden accident and they break a bone or bones. The second thought I have about this is the current Saturn Pluto conjunction in Capricorn happening all year and reaching their one and only EXACT to the degree conjunction on January 12, 2020. What is it in you personal life and structure(s) that’s needing to stop holding old lower space and/or pattern(s) so you can be freed from it/them now? Nothing slows us down and forces us deeply inward than having our physical bodies suddenly immobilized. I don’t see anything “wrong” about any of this, only an obviously highlighted something that wants you/me/each of us experiencing Saturn and Pluto getting increasingly close in Capricorn all year to break free from past structures and spaces we’ve held so that we’re free to Shift, Separate and transcend into higher NEW spaces and states of personal inner being and external reality. 

Another thing I want to include is some of the phenomena and other strange anomalies I’ve repeatedly seen physically and Seen clairvoyantly in 2018 and 2019.

One strange and uncomfortable visual was something I’ve never experienced before 2019 and hope I don’t again. It’s happened a few times throughout the year and looks like the physical external reality I can see at the time is being moved towards me and away from me incredibly fast. It’s not moved a great distance, only about ten feet or so from stationary me, but it’s the rapid speed and repetition of it that’s almost unbearable. It’s like someone very large is rapidly and repeatedly pushing and pulling  physical reality toward you and away from you very quickly and you’re seeing this with your physical eyes while awake. It doesn’t last long thankfully because I’d be falling over and vomiting all over the place if it did!

Another increasingly common visual I’ve been Seeing, and I know many of us have been seeing and Seeing far more than ever before too, is Light anomalies, Light patterns and colors both in your energy fields and in your physical environment. These are too numerous to list and I’m sure what each of us has been physically seeing and clairvoyantly Seeing has continued to change, expand and become much more multidimensionally complex.

The NEW codes have much to do with what we’ve been seeing and Seeing since late 2018, and constantly and more vividly in 2019. By 2020 these NEW codes will be the NEW normal, the NEW and only set of codes for all of humanity in this higher Evolutionary Cycle. If you’re a Seer, a clairvoyant, someone that’s able to perceive these NEW multidimensional codes, templates, patterns, blueprints for humanity and reality etc., then you too have been seeing/Seeing some very beautiful NEW geometric code patterns, energy waves, clusters of patterns and colors, transparent Crystalline cluster patterns, Diamond waves, Diamond sparkle Lights and codes and on and on. Just beautiful and such a lovely distraction and bit of “high” from all the lower collapsing stuff, crap and difficulties trying to get most anything done in the old world with most of those people in it. At this point, it’s the small things.

The other day when I woke up I Saw an up close view of the evolutionary Spiral we’re on. This visual was of only one particular small section of the Spiral, the one we’re on now, and I knew my attention was being directed to it because it’s exactly where the Separation of Worlds & Timelines and Shift takes place.

This small Spiral section with its invisible demarcation line is where we cross-over, where we Shift from the old lower Spiral rung up to the next higher Spiral rung. From a Universal perspective this is an extremely brief moment in time. From our incarnate physical perspective it’s life and reality repeatedly exploding, piece by piece, situation by situation, habit by habit, expectation by expectation. It feels like we need to be wearing hazmat suits, helmets and other protective gear to protect us from these constant evolutionary changes. From higher levels it’s a rare and special moment where we cross-over from a lower Spiral rung to a higher Spiral rung and are never the same again. Based on what I Saw a couple of mornings ago, we’re in this cross-over area now and will be traversing it for the rest of 2019.

This crossing-over is also energetically connected to those living the Embodiment Process first. There are many different evolutionary happenings that are connected to our current crossing-over this invisible demarcation Shift line on the evolutionary Spiral. All of these things are why we’re feeling the profound pressures of completing the last twenty, thirty years of Ascension Process right now. We all feel everything is about to pop, Separate, Shift and fully Cross-Over into the NEW. This is the completion point of this phase and where we transition over so don’t throw the towel in now fellow First Everythingers! Your HighHeart is in charge and taking you there.

Denise

August 1, 2019

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