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Denise Le Fay
August 23, 2010
HighHeartLife 
Hello Denise,
I’ve been seeing flashing blue lights – a lot. Is there some significance to these lights? They’re very pretty.
Love you,
Gerry
Gerry,
I too have been seeing different colored lights, flashes of lights, balls of light, pinpoints of lights that expand and disappear etc. for all of the ascension years. Some of these lights are other-dimensional Beings, some of them are energies, some of them are coming from us and the changes we’ve been going through energetically etc., and there’s no doubt many other reasons for these lights that I’m unaware of. They are beautiful though aren’t they? The purest of colors…
Denise
Hi Denise, I know you are being affected physically as we all are by the ascension energies and I’m deeply appreciative if you are able to reply to this-if not I understand. My husband has ‘bi-polar’ disorder and he has always seemed to ‘fly out’ when the energies/alignments etc are full on. We’re both very aware of this and we kept talking about how important it was for us to stay grounded at this time and have been doing all we could to maintain this, whilst meditating together etc…yet with the recent 12/12 and 21st energies he has become unwell again…lost his sense of ‘reality’ and bearings so to speak.
I’ve had to call in his (3D) social worker, doctor etc and he has been placed on extra medication which he HATES and refuses to take (they ‘shut him down’ so much) hence the need to call his team in. He is convinced that taking his meds this time will stop him ascending and it’s a belief he is holding onto firmly despite what I say to him. We’re trying to keep him out of hospital – interestingly, the psychiatric wards (there are 2) at our local hospital became so full they had to open up a 3rd–this happened after the 12th Dec.
Fascinating…so there is the higher self aspect of me watching this all play out and then the 3D part of me having to deal with all the 3D medical level of things. We have done years of therapies and healings and structures and groundings and looking at every layer and level possible including of course entities and mind-control patterns and a lot of Lisa Renee’s tools. His becoming sick has come as quite a shock this time as it happened VERY suddenly and also as I really felt like we were finally past it all ie I have always felt as if in the past he was ‘taken over’ by this huge horrible sucky, drainy dark entity that would be draining MY energy and it was a big attack on us both to stop us doing our starseed ‘work’. But this time it doesn’t feel as if that is the case. I can’t feel any other entity there–I just can’t feel ‘him’ either. It’s usual when he’s in an episode that it’s like he is MIA–but this feels different.
We’ve both done lots of stuff around cutting cords to and releasing our connection to this ‘madness’ experiment. I really felt like it was finally all over. And now here I am having literally crawled to what I thought was the finish line after a HORRIBLE year to find instead i have to keep running the race, watching the clock, seeing the social workers that drop in every night to watch him take his meds, dealing with his behaviors and rude comments which are so not the usual manner my darling.
I am torn as i always am, between playing the 3D game and wanting to just rest and be in a space of ease. i really felt as if i was leaving really soon -the guidance came through VERY clearly over the last few months and then i read/listened to the rainbow phoenix channellings (referred to me by you and someone else on the same day!)and that just seemed to sum up succinctly what I KNEW and going to Planet A completely resonates with me) so now I am VERY confused and angry and upset and and in despair.
Worse i can’t really express that whole spiritual awareness to all the people in my life who only have the 3D perspective. I am protecting myself how I can, shielding myself (got shown a golden dodecahedron to place my self in-very cool! shiny reflective surfaces which automatically deflect anything not of light up to the light) and disconnecting as much as i can from him/the drainy drama stuff. I am consciously and unconsciously checking in and talking myself thru processes to ‘play a different game this time’ so to speak . I got in my car tonight and had a good old scream at the universe!
But i feel at a loss to know what the hell happened and is going on. With the ascension process. With him. With everything! And my pattern in the past has been to soldier on and not ‘bother’ anyone else with my problems, so i am attempting to break that pattern too!
I love and adore my darling husband so much and we have a magnificent beautiful relationship and I do feel as if I am meant to be with him. I question myself on this every time he gets sick…and yet we are so wonderful to and for each other and he is my twin flame so it is horrible and heart wrenching when he is unwell as we are so connected.
So If you have any insights I would be SO grateful. IF you are exhausted and cannot possibly answer I TOTALLY get that too! Thank you so much Denise. Smiles, Kathryn
fulltimegoddess,
Firstly, sending you giant ♥ Hugs of wisdom, strength and greater understandings with this situation.
There’s so much to say about what the “three days” (the Expiration Date, the Shift) were like, what they brought up and out in all of us, what they taught us and revealed to each of us about ourselves and other people, loved ones etc. I’m still reeling myself from it all and emotionally rather tender. So much has changed despite it seeming like and externally still looking like nothing has. It has, it absolutely and completely has.
I’m no expert but I believe all of humanity has, to some degree due to life within a frequency range of duality plus brains that were literally split in half (the “left brain” and “right brain” halves with a big Veil or divider between those two brain halves), been somewhat bi-polar all along. The Ascension related Rewiring Process that we went through for years was this duality split and separation within our brain hemispheres being rewired back into one unified brain etc. But, that process probably isn’t completed in everyone yet so we’re going to still see and encounter these developmental gaps in everyone…including ourselves. We all need to be gentle and kind and understanding now even more so than prior to the Shift. I sense this too will ease up for many of us as the days, weeks and months past and we adjust to these changes and discover more and more new abilities within us.
I’d suggest if you and your husband haven’t done this already to, when he’s in a good state, talk about the brain Rewiring Process and also about the Mental Body stuff (Lisa Renee has written about this) that we’ve all been dealing and struggling with ourselves. I’ve repeatedly witnessed and personally experienced that when the really large and intense Light Energies (cosmic, galactic, solar, astrological etc.) came in, that my physical body and my psychological and Mental and Emotional Bodies or wherever I personally had or still have some weakness, some old wounds, some imbalance, some density etc., that that’s where I get hit the hardest by the higher energies. It’s like wherever I have ANY weak or damaged stop within myself physically, emotionally and/or energetically that’s where I and my body/Bodies are affected the most. I suspect for many people that their primary weak spot is the two brain halves and/or their Mental Bodies. What the fix for that is I don’t know other than knowing that it’s something that all of humanity has had, still is having to work through and evolve.
Has or does your husband ask his Higher Self and his ascension guides for help with this condition and for insights and suggestions etc. as to what he can do with it? I’d suggest that you and he talk about this and if he feels it’s a positive idea that he asks his Higher Self for help and guidance and insights etc. with his bi-polar condition. And to help with all this brain/mind/consciousness stuff I’d suggest that your husband really tries to help that with balance from and through his High Heart…which is the new evolved “brain” and consciousness Center.
I feel everything I said was terribly inadequate but it’s the best I can do at the moment. 8-O
Hugs,
Denise
Dear Kathryn and Denise:
Thank you for this discussion. If it helps, when I was much younger I used to sometimes see my brain halves when I was down and the information would come to me that I had a choice to make, that if I cried everything would be okay, if I laughed I would probably go over the edge. So I would make a conscious choice to cry and the release was real. As time went on I learned how to discipline those brain halves, so that I was able to make the choice to laugh, too, be aware of it and not go mad in the process! This is hard to explain, but for me it became a choice that I made, no doctors, no others, but my choice. If I’m aware I’m losing it, then I can choose to go one way or the other. The thing is to be aware of when we’re losing it. Not easy and I have told very few people about my “fix” for polarity and brain halves, it is very obviously not a medical fix and I’m not saying it will work, but if this helps, I send it with love. You, Kathryn, are very aware of what’s happening, it’s just your wonderful husband may need to realize the choice that’s available to him, all of which is said with love, B.
Thanks so much Denise and also Barbara for commenting on my comment/question/dilemma! I really appreciate your support, insights and understandings…and non-judgement, especially when i feel so fragile and exhausted. I felt a LOT calmer after reading your replies and feeling the love and concern. Thank you.
We have already investigated so much in terms of the bi-polar, and Lisa Renee’s stuff more recently has taken us further and deeper particularly into identifying, understanding and releasing the mind control program side of things. For several days after 12-12-12, I was ‘shown’ a whole lot of information about the ‘madness experiment’ he and I had agreed to play a part in. I got shown there were multiple layers to it. The mind control aspect had been there, but we had also agreed to keep experimenting with ‘madness’ and studying it specifically from the ‘energy’ angle ie what happens to a ‘human’ body when they go ‘crazy’. Then we’d report back, analyse it and come back to try it from another angle.
I’ve known he and I have had many lives together where one or both of us was ‘crazy’ and supported or left each other etc but this was a whole other layer to it. I was shown the link between the planetary ‘energy’ experiment and what he and I had agreed to do. I just saw how renegade we are and how (bloody!) willing we are to raise our hands and say “Oh we’ll go do that! We’re a bit bored here in this dimension now.” LOL!
It made me feel much more empowered about things. This time around I’ve had ‘chronic fatigue syndrome’ so it’s this fascinating mix of energy boundaries etc. My higher self says ‘it’s fascinating!”…my lower self just feels like crap!!
So after all of this, and with 21st Dec coming up, we both really felt like the experiment was OVER and we did this final cord cutting and contract voiding process and all felt good. And so we went thru the 21st window… and then instead of being able to focus on ‘going with the energies’ I found him getting really flighty and started to see some of the old familiar symptoms and so we went into Christmas having to focus on medications and appointments with nurses and very 3D things. I do know ‘something’ happened around the 21st as I have seen the impact on my beloved…and I also DO feel something has shifted myself even if it looks the same…so am looking forward to your article on that soon Denise. :)
I will certainly show him your comments when he is ‘back’ and it may ‘trigger’ something else. It’s such a tricky one as I totally get we both have our journeys and yet they are intertwined…and finding that energetic line and retaining a sense of ‘self’ amongst all the connecting energies is….a challenge! Thanks again for your support and Denise, thank you for providing a space for all of us to feel safe and understand and be becalmed by the truth.
Also I am halfway thru your Lightworkers book Denise (Christmas pressie from my darling)…WOW you are SUCH an awesome soul…and so are your Mum and your sister. I am 43 and I know how dense and hard it’s been for so many years and then i look at Lightworkers and Starseeds older than me whose efforts paved the way for MY life to be easier, and I am filled with such awe and admiration and appreciation for you all. If you can all keep going…then i guess I can hang in there a bit longer as well! Thank you for the inspiration!
fulltimegoddess,
Thank You for that very honest and insightful sharing about you and your husbands so-called “issues”.♥
I had a “past life” (simultaneous) in ancient Egypt as a male Starseed…which you’re probably reading about in A Lightworker’s Mission…thank you hubby for buying my book for your wife. :) Anyhoo, I had a second “past life” a few thousand years later in ancient Egypt but this time in a female body. And of course I, Denise have remembered both of these “past lives” from this life and timeline in a female body living the Ascension Process (1, 2, and finally that magical 3rd point). In this “past life” as a female in ancient Egypt, she started experiencing bleed-throughs of her “past life” when she had been in a male body with the Three Starbeings in Egypt.
Because she started remembering being a male back with the three Starbeings (8D Orion, 6DSirius, 5D Pleiades), she thought she’d be able to embody — in and through her physical female body — what she HAD been, done and learned in her “past life” in a male body with those three Starbeings. She tried to do this without a physical male partner of any kind (there’s much more to this but I’m not going to get into it all here) and she tried in that life and timeline what I, Denise in this life and Ascension timeline was designed to do. Needless to say, she fried herself and her body and mind and it eventually was the cause of her physical death in that life. Point was, these energetic embodying processes cannot be rushed or hurried just because we remember and/or believe we can do something and/or are curious or whatever. Many of us incarnate now have trial and error “past life” wounds or trauma and/or imbalances etc. that we have been integrating, healing, transmuting etc. in these bodies and timeline so that The Ascension Process can finally happen in and through our bodies and beings.
My point in sharing that lovely tidbit was because I too have fried myself in a “past life” trying to do too much energetically too soon (integrate male and female energies in a female body as One unified higher energy). In this life, body, and timeline I’ve been able to do it more slowly and carefully but ALL of my “past lives” were Ascension-related lives and endeavors to what we’ve been living/doing/struggling through in these lives. All of my “past lives” have been related to this life and time of planetary Ascension as most everyone’s have been reading this. There are throngs of wonderful people, wise Old Souls incarnate now who’ve fried themselves — mind and body — in different ways for different reasons in ancient lands and civilizations…like Atlantis, Egypt etc. These lives NOW are us using and correcting, adjusting and succeeding in remaining in our physical bodies and not frying them to pieces, madness, insanity and death this time around! Yippie huh?! :lol: From higher levels, it’s all just learning and creativity. ;)
And you’re right about our Higher Selves and Source being so grateful and excited over every single ache and pain we have down here! :lol: Many have and will greatly benefit from what we’ve learned and lived and suffered through from being incarnate in density duality. Many…
I too experienced, as I know many did, some blow-back from my own personal remaining junk and stuff as I moved into and through the Three Days (12-21-12, 12-22-12, 12-23-12)…and beyond too. The Three Days turned out to be everything we knew it to be and more! More as in another Initiation Door that we passed through and our having moved through it caused whatever residual personal issues we each had to be PROFOUNDLY exaggerated and highlighted so we’d not miss them or ignore them any longer. The fun just doesn’t stop. :D
You couldn’t have said anything better and more respectful than that ♥. Thank You for recognizing and understanding that. ♥
Gratitude ♥ Hugs,
Denise
Thank you so much Denise for your wisdom. (Apologies for not replying earlier. I have been sleeping for weeks!) I finished your Lightworkers Book-AWESOME-stayed up all night reading it! Yes the concept of ‘bleedthroughs’ resonates and definitely the past life info. Thank you for sharing your experiences with that and past life issues linking. This resonates with me and I feel it is many and multi-layered. Sometimes it blows my mind how complex the inter-relation of everything seems to be. That is one initiative I would not want to be solely in charge of!
Denise, I thank you most humbly for taking the time to read and reply to my questions and comments. It is so absolutely refreshing that you ‘get it’ and don’t give me a basic answer about ‘creating my reality with my thoughts’ blah blah blah. Thank you AGAIN for creating this space where we can meet and share at the level we need to.
I LOVED your book so much! My admiration for your (and your Mum!) stamina, courage, insight, wisdom and strength has increased 100 fold. Thank you for inspiring me to keep going.
Love and hugs Kathryn xoxox
Kathryn / fulltimegoddess,
♥Thank You♥ so very much.
Gratitude Hugs,
Denise
Denise, I have been doing the 12D shield for about 6 months. As you noted recently, there is no longer an earth core to anchor into and we are now anchoring directly into the light. Today, instead of the liquid platinum light, I was filled with diamond light. My guides tell me this is an upgrade. If you have any awareness of this new light, can you elaborate?
Susan,
I noticed a big change today too when I did Lisa Renee’s “12 D Shield technique”. It was like it wasn’t as potent as it had been prior to 12-21-12, which makes a lot of sense to me. Everything has changed, we’ve moved vibrationally so these old tools will also change because of this. I had the sense this morning while doing the 12 D Shield that I am, that we are, literally existing at a higher level/frequency range now and won’t need many of our old energy tools in the same ways we did prior to the “three days” Shift. Nice! :D
Hugs,
Denise
Hi Denise Dear,
I am not quite sure if this is now… the right time to re-post this in your wake:
… about Kyle’s comments in your “Ascension & Earning Money” Article. Been wondering and curious about that for quite some time now. As 12/21/12 comes and goes… many I’m sure (including me) want to know whether or not the long-awaited PHYSICAL Promises would come to pass. I noted that some promised dates came and went… and nothing. The rest DID come and go but it winded up being something else that made no difference in this imprisoning 3D physicality. Physical Changes from the Chains that Bind us… including money & money consciousness… free from governmental rule/etc… being replaced with 5D technologies/etc. There have been rumors across the web about such things I’m sure… that seemed to accumulate/accelerate throughout this year for sure…
And then there are others that wrote and speak of certain “promises” that go in alignment with the Ascension/11:11 Energies/Planetary Alignments… and said that such “promises” would only come when we’re …. umm… “done”.
Now the thing is… it’s the LAST month of 2012… AND I sense these energies are not having you get that rare/priceless chance to type/write about it right now. And then… Time… Time is going by so…. FAST… The Quickening for sure.
And if in any event you cannot respond back to me… then that’s still all good. I may be turning into the Master I’ve always wanted to become… and find that answer when it’s the right Timing for it. You did mentioned to us all …. that it is we who have to look to ourselves for such answers/needs. :)
Love & Hugs to you Denise… and be well rested. You are loved here. ♥♡♥
Lou Ann
Lou Ann,
You are so right about it being December 2012!!! and there being so very much going on now already (Dec. 3rd) and will much more so between 12-12-12 through 12-21-12. Because this is the month and time that we’ve been working towards for years, decades, lifetimes and eons, I am spending my time and my focus throughout December very wisely and efficiently…and I strongly suggest everyone else does the same. This is so very important…
Due to the supreme importance of this month, I’ve been thinking about condensing a lot of very important topics — that I’ve already talked about in years past — saying a few things and adding two links to two recent channelings by Cosmic Awareness that answer many questions I know many people have about many topics all related to the Ascension Process, the Separation of Worlds, money and/or earning money etc., December 2012, and what the different possibilities are after the 12-21-12 Expiration Date as I call it arrives. I’ll get that article put together asap.
Hang in there and USE your imagination NOW, every day, to visualize and feel in your High Heart the new improved Earth world that you want to live in. Might I suggest that it’s an Earth world where money isn’t needed because everyone shares and/or exchanges or gives everything to everyone for free. ;) That new Earth world already exists and is very close and ready for the majority of humanity to ascend into. More about all this in my next article with those links to “CA’s” two wonderful articles.
Hugs,
Denise
“Hang in there and USE your imagination NOW, every day, to visualize and feel in your High Heart the new improved Earth world that you want to live in. Might I suggest that it’s an Earth world where money isn’t needed because everyone shares and/or exchanges or gives everything to everyone for free. That new Earth world already exists and is very close and ready for the majority of humanity to ascend into. More about all this in my next article with those links to “CA’s” two wonderful articles.”
♥Yaaaaaaaaay Denise!!! :D ♥
You have NO idea how MUCH I imagine/daydream my tail off! giggle Every single hour… every single minute… every single moment I daydream about our planetary neighbours… especially Mars and its people. I mean I’m always on Mars… and the people there do barter or simply help each other out for free. It’s just that natural for them anyway. ;)
And what has me updating my daydreaming/imagination lately… is that breakthrough moment from this 3D old world. I feel my Dawn… as elusive it is every now and then.
Thanks soooooo very much for your reply… and I too realize I need to “Time Manage” my energy and everything that comes with it. That’s another thing I’m FORCED to do!
♥♡♥Love & so much Hugs,
Lou Ann
Hey there!
I’ve recently become very aware of kundalini and I can literally feel my chakras recieve more heat if I hold a gemstone, either quartz or for any specific chakra.
Is it good or bad to open up chakras with crystals?
Also, is it possible to live into anothers persons aura (for ex. my mother) and sense how she feels at that exact moment?
Thank You
Hi Denise dear,
Before I forget yet again… I’ve been meaning to ask you this before it passes by so soon and this quickly: Gemini-Lunar Eclipse/Full Moon. What does it signify during this Ascension… and how does it affect the masses? Been meaning to ask you this since you first posted it… for the longest while.
And thank you so very much for your other questions you’ve answered for me over the months and years. My 33rd birthday went down quiet… yet dear and price-less.
Love & Hugs,
Lou Ann
O boy: Denise I think you forgot me. :(
Then again you’re going through a lot of physical/energetic shifting… and might very well can’t get to all responses.
When you can… IF you can… I would love you to reply back to the Gemini/Eclipse question. If you can’t… then… do you know of a website where I’d get much deeper info on Ascension/Astrology influences in real time?
Take good care of yourself Denise. I don’t want to pressure you into answering questions that just isn’t in the right timing to do so… according to the Universal/Divine Plan.
Love you very much and great Hugs,
Lou Ann
Holly,
Because you wrote your Comment under an image, I’m quoting it here in the Q & A section.
Yes these sounds and other pressures and pains in our heads/brains and head chakras does adjust, evolve, expand over time so know that this will ease up for you. Plenty is and has been going on within our heads/brains and Crown and Brow chakra so it makes sense that many of us have been hearing, seeing, smelling all sorts of new energies and other phenomena. It’s all part of the Ascension Process which is us evolving in very fast ways.
Hugs,
Denise
Denise, thanks so much for responding to my question as well as updating info in your April article about possible timelines post-Dec. 2012.
What I still struggle with is: if the “biggies” in Team Dark are being removed/quarantined in these months prior to Ascension, do they all get to come out again and play on the “darker” earth?
Why can’t people get their experiences elsewhere (other planets) that will not be so frigging dark?? Surely all these blasts of Light should clear away Team Dark FOR GOOD? That’s what I was hoping!
In my opinion, humankind has been so badly messed with, programmed and manipulated in endless ways that a great amount of healing is needed. How can choosing a DARKER Earth be helpful to them? Do they literally have to reach the end of their ropes before they will turn to the Light?
Perplexed and perturbed, but sending Lots of Light,
Thelma
Thelma,
Yes, many do, and that’s okay too.
Some want and need to experience even MORE negativity, MORE density and even less Light, MORE suppression, MORE Darkness etc. etc. This of course does not mean those people are “bad” or “stupid”, only that they’re not done yet experiencing and learning within even greater density with even less memory of God/Source/The All That Is than what we’ve experienced in the Earth world we all incarnated into in these lives. These people/souls/beings are not ready yet to move in the other direction (vibrationally) and ascend out of duality, density, and the belief that God/Source/The All That Is is far, far away.
I know this can be very frustrating and saddening to those who want everybody to come with us ascenders and live in the Light, but it is what it is and we must release and let everyone do and go where they’re heading now as the Great Cycles all complete and move on.
Denise
8O Wait hold on I just got an epiphany: I’m Scorpio. My Ascension Aware sister is Sagittarius. Both of us are having a hard time breaking free from schooling/money-debt/jobs. So far we’re still struggling to even take the next steps in getting me up to Canada… keep trying to job-hunt and all. It’s an ongoing struggle to even get up in the morning/afternoon and “just do it”… and my Sagittarian-sister knows herself to “get things done now”. Yet this time around she can’t and it’s strange for her. Up to now I haven’t gotten a plane ticket or anything because of the ever-changing immigration rules… and it really looks like I’m forced to hunker down during this year’s Ascension. It’s not that I and my sister are deliberately waiting. We’re FORCED to wait. It even feels like a strong ebb that’s gathering up a huge tsunami-wave… and all of us seem to be forced under that wave/current. I don’t know. Both of us sisters have this weird and unshakable feeling that something weird is coming around the corner… something that would shake up our shackles and make it easier for us to MOVE during the coming phase of chaos… because we’re in those two natal Signs: Saturn in Scorpio and Mars in Sagittarius. That and so much more news I’m reading and hearing about every few days/minutes/seconds in real time… things that were never there before…
I don’t know about y’all but… it’s been hard… really really HARD to get out of the money-muck we’re forced under thanks to the falling patriarchy systems. It really looks like we’re forced to wait on something to happen first… even though we really want to get out of the way.
Denise or anyone… any insights into that?
Thanks immensely for your response & big warm HUGS,
Lou Ann
P.S. I’m going to hit the big 33 this year. After all I’ve endured with the Dark Night of the Soul & Holding Pattern… I hope this is my breakthrough year. ^_^’
Oie: sorry Denise for posting a question that was not on topic in your latest post. But I’m still itching to ask this question: what is the significance of Mars entering Sagittarius during this Ascension? I’ve googled about it but found no connection to what we’re going/growing through.
Hope you’d get the chance to answer it soon. And if you get that rare chance, thanks so much in advance for your insight.
Lou Ann
Lou Ann,
Oh buggers, I forgot to get back to you (in an email) about that astrologer link you sent me. From what he said in that video, he’s a great traditional astrologer but it didn’t sound like he’s familiar with the Ascension Process and how it’s reflected in the planetary transits. No matter, he’s right about the zero degree Cardinal planets/aspects in October — physical reality changes coming big-time!
Both Saturn’s sign change from Libra into Scorpio on Oct. 5, 2012, AND Mars’ sign change from Scorpio into Sagittarius the next day, are going to be working together. Saturn in Scorpio will give us 2.5 – 3 years of big changes with money and money systems, taxes and the tax system, including a very potent period of revealing everything that’s been intentionally kept hidden from the masses by the global human elite. Secrets and evil deeds and great lies etc. will be brought to the surface for mass humanity to finally see and it will be great but many will find the truths very hard to deal with emotionally and psychologically. It’s all part of the Ascension Process and completion of the Cycles now.
Mars entering Sagittarius at the same time will be driving, pushing people to search for greater truths about everything, including very Sagittarian type things like religions, spiritual understandings, higher awareness and knowledge. People will want to know more now and Saturn in Scorpio will be excavating more and more of the lies and dirty deeds and transactions the patriarchy has and still are doing to humanity around the world. These two planets in these two signs at this time is going to push people’s consciousness to no longer be in denial or deluded about what’s REALLY been done by negative humans to other humans around the planet. Like I said, it’ll be really hard for many people still entrenched and mind controlled by the lower frequency patriarchal and negative aliens lies — primarily “church and state” stuff.
For others Mars in Sagittarius will be a positive driving force and desire to get more free personally and collectively, become more consciously aware of reality and multidimensional realities, and to let go of the old beliefs, systems, lies, corruption etc. and take back their power and be responsible individuals.
You know how the symbol of Sagittarius is the half-man, half-horse aiming his bow and arrow at something in the heavens? Sagittarius is aiming his arrow at the Galactic Center (GC), the center of the Milky Way galaxy, the great “Central Sun”. Mars in Sagittarius will amplify that desire to actually get to, connect to, and align with the Galactic Center… which is EXACTLY what’s happening at the end of 2012! See how the planet transits are simply amplifying what’s happening, what’s coming? It blows my mind when I look at the astrological transits during these Ascension years!
It’s all good as they say, and in case I forget in October Lou Ann, have a VERY special and empowering 2012 Birthday. ♥ :)
Hugs,
Denise
Hi Denise,
Not sure where to post this question, so here it is!
In your article of 17 April 2011, Evolving Beyond Linear Time, you refer to the possibility of Earth # 3: “There may be a third Earth-like world reality born out of the current Ascension Process and Expiration Date that has far less polarized extremes in it…. it will be less negative and controlled.”
With all the changes we had since then, I wonder if this Earth # 3 is still a possibility? Do you see this developing at all? My sense is that a large number of people who are NOT ready to ride the ascension wave, would prefer this third option rather than opting for a Darker earth (which some refer to as Planet B).
Would appreciate your feedback on how this looks now. Thanks!!!
Lots of Light, Thelma
Thelma & All,
I had to look that past article up and read it so thanks for having the title handy for me.
After re-reading it just now I saw one big glaring thing that’s incorrect. It was this paragraph I wrote:
I’m afraid this was wishful thinking, wishful hoping on my part and I apologize to everyone for saying that. I still so want that profoundly negative and more dense and controlled Earth world to NOT exist. But, it will exist and soon and plenty of non-ascending humanity will live and die there. Hopefully (yeah I’m doing it again! :roll: ) they will quickly learn what they need to about being so profoundly disconnected from all things spiritual and Light and evolve out of that amplified Hell hole that that world will be. This massively negative Earth-like world will be 100 times worse than this Earth world is/was at its lowest point. At least we experienced duality and a little bit of Light in the Earth world we all incarnated into in these lives. In this descending Earth world there won’t be ANY Light at all so it’s beyond horrible…so much so that I try to make it go away and not exist…but it will and many humans exist within it already. Again, my apologies to everyone for this error.
About the probable #3 Earth-like, and Earth-LIKE is key here, world is something that I still sense is a strong probability somewhere for whatever souls need or desire experiencing duality/polarity. I do not and didn’t think when I wrote this article (Evolving Beyond Linear Time) that this probable world will be much like the Earth world that we incarnated into in these lives. I sense it will be very different and exist in another location far away vibrationally from the ascending Earth world and the descending Earth world. These things are very hard to talk about like this because this form of communication is so very either/or like unless one writes 15 pages worth of words!
There will be some souls who will, somewhere, desire to experience a more balanced, sane, less negative world that allows polarity in it. Like I said, I don’t sense it needing to be as extreme as what we incarnated into in these lives, nor as extremely different as the two ascending and descending Earth worlds will be. Source allows all sorts of Schools of Learning and Creating for Its many expressions.
If I left something out or forgot something else just let me know because I don’t want any misunderstandings left over this complex topic.
Denise
Hi my name is Rose and I had couple of things happen to me and I am trying to find answers for and I hope you can help me. Ok here it goes, one night I woke and felt an electric charge or energy hit me my head, enter from my crown, down my spine, down my left leg and exploded out my left knee. It woke me up and I felt it come out of my knee. The rest of the night my knee hurt bad and when I woke up I was okay. What do you think ? And just last night I woke after having a dream and my body was vibrating. I woke up slowly and realized my body was vibrating I mean what was that about ? Has any one experienced these two symptoms ? Please I really hope someone can tell what happen to me !!!! Hugs
Rose,
I’ve written about this many times over the past few years. You can use my Search bar and type in Rewiring or Ascension symptoms or Inner body vibrations etc. to find information about this and much more.
Denise
Hi Denise,
I was meditating today, and suddenly became aware that the things we see on the news media are false! There really are no wars, no famine, no political conflict, and on and on. It is easy to get sucked back into 3D beliefs if one watches the news, or gets into a discussion of current events, gas prices, politics, etc. with someone else. I became aware that what I believe IS my reality…so, if I believe I must work to survive, then I do. Or, if I believe I am ill, I will be. Does this mean I am moving out of 3/4D awareness and living more in 5D? Unity consciousness? Any ideas about how to get beyond those 3D beliefs and move into creating my own reality? My husband is firmly stuck in 3D, but an important part of my Ascension team. However, he is the primary person who wants to talk politics, etc. He gives me a daily work out keeping neutral and detached!
Also, you never did answer my question about music I posted earlier…is it because it was so obviously true it did not need an answer? Just want to be clear.
Thanks for your insight.
Peace and love,
Susan.
Susan,
I totally missed it. Don’t take that personally because I often overlook some Comments in my rushing around trying to keep up with everything! I’ll hunt for it and try to respond asap.
Denise
Denise,
During the ascension process, I have indeed become more aware of multiple ‘realities’ and the illusion-like nature of life on Earth. All in all, the ascension had been going pretty smoothly other than occasional attacks from team dark, physical symptoms that we’re all feeling, and some messy clearing of inner ‘gunk’. Up until now, I was actually feeling pretty good. I’m remembering more and more about my past lives, and how I agreed to be here to help. However, my human mind is having a VERY tough time processing the transient nature of my Earth life. Because I can’t remember enough about Home to provide me with answers or solace, it’s a very confusing and, to be honest, terrifying thing to view the people I love and care about very deeply as temporary. This change of perspective happened just lately, as a result of working more in spirit than I ever have and from things I have felt/been told by my guides.
I realize that this is how it always goes, and that I will retain the important relationships to those people in some form or another, but I’m having a hard time accepting that I won’t be able to retain the connections made here in the form I have come to love them in. Essentially, it’s a ‘limited human mind’ problem. I didn’t have a problem with it before I got here, I am sure of that much! I’m struggling right now with the purpose of the relationships formed on Earth and the non-lightworker related activities that, up until my awakening a few years back, have seemed very important to me. I feel that I had a great sense of peace about this situation at Home, before I came here. I remember that I was very eager to come here, in fact! But I am very much in need of some advice as to how to view life here as meaningful, and how to get through the day-to-day when everything is feeling like a…well, a hologram, for lack of a better word. My human mind, and its limitations, are making acceptance of a complete paradigm shift of the life I knew and cherished before very difficult. Could you offer any suggestions as to how to accept this change, make peace with it, and feel a sense of deep connection to life here again? I’m sorry, I know this explanation is probably a little scrambled, but so is my mind! :) Thank you for reading.
Love to all.
Jen
Denise,
I’ve been reading about energetic protection from Team Dark in your blog. My guides are telling me one reason I was guided to your blog is that it is now time for me to become aware of Team Dark and their antics.
Music is one way I receive messages from my guides and higher self. The synchronicity is amazing. I often dream of songs and the song plays over and over while I sleep. Sometimes when I put music on, it is with the guided intention of cleansing the house or car. I wondered what you thought about music as protection from Team Dark? Thanks.
Susan.
I had a strange experience yesterday morning and have been searching diligently to figure this out. Maybe you might be of some help deciphering it. I felt a rush/force/energy slam into me, it was incredibly powerful, so much so that it felt like the bed and floor dropped about a foot. This experience also came with a very loud noise, it startled me of course and I sat up and yelled “what was that!” This was like an out of body experience but I was not above looking down at myself, but more like an extremely lucid “dream”. Maybe something is trying to get my attention or ” wake me up” or remember something of great importance. This is like nothing I have experienced before. Any other ideas? I feel I need to work with a psychic to really get to the root of this. Could this be related to astral travel? Ascension, awakening? I must know. If it helps you to know – I’ve also experienced strange sensations, I thought I felt a light earthquake but now I think it could of been me vibrating? Sometimes I hear high pitched tones too. Thank you!
Sufi,
I’ve experienced this too and it usually happens when we’re making another shift to a new energy location or Stair Step as I’ve often called them. It’s another strong transition point where we’re exiting an old familiar level energetically and moving up to a slightly higher, less dense one and the transitions always feel a little weird to us. Hearing sounds, ringing etc. during these same Stair Step changes in elevation are also common.
Hugs,
Denise
Thank you Denise, I appreciate your response. Can you elaborate on the shift to a new energy location? The word that came to mind when I had my experience was “shift” Does all this mean I am being worked on? Is this part of the ascension? I have help? Does this happen to all people or a special few? Thanks again.
Sufi,
Yes, yes, yes and yes. :D
Hugs,
Denise
HI,,,,I have a question about my very first Reiki treatment. It was a good experience but I am vibrating internally , specifically in the solar plexus…..can you please give me some information as to what the vibrations are doing/telling me? thanks sooo much :)
Pauline.
Pauline,
http://deniselefay.wordpress.com/2009/06/26/internal-vibrations-the-rewiring-process/
There are other articles about this inner body vibration in the “Top Posts” section in the sidebar:
*Kundalini & The Rewiring Process
*Inner Body Vibrations & Other Unusual Symptoms
*Ascension Symptoms
Hugs,
Denise
Hi Denise,
I have never been on your blog before and almost by ‘accident’ sort of landed on it!
I browsed around just to get an idea why and then realised I needed to put a question to you.
I have 2 questions,… if you would be so kind to answer them:
1. Can you comment on the writings of the Master Djwal Khul who is of the Earth Hierarchy.
2. Do you consider yourself to be one of the New Group of World Servers, who DK speaks of ?
I ask you these questions so I can get your perspective of where your understanding of life stands in the human evolutionary scheme. It is always interesting to me to hear the different points of view and how they may be linked at some point to the same ultimate goal. Kinda like getting to know our allies :-)
Thank you for your ears and Light.
Hello Denise,
This is something I’ve been wondering for some time…
In your latest post on Readings by Eva, you mentioned “Eva emailed me information she’d received from her Higher Self and/or my Higher Self which she was supposed to pass along to me.” and “Eva’s ability to access certain higher level and Higher Self (hers and yours)”
Does this actually mean, all of us have the same Higher Self? From what I’ve understood, there’s Source where we all came from and there’s somewhere our individuation begins. But when we refer to our Higher Selves, how ‘high’ and close to Source, or how much of an individual is he/she/them actually is?
When we intend to communicate with our Higher Selves, who are we actually calling for?
Please pardon me if I’ve overly humanized and intellectualized certain concepts, as I’m not all that clear about what is it that really want to ask either because these are all so mind bending to me, haha ^^;;
Hugs,
saggiorpiio
Hi saggiorpiio :)
No we all have individual Higher Selves that are very close to Source. We are aspects that our Higher Self externalizes to gain more experiences, create more, learn more etc. This entire system is connected of course; individual selves to our individual Higher Self and Higher Self connected to Source. As we evolve our consciousness is increasingly able to perceive the vast knowledge that our individual Higher Selves contain which is what more people are starting to experience now via the Ascension Process and shift into a new and higher Evolutionary Cycle.
Hugs,
Denise
Hi Denise,
Is there a way to end a soul contract?
I’ve been trying and trying to find my way out of my rutty situation to no avail. You see… I have been having my main income from an ex-boss as a freelancer… who had me laid off since 2009… but keeps on needing my service. Thing is… her ego and energy feels the same no matter how much Light I shed… while I find myself becoming less tolerant and more and more highly sensitive emotionally every time I make contact with her. The more I read your latest blogs… the more I realize she feeds off of me… her co-workers… and anyone who takes her on… like a vampire… even though she’s giving me my bread and butter financially. She fits the title under your description of a “soul contract” … under “Ascension and Earning Money”. She feeds off of guilt… and I’m tired of being her food.
It feels like 2010 all over again… very much like Evan’s case. Same scenario. Same scripts and lines. Same time around April. Same methods everyone uses when they’re under fear. This time around I keep noticing and noting them as the Compassionate Witness and… I just want to get out of the way. I no longer want to be exploited but … no matter how hard I try… I wind up working for this female patriarchal ex-boss… because I have to find ways and means to pay my student loans… which also is a vampiric element. It’s a viscous cycle in my Life that I wish to end it… one baby step at a time. I wish to know the way to speak to my Higher Self to get the message across. Maybe I ought to talk to air before I go to sleep every night. I simply want to live simply during these trying times this year… so that I can remain focus on what’s most important: the Ascension having us transitioning into the NEW.
I want to be freed from this vicious cycle and I’m tired. So tired. Is there a way out???
Much gratitude,
Lou Ann
I have a quick question about your interpretation of the rise in autism diagnoses, as reported recently by the CDC. (According to the CDC Report, autism now affects 1 in 88 American Children.) Is this a sign of increasing but misunderstood multidimensional abilities in these children, or is this dramatic increase the result of certain measures taken to control humanity? You know I love and admire my brother–he probably is more at peace with himself than anyone I know, despite his severely-limited verbal communication abilities–but this statistic alarmed me. It evoked nearly visceral fear; these children may or may not be trapped within their own minds, but I briefly felt how horrible it would be to be fully-conscious but unable to interact within 3D or access 5D. (I don’t know if this is the case with autistic children, but the statistic evoked this fear.) I immediately thought of genetic experimentation in Atlantis and feared this “epidemic” will be a continuation and expansion of it in 3D reality.
I will try not to divert all of my energy towards speculation, but if there is an agenda, I don’t want to be unaware.
balsamicmoon,
Boy did I feel you when I heard this on the TV News! I talked briefly with you then via the etheric phone service we all have . :) I’ll add that I think there’s more going on with this than just it’s this or it’s that sort of business. I feel that the sensitive and ultra sensitive people are profoundly affected by all of the Piscean Age chemicals, petro chemicals, drugs, pollutants, toxins etc. Just the other day I had to take my car in for an oil change and ever time I go into any auto center where they sell tires I instantly get sick and my skin turns red, swells, burns etc. Years ago it was so severe but today it’s less intense but still happening nonetheless.
If I have a cluster of crappy negative emotions over some stupid something, I’ll instantly bloat in the gut or Solar Plexus area like I’d eaten something toxic, which I did by having a little emotional rant when I know I cannot get away with such things at this point.
I think it’s a combination of the higher frequency souls coming into this world while Team Dark is still here fighting this separation or transition. This cuspal period is difficult on everyone. And Beth, some of what you’re perceiving is what’s happened in the Astral Plane (4D), this one (3D), and certain other dimensions where Team Dark has literally trapped, bound, stolen, dismembered, and impaled certain energetic bits n’ pieces of far too many humans etheric body parts to use for themselves.
This is why that documentary I saw a few years ago about Val the Impaler affected me so. Remember I even wrote an article about it and Val? I’d clairvoyantly seen similar Astral fields where endless human body parts had etherically been impaled on to other objects and used by Team Dark like batteries. Seeing that TV show about Val impaling people physically activated my memories about seeing this done by Team Dark in non-physical locations. It sounds like you had a similar inner knowing reaction to hearing about this increase in autism in children. Think multidimensionally and things make much more sense at this point.
Because I know you old friend, please do NOT allow this knowledge, which is Light, activate your Mental Body which causes all of us to mentally loop and/or fixate on whatever. That is another one of Team Dark’s actions of interfering with our Mental and Emotional Bodies on those non-physical levels and we’ve worked SO hard to extricate ourselves from that nightmare entrapment so don’t go back there again for anything! Just acknowledge, feel it, know it and keep moving forward and don’t get sucked back down into the traps that us non-autisic people are dealing with now too. ;)
Hugs,
Denise
Thank you so much Denise! I just finished your article about climbing the mountain and putting your suitcases down, as usual you are always right on time! I can totally relate to that guys dream, what a perfect metaphor for what Im going through right now. Your validation has helped me come to a decision about moving back home to northern ca. Sometimes darknes slips into my mind and causes such confusion/depression when i make decisions based on my heart/intuition. I get really unsure of myself and my feelings, moving on and letting go of my family (my pregnant sister and my 21 y/o son) is really hard but my heart says its time. Thanks again for helping me more of my 3D self behind. Dedtra
Dedtra,
I’m in SoCal and want very much to move to northern Cal myself. Here’s to both of our journeys. :)
Hugs,
Denise
This Comment is from Dedtra and I’m quoting it for her because she put it under an image instead of an article.
Dedtra,
Absolutely it is very normal to begin finding it painful, frustrating, unbearable to be around or remain with or try to even talk with a person or people who are existing at a much lower frequency rate than you currently are. This phenomena is like an energetic pressure that continues pushing you/me/each of us who are living the Ascension Process continually forward. We’re literally being pressured, squeezed up and out of the old lower frequency energies, consciousness, body, reality etc. and when we try to go back and interact with it and people and/or places and/or even try to eat certain old foods we used to love…we discover that it’s painful and frustrating and toxic to go back down to a lower frequency level once we’ve moved or evolved beyond it. I’ve tried repeatedly over the years and every time it’s the same lesson; you can’t go back after a certain level has been reached within oneself energetically or vibrationally. We can certainly try, but it’s not pleasant at all!
So this is a very normal aspect of living the Ascension Process and evolving/ascending up to another level of being and consciousness etc. and doesn’t have anything to do with attacks from the Dark. You may encounter more of it in other people and places when you try to go back and sometimes it helps us to see and feel this a few more times so we’re totally and honestly consciously aware of the differences in Light and Dark energies/people/situations/beliefs/locations etc.
I’ve had to walk away from 99% of all my friends and family during this Ascension Process because I’m functioning within a different timeline with it than they are and this too is normal and okay. We each have to live this Process when we’re supposed to and just let go of all the people and things that used to be so important to us and our ego-selves. As we move through this Process these situations evolve too and hopefully everyone is moving forward…even if it’s at their individual pace and timeline and ours may be further along and happening faster than theirs. This too is necessary to help keep balance for everyone.
Hugs,
Denise
Hi,
I don’t know if this is the kind of question you might have an answer for…
I am an Indigo, I believe a Lightworker (even tho lately, I don’t feel like I’ve been doing anything with 3 small kids and a very neg. husband to live with), and I have always felt like I was attached to another world, while living in this one. I am an Empath, altho I feel I have put up a wall to it, to just survive this world and my own personal one…I would like to break down that wall, and open myself to Other. I would like to be a Messenger for Other to help people awaken and heal themselves.
I also wonder, why did I move away from a family who loved me, a soul friend, and a place where I had peace, and move to a place where I’ve dealt with a lot of loneliness, pain, separation, depression. After a very difficult 9 years of obsessive love, I chose to marry and live with a very negative/harsh/critical/lacking in intimacy or affection, spouse? I really felt pushed into it. Why am I here? I’m angry or depressed all the time. I’ve been taking Zoloft for severe anxiety attacks. I am not myself. I have experienced quite a lot of ascension symptoms, but now I feel cast adrift. Why am I here?
Thank you for your time.
Jen2le
Jen,
It could be any number of things but an important question now is why are you staying in such a negative, horrible relationship? Remember that you don’t HAVE to okay? As your children grow they too will be increasingly affected by the negative marriage/relationship between Mom and Dad. I can’t tell you what’s right for you now, but I will remind you that you are a powerful being with the RIGHT to live without pain and abuse in any form. Be brave and start planning your escape from this nightmare and prison and creating a new, vastly improved life for yourself and your children. It sounds like it’s time. :)
Hugs,
Denise
Thank you for posting my comment Denise
Apologies to all the Scots out there … I meant to write the St Andrews Cross NOT the St George’s … oops. :-)
I am not a flag person myself.
Hugs
<3
Denise, I’ve noticed people saying “Hi” in a different way. You can feel it’s different. It happened once 5 years ago and it’s happened twice this month so far. I’m just walking in a store or someplace and I hear the word “Hi” and look up and “a complete stranger” (Ha!) is looking me right in the eye and smiling. I smile back and keep walking. But there’s something in that Hi, It’s like “Hi, welcome back!” or “Hi, good to see you!” There’s a sort of bond or recognition happening.
septembo,
I’ve experienced this too over the past few years. Things ARE changing for the better and you can see it, feel it, hear it in growing numbers of “regular” people out there. The way this feels energetically and emotionally IS what High Heart Unity consciousness and 5D reality is like. There is total honesty between all people, no lying, no secrets, no ulterior motives, no greed and so on only honesty and “transparency” and a REAL desire for positive energies in all things for all beings and lifeforms etc. What’s coming will blow your mind/heart wide open because it is HOME here on Earth. ;)
Hugs,
Denise
Hi Denise
I recall you writing a post a while ago in which you said that the letter x has come into your awareness.
Over the last while I have found that too. Even the flag here in Scotland has this letter – the St George’s Cross.
Anyway … this may or may not be of interest to you ( and I do not mind if you do not wish to publish this comment .. only your email did not work when i tried to send you one to the address in your contact section) .. I wondered if you had come across Rik Clay’s work and what he found about the letter x… most particularly xxx
I found it very interesting …. and now I no longer sign off any emails letters etc with the x
You can take this or leave it … only it came back to me yesterday that you had this letter in your awareness too so I thought , if you hadn’t already seen this, that it might be of some interest.
Thank you for all your great work.
Much Love
Hugs
http://pigs-in-the-parlor.blogspot.com/2009/06/rik-clay-2012-olympics-interesting.html
Dear Denise,
This morning I woke up feeling out of control of my physical body, like I was disconnected to it, could not understand it anymore, how it works or what it does. I felt like I had no discipline over it at all and that me, this 3D me was trying to get out of it, and that another “me” was trying to come into it. A very bizarre feeling that is with me still as I write this comment.
For some time now it has been my feeling that when the time is right, and I sense we’re getting very close to it, and certainly no later than the end of this year, that my “understudy” will walk into my body and that I will no longer be conscious of this Barbara in 3D, but will become conscious of Barbara in 5D.
My “exchange student” as I call this fragment of my HS, will become conscious of being Barbara in this 3D version of Earth, because that fragment wants desperately to come to this timeline to experience free-will and the ability to choose love. When the exchange occurs, I, the Barbara now in 5D will become that 3D Barbara’s guide, because after all, I have my guides now who must have experienced this timeline in order to help me get through the ascension process.
I understand that walk-ins are possible, that they are a potential, and I sense that a fragment of my HS or Soul or of the All That Is, will be walking-in soon into my body and no one, not even my family, will notice anything different about this “new” 3D version of Barbara, who simply picks up where I leave off and carries on with getting old and hopefully enjoying her senior years with much good humour and grace!
So my question is, is this a potential that makes sense to you and to others here, and is anybody else experiencing this bizarre alienation (no pun intended) to their own bodies? Like there are now “two of you” where once there was only one! One trying to get in and one trying to get out. Thank you so much for your thoughts on this and for all that you do to help us through these strange times. Love to All Here, B.
Barbara,
Love this and thanks for being brave and sharing it with us all. ♥
YES! The first time I remember being very aware that some more of ME had entered the old familiar Denise package was around 1999 and 2000. There’s been other times since then but that was the first time that I was aware of this happening in me.
I remember being shocked by the fact that this other aspect of ME had arrived and was freaking clueless about most 3D physical things we’re intimately familiar with! This new aspect of ME was vastly more wise than old Denise but IT obviously hadn’t ever been in physicality before and didn’t know about certain physical things like trash barrels and band-aids and simple everyday stuff like that. It was funny to me but exciting at the same time to have this new addition incorporated into “Denise”.
Have you ever heard of the term “Soul Braiding”? It’s what this phenomenon is. It’s another larger aspect of YOU as in your Higher Self not the “Barbara” or the “Denise” aspects that, due to the Ascension Process and us incorporating greater and greater aspects of our Higher, Greater Selves into these current physical bodies and selves that are living the Ascension Process. We remain in here but we’re added to with these larger and higher frequency aspects of SELF.
I’m not familiar with there being two of you in one body and one wanting to get out, unless this is some sort of exchange with another aspect of your SELF but this version of “you” doesn’t remain in “Barbara”. Do I understand you correctly? If not let me know.
Hugs,
Denise
Hi Denise:
Thank you so much for your reply. No, I hadn’t heard of Soul Braiding, but I love the idea of it and just the phrase itself expresses exactly what must be happening. Thank heavens it happened to you, and that it was a fun and exciting experience, so you could explain it to me/us! My experience yesterday reminded me of the movie Men in Black, where the alien bad guy inserts himself into the now-dead farmer and stumbles around until he, the alien, gets used to being inside a human body, but I must say immediately that there was nothing dark about this experience, just unusual and really had me on what I’ll call a curious alert! I’m still thinking that there may be an “exchange” in the future for me, and now that you’ve explained the process it would seem this “Barbara” will be aware of it and perhaps be co-creating together with bits and pieces of my HS, but I’ll be upfront here and say I was truly hoping that the exchange would be complete and I would therefore be unconscious of this 3D Barbara and partying with my 5D friends and family on Arcturus! So again, only time will tell. Gosh, I’m getting tired of the not knowing for sure what will happen, but with over 7 billion of us on the planet, the collective mind must be getting a lot of input. Onwards and upwards, and thanks again, Denise, and love to All Here. B. (I’m totally brain fogged today, sorry if this one seems incoherent. In fact, I just typed frain bogged. Good grief. B.)
Hi Denise,
I was wondering if you have written any posts or would share some thoughts about telepathy between 3d and 5d. I am finding lately that people who I have interacted with either through recent work or my old family have been coming into my mind. I am at the point now of complete trust in what is happening and can hear there thoughts and fears in my mind so clearly. Its almost as if I am being shown what is to come if I engage in it. Not sure if that makes any sense, I am not really able to form a clear thought today :)
Thanks in advance, Renee
Tranquility Reborn,
If I’m understanding you correctly, it just sounds like your ESP abilities are growing. This is common with the Ascension Process and people who had no “psychic” or ESP abilities before are beginning to have some of them…and what’s really weird to me is that they don’t even realize it yet! :) I’ve watched this in strangers for nearly a decade now and it’s really interesting to me as one whose been psychic my whole life. I see the growth and changes in strangers.
As your/our ESP and HSP (Higher Sensory Perception) evolve and we all start really feeling and being consciously aware of 5D High Heart or “Unity” consciousness, more and more people will FEEL and KNOW all sorts of things they never could perceive before. That plus they’ll FEEL and KNOW things about other people and vise versa and this is why the Dark simply won’t have the power over people as it has at lower levels of awareness (3D). So all-in-all this is a very positive sign and know that there’s much more of this type of expanding/evolving/ascending consciousness (plus greatly increased phenomenon) to come for you and all of us. ;)
Denise
Thanks Denise,
Ironic that right after I sent my question to you I heard the answer…My HS spoke and said this is why you have to know your truths, trust your truths and love your truths…Feels like the tenth round of letting go of certain people, and this time there is no emotions, just witnessing what is happening, and now with being able to hear them, ahhh what a wonderful new gift :). I know all is well. I will no longer participate in other people chaos that they have created. If that means walking away from the family that I was raised in, so be it, I trust with all my heart their souls knows the truth.
I am highly clairsentient, and have known this for a while so been quite used to feeling other peoples stuff, hearing it inside has been getting stronger, and I guess I knew just wasn’t ready to accept it until now. Great changes for all of us.
Thanks again for all your support and love :)
Love Renee
Renee, Denise, I would like to thank you both. I really feel for saying a BIG THANK YOU – it means a lot that I can exchange right now. It makes things more real. I feel very similar to you Renee. I have accepted what is, trying not to think of it as a waste… it is hard for my mind to perceive tiredness, exhaustion, even pain as something GOOD, but really it is the soul healing the body. If all we came here for is to do exactly this via our physical bodies we should be in bliss doing what we are doing. If there is no longer duality, then ALL is from the same source of love….albeit we are in transition – so in the sense it is both, pain and bliss…aka surrender….and maybe it is the same for a seed that has to push through the earth to see the light…it is the birthing. If an embryo (mammal) transitions from breathing fluid to come into this world to breath air. So, maybe it is just that…..we are also changing our living environment…and it is tiring, sometimes painful, our own journey and at times we have to just walk alone, but we also share the same paradigm as we have this one consicousness here for now (perceiving other dimensions for sure in our multi dimensionality) but it is here and now (here is where my consciousness lies and types these words, I do not perceive myself doing it somewhere else at this moment, even though my inspiration of the words come out of another dimension of me, but I reunite both in putting them here, my HS assisting my Personality Self and PS writing it out, unifying it all in this dimension, in the here and now), where we are birthing what ever it is we are creating, and yes, in that moment …..maybe many moments…..we can only surrender and just BE IT, whatever IT is.
So I thank you for sharing this reality, this moment, this IT with me, right now…..even if we only meet on the airwaves or electronic waves, so to speak….it is still energy.
Thanks for the exchange, it is as if I can feel your heartvibe through these words.Thanks for being IT.
BH
Denise,
The Monk and Hermit life has nothing to do with ´the Money Question´but referred to your post of 28 Feb, when you explained the various reasons why we live similar to Monk´s through an Alchemical process.(It was your answer regarding the ´alone´scenario).
I have no real issue with money, not having had lots but enough to do what I NEED to do. I do not live so much a life OF MY WAY but THY WAY. (as I do not feel in control, I rather go with is given by my higher self to work through still).
So in my answer, I refered to the life of abundance in terms of projects, friends, parties (eat, sing, dance, have fun) and just a FULL life(whatever each individual´s idea of that is)….than JUST to live like a hermit, cut off from most people, in my own sanctuary transmuting, adjusting, re-centering.
I spoke of what is in my heart – a sort of blue print of no idea where it comes from – eg I do not see myself forever living like a monk in an alchemical process, but my inner heart – eye perceives a much more vibrant fulfilled life – that is what I was referring too.
Money appears only to be the solution – but it is a change of attitude – a matter of trust and a regaining of ones personal power that is what we really miss (and face during the ascension process). We do not learn this in family or education or work lives (or only few of us do) but the ascension process (at least for me) is about REgaining this part of what represents I on this plane(t).
Sorry for yet another comment, but I had to remedy the misunderstanding.
BH
BluHorse,
I am right there with you and your feelings, living inside, like a monk yes it is here, for some time now, and I am ready like most to move forward. Yet I am here, what else am I able to do, pray more, mediate, heal more, learn more…the idea of just being is so hard to grasp on a mind level, all we were taught was to fight for our dreams, to struggle and fight, and now, I seem to just stop and surrender to what is, and what is now is me being me, inside and out, and if there is no going out, then there is no going out.
I walk outside my door and see people all around laughing, joking and have wanted to be part of that world, and then I try, I go and be, and live, with no fears, and then I am back on my couch not able to move. Is this my life, yes for now it is. All I am able to do is embrace it and hold what my heart knows as the truth. Money doesn’t make my dreams come true, only patience, trust and love…
Thank you for sharing, you are never alone on this journey nor am I…
Blessings Renee
Denise,
thank you for the explanations. I did read about it – strange that I seem to need a personal reminder. Maybe it is just that I need to feel the human energy behind a post relevent to me right now. But thank you so much for your reply. I have to say that it gives me help to ENERGETICALLY INTEGRATE these thought patterns and emotions and I can reach a short state of happiness and it eases the process a wee bit.
Maybe if all these themes are connected, you could string them together in one of your next articles ??? It seems that fragmented things eg money, doing it alone (as part of the ONE), and figuring out one´s mission – are the three pillars (surely there are more). Personally, I cannot really go with that ALL we do here is to BE, TRANSMUTE STUFF and do this process…(yes it is a lot, but only this).Not sure if it is a yearning or intuitive…but I do seem to see a much more vibrant, colourful life of abundance than just being a monk living a hermit life in his mountain cave.
Thanks again for being around and concerning yourself with this.
BluHorse
BluHorse & Chip & any others who’ve misunderstood what I’ve said about money and ascension,
I’ve never said money is bad or evil. What I did say is that the patriarchy and Team Dark has used money to control humanity and that hasn’t been a positive thing at all. I also said that humanity is evolving beyond the need for money, money consciousness, and a money-based world and reality. As I’ve said before, how many Angelics, Starbeings, ETs, Ascended Masters etc. have you seen or head of that carry wallets, purses, credit cards and money? My point exactly.
Beings simply evolve beyond the 3D level of consciousness and functioning. It has NOTHING to do with money being bad or people needing to or being forced to live like a monk or hermit in his mountain cave. It’s about natural evolution and no one is twisting anybody’s arms to ascend/evolve now and give up money, abundance, warring, murder, polarized consciousness or anything else. Freewill choice still exists and everyone will naturally be drawn towards a world and reality that’s a frequency match for them.
I understand that most people do not have any conscious memory of what most fifth dimensional societies are like and until they do they’re going to have to try an imagine how more evolved beings live and function. Trust me however when I say that these more integrated and evolved beings and their worlds/communities do not have or need money or anything else that’s used to get what they need. ;)
Denise
Hello Morgean, Thanks so much for the “Mom Hug”. I really needed it more than you can imagine(mom part too!!!) and I could feel the warmth in the 5D way which we all are getting used to. It really feels so great that there are people who can understand what I am saying, because there is only so much you can say in words and there is a lot that is always left unsaid. I feel that we all here are beginning to understand that “unsaid” part as well and thats how we are all coming together. I really feel from my heart that we are in the cusp of time and 5D has arrived. We are just making the “transition”.
I think Denise has a huge and difficult mission to help all the awakening starseeds hold their energy before they can find balance and then they realize their own truth. I really respect you Denise for this and you inspire me to do the same in whatever minimal way I can. And I think sharing my thoughts in a safe and calm place like your blog, is one way of reaching out to our 5D family.
Barbara: If you read this, I have been following your comments on Denise’s blog for a long time, and somehow I feel that you and Denise resonate so much with me. I am 36 and whenever I crave little bit more mature perspective, I think of Denise and you as well. I have been meaning to tell you this for long time and so there I said it. Also I read one of your comments about dreaming and waking and pretty soon they will merge. I think I saw a movie long time back which for some reason ( unknown to me at that time but now i know why) resonated with me a lot. The movie is ” Passion of mInd”. I saw it almost 10 years back, but I think there are similar connotations in it. You might ike it though with all the fogginess its so difficult to sit through a movie these days.
I would just like to say that for all of us out there, the new is here. We just have to make the leap when we are ready.
Love
Alexandra
Alexandra,
♥ Hugs of gratitude to you sweetie.
Denise
Hi Alexandra:
I can’t begin to express the way my heart feels right now. You just totally blew it open, girl! I’m Capricorn so not so great at expressing my feelings. Thank you, Alexandra, you have in a few short words confirmed just how important each of us is to one another, even when we may not realize it. Truly, I don’t know what to say. My mouth is open, too! I’ll try to find the movie, “Passion of Mind”. The title intrigues already. Love to you, Alexandra, and yes, I did leap a long time ago, though I seem to be still in the air somewhere! The intended landing is 5D this year. Love to you, and All Here, B.
:) ♥ Hugs Barbara. The 5D Group is growing and connecting and isn’t that just freakin’ wonderful!? :D
Dear Denise, as my last post did help see something more clearly, I was wondering if I could ask another question relating to the process we are going through.
It relates to aloneness – more about Feeling alone. And the paradox that readers on here seem to go through a similar process even if each is totally individual – but it seems that I have more in common with those actively seeking to speed up this process compared to those that may not even be aware or respond to this topic as being ´not real´. Strangely the souls that are open to this topic are on sites like these, but in my vicinity I can not name someone that is actively able to assist me (aka being a friend with compassion who wants me or my opinions in their life).
This is one aspect of the ´human aloneness´ that I am facing (more so in recent years, but surely pretty much throughout my life).
The other aspect is that I feel alone in a sense of not ´feeling´ my connection to my more subtle team, that is not here in human form, but of other frequency. And my aloneness is that I cannot interface with them or individuals as I may have been able to in the past. It seems the processes I go through are such that sometimes it is totally clear and I can connect to my higher Self, helpers and energies that are supporting me, and other times (like now) I feel completely isolated from that part of me.
Both aspects make me feel very isolated and alone.(Often it feels the room I sit in is just a bubble floating in the universe, and my awareness is not attached to anything on earth or to anything at all).
For now I accept them as they are, rather than wanting to ´fix´something – but I feel it strange and at times an unbearable part of this journey.
The reason to write to you (and all reading this) is that I find it an ´unnatural ´way to be in, when I check with my ´inner knowing-higher Self´ aspect (and this prompted the question to you).
And another matter that goes hand in hand with this ´lack of sharing´ is that if I do speak to someone who seems on a similar path – the very important thing I needed to air on or get some advice on, get´s totally ignored.
So, this makes a third aspect of ´feeling alone´ and ´isolated´.
I was wondering if it is a form of protection, that I unconsciously create, even if I do not really want to create it. I do wish to interact with others, but their energy is sometimes so strong (I mean the old 3D way of seeing life, that comes over as dense) that I get knocked for the day, having to retreat aka being only by myself to regroup my energy, figure out what happened, maybe making sense, maybe not, but at least coming back to a point of inner balance albeit through isolation.
I wish to understand more how my experience relates to yours and if this is ´only my stuff´or a general part of the process and others do experience it too – or have just completely withdrawn in to their sanctuaries.
PS: If you have addressed this in earlier topics, please point me to them.
BluHorse,
Yes I have talked about this before but I don’t remember the titles of my past articles unfortunately. So, very briefly, think of Initiates going through different Initiations. Think of living the Alchemical process. Think of Monks and others focused on a spiritual life. Now think about you and me and each of us individually living this Ascension Process. I too have yet to come into physical contact with another person like myself whose living, embodying, transmuting the Ascension Process that I could interact with. It’s just not time for this to happen physically yet, but the second there’s enough of us all vibrating within a similar range, AND we can move around finally (as opposed to needing to remain in certain physical locations/states/countries to anchor higher Light energies etc.,) then we’ll be bumping into more and more like-others.
I’m grateful that I have the interactions with my readers and they with each other at TRANSITIONS because we would be very alone in our Process otherwise.
Like with the question many have about why can’t I attract money to me now?, this is the same thing for the same reasons. We’re not here now living the Ascension Process so we can attract money or “abundance” etc. or to be really social and have numerous friends that we can share our ascension difficulties and pains and frustrations with and have them honestly understand and relate to us too. That’s not what Initiations are. They’re solo journeys for every individual and it’s the solo journey that helps each of us know what we’ve done, what we’ve been through etc. is ours alone and this is very important.
From birth until age 47 (1999) when my biological Ascension Process started, I’d ALWAYS had a small group of higher dimensional Starbeings near me. I could easily contact them whenever I needed some information or guidance or suggestions or when they needed to connect with me in 3D. This was normal for me for 47 years. Then a couple years before age 47 (1999) these beloved familiar kinfolk started retreating from me energetically. I noticed what they were doing but was afraid to ask them why. Eventually I did ask them and they informed me that something very, very important was coming (the start of my physical, biological Ascension Process and all that’s happened because of it) and that they would not for any reason help me through this approaching Process. They told me our time together was ending because, and this is super important, it was time for ME to do what I’d come to Earth now to do and that none of my spiritual Family would help or guide or interfere with me doing this for ANY reason. It was profoundly important that I went through this Ascension Process on my own so that I knew that it was all me and that I’d not been helped or coddled through this difficult and painful Process. The same is true for each of us living the Ascension Process and this is why your old pre-ascension non-physical Guides, Helpers, Teachers etc. disappear! You, me, each of us is outgrowing them and evolving into very new levels of learning, creativity and everything else. There’s more but this should give you a decent idea as to the WHY of these types of things during the Ascension Process.
Denise
Denise,
Thank you for this very ´personal´ answer to this topic – brain fog. I did read about it many times – I just DID NOT put it in context with ´learning´(in the old 3D sense). At times (like now) my ´headspace´(aka third eye chakra and above and inside – for a better describtion) is completely empty. I seem to ´call´the words to me, rather than take them out of my brain center….if this makes any sense.
Yesterday, I did actually go for a bicycle ride and being out in the elements helped me work through the emotions (as I was getting upset with me and scolding me for being so bad at it – as not much else is working in life, I felt I was messing this up too) (this of course is all old ego and me having to love mysSelf as IS).
Then I could regain my centering and at least study for an hour.
Today I have read your comments and NOW it does make it real for ME. As there are a number of messages out there, I do get confused which apply for me, as it seems some symptoms and situation have a different kind of order in my process. And the thing is I have trouble putting it in a linear way like you just did. I am not sure WHEN it started. But since I have started to study, particularly this WINTER I noticed it.
And to give you some feedback – I have decided to read it all once (underlining things) and THEN to SPEAK them INTO my computer and transfer the files onto my audio device to play them back to me as often as I need to. The thing is that it is abstract – NO PICS – and I must remedy this too. So, here I must buy a decent book to LOOK at it at the same time of reading the text. I seem to understand all BY PICTURES. This seems to stick much more.
The irritating thing is that some student mates – have NO problem whatsoever and it works for them similar to what you mentioned: they read it once, know it and do the homework (self test) in 20 mins, when I need all the books to re-read and the internet and it sometimes takes me 2 hours. But well – at least I am WITH the subject and though it is stressful on the body, I do manage to get 3/4 right then. Not really me….but then, the best I can do. (You may sense that there are also other issues at work for me here, but I do have a higher desire to do a good job of life here – even if it may be all an illusion and one cannot do things wrong – I wish to look upon this life so that I did try just for me – to be my highest evolved being – and NOT compare it to others, but just for me and my soul).
So, Denise, thank you for your time, effort and CARE. I am able to better deal with it now. It seems to me that there are different kind of ´brain fogs´then. This one has to do with taking on something that OTHERS have named as such, but these are the conventions – and I feel I have to have all legs in all worlds if I am to lessen the physical pain of animals that is caused by us humans through a form of ignorance and lacking values.
Thank you for this space and your patience in revisiting ´old themes´.
Kindest
bluhorse
Denise, I so know what you mean about the brain-fog. By 2005, I literally forgot the words for simple objects, and was saying things like, ‘Yes, just put it on that…..that…..oh, that square thing with legs under the….umm…..you know. Panes…..Window!’ :D
I really sympathise with BluHorse, I just would not know what to say to anyone having to retain information in the ‘old’ way during these times. I’ve found though, that once you get past the fog, which is basically your old ‘wiring’ being taken out, and you get rewired, then the memory abilities that you sacrificed come back – but in a different way. Instead of re-membering something, ie reconstructing it with your brain, you go there, you live it. There’s no time in the higher dimensions from 5D up…..past, present and future all exist simultaneously. The you reading the book yesterday is still ‘there’, and you can access it. ie, rather than recalling page 15, you’re actually reading it again, as if it were there in front of you. So, I couldn’t for the life of me tell you what I was doing on Thursday. But by picking something that I know I did then (‘Clearly I went to the supermarket, as here’s a receipt.’ :)), I go back ‘into’ Thursday – not remembering it, I am THERE. Then I could tell you every event of the day, in micro-detail. This is actually better than the old memory we used to have, because there’s no chance of misremembering and making mistakes! So it’s a bummer going through the dismantling of the old, but you eventually get something much better in return……a statement that applies to the whole ascension process, really. :D
Dear Denise, Thank you for all the thought provoking and COMFORTING words I found in your energy updates. Thank you. Today I have a personal question regarding ascension. And it is Very important to me as it goes hand in hand with my (possible) lightworker mission. Can you please say something on ´CONCENTRATION´and REMEMBERING WORSS´. I am not totally young anymore (though my heart feels 27 and always will be, and anyhow I do not resonate with the ´age thing or being old´) but I have noticed that I can no longer just read a page and remember what I read. This is what I used to be able to do. This would not matter so much, but I am training in alternative health for animals – not that I want to use the methods of the school but my own – but I do have to remember things. And well, it is a fun subject. I am being sponsored to do this so it would be nice to pass the exams (even get a good note) as a ´thank you´for the one that gives me money and support apart from having a small feeling of success when all is so heavy around, BUT I have SUCH trouble remembering. (And just to say, that there is no medical condition that comes with this symptom).
I know it may not be a BIG question, but it is big to me.
Thanks and love and light
BluHorse
BluHorse,
I’ve talked about this particular Ascension symptom many times in past articles and in A Lightworker’s Mission also. When I, or most of my readers that write Comments here use the term brain fog, this is exactly what we’re talking about; the inability to remember things, names of things, what we’ve read, and so on.
Prior to the start of my biological Ascension Process in 1999, I read a book a week and could retain everything I’d read and even where certain information was in the book! I was also able to easily focus mentally to meditate or accelerate my frequency enough to be able to then perceive many other dimensions and much more. I’m not bragging, just explaining how developed my mental abilities were before the Ascension Process started and that’s a very important sentence.
Once I entered this Process in 1999, my grand mental abilities, ability to memorize and retain and to focus mentally was totally scrambled…and it was shocking to me. Suddenly all of my old and familiar tools of perception didn’t work. When I’d try to read a book, I’d read one paragraph maybe eight times in a row and still couldn’t remember what I’d read or even understand what I’d read. It was horrible. I also experienced long phases where I couldn’t remember common names for everyday objects like hammer, ketchup, vacuum cleaner etc. It was terribly frustrating and I was reduced, for years, in having to pantomime and curse and say twenty words in hopes of getting close enough to the correct word so that someone would understand me. I know a lot of strangers thought I was mentally ill during those years and I can’t blame them for thinking that! ;) There was one day years ago where I couldn’t remember my name which was actually rather freeing.
Now that we’ve established what a pain and embarrassment this particular Ascension symptom is, let’s cover the why of it because that will make it a bit easier to endure.
This happens because we’re evolving out of our ego mental body selves as they were, and needed to be, in the old polarized third dimension (3D). We needed that level of mental ego-based focus to survive that level of reality. But as we go through these layers and phases of the Ascension Process, we’re evolving up and out of that lower frequency and the perceptual tools that went with it (left brain intellect and ego mental body at the 3D level). We’re currently shifting up into what I call the High Heart (Thymus chakra) as our new 5D primary focal point and perceptual tool etc. But it’s the dismantling phases of the old lower mental and ego focus that’s hard to deal with because this MUST happen so the evolution/ascension to the fifth dimensional High Heart and “unity” consciousness can even happen. It’s this cusp or transition out of the old and into the new that’s so difficult for us. Once we’ve gotten familiar with how the High Heart Consciousness feels and functions, we’ll be 1000% happy about this change!
I can’t give you tips about how to retain what you read or study because that’s not what your body, brain, mind and being are going through now. I do know from personal experience that eventually this difficult symptom lessens and it gets easier to function in both worlds so to speak while this Process completes. I still however have days and weeks where I can’t focus enough or long enough to write any articles or answer emails and Comments…so I wait until the brain fog eases up again and then I try to write.
Don’t get discouraged over this and just keep trying to study and read. I did find that it helped me to externalize things by speaking them out-loud. It made it a bit easier for me to remember once I’d spoken or externalized them…maybe this will help you too but I can’t promise anything. Be strong and hang in there and it will work out exactly as and when it’s supposed to. :)
Hugs,
Denise
Alexandra, beautifully written. My thoughts exactly. The mom in me (I’m 55) wants to give you a big hug. The friend in me wants you to know I feel the same. I have somehow managed to wrap my mind around one more year bug beyond that I can not go on living like this. I know some, perhaps many, other light workers feel the same.
I’m going to look for the article you referenced. I have been having dreams for months (maybe longer – I just started logging them) about cleaning on almost a nightly basis. I completely worn out when I wake up. I have gained insight from these dreams but I’d like to finish “cleaning” all night long so I can rest. I suppose the cleaning I’m doing is preparing me to ascend so if that is the case I’ll keep on cleaning. But any further insight will be helpful :-)
Happy Sunday to all. With love, Morgean
Dear Denise, My path has been quite tough.Few of the key words my life have been: Being ill treated, isolated, feeling tremendious pain on ALL levels, feeling the collective pain.. Helping myself and surroundings to open up for the ascension (but People around dislike me, not knowing why)(saw the great comments before about this subject…thanks:)
I always used to believe that I am the one who is not “good enough” and then i worked on issues, energies within for many years (which was neccesary, also),
Now i understand that there has been tremendious resistance also.
Right now I am accepting this, but how do I start attracting what matches me more? is there also a time for me to blossom more in this life instead of the hard labour on all levels. I would also love to meet a partner, work with the things i am good at and that i love, instead of being for others who don´t want my “help” and being stuck myself. I really hope that these years are changing for many of us that we also can benefit fysical for all the work we have done:)))
Love from Miriam.
Hi Denise,
I have been a reader of your blog for about a year now and I really respect your integrity and sincerity towards this “light work”. I think people like me (the young adult indigos in their mid thirties) greatly benefit from your postings as its a great endorsement for our own perceptions and thoughts. Its not easy at all to put your thoughts together and also answer questions from so many people with such sincerity.
I also would greatly help from your insights on the following. I hope you can find some time for this.
In one of the 2010 articles you mentioned about “cleaning the house” for someone special to come. This compltely resonated with me last year and still is applicable. But I would like to know your thoughts on this now. Do you think that this will happen with the ascension process.
Also I really am looking for some insight in this crucial matter to me. It would be of immense help to me. Since last year i know that my exit from this 3D world is around the corner. Not that i am depressed or anything but just could perceive it. I feel there is so much creativity and purpose in me but I am unable to manifest it in here. I am successful in 3D world ways but never happy inside. People never understand why I am not satisfied. Its because of the inner insatiable need to create, create and create more. And over the years my detachment from here became so much that I finally realized that somehow my exit is around the corner. That time I was not aware of “ascension” or anything related to this. Though now I realize I have been in this process since 1999 and that detachment was a gradual part of it.
Sometime last year I became aware of some physical ascension symptoms and was directed to some websites and reading material and it was like my life was in front of me. It gave me so much pleasure and for the first time in my life I was at peace inside having found the purpose that I have been looking all my life. It came at a time when I was completely detached from this world and was sure of my exit soon.
I am not that uncomfortable here but still I find no purpose in living like this for years to come. I can feel the light work that I am doing “by being” and also the transmuting work that I have to do on my own. Till last year this ascension process was perceived by most to happen in 2012 end , but now I have a feeling that most people who are ahead in this process are talking about “years to come”. I am quite a newbie to this so I am not sure whether something has changed or they know something else, but I know my truth. And my truth is that I know there are things that I need to do and learn and transmute, but I cannot continue living like this for years to come. This has to do with financial and emotional survival and detachment from 3D ways. I am living completely detached from my surroundings ( barring the work from home with minimal interaction from outside world) and to my surprise I am happy this way ( for the first time in life no anxiety etc.).
I am not sure whether I make sense or not, but I want to know if ascension is some years down the line, then how are people like me to survive without any will to survive. I feel in my mind I long for the day I will meet my soul family and just create. I know the supreme pleasure this gives me.
From my heart i really am grateful fro your being here and holding the light for us.
With lots of love and light to all,
Alexandra
Denise, I apologize that I’m being impatient posing this question; most likely, you will write a post about the 2012 Spring Equinox since you have a countdown on the main page. I’ve been feeling more excited about this equinox than nearly any event prior, but I am uncertain what to do or create with these energies. I’ve made a list of intentions for my personal growth and development, as well as intentions for certain ideas I’d like to see take root in the collective consciousness…but this feels a bit old-energy to me. I want to assist you Elders/Way Showers any way I can from my current level/”stair step,” but I am uncertain how best I may do so. I’ve had an idea brewing for months of something I’d like to manifest at a local level; it feels big to me, something I’m excited about but unsure if I can “pull off” by myself. Yet in the larger scheme of what you and others are doing, it’s quite small and insignificant. Should I attempt it or focus my energies elsewhere? Or perhaps I shouldn’t try to “do” anything at all?
I appreciate any guidance about how we may work with the 2012 Spring Equinox energies.
balsamicmoon – Beth,
I too feel the 2012 Spring Equinox will activate further fifth dimensional High Heart or “Unity Consciousness” energies and new realities at a scale (and speed) never before experienced on Earth and in much of humanity. I also feel the unfolding of each of the Solstices and Equinoxes in 2012 will be unusually potent and life/reality/consciousness-changing and because of this I’m keeping the WordPress Countdown Clock widget up this year to help remind people of these extra powerful transitions and to USE them.
I have to mention also that the winter quarter–from the 2011 Winter Solstice to the 2012 Spring Equinox–has to me been THE fastest winter ever! Learning to navigate the old “doing” of things that need one’s attention in the physical world, AND the just “being” that’s also needed has been extra strange (and difficult in many cases) to me this winter quarter. My sense is that with the activation of the 2012 Spring Equinox, “time” will go even more wonky and weird than it has been for everyone which is saying something! We’re all going to be learning and dealing with linear time and space disintegrating even faster and more so than ever before. Said another way…expect more weird anomalies and phenomena and what I call Spherical Consciousness (instead of linear consciousness and time awareness) throughout 2012 everyone.
I think your list of 2012 Spring Equinox Intentions is a great idea and isn’t “old-energy” like at all so please do it because that is a huge help to all of us Elder Starseeds/Lighterworkers plus humanity and reality in general. Like I’ve said before, we all know what we DON’T want in our new world, so Consciously Create and Co-Create right over those old negative things and systems. Realize too that your High Heart’s desire to help and assist is 5D “doing” that seems like “not doing” because you’re not doing anything physically, externally. ;) Creating is multidimensional so simply intending and embodying and feeling things is indeed “doing” in the higher dimensions and levels of being and consciousness.
I also sense it’s finally time for you young adult Indigos to begin creating some of the 5D things and systems etc. in our new Earth world. I know your Group has felt like you’ve been floating in a world of insanity with nothing of any real importance under your feet on Earth for most of your lives but your time has arrived finally, and because of this all sorts of 5D High Heart-based new programs, communities or Aquarian Age “groups” will really takeoff. So yes Beth–and all you other adult and young adult Indigos out there–expect to come into your own now in 2012 and beyond because it’s time for this too and I couldn’t be happier about it for multiple reasons. We Elders have our places and missions or jobs to fulfill in 2012, but so too do you Indigos, and god/dess knows we Elders are so ready for others to finally be able to fulfill what they came here to do too. All layers, levels, and Groups are profoundly important to the entire overall planetary and cosmic Group. ♥
Gratitude Hugs,
Denise
I surfed onto this link…
40-Days Collective Focus To Manifest New Earth – It’s Time to Shift The Collective Illusion
http://shiftfrequency.com/bill-ballard-feb-25-2012-2012-40-days-collective-focus-to-manifest-new-earth-its-time-to-shift-the-collective-illusion/#more-7145
Others are thinking along the same lines as you, Beth.
How did I miss reading your response? No matter, I’ve found it now that I’m ready–and, appropriately, closer to the Spring Equinox. Thanks, Nikkoale! I really needed to read this part in particular:
Many of my posts reflect my worry about details and my fear of “not doing things correctly,” and sometimes, I think hints of embarrassment creep through, either at the “silliness” of my dreams for humanity or of my seemingly inability to manifest these dreams. I can eliminate at least one of these fears now–the fear of impossibility. I’m going to keep dreaming with no rules. Thank you! <3
Beth
P.S. I believe it is very significant that the beginning of the 40-Day collective focus event corresponds roughly with the Summer Solstice. Barbara Hand Clow often describes how the Spring Equinox is the time to "seed" ideas and the Summer Solstice is the time to "birth these ideas into recognizable form, like a forming fetus." So it's very appropriate that we're discussing this event now, near the Spring Equinox. Like Denise says, these Solstices and Equinoxes will be unusually potent this year.
I’ve been reflecting quite a bit about the incoming spring equinox energies and how we may use them to create new systems. I feel something building inside of me, something that’s almost ready to spring free. I do not doubt that I and others in my group will do something with this energy because it’s too strong to remain unexpressed. However, I fear that we simply will create “better versions” of existing 3D systems rather than new 5D systems, and this fear is preventing me from doing much at all.
Alternatively, I have beautiful dreams about how things may be in 5D but I have NO IDEA how to go about manifesting them. For example, I have half-formed ideas about new models of relationships, about a different type of “marriage” that’s more of an agreement than a legal contract, an agreement that may be amended at any time with the consent of both parties. (This seems like it would be a disastrous idea in 3D with neither party making a “full commitment,” but somehow, I feel it would work in 5D–perhaps, even, that it MUST be this way. We cannot have people staying together “for the sake of the children” or due to financial interdependence in 5D.) I’m imagining new systems of education and new/quicker methods of learning. I’m imagining the beautiful scenario you described in another entry in which children are conceived with deliberate intention by both partners, and the potential parents communicate consciously and continuously with the potential child. Do I simply hold these visions in my mind during or after my daily meditation sessions? Do I sharpen them further, etch them in more specific detail? The Aries in me desperately wants to DO something, to make this reality NOW.
I have more mundane 3D goals as well, of course, projects I’d like to see come to fruition. Is it wrong of me to want to run a 5K or get the company I work for involved in a community service venture? Can I work actively in 3D and create 5D simultaneously, or must I withdraw from 3D? I had withdrawn for about two years, but now, I’m revved up and ready for engagement. I’m just a bit confused about what action it is best to complete at this time.
Beth
Beth,
Transitions my friend…transitions out of the ending old and into the beginning new. Just keep doing what you’ve been doing and feeling, sensing because it is very correct and appropriate.
Hugs,
Denise
Dearest Beth:
Your goals and the inspiration you feel have me in tears. How can I explain as an Elder Starseed how long I have hoped to learn of what you write. This may sound old womanish, but we Elder Starseeds are tired (and I may speak only for myself here and I am glad that I feel so safe at Transitions to be able to do so), but I have known for over a year that I am no longer able to create in 3D, the reason being that my offerings would be based in 3D and must be rejected, while yours will be in 5D and lead the way. Thank you, Beth and Denise, and All Here for allowing me to finally lay down the gauntlet. I continue to be upgraded by the Solar Flares, but I no longer feel the urgency that I once did to roar out of the gate. I am at peace and it is those like you, Beth and Alexandra, and the young adult Indigos who will take that peace and bring this amazing Planet to safe harbour, hands and hearts, thank you. Love, B.
Hi Barbara, are you in the UK by any chance? If you are, and you can get to Glastonbury on Sunday July 29, Dolores Cannon will be delivering one of her amazing talks at the town hall in the evening. There are many other wonderful speakers throughout the weekend and an outdoor meditation Sunday afternoon, but if you could just get to hear Dolores you would definitely be among like-minded people and I’m sure her talk would also give you great hope for the future. Her talk is just £10 too, which is incredible! I have friends going and would loved to have joined them from France, but I will be away on a trip South. Here’s link – I’m seeing you having an amazing trip – if you want to meet up with my friends I could try and find out where they will be staying :)
http://www.glastonburysymposium.co.uk/speakers.html
Hello Denise,
Ever since I read about heart orgasms on your blog, I was curious about what that might be like. Well, I think I experienced one tonight as I was meditating! It lasted about 30 minutes and felt like a fire in my heart chakra that continued to expand out beyond my chest. It seemed to have a green color associated with too. I guess what I want to know is what is happening to cause that feeling? Is it my heart chakra opening further? Is it source energy? I take it as a positive sign that I am continuing along the ascension path. Thanks for your insight.
Hugs,
Susan.
Susan,
The Heart chakra is green so well done you! :) Yes your Heart chakra is opening or activating and having much more energy running through it and this will increase and it’s a very positive sign.
The Heart chakra and the physical chest area can feel warm/hot, vibrating, greatly expanded, open, full and overflowing, irregular heartbeats and/or thumps or pounding while at rest etc. All of these ascension related Heart chakra symptoms are positive signs that much more energy is being housed in and through it and that your primary seat and focus is evolving from the gut or Solar Plexus (yellow colored), up into the Heart/High Heart.
Hugs,
Denise
Hi Denise,
Thank-you so much for your response to my question quite some time ago….just after your computer crashed. It was very helpful indeed and you were right….by the time I read your response I had put much of what I had experienced together on my own. I am getting more and more used to experiencing and living in 5D though have not had any more physical encounters with Starbeings/ET’s since then. I am finding that I am beginning to oscillate less and less between 3D and 5D….in many repsects right now I feel as though I am a bridge…here to help others cross over.
My question for you at this time is in regards to a psychiatric diagnosis of bi-polar disorder. In light of all you have discovered, read about and written about…specifically in terms of polarity integration…..I am wondering what your thoughts are on this and how these times and the current energy shifts taking place might affect such persons differently. I realize that this may be a difficult question….though I have direct experiences with someone who has been diagnosed and medicated…and frankly these experinces have been insightful, powerful, transformative and downright strange at times….some of my most dramatic multi-dimensional experiences to date in fact. I, of course realize that not all individuals with such diagnosis are experiencing the same thing or are on the same stair step….however, my particular take on this individual is that in a different time and place or culture for that matter…this one would likely have been initiated, trained, guided and supported into spiritual leadership. It is obvious and apparent to me that this individual is greatly affected by the dynamics of the current energy shifts in a positive way and I am wondering if you have any ideas on how to support such an individual. Many thanks, MJ
Hi, Denise – I just came across what might be a preview posting of Lisa Renee’s February newsletter: http://shiftfrequency.com/lisa-renee-self-definition/ which as always makes for interesting reading.
I wondered if you have an understanding of what she means when she talks about the 5D timeline as being obsolete? It’s something she’s mentioned in earlier posts but I couldn’t find any resultant discussion about it, so thought it was just something I didn’t understand and would find out more about if and when the time was right.
I’d just be interested if you had any thoughts and/or ‘plain English’ explanations around what she is saying?
With thanks,
Susie
Susie,
I found it in my email this morning. I’ll quote it here at TRANSITIONS soon and then reply to your question under the article itself so people don’t get confused or lost.
In a word…I’ve referred to this as the Expiration Date. I recently watched David Wilcock and Bill Wood (interviewed by Project Camelot) talking about what they called a “Wall of Light” or maybe it was a “Wall of white Light”, and also “timeline 1” and “timeline 2″.
I clairvoyantly saw this in 2011 (and still am seeing it) and briefly talked about it calling it a River of Light. Lisa Renee is referring to a timeline that’s become “obsolete” because it’s been overridden by higher dimensionals and us incarnate Starseeds. We’re all really talking about the same thing, the same ending of multiple timelines with the 2012 Winter Solstice. More info about this coming soon. :)
Hugs,
Denise
Hi Denise,
Have been a reader of your blog for a year now and it has helped me a lot. This year has already been a roller coaster in terms of rising emotions, increasing energies et al., but happy to say that in a positive way, and after every down i come out feeling more light inside me. I have couple of questions ( mostly thinking aloud). If you feel appropriate than any insight from you will greatly benefit me.
Psychic Self Defense: Could you please point me to any of our postings which can help me with this.
Complete detachment from anything 3D : Slowly and surely there has been a complete detachment from material things, relationships, even the creativity which was like a lifeline in these years of increasing isolation. This does not cause anxiety, however it does cause impatience at times to cross over, mostly because now I feel that I am being “useless” here with no purpose or mission besides transmuting the lower frequency thoughts/emotions). I understand by “BE ING” HERE we are accomplishing some part of mission but do you think that till ascension our only purpose would be to transmute 3D habits.
3.Expiration of ascension process: Is there one single time frame when all the starseeds/lightworkers et al on the path of ascension will actually ascend to higher dimensions or this will be an ongoing process for years to come. There might be that this ascension process is going on and some are continually ascending (the ones who reach the top of stair steps), but I (and this is my personal truth, not necessarily true for anybody else) cannot see myself in 2013. So I am a bit confused that do i have to plan my exit if the ascension process is kind of long drawn out one over the coming years.
Thank you for giving us this space where we can safely present our thoughts without judgement.
Love and light always,
Saakshi
Saakshi,
1) I don’t know as I have written so much about actual psychic self defense methods, but more about symptoms and signs of it. There are complex reasons why I’ve done this and the main reason was because I did NOT want people to get hung up on the tools of psychic protection but to better understand why we get attacked and so on.
An old favorite book about this is Psychic Self-Defense by Dion Fortune (1930). The language in it is old and a bit weird to get used to but the occult knowledge in it (and all of her old books) is invaluable. Another great and accurate source of knowledge about this topic comes from Lisa Renee. Here’s the link to her page about Psychic Self Defense.
http://www.energeticsynthesis.com/index.php?option=com_content&view=category&layout=blog&id=57&Itemid=91
2) Absolutely not! Many of us (Starseeds and Indigos) are continuously doing different energy blueprint embodying work. Remember that once the old lower stuff and blueprints/patterns etc. are transmuted, the NEW higher frequency blueprints/patterns etc. must come in and replace them. Those of us who do this embodying within physicality are doing that work too; providing new templates/blueprints/patterns for an ascending/evolving humanity.
I know how frustrating the waiting is with all this but try to find things that you enjoy doing or creating. The old ways and old things that used to be fun just aren’t satisfying (or tolerable in many cases!) anymore so we’re all having to tread water so to speak. Be easy on yourself with this and know that we all should be seeing and experiencing much more this year.
3) Number three could take books to answer because the question is that complex and the answers that numerous. I’m working on an article that talks a bit more about this, as best as I’m able to perceive the topic to date. I do know that just like there were Wave Groups –First Wave, Second Wave etc.– AND also Stair Steps within those different Wave groups and others, we’ll each experience exiting this process much like we experienced entering it. Small groups of us will reach the energetic frontiers first and we’ll be quickly followed by endless other small groups or clusters of people, and then other small groups and individuals after that. Stair Steps.
I also sense that the end of December 2012 and start of January 2013 is a very big deal in that Earth and humanity will come into contact with (enter) some not-yet-experienced energies –I’ve referred to this as a River of Light only because I don’t know what else to call it and it looks to me like a fast-flowing river of light energies! And, I sense that when this happens, much of humanity will be greatly affected by this very high frequency Light Energies in profoundly positive ways. Again, this too will be experienced to some degree much like the past different Wave Groups plus individuals embodying this Light Energy in slightly different ways and degrees. Those who are further along in this Ascension Process will be effected by entering this new energy in slightly different ways than people who are not as far along within their individual spiritual development and focus and numerous other things. This is very complex and NOT a flat, single, even or equal situation ONLY because all people are NOT currently existing at the same identical level of awareness and development.
But, everyone who ascends will be within the same 5D frequency range which means they all will be affected very positively by this…River of Light energy. Everyone’s in school, just not all in the same grade at the same time. This is important to remember because it’s always been like this anyway.
The other thing with this topic that makes it very difficult to talk about is the linear time and linear consciousness business. We are multidimensional beings who are currently evolving/ascending out of strict linear only awareness into growing quantum consciousness or the “Now Moment”. Because of this, it’s very difficult to talk about this in a linear sort of way when it’s really nonlinear and quantum.
I sense that the Expiration Date for this particular Ascension Process will end with the end of 2012. This means there will be two primary Earth timelines and Earth worlds; one matching frequency one for the non-ascending/evolving humans, and another higher frequency one for all the humans that are within frequency range to it and therefore can make the transition to the New Earth and timeline in a higher dimension.
There’s so much more to all this but, for know, I hope this helps answer your questions a bit.
Hugs,
Denise
Hi Denise,
Just recently, while I was out like a rock napping away for the umpteenth time during the day… I had an in-your-face dream moment.
Or was it a dream?
The dream was so real… that I was certain that I was either close on the surface in this 3D water/realm or… just merging out of the 4D realm. I was abruptly and rudely “awakened” by VERY loud shoutings and screamings from my parents… who every now and then would bout such horrible, loud and dramatic life-threatening screams at each other… especially nasty angry-screams from my tantrum-ridden dad threatening Mum’s life and so forth. It was SO loud that I physically got out of bed… quickly opened my bedroom door and entered the corridor to see who was screaming at who and why.
No one was there. No one was home.
This is about the third/fourth time that this happened to me during the end of 2011 and this January 2012. It may have happened to me in years past before… but this time it’s becoming more and more frequent… louder and louder… in-your-face and … real.
Is this the veil between 3D and 4D thinning thing? Or it something more… much, MUCH more?
Thanks for responding in advance dear Ascension Teacher,
Lou Ann
Lou Ann,
It’s hard to tell exactly what this may be at this point. I too have occasionally heard some of the strangest sounds/noises in the air/space above and around me. These sounds are nothing I’ve ever heard before and aren’t even physical sounds in my opinion even though they sound “physical”. Interdimensional and energy changes and shifts and sounds and who knows what all!
As far as your hearing voices while asleep and dreaming, it may be residual etheric sounds you’re hearing clairaudiently from past physical fights between your parents. Or, it could be past stuck emotional energies within you caused by your parents and/or their fighting or whatever else, that simply cannot remain in you or your body or etheric body any longer. I know I did tons of my personal inner transformational work while I was asleep in dreams because so much can be accomplished in the shortest time in our dreams and dream bodies.
People are becoming increasingly psychically aware and sensitive to their being multidimensional beings who can and do perceive different things, beings, energies, locations etc. from multiple dimensions and not ONLY this one. This means more and more people — especially in 2012 — will be experiencing much more psychical type things due to the dramatic increase in cosmic and solar energies altering, evolving/ascending all of our DNA, cells, pineal and pituitary glands and much more.
I’m proud of you for not being frightened by such a loud and shocking experience. Well done you. :)
Denise
Hi Denise, how do I know if I still in the ascension process or i’m one of those who has lost their path?
deepness,
I know a lot of people have this fear or concern, which honestly amazes me and here’s why.
For you or anyone else to “lose their path” they’d have to become heartless, totally selfish, completely irresponsible, and very, very Dark/negative etc. Most people are just confused…not Dark/negative.
If you have real, honest heart meaning compassion and caring and empathy for other people/animals/lifeforms, AND you have a real, honest desire to grow/evolve and are willing to let go of the old things, ways, and beliefs that were important to you (like our ego’s take on the tiny range of physical reality that it’s only capable of perceiving etc.), then you are most assuredly on the Ascension Path. ♥ :)
Stay in your heart as much as you can and be happy instead of in fear and you are embodying the Light which helps not only you but everyone else too.
Hugs,
Denise
Denise thank you so much i know it took me awhile but i do appreciate so much your help i have been having the worst months of my entire life not even when i had cancer i was like this but anyway i hope one day the light shows up in my path i’m doing everything right but seems like I’m doing everything wrong hahah anyway i trust that time and the universe will show me what do i have to learn from all this thank you and bright blessings
Dear Denise thanks for taking the time and trouble to reply to me. Sorry about the images/photos WordPress.Com sent me an automated reply. I accepted it thinking this is how I would get a response.
I regularly go into town and suffer no ill effects but sure enough the energies in the sales were beyond belief. I am over the worst now but lesson learned I will be more careful with protection and try to not stay too long in town. Maureen
Maureen,
I’m quoting your question here because I can’t publish any Comments that are connected to images or photos.
In many cases we’re needed to have more down time or quite, self-nurturing time because big energetic changes are happening inside our bodies/brains etc. If we try to override these times and stay as busy and hardworking as usual, we’re sometimes removed by our Higher Selves for different reasons…like resting, healing, going within, staying out of the lower world insanity and possible danger etc.
I think your answer is in your sentence:
You possibly stayed too long in a lower frequency location with like-frequency people (shoppers) and not enough energy protection around yourself so you got physically sick. I’ve done this same thing many times over the past nearly thirteen Ascension years. And even with energy protection around me before I walk out my door to do anything out there, I still can sometimes be very strongly affected by the lower frequency energies and consciousness out there. It sometimes takes me hours or days to recover from my having gone out to do the necessary shopping or whatever else. It’s vastly better now than it was five, ten, twelve years ago because SO much more Light is here now but, there is still a gap between me and the world out there. Won’t it be grand when this is no longer the case for all of us.
Rest and recuperate and always but always wrap yourself up in Light Energy before you leave your house/property.
Hugs,
Denise
Thanks Denise, I will check out your archives ! It must get so frustrating for you, people asking the same stuff you’ve covered over and over.. so thanks for your patience. I’m sure there are thousands more like me for whom a lot of this is fresh. And since the internet, so much information is flying in, one link leading to another so fast now – a month ago I’d never head of you or Dolores or Donna Eden (three amazing earth-angels!) I have never had any experience of a ‘supernatural’ nature, yet all my life I’ve felt on the outside.. as a child I only wanted to ‘watch’ and would sit in the window of my house looking out until I was pushed outside to play with the other kids. So much of what you are saying makes sense.. not wanting to mix, having very few friends, thinking of myself as an Earthling and my ‘age’ only being relative to having circumnavigated the Sun a certain number of times. I always felt there was ‘something else going on’ yet I have never experienced it. No childhood invisible friends or abilities to see energy; no pre-cognition or highly developed intuition. Nothing. All I’ve done is read about others’ and their experiences. Now I’m wondering if this was in my contract – to have no memory or support of any kind? Or, despite being born in the Baby Boomer period (1950), am I just a very old earth-bound soul working off generations of karma – in which case will I be left behind on the Old Earth when the New Earth transitions? Jeez! I hope not! My husband (of 42 years) thinks it’s all bunkum and says I’m just gullible. We are so totally opposite I believe we are together so we can keep each other in balance, but his joyless and negative energy is palpable and I’ve been so grateful to have learned ways of stopping him from draining me of my love for life and this beautiful planet. Okay, I’m going to order your book now!
A Happy, Healthful, Peaceful and Prosperous New Year, Denise & All who read here. ♥