I’ve never been so happy to reach the spring Equinox as I have with this 2010 one! The time since the 2009 winter solstice has been difficult and often felt like being stuck in quicksand much of the time. After the needed winter months of isolation, hibernation and introspection, I was certainly ready for the spring energies to arrive…and I love winter! The energies increased over the last couple weeks of winter and yet, all that pushing Aries spring energy to create a new, and it still isn’t happening. Here’s one huge reason why I feel—so many are not yet ready or able to perceive far enough outside the old lower 3D reality box.
I recently read a sentence or two by Steve Rother mentioning that the group had let him know about things they will soon be talking about (channelings) that have to do with our (Lightworkers) screwed up beliefs and attitudes about “abundance”. I could not agree more and can’t wait for other Lightworkers besides me to remind fellow Lightworkers about abundance outside of 3D and lower consciousness. We’ve forgotten natural and honest higher abundance, multidimensional non-linear creating, ease and real freedom and I understand why. But, to best create the new higher (5D) world we must get back in touch with abundance awareness and energy for self and all others and fast.
I recently stumbled upon a well-known person’s new article message to fellow Lightworkers. I’ve seen this person’s name before but this was the first, and it’ll be the last time I read anything by them. To me, so much of the information was exactly the same type of ridiculous, extremely limited and downright foolish crap that too many people like this keep writing to inform and guide their many readers with. Obviously, information like this is shocking to me and makes me frustrated and disappointed. I honestly thought we Lightworkers, First Wavers, Second Wavers, Wayshowers etc. were so far beyond this level of consciousness—and many are—that I’m always shocked when I encounter supposed “higher information” like this. No retirement for me quite yet because these are the sorts of asinine things that light a fire under my elder Volunteer First Waver backside and get me back on-track again after too much time hoping for the best. I should know better. We’re NOT all standing on the same energy stairstep at the same time, never have been.
What’s got me frustrated and disappointed is information like this that suggests Lightworkers around the planet get together in meditation to create things for our new fifth dimensional world. Sounds great so far, right? The suggestion is made that we shouldn’t wait for those lower vibrating, lower consciousness people to change and grow a heart and higher consciousness (BTW, that’s what Phase One and then My Lightworker Strike which was followed by the September 9, 2009, Separation of Worlds articles were about), but that those of us with higher consciousness need to create “new monetary systems”. WTF? Are you kidding me? Global Lightworkers who should work together to create a fifth dimensional world reality with a totally new monetary system!?
SOME REALLY ASININE EXAMPLES
1) Brand new 5D global monetary systems where there is no greed or corruption but plenty of money for all. See how much better this way is?
2) Brand new 5D global wars/fighting but no one is killed. See how much better this way is?
3) Brand new 5D world where everyone is still told what to do by government leaders, but because Lightworkers have sent Light and Love into their hearts they will led the people with Love. See how much better this way is?
4) Brand new 5D world where taxes are equal for everyone around the planet. See how much better this way is?
OMFG. 
SOME OUTSIDE THE OLD LOWER PATRIARCHAL CONSCIOUSNESS BOX EXAMPLES
1) No fucking money at all because we Lightworkers, Wayshowers, Pathpavers etc. CAN perceive well beyond the old lower 3D world reality and its limited systems and know a truly higher and better way can and will manifest in the new 5D earth that we are creating.
2) No fucking wars anywhere because we have ascended/evolved had our DNA/brains/hearts/beings evolved beyond that level of polarized insanity
3) No fucking governments or country or world leaders because everyone’s DNA has been evolved and each person is integrated and unified within themselves and their High Hearts actually work finally.
4) No fucking taxes because we decided that we do not want to create even a 5D world where any form of money or taxes or anything like it needs to exist because WE have evolved well beyond money and money consciousness.
Why is outside-the-box higher awareness, perception and imagining so damned difficult for so many of these well-known so-called “new age” authors, lecturers and online writers to get this about the evolutionary Ascension Process? I’ll tell you exactly why — because they cannot perceive anything higher themselves.
Do you honestly believe that we are evolving, ascending, having our entire bodies, brains, hearts and full DNA evolved tremendously just so we can recreate a slightly better version of the old lower frequency 3D patriarchal world within a higher 5D world and consciousness? Do you honestly think and believe that is what this planetary, cosmic and universal ascension and compressed evolution is really all about? Us Lightworkers banding together in global meditations so we can create a non-greedy monetary system for our new 5D world? I know very well it is not.
Back to abundance and our painfully obvious continued disconnect from it.
The 2010 spring Equinox hammered me with the fact that I STILL need to let go of many old and very familiar habits and beliefs within myself and my body now. For me to continue ascending/evolving/expanding consciously and energetically, I must continue releasing any and all aspects, thoughts, belief systems, old lower expectations and familiar habits that were created when I existed within lower polarized 3D earth reality. They simply do not fit or work for this higher frequency version of me now existing within Phase Two with ongoing expanding consciousness. So you see, we ALL still have our bits and pieces of old familiar but limiting silly shit n’ crap n’ beliefs that we need to keep tossing overboard so we stay floating at the higher level we now exist within. This ascension process will continue for each one of us, no matter how wise sounding or popular or well-known any of us are, because we are living this Process in bodies and repeatedly need to let go of even further old lower frequencies and consciousness aspects of ourselves. I’m talking about ALL of us Lightworkers/First Wavers/Second Wavers/Wayshower etc.
Because we’ve spent so much time living within lower polarized physical 3D earth reality, we’ve forgotten what higher abundance is like. We came from it, but because we’ve been living within polarized 3D Insanity Land for so long, we’ve become consciously disconnected from natural higher abundance. Our Phase Two ascensions will continue pushing us into this level or dimension and expanded quantum consciousness where abundance exists and is so much easier for us to see and feel and be ourselves. That means we ALL are currently having to let go of and cast-off more of our old habitual lower frequency ideas about how the new higher 5D world can be. What sounds like a truly great idea for the new earth reality today will be ridiculous to us next month, even more so three months from today, and repulsively unacceptable and infantile six months from today and so on. That is how fast our consciousness and DNA is currently evolving within Phase Two.
I’ve said before that if you consciously remember Mother Lemuria, or if you feel in your Highest Heart what original Lemuria was like, or what your nonphysical stellar, other-dimensional Home station is like, then please, oh please I beg of you to use THAT as a blueprint or starting point within your ascending HighHeart to Consciously Create and co-create the new 5D earth world reality.
I’m not saying to replicate original Lemuria or our nonphysical stellar or Light level Homes on our new 5D earth, but that we can and will create much higher than that now. It’s a done deal already at higher levels, but we here in our physical bodies going through all this ascension business as Lightworkers/Wayshowers/First and Second Wavers are living out and implementing what other aspects of us have already planned and created at even higher nonphysical levels. But this is how WE do it; we do it at and within multiple dimensions, multiple levels of awareness and being, within multiple dimensions all at the same time. WE can’t mess this one up really so you see even my rant article here is not necessary.
If our DNA is reconnecting—which it is—then you know that we cannot fully comprehend today what we’ll be like or able to consciously perceive, remember, feel or access tomorrow or next month or next year right? So, my point is to imagine, desire, and dream so very much higher, so very much greater and grander than merely recreating an improved 5D money-based world where that money (and anything else for that matter) is shared equally with all people! Our growth and ascension isn’t over yet and we are coming close now to having major DNA re-connections activated which will instantly cause us and our consciousness to make further quantum leaps forward that today are hard for us to comprehend. Because of this, I ask all of you to at least consider that we can and should create/co-create our new 5D earth world from a VASTLY higher Heart stance than money or anything else remotely like it from lower 3D lives and consciousness. This too is another learning for these incarnate aspects of us actually here living the ascension process as Starseeds/Lightworkers/Wayshowers on the planet in physical bodies. How completely can you cast-off and let go of the lower vibrating past systems, beliefs, consciousness and awareness and get really free to perceive much higher during the spring quarter of 2010?
Denise Le Fay
March 21, 2010
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Bravo! Beautifully said! It’s just jaw-dropping how some people are still at Well let’s not throw the baby out with the bathwater! Or Look, hell’s not so bad.. we just need to lower the temperature a bit that’s all.
You go Denise!
Hi Again, Everyone!
I had an interesting experience after posting my previous thread on this theme. I was basking in some dappled sunlight coming through my workplace window, my eyes closed, my heart glowing with happy echoes.
And I organically found myself humming a rhythmic melody………….first without words and then it formed into a chant. A simple, easy to repeat chant which funnily enough, I don’t even remember now,(gotta love the Phase II brain farts!) it was THAT spontaneous. What I can tell you of it is this: I used simple, affirmational words with High Heart Presence to sing forth my intent……….
I chanted for about 5 minutes before I noticed that I was slowly turning sunwise in a circle, and when I checked in about this I noticed I was raising energy through the activation of my own personal sacred geometry, and that the slow turning was actually spinning my higher vortex. Merkaba? I dunno, it felt good, and true, for m~e.
Later, I had a clear image of creating “Sun-Seed Sundays- A Celebration of Abundance in Come-Unity” within a small circle of my immediate network. One of us hosts an open house where we gather, mix and mingle, meet ‘n greet togather for a few hours to offer any items, services, and creative givings for barter or trade. No greasy-palm bucks allowed!!! Wallets STAY at home, rule numero uno.
This way, we begin to recognize the resources we share within an intimate radius, and begin to activate our world beyond $$$. We will share in a casual circle what some of us may need, and see how we can pool our shared resources together. Now THAT would be my Sun-Conjunct Venus in the 8th talking!
So, that’s where I’m currently at, which may just continue to weft and warp all day in this Spring Fever bloominosity I’m feeling right now. 🙂
Just thought I’d share the inspiration…….for what it may be worth.
Blessings,
Tieshla
xo
(sorry, no funky symbols on this computer I’m currently on!)
Tieshla,
I got shivers when I read “Sun-Seed Sundays” like it was something from Home and very old and wonderfully familiar. Love when that happens, so thanks for sharing your expanding moment of chanting and spinning in the sunlight. 🙂
Waaay back in the late 1970’s, I used to go out around midnight on the Full Moons each month to meditate and connect at higher levels. I discovered a huge and wonderful weeping willow tree on some people’s front yard that I was obsessed about getting under to meditate on the next Full Moon. The next month I trespassed onto their property around midnight, hoping no dogs would eat me, and crawled under their perfect weeping willow tree. It was so huge that I disappeared from view while in there!
After a few minutes I clairvoyantly saw and heard some Native Indian elders from the past sitting chanting together. I watched in amazement because they could see and feel me watching them. One of them eyeballed me and let me know I was one of the group and to join them in their chanting, which I did. I tried so hard to retain the memory of that chant while doing it with them for what felt like 15 minutes, and yet, I totally forgot it once I ended the meditation and returned to so-called “normal” consciousness. I was peeved I couldn’t pull the memory of their chant back with me, but gave thanks to Willow and Them nonetheless. It was one of those special, otherworldly moments that never leave you after having them. Your experience reminded me of this old and beloved one I had long ago.
Thanks again for sharing your higher moment with us all.
Hugs & Gratitude,
Denise
-:¦:- ESPAVO ALL!-:¦:-
Thank you for this post, Denise and for everyone’s threads, too!
I’ve stopped trying to figure it all out, and this has opened such a huge awareness in my heart of what is truly important moment to moment: the resonance of love. To generate love, come from love, to cultivate the art of love, extend love, to court love, embody love……….It is the nitrate for the soils of our shared, New Earth tomorrows.
I’ve let go of needing to understand it so intricately because at the end of the day, we sOOOOOOoo know we’re navigating uncharted territories with a multi-d compass aligned to completely different magnetic centers. Our landmarks are the bright emanating geometric signatures of our hearts and how they radiate out into our lives, our communities. Like following the song of the cosmic pied-piper, I dance to the rhythms that feel good, bless and release the rest with trust and gratitude.
I haven’t had the money to pay my credit card payments these last transitioning months, so I’ve had to, by necessity, let them go. Sure, this will affect my credit rating…etc.etc. blahbitty blah blah. But suddenly I feel more free, with less to worry about it. So even though it concerns me on a 3-D level, I’m riding on the wing of that inner feeling of liberation, knowing this is a bright seed being planted which will continue to grow. Perhaps even filing for personal bankruptcy will be my greatest freedom yet. 🙂 Who Knows?
Like I said, I don’t REALLY know, even though I love to convince myself (and sometimes others) that I do. The morphing realities are shapeshifting every moment these days, so really, we need to stay fertile with potential by generating as much L~O~V~E as possible, every day, transcending the “us ‘n them” duality and try to focus on the “we” and the “us” as much as possible. We’re not going to let other New Earth cultivators fall into Old Earth pits and landmines, because this IS our sacred circle. Together. And we need to learn how to cultivate the refined art of sending out luminous fibers of love when we notice one of our Kindred meandering into a mind-F@!~*!K in the Old Earth reverb.
The linear reference of time, age, 3-D earth chronology and our sense of personal-collective “history” is also metamorphosing to such a dramatic degree right now that we’ll no longer need to be so stoic in how we reference ourselves or our past. What changes in us wayshowers today is literally changing the worlds across all Time. Time is radial, after all. Ancient Egypt is here, now…..as is Lemuria, as is our New Earth…..woven in the sacred geometry of space-time.
Until I see, feel, hear, taste, sense, smell and realize another blueprint for Divine Abundance emerging within our New Earth Consciousness, I will just keep spiraling out my love as much as possible, even if I can’t “see” with my 3-D spectacles how our new freedom will happen.
We’re all in this together.
Much love and High Respect to You All!
With Gratitude,
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Hear hear! 😀
Takes note: first waver still using the F word (kidding ;-))
There’s a huge difference between writing about ascension (because you’ve read stuff and channeled some) OR living through at all and getting it with every cell of your being. We’re all still learning, growing, expanding and getting it, some slower, some faster. It depends how much we’re still attached to 3D if we still want to work with the limitations of 3D. And maybe some 3D stuff is still usable in 5D after it’s thoroughly scanned, cleansed and modified. Seeing old structures as a part of the 5D world, because we think there aren’t any alternatives, that’s limited thinking. But creating new structures based on the 5D way of thinking, creating and organizing, that’s different. 5D structures are aligned with source and organic in nature, so they naturally go with the flow of the collective consciousness. The old and rigid won’t sustain so it’s pointless praying for a new rigid system.
I’ve been spaced out all of my life and I dropped out of the system when I was 18 years old, most of the time I don’t have a clue what’s going on in the real world. Now it’s twenty years later and I more or less figured out who I am and what I want in my life. So I thought it was time to get some proper education. But the education system is still very 3D and so are the books, the teachers and other students. I just don’t fit in there and studying in 3D style with a multidimensional mind means creating multidimensional head aches 😉
Instead of going back to school, I’m now educating myself with 3D books that can teach me the tools I need (like proper grammar, still working on that). 3D education can be very rigid and very limiting, but it’s also funny at times. Business communication 3D style means: how to communicate and negotiate effectively without any soul or integrity. But on the other hand I also learn from it. 3D likes things to be rational, effective and straight, no sentimentality, no beating about the bush, but clarity. And I like that, it’s useful, especially for spaced out people like me.
While I’m surfing my own higher dimensional flow, I also navigate the 3D grid sometimes, and I actually see that some 3D stuff is durable enough to survive the shift. Yes, it might need some tweaking and adjusting and a serious 5D upgrade, but if the foundations are good we can keep it. But if the foundation is a 3D swamp, we better choose an alternative route and invent something new that works. And that’s something lightworkers are good at, in finding new ways and new solutions while they’re busy climbing that stairway to heaven.
Blue Pixel (second waver :))
Hi this i message is in response to Theocacao s message. This idea of money as energy…….it reminded me of a book I read last summer. It was fiction but based on the authors journey around the world in search of spiritual truhts or something like that. In the story the a man goes to see a healer and the healer tells at some point in the book that he needs to regard money as an exchage for a service. In that frame of mind money is good. That we should always regard paying people for their services as an exchange rather than a paying off thing. Sorry if it s not clear. The book I read was french and I am trying to stranslate……But thank you Theo….if I call you that….for remindind me to look at the better energy of money. I will try and see it more positively and see if things get better. Still, I wish I had a magical tree in the back yard that grew money. I would love to give it those those who really needed it. On another subject….I am a little envious of those who can remember their passed lives. A little scary for me but I am curious though. I wonder sometimes about it.
chere line,
i don’t remember past lives either (other than a couple of flashes that i think are more symbolic than actual), but i do have a very strong sense of how things should be and how utterly that contrasts with so much here. i get this pwerful sense of “NO! This is NOT okay!” — i am told that this is not just rage but Divine Will coming through — and i know deep deep inside that i am from somewhere (not earth) where these things do not happen. feeling that deep love and resonance with the Divine is the only “past life” remembrance that matters, truly.
we are the ones denise is talking about, the ones who are here to help bring about these essential changes.
once i heard, “sometimes this seems so interminable, there is so much that needs changing here.” Divine Sigh. lots to do.
love
karina
hi – just read your article – it sort of fits in with the day i had yesterday when an old lady i know became very confused and had to be taken into hospital by me – i came home having had to leave her in an awful place – the accident and emergency ward of the local hospital surrounded by a good cross-section of humanity – where she had been dealt with by an unfeeling member of staff – who failed to grasp that she was an 87 year old confused lady who need treating as such – i went to bed thinking this is an unkind world with no compasssion left in it – where people leave their relatives to cope on their own waiting for them to die to they can claim the house and money – where doctors tell old ladies who live on their own to go home and wait for hours until an ambulance comes for them with no idea how/who will pack hospital bags for them etc etc –
i felt so sad that the world had turned out like this – i know where i come from that we are all treated with love and compassion and each individual is honored – i love the world for the beauty of nature – the trees, the countryside etc etc – but for the rest –
i know what i am talking about is the old world and hopefully the new one will be how i remember living should be – this probably doesnt tie in completely with what you were saying – i know i have to change the way i think about myself/abundance etc etc – been trying to get to grips with this for a while – there’s a lot of stuff to get to grips with –
last night i just got overwhelmed with the nastiness of it all and it all just seemed like too much – however – today is a new day – while i was lying in bed thinking my thoughts a voice which i had missed hearing for a long time said to me ‘God is love’ – probably all i need to know –
susan,
What a great comment and I know we all hear and feel you and your pain/frustrations over what you experienced with that 87-year-old woman in a heartless, self-absorbed, insane world. Yesterday (March 22, 2010) was a potent day for me and my 80-year-old mom too. That 22 probably had a lot to do with it. At any rate, remember hearing Karen Bishop and no doubt some others use the term “original blueprint” or “blueprint”? What you and most all of us have naturally always felt our whole lives here in Insanity Land, is the “original blueprint” which is High Heart Consciousness of higher dimensional ways of being/living/interacting/creating etc. People like us have never lost our personal memories or feelings for Home and that is why WE are the ones who are and will be the creators and designers of the New Earth world and reality. Don’t forget that about yourself please…or the rest of us.
Hugs and ESPAVO,
Denise
Hi Denise and to all,
It seems that the Ascension Process has us shedding off all things dealing with money… and it’s in a form of overwhelming bills and debts yet to be paid off.
Like I’ve said in the other post… how the HELL are we supposed to think, feel and sense abundance… when money has been the root of the LACK of abundance…?!? It’s energy has been so twisted, thwarted, bended, corrupted, soiled, gamed, distorted and warped … how the hell can we ever see us be in abundance associated WITH it??? I would never have come to that conclusion a few months ago. No… make that weeks ago.
I hope that Steve Rother and the Group have something grand to say to us about the sweetest alternative: true genuine Abundance in the 5D realm that we can all play around and use in the here and now. Hope that helps us stay afloat WITHOUT going down those damn steps ONE MORE TIME to “deal” with money.
It’s day 22 and surprise surprise: I’m noticing within myself not feeling those pangs of anxiety. It’s like the Void (plus nappy time) have me without a care. Go figure. My bills are still due and I don’t give a JACK SPARROW whether I pay them early, late or on time… nor where or how the “in-come” shows up. Of course I get those fears every now and then… but egads… they’re coming in less and less frequent as I transmute and time moves on… whatever time is these days.
Today I’m suddenly having people calling me for things yet to do… old and “new” projects to make peace with… those who have to pay me to pay off bills and debt… but at this moment so what. I feel SO detached and just playing with the energies as Karen Bishop thus stated on her website. Really resonates through and through. I just KNOW that all kinks will iron itself out… as I’m not the person I was a week or so ago. Same here for Line. I hear her so loud and clear. You’re not alone girl!!!!
Anybody here envisioned of a world filled with so much genuine freedom and creativity (and can smell it) that it reminds us of our childhood… before we were knocked out of our senses? My random visions have me create permacultured houses that look like giant strawberries and mushrooms or all things creative that also are in agreement with Mother Earth. I also got visions of plants never before existed. I recall eating an edible flower petal and it was so sweet and tasty… replacing the “junk” food. It was THAT sweet…!
During my Spring Equinox meditation… I see my own little garden growing so sweet and successfully because I am able to communicate with them telepathically… knowing what they need and want. Denise… reading your latest succulent… exquisitely… YUMMY post… ignited a beautiful fire of inspiration. Love it when you’re pissed. lol
Because of this latest post, today I easily and naturally meditated of that moment where it has been announced all over the globe that money is no more… and I breathed that new fresh free air of FREEdom.
Hang in there everyone… as this too shall pass (what with all the chaotic debt-money hoopla on the stupid news… which is just noise). If we are all sensing great things coming our way… all we need is hold the space in our Hearts… even though our minds (still with the ego or what’s left of it) do not know how.
I as an artist know how blatantly frustrating it is to have fleeting visions… or none at all. But playing with the energies from the Heart and not having a care in the world how it comes out on whatever canvas… makes Life a HELL of a lot easier. I’m trying this method right in my wake… so if it works for you then tootles.
Hugs, love and kisses to all,
Lou Ann
brava! i’d like to add NO MORE SUFFERING = infliction of cruelty, enslavement, domination, belittlement, injury, and on and on. of course this fits in with everything you’re saying. furthermore, NO MORE DEAD BODIES! in your book there was an egyptian who tubed / portaled it on out of here, and i love that because i’ve always had this intense horror of bodies without life in them being left behind for others to deal with. of course, now we “need” these indicators that the person has actually left and shouldn’t be further searched for in their physical form. but we’ll be teleporting all over the place, including when we leave here. that’s what i get…..does this sound nuts? love, karina
What if the Lightworker was actually a “dark” worker couching things in half truths in order to draw the ‘escaped’ crawdads back into the 3D bucket? Just a thought.
Eons ago I knew that I would never have to really worry about having what I needed (notice the word ‘needed’ is not ‘wanted’)–I knew I would never be wealthy but if something was truly needed, I would find the means. It has always worked for me and I would get messages to ‘save’ a certain amount–which I did not see as hoarding as it would be released in very short order as larger items or events came along that the money was needed for–almost right to the penny. I also have recently started regarding money more as energy than the monetary I earn this and buy that thought pattern. I look at it more as I will trade my energy (at work) for this energy (money) which I then trade for a different energy that I might require such as shelter, food or exchange it to someone else as energy that they can convert into energy they need. Does that make sense? When you look at it in terms of taking in and releasing energy then to me it makes more sense than a desire to obtain bits of paper and metal to hoard.
Theocacao,
I hear yeah about certain people not being what they claim to be. There is tons of that all over the place isn’t there, and that’s why I try to semi-decretely, without cursing a blue streak, remind certain people to keep discerning everything and everyone…especially now!
Hugs,
Denise
Hi Denise, thank you for all you said. It means so much to me. Here is another question. I it is regarding you following comment
“MUST let go of all that needs to over and over again. That is such a huge part of the entire ascension process; our repeated casting-off of the lower everything that we’ve had within us and our bodies/minds/hearts/thoughts or beliefs etc.”
What if a lot of those lower energies are our parents/family members…..it seems drastic to cut off all contact (even if I wanted to do it many times) does meditating by surrounding them with white light help….do you have suggestions on tha particular topic. How have you dealt with it on a personal basis. I WANT TO TEACH AND GUIDE my children by what I am learning and have learned. I have witnessed many occasion where these lower energies have affected them. Usualy a physical symptom arises or a virus or they become so angry but don t know why. The more tools I can pass on the better. Are children today on the same level as their parents ….Are they more advanced. Do my children need for me to guides them as they age…..just some more questions that pop in my head regularly. I have a very close relationship with my children (3= ages 6 1/2, alomost 5 and 2) and feel they are pushing my growth quicker then if I didn t have them. When I mentioned that things have drastically changed 2 years ago….that was when my daughter was born. She is amazing and makes everyone happy….she glows and everyone stops us and just look at her in amazement. She transformed me and leaves a mark of love on everyone she touches. I ahve had magical moments with my kids when they were babies and we would converse with our eyes (no words required) and other freaky moments when I felt they could see trough me and I wasn t being my best. Maybe they are pushing me. Did you feel that with your daughter…. Thank you for this website. Your are inspiring me to start one in my area and see if I could share what I learn and have others share too. Maybe reach others like me who are rookies on this path. I do beleive in the new earth and want to do my part in healing and sharing in these beautiful energies. -Linny
Wow I love reading everything you write Denise. I just get a little confused and overwhealmed. I don t understand everything and always I have so many questions.
I did the 3 things at equinox and oops envisioned for my debts and bills to be paid and have lotes of money to get my leaking roof redone and to be able to put moneu aside for my kids education…..So really that was not what I was supposed to do. I should have more appropriatly envisioned what exactly…..the banks want money, daycare, school, utility companies and well everyone and we can barely afford gaz, food and all our credit cards are full and feel we are drowning under all that lack of money. What should I have meditated on instead. I understand that is no longer what I should concentrate my energy on (money) but how, and what ……Arghhh it is frustrating.
I have always felt that there was something so much bigger and grander and that I lost in this big world that I just did not fit in. I have always felt my life and have been (told a lot how wrong I was how I make descision because I choose to feel instead of thinking). But living this way in our world is hard and exhausting and lately even more so. I written before about how the last couple of years have been very difficult because of all the ascension symptoms I have been having, the aches and pains are less now and easier to deal with (headaches, dizziness and nausea still present)…I feel the changes inside but not on the outside and dealing with people is a constant struggle because some people are still letting me know (they re not telling me, I feel what they are thinking) that I am wrong for what I am thinking and feeling about how I want to live and arghhh I am having a hard time explaining what I am going trough. I feel a lot of hope but frustration at the same time . The more I change the less the outside world changes and I feel even more lost and confused and don t know where I fit in. Where to concentrate my energies and dela with my monetery struggles. I am waiting for things to change but it seems they are getting worst.
Our debts issues are getting worst continually and relationships with people are artificial and (I feel) a waste of time. My husband and I really notice the disconection with our families and making new friends empossible. Its like we live in a different world then everyone else. The things I feel are important are often being smashed down because people tell me I am not realistic and my vision are not part of this world and therefore I feel even more apart from everyone else. From reading your articles I have felt like I am normal and it has validated my feelings from when a was very little that I was simply born way before my time. I am 35 and was born with this sense of importance on being the best I can be and self dicovery path started very early. I was 12 and reading on the subject of how to be a good friend, daughter……and was even ridiculed even by my own mother because of it. I have always felt different. I was able to see…..no feel what would happen before it did. I have felt other energies around …….My toddler keeps interupting me and I keep losing my train of toughts so I guess I ll end here. I feel the glow inside but know there is soooo much but and don t know what else to do.
Line,
I and many others here can totally relate to everything you’ve said. You are in like-company here. 🙂
Everything you are feeling and aware of is only increasing because YOU are ascending, both in body/mind/heart/and external reality. Think of this ascension process like sounds and colors that vibrate faster and higher than “normal” human 3D senses can even perceive. Once a person starts the ascension or compressed evolutionary process, they start the process of literally increasing their frequency to the point where they vibrationally leave the old lower “normal” 3D world and its belief systems and consciousness, and (slowly) enter some of the many higher frequency, faster vibrating layers (another dimension) that “normal” people are not even aware exist! To the person living this alchemy of body/mind/reality, it is indeed an intense and painful transformation, but so worth it all.
I would suggest to you to no longer worry or concern yourself with what other “normal” people, who are NOT living through this ascension process as you obviously are, to not be distracted by their lower consciousness and focus. As you continue this process it does become unbearable to even be in the same area with a lot of people who are NOT going through the ascension process. The energy and consciousness gap becomes too huge, too uncomfortable, and the one evolving rapidly MUST let go of all that needs to over and over again. That is such a huge part of the entire ascension process; our repeated casting-off of the lower everything that we’ve had within us and our bodies/minds/hearts/thoughts or beliefs etc. just like taking off layer after layer of heavy winter coats and clothes so you become lighter and more free.
Hang in there and keep your eye/Heart on the much higher, better, and sane prize and try not to focus too much on all of the lower craziness and dying of the lower world and its systems. Those of us further along in this ascension process are doing everything we can now to quickly create/manifest the new higher world reality so we all have a new higher frequency world that matches us now. Soon now, if even in steps and layers but it is happening.
Hugs,
Denise
Hi Denise,
A great rant my dear friend, I totally know why you had it.
The whole money thing has been seriously pissing me off for ages now, if there was a button to push and crash the entire monetary system, I would push it without hesitation.
But the bit from that apparently enlightened individual saying this, really took brainless moron to a new level:
2) Brand new 5D global wars/fighting but no one is killed. See how much better this way is?
This has to be the most fucking stupid thing I have ever read, arhhhhhhh.
I am always thinking/feeling a magically new way higher way of life…… 🙂
Love and gentle winged hugs,
Stu
Stu,
I should have let it be known that the number 2) suggestion was MINE and not that other persons. To me that persons number 1) suggestion was AS stupid as say…having wars, but if no one kills each other, then that is some sort of huge improvement. I was being pissy and sarcastic only to get a general point across. So that was me and only to highlight that persons equally as idiotic suggestion. Sorry I didn’t clarify this better in my post.
I know you are always thinking/feeling/creating a vastly better, higher way of life my friend. 🙂
Hugs,
Denise
Hello Denise,
Yeah, that is true. We didn’t go through this long, arduous process just to create a slightly ‘better, fairer, pinker, fuzzier’ version of the 3D world!!!
I’ve never been good with money, and have no savings. (Not due to lofty motives, just because I happily spend what comes in!) 😀 The other week, I thought, ‘I should really put some money in the bank. Just a week’s rent, at least.’ I got a disconcerting inner ‘NO’. It takes a bit of courage, but we have to stop playing the 3D game. As long as we still need to ‘pay money’ for things, we do, in the same way we’d pretend a sand-pie a child’s handed us is “real food”; but we don’t think about it or focus on it, let alone worry and hoard. We should just live life, knowing that whatever we need will be there for us, sometimes apparently by magic! The more of us who withdraw our attention from the old ways of living, the quicker they’ll dissolve like the illusions they are. An inner message I keep getting is that Way Showers are just that: we’re being shown the way by the higher dimensional aspects of ourselves, (who are very patient, & when we keep falling over, they gently pick us up and set us going again :-)), so that we can show others. And the proof of the pudding is in the eating. The ‘Lightworkers’ who think that living in a fifth-dimensional consciousness means tweaking, forcibly manifesting & ‘trying’ to change things, will find in about a year’s time that pimping up a car doesn’t transform it into a Batmobile – they’ll turn round and ask us what we’re doing, and how we did it, because our lives & abilities will be so obviously different from theirs. This is why we all have challenges in our lives, too, I’m certain of it: we’re being Trained. Every 3D illusory ‘problem’ we dissolve, is one more thing we can show others how to let go of.
Barbra
Barbra,
😀 thanks for that, it was perfect and wise.
Hugs,
Denise
GOOD for you, Denise!
I love your anger when it gets rolling . . . and I’ve not yet seen it better used. Real abundance, as you say, begins when you can let go of the fear-based, security-oriented kind that has motivated society for so long that we’ve forgotten (and can’t seem to believe) what the real thing is all about.
For those who fail to believe it, I want to say that it’s quite possible to move into that space of doing without what you don’t ‘earn’ (a highly distortive word, in the first place . . . because earn can be positively applied; but when used relative to money it is essentially cheapened).
I recently found something that I wrote forty years ago, when I first gained this insight. This is just a portion of it:
“I think the best way to summarize the new approach is that whatever is found to be corruptive in all of its varied contexts, then there is a basic premise at fault somewhere, and every institution which is a part of it or which results from it is suspect. Instead of mis-directing well-intentioned efforts toward trying to live with or cope with a basic error, start fresh, because no institution is God given, and damn few are instinct-based.
“So that since money quite obviously corrupts in virtually every context in which it exists, any institution which is functionally oriented around money is a corrupt institution. This means the entire capitalist structure of this country — it is impossible to give equal recognition to human values and those generated by the conviction that profit must exceed loss, and to try to compromise this issue is to corrupt your approach to each of them, for they are most often mutually exclusive of each other. It means, also, that the individual career orientation of this country is corrupt because it uses income and the accumulation of money as its prime basis of measurement. The human suffering which has been caused by money-oriented careerism is fantastic to contemplate.”
Irv,
Forty years ago? You too are a lifelong “System Buster”. Very wise words and thanks for sharing them with us all.
Hugs,
Denise