As has always been the case with the Ascension Process, the Forerunners live, experience, embody, struggle, bliss-out, discover, grow and deal with a variety of pains and all the other things they do first. Somebody’s gotta catch and do something with every one of those Divine “balls” that Source/God throws out, and with this Ascension Process that would be the Volunteer Forerunners incarnate in physicality for that very reason.
Those brutal bloody 2014–2015 Blood Moon Eclipses
I mentioned a few months back that I started having severe itching deep beneath the surface of my Capricornian skin. I also mentioned that I’d suddenly manifested what I thought was a boil. I had no idea what it was, what boils even where because my skin has never given me a problem before, but after doing some online research, I discovered they looked just like boils. Capricornian bones and teeth yes-a-plenty thankyouverymuch but skin problems, never. However, since April of 2015, it’s been a living freaking nightmare of epic plague-like proportions from my perspective. It’s been so bad, so severe, so painful, icky and crazy that I haven’t talked much about it because it confused me, not to mention I’ve felt really horrible physically since April 2015, and emotionally horrible since April of 2014! I’m sharing all this unpleasantness only because I know that some of you Forerunners have been to hell and back too throughout the two-yearlong Blood Moon Eclipse cycle of some very deep core Ascension transmuting. At some points since the start of 2014, a small handful of us wasn’t even sure we’d physically survive what was on our spiritual plates it’s been that difficult for some of us.
I intuitively knew the severe itching; the boils (4 of them little volcanic demons from April through August, and considering they each take over a month to come and go, it’s been nonstop torture and toxicity); the abundant sweating from purging physical and energetic toxins 24/7; the amplified physical pains; the sense of even greater isolation and being on my own with this particular difficulty; increased mental confusion and uncertainty and amplified overall physical weakness due to illness were symptoms of far more things than first aware of. I’ve got to backtrack a bit for all this to make more sense.
I wrote about how my Mom suddenly needed to be taken to the hospital at the end of August 2014, where discovered she needed an immediate triple bypass, which she had seven hours later. I also wrote about how, only two weeks after the triple bypass while in a Nursing Home for rehab, she had a related stroke. She was doing so well after the bypass but the stroke changed her and her and my life in an instant. Needless to say it’s been very difficult for us both in our individual ways. (Keep in heartmind that she’s soon to be 86 and me 64 so none of this has been easy for either of us.)
She was released from the Nursing Home the first of November 2014, and towards the end of the month she suddenly came down with severe skin itching 24/7. I did some online research for strokes and found that it’s common for some stroke patients to experience severe skin itching afterwards, to the point they make themselves bleed. I assumed this was why she was having this first ever skin itching problem. I talked with her doctor about it and he thought it was stroke related too. He prescribed some itch cream that did nothing to help really, and the rest was just suffer through it. It took Mom nine months before the skin itching, red dots all over, one and only boil she got in her groin, and constant clawing at her skin everywhere 24/7 to ease up. She’s fine now and her skin is clear everywhere again, but she and I both didn’t think she’d survive it on top of what all she’d already just been through (on top of her preexisting dementia!).
A few months after Mom’s skin itching ended, mine suddenly started. I’ve never in my life had skin problems or skin itching so this was a real shock and confusion. I literally wanted to claw my skin off in certain areas of my body and I’ve drawn blood many times itching so hard. I got a boil in my groin in about the same place my Mom had her one and only boil many months earlier. I however kept getting them in different areas of my body. The pain they cause is unbelievable, and because they’re usually in hard-to-reach places on your body, it’s often really difficult to even reach them to treat, clean and bandage them. I’m downplaying all this boil business because it’s just… too… miserable…
So yeah, I’ve got one boil in my groin/crotch area and three more in other areas in the heat of SoCal summer; I’m sweating constantly; I’m working harder than I have in many years because I bought the “new” old house and it’s filthy and I have to clean it, make many repairs to it; have multiple handyman around to do much of the big work, and I look and feel like utter shit. Oh yes, happy times I tell ya! And while all this is going on, throw in multiple Team Dark attacks too because they never miss an opportunity to try to get you while you’re down. A day in the life of a Forerunner during the Ascension Process cycle. 😐
Gallons of sweat, a couple of layers of Capricornian skin and four volcanic boils later I’m starting to get better and then on September 15, 2015, I read Lisa Renee’s monthly article titled Separation of Worlds and all the excruciating, repulsive, toxic, dark nasty pieces fell into place and finally made sense to me. Bless you a thousand-fold Lisa Renee for this particular article because this Ascension related clearing almost done me and the few other souls (3) I’m aware of going through it too in! ❤ (See the link to Lisa’s article below my copyright notice if interested.)
In her article Lisa talks about what she calls Psora Miasm, which is the bottom-line to all this severe skin itching and boils business in my opinion and why some of us Forerunners have been dealing with that and transmuting it through and from our bodies.
Around the end of June 2015, while so sick and in such physical pain and still working 16-18 hours a day, I repeatedly questioned, ‘What is this and why is it happening now?’ I perceived that it was something ancient, deep and unnatural— ‘inorganic’ —was connected to my Mom, was connected to the mitochondrial DNA of all humanity in other words.
I’ve wondered for a long time what last big remaining stuff & junk awaited us Forerunners commissioned to transmute and clear out the core TD distortions done to humanity at the bottom of the Ascension barrel. Of course much of it has been Mommy stuff, as in The Great Mother aspect I mean, and how that has been transmitted through the human mother’s DNA across time on Earth so it’s our human Mother too. That one sentence should give you a lot more personal answers and insights.
It wasn’t until early September 2015 that I’ve felt my skin itching and boils business reducing finally. Half a year of pain, sickness and some partial answers about what all was really going on underneath my skin situation. What’s under your skin? Ancient terrible TD DNA cellular distortions done to deliberately keep the Light out of humans which means it’s time in 2014 and 2015 for them to all be cleared now. Where is the current incoming ‘Wave of Love’ going to land and reside? On top of ancient TD DNA distortions? Not hardly, so it’s all had to go in preparation to embody that ‘Wave of Love’. Unfortunately not many write about the absolutely necessary and usually difficult prep work that HAS to happen before every Wave comes in, and this one has been and will be epic.
On a strictly 3D ego mind level it could easily be said that my Mom picked up a staph infection while she was in the Nursing Home a year ago. It could equally easily be said that I picked up her staph infection from bathing her and both statements would be correct, partially. However, because I’m an Elder Forerunner and nothing has ever been only one physical-based thing, I sensed that there was something really ancient and nasty underneath my and my Mom’s skin itching and boils. It wasn’t until I read Lisa Renee’s September 2015 article where she elaborated on ‘Psora Miasm’ that it all aligned and made sense to me.
If you’ve read A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution (pages 34–37), you may remember my experience with my childhood hooded monks robe wearing Guide in 1975 or 1976. Briefly, this particular lesson with him was to show me how, when our 3D physical body dies and we exit them, so to do all the 2D Elemental beings that assisted us so we’d have a physical 3D body to live in. When we die these displaced 2D Elemental beings happily retire from having to live partly in 3D and they excitedly could return to their “Home” dimension and state of being, which was 2D.
If however, you take that same information but apply it to living the Ascension Process and us not dying but transmuting our physical bodies and all multidimensional elements, including 2D Elemental energies and beings in them, and evolve or transcend 3D to exist within 5D physically, then this topic and the 2D telluric energies, elements and Elemental beings becomes much more complex and intimately connected multidimensionally. Add to that the Team Dark (TD) negative actions done intentionally to human DNA, and the mitochondrial DNA specifically so long ago, all this really makes a lot of sense for those Forerunners who’ve been transmuting and clearing these ancient negative distortions in highly compressed ways since the start of 2014 via the multiple Blood Moon Eclipses. Blood Moons — how appropriate for ancient Mother mitochondrial DNA distortions being transmuted during the completion months of the Galactic Alignment/Ascension Process. More NEW Light or Light Codes etc. could not co-exist with these ancient TD DNA and mitochondrial DNA distortions so a group of Forerunners needed to clear out that negative ancient stuff and junk 😉 so the NEW could replace it with zero residual filth in there. See now how important your boils and severe itching has really been? Sigh…what a bloody, oozy, stinking difficult time this one’s been!
‘…There are groups of humans that are connected to a third dimensional morphogenetic blueprint, and there are groups of humans connected to a fifth dimensional morphogenetic blueprint. Further, the first Ascension waves of Starseeds and Indigos are holding a blueprint beyond the fifth dimension where the GSF timelines for full liberation of consciousness exist. Starseed groups are also holding both the Galactic shield and Christos shield for the earth, as she undergoes the current phase of the Separation of Worlds occurring at the subatomic level…’
‘…The frequency split is delineated by what is being created organically in consciousness, by what embodies or holds spirit, by the vibrational quality of the mind that created it, by what dimensional laws of structure it is subjected to, and by whether artificial intelligence is being used. On the Ascension path, we will be asking the question, “Is the consciousness that created these blueprints an organic living consciousness or is it an inorganic artificial intelligence software projecting out these holograms?” We are entering a whole new world in the way types of matter are being formed. With pure intention and pure heart, we must access Krystal clear intention through all things that we co-create with God Spirit, in order to manifest from the higher dimensions with personal responsibility, purpose and energetic balance…’
The Psora Miasm is the most ancient and highly devastating accumulative miasma pattern recorded in the DNA of the collective race of humanity. In Greek, the Psora means itch or scabies, referring to a contagious infestation of the skin…’
‘…Psora causes a vulnerability of tissue, undermines the tissues resistance to foreign invasion, and lessens the germ-destroying property or immunity possessed by certain cells. Thus, in the macrocosm of the collective consciousness of humanity, the Psora Miasm goes back to the timeline and subsequent result of the NAA invasion of earth…’
‘…When body-forms are replicated at subatomic levels they are extremely low frequency, with no heart, compassion or empathy. In whatever form that body takes, it will feel artificial, dead and lifeless…’
Lisa Renee – Separation of Worlds – September 2015 (See link below for full article.)
‘Planet A/B, Planet A, or Planet B’?
In your lifetime so far, how many other people have you known, seen or met that felt low frequency, heartless and compassion-less? Some of the negative ETs actions over the past seventy-some years give or take will make more sense now to many people as TD’s past preparations fall into place due to the current Ascension related Separation of Worlds & Timelines. Hindsight will be a great and shocking eye (and heart) opener to many humans as their consciousness increases to finally show what Team Dark has been working on for a very long time, and in many cases, with the assistance of the human military and certain government groups. That wasn’t some per-recorded mindless quote from me, or me repeating something said by someone else, but something based entirely on my personal experiences and higher awareness visions throughout my lifetime. I’ve clairvoyantly Seen more of what’s been called ‘Planet B’ (actually I’ve seen three slightly different primary ‘Planet B’s’ for decades) than I’d ever care to since 1970, and ‘Transhumanism’ is a big part of them all.
People have had TD pushing ‘Transhumanism’ down their throats for decades through popular movies and TV shows and by certain humans (doctors, scientists and other unaware mind controlled puppets) that believe becoming more machine than human is the way to go. See the Dark, negative distortions of the natural energies existing within the Age of Aquarius (and its opposite sign Leo and Uranus? TD has been using and distorting those energies for decades already.) Lately this has been promoted heavily via humans coming back from war(s) and getting artificial machine limbs and that being made to appear “progressive”, “high-tech” positive, “patriotic” and even “sexy” etc. Nope, that’s Team Dark taking humans humanity away even further and humans not even realizing it and them getting closer and closer to existing continuously in one of the primary Planet B’s.
In many cases TD has prepared and populated some of their artificial, inorganic, low-frequency worlds and timelines with negative ET and Human hybrids and other such unnatural creations. Think back over just your lifetime to all the stories you’ve heard or read about that dealt with negative ETs abducting living 3D humans and then strange hybrids being deliberately created by them. If you’re not physical, that’s one way to get halfway there and then just slide in. This is a complex topic and not my real focus for this article but I wanted to throw this and a couple other related bits out now and let you discern from your High Heart, if you’re even interested in any of these lower things at this point. Don’t stay focused there for long however. Think, feel, realize and discern and get yourself back up to your matching frequency location. There’s a lot of draft pull coming off from the Descending ‘Planet B’ Earth world(s) now and will be for a while still and you do not want to get sucked into that for nothing or no one believe me!
We’re halfway through September 2015 and I can feel my body making more improvements again now. I know that once we get through these 2014–2015 Blood Moon Eclipses, things are going to improve yet again (Stair-steps) rather dramatically, especially for the Forerunners. Have you also noticed that a whole new and even larger group of humanity has recently been activated by the Ascension Process and they’re looking for answers to why they’re experiencing all the strange and painful things they now are? This will only continue year after year, decade after decade so be prepared to deal with and/or help and/or guide other people running around with their hair suddenly on Kundalini fire. 😉 And don’t forget that oftentimes “help” or “guidance” is best done by you remaining silent and radiating the Light that you are now. ❤
Thanks go to everyone for helping All get through 2014 and 2015 as it’s been a difficult journey for sure. Happy September 23, 2015 Equinox and Pluto turning direct the next day (giddy) and Mars entering Virgo and then the final Lunar Eclipse at 4° Aries 40′ on September 27th. Then we’ll Stair-step our way up mystical October, November and December 2015 in preparation for entry into 2016.
Denise
September 19, 2015
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Lisa Renee’s September 2015 article, Separation of Worlds.
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