I knew talking about the upcoming Separation of Worlds would cause some people to worry and wonder. I’ve had a few Comments from readers questioning the possibility of leaving loved ones behind due to the very near Expiration Date—the completion of the Mayan calendar on October 28, 2011, in combination with November’s 11-11-11 cutoff point. I’ll talk much more about the Separation of Worlds & Timelines in coming articles.
One consolation to the fact that many millions or possibly billions of people haven’t and won’t be utilizing the natural evolutionary Cosmic, Galactic and Solar energies flooding the planet to evolve and vibrationally ascend out of lower frequency duality consciousness, violence and obsessive materialism etc. now, is that as you continue evolving you’ll increasingly know more about complex energies and different evolutionary levels, phases, timelines, worlds and consciousness, soul development and focus, multidimensionality and soul decisions made by yourself and other people. As you continue this incredibly compressed evolutionary Ascension Process, you’ll increasingly find yourself perceiving from an elevated and expanded point of view, which is High Heart or integrated Unity Consciousness. Because of this, you more easily know why a soul is ready to ascend/evolve now and why another soul is not. You will know this with Higher Awareness and more and know that every level and phase is perfect in every way. From the level of HighHeart-based Consciousness there is no lower ego judgement, fear, sadness, sense of loss or false perception or so-called “failure”. There is only expanded knowing that comes from and through ones ascended HighHeart space of perception, plus a much easier ability to let go of and allow all others to continue learning and creating at whatever level and location that’s a perfect frequency match for them currently.
When our lower frequency ego self is thinking about the possibility of a loved one, our children, a family member or members, a husband or wife or friend not making the current Ascension train soon leaving the station and the subsequent Separation of Worlds, it causes lower frequency worry, fear, emotional pain and a sense of loss and panicked need to help, heal or try to “save” them or possibly even personal guilt. Because of the Law of Freewill that exists in this neck of the Universal woods, we cannot interfere with or “heal” anyone’s spiritual growth process for any reason without serious consequences to ourselves. The timing of unfolding spiritual processes is not up to us — it’s up to each individual in their own time, not ours.
This is why people here now to help others with the evolutionary Ascension Process are often called Wayshowers. They literally reveal The Way while living it themselves with the intention that their actions, words, energies and direct Forerunning ignite more people to move from existing within the lowest three chakras, up into the Light and higher consciousness of the NEW HighHeart.
I know how harsh and heartless this Separation of Worlds reality and process may sound to some people, but until you’ve perceived from a higher level of awareness, it is hard to understand that divine perfection exists in absolutely every choice every soul makes. Believe me when I tell you that some other soul or group of souls thought and felt the same way about you at some previous ascension/evolutionary point! And look where you are now.
IT’S ALL ABOUT DIFFERENT FREQUENCIES
What is required to evolve, transition, ascend and make the Shifts now? That you embody and maintain a specific higher frequency of Light Energy. What is that? It’s what I’ve been calling HighHeart Consciousness and what others are calling Unity Consciousness. This is easier than it may sound so relax.
I just heard comedian Jeff Foxworthy doing some of his famous “…then you might be a Redneck…” jokes in my head!
If you honestly feel for other people from a higher frequency than your egoic level, then you might be Ascending! See what I mean? 😉
If you honestly care about humans, animals, Earth and all lifeforms, this indicates you are evolving and will make the Shifts to the NEW Earth world that you are a frequency match with. Many of us have been living for many years already in our higher vibrating homes waiting and waiting until the external world finally energetically matches us and the inside of our homes, at least to some small degree. The Expiration Dates—the 11-11-11 portal, then the 12-21-12—indicate the energetic Separation of Worlds will begin for everyone.
If you’re aware that other people and issues exist besides your ego, left-brain intellect and lower materialistic wants and desires, then you’ve got a great start on embodying increasing amounts of HighHeart 5D Heart-centered Consciousness and are already energetically living the Ascension Shift before the final Expiration Date. And it doesn’t matter how much a person knows, how wise they are or aren’t, how many years they spent studying something, how spiritual they are or aren’t. What’s energetically required is the ability to FEEL and PERCEIVE from the unified HighHeart instead of the lower frequency 3D ego self and limited left-brain patriarchal intellect only. When a person is capable of that, they automatically find themselves in the Earth world that’s ascending, and not the one that’s descending into even greater density and negativity. That’s how little is actually required to evolve and ascend now.
Once again, there is zero judgement about any of this. A person is either ready to evolve out of duality, ego-based and materialistic consciousness at the completion of these Great Evolutionary Cycles or they aren’t. If they’re not ready to graduate to the next higher level of ongoing learning, then they’ll remain on a world within a dimension that’s a vibratory match to their current level of development and focus until they are ready to graduate. That may take another 26,000 yearlong cycle, another 250-million-year cycle, or more, or it could take fifteen minutes. It is vastly easier to take advantage of the currently available cyclical ascension and completion energies pulsed out from the center of the galaxy, the Sun and elsewhere now to evolve, to graduate and ascend to the next higher level and dimension than resist them. Freewill for all with zero judgement for whatever choice is made now. It is perfect no matter what so be in HighHeart knowing joy and respect for All.
Denise Le Fay
August 30, 2011
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This is by far the best description of the Ascension separation process I have ever come across. This brilliant and lovingly articulated gem will no doubt serve as a valuable tool for many of us way-showers in helping to ease and strengthen the hearts the many newly awakening Souls around us each day. Infinite Love and Gratitude! Namaste
Skyalmian
You know what i always loved sit on my computer for more than 10 hours a day when possible but lately i just can do anymore i fell sleepy, drained, bored i can’t find anything else fun do to on my computer and i also sometimes don’t feel hungry at all sometimes i just eat once a day or sometimes i don’t eat at all for a full day…
Thx for response Skyalmian. I have been away from computer for four days now and using iPhone – I now realize it has very negative effect on me -definitely draining. I found out about some type of chip/sticker u can put on phone/computer to help – you all may know about these but it was new to me. Will be getting some when I return home. Also will b limiting time on computer/phone from now on. Spent four days at workshop learning about intuitive healing – balancing systems within body incorporating All aspects of body – physical mental emotional spiritual – chakras meridians past lives belief systems -you name it. It was AMAZING!! Had to completely use right brain and high heart to find imbalances within body/mind/spirit and correct them again using intuition to guide which protocol to use to balance. It was a great experience to be so deeply immersed in this high heart arena – we are not alone!
“Hey, has anyone else been forgetting to eat regularly or losing their appetite? I have forgotten to eat lunch or supper several times this last week and I don’t really get that hungry. Strange.”
You are NOT alone there…
“Denise / anyone know why it happens more when sitting at the computer? It feels like waves going through me.”
As far as I know, nearly all technology as it currently exists drains energy from those using it, CPUs in particular generate some kind of negative vortex. I don’t remember where / when I heard this, however, but during my brief “energetically sensitive” points I’ve noticed being around computers to feel not-so-good.
hi aqua have you posted or published your article on 11-11-11 yet? hope to hear soon
First of all want to thank Denise for writing about this transition. The last few years I have literally been consumed with Ascension-related material. Only recently have I realized that we are already IN this transition (and have been for some time) as we clear ourselves at all levels and open to the increasing Light.
After working as a life coach and motivational speaker (mainly on self-esteem issues and helping people go after their dreams), the energy for this dried up. Then I wrote a novel with a spiritual context and with all the changes in the publishing world, it appears to hang in limbo. There is NO energy to do anything else except go out in nature, BE in the moment, tend to my houseplants and exercise or do yoga. And read Ascension-related material.
Thanks for confirming to me that I am NOT crazy, that the time is indeed now, and it is no longer about saving anyone else at this point, it is about our personal ascension.
I am very happy to have found this blog and to read of everyone’s experiences. 🙂
Hope everyone will soon feel better, last few days more aches and pains, then I read about the sunspots, and thought ok, maybe this energy is making my so called normal aches and pains worse! I guess as we get nearer and nearer to 11 11 11 and even beyond we will get more of the same. I bet Doctors Surgeries are crowded out!! (this is what we call our medical surgeries here in UK. 🙂
Hi Denise, thanks for sharing this article. It did give me a chuckle, and it was good to read your about experiences dealing with negative energies from TV shows etc. After I read your article about the solar flare activity yesterday I wasn’t even tempted to go back to the Doom and Gloom website to get further information. Nor was I when I read about the Arizona power outage yesterday evening. Instead, I posted a couple of things on your blog, and read the posts from other folks.
I also did lots of posting on Facebook yesterday, and shared lots of weird jokes and puns. My friends responded with several of theirs, and we made each other laugh a lot. I can’t remember the last time I had that much fun. I thoroughly enjoyed doing that, and (GASP!) it even made me feel better! If I had spent that time and energy on the Doom and Gloom website, I think I would have had a slightly different experience. 😉
Before I found your blog, I had resigned myself to being one of the people who would die soon from earth changes. Because my ascension symptoms were so severe, I was welcoming that as an end to my suffering. I checked out the Doom and Gloom site constantly to find out how and when this was likely to happen. I was hoping I would be one of the early deaths to reduce my suffering. Participating on your blog has helped me connect with like-minded people, and cope with my Ascension Symptoms better. It has literally been a life saver for me, and it’s helped me deal with my whine list better. Thanks so much. 😀
Tom
Tom,
We need each other to complete this whole amazing Process. After that…big celebration Party so hang in there with us and other like-frequency kinfolk. 🙂
♥ Hugs,
Denise
I am the Oldest of 7 siblings (5 girls, 2 boys)… I feel I am a “Starseed/Indigo Child”, an old/re-born Soul, and My Signs (this lifetime) are Capricorn(Sun), Cancer(Moon), Aquarius(Rising)… I hold the Gates Open for both the Spiritual realm and the Material realm (My Father was a Libra-Virgo/Balancer/Scales what can I say, lol)…. I must have some good spiritual genes/makeup… oh ya… “Son of a King from ‘lost royalty’… perhaps cheated out of it”…. Karma brings blessings upon me, but not for “consumption like the flame”, but to pass on wisdom/guidance/seed to the next generation…. I was lost most of my early life (yet I am still young physically/mentally) and wish to learn more of the never-ending amazing-ness of our Universe. This Website/Page has “Enlightened Me” and I continue on my search for more Truth! Thank You everyone for the Knowledge!
to wolfke74- hi, i am a guest and new to this forum. I wanted to share with you regarding being frightened during meditation. One simple way to feel secure and safe is to connect to your Higher Self before you try to change your state of awareness. I focus on my Higher Heart center, and I always get a warm and joyous feeling, bliss you could call it when I bring my awareness to this connection. These are feelings which vibrate at a higher frequency than fear based emotions, and will put you in a good place from which to start your meditation. Light and love, hope this helps!
Kimberly
Hi,
About the separation of worlds, I had a dream 1 night ago about the old world and me were swirling in a big dark angry tornado and we went up. High above us I could see the blue sky , totally silent, a promise of a new world. And as we went up and up , I became happier and happier, I was so trilled to go. But before I reached the blue sky, it stopped and I fell so sad that I didn’t reach it , I woke up. It was a very intense dream that I still feel.
Meditating in 5D, the problem is that I always seem to fail to meditate, I don’t feel save (maybe of the years of sexual abuse by first my brother and after my father) , my body feels like it wants to run away…can anyone tell me how I can meditate without being scared and to run away. Thanks
About the eating, yesterday I made potatoes, pork sausages and carrots and suddenly I was repulsive to eat pork sausages and just left them on my plate. I also starting to eat more fruit as well.
If I had to look back how I was and how I am now, I came a long way and when I started three years ago, reading everything I could my hand on it…I started to change inside. What really touched my heart are the the Ascension papers by Zingdad that talks about Ascension as a “singularity event”.
Wish you all, light,love and laughter
I’m 63 and it’s taken me most of my life to finally get it. When I was little I would wake up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom, and everything would look very small and far away. It helped me so much to read about other people having the same experience. Thank you so much. And also, most of my life I’ve felt that I’ve been depressed, because I haven’t been able to see my future. So I felt like I just didn’t have one. And maybe would die the next year. And now, from so may directions, I hear that no one knows what will happen and we are all consciously creating our futures, creating them ourselves. I wonder if this is why I could not see my future. Because I hadn’t created it yet. Before I learned anything about the Ascension process, I knew that I had to start believing. That I had to hope, and believe in a better world. Thank you everyone, for doing what you can. It all makes a difference.
I do believe
Annie
Hey you all!
Barbara – Thank you for the information – I started imagining grounding to 5D after reading your post. It is helping. I am experiencing so many shifts. Oh, and it was you that I asked about the Arcturians! I was really drawn to that post… and I love sacred geometry – lately, I am being guided to draw and “decorate” (don’t know how else to explain what I am receiving) geometric forms. I’m excited to begin!
To Cat – I don’t feel like eating basically ever – but I get a little “under the weather” if I don’t eat. So, lot of times I force myself and nothing really sounds good. Yet, I have gained about 15 pounds the last few months. That is 15 pounds I really didn’t need! Maybe b/c I’m eating less “healthy” food – but geez, nothing sounds good, NOTHING processes very well either.
I am experiencing feeling very dizzy a lot of the time – especially when at the computer – Denise / anyone know why it happens more when sitting at the computer? It feels like waves going through me. It has happened a couple of times while walking or standing, but it is not as significant or as often.
Love and light to all here, Debra
Morgean23:
About grounding into 5D: Whenever I’ve meditated I’ve always brought down golden glowing warm spirals of love and light from the higher dimensions, through each of my chakras, and into the physical Earth so that I feel connected and that all beings are safe and then I simply let my “imagination” take me where I “need” to go during that meditation. That “routine” hasn’t been working for me in the last couple of months and the other day, as I mentioned, I was “advised” to ground into 5D Earth – so I did the same routine, and ended it by stating my intention to ground into a different Earth! I confess I’m a wee bit reluctant to give this kind of information because what might work for me may not work for others, but just ask and you’ll get what you need, though most likely not when you’re looking for it!
You asked me on another post for more information about my Arcturian connection. All I can say was that I first was drawn to all things Arcturian by a compelling interest in crop circles. I started investigating those and pretty soon anything to do with Arcturus seemed to come my way, (books/Janosh sacred geometry) and then one day I sat in front of my computer and just asked and waited for some sort of recognition of my efforts. That’s when I made contact with three Arcturians whom I have grown to love very much. Apparently, much of my mission here is to help the Arcturians understand and be part of the experience of ascension, not to mention they may have a wee bit of guilt about interfering in human development. Kind of like the Pleiadian involvement as described by Barbara Hand Clow and Barbara Marciniak. Anyway, all I can say is ask, use your imagination for the good of All That Is, and you’ll get results. Hope that helps.
Denise:
I can’t tell you how thrilled and excited I am by the response here to the “giant” presentation and your explanation of what may come next. Oh, wow, and I have to agree with Adrianna, it’s one of the few ascension symptoms that doesn’t hurt. Bring on Team Light!
Love to All
Tom,
I wouldn’t be concerned. It seems everyone’s experiences are somewhat different. My experience with being large is nothing so dramatic as the Barbaras’. Mine is more subtle, sort of, well, this is interesting. Also, it has only been happening to me for a couple of months.
Gerry
Wow, nadeanna, I loved your mountain-climbing analogy– very apt to what we’re doing!
Over the last several years, I have had moments where I felt I was looking from a much higher angle than usual– I’m pretty short, but felt about 6′ tall. This hasn’t happened so much lately, but I look forward to it. I’m going to bet that that version of us does not have a Buddha belly either! lol! What keeps happening for me is the shimmering air. I’m getting it almost every day now. Sometimes, it also looks like things are trying to form in the air, but I never get a clear image of what these colors and lights are trying to form. And, with the slumboys on my front stoop, every time they’re there, I pour light there and within minutes they leave. And they never leave normally. I joked with someone in the neighborhood that it looks like they were screwed into the steps! lol! I’m trying it now with the loud thumping music upstairs. We’ll see what happens.
I waited a few minutes before posting and the music is gone! Hey, has anyone else been forgetting to eat regularly or losing their appetite? I have forgotten to eat lunch or supper several times this last week and I don’t really get that hungry. Strange.
I, too, really love this community and the opportunities it presents us to share and grow together. And, of course, Denise, who has brought us all together and is our guide through this time of our development. 🙂
Hugs to all,
Cat
I’ve been doing a lot of ascension work for the last 16 years, and haven’t had any of the giant 5-D experiences mentioned in recent posts. I’m concerned by this. After all this work, I’m wondering why I’m not having these experiences.
Denise, I stumbled across this website today and it has totally blown me away. Is this what I am going through? Six years ago, I quit smoking, then (not through a conscience decision) quit drinking. In 2009, I filed for divorce from my husband of 38 years and that was final in 2010. I am no longer speaking to my daughter.
It seems imperative that I get all negativity out of my life. Not to judge them, to allow them to walk their own path and to allow me to walk mine. I pray daily to be filled with positivity, love and happiness. Every night I send out love and light to the Universe, Mother Earth and her inhabitants. I don’t know why, I just feel called to do so.
My crown and heart chakras and hands and feet feel like they are emitting all kinds of electrical energy. I wake up during the night feeling like streams of energy are being released by my crown or heart chakras.
I have been feeling very alone and that maybe I need therapy. Is this the ascension you are talking about? I am an empath and have gone to see a Reiki practioner once. Where can I learn more? Thank you.
p. brown,
Our Higher Self points us to where we need to go at exactly the correct moment for us to confirm, validate what we’ve already been living ourselves but didn’t fully understand the intense and painful Ascension Process.
Never truer words of wisdom spoken. Well done you and welcome to TRANSITIONS and to knowing more about the Ascension Process. 🙂
Yes, what you’ve been going through and the symptoms you’ve mentioned are the Ascension Process, the “Rewiring” of the body and brain, kundalini rising and much more. There’s plenty of past articles here about all this that will validate what you’ve been living through for years already. You can “learn more” reading through them. Enjoy. 🙂
Hugs,
Denise
Whenever I experience feeling “large”, it reminds me of “White Rabbit” by the Jefferson Airplane.
Hi, Denise and the two (giants) Barbaras and everybody here, lots of love! I’ve been reading your writings Denise, for several months and the most important thing is the HH love I always recognize pouring through your writings…I know you are feeling mine but now I want to put it into words and let you now how much I honor your life-path and, believe me, these are not fluffy words because I know for myself the trials and challenges it has/is demanded/ing. Plus the fact that I always, always, feel complete resonance with what you say not only because it confirms what I’m living but because they are like an ocean of HH love in the dessert and I love basking in it.
And about the “giant 5-D” experience…me too! It started some months ago and it was so stunning and even funny (it is almost the only ascension symptoms that doesn’t hurt!) that I was delighted with the experiene (plus a little puzzled…nobody was noticing anything”strange” with me?).
I knew that it was some kind of 5D physicality and I was getting used to it. How could I, so enoooormous, being “contained” in, or “attached” to, such a tiny body?…
Love.
Adriana.
adriana,
♥ Hugs of Gratitude for your High Heart and kind words.♥
It means a lot to me to know that we’ve created a higher frequency Community here and soon this and so much more like it will manifest into our physical world.
Hugs,
Denise
Hello Denise and everyone,
having been introduced to your blog since April (by my friend Eva44), i have become an avid reader and follower. the information here is always of great interest and importance.
this is the first time i post, so i would like to take the opportunity to express a BIG thank you for the time and positive energy you put into this blog.
like everyone always says, the community that has formed here is certainly is a heart warming relief from some of the “outside” realities. a place where we can always come and reconnect with our true selves and the new heart based world that is taking shape.
thank you, thank you, thank you !
noa
Haha! Denise I love your badass-ness.
Linda- fat photos are the best motivator. I got up to 211 once. I look at photos from the winter of 2006-2007 and think, “How did I ever let myself get that way?” Even today, just a second flash of myself being something I have zero desire to embody, yes I did climb 2,200 feet today and back down. That was rad, and something I’d put off doing the last two years because I thought I would be unable to. Whereas your point may be valid for you, things just don’t work that way anymore for me.
Even existing beyond duality (beyond sounds better than above; above is too hierarchical) say a third of the time is so radical and bleeping awesome. Yes!
So I feel most all of us here have the tools we need to summit the mountain, as long as we don’t give up even when we get tired. Keep that image of yourself suffering through ascension symptoms: Buddha belly, going to the toilet every 15 minutes, sobbing uncontrollably, snotting all over…let that be your fat picture on the fridge. Every switchback you get to the top of has an even better view, so stop long enough to catch your breath, calm your heart, and cool down. You will be overcome with grace and gratitude when you see what it looks like from the summit. And then of course, there’s tons more mountains to climb.
WITHDRAWAL SYMPTOMS!!!!
The last few days I’ve been going through some intense emotional ascension symptoms. In the past when I’ve experienced this I’ve comforted myself by participating in a lot of the gossip and drama at work. I tried that a couple of times recently, and found that it really got me down rather than stimulating me. I also used to comfort myself by reading lots of posts on my favorite Gloom and Doom website. Reading about upcoming disasters with Elenin, Nibiru, etc. was also stimulating and comforting to me. I tried that a couple of times, and it didn’t help me feel any better.
Yesterday I had a very emotionally challenging day at work, and a lot of my old buttons got pushed. All day long I noticed how much I wanted to slip into gossiping, complaining and being a victim. At the end of my shift I talked to one of my bosses, and talked through some of the things that had happened that day. This morning I talked to another of my bosses, and resolved my remaining major issue quite quickly and easily. I felt much lighter after these talks, and had a better day at work today. I’m clear that I wouldn’t have been able to do this if I had continued my old patterns of complaining, gossiping, and checking out the latest Gloom and Doom.
I know that this is a breakthrough and a good sign, but it’s damned uncomfortable. I really miss my comfortable old victimhood! After work today I was still experiencing my ascension symptoms, and still feel really bad. WAHHH.
Tom
p.s. I got a very bad vibe from a new coworker of mine yesterday, and wanted to complain to my supervisor and coworkers about him. My guides told me that I didn’t need to do anything, and that the situation would resolve itself. I had a hard time accepting this, as I really wanted to stir up some drama. At the end of the shift today. he got into a very heated argument with my supervisor, and she told him to leave. He then walked out, never to return. I’m glad I trusted my guides, and let spirit resolve the situation for me. 😀
Tom,
Sorry it took me so long to respond to you about this, but here’s a link to an old article I thought you’d relate to and get a giggle out of too. 🙂 “You Can’t Store That Crap In Here!
http://deniselefay.wordpress.com/2009/12/02/you-cant-storethat-crap-in-here/
Hugs,
Denise
Barbara and Barbara 😉 — Thank you so much for sharing about the “giant 5D being” — Barbara could you tell me more about how you grounded to 5D earth instead of 3D earth?
Hi Denise and Barbara in UK:
Wow, thank you both for validating me and the “giant” experience so quickly. I feel “hugely” honoured and because I wondered what I might have looked like physically (there was no other person around during my “giant” presentation) now I know because of Barbara in UK that no would have noticed and that’s fine with me. Yes, indeed a weird and very wonder-full experience. Thanks again, both. What an amazingly beautiful community of souls at Transtitions and as someone said in a post recently, I can’t wait to meet you all in 5D!
Love to All
Barbara,
Years ago whenever I would start to alter my consciousness (aka increase my frequency and consciously connect a bit better with my Higher Self etc.) or this process would activate on its own, the symptoms I noticed first that told me my point of perception had changed was that everything I could see looked – from that point of view – as if I were about five feet above the top of my physical head! That plus my voice sounded different to me when I talked, sort of hollow and metallic and the sounds of my own voice caused pressures and mild pain inside my head. The floor looked much farther away and everything had gotten a bit smaller looking from this expanded level that I had shifted into.
I think we’re all going to be having vastly more 5D experiences and perceptions (and realizations etc.) like what you and UK Barbara and myself have talked about. Also…expect to suddenly see one or more higher dimensional Beings/Starbeings/ETs etc. manifest before your mind’s eye and/or also right there before you for a few moments. Just telepath with them and smile from your Heart when this happens and know they play for Team Light. 😉
Hugs,
Denise
Barbara,
(I am a Barbara, too 😀 )
About the ‘giant 5D being’ – yes; I’ve had that, too! I was walking through town, when things started to seem strangely small and toy like, it was really odd, as if I’d grown, or was on stilts. Then I realised that the rhythmic walking and rather vacant mental state had let me drift off into 5D awareness….and in that body, I was about 15-20 feet tall! It was SO weird, and I was looking at people wondering how come they seemed not to notice this huge giant loping along. It was fascinating, but also bizarre, and I somehow consciously ‘put’ my awareness back into its 5′ 2″ earth vehicle before I got home. You’re the first person to describe the exact same experience! Weird, isn’t it? 🙂
Barbara in UK.
gosh, i am just so thankful to be here and to read all these wonderful posts.. Denise thank you so very much for this web site!
It is all too often we fail to express our deep gratitude in meaningful words, maybe hoping that the waves of it are somehow felt without stopping to acknowledge further. At this very point and moment, I want to say much more but hope to convey my heart-felt gratitude to you Denise thus: I deeply recognise your soul, the perilous work you do and have carried on for all these years, and how you continue to hold up this High Heart space in these end times. You are one incredibly brave woman. I thank you for the most recent lesson, which also provided certain personal validation for me in how and what I have been perceiving about some things. The need for discernment is clear, as it permeates all areas of life and lightwork. I extend to you my loving energy from here to support you in any way possible.
mia,
♥ Hugs of deepest Gratitude. ♥
Denise
Hi Denise and All here:
Just had an insight that I thought others might like to try. I haven’t been able to meditate for some time now — nothing happening — so just now I thought I’d give it a try again and as I settled in and did the usual routine, I was “advised” to no longer ground myself into 3D Earth, but to ground myself into 5D Earth. So I “imagined” that and thought I was “out” for about ten minutes only to come to, to realize I’d been gone for about 20 minutes. Have no idea where I was, but I’m glad I went! So from now I’m grounding into 5D Earth!
Plus, I was wondering if anyone has experienced the “giant” scene yet? I was walking home my usual path a few weeks ago and slowly things got smaller and smaller around me. I live in the mountains and they became tiny and very far away. I looked at the houses and they were dollhouses and I wondered how people could possibly get in through the doors or open the tiny one-inch square windows. And then I realized I was huge, I mean huge, not as in Buddha belly bloated, but about 15 to 20 feet tall and I thought, good grief, I hope I can get through my own door and into my house. As I approached my house, I slowly came back down to normal 3D human size and to my relief found everything inside as I had left it. I haven’t experienced that one again, don’t mind if I do, but just thought I’d ask if anyone else has.
And banging into doors and corners, yup, still doing that; waking up in the morning with everything frozen from the neck down, yup on that one, too. I won’t go into head pain, et cetera, just to say my heart is with you all.
Love to All
Barbara,
You’ve answered yourself…you just didn’t recognize it yet. 😉
That was you not grounding into 3D (because you’ve outgrown it) but into 5D where you’re perception of self (and your point of view) and everything else is much larger.
Hugs,
Denise
Wow, Denise! I’ve only posted two comments to your blog and each time I got quite the smackdown. Frankly, I’m shocked…shocked at the condescending tone of your responses, and shocked because they’re coming from a “Starseed Lightworker Prototyper.” And if I’ve come across as condescending—or a know-it-all, or a naysayer, or an ignorant slut…I don’t know how I’m coming across!—then I apologize. It was never my intention to be “one of those people” who play the role of agitator in a public forum! So I will just go back to my passive, peaceful blog reading, and “discussing” it with myself in my journal. Feel free not to publish this since it’s not adding constructively to the topic under discussion.
To clarify what I was trying to say, you start by saying, “Murder, rape, incest, pedophilia, wars, violence, lies, evilness, torture, mutilation, etc. Now, were those words and the images they conjured up in all of our minds and hearts “disinfo”? No, they were sick dark truths… No “disinfo” just physical facts and reactions to those facts.”
I think you misunderstood what I was referring to with “disinfo.” I was referring to the exercise itself, of mixing a “positive attractor” technique with a “negative attractor” technique. If one agrees with the positive part of the message/technique/exercise, they may take in the whole thing as truth/good/positive, and thus “ingest” the bad with the good. That’s all I was saying. That we need to be alert for this and use discernment.
You go on to say, “I’ve said in past articles that I couldn’t as yet fully envision what all I want in the new ascending world…but I sure as hell know what I don’t want there! And guess what? All the things I don’t want there are the things you and I have mentioned and what’s wrong with that?”
There’s nothing wrong in mentioning them, identifying them; it was the focusing on them that I was concerned about. The Law of Attraction states that we get more of what we focus upon. As “Abraham” explains in the LOA, contrast can help us determine what we don’t want, so that we can turn toward the opposite of that experience and look toward what we do want.” I totally agree with that.
When I mentioned the LOA, I was also thinking about how Abraham-Hicks gives the analogy of life as a buffet, where we are able to choose what we want to put on our plate. But we don’t go up to the table looking at all the things we don’t want saying “I don’t want that, and I really don’t want that, and I don’t want that either,” we just look for what we do want.
My point was that this exercise could go beyond constructively using contrast to identify what we do want when faced with what we don’t want. Especially if you created a tangible end-product with images of what you don’t want and looked at it each day!
It’s the same argument for, if you want to lose weight, which photo do you put on your fridge to help your mindset? – the photo of you at your fattest so you are repulsed? Or the one of you at your slimmest so you are inspired? We can’t successfully hold these two contradicting images in our minds simultaneously and get the result we want.
So we must choose one…which one will we choose? I feel we need to focus daily on the good, the positive image. Inelia was saying to do her exercise every day…did that include looking at and saying No to the BAD things? Because if so, that is the part that I don’t agree with.
Linda,
Feel better?
You can have all the endless duality and polarity you want. Nice back-peddling and projecting by the way. This conversation is done. 🙂
Denise
I AM THAT =WE ARE THE DARK ONES! I ‘was’ a dark priest in Atlantis, sending seriously bad mojo through crystals, a peyote addicted shaman, who had to come back for another lifetime as a mentally ill murderer, because I screwed up my mental body…the list goes on.And consider that time is an illusion, so I AM still my past life selves. Plus, the dreams I have revealing me being “less than Light” may be reflecting my current lives in parallel universes…not to mention the countless petty issues I find myself in in the reality that I most identify with.
Hating the Dark Ones is hating yourself. If you see something/someone negative in your reality- it’s YOURS – learn from it! Synchronicity is beautiful, but doesn’t just put us in touch with the “GOOD’ experiences- it connects us to ALL THAT IS. Don’t pretend that it belongs to “THEM” 🙂
Hi everyone! I am a new reader of this wonderful blog and I am truly grateful and honored to be able to witness your openness, love and wisdom you guys so generously give away. We “prototypes” are lonely wolfs because we are needed in bad places.That is why we are here, right now. It is so comforting to know you guys are out there and within reach through this blog!
I am so looking forward to your next post, dearest Denise, and the discussion too!
As for myself, right now I am dealing with how to reach the heart in every and any possible situation, several times a day. Often I fail real bad, and I get angry, frustrated and sad when meeting brutality of others, but I just stubbornly keep practicing 😉
I voluntarily downshifted my lifestyle from a dream come true job to a less lucrative one last year. That way I got rid of the constant drama of a 3D working community. Now I get less money but I don’t have to use that much energy for coping poisonous 3D energies. I have also stopped reading and watching news and all the other stuff that indulge with fear and aggression. I still find that I miraculously get all the information I need!
Love and Light to every single one of this community ❤
– Aya
Hi Denise,
I have found it comforting to follow your comments, I must admit when I read about some of your symptoms I thought “Oh my goodness glad I didn’t get that one”, sorry! Hearing others stories and views has cultivated a deep appreciation of the beautiful work each person ascending has undertaken. My own ascension was for a good few years completely brutal, there was a year when I assimilated so much karma every breath hurt, there was no light just waves of unrelenting darkness, my body swelled up like a balloon and the psychic attack went day and night to the point where I just sobbed for months. It felt like my heart had been ripped out, the shuddering through my body was so violent I lost my ability to talk for a while, thinking was isolated to surviving only. The words I have read on this site have helped to heal the trauma of the experience, thank you all so much. Bring it on! I understand with the separation lapping at our feet many feel a division or even repulsion towards those who live in the lows. This is an important process to affirm the qualities each of us wishes to leave behind and which to take with us, It also helps release eons of anger. I found myself crying and angry last week after a short telephone call to a dear friend who is ascending ‘the way of the heart’ in a very pure way, no ascension symptoms to boot, waaah not fair! It struck me hard that she sees herself so separately from those of the lower vibrating, grid locked brigade. I really need to say that in my daily work, I work with the people who will not ascend at this time. They come to visit me at work and at times I visit them at home, sometimes it’s hard to breath or even walk straight in their presence but what strikes me is that they are beautiful. Many of my clients have multiple issues addictions, psychological, disorders you name it they have it. Even when their eyes are empty and sad, or they are screaming and threatening to set their dogs on me, I look into their eyes (when I’m not running to jump over the fence) and there it is, a beauty and softness it’s the place fear cannot touch just a flicker of pure life and sometimes it’s only just there. We have been going through all of the pain of ascension to free ourselves so that we may love more and more and live in unity. Only a few years ago my symptoms were so bad I was only basically functioning and I found it very difficult to be around any people or person at all. Trust me it changes, have the courage to love them all more and more and more. I thank you all again for sharing your experiences, with gratitude to you Denise.
Love Shell.
Denise,
Thank you for being so responsive to everyone’s concerns here! I greatly appreciate this forum. Like many (most?) of you, I am an island unto myself…for many a long year. And actually, that’s OK with me.
Anyway, I did have a concern though, with the exercise that J shared from Inelia Benz. I am familiar with her story, website, and materials, but a red flag went up for me with this. She says,
“We decide what we agree with and what we don’t agree with. We all cast our vote. So here is what we do, here is how we cast our vote:
Choose a person, situation, location, personal topic, or worldwide event, that you do not agree with. Then, draw a red circle around it, and a line across it. Say the words, “I do not agree with this”. Next, visualize what you would like to see, what you do agree with, and place a green tick next to it. It is very, very simple, and quick. So much so, that one might think it is not life changing, but it is. Try it. Try it with the big things, and the little things. Use it every day, and watch. What do you have to lose by trying it out? Nothing.”
Maybe, maybe not.
I tried her “visualization” exercise with images in PowerPoint. She has you finding images of what you DON’T want and putting a big red circle/slash over it. Then finding what you DO want, and putting a big green checkmark next to it. Like any good disinfo “show,” truth is mixed in with lies so you swallow the whole thing. I started grabbing all the nasty images – war, violence, greed, rap music, Illuminati, pollution, nuclear energy, famine, the Pope…and guess what? My emotional state went BLACK! Looking at all those images, I began to get MAD, SAD, FRUSTRATED! Just what they want you to do! So I deleted all of them, and created my positive vision board full of love, peace, joy, abundance, cooperation, health, connection to Source… Humph!
I think this brings up an important point that is critical for us now, and that Denise has mentioned above…Discernment. The good info will be mixed in with the bad, just like a spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down! And just reading it — knowing how critical our thoughts are at this time and going forward — set off warning bells….focusing on what you DON’T want? They don’t teach you that in Law of Attraction 101! But it was in the DOING of the exercise that I FELT it! And it was wrong for me. But this is just my experience.
Linda
Linda,
That’s some really lame reasoning imo. Here, I’ll show you.
Murder, rape, incest, pedophilia, wars, violence, lies, evilness, torture, mutilation, etc. Now, were those words and the images they conjured up in all of our minds and hearts “disinfo”? No, they were sick dark truths of what too many people have done and still do to other people in this world, and of course just thinking about those things makes us feel like utter shit. No “disinfo” just physical facts and reactions to those facts. So Inelia was saying to visualize a big red NO symbol on top of each of those horrific things/events/actions/people etc. who create, do, enable, design and manifest all of those negative things and events as one way of Consciously Creating and intending them to not be in your new Earth world and reality.
I’ve said in past articles that I couldn’t as yet fully envision what all I want in the new ascending world…but I sure as hell know what I don’t want there! And guess what? All the things I don’t want there are the things you and I have mentioned and what’s wrong with that? I’ve been removing these sorts of events, residual dark energies and the people that feed and profit off of them from the ascending world for most of my life because that’s a huge aspect of my job and natural ability as a Starseed Lightworker Prototyper; transmuting all lower frequencies from 3D and 4D and permanently removing them.
Learning to be emotionally neutral while doing transformational work sure helps and it took me some time to reach that point. It’s so easy to hate the Dark Ones, but when you can honestly and easily remain neutral over both polarized sides and outcomes, then you’re tapping into some real power and creativity that exists vibrationally well above duality. It takes all of us some trial and error to Master this one and resolve and integrate polarity and vibrate above it but that’s exactly what we’re doing. Use whatever method works best for you.
Denise
Hi Denise:
Though I’ve been posting here for a short while, I guess I kind of just assumed that you knew how greatly you are loved and appreciated by this blogging community that you have gathered around you and who all obviously care for you so much. And so I’m taking this opportunity to ditto kt1111 words. I, too, am a Capricorn and until recently, I have never been able to express myself “in love” without fear of rejection, but then the love I was trying to express was 3D and not compatible with the love that was waiting to emerge and is emerging from my 5D heart. And so I am sending to you, and to everyone here in this Transitions community, the love that I know is received without shame or guilt or wondering if there is now an obligation that it be returned to the sender. And I also want to say that when I read your response to the “PhD” I thought Denise is a momma bear and I am one of her cubs and not only did I sense your protection and genuine love for us all, but I wanted to crawl into your lap and I am older than you! Now that’s 5D love! Thank you from my heart for agreeing to be a number one Wayshower. We’re here for you.
Love to All
Barbara,
Wow…thank you so much, really. ♥ And thanks for the Ph.D. thing cause that was a patriarchal ego stunt and that silly crap just won’t fly around here.
Bottom line is that all I’ve ever wanted was Co-Workers standing beside me radiating their Light…not groupies or followers…and the wonderful part is I’m getting my wish in 2011. 🙂
♥ Heart Hugs of Gratitude back at you,
Denise
Denise – Thanks for replying to my post about assertiveness. It reminded me that I’m still viewing a lot of my current reality through the old 3-D/patriarchal lense. As a male who grew up in a small agricultural Oregon town in the ’60s and ’70s, I guess I’m still a product of that environment and its conditioning.
I’m finding it challenging to keep a positive attitude towards my ascension process. This is because it’s still really hard, has been going on a long time, and I don’t know when I’ll be done with it. Also, I have no way to imagine what my life will be like when it’s over. Right now I’m experiencing a lot of doubts about the end of the Mayan calendar dates coming up soon. I’m afraid that everything will continue exactly as it has been, and that my ascension symptoms will never end. Sometimes it feels like all my hard ascension work has been for nothing.
I was following a conspiracy website quite closely before I found your blog. It has lots of posts about Elenin, Nibiru, etc. I found it to be comforting when my ascension symptoms were their most severe. All that gloom and doom helped me feel better about my current situation. Lately I’ve been phasing out that website, and spending more time on your blog. I know that this is a good sign, but I do miss the comfort of all the doom and gloom posts during times like these. Thanks for “listening.”
Tom the frustrated prototyper
Tom,
Years ago I went through the same process that you are. I posted (years ago) at certain forums that today I won’t go near because it’s comparable to diving back down into a septic tank. Sorry for the nasty visual everyone but it’s pretty accurate actually. We all have to give up our addictions (Emotional Body addictions/manipulations by the negative Dark Ones) at some point within the Ascension Process, transmute them and keep moving forward.
From what you’ve described you’re past the worst of the worst phase of this Process because you’re doubting that it’s really changing anything. We all go through that phase too and I can tell you that you’re close to seeing big improvements so keep doing what you’ve been doing and acclimating to having your new Driver’s Seat be your 5D High Heart and not your old 3D left-brained egoic intellect. Job very well done.
Hugs,
Denise
Hi Denise,
This is really a question rather than a comment, but I keep hearing about one symptom being a bloated stomach which I haven’t had. My ex-boyfriend-but-unfortunately-still-roomate all the sudden looks like he’s 5 months pregnant in just the past few weeks and it’s taut, though he says everything is working “normal” inside if you know what I mean. Is this what it’s like do you know? He of course would never believe it could be from something as ” whacked out” as me suggesting that (talk about your alpha male who will NEVER see his feminine side), but he also refuses to see a doctor. I’m not really worried about him because I figure if he doesn’t want to help himself I can’t do anything about it, however I don’t want him exploding in my house either! 😉
One other thing I was thinking of while gardening last evening, is to say a real heartfelt THANK YOU – it had just dawned on me that if I’ve felt like I have for the past couple of years, and you’ve been going through it for many many years, then YOU have paved the way to be easier for all of US wayshowers to a much greater degree than we have to pave the way for the next bunch. I can’t even imagine how strong you must be, so thanks for all you do somehow – you are a great friend and mentor to us all!
In light!
Katy
kt1111,
My sympathies to your ex boyfriend! My sympathies to you having to room with him as an ex! Hang in there and tell the air what YOU want for yourself now. “…I don’t want him exploding in my house either!” 😆 It feels like one could explode too…thanks for the giggles.
This Ascension symptom is common and often called “Buddha Belly” and I’ve suffered with it since my biological Ascension Process started in Feb 1999. It had eased up a bit over the past couple of years, but the DAY we entered the Ninth Wave, it and some old familiar symptoms returned like hot flashes every 20 minutes, increased food sensitivities, waking up at 5 AM when I absolutely don’t need to but can’t go back to sleep, etc.
OMG I just read your last paragraph kt1111. ♥ Thank you so for perceiving this and acknowledging it like this…it means a lot to me because it has been (and still is in many ways) really hard and painful lonely Work. Breaking up the Dark in a totally Dark world to let the Light back in isn’t a job for everyone that’s for sure, and I’m showing the wear and tear of all this, but your understanding is like life essence to me so thank you very much. We each do our part in all this for ALL.
Heart Hugs of Gratitude,
Denise