April Fools! Not!

800x800 black trialityIn the early AM hours of April 1, 2013 I experienced another layer of my personal Life Review. As I said in another article, the Life Review every human experienced at some point on either 12-21-12 or 12-22-12 or 12-23-12 — the Three Days — happened at a quantum level and state of being with Divine Consciousness. Immediately after this we entered these extended “Nine Months” period for us to, at lower frequency and dimensional levels and bodies, work on and experience whatever it is that each one of us still here on Earth now needs to before the end of this Nine Months extension period.

The Life Review happened in a quantum split-second for each of us at some point during the Three Days; these following Nine Months (the Three Trimesters) are us re-examining, working on, living and fulfilling our quantum Life Review but within these lower dimensions and bodies (this physical one, the higher Astral, and into fifth dimensional levels as well). We are multidimensional Beings and this is more of us becoming consciously aware of this fact and that we’re working very diligently within multiple dimensions during these Nine Months to complete what we wanted and agreed to at our quantum level Life Review during the Three Days.

In the early AM hours of April 1, 2013 I experienced another aspect or layer of my Life Review while asleep and out-of-body in a higher dimension. While there I suddenly experienced a reunion with a elder male human I’d physically known and loved dearly as a friend and fellow spiritual teacher during the late 1970s and 1980s. He physically died in the late 1980s. As was the case in what little I remembered of my original quantum level Life Review that took place in the early AM hours of 12-22-12, this old male friend and spiritual teacher reunion of April 1, 2013 was much the same. He and I were suddenly alone together and terribly happy to see each other again and we poured our hearts out to each other about how much we loved each other and how much we valued each other and so on. We thanked each other for every single thing, every single word, every single emotion the other one gave the other when we were together physically on earth. That was my Life Review with that person, Samuel. It was a great gift and real blessing for me to consciously remember that this event even took place while I was asleep earlier in the AM hours of 4-1-13.

Interestingly, when I awoke a couple of hours after this non-physical meeting with this beloved old friend, I unexpectedly and immediately collided with another memory, and this one was the exact opposite of the earlier one! As I awakened around 5:00 AM on April 1, 2013, I was assailed with the realization that it was the thirteenth anniversary of when two half-brothers moved into a rental house next door to what was my mother’s old house. If you’ve read A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution then you know that I’m referring to that house and those horrible demonically possessed and totally controlled neighbors. Thirteen years ago today on April Fools Day — how clever Team Dark could be when they wanted to — began the worst and most difficult four-year period of my entire life because those two half-brothers were deliberately moved in next-door to my Mom and I in an attempt to stop me and prevent us both from doing what we were there to do which was protect a portal that existed in that physical area from being taken over by Team Dark during that time, plus help from the physical 3D side, higher dimensional Starbeings anchor a section of the NEW higher frequency Earth Grid System in that location. For more information about this and much more please read the book.

Point is, that on April 1, 2000, those two males were intentionally moved into the house next door to us by Team Dark and one of them was the portal person or host for a female demonic entity. She controlled the other brother, their friends and other family members too, and her mission at that point was to take me out of the Ascension picture in any way she/it could and she/it nearly did… nearly. Four years of this battle and it still took us selling that house and physically moving in an attempt to stop the psychic/Astral/physical attacks by the demonic entity and that group of controlled humans. So on April 1, 2013, I wake up with the realization that it’s the thirteenth anniversary of the worst time of my life (and that’s saying something believe me) and then in pours all of those April 1, 2000 through end of June 2004 memories of the years of hell I and my mom went through while they lived next door and before we sold that house to escape/survive both the demonic and physical attacks.

As I’m laying there in bed this morning being assailed by these horrible memories, I don’t mind telling you that I wanted revenge in the worst of ways. In the next second however, I wanted to be completely free and emotionally neutral about these past events with those people and their controller demon. In those minutes I wanted to not even have to remember what I suffered through during those four astonishing, Ascension-related Grid Worker years in that physical location. As I lay there going through these memories and emotions and wanting to be free of it all, I started to become depressed and then decided to completely surrender to what was happening to me.

A couple of hours later I was telling my mom about my sudden realization that today is the thirteenth anniversary of one of our most treacherous Starseed jobs in these lives. While I was telling her this I suddenly remembered that hours earlier I’d had the wonderful reunion with my long-dead male friend and spiritual teacher Samuel who she also knew. I was immobilized in that moment as these two profound extremes, these two extreme memories of actual physical events I’ve lived through both came back into my full consciousness. I immediately realized that, for me, this was another layer of my Life Review that I was and still am working on. That and the glaring realization of the extremes in duality and consciousness between these two events. I saw them, felt them, and in that instant I was able to ascend into that third higher frequency point ▲ that exists beyond duality/polarity; I was granted my wish of emotional neutrality to the horrors and attacks of those four years at the hands of an Unseen demonic being that totally controlled those two half-brothers and their friends and family.

  1. Loving, respectful, grateful memory of interacting with another soul filled with LightLove
  2. Pain, anger, and very sad memories of other souls controlled by Team Dark filled with DarkHate
  3. Further integrations of issues within my Life Review that still needed more Inner Work so I’d be free to ascend into higher frequency neutrality/unity/High Heart etc.

This is us working on and living through our Life Review issues during these Nine Months before the Separation of Worlds begins fully in this dimension (and others). These issues, these dreams, memories, emotions, wounds, traumas and reunions with loved ones both alive and dead are us working on our Life Review issues so we can further ascend out of old duality energies and related issues and into neutrality which is “unity” or High Heart frequency energies. These emotional and physical pains, old wounds and other such Ascension related PTSD issues we’ve still got within us must be transmuted and this is exactly what so many of us have been and will continue doing from 12-21-12 through 9-22-13. There’s more because I know I’m not done yet but I wanted to share this duality contrast Life Review work and learning I had with you so you’d have it to remind you when something similar unfolds as you work through your Life Review during the Nine Months. Keep up the great work everyone.

Denise Le Fay

April 1, 2013


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29 thoughts on “April Fools! Not!

  • Hi Denise,

    Thank you for continuing to clarify this very important life review topic. It has helped me very much and I so appreciate you taking the time to explain it, especially with the examples from your personal life. Everything you write resonates with me- and has helped me so much during this life review process.

    Love & Hugs,

  • Hi Denise,
    So I didn’t think I would ever share this with anyone, but here goes.
    I awoke at night last week and heard a voice that said, “I am sorry.” I just knew
    it was mother who had passed years ago. When I was working with a shaman she appeared in the room with other ancestors and I told him to get her out of here so I was so astounded at my reaction this time. I cried at depths that I never felt before.
    I felt it at the core of ego self and how destructive it is when a child is abused. It was healing to have been acknowledged by her. I said to her, you must have been in a lot of pain to do what you did. Go to where you need to go to further your evolution and I wish you well. I was not only surprised at how I handled it but proud of myself as well.
    (And I didn’t have to pay anyone either!)
    Blessings to you all,

  • Hi Denise. All I know is that from the equinox thru Easter my experience has been INTENSE. Easter eve I got “tired” and slept off an on all Sunday and I know I was visiting different dimensions, etc. At one point I felt so “filled” that I was desireless which was bewildering to my physical mind! What to do? nothing! ….. as always I appreciate your sharing and teaching here. ……. Hugs to all : )

  • I wanted to write something positive inspite of what i have experienced since leaving North Wales at the beginning of March and ever since I arrived here in Glastonbury, which has got to be one of the most horrendous, painful shamanic initiations II have had to date. I wanted to share an experience I had in one of the towns I stopped over in whilst being dragged here and still trying to figure out why? I went out one night to find somewhere I could eat in or take out. (i was in South Wales in Brecon). On my way back I lost my sense of direction and as I looked around to see where I was, I saw a young woman (about 19 years old), coming around the corner.. i approached her and asked her whether she knew where I could find my way back to my B@B. She had an incredible maturity for her age which I noticed immediately. She said she would walk with me to the bridge which led to where I needed to be heading. As we walked towards our destination, a group of people walked past and commented on her BOOTS, which were very colourful..When we got to the bridge, I looked into her eyes to say “thank you” and what I saw starring right back at me were the eyes of a cat as it appears in the dark. They were unbelievable and I could not help but say how amazing they were. I just got this real knowing as I walked off, that she wasn’t human. I reflected on this over and over again because there was something about her that experience that left me speechless.I kept on thinking about those eyes and then I remembered her telling me that her name was KATlin and then the incident with those who walked past after commenting on her boots. Well it could only be PUSS IN BOOTS! – of course, my amily there to tell me I was not on my own and whoever it was as a being, had manifested into physical form to give me that message.. The have been different yet equally glaring synchronistic experiences which I could share, to let me know iI was being watched over every step of the way, but that was one of the most incredible. i hope Denise, you don’t men me sharing this. I just think it’s important for us to know that when we think we are alone down here, something comes along just in the nik of time to remind us of who we are and that everything we are going through has a higher purpose to it in terms of what we each need to go through to become the new leaders, teachers etc, during this time of humanity’s transition into Unity/High Heart Consciousness on this Ascending Planet. Love you Denise and all of my beautiful, courageous comrades. Katerina

    • Kat, thank you for sharing this, it gave me chills. I want to see signs of home so much. And I love the metaphor of what you said: “She said she would walk with me to the bridge which led to where I needed to be heading.” 🙂

      And thank you Denise, these things have been happening with me too and until you shared I wasn’t connecting the dots cause I’m sooo tired of even thinking. Ditching and ditching stuff, lost track of who I was, or was supposed to be, what was mine, what never was, what is, whatever… I’m just officially letting myself be dragged by higher energies.

      Hugs to all of you beautiful beings around here.

    • Katerina,

      You obviously have not read my book A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution. 😀 I’ve had “humans” suddenly show up in the physical dimension just like what you’ve experienced with another Cat/Kat “human” who was not human at all but from elsewhere. The reason I have not responded to this particular transitional phase of your Ascension Process Life Review journey until today kat333 is because you’re not done yet and I will not interfere with your Process at all. I do however look forward to what YOU discover both internally (personally) and externally (collectively) due to this particular phase of your Life Review journey. ♥

      Don’t forget that some of the super ancient 6D Sirian Beings were/are profoundly loving and magnificent ET/Starbeings in elegant Feline bodies. Kitties everywhere. 😉 Keep up the great Inner Work Katerina. ♥


  • Thank you Denise,
    Had a really bad cold/flu, went to my chest, releasing huge amounts of sadness and grief, stuck in the physical cells of my body. Just couldn’t shift it before the cold, I was holding on to it all and couldn’t let go.
    Now I feel lighter, and neutral and freer. Hope it lasts 🙂

    It’s really been hell, and not having the same insights as you, your confirmation of all that’s happened to you keeps me going.

  • Dearest Denise,

    Thank you for your clarity that you bring to us. For me, the PTSD that ruled my life for almost 2 decades was broken through in Nov. when my Higher Self removed all fear, anxiety and panic. I can’t even recall what it felt like to live with those emotions now. However, I have been facing certain memories I thought had been resolved these past months. I’ve learned to recognize (as you so eloquently write) that it’s more opportunity to dive in deeper to create enough of a chasm through the chaos and neutralize it with love and light.

    This whole season of lent and easter has been a huge PTSD marker in my life for almost 2 decades. Every trigger (that used to be a major trigger by itself) presented itself during these past weeks. I delighted in recognizing that it was a test presenting itself to me, would I still have anxiety? Would I still turn my head away? Would I still quiver and shake? Would I numb myself in whichever way I could? None of these things happened! Those around me who know this about me were completely stunned by the fundamental change.

    However, whether by team dark’s meddling, or by design (as you know), my cat has not been doing well. On Friday I worried and I cried because I did not know what to do. I went to the gym finally, and once I was in the water, I felt such relief, so much at peace. I got through the weekend. I do recognize this situation has brought up a lot of old memories, and a feeling of universal emotions about the treatment of animals in general. I’ve allowed the tears to flow when I can; and yet I’m not sad. I’ve “gone there” (worst case scenario) and know that if it’s her time to go, that I only have to ask her to show up in another form to me in this life soon after so we can continue our journey together. I don’t feel this will be the case at this time though. It was a test for myself to see how I would handle the situation emotion wise. My being is muddled right now, all day long with the thought “I don’t know what to do here”. I finally made some choices, and I still feel unsure of what I’m doing, if it’s enough, if it’s the best choice. Hopefully I’ll have some answers tomorrow.

    With Much Love and Light,
    Chrysalis… ready to fly…

    • Chrysalis-

      My heart is with you. I flew home after the Christmas holidays to find my cat had a stroke ( that being the vet’s guess) in the short time it took my mate to pick me up at the airport and return us home. My cat, Pax, was 21 years old so not a young thing but had been in good health. I was devastated. We rushed her to the animal emergency hospital but we both knew this was it…….and also wondered about team dark. In between crying jags I could feel Pax attempting to calm me and when we went to the transition room I could REALLY feel her telling me to pay attention and to watch her. So I did. And I saw a totally peaceful Pax. I’d almost swear I saw her her “youth”ing- even after the deed was done. The whole experience was still filled with grief- yet I also realized Pax gave me a gift. Heck- Pax was always in control during life- why I ever thought she wouldn’t be in death??!
      Anyway, Chrysalis- I’ve watched your comments at this site through the months and know that however you handle things will be just right.
      Thoughts/Hugs/Love to you-especially at this time,

      • Dearest Lewisrooney,

        Bless your heart! I imagine the grief will be fresh for you for quite a while (tender hugs if you wish). To have 21 years with one creature, to feel its energy and life presence on a daily basis, that beauty and love, that distinct personality, it would certainly be a challenge having that silence suddenly on many levels. And yet, for Pax to give you such a wonderful gift in the midst of her passing is such a great testament to how much she loves you, to how much you mean to her.

        On Monday through a lot of confusion yet, I muddled my way through decisions. Tuesday I had a vet make a house call, sparing her the stress of a car ride. The vet could not believe my cat (officially Snowball, I call her Shnooky) will be 13 this year; her exam showed her to be “normal”. Subsequent blood panel showed everything “normal”… even her electrolytes. She prescribed a liquid steroid. Wed. morning before I started the treatment, was the last time she threw up. Since then, she’s been slowly picking at her food. Very small baby steps, and yet I’m in no rush for her to be back to how she “was”. Just knowing, having confirmed, that as far as these tests show, she’s “ok”, and the steroid is helping to calm her stomach enough so she can eat and drink again.

        One last thing I wanted to share here. After the vet left, I went to the store to get things she suggested (pepcid, pedialite, wet food). Walmart didn’t have our brand of cat food, so I went to another store. On the bus on the way, I looked up at the time scrolling by and it said “3:33pm”. I knew that 2nd store would have it, that it would be ok. I got there, they did have it, but when I went to pay for it, my card was rejected. Now, I’m VERY (ahem) an.l about my money and believed I had enough to cover the food ($2.02). Apparently everything cleared in my acct. by that moment, even stuff that didn’t usually go through for a couple more days. I’ve NEVER had my card declined. I was ready to give up and leave, to return the next day, when the guy behind me said, “Hey, if MY card isn’t declined, I’ll get it for you!” I was so taken aback by this, and he dismissed it as if it would only cost him a penny. I glanced at his total with my one can of cat food and his purchases: $13.00 even! I just about cried when I saw that, and felt that Spirit was saying to me, “You’re being cared for, it’s ok.” I thanked him profusely, explained my cat wasn’t feeling well, hadn’t eaten for some time (explaining away the $2 that he had gone out of his way to help me out), and he wished me and my cat well and went on his way. What an angel, what a beautiful exchange.

        Thank you, Lewisrooney, for your words of confidence in my choices at this time. Even though it’s been confusing for me, mixed in with worry, I can see that my steps have been guided at the right moments. Loving and heartfelt energy for you and your beautiful Pax…

        With Much Love and Light,
        Chrysalis… ready to fly…

        • Chrysalis-

          SO glad to hear Shnooky is doing a bit better. Hope you keep us updated on her condition. And thanks to both you and Denise for the kind words. ( I could feel Pax smiling as I read them.:)

          I wanted to tell you I’ve also not been going into panic mode as often as before. ( Though whether it’s because of my chronic fatigue and just not having the energy for it, I’m not sure. Tip of my hat to Calliope on the “Surely she cannot be allergic to ALL FOOD. Jeepers!” hehehe).

          So about the nice fellow who helped you with paying for your items- do you suppose some us have been the “helpers” for so long that now we have to relearn how to be helped? A few days ago I had to carry a heavy item down 3 flights to the trashbin. I barely made it and did not have the energy to pick it up and heave it in the trash receptacle. My first feeling was to cry and have a pity party for who I had become physically. Immediately this was replaced by laughter as I visualized myself sitting next to the trash can and peacefully meditating as cars and folks went by. Then I thought
          ” This is crazy- universe send me some help!” and, of course, just then a young neighbor who was walking by asked if he could help. He seemed very happy to help and I was so grateful. Made me feel lighter than air. Yet I had to wonder why it was always so hard for me to ask for help.

          Anyway- this may not be an issue for you at all. But it struck me as I was reading your comment how you and so many others here at Denise’s site struggle with sometimes plain ol’ survival issues and how you all feel to me to be wonderful souls and the juxtaposition of those two facts made me rather angry. And I’m sorry for possibly cruising way off topic there………..

          I really just wanted to say thanks for your and Denise’s kind words and I was thinking of you and Shnooky!


  • I knew clairvoyantly you had posted, Denise! I’m getting better at knowing when Karen B is posting, too, lol. I came here on the prompt — not seeing the post in my reader nor in my inbox. I just knew… 😉 That was fun to have happen.

    As far as this post goes, as for me and my experience, I can sum it up in one word: YUP. nods

    I am feeling rather pummeled by the extremes. I don’t know what type of energy broke loose today on April 1st, but BAM. All the extremes you experienced are like my own as well on this day.

    I’m not experiencing the neutrality quite so much at the moment, but I can say this for myself: each time I have an episode of continued Life Review (so that IS what this has been these past intense days!!), I do have the sensation of taking things in, the good and the bad, the joyful and the sorrowful, the loving and the angry, and “assuming” it into myself. I’m using the French sense of the word as a verb (assumer) — to take on; to hold; to accept. I transmute it within, and then have a sense of letting go, which happens in waves. I used this metaphor in another comment, but it is not unlike the digestive process of taking in both good tasting foods and bad tasting ones, digesting them fully, pooping them out, and flushing away the results (which are kind of the same result no matter what went in, right? LOL). I feel like the transformation of the stuff going in has turned into fertilizer of some sort for Mother Gaia, Mother Goddess. Funny. Transmuted spiritual matter as poo. Heh. But that is just what it feels like to me, from an energetic and emotional standpoint.

    It’s exhausting, and it’s getting hard to explain to people. “Oh my Chronic Fatigue Syndrome is flaring up,” “I’m so sad from my marriage breakup and not feeling well,” “I think I maybe ate a food I’m allergic to without knowing it — you know that hidden gluten…”

    I mean, all of the above is or can be true, but this is off the charts and I KNOW it is Ascension stuff, but I keep having to say the other stuff is to blame. And people in my life are starting to look at me and say things suggesting they think I am just being lazy or unmotivated to get a job I badly need, or “really you should be starting to get over the breakup by now. Life goes on after all,” or I imagine the thoughts that “Surely she cannot be allergic to ALL FOOD. Jeepers!”

    The excuses are holding up in the meantime, but by a thread, it feels like. I’m sure that the rest of the good folk here know exactly what I’m writing about here, and Denise, I know you do. I’m glad you have the mom that you do is what I have to say about that, haha.

    BTW, that part of your book about the neighbors from 2000-2004 impacted me so very much even just reading about your experience here practically sends me into PTSD on your behalf just because of having read those stories!! YIKES. What an intense time that was for you. I am glad that you had some healthy contrast in the form of Samuel to balance things out, but wowzers. That part of your book really got to me. I can only imagine what hell that was to live through.


    So. We have more to go through, huh. I’m buckling up my seatbelt for the roller coaster ride. I have noticed I am experiencing “mirroring” with parallel events in 2007. If that is indeed a mirror of what this year is to be like (and so far, it really, really is parallel for me) then OY. I know exactly what is ahead because of what was before. It was INTENSE.

    Well, in a multidimensional existence, it is already 5 pm somewhere. I mean, the September Equinox. Hahaha. I don’t drink booze anymore, but now I am kind of wishing I did. 😉

    Love to all here, and thank you for this post, Denise. hugs

  • Reblogged this on Spirit In Action and commented:
    As always Denise is a few steps ahead and explaining the terrain;-) I know everyone has different paths and experiences so there are many leaders, teachers and guides around so what works for one, may not for another. For me, I have usually been the leader, teacher and guide with rarely anyone in the physical 3d world to look to for guidance-just sort of flying by the seat of the pants, so Denise’s blog is a constant source of awe and amazement, gratitude and joy for me.

  • Denise, I am in complete awe and gratitude of how much your experiences often are so similar to my own, and how reading your discussions about them so often illuminates my own such that they make more sense to me.

    Thank you for having the courage to get thru those experiences AND the courage to share them as you are doing.

    I am in the midst of year 5 of my own demonic-controlled attacking neighbor experience. Tho I am sure it is different in many ways from yours, it is so healing and comforting to realize I am not as alone as I feel experiencing it. It really is “part of the job” we came here to do.

    I have also been experiencing the polarity of that situation juxtaposed with so many other beautiful, loving, spiritual experiences-and was struggling in my own sort of chaotic way to integrate that into something.

    Reading your experience makes it so much more clear what that “something” is, which is very good-hitting the target is so much easier without all the fog and smoke in between;-)

    I have also been very grateful for some of your older posts on team dark attacks and interference, which have helped me to realize that SO many things I took as grievous personal failings were in fact aspects of team dark’s interaction with me. As you mentioned the devil’s best trick is to convince you he doesn’t exist;-/

    I was recently given a gift that was of sacred/religious design and upon wearing it, suddenly the noise and voices etc that I have constantly had to deal with, try to ignore or counter for many years just stopped. Total Silence in my Head!

    Having just read one of your posts I immediately realized that rather than being a failure at overcoming my limitations as far as my neurologic setup-I had actually done amazingly well for being under constant attack.

    This is making it a LOT easier to do that whole love yourself/accept yourself part of the ascension process than it has been for the last 29 years. 😉

    Its almost comical that had team dark not stepped up their insanity lately, I might not have gone seeking the info in those posts, so even their attempts at harm are being turned to good;-)

    Thank you for sharing your experiences and making it so much more possible for many more of us to sort out our own confusion. Indeed there is a lot of re-experiencing and transmuting going on, and it works a lot better when we recognize it for what it is rather than getting stuck in the emotions!
    Love and Blessings,

  • Thanks, Denise! I have been having very similar contrasts occurring, and I couldn’t figure out why! Old memories, both light and dark, have been with me either in dreams or awake…now I know why!

  • Your experience really highlights the polarity/duality! Over on this end…I’ve had a few more emotional issues or ‘memories’ crop up. I’ve also started sensing overlap of ‘beings’ in other dimensions. For example I notice them watching me while I meditate. I thought ‘are these spirits good or bad?’ then I remembered what you said about dark beings hiding their aura or giving off bad vibes. So I asked a few of these watching spirits to show me their energy, then I felt some waves of aura/colour flow into me. After that I realized they were ‘mid-range beings’, because they didn’t give out bliss or light, but it felt like a normal human only more peaceful. I presume some mid-ranged astral beings! During these ‘visions’ I often sense lots of energy coming out of my own aura, or other things ‘moving about’ on an overlapping dimension. If I beam my thoughts or questions to some of these spirits, they send back messages too…who knows if this is useful, I suppose not because it’s just coming from the astral.

    Fortunately I’ve had nothing dark attack me lately, but there were a few instances I’ve already said about involving some kind of intrusive thought going on. I realized those are probably meant to be lessons for me to learn, as in ‘learn that when you get those bad thoughts it’s actually a dark spirit mind-controlling you, so notice it and kick it out!’. So I’m very pleased to start to be able to really sense when something bad like that is happening so I can stop it.

    Besides that I’m just hoping to progress, I’m sometimes too eager to progress faster (impatience) so I need to relax and let it happen in its own time. I’m really at the stage of just building up energy which flows into my head, causes heat in the middle of the brain and pressure on the crown and mostly the brow.

    Actually I just remembered a few questions I have about the unity frequency and high-heart level of alchemy.

    I’ve read some bits of information which say at the stage of transmuting yin/yang energy in the body into unity frequency, one needs to merge the consciousness with unity frequency and pull those higher frequencies into the body which then transmutes polarity into unity. After a while of doing this, the higher-heart center opens up and from then on the person can focus on drawing unity energy out of the heart center into the body for further progress to be made.

    Other information simply says the yin/yang energy goes into the brain and transmutes into unity energy. Which was closer to the truth in your experience? Did the process require hooking ones consciousness or part of the astral body up into the god-planes to pull down those energies? Or was the process entirely automatic and done by kundalini.

    Besides that, hope everyone reading this is doing Okay and trying their best even if the situation gets tough! So I hope everyone is doing well.

  • Hi, Denise,

    Ah, this is so timely-- as usual.  I've had a couple of experiences in the last week and a half that are similar and that I know are part of this review process.  A week and a half ago, my sister and niece took me out for a birthday meal down the block from my old apartment, where I also suffered merciless attacks from Team Dark.  It being Canada, there were no weapons and milder forms of drugs (weed) but plenty of alcohol and cigarettes and non-stop partying and not caring one bit if I could sleep or even breathe (I have asthma).  Oddly enough, Team Dark chose neo-hippies in this situation who talked about "traditional knowledge" and how to save the world all the while never leaving their front stoop.  We ended up going down the back alley when we were leaving and I got a feeling of deep evil as I passed the back of the building.  My sister and niece felt it too.  It was revolting.  Look what happens when a Lightworker leaves an area that's gone to pot.  Get it, pot.  But, it was nice to leave the area and to be able to go home to problems that are much milder.

    I’ve had contact with people from some of my other past lives over the years and I’ve felt one woman go from being bitter at being the workhorse of the community to being at peace and just lovely. The last week or so, I’ve had a Native American that is me in another life and my twin flame spend a lot of time with me. It’s very loving and wonderful and I can feel us drawing closer and closer together until one day we will become one.

    Now, if I can just get rid of resentment for my present situation with noisy, disrespectful neighbors….

    Love to you all,

  • Thanks Denise,
    Once again you have echoed similar events in my dreamtime which also led to my own neutrality with past dealings involving others (both here and already passed on). Being free of recent energy sucking emotional charges is a welcome blessing for which I am grateful. Reuniting with past loved ones is a joy. May the cleansing continue. Cay

  • I can’t tell you how critical this was/is to me. I have been going thru hell the last 36 hrs, and have felt like I am back about 10 yrs in my life, having learned NOTHING. And without this article, I would still be in the dark as to why–I opened my computer just at a loss, thinking maybe something would just show up–HA!!-and here this was…Thank you, thank you, thank you. this is what is happening to me, though it sure didn’t look in any way, shape, or form spiritual. Now to release all that has come up, for once and for all. This is one of those times that, in someone else’s article lately, they have said-where are my guides and angels when I need them, to alert me as to what is REALLY going on, before my husband gives up and walks away, thinking I am a VERY loose cannon…….thank you , Sandy

  • Thank you for this Denise. Over the long weekend I was so restless and anxious and “old issues” came back, to my great surprise, until I read your post above. I see now that we still have some clearing to do. Happily, I know I am moving ahead because I can observe/feel myself moving up a notch each time, meaning it is getting easier for me to get along with others and myself – not hold judgements, to be positive, co-create peace, etc. Thanks again. 🙂

  • ah, that explains one bad memory that came up out of nowhere, something I hadn’t really even understood at the time it happened…..aha! I’m definitely doing the same, in my own way! ❤

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