Aries 2015 New Moon Strange

It’s felt to me like everyone has disappeared again since the Aries New Moon on Saturday April 18, 2015, and it still feels this way almost a week later. Sunday the 19th was horrible but Monday the 20th was even worse from my personal perspective. I certainly hope yours has been better than mine but this change feels global in its weirdness and change and not something that just a few of us are feeling this time.

It’s felt dreamlike, disconnected from other people like we’ve entered an empty zone or space for a while again, and it feels like everyone is feeling this particular change very personally, like no one is not being affected by these latest changes. It feels like the tide is way, way, way out and everyone went out with it too and when the tide comes back in again, things will be greatly changed…once again.

And then there’s the dreams. Some of them feel like they aren’t even mine which only adds to the overall feeling of weirdness and scattered disconnect since the Aries New Moon. And of course there’s the occasional rouge dark negativity floating past, smaller than I’ve ever seen before which is great but gads, enough already! This has been the strangest feeling Aries New Moon and solar shift into Taurus I’ve ever felt. That’s probably a very positive sign but it sure feels different, NEW, with more changes coming and in ways most of us aren’t expecting. Deep inside the Earth is squirming with change this year and that too feels like it’s growing and radiating out towards the surface and beyond in great, rippling waves.

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And, I’ve waited to mention this topic for a while now but I’ve been sensing more changes and expansions in regards to ETs and humanity and human consciousness and understanding about ET beings. This topic has felt to me lately like it’s about to greatly expand up multiple Stair-steps in human consciousness which is very positive. I strongly sense that our human sense of “self” and personal identity is about to include our ET aspects, if one has them, in increasingly obvious ways. It’s felt to me this spring 2015 especially like the entire belief system about ETs is about to explode into a whole NEW level of Universal Society within mass humanity.

Some humans will finally be known publicly as both human and Extraterrestrial and everyone else will more easily than ever before accept this as okay and normal. Some will ‘come out’ as more than just physical humans because it’s time for human consciousness to evolve and include other lifeforms such as multidimensional ETs for starters. Something huge is in the works this 2015 spring quarter indicating that more and more big, positive and exciting changes are coming. What’s interesting about this is that it may start right here on Earth with certain humans and not from ETs coming from other dimensions. Humans must evolve and expand themselves and their consciousness into Universal Society and that just may begin right here on the NEW Earth. 😉

More about this topic as we continue to blaze NEW trails into greater higher consciousness which naturally includes Universal Society.

Denise

April 23, 2015

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Ascension Symptoms List 2015

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Someone asked recently about Ascension symptoms or side effects in 2015, so here’s a list of some of them via my perspective. As usual however we all are affected a bit differently by the higher Light Energies so you may not have one of these “symptoms” now but may later and vice versa, or, you may never experience it or may experience many of them more severely. This list and any like it are really to help people not feel or believe that they’re the only ones living with such weird and unusual aches, pains and pressures in their physical bodies, however, please don’t fixate or feel obligated to manifest any of these symptoms on this or any other Ascension symptoms list or left out if you don’t have them; just use this list and any others when you need a reality check with your strange Ascension related aches, pains and pressures. Also, know that they’re not permanent even though some of them may last for many years.

heart icons 18 Head pains and pressures — When the Sun is transmitting Light Energies through it, or, when the Sun is being used to transmit Galactic Center energies or energies from beyond the Milky Way GC, it’s typical to first feel those Light Energies in the area above our physical heads and in our physical heads. More often than not these energies cause the interior of our heads to feel pains from mild to severe and also varying degrees of internal/external pressures like your head is in a vice both inside and out. These head pains and pressures can go from above your physical head down into it and your eyes, sinuses, jaw and upper teeth on occasion. Think of this like your head is a cosmic tuning fork and every cosmic, galactic and solar Light Energy transmission hits it and sets it vibrating and ringing! That energy travels down into your spine and throughout your entire physical body and nervous system transforming it into something very NEW and different from what it was. Sometimes this Process hurts physically for periods.

heart icons 18 Sore, tender, bumpy scalp – This one is directly connected to anytime Light Energies are coming in through the Sun. Those energies reach the area above my physical head like there’s a 3.5 foot sized invisible satellite receiver dish up there, and there is actually in all of us, and instantly my physical head, scalp and skull feel the incoming Light Energies pouring down on and into my head and body via this high frequency receiver area at the top of our physical heads. During this our scalp can become rather sore and tender and our skull can feel unusually bumpy and tender. There’s a lot going on, evolving up there and sometimes it creates tenderness and bruising to scalp and skull.

heart icons 18 Sore, dry, sensitive eyes — This symptom is related to the first one and has to do with those Light Energies coming in energetically through our heads and affecting everything in our heads including our eyes and vision. We’ve also got this symptom amplified externally which causes our physical eyes to sometimes react to increases of Light on this world and dimension both internally in our bodies and externally all around us.

Sometimes when these increases are larger than they’ve been, my eyes will feel weird for days or weeks and by weird I mean almost numb, almost nonphysical, sore, dry, ultra-sensitive to Light and air. Just walking and having the air touch my eyes causes pain and increases blurry vision. It’s also during these times that I’ll often See NEW colors (that exist beyond the range we’re used to being able to see, to perceive) and other unusual Lights and flashes of Lights in the space around me.

heart icons 18 Hearing continual high-pitched inner ear ringing — As with the other symptoms above, this one is also related to incoming Light Energies. Whenever the Sun does anything—CME’s, solar flares, solar winds, solar storms etc.—my inner ears instantly hear the Light Energies coming in as high-pitched inner ear ringing noise. I’ll hear this for weeks or months day and night and it’s simply related to my ability to clairaudiently hear higher frequencies being transmitted through our Sun. Many people hear this same thing but don’t realize it’s caused by very high Light Energies coming from the Sun and/or through the Sun from the Milky Way Galactic Center and/or beyond that. Some more easily or readily See these Light Energies, some feel them, some hear them.

heart icons 18 Periods when eating food is near impossible — Sometimes when large energy Waves are hitting it becomes more difficult if not nearly impossible to eat anything or even find anything that sounds remotely good to eat if one could eat! These periods are so potent energetically that it’s almost too much to try to eat and digest any food then no matter how light or “healthy” it is. Then of course the opposite of this will happen and we’ll suddenly feel like we need more food than we usually do. Neither situation is “wrong” so merely discern what it is that YOUR body needs at the time and go from there. You are in charge, not old lower beliefs from a dying past.

heart icons 18 2–4 Hour-long sleep periods — I’ve put off talking about this one only because I love to sleep as long as possible, which unfortunately for me hasn’t been longer than 4 hours at a time, but has been as short as 45 minutes at a time since 1999. Mind you, those 4 hours at a time are usually broken and not blissful, pass-out, uninterrupted sleep for 4 straight hours.  I’ve kept tract of this change, this Ascension Process symptom since 1999, and it’s been interesting to see how we’re needing less and less time to sleep. Over the past few years this NEW sleep pattern for me has settled into what seems to be anything between 2 to 4 hours of sleep at a time. That will often be followed by 2 to 4 hours of not being able to sleep at all and is a lot of tossing and turning in bed for hours at night.

heart icons 18 6–7 Hour wake periods — I’ve also been experiencing increasingly needing to sleep after being in-body and awake for about 6–7 hours. This means that if I get up out of bed and start my day at 6AM, then by noon or 1 or certainly by 2PM I’m utterly spent and HAVE to nap and get out-of-body for as long as I’m able to in the afternoons.

I’ve also been acutely aware that when I sleep or nap during daylight hours, what I experience during that sleep time is very different from nighttime sleep experiences. I’m asleep during these daytime naps and yet am fully conscious and aware of tremendous in-pourings of very high frequency Light Energies rattling my entire physical body causing it to shake and vibrate internally. I also hear great loud sounds of moving Light Energies within my body and nervous system while I’m napping/sleeping during the daytime. (When the Sun sets each day this energetic intensity eases up considerably all night only to return the next day.) It seems important now to sleep when one needs to regardless of what time of day or night it is. It has to do with energies and embodying and Inner Work being done to us and by us and our bodies during these times so sleep whenever you need to or can because so much more is happening than you just taking a “nap”. Again, you are in charge, not some old beliefs from a dying world about when it’s correct to sleep.

heart icons 18 Feeling amplified emotional sensitivity, then higher emotional Neutrality — The differences between being a 3D physical empath and/or ultra-Sensitive etc. and then experiencing 5D and higher Unity or HighHeart Neutrality is a shocker if one doesn’t consciously remember the higher way. I incarnated with higher frequency Unity Consciousness or Neutrality or HighHeart Consciousness as many Forerunners did so that one hasn’t been much of a transition for me. What has been hard for me however was/is dealing with bouncing back and forth sometimes between these two energetic levels. I can suddenly emotionally feel something so amplified that my reaction to it is equally amplified, which I don’t like at all and have been working on. Then I’m back in the higher level of Neutrality where one knows the higher whys for things and knows that it’s all perfect and Divine, even what seems negative or painful etc. because it has the potential to be a potent catalyst for great spiritual growth. Higher Awareness or Neutrality knows this and more; old lower Duality consciousness does not so this is one huge gap to evolve beyond.

heart icons 18 Increasingly knowing that you are unique and alone while surrounded by so many others —

This one should be an article all unto itself because it’s that big and important now in 2015 and beyond. Many of us have felt the opposite to what many (not me, not ever and I took some heat because of this many years ago) believed would happen on the other side of 2012. Many believed we’d all go skipping into the NEW together at the same time. I knew it would not happen that way because 1) individuality is still important and 2) the differences between everyone’s personal development, awareness, focus, growth and creativity etc. is wildly different so to hold back so many to wait even longer for far more coming along behind us would unnecessarily burden all. Source is far more creative and diverse than that.

What many of us have been and are increasingly experiencing in 2014 and 2015 is a knowing that we stand alone in our unique spot or space or level or phase now and I hope more are realizing that this is perfectly okay and to be expected. In fact it’s still necessary at this level of 5D and especially now because we’ve entered the NEW and everyone’s unique creativity and input etc. is vitally important to creating as much variety and potential within the NEW as possible. Later on we’ll group together a bit more with like others, but now many of us are needed to produce what we alone can to add to the great NEW collective pot so to speak.

heart icons 18 Increasing Spherical Consciousness — Feeling that you are, increasingly, existing and working within multidimensional levels simultaneously and consciously retaining this awareness. Many more are highly aware of when they’re in time and not; when they’re in the NEW and when they’re not; when they’re vitally alive and when they’re close to what could be called death. Many of us are traversing some really strange new places and in between places too and it’s all so strange and wonderful and at times confusing. We’ve recently had the “training wheels” removed and we’re wobbling along making new discovery after new discovery and realizing that the creative “playing field” is so huge now and we can’t even find the borders! We’re explorers in a NEW land learning more every day and night. Just go with the flow.

heart icons 18 Periods of intense dreaming, longer periods of no dreaming — So long as we don’t re-pollute the “Temple”, there’s no need for us to use the dream plane to go back in and re-clean it! If you’re not dumping old stuff back into you, the “Temple”, then your need to dream to resolve, work out, work on, transmute etc. anything within yourself isn’t necessary. Dreaming at this point now seems to be primarily a time and place for us to tidy up whatever we let back in ourselves. It cannot remain in there and co-exist within this higher level and dimension of being, so when we let something back in ourselves, you’ll discover that only hours later that same day you’ll find yourself in a dream dealing with whatever and/or whoever it is that’s gotten back in to your transmuted and crystal clean “Temple”.

There’s more of these 2015 Ascension related symptoms I could go on about but to me these are some of the most important ones at the moment. I’m sure this too will change as we do but I hope this NEW list helps you when you may need it to confirm what you’re experiencing on your unique Ascension journey.

Denise

February 5, 2015

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