When Your Thoughts Aren’t Yours

With Mars entering Gemini August 20, 2022 and it Squaring currently retrograde Neptune in Pisces straightaway, it seems appropriate to briefly cover the subject of when your thoughts aren’t yours (for different negative reasons), but you completely believe they are.

But first, remember that the more you embody the evolutionary Ascension Process Light energies, Triality frequency, and NEW template and codes, the more consciously aware you become that every thought that rolled through your head was not always yours and yours alone. It’s shocking to evolve to a higher frequency state, energy stairstep and level of consciousness and automatically begin realizing that not only has your consciousness been intentionally interfered with, but in many cases, it’s been intentionally manipulated and made to seem like it was your doing, your choice when it absolutely was not.

It has been common to have negative etheric aliens, demons, other negative entities and Portal People deliberately influence, redirect and interfere with you—especially while living the Ascension Process—through some of your thoughts, emotions, beliefs, physical actions and overall awareness of current reality. At the old lower frequency levels, this deliberate negative interference and redirection of people’s consciousness was common and humanity didn’t even know it was repeatedly happening to them in a wide variety of ways. Some of those variations were and still today are for many people:

(1) Sudden impulse, compulsion to do something specific like purchase a house, building, property somewhere you’ve never been and for reasons you’re not completely sure of.

(2) Sudden ideas, strong impulses, taking physical actions that are out of character for you.

(3) Sudden romantic, love, sexual impulse and fixation or obsession.

As humans we’ve experienced all three of these and so much more many times in our lives whether we were consciously aware of who/what was actually behind them or not. I experienced number 3 decades before people were aware of it, accurately discussed it, or had written articles or books about this negative phenomenon. [See Eve Lorgen’s site and her Alien Love Bite information if interested.]

I’ve experienced ‘The Alien Love Bite’ phenomena in more ways than she has written about. Be aware and brutally honest with yourself about everything and everyone, including incredibly strong and persistent impulses, unusual ideas, and physical actions you may suddenly find yourself experiencing and not really knowing why. Master discernment fast and grow your higher awareness to avoid these old negative etheric pitfalls and ascension derailment tactics.

Point is that each of us has had plenty of negative interference and manipulations of our lives, bodies, consciousness, thoughts, ideas, emotions, sleep dreaming, romantic/love/sexual lives, specific chemical/hormonal body and brain secretions deliberately triggered, plus taking certain physical actions than most would believe. All this and more has been “normal” for humanity for a very long time, and people weren’t even aware of anything negative being done to them.

However, due to Phase 1 of the evolutionary Ascension Process, the 2020 start of Phase 2 and global activation of the Divine Cease & Desist Order, the 2021 CHANGEOVER shift, and the important first physical connection made with the Divine Mother Feminine template of ascending NEW Earth for NEW Humans in early 2022, all that and more has been causing tremendous evolutionary changes. Did it change instantly and completely? No, but the Separation of Worlds is now in extreme high gear which is greatly adding to the overall evolutionary intensity. In January 2020, we entered a section of very challenging years where this compressed evolution that’s causing humans, human consciousness, and physical reality to change incredibly fast in all ways, will unrelentingly push everyone like nothing humanity has experienced prior. I’ve waited many years to say that, but with 2.5 years under our evolving belts so far, it’s time to say it loud and clear. No fear, just profound evolutionary induced global and human species changes.

“RELAX BODY!” 

Roy (Jeff Bridges) yells to R.I.P.D. partner Nick (Ryan Reynolds) in a lengthy freefall. 

You’ve been intentionally negatively interfered with and manipulated mentally, emotionally, romantically, sexually, creatively, chemically/hormonally and energetically. Some Team Dark aliens and demons prefer their human energetic food to have very specific charged energy “flavorings” such as fear, sexual, violence, hatred, cruelty, perversions and so on. To get those different energy flavorings out of humans, Team Dark deliberately manipulates people mentally and emotionally to produce and secrete specific chemicals/hormones in their bodies. In other words, humanity has been manipulated into feeling, thinking, believing and behaving in certain ways for negative reasons.

Viruses are both physical and nonphysical. All sorts of “viruses” are etheric and quickly transmitted through the physical human population much the same ways that physical viruses are. Negative etheric Team Dark “viruses”—etherically inserted, implanted, overlaid thoughts in humans—spread through the human populations of unaware, low consciousness, negative ego-based people to cause a variety of negative side effects, negative etheric “food and fuel”, and negative timelines. The only thing different about this lately is that more people are finally able to sense, see and feel the negativity—physical and etheric—and make conscious choices themselves. That is a huge improvement in evolving humanity and much more of it is and will continue from here on out. The occasional uncomfortable part about that is that those of us further along in the Ascension Process and embodying and anchoring NEW Earth are aware of more reality, realities and timelines than most are at this point. The higher you go, the larger your vantage point becomes, and many of us have been adapting to this NEW in ourselves.

Over the decades I have repeatedly experienced and closely observed this etheric level transmission of negative Team Dark alien, demonic and other entity’s different “viruses” being spread in minutes from one physical person to another and back again and so on. Spread and networked. What I mean exactly by etheric viruses in this case are specific thoughts, emotions, physical actions, behaviors and consciousness in humans to produced energies and specific secreted “flavors” in them by Team Dark. These things are also networked by Team Dark. What I mean exactly by networked in this case is that the negatives will often impulse people to do certain physical things because it will connect and increase their negative etheric networks between different people and physical locations, states, houses, buildings, 2D underground mines and caves, and certain old 4D astral locations. The more of these negative multi-dimensional connections that Team Dark can make, the greater their feeding grounds become and the stronger their influences become on more humans in other physical locations. Most people are unknowingly wide open to these negative etheric influences because they’ve not been doing the Inner Work on themselves and their negative egos that the Ascension Process demands of us all. Others however are becoming increasingly aware of when they come under the attempted influence of a negative non-physical creature and/or Portal Person human and pushback against those impulses and attacks etc. and continue to hold the higher ground they’ve reached so far.

When Team Dark can’t achieve the desired result they’re after on you using an “infected” Portal Person human, they’ll change from that person to someone else, and repeatedly if necessary. They do this to continue their attacks on you to get the end result they’re after through the second person, or third, or fourth, and back to the first person etc. I’ve experienced this Team Dark tactic of them using one person (a family member, a neighbor, a co-worker etc.) and then jumping to and manipulating another person (another neighbor etc.) to attack me, derail me, physically and energetically suppress me and so on. They use and switch back and forth between low frequency negative ego-based people to use them to attack you to harm you and/or to get you to secrete specific chemicals/hormones via your emotions, or worse.

For us this is a case of (1) realize such things exist and (2) learn how to deal with it/them and (3) eventually embody enough NEW, higher frequency Light energies that you “ascend” beyond the old lower frequency range altogether. You can and have been doing that, but there’s still a whole lot of negative ego consciousness people on Earth that aren’t at the same higher level(s) of ascension that you are, which is why we still see these negative things happening. Included in this is how many people are not able to deal with the NEW Earth template energies and non-patriarchal, Triality-based higher frequency states. There’s A LOT going on, not just one thing but many and all at the same time. Since 2020, we’ve been existing atop numerous ‘Chaotic Nodes all converging at the same time, and this will continue for a few more years.

“What happens in a cult if the leader is living with a mental illness and transfers their delusions to the group?”

“Psychosis may involve delusional beliefs. A delusion is a fixed, false idiosyncratic belief, which does not change even when presented with incontrovertible evidence to the contrary.”  — Wikipedia

To recap, you and I and the rest of humanity have been continually wide open to copious Team Dark anti-human tactics. They’ve been done to our physical and energy bodies, consciousness, emotions, psyche, our lives, loves, sexuality, our asleep dreams, and all else. Then the Ascension Process started on the physical level around 1998–1999, Team Dark went straight for any and all people who were capable of evolving and embodying Light and continuing to embody Light at higher and higher levels. They’ve done their best to end, derail, misinform, mislead, hijack, impulse, control, suppress, redirect and destroy the Ascension Process and all who’ve been living it from the beginning. Nonetheless…

All of that just to get us to this point. Sometimes it helps to take an honest look back over where you’ve come from, what you’ve survived, what you’ve transformed, what you’ve transcended to date to better grasp what’s happening today and why.

I’ve been attempting in multiple articles this year to express the vast and complex fact that your multidimensionality is becoming increasingly conscious in physical, earthly, incarnate you. This is a very big aspect of the evolutionary Ascension Process; knowing more but in wholly NEW and very different ways than you are used to. And that is the key with all this. The fact that we’re knowing more but what we’re knowing is NEW to us, plus HOW we’re knowing it is NEW to us too. Your “head” (intellect) isn’t in your head anymore, it’s a NEW higher system and it’s in your evolved HighHeart Center and is so different that the two aren’t comparable whatsoever. One is a dense, mud-encrusted, knuckle-dragging, egoic jerk caveman while the other is a Crystalline, Light-filled Human Angle existing in a higher dimension on a NEW Earth. Old Piscean Age tools, beliefs and habits will not work in ascended NEW Aquarian Age for NEW Humans.

There are certain things I know that I don’t write about because I know that information would be used negatively, plus wildly misunderstood and spread by many people. Because of this I wait until I know it’s time for me to publicly share something specific that I’ve been sitting on for months, years or decades.

Example: I know that the old two-party system of red Republicans and blue Democrats in the USA was entirely Duality-based. For this and other reasons it cannot and will not survive and enter higher frequency Triality-based ascending NEW Earth for NEW Humans. Pluto transiting Capricorn since 2008, has been disassembling and removing it and all related things in preparation for the EPIC entrance of Pluto into Aquarius (without further retrogrades back into Capricorn) November 20, 2024. When is the next presidential election here in the USA? It’s November 5, 2024.

On the surface, some of the political and other players in this and other countries have, unknowingly, been the ways and means of destroying the very things they desperately want to continue at any cost. They are their own self-fulfilling prophecy — the ones destroying the old patriarchal Duality reality two-party system and so much more in this country and globally.

First there were two parties, then they’ll be only one for a short while, then there will be no parties because enough humans will have evolved beyond that old reality, consciousness and external systems entirely. The rare transit of Pluto in Aquarius will produce this and much more. Pluto in Aquarius is self-governing, self-regulating and leaderless due to individuals having reached personal integrated Triality-based frequency, self-empowerment, self-responsibility, and sovereignty on multiple levels. This is what’s coming, soon, and its why many others are seeing red and the end of their lifestyles and control. When Pluto fully enters Aquarius in November 2024, you will begin to see how radically and quickly human consciousness and external physical reality will change here and in other countries.

Between here and where we’re going, there’s a lotta ugly, infected, sick, unstable, negative ego-based consciousness people, beliefs, systems and old ways of life and living that are exiting this ascending reality. To me and you that’s exciting and the result of lifetimes of dedicated hard spiritual Work toward this current evolutionary Ascension Process. To those other people however it feels, looks, sounds and seems like the absolute worst of the worst that could ever happen. Yet we’ve got to get from here to where we’re going with them lying, fighting and attacking to prevent positive, evolutionary changes and more playing out all around us. ‘RELAX BODY!’  We know where we’re going and that this period is a section where more of the human chaff is removed from the harvested wheat.

It comes down to how good are you at embodying, holding and maintaining the ascending way, while the disappearing and/or descending people fight all this? Mars in Gemini squaring Neptune in Pisces starting today and lasting for months is going to test us all with this and more. There’s going to be a big increase in more rage-filled people yelling all sorts of escalating delusional things increasingly this year and next. They believe what they believe, while you know what you know, and never shall that Duality meet in our lifetimes.

This evolutionary ascension is a done deal, always has been, but like I said we’ve reached that point in all this where it gets more volatile while we go from here to where we’re going while the unaware patriarchal people carryout Duality realities grand finale. There’s ego level Mars will, and there’s evolved and transcended Divine Will. Which do think will win out?

Be strong, wise, aware, honest and thoroughly committed to getting from here to where we’re going.

Denise Le Fay

August 20, 2022

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I Know It’s Been Really Hard Lately

A brief recap for perspective, and hopefully some small level of comfort in all this.

January 2020 was the start of what I’ve been calling Phase 2 of the evolutionary Ascension Process. No one needs a recap of what 2020 manifested in the physical world, such as the pandemic and the domino effect it’s had on all aspects of human life and reality globally. What arrived with the January 2020 Phase 2 and Saturn Pluto Capricorn conjunction was what I called the Divine Cease & Desist Order. It is still in effect and will be until no longer needed by humanity.

The Divine Cease & Desist Order is a blessing in that it’s helping, forcing, every human alive on Earth now to stop and release their old lifestyles, habits, beliefs and consciousness, expectations about their personal lives and reality, general expectations, beliefs and habits in relation to global Church & State structures and systems, global religions and governments, politicians, priests, police etc. All of it. All of our lives and reality before 2020 has been, since January 2020 and the Divine Cease & Desist Order went into effect globally, in a state of chaotic collapse, ongoing changes, shifting of powers away from what has been, which was total disempowerment of humans, into evolving into a NEW higher level and frequency of humans and life on Earth. Because humans are habitual, stubborn and resistant to change, the Divine Cease & Desist Order was implemented in January 2020 to push them upward in this compressed evolution Ascension Process.

And as is so obvious, there are people and groups of people globally that are doing everything they can to prevent change of any type because they don’t want to lose the power over humans—female and male—and the money, control and power etc. that they’ve had. The global patriarchy, the ‘Christian Taliban’, and all the other sick aspects of the (expired and exiting but still hanging on and fighting to continue the old negative game) global patriarch do not want to lose what they’ve had.

However, it doesn’t matter what they want because they are not stronger than natural, divinely orchestrated evolution. They are not stronger than what the Sun has been and continues transmitting. They’re not stronger than what the Milky Way galactic center is continually pumping out to evolve this galaxy and all in it. They are not stronger than what the entire Universe is going through now which is natural evolution. But boy do they want you to think and believe they are!

Do your best to not look back at, listen to, be influenced by their current frantic lies and actions. Their time is over, and this is us unabatedly evolving on through the end of it and them to the higher NEW. As of today, Pluto is 27° Capricorn 33 minutes. Pluto is in the final degrees of Capricorn (30° per sign) which is one big reason for all the last-minute extreme negative actions by those that don’t want the patriarchy to end and lose the powers they’ve had. (By November 2024, Pluto will be in Aquarius with no more retrogrades back into Capricorn. Massive change is coming in human consciousness and external physical reality in all ways. More information about this soon.)

The 2020 Phase 2 Divine Cease & Desist Order is helping and forcing each human alive now to stop living in, thinking from, acting from, expecting more of the old lower same from the patriarchy no matter which country you live in. The Divine Cease & Desist Order has been and continues to force humanity out of our old lower reality habits, actions and consciousness into ascending NEW Earth for NEW Humans. Don’t resist the Divine Cease & Desist Order, use it to make your personal evolutionary Ascension Process journey easier and faster. It isn’t going away so lean into it and go through these continuous changes. I know it looks, sounds, seems and at times feels like the old patriarchy is still in charge and control but they are not. They are dying and want you to believe otherwise.

♥ January 2020 also began the energetic and physical implementation of what I’ve called the Divine Mother Feminine template for ascending NEW Earth for NEW Humans. That entirely NEW planetary and human species energy template is what we’ve been living in since January 2020, even though it doesn’t yet seem, look, feel, act, sound or behave like it externally. Because the CHANGEOVER into this radically NEW species and planetary energy template and frequency began in 2020, our personal and collective lives and realities have been increasingly surreal and often miserable, volatile and violent. Change is hard, evolutionary induced Universal change is vastly harder, obviously, but it’s simply where we are now and will be for years.

For some reading this it’s very easy for them to Know that they are, that we are doing both grand things at the same time — ending and exiting the old lower everything while simultaneously entering and beginning the higher NEW everything. For most people this is hard to grasp or believe however, which makes them doubt themselves and the evolutionary Ascension Process and people like me telling them about it from my perspectives.

Things are uber shitty and seriously sketchy now because of the evolutionary Ascension Process and humanity leaving the entire previous Duality-based planetary and human species energy template and CHANGINGOVER into the entirely NEW, higher frequency Triality-based one and much more. Things, products, foods, habits, lifestyles, systems and structures are all disappearing because of the evolutionary Ascension Process. The very proof that it is happening is reflected in the current WorldScape reality, and of course, in your own physical and energy bodies. If the evolutionary Ascension Process and shift wasn’t happening, our lives would be calm and carrying on as usual and our bodies wouldn’t hurt like they have since this Process started. Again, open heartedly lean into all this and ignore the dying lies, liers and chaos and Know that by you having been the first to embody the NEW Earth, NEW Humans planetary and human species energy template, you are currently manifesting it physical for the NEW Humans to transition into. This part of this Process is and will take some time, as everyone should be aware of since January 2020 started.

♥ Phase 2 and the different NEW Earth, NEW Human template WHOLE-BODY aches and pains.

Someone I’d like to name but won’t because I haven’t asked her permission to do so, recently said something in an email that caused me to better understand something I needed to. We’d been talking about how ascension beat-up our physical bodies are and how severe and extreme much of those body pains are that we both have endured for so long. She said that she’s been experiencing them more as ‘entire body pains’. Her saying that made me rethink how I’ve been increasingly experiencing ascension caused body pains as something more along the lines of them feeling like I’ve fallen down a flight of stairs or been in a serious accident and whole-body battered about by it.

I’ve lived with some level of physical body arthritis and scoliosis pain constantly since age 20 (1971) which has often made it difficult for me to tell what were my old familiar body pains, and what was strictly ascension caused body pains. I can’t remember exactly when this started for me, but it was a few years ago. Some ascension caused body pains have become instantly recognizable due to 23+ years of living with and embodying them. My physical body lets me know in very solar radiation plasma specific ways every time the Sun is doing anything. My head, brain glands, eyes and higher complex systems let me know in very specific ways every time greater and/or more NEW higher frequency, more complex template components are being embodied, activated and utilized. These ascension pains, pressures, aches and such have become common and recognizable over these many years.

However, a few years ago I began experiencing a steady increase of whole-body ascension pains. I’m going through this again now so it’s ever so fresh in my awareness.

Example: It currently feels like I fell down a flight of stairs and different body parts, joints, muscles, ribs, certain internal organs are bruised, swollen, very sore and mobility restricted. I haven’t fallen down a flight of stairs, and it’s been enough weeks since I did trip over the vacuum and fall, that I don’t think all of what I’m currently feeling is caused by that.

Every time I’ve experienced this NEW and different greater, more inclusive whole-body ascension pains I’ve thought it was “just me”, “just my body”, but I’ve discovered it isn’t. It is, for the time being how my body, and some of you reading this too, are experiencing these Phase 2 NEW Earth, NEW Human template energies and accompanying NEW codes in our physical bodies. It feels like we’ve been in an accident. Like we’ve fallen off a galloping horse. Like we’ve fallen down a flight of stairs. Like we’ve been beaten up all over and are internally bruised, sore, swollen, in pain and having a hard time moving and doing much of anything for days and weeks and longer sometimes on end.

This won’t last forever, but it will for a while, and not everyone will experience this, be glad about that!

What I’ve discovered is that the greater the amount of Light energies, and the higher in frequencies they are now in Phase 2 of the Ascension Process, many of us are embodying them but now feeling them as whole-body pains instead of specific pains in specific body areas only. The more and greater and higher the Light energies, template and codes we embody, the more our whole body is feeling these levels of them. I’m sharing this information with you so when you feel like you too have fallen down a flight of stairs or went 10 rounds in the ring with a heavyweight champ, then you’ll know that you’re in a higher, larger, greater stage and ability of embodying higher, larger, greater Light energies and more.

Fun huh?! It won’t always be this bad, this painful, this debilitating, this disabling, but it is now for growing numbers of us NEW Earth first embodiers. Know what’s changed, what’s increased greatly now and how that feels in your physical body. Know that you’re carrying MUCH more Light than you ever have or could throughout Phase 1 of the Ascension Process. Know that you are a NEW Earth embodier forerunner for NEW Humans. Because of this, take extra care of yourself, your physical body, your emotions and all else because you’re doing Energy Work internally in ways and at levels you and I weren’t capable of before we reached this point in 2022. More is coming as usual.

Denise Le Fay

July 12, 2022

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