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Denise Le Fay
August 23, 2010
HighHeartLife 
Kind Regards,
Hopefully Ascending,
Physically Exhausted,
Friend,
Anthony
I am listening to Dolores Cannon “Three Waves of Volunteers & The New Earth”
The points that are resonating with me include:
Many people are affecting others with energy just by walking through a shopping mall for one example. I have always believed in this type of transfer of energy as well as other types of energy transference for all that matters.
The need to forgive and let go (parents and myself) old karma to move on !!!
The need to let go of fear ( as fear is not only an illusion according to Delores; but also a form of control being used over us) Don’t buy into the fear !!
But Denise, being born in 1966 could I still qualify as a 2cnd wave volunteer ( Dolores says this age group is approx 20’s – 30’s ) but the rest of what she said about the second wave volunteers seems to fit ?
simplicity1111,
I swear I’m going to watch that video after I get these Comments published! I haven’t had the time yet to watch it and I want to even though I bought Dolores’ new book.
Also thanks for asking this question as it gives me the opportunity to share what I know about this. I just turned 60 (this Dec. 2011) and I’m a First Wave Starseed. The main difference between me and other Starseeds is that I’ve had more conscious awareness of my having come to Earth now from a higher dimension for specific reasons related to the current Ascension Process. I incarnated with more conscious memories and conscious connections with certain nonphysical Starbeings/ETs than the majority of other Starseeds is all.
My Mother who turned 82 this Dec. is a Second Wave Starseed. My son who is 39 now is also a Second Wave Starseed so you see that these age groups are not as strict as Dolores and certain other people have claimed. There are always exceptions with these multidimensional, pre-incarnational soul contracts with Starseeds and others who’ve never even been in a physical body before but volunteered to come now to help with Ascending/evolving Earth and humanity to the next level and much more.
Also many (but of course not all) of the Second Wave Starseeds are the ones who come in after the First Wave Starseeds have cleared enough of the negativity and crap away so the next wave of Light even had an open safe place to land on Earth! In super simplified terms, the First Wavers cleared an energetic path through the dark, dense, negativity enough so that the Second Wave group could come in and with the Light they have within themselves and embody it in a dark world that would fight against them and what they’re here to do which is BE the Light, EMBODY the Light, HOUSE the Light, and SPREAD the Light. Now the Second Wave group do not have to write books or lecture etc. to SPREAD the Light they carry; they do this naturally because they ARE the Light. ;) They do this as naturally as many of the First Wavers transmute negativity and integrate polarity! Each Starseed Wave group is coded or energetically wired or designed to do very specific energetic things once they arrive in this dimension. Their just being here physically in-body is them “doing” what they each are gifted at so it’s a very different level of “doing”.
Hugs,
Denise
Hi Denise, just re-reading some replies here, and got to your response to “Lou-Ann and All” Aug 2010 – where you were explaining how you were seeing two possible outcomes to the present ascension I’ll copy & paste part of it here:
I felt such a surge of excitement reading this, because I have just listened to Dolores Cannon who described how Mother Earth is completing her Ascension and that this will culminate in a new world literally forming from the old.. she described it as like seeing two cells separate and become different entities.. one Earth will take with her all the incarnated souls who are vibrating at the new level, and the old world will continue on it’s path with all of those souls still entrenched in the 3D world remaining to work through their karma in the ‘old’ way.. This made your personal vision of the two Primary Probable Realities make perfect sense – they will BOTH happen! Wow! If you get chance to listen to this interview with Dolores, here’s a link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kEtHT02limQ&feature=fvst I don’t like the presentation but if you can get past that.. I’d be really interested on your take.
Love, Light and an easy Flight ;)
Rozamundi,
I finally watched this You Tube video clip and thanks Rozamundi for sharing it. I agree, the music and special effects left a bit to be desired but whatever. I’m going to try to cover the main points I heard Dolores Cannon mention in this particular video.
1)I’ve written about what I’ve called The Separation of Worlds which talked about how the old Earth world is not ascending/evolving now, and, how there is a second Earth world being manifested out of the old one and it is the one that’s evolving or ascending. This and much more is what we Starseeds “Volunteered” for; to physically incarnate on Earth to help it and humanity evolve out of the old lower frequency and consciousness of duality, darkness, the bottom three chakras and their matching consciousness and linear time/space etc. This is literal and not symbolic. There is a higher frequency, fifth dimensional Earth world being manifested to house all of the humans who are currently ready and able to evolve/ascend. There has to be matching frequency worlds within like-frequency dimensions for BOTH the old and the new.
2)I’ve written old articles about my past-life memories in 12,600 B.C. Egypt with some Starbeings/ETs from 8D Orion, 6D Sirius, and 5D Pleiades and how I, and many others, were Starseeds in that time period in super-ancient Egypt. [See my articles under Reincarnation & Past Lives and/or Starbeings, ETs, Starseeds for this information.]
In one or more of these old articles, and in A Lightworker’s Mission , I talk about my past-life memory as a Starseed in that timeline in Egypt. I also talk about my memory of piloting a small two-seater UFO in this past life up and down the Nile as a young Starseed. This was common training for most of the young Starseeds and not just something I did. It was much like today’s Drivers Education in school for 15-year-old humans!
The big deal with this was that the way these UFOs were steered, driven, was by the mental focus of the person piloting it. That sounds cool and exciting but it was really difficult. One could not let their mind wander of you could fly the UFO into a cliff or the Nile! It was intense learning how to focus one’s mental attention to this degree and fly the UFO from point A to point B. We student drivers/flyers were instructed to always keep the Nile river in view and use it as our navigational tool when we’d fly from city-to-city delivering materials. So the student Starseeds learned how to focus their minds and intents well enough to fly solo missions in these smaller UFOs up and down the Nile, and later throughout Egypt and beyond. The older Starbeings and Starseed flew the much, much larger UFOs around Egypt and beyond and those larger craft would typically have a small group of pilots mentally flying and intending where they went. The thing Dolores Cannon mentioned about the “crystals” in these UFO craft is true too and they were like the navigational systems for them. All the information was already installed within the crystal or crystals in each UFO so all they required was living mental focus and intend to activate them to.
3) Prior to the start of my personal Ascension Process, I had nearly constant telepathic and clairvoyant communications with my small group of non-physical, other-dimensional Starbeings/ETs. (Remember that this was PRE the start of my Ascension Process; things work very differently since then.) The way that we would communicate was that I would increase my frequency rate as much as I was capable of at that time while these higher dimensional Starbeings would lower their frequency rate just enough for us to sort of met in the middle somewhere so we could both communicate and interact with each other.
With the start of my Ascension Process in Feb. 1999 this method with these Starbeings/ETs ended because, and this is important, it was time for me to evolve/ascend up to a much higher frequency range (5D) where we all can much more easily see, hear, feel and interact and communicate with each other. This is what’s coming for all of us eventually with via the Ascension Process.
Hope I remembered the most important stuff and if interested, go back through my old articles to read for yourself, or get A Lightworker’s Mission for more of the details, about all of this type of information from my past-life memories and my present life interactions with other dimensional Beings.
Denise
P.S.
Here’s a link to a 2010 interview I found of Dolores Cannon that you might also enjoy. http://deniselefay.wordpress.com/2010/10/13/aug-2010-dolores-cannon-interview/
Dear Denise,
I have tears in my eyes reading your answer. First I am sorry, I didn’t mean to send any negativity or unkindness to you. I am very embarrassed that I wrote it that way. I guess writing meaningfully is also becoming hard for me. I really apologize again and want to tell you that I highly respect your work and commitment to it. Doing this for so many years and also helping people transmute their negativity requires lot of energy for a single person, all the while going through ascension symptoms themselves. This is not by an means easy and I really commend you for that. The genuineness of your work is reflected in the kind of comments and people who follow you. I am just one of them, joining in this year and trying to understand this process. You are really an anchor for us new entrants. I really mean it when I say your blog is my lifeline and I really look forward to any posts from you. I guess joining in late have a lot to catch up, and with so many things available on the internet, your words resonate with me a lot. I guess I have become oversensitive being very new to this loneliness. Sorry didn’t mean to project it on you.
Thank you for your specific insight for my question. It really showed me the way. I need to work on my confidence and oversensitivity, besides transmuting the residual negativity. I guess the fact that I am aware of it will help me a lot. I think I am being too pedantic about it and need to ease a little bit. There are wonderful things happening also, and feeling of being a part of it all, that comes from inside is the most wonderful feeling. Its the purpose of my life I have been looking for all these years. I guess the fact though I had been experiencing it for last 12 years but only beacame aware of it after the most traumatic event in my life, made me loose my footing a bit. I need to regain it. I thank you for your help in it.
I think right now I am too embarrassed about this to speak to you again , though I will diligently follow your blog. Never meant to discomfort/offend you in any way. I know you would have forgiven me. I remain grateful for your love.
Regards
Rebecca
P.S. Denise, I just meant for this for only you to read it.
Rebecca,
We all bleed the same and we all learn the same. Your learning from all this was brilliant and THAT is all that matters to me for each of us and myself too. :)
Denise
Hi Denise,
I have a request. Its regarding the question I posted here. It was really an honest question and took me a lot to write just that . Maybe my questions are stupid/childish or not appropriate. If you find them in any way inappropriate, please let me know and I will learn. But to post my question and then not address it directly hurts me a lot (really lot!!). It might be because of my situation, but I am not going to be sorry for it. Sometimes when u loose the most dear thing in life, you feel a bit lonely and loneliness is worsened by the ascension symptoms. After losing a loved one, its so difficult to try to find your place in this world, and in my case I discovered that actually I have to be in another world. This is all a roller coaster for me, so many things cramped in a matter of eight months. As I walk this path alone, and learn along, I might commit some mistakes and I am ok with it. But I do highly respect you and value your opinions and insights. And to be rejected by the only people whom i relate with at this time is really going to hit hard.
So if you don’t like my comments or questions, it would be really helpful for me to let me know with just one line that its inappropriate and I will try to learn from it.
Thank you for your support and work,
Rebecca
Rebecca,
Firstly your question was not “stupid/childish”. No question is period. Secondly, I have a piece of paper beside my computer that’s only for Comments. I write people’s names on it who’ve specifically asked me a question and when I’ve answered them I scratch their name off that list. If I don’t do this, I can very easily get lost and/or overwhelmed with a cluster of new Comments and literally loose track of someones Comment question…which I’ve done many times in the past unfortunately. I’ve spent an hour searching through Comments looking from one particular one that I needed to reply to. This is why the paper with names on it beside my computer!
Yesterday I spent 9 hours answering emails, Comments, and trying to finish two different articles I’ve got in draft now which I’d like to publish soon. My point is that I’m swamped and usually exhausted and if I get behind in responding to Comment questions (for free) it’s because of all of these reasons and more that I won’t burden you with. Please also think for a moment of how much time and energy it takes me to write all I do here. I know very well how much effort and time it takes to write!
To your question:
I too, as have many have, lived like a prisoner in my house for many years because going out into the lower frequency world was excruciating. This is finally easing us in late 2010 and 2011 so it’s not as painful to leave my house to do the grocery shopping and whatever else each month. This is typical for people living the Ascension Process.
As far as your saying you’ve come too far on the Ascension Path to turn back now or to stop etc., you need to know that none of us can “go back” or stop this Process once we’ve started it! There’s only keep going for all of us.
And as far as you being concerned about doing something to “interfere with” your Ascension Process, that too would be very hard to do. I understand your question and concern but it’s nearly impossible for any of us to override the Source generated cosmic/galactic/solar Light Energies raining down on Earth and all life on it constantly. In other words, it’s VERY hard to impossible to mess up or interfere with this natural, Source generated evolutionary process. ;)
Oh we can do stupid things to make our Ascension Process longer, more painful and difficult. We can resist, fight or struggle against it which only postpones the inevitable evolutionary changes we all are living through now and tomorrow and next year and the year after that… But the bottom-line is that this thing is happening no matter what and it’s VASTLY easier to relax into it all and just go with the flow.
The other day I was in head to toe physical pain and my whole body is stiff and swollen due to the massive Light energies that have been further transmuting us. These particular phases often make my body feel swollen and tight from the inside pushing out and also energy pressures from the outside pushing in against my body from all directions. Painful to say the least! I was sitting in my big chair trying to relax and get the pain to ease up and after two hours, nothing. I finally remembered to just let go of my pain and my connections to it and my focus on it and my concerns about it blah, blah, blah. In that instant I just let go of it all and released and within seconds I felt much better physically. How many times I’ve forgotten this simple technique!
You need to realize that you are on this Path; you are deep within the Ascension Process now otherwise you wouldn’t have been emotionally hurt by my not responding to you sooner. I can’t even express to you (and everyone else) how intense and potent all of 2011 was for us and our Emotional Bodies and all of the emotional reactionary junk we’ve had to deal with in ourselves and each other this whole year! For me personally December 2011 has been a compressed version of the entire year with so much painful, hurtful, disrespectful, unaware type crap from so many people and MY having to work on MYSELF concerning it all. You’re reaction to my not getting back to you quickly enough is an example of what I’m talking about. We’ve all been so raw, so sensitive, so tired of the pain and people who don’t understand. It’s been very difficult.
To connect all this I would tell you that you are living the Ascension Process; you can’t mess it up but you/me/each of us can make it longer and harder and more painful than it already is by resisting it or being too mental/intellectual about the Process etc. When in doubt, go into your Heart and remember and FEEL something or someone or a pet etc. that is or was deeply wonderful, loving, pure, and made you FEEL just wonderful. It could be a sunset or a favorite pet or event or whatever. Just go into that emotion within yourself and bask there for as long as you need to to feel better and get some clarity again.
I’m sorry you too have felt wounded, disrespected, ignored or demeaned in any way. These feelings have been abundant all year and they’re only going to increase so WE ALL need to remember to be kind and respectful to each other much more than we’ve been.
♥ Hugs,
Denise
Denise said
” I’m not sure what you mean by “negative entities”. Some people use that term for dead humans that are really negative shits that enjoy tormenting the living in certain places. So we have dead humans who are negative jerks in the Astral, but we also have more evolved NON-human, NON-physical dark negative beings also. In a lot of cases these beings are behind both the alive and dead humans who do evil deeds to other humans. There’s so much to say about this topic alone but most people who know about these larger dark beings don’t talk much about them publicly for many reasons. ”
when I mention negative energies I am talking about both the non humans and the souls that have not moved on after death. the ones that just do not want to go into the light , that are just the negative jerks. I do not include the earth bound souls that are just confused or trapped. they need our help to move on and get out of that part of the astral.
I get so tired of the polarity of this world. of people not being responsible and taking responsibility. the better and the less and things like that. mankind can be so much more. the inequities get to me at times, not because I want or desire more but because it is how people are judged for being people. not on their inner self but only on what we can see and it irks me greatly. whenever I find myself getting pulled far too much into the wanting to combat it, I have to walk away and get in touch again with my higher self and calm down. there are times i always feel as if I am at war with this world and those things. and do not relish the coming political year. not at all.
my guides tell me that the political side will be what it is. that what is important is the inner and spiritual and the higher, for me to do what i can and then back away. but it is so hard at times. I just want the good, the light to come for all. not in the fluff bunny way, but in what is good and healthy for us all. without the polarity and the stigmas etc. there are days I am so tired of it all. I feel myself going into another hermit stage. withdrawing from the feelings and emotions of those who are so polarised. and yet, I am a people person. loved my retail and customer service for years. loved helping people. but there are times that the energies of others just wear me out. 2004-2007 I was a hermit. and now it is happening again. safer to stay inside. less exhaustive to stay inside. working with animals and my stones and the spiritual side. not afraid to go out, but just do not have the energy to mess with the polarised energies. but then I feel selfish that I am withdrawing and not doing what I can. sigh
Mary Lou
Yes it does Denise, both of your comments help me alot. funny that you say that the 6D sirians are geometric. one of the things that have made me think is that I have always thought in terms of geometry. I have never made simple squares of triangles when I am doodling, even in gradeschool, but always everything in dimensional terms. most of the time when I am doodling for years now it is triangles. I can remember in 3rd grade being asked by a nun why I was doing triangles. I did not even know what that way. but it is what I have always done if not doing something deliberately.
I have read that the color of blues are frequently pertaining to them also and that color has always been a call to me. almost to the extent of ignoring others if I do not control it. and I am really a fire element and should be drawn to reds but then discovered that it is the deep blue of a flame that draws me.
that is why I asked about the sirians. when I have read about the pleiadians and sirians and the others, I seem more drawn to them. so thank you so much for that information.
and your encouragement. I know that there is more, has always been more. mankind is worth so much more than what we do. we can be so much more. the negativity and the violence really gets to me at times now. and the meanness of so many of the tv shows. what people call the reality shows I hope are not. I do not see the draw of all of that drama.
take care and rest Denise.
Mary Lou
Hi Denise. We know memory isn’t operating the way it used to. Short term memory has been sketchy for a while. But now it’s like sometimes I recall things that didn’t “happen” (but they did!) and sometimes I don’t recall things that did “happen” cause it seems to me they did not! Will memory eventually be more reliable again? Or is it becoming something different that will take a big adjustment to get used to? (Please forgive if you’ve already answered this question.)
septembo,
Long time no see septembo! Nice to see you here again. :)
Yeah…this did I do it or did I just think about doing it? business has been expanding over the ascension years. This symptom and many others like it have to do with our evolving/ascending beyond 3D linear time/space consciousness. It simply goes with the higher territory we’ve been slowly evolving/ascending into. Between this and the “brain fog” ascension symptom it’s a minor miracle I’ve been able to think/type/write anything over the past five years! Some of my articles certainly show when I’m struggling to externalize inner awareness through the keyboard! :roll:
The other thing with this and many other old familiar 3D situations is that we’ve already moved a great distance out of polarized (duality) consciousness and it’s matching 3D linear time/space consciousness. Where we’re still moving towards — and this will take another huge leap forward this time next year — High Heart (unity) spherical consciousness and it’s matching 5D NOW MOMENT or NON-LINEAR time/space consciousness from our High Hearts and not our old lower frequency and highly limited egoic left brain. HUGE transition this and we’re all slowly adapting and adjusting to these internal/external changes…and they’ll only evolve and expand as we do.
Hugs,
Denise
okay, having read thru all of this, I am now confused, I think. I may understand but I want to be sure.
Denise, can you explain to me what you mean by the dark entities? I do believe in them and have felt and come acrossed them myself and have walked away. but I do not believe in demons. a demon I have felt is a scapegoat for many people.
I have learned over the past 2 years how the negative dark energies feel when I come up against them. even when they appear as people that you would not suspect. but I am confused.
Am I going wrong when I feel that each of us have some dark inside of us that we have to keep tempered by the amount of light that we also have? that we have to accept that part of us as us and work to make it not be the controlling factor in our lives? let me explain if I can. there are negative and positive poles with a balanced place in the middle. to be all the way to one end or the other, could unbalance our perspective? but more toward the light is always better than the dark. an example is caution. in the positive pole, it means that I use discernment and care when I need to make decisions or face something new. too much and I could get frozen in fear. too little and I can become naive and be a victim. so I try to stay in the positive pole with a touch of the skepticism. is that what I should be doing?
just trying to figure things out.
Mary Lou
Mary Lou,
Yes in a polarized world and consciousness we’ve all had dark and light within us. But, with the Ascension Process one must not ignore, not suppress, not turn away from the dark within themselves but transmute it by facing it, dealing and healing it and then releasing it. What really happens during this Alchemical Ascension Polarity Integration process is that one processes the dark/negativity which transmutes it back into Light or neutral Source/All That Is/God NON-polarized energy. So this is about energetically transmuting the negative or darkness within oneself and absorbing it as neutral Light energy. It’s about evolving this polarity, not endlessly trying to balance the dark with enough light. It’s about total transformation of that dark BACK into original Light energy. Above polarity is this level where polarities must be integrated and transmuted into neutral Unity instead of endless back and forth between polarized sides of dark/light.
I’m not and never have been a christian or any other religion. I too don’t like the term “demon” only because of the piles of religious BS and distortions deliberately done to it to more easily control and direct the masses. Having said all that, I’ve seen and dealt with too many demons myself, I know they exist in the Astral. I call them demons because they are NON-human beings that have never been physical and they are monstrous looking and very negative. I’m not sure what you mean by “negative entities”. Some people use that term for dead humans that are really negative shits that enjoy tormenting the living in certain places. So we have dead humans who are negative jerks in the Astral, but we also have more evolved NON-human, NON-physical dark negative beings also. In a lot of cases these beings are behind both the alive and dead humans who do evil deeds to other humans. There’s so much to say about this topic alone but most people who know about these larger dark beings don’t talk much about them publicly for many reasons.
I’ve been writing all day and am really fatigued and probably getting sloppy so I’m going to call it a day. I hope this helps.
Denise
I guess my question is, would we know if we were being taken off course? I like Rebecca also worry about this, but for me it is because, though I have never been closed to ideas and beliefs like this, it is like I just started waking up in 2006.
I have been really working on the duality since that time when I started reading books by Valente that talked how ego and duablity can cause many problems.
the past two years it has seemed easier to decipher what the duality is and to simply work on walking away from it. I have somehow avoided being a fluff bunny in the new age world. somehow able to decipher what is beneficial and true and what is just fluff. though I know I have alot of work to do.
yes, I have been experiencing the ancension affects for some time now (I realised this earlier this month due to your articles) and so there are answers that I was searching for both my husband and myself, but is this the only way we can tell? the psychic effects have grown much the past 2 years and even more so this past couple of months.
do the sirians work into this in any way? just so many questions.
Mary Lou
Mary Lou,
Yes the 6D Sirians work with many of the Sirian Starseeds plus other Starseeds who have some type of connection with Sirius/6D. They enjoy being a bit more technical and geometric and are what I call the Sacred Architects.
I know a lot of people fear and/or worry about not being enough, not doing enough, not knowing enough, not reaching high enough etc. to make this current Ascension Process. Those very people who think this way show their real High Heart desire to evolve/ascend and that alone will take people far, very far. If one’s heart is open and honest about wanting to be more than what the old lower world has been, then that is what pulls them into the higher frequency energies. This is not saying there isn’t plenty of personal Inner Work to be done because there is, but, there MUST be an honest (not greedy, not monetary, not egoic etc.) desire to raise oneself up and out of the negativity and insanity of the old lower world and its beliefs. This you’re doing and much more. :)
Once one makes this commitment to Source and Greater Higher Self, then all of heaven tries to make itself available to the person in order to help them evolve! This along with your current guides and Ascension Assistants and Higher Self will be much more consciously in your life, consciousness and reality too. And each of us were coded pre-incarnationally to be activated or triggered when it was the best for each of us within the Ascension Process. (This next bit is very important so everyone that this may apply to please take note.)
There HAD to be a group or a couple of groups that began this Ascension Process first and second so that we could literally create an energetic Path for the others that would be triggered after us. So it’s taken us longer and the work was more difficult and at times even dangerous but this was our job, our mission and we were built for it. Once we’d cleared a Path of Light for more Light to come into the total darkness that had been on Earth, it’s gotten a bit easier and faster for everyone coming up those Energy Stair Steps behind us. So, what took us over a decade to accomplish does NOT mean it will take you or anyone else that long to do your Inner transformational Work. In fact it means it can happen much faster and more easily for you so don’t think of this Process in those old linear ways okay?
The psychic abilities I was born with have evolved into something very new and improved. We used to call these abilities ESP – Extra Sensory Perception. I’ve heard some using the term HSP – Higher Sensory Perception which is an accurate term for our evolving abilities. We’re beginning to perceive much higher dimensional energies, beings, locations etc. What use to be “psychic” impressions is evolving into higher knowning which is much less dramatic and emotional than being 3D psychic.
Keep reading and know that you’re unfolding at light speed! :)
Hugs,
Denise
Hi Denise,
As always I always find your responses/articles very insightful. I have a question regarding the ascension symptoms. During the December, I didn’t have these intense physical symptoms( especially in the third eye area). I sometimes get concerned that I did something to interfere with my ascension, and my path is blocked. Do you find this thinking childish? I have come too far on this path that not going all the way is not an option. I am practically living in a world of my own inside the house and really only step out for groceries/chores. And I was a computer professional with a previously very active social life. So I have come a long way from that life to this life and thats why I want to do everything to be on this path. (If it were i would do anything to accelerate this process, but seeing this is not possible, I will at least do anything so as not to decelerate this process.) Your insight on this would greatly benefit me.
Love and Light,
Rebecca
Hi Denise, I wondered if you had seen the article by Jim Self “What Do You Mean the 3rd Dimension Is Going Away?” (http://www.in5d.com/what-do-you-mean-the-3rd-dimension-is-going-away.html). I’d be interested in your comments on this.
Kindly,
Susan.
Susan,
Sorry it’s taken me some time to respond. Damn holidays…
I so enjoy these types of wonderfully weird (not really weird at all!) 5D “coincidences” which aren’t coincidences at all.
Normally I don’t and haven’t read much of Jim Self’s material. The couple things I have read simply weren’t for me at that moment in time, so I’m not saying his material/knowledge isn’t good or correct because it is in my opinion. But — and here’s comes that 5D business — earlier this month (Dec. 2011) I was led by my Higher Self to some place where this particular article by Jim Self was and read it and even printed it out because I thought it was that good. I’d written something similar about our Ascension journey from 3D through 4D Astral to vibrationally reach 5D.
3D as we’ve known it is “going away” because we’re evolving beyond it into a fifth dimensional Earth world/reality/consciousness etc. I’ve talked briefly about “The Separation of Worlds” which was a term to describe that the old 3D Earth world we all incarnated into has expired (the end of the Mayan calendar/Evolutionary Cycle on Oct. 28, 2011). Those who still desire or need to learn/live/create within duality in physicality will have another 3D Earth-like world in which to continue learning until they’re ready to evolve/ascend out of polarity and into unity consciousness.
For those of us who’ve been doing the inner transformational and polarity resolution work — dealing with and transmuting and integrating whatever we’ve each needed to within the 4D Astral and our Emotional Bodies — have, are, will realize we’ve evolved/ascended into a very new 5D Earth, world, reality and consciousness. This fact will be much more obvious to far more people throughout 2012 as the old lower patriarchal systems and consciousness disintegrates at record speed and is replaced with only people who carry Light.
I can hardly tell if I’m saying what I want to the way I intend because the freaking pain in my head/brain is so severe today! Minus five days in the month of December 2011, this head/brain pain and pressure has been constant. This is one of a few reasons why I’m not writing as many article as I used to; 2011 has been a major year of transformations and positive changes internally and externally, personally and for humanity.
All in all it’s a great and accurate article in my opinion. :)
Hugs,
Denise
Denise, I considered e-mailing you privately about this matter, but I thought I’d post my question here so others may benefit from your answer. My maternal grandfather is sick and, in all likelihood, he will die before the end of the year. I wish to pray for him or offer him some other type of unseen assistance since I cannot visit him physically; however, I am inexperienced in these matters and I fear giving away too much of my energy. My paternal uncle and paternal grandfather also died this year, and I suspect I “interfered” with my uncle’s death, perhaps to both of our detriments. (When my family received the phone call that he had stopped breathing, I attempted to project myself there, to embrace him energetically. I didn’t succeed, in the sense that I witnessed his last moments, but I imagined that I had brought part of him into myself. I realize now that this was a bad idea, however well-intentioned.) How may I assist my grandfather without “going too far” again?
balsamicmoon,
I’m proud of you for sensing that you maybe went too far in trying to “help” or “embrace” or “do something” energetically with your dying uncle. You did no damage whatsoever so you may NOT beat yourself up over this. ;)
What I would suggest is that you simply feel the Love (and respect, joy, gratitude or whatever you’ve felt for your maternal grandfather) and sit with that feeling and awareness of that feeling in your High Heart upper chest area and let it radiate out in all directions like rays of sunlight; like rays of Heartlight. ♥ You don’t need to do anything else…just sit in this feeling and hold it for as long as you can and know that time/space/distance is meaningless and that he will feel and be positively affected by your Love.
Hugs to you in what you’re going through with all these family members exiting,
Denise
hi denise
i wanted to ask you since saturday morning the day of the eclipse i woke up very ill vomiting and with a tremendous diarrhea i couldn’t sleep on friday i woke up at saturday 7 am feeling very weird went back to sleep and when i woke up i start vomiting and now is sunday and still with this huge diarrhea i was wondering if this is somehow part of a change or something that im cleaning from the eclipse i just got intoxicated with something?
Denise, thanks for your excellent response to Bertha’s post about her brother. For many years I dealt with a similar situation with my father, who is an expert energetic vampire. For years he drained my energy, and nothing I tried stopped that. Shortly before I started my Ascension Process I decided to be estranged from him, and stayed estranged for 13 years. During that time I occasionally had contact with him while I was calling my mother to talk to her, etc. I found that for many years he kept trying various ways of draining my energy, and I would then break off contact with him for a year or two when he started to do so.
I decided to reconnect with him about four years ago, and our relationship has been okay since then. He did try to drain my energy a little over a year ago when I was planning a trip home to visit him and my mother. I wrote him a letter telling him I was upset about what he had said about my health choices, and that I was going to cancel my trip to visit them as a result. He IMMEDIATELY mailed me a letter acknowledging that I was upset, and acknowledged that what I had shared in my letter was “…working for you.” He then asked me to reconsider coming back to visit them despite my upset. A day or two letter I received another letter from him imploring me to visit them during my trip. My father has NEVER ONCE acknowledged (let alone responded to) my upsets with him during the previous 34 years that I had been having these conflicts with him!!!!!!!
Bertha, my point in telling you this story is to acknowledge that Denise’s advice is right on. I know how hard it can be to separate in this way from family members, but it’s something you have to do for yourself. Good luck to you. :-D
Tom
Thank you for sharing your story Tom! I am preparing psychologically to detach from my brother in a more final way, I´ve been doing a lot of inner work to protect myself and not get hooked with his brilliant manipulations, I do well as long as I don´t feel pity for him, get angry, get too close or too cold or too loving or too “something”… I just need to be on guard every day to set my boundires and stay perfectly centered, like a guru… still far from that I´d better find another solution, sooo I am also starting to look for halfway houses, homes, clinics or a suitable place for him as Denise recommended. However, I know that the psychic attacks operate even when he is in the clinic, I get weakened even on the phone when he demands, or pleads or cries to see me because “I am the only person he has in the world”. and the guilt or the anger are triggered. I have always been the “good” one in the family and that´s why I inherited the responsibily to be his guardian… Now I am working on being the “bad” one just while I manage to dissolve the polarity and come to a more peaceful space… and to be honest it feels so liberating to send the message to the universe that I AM FIRST; and don´t give a shit about what others belive I should be doing!
Thank you Tom and Denise for providing this space for sharing!!!
Hi Denise,
I’ve been meaning to ask you about the Four Living Creatures, ever since Lisa Renee’s November article. But after all these recent transitions… finally I’ve recovered (temporarily I guess) and Rozamundi beat me to it (which I thank wholeheartedly).
Now I would like to ask further about these Fixed signs or the Four Living Creatures… because they have been teasing me quietly. I’m aching to know more about them. Lately I’ve been re-reading “the Pleiadian Agenda” with more experienced eyes. Almost every page makes more and more sense … all thanks to what we are going through right now. But so far it’s been more like a tease than getting that “Aha moment” I’ve been trying to attain. On its front cover is the “Fixed” signs… with Leo and Aquarius opposite each other as the Photon Band crosses through their path, and Taurus and Scorpio on opposite ends like West and East respectively.
I’m not sure if you have the book in your possession but here is what the book looks like:
So far… I read hints of the potent powers of these signs and the lessons and energies that they taught and still teach throughout each Age. From what I gathered thus far… Taurus and Scorpio are thousands of years long gone… but they seem to be influencing us still. I remember you made mentioned in either your earlier articles or in Comments… about we’ve only experienced the low-conscious levels of Taurus and Scorpio: the overly indulgence of material pleasures… or something along that line.
I also took note what you told me last year about my throat: it’s sign is the Taurus while my natal sign is the Scorpio. Last year the throat was itching and thought about us some day using it for 5th dimensional skills. Now this year… during battling nights of insomnia (or brief night-rests) … my throat/oesophagus would feel closed off and had the urge to breathe deeply through such moments. I wonder more about the “Four Living Creatures” that might also be dealing with our chakras in body: throat chakra is the Taurus… the sexual chakra is the Scorpio (?)… the Leo is the Heart chakra (I’m guessing)… and Aquarius is… I’m guessing again… the third eye or the crown chakra…???
Learning away and I’m itching to learn more about them. There’s something here and it’s all linked somehow.
Lou Ann
Lou Ann,
This is one of those very large and complex topics. Said very simply, I sense that these “Four Living Creatures” or four Fixed zodiacal signs (Taurus the Bull, Leo the Lion, Scorpio the Scorpion/Eagle/Phoenix, and Aquarius the Human) are coming up now is due to our recent completion and exit from the previous Evolutionary Cycle (mapped out by the Mayan calendar). Because we’re in this current transition period in between the old and very different new Evolutionary Cycle, I think these much higher dimensional forces/Beings are in our awareness now because maybe they’re needed to “Fix”, anchor or hold in place the New Cycle.
I love the cover of Barbara Hand Clow’s The Pleiadian Agenda. :)
Denise
Denise, I just read your articles for the first time and noticed this:
Extract: “I’ve waited and hoped someone would go into the deeper levels of knowing about the four Fixed signs of the zodiac—Taurus the Bull or Ox, Leo the Lion, Scorpio the Eagle, and Aquarius the Man or Human—the four faces of God or the “Four Living Creatures” as Lisa called them.”
Funny, because yesterday I read the description in Ezekiel (1:4 onwards) of the ‘visitation’ he had from a godlike creature with four faces, a human, a lion, a bull and an eagle. So I wondered if the description of the four Fixed Signs is from the same source? I’d be interested to discover more about the “four living creatures”. Many thanks – I’ll carry on reading the archives – really interesting stuff!
Rozamundi,
I believe they are one and the same energies and symbols of those energies. :)
In astrology these four signs are the “Fixed” signs which means they hold things and reality in place. Taurus is mid Spring, Leo is mid Summer, Scorpio is mid Fall, and Aquarius is mid Winter.
Denise
Wowww
This is heavy Denise! I´ll need to process all this and at the same time will double my protection strategies… and will start searching for a different arrangement for my brother, home or institution… and here I was feeling like “Mother Theresa” for being so “good” to my brother… thanks for being so bold, thanks for daring to say something sooo painful, gracias!!!!!
Betty,
I’m glad I didn’t offend you with my very unchristian-like suggestions. In so many cases the real tests for all concerned are VERY different from what society and/or certain religions would tell us we should do.
The very best to you and yours with this difficult situation.
Denise
Denise, I´m not sure if I clicked my response correctly, and was sent to you or not… for now I´ll just say… thank you so much for taking the time to write about my situation!! Blessings!!
Thank you so much Jen…Morgean? for your insights and links, I´ll check them out. My brother has never been interested in anything except music, that´s the only language he speaks, a piano genius, but it might be the time to try something else like Reiki! I live in Mexico, but I´ll look into that. Thank you Dedtra for your comments, wow! What a coincidence being “forced” in a situation like this. I´ve asked that same question so many times. Is there a higher purpose dealing with mentally ill family members? Sometimes I feel that he comes from a higher dimension because he “reflects” a lot of things from our sick society and amplifies them in ridiculous ways, to confront me and others, he breaks all our intentions to be “proper”, “perfect” and hypocritical… he has some twisted wisdom, but wisdom it is. He has been a great master for me to work on acceptance and unconditional love since he has always ben so “unlovable” and rejected by my own family and society en general. Thanks so much for your comments to both of you. It feels great to be part of a community like this! Hang in there Dedtra!! I send yout lots of love and light for you and your son!
Jen – great question….
Betty – I’m sure Denise will have some awesome suggestions for you – I am offering what I know through my work in the mental health field. Personally, I have a difficult time with the amount of medication that is handed out – but unfortunately often it is a necessary evil – or the right combination hasn’t been found. I have some energy type healing recommendations for you. Many psychiatrists will tell you these do not work, but there are some out there that know they do! and I know from experience these things help. Anyway, my recommendations will not do any harm and should do a bit of good ;-) Kundalini Yoga is awesome for balancing body/mind/spirit and also there are a lot of kundalini breathing techniques that help to calm one down and help w/OCD, etc. (It will help you too!) I can point you toward some good video’s, articles, etc, if you are interested. I know from experience that these help – most of my patients have used the breathing techniques and love them. Only a few try kundalini – but those that are so inclined seem to love it. Also, Body Talk is an incredible modality that helps get to the root of some problems. It may take many sessions, but I think it is an incredible form of energy healing. I am studying to test for certification, but am not yet certified – it will be probably 6 months or more for me! However, you can check out their website at http://www.bodytalksystem.com. They are upgrading the website right now… so it may be difficult to access until it is up – I just checked it and it is not working. Also, Reiki is is a great healing modality – I am a Reiki master and would be happy to be of help. If you want to find someone local – check out http://www.reiki.org for a recommendation. Anyway, these are suggestions and they should, at a minimum, decrease symptoms for your brother (meaning more happiness and health for all of you!).
Denise – hope this is OK – if not just don’t post it ;-) Debra
Hi Denise:
I read your book with profound gratitude to you for opening your life and experience to us!
I have a complicated question. My brother, 58 years old, has lived most of his adult life in psiquiatric hospitals and clinics. I am his guardian, legally and spiritually and the olny person in the world for him since my parents died. Four months ago, for sincronistic and strange reasons he moved in with me and my husband into our home, and had to finally face one of my deepest fears. He has serious diagnostics: schizophrenia, bipolar disorder and compulsive-obsesive behavior. He can be a tyrant, manipulative and also a victim, vampire, and more. He can also be charming and sweet too when he wants something. However, since he moved in with us he seems calmed and happy to be away from “crazies”, sometimes even a joy to be with. I´ve always been close to him and have a strange bond, I imagine some of it is karmic. Some days I´m fine with this mission and others I feel I want to scream and run away dealing with his obsessions and constant needs.Then I realize that there´s a deeper reason for him to be here, since he was not welcome anymore to stay in any of the clinics where I had placed him in the past. My home seemed to be the only option but I was terrified.
I´be been doing a lot of “polarity resolution/dissolution” work, have had a horrible virus plus severe hot flases and more exhaustion since he is here, he looks better than me, full of energy, he takes tons of medication but he seems ok, while my husband and I are in the midst of the worst ascension symptoms. You said we will be able to move to our light missions as soon as we finished with the polarity integration work… do you think my brother is part of this work?
He seems to take too much energy, from me, my husband (he did the same with my mother when she was alive and nobody could ever deal with him) Now it seems at some level it is something I have to do…. but often I feel I need to escape. Is this really what is being asked of me? Am I capable of doing this transmuting work without losing my mind and my energy? People who know him think I´m crazy to have him in my home, others cannot believe the change in him. Any thoughts? I would love to hear from you on this heavy subject, thanks!!!
With gratitude, Bertha
I forgot to say that I am 56 years old, the middle child, the “responsible” one, and the “priviledged” daughter who inherited some extra money and… my special brother… and some special sensitive gifts as well to deal with the package!
Hello Denise, hope your well today! I just got back from a short outing contemplating my fate when Bertha question popped into my email which is an almost exact situation im dealing with except im being dismantled (again) and had to move in with my schizophrenic son! so im sitting here thanking my guides for this post today because I was to chicken shit to ask a very similar question is there a higher purpose in dealing with the mentally ill or depressed,and non functioning family members? and Bertha hang in there I know exactly what your going through and thanks for asking for clarity from Denise, synchronicity huh!
Betty,
I’m going to quote your sentences that are to me red-flag warning signs that the negativity is alive and well and hard at work and on you, and probably your husband too.
This sounds to me like classic vampire-ism, classic parasite-ism. The person who’s the energetic parasite/vampire grows stronger, healthier, happier, bolder, more arrogant and more full of life while the person and/or people he/she is feeding from energetically grows more weak, confused, depressed, uncertain, vulnerable and sick. This can be taken to the point of causing physical death if allowed to go that far; I’ve seen this myself and know it’s true.
The topic of the “mentally ill” is a complex one all on its own. Because I’ve always been psychic, I’ve seen and perceived certain things most other people aren’t aware of and it’s this platform of lifelong learning that I’m speaking from. From the many encounters I’ve personally had with different “mentally and emotionally ill” people over the decades, I’ve NEVER encountered one person who didn’t also have some level of negative or Dark Ones controlling, manipulating or possessing them. Ever, period. I don’t believe in “mental and emotional illness” in the ways the professional medical community does and neither would they if they were psychic!
What I’m saying is that, in other dimensions and other bodies (the Emotional and Mental Bodies primarily) these non-physical, non-human negative Beings have accessed people’s etheric bodies and are using, vampirizing, paracitizing the human to feed off them and manipulate them to do, say and perceive certain things etc. This is how the so-called “mentally ill” person can so easily reek havoc on other family members and loved ones; they’re possessed from the 4D astral etheric level and are being vampirized/paracitized themselves, and to keep going they are being directed by the negative entity/entities to in turn feed off of other humans. It’s a vicious cycle and a no win for the humans involved unless they discover how to protect themselves, remove the etheric feedlines, and prevent this multidimensional attack from reconnecting again and again. It’s not easy but can be done.
I’ve you’re 56 and your “mentally ill” brother is 58, then my guess is that you’ve already dealt with the majority of whatever karma and personal learning you had with him in this life. I do not and cannot believe that at this point you’re supposed to allow your brother to energetically feed off of you and/or your husband for ANY reason whatsoever. The fact that you’re already consciously aware that he’s doing this to you is wonderful and makes this task much easier.
Because you’ve read A Lightworker’s Mission, you know a bit about my dealings with certain loved ones in this life who were drug addicts and had become “mentally and emotionally ill” because of their drug use and how it opened them to the Dark Ones to be used and manipulated. I’ve clairvoyantly seen these negative Beings and once they’d fed as much as they could off of my loved ones, they turned their focus on me because I had plenty of Light that they wanted to feed off of despite the fact they hate and disrespect the Light. They’re hungry nonetheless and they will try to feed where the Light is brightest.
I would suggest that you try to find some other place to house your brother than your home. He is NOT your total responsibility; you are. Try to find some place, some organization that will house him etc. While you’re working on finding out more about doing this, I’m going to give you some etheric, energy homework to do at the same time. Now even though you’ll NOT mention a word of ANY of your plans to your brother, the negative Beings that control and use him will know because you and I are having this conversation now about it. This is how this level of stuff is and so you’ve got to cover your multidimensional ass as best as you can. Know that I will too because I’m giving this information to you.
Have you seen Lisa Renee’s YouTube 12 D video? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XhuLXYLhz-c&feature=youtube_gdata It’s a great visual to help envision building and keeping a Light field or tube around you all the time which will protect you from these negative Beings/Dark Ones from getting at you energetically. Watch it a few times and get the method down to where you can envision it in a matter of seconds and SEE and FEEL that pale platinum colored tube of impenetrable Light around your body. Get really good and fast at envisioning it so you can pop it up in a split-second when needed.
The other thing I’d suggest you do is make the statement to the Universe that you will NOT allow your brother to feed off of you for any reason whatsoever. Period. In other words, make it well-known to all Beings positive and negative that you are taking a conscious stand and will not allow this vampirism/paracitism to continue. You are trying to Ascend/Evolve…not feed the negative Dark Ones through ANY human…not even one you love and is a family member! You’ve got to be strong and mean this because the Dark Ones will fight you over it and try to make you feel guilty for not opening a vein to feed your brother/them. Do not buy into those lies.
So you should
1) find some professional organization that deals with the “mentally ill” to house and care take your brother asap.
2) while doing this be daily and nightly building your ability to protect yourself and your possessions and house/car/pets etc. energetically using either Lisa Renee’s 12 D video or some other method that your prefer.
3) make it known to the Universe what you will and will not allow to happen to you in connection to your brother due to his “mental illness” aka negative possession etc.
4) let your husband know what you’re doing, planning and why and teach him how to protect himself too because they’ll go after him if they can’t get at you…or your child or pet etc.
5) lay down the law, your law with your brother about what he can and cannot do while he’s in YOUR house. Let him know your rules and let him know that if he breaks any of your rules you’ll evict him from your house. Be resolute about this and don’t let him manipulate you at all.
6) be prepared to have him gone from your house and life and NOT feel bad or guilt about it.
I know how hard all of this is but you cannot expect to ascend/evolve while under psychic attacks from negative Beings who’ve possessed your brother for what sounds like the majority of his adult life. It won’t work and believe it or not, your brother may be the one thing that forces you to fight for your own ascension/evolution now. The monsters are often exactly the impetus we need to get us to finish what we came here now to do. ;) Use the monsters for good and don’t let them use you for negative reasons. Be strong, be wise, and be who you really are. ♥
Hugs,
Densie
Thanks Denise – I will hold that it is a good thing – at least I’m moving along w my ascension process!
Hey Denise! You wrote:
Geez- this has been happening to me also and I haven’t thought to mention it – it’s almost as if I just accept these things as normal. On some level I know it’s “normal” but I have been getting soooo cold at times and I check my thermostat only to find it’s warm in the house. Just so happened I was reading your and Jen’s post while I was freezing cold. And I alternate bt this and getting really hot.
I was so cold today that I had to take a hot bath to begin to warm up. Can you explain what is happening or do we just chalk this up to more Ascension fun? Thanks for any insight. Debra
Debra,
These sudden inner cold and/or hot phases are indeed Ascension symptoms and always indicate energy changes, energy movements, adapting to more energies in a new space because we’ve moved into New energetic territory etc.
Denise
Denise,
Thank your for your thoughtful response to my earlier question. I know how busy you are.
One concern I have about Ascending….what about our loved ones, especially our children? Do they ascend as well? I can’t go anywhere without them.
Thanks,
Jen
Jen,
The children are probably far ahead of most us adults! ;) Don’t worry about the children as they’ve incarnated with a better match to the New higher 5D energies.
The people who aren’t ascending/evolving now are most likely not even in your life or circle of friends and acquaintances so don’t worry about them either.
Hugs,
Denise
Thank you so much. That’s a relief and rings true.
Ok, another question. Sorry if it’s been asked by others before. Do you have any idea what the experience of Ascending to the 5D world will be like? Will our inner selves simply shift and be aware of a new reality…will it be like that movie “Celestine Prophecy”, or will we actually physically move to a new dimension? Do we die to this world?
Thanks for any insight.
Jen
Hi Denise,
I posted some comments and a question on November 10th…if you could take some time to respond….I would very much appreciate it…many thanks!!
Mary Jo
Hi Denise, like so many others…I’m so thankful to have found your site. It’s so important to be able to confirm from outside sources, what you know in your heart to be true.
Regarding Ascension symptoms/experiences….I believe I’ve been having them. Over a year ago, I experienced a psychologically traumatic event. I believe I was taken over by an ancestral demon, or evil being. It lasted for about 3 months, and through my own work, and work with a Constellation therapist, got rid of it. I still experience flashes of terror which I think are just memories of the experience, but because of this experience, I had to get on Zoloft because I was having difficulty getting through the day.
I’ve continued to work on my healing through various means. I’ve also been experiencing a great deal of body aches/soreness/headaches/patches of numbing cold on my back, backs of legs, arms. Also intense moments of extreme tiredness (which is difficult to cater to with small children running around! :) ) Could this evil being experience be a part of the ascension process?
Also…I believe I’m here to help with the process of ascension…only the messages I’m getting, is that I’m here to help the other half of humanity who doesn’t ascend. Are there those of us who will stay behind? Or maybe I’m reading things wrong. Any insight into what I’ve written would be appreciated. Again, thank you for being here and providing a forum for me to finally ask my long held questions.
Sincerely,
Jen
Jen,
For the past month or so I’ve been experiencing intense cold which is unusual for me because I’ve been so hot (hot flashes and heat in the bottoms of my feet etc.) since the physical Ascension Process started for me in Feb. 1999. This, like Hot Flashes, is an inner cold (or heat) and has nothing to do with external anything. Typically it represents that you are energetically moving forward into new territory and trying to anchor and embody it within yourself. It usually doesn’t last too long, unlike the Hot Flashes!
The past few months have taken the “I’m exhausted” Ascension symptom to entirely new levels of profound, unending, deep inner exhaustion. I had a day recently where just inhaling and exhaling was an effort. My heart was pounding in my chest while just resting and doing nothing. My face and skin was raw feeling and hot while I was freezing cold and I felt like I was coming down with another bought of Ascension flu. One doesn’t get “sick” in the traditional ways because this is energy related, Ascension related and not a physical virus.
I too have been dealing with certain areas in my spine (between my shoulder blades, behind the High Heart or Thymus chakra and/or behind the diaphragm or solar plexus chakra) hurting like all hell for days and days. My spine feels like an antenna to the higher cosmic and solar Light energies and typically feels compressed, swollen, stiff, painful and miserable when I’m embodying higher frequency Light Energies. I’ve gone through the recent Ascension and embodying symptoms I’ve been dealing with so you’d know how common they really are via the Ascension Process.
Personally I do not believe that you’re supposed to remain behind to help with “…the other half of humanity who doesn’t ascend.” The choice to remain behind is always an option but one that I think is not necessary in the way you’re perceiving so far. If you Ascend then you’ll really be able to help (possibly become a “Guide”) to the ones who don’t use the current energies to ascend/evolve. Remaining behind physically with them would be too difficult and painful because higher and lower can’t co-exist in the same space. It’s too stressful and painful to the one embodying more Light. Look at how much it hurts now while we’re embodying the higher cosmic and solar Light energies while we’re ascending/evolving!
No, you won’t be staying behind to help; you’ll continue ascending/evolving and then you’ll have a much better ability to help, assist, guide, teach others if that’s what you desire to do.
I’d also suggest that you get off of the Zoloft (and/or any other such med) as soon as possible because these types of meds only interfere with what your body/brain/nervous system is doing via the Ascension. You are so much stronger than you realize and you don’t need Zoloft or anything else. Find out how to safely cut down on it and eventually stop taking it altogether. Keep yourself wrapped in Light and protected this way and ask your Higher Self and your Ascension Assistants to help you when you feel you need some assistance from them. :)
Hugs,
Denise
Denise,
I love your blog. Thank you from the bottom of my heart! <3
Since we're hardwired to do this, on our 'future' missions and jobs will we be transmuting and embodying energy work on other planets into eternity? God I hope not. Do we ever have time out with easy fun missions? :-)
Willow,
Yes many of us -myself included- will (eventually) be taking a nice long vacation rest period to recover from this Volunteer Mission!
We can keep going into stuck systems and transmuting them if we want to but I strongly suspect the majority of us will evolve on into new and different jobs/missions after this one.
♥ Hugs,
Denise
Hi Denise,
About three weeks ago, I posted a question, but have yet to receive any input from you or anyone else on this site. I have yet to find anyone, professional or otherwise, that can relate to these experiences. I have my own understanding of it, from a purely psychological standpoint, but I’m not fully satisfied with it. Your take on it is of interest to me.
Regards.
Rivkah,
Oh no really? I’m so sorry I must have missed your question. If I don’t keep a list of readers names who’ve asked me something, I’ll often get swamped with other things, writings, work etc. I’ll go back and find your original question and reply asap. Again, I’m very sorry.
Denise
Hi Denise,
Thank you for commenting on my Cosmic Friends! To answer your question, I do not have a website or blog on this. I have wanted to share these drawings for a while but have not found the right place until i found Transitions.
I numbered the drawings as you asked and the last drawing you feel so familiar with i call the “gate-closer”. my girlfriend helped me with the energies in the circles. real feminine energies. Nearly all my drawings are about the female energies being restored and balance being brought. nearly all of these drawings i have cut and pasted into new environments over the years, kind of symbolizing multi-dimensionality.
I started drawing them when i was in Sedona in January of 2009. There source told me that the world was going to be split in two, this of course familiar to you as i have read. My feeling was that this would be most felt in the sixth dimension or communion with God-space. How do you see this? Do you have the feeling that the separation of worlds means in all dimensions?
I have to tell you though that since 11 11 11 i have the feeling that my heart was stolen and Transformations have been very heavy since the summer solstice i may add!
https://picasaweb.google.com/116997978779384125884/CosmicLoveChildren#
Thank you for taking the time to answer all these questions!
Love Mark
Hi Denise:
Thank you for your powerful messages! Your last post resonated with me but left me confused and wondering… Even if I volunteered at one time to be a polarity integrator and have an agressive mission to transmute these archetypes through the ascencion process… Can I quit? Can I choose to participate in a different way? Can I just say… I´m sooo tired, fed up and I don´t want this f… job anymore… I´ve felt strongly that I want to exit, go back home, but I wake up again… with some new “project”, like the one at present: a horrible “virus” that seems to have no end, with chills, ear pain, nausea, panic, depression…. and much more… I feel trapped and controlled. Is there a difference when you are a “polarity integrator” or just controlled and manipulated by dark energies? For so many years I studied the mayan calendar… I waited for the 11-11-11… I don´t want to read fantasy channelings anymore with pretty pictures that never happen… your blog seems so real but I´m confused, any insights for this writer and exhausted lightworker?
Betty,
I hear ya Betty and I’m more exhausted now than I’ve been during the past almost fourteen years of living the Ascension Process…and no one’s more surprised by this than me! Like many of us, I believed that this would become easier over time because more and more Light was transmuting and replacing the Dark that’s been on Earth for so long. But… :roll: with the end of the Mayan calendar or past Evolutionary Cycle on Oct. 28, 2011 AND the, shall we say different qualities that the 11-11-11 portal brought in…I’ve been SO exhausted that inhaling and exhaling has been work! Amazing but we really are doing so very, very, much now.
Yes you can quit but I know you won’t any more than I will. Why? Because we’re hardwired to do this transmuting and embodying energy work; it’s who we are and what we do and why we came to Earth now so I don’t think any of us will quit moments before we’ve finished with our missions.
The big difference (feeling wise I mean) between Ascension symptoms and being under psychic attack from the Dark Ones is different. The negative attacks feel and make you feel and think that life is not worth living, everything is pointless, dark, sad, heavy, compressed etc. In other words, negative attacks from the Dark Ones typically have always tried to make me feel so bad that I want to give up and stop being the force of Light that I am. This feeling is like a trademark clue that you are under attack by the Dark Ones; they want you/me/people like us to stop doing what we’re doing so they try to make us so miserable, so depressed, so worried, fearful, distracted, derailed etc. that we are indeed actually “stopped” by them for a few hours, days or weeks. Tricky and clever bastards they are. These are classic oppressions by them on us and we must learn to recognize them for what they are and NOT believe that the thoughts and emotions we’re feeling are ours when they’re not.
Ascension symptoms are brutal, painful, debilitating etc. but they do NOT make us feel depressed, oppressed, attacked, watched, negative, dark and so on. Once you’ve learned to recognize the Dark Ones energies of total oppression and desire to kill you or break you or your loved ones, then it’s easy to feel when it’s only Ascension symptoms and NOT the Dark Ones attacking you.
You’re very wise to just not bother reading much if any channeled materials at this point as they DO NOT have the correct perspective on what we’re actually living, doing, perceiving and creating now on the other side of Oct. 28, 2011! Besides, people need to learn how to access higher information/Light themselves as that’s the whole point to this Ascension Process isn’t it? ;) Good discernment on that one.
Hang in there. ♥
Denise
Hi Denise,
Thanks for your articles. Do you have more info. on polarity integrators? That struck a note with me.
Georgina
georgina,
Pretty much everything I talk about here at TRANSITIONS and in my book A Lightworker’s Mission:The Journey Through Polarity Resolution discusses the difficulties of dealing with polarities, integrating them, transmuting them, resolving them so that we -and all others- can evolve beyond the black/white of polarities and reenter a unified, integrated 3rd point or state beyond them.
Denise
Dear Denise,
about 6 months ago i found transitions. my God, i was so happy to finally find so many like minded people. It felt like coming home, so i am greatfull to all people who share there comments here. What i would like to ask has to do with drawings that i have made since 2009 untill now. They, all 11 of them were finished just before 11 11. I am not an artist, but yes a lightworker who has a drawing guide or something like it. the information that i have received myself about the drawings is slim. I do know they are actiivational as some people i have shown experienced chakra activation. I am so curious to what your feeling and insight is into these drawings. if you find this worthy of sharing with me and others i would be delighted!
If i am out of line by asking you this, i apologize but the drawings are very cool.
https://picasaweb.google.com/116997978779384125884/CosmicLoveChildren#
greets from holland,
mark
mark cattell,
You are a very talented artist and thanks for sharing that link to see your other-dimensional Beings. Some of them look VERY familiar to me and like some Starbeings I’ve clairvoyantly seen over the decades. Is there some way you could number your drawings in that link so I/you/anyone else here could comment about certain ones? Example: the very last drawing looks very much like a Starbeing I’ve interacted with in the past. Same face, eye color etc.
Again, you are a gifted artist and if you have a website or blogsite where you showcase your artwork, I’d be happy to have you share a link to it from TRANSITIONS. If you do just write another Comment and include a link to your website in it. Beautiful and very special work…thanks for letting us see them.
Denise
My question is regarding visitation from time travelers. There is belief that for the future to contact the past that they would some how change or alter their present.
I am a believer that all things reside in the Omni present time and nothing is done in any time that was not foreseen or even meant to happen.
Is there a good reason you can explain if and how there could be a change that I may be in error.
I have contact with such travelers and there is no disturbances that we haave experienced. But how would we know if there was?
See my curiosity?
Thank you for your life experience on this.
Mehlisue
Mehlisue,
Sorry for the late response to your question…been so busy and so exhausted.
This is a complex topic and of course we’re talking about quantum things in this slow, linear, one word after the next way which doesn’t make it any easier to express! I too have had quantum experiences with other humans and other-dimensional Starbeings in multiple timelines on physical Earth. From what I know about this topic from personal experiences is that the higher Beings that are capable of doing this (consciously) know what they’re doing, why they’re doing it and they take full responsibility for their interdimensional actions across time space.
When negative or Dark Beings intentionally want to create something in a specific reality, they’ll set certain events up that are extremely traumatic and shocking to humanity that it’s like setting off a massive bomb that creates a rip or hole in that reality/world/consciousness/timeline all so that they can intentionally insert a new timeline (a new branch off from the old reality and timeline) that will contain their negative agendas.
There are great non-physical Beings in higher dimensions that work on calculating the many potential outcomes to events and how they could or would possible ripple out and effect other dimensions, other realities and timelines etc. Because the Free Will Law is in effect in this space, this is necessary because all is allowed by Source/God/dess/All That Is here. So there are constant adjustments and tweaks happening at many higher dimensional levels to the constant tiny to large fluctuations in physical Earth’s reality and timeline/timelines.
Another example of what I’m trying to get across:
This current Ascension Process was planned long ago and it’s been running or unfolding within the overall timeline for it etc. However, there are constant little changes, tweaks and adjustments needed to make within the overall Plan and its timeline due to smaller group, collective, and even individual creative happenings, ideas etc. So to compensate for all of this Free Will and creativity within multiple timelines and realities just within ONE dimension (this one I mean), there are many non-physical beings and also many of us incarnate in physicality now too who meet on the Inner Planes to discuss and work on these minor changes and tweaks within the overall Ascension Process that’s happening within its timeline.
I hope I’ve expressed this well enough that it answered your question. We and realities, time, space are far more talented, creative, complex and magnificent than just a polarized either/or type of thing with all of this.
Denise
Hi Denise,
I originally sent this message to you as an e-mail just before your computer crashed…so I thought I would connect with you here in this post. Here it is:
“Oh Denise!!…I am so glad that I have very recently been guided to you. I know that you are used to these types of e-mails and I thank you for any time or assistance you may be able to provide me at this time…as you know these experiences are very difficult to describe with words…though I will try my best to write with clarity and be succinct….I am 39 years old turning 40 on 11:11:11…yes!! It is true!!…and I have been on a conscious spiritual journey since the late 1990’s…I am an artist…a dance artist and am currently evolving my career path to work with source through my beloved dance…I like so many others ….have had various dreams, multi-dimensional experiences both in the awake and dream state, visions of beings in other dimensions and what I believe to be intimidations and scouting missions from shadow government operatives…of course as you know…these experiences have intensified in recent years…the reason I am reaching out to you NOW is because of an experience I had a week or so ago…I consciously intended to meet in 3D ET beings who were of a high vibration…in short…this happened…though I was not ready to approach and communicate verbally…I did not get closer than 100 feet…I was not in fear…I did reach out telepathically and asked for a name and a purpose of the meeting…The name was KIRA…a name that has come to me before and the purpose was FIRST CONTACT which really confused me…the whole experience did not last longer than 30 minutes and I did have an opportunity to physically see the being…drive by…yes drive by ….in an old truck no less….there was something about his face that struck me as strange and I felt that if I looked the being in the eyes they would be orange….the order of events after this experience is a blur…though I have more details to share…I did research on the internet about ET/Star beings and I am familiar with many…when I came across the LION Being…I knew instantly that is the being I encountered…it was something about his face…I also found out that KIRATI is a Sanscrit word…. KIRA – LION, TI – PEOPLE…I reached out to a Starseed friend of mine…and she sent me an article from you….though not anything to do with your experience in ancient Egypt!!…then of course I read about that!!…what do you make of this experience???…I feel that I will be staying on Earth…is it possible that I have now met one of my Star Family….Guides in 3D???
Much love and many thanks,
Mary Jo
Mary Jo,
First of all, I’m so sorry I lost your question in all the post Oct. 28, 2011 changes. Secondly, I started to respond to your question here three days ago and got well into it when I must have accidentally hit the wrong key because my entire Comment vanished. I was pisssed but realized that something has been causing me to wait to respond to you so that YOU could experience whatever it was that YOU needed to on your own first. I suspect that now my very late response will be to validate what you’ve already figured out and/or experienced/perceived already on your own. I always enjoy this way best. :)
So…to answer your question…it certainly sounds like you have had “first contact” as some call it. ;) Now that we’re on the other side of Oct. 28, 2011/the end of the Mayan calendar/end of that Evolutionary Cycle, those whose consciousness and personal inner frequency is within range (high enough) of having these types of both etheric AND physical encounters, communications and meetings with ETs/Starbeings will. Some people have called this stage within the Ascension Process our returning back to “Universal Society”. Why is it happening now? Because humanity is evolving out of the bottom three chakras, consciousness, and dimension (frequency range) that they are – polarized 3D physicality.
Because humanity’s in the Ascension Process of this mega evolutionary/consciousness/dimensional leap, Starseeds and Indigos are at the front experiencing, embodying, anchoring and helping manifest the New 5D unity or High Heart Consciousness and the New world and reality that’s a match to it. One of the grand benefits of this evolutionary shift is that humanity will be sane, unified, and non-violent enough to finally be within 5D where many (but not all) of the ET’s/Starbeings have existed for eons. As I’ve said for many years, the ET’s/Starbeings are NOT coming down into a lower frequency and consciousness range to interact with humanity… humanity is ascending/evolving up into the next higher dimension/frequency range/consciousness where we’ll reunite with the ET’s/Starbeings as unified, sane, integrated, Heart Centered and Heart Conscious people. “First contact” is earned vibrationally in this way and NOT the other way around as some channels have been selling for years now.
Have you seen the 6D Sirian Lion Beings illustration my sister did for my book? If not, check out my Topic Starseeds, ET’s, Starbeings and/or Reincarnation & Past lives. It and others are in there if you’re interested. In A Lightworker’s Mission I talked about my and my Mom’s experiences – both physical and etheric – with a few ET’s/Starbeings. Some of the meetings happened in the physical dimension as yours did so you may enjoy reading that book.
The next very important thing I want you to understand is that these Starbeings are NOT “…your Guides in 3D…” Prior to the start of the Ascension Process, many of us Starseeds had fully conscious and/or partially conscious interactions, meetings, teachings, assistance and guidance etc. with Starbeings/ET’s from our own Home stations and dimensions. This partnership was a working one between us incarnate/reincarnate Starseeds in polarized 3D physicality here to live and embody the Ascension Process in our bodies and beings while working with and being assisted by some Starbeings/ETs from Home. Once we reach a frequency and consciousness range where we can do this fully conscious and in the physical – which we reached on Oct. 28, 2011 and with the massive shift that 11-11-11 was and still is, we’ll have these types of “first contact” while awake and in our physical bodies. This too is an ongoing, unfolding process and the better WE and then humanity get at existing in the 5D New, the more interactions and communications we’ll all have with certain ETs/Starbeings. :)
Denise
Hi, Denise. This isn’t really a question; I just wanted to say that I’m happy that you and yours are all well . . . that only your computer was ailing. Hopefully any repairs/replacements won’t be too expensive. Thanks for being here for all of us.
For many long months now, I’ve been experiencing a lot of crazy that seems to be in sync with ascension symptoms. Admittedly, I have very limited knowledge on this topic. More recently, I started feeling a constant rotational force on my upper back that often springs into action for hours upon hours upon hours. The sensations mimic those consistent with tactile hallucinations, but I’m sane. I experience writing all over my body in the form of symbols and words. The intensity, placement, and duration of these sensations vary. I’m hoping that you have insights to share with me in reference to this matter.
It is a pleasure and a relief to find, at last, so many like-minded persons. Two years ago I awoke in the middle of the night to find my hands cupped and full of streaming light. I found this extremely exciting and responded happily, devoting myself to the phenomenum as if I had just been contacted by a higher being (s). Since that time, one thing follows another in what I now understand are “Awakening” symptoms. I have known all my life how wonderfully weird I am and “knew I was here for a specific purpose, dealing with saving lives or leading people to safety (through transition?). Last week, the clocks in my house had different times. I reset my watch only to find out later that was unnecessary.
I had a seizure or stroke three weeks ago (NOT) and a dramatic nose bleed and then my blood tests were bizarre with a Sed-rate six times normal and other strange highs and lows that made me think they would tell me my blood is non-human, (I am laughing.) My primary doctor told me I had cancer. Finally, cardiologist,neurologist, primary, Rhumatologist, and a great Hematologist told me I am fine, no cancer, no serious problems. I have a brain tumor (Menigioma) that does not change size and is no threat.
I am pre-cognitive, see auras, have travelled astrally, have never encountered the dark side, am very strong, given many talents and abilities, use them all, have enormous energy, have written 17 books, been an artist all my life. I am aware of the coming dimensional shift and prepared as best I know how to want to help/share. Streaming lights, sometimes dance over my body in my bedroom every night and stay with me until dawn. I love identifying with the strong sense that I have awakened, at last, and want to “Anchor the light” for others and serve anyway I can. I still operate in the realm of a full daily life, but find plenty of time for introspection, meditation, prayer, and exercise. I see no need to isolate myself, but would rather serve as an example. Many people recognize my almost electric essence and strong powers of love that seem to radiate, so I am attracting lots of attention due to the physical changes in me. In reading about the Elohim, I thought I was one of them. Now I think I am a Starseed and would like clarification. Certainly I am someone who is other than from this planet, maybe that is enough to know, for now.
I read every posting avidly and enjoy them very much. I identify with many of your readers, happy to be part of the NOW and what is to come. It is obvious the events have begun and the planet and its inhabitants are changing rapidly. How exciting. How wonderful.
In Love and Light, Lucy
Rivkah,
The “…rotational force on my upper back…” sounds like your Heart chakra and/or the newer High Heart (thymus) chakra area activating and getting up-to-speed so to speak. I have periods of tremendous pain in this same area of my upper back/spine between my shoulder blades. This area with its pains, aches, pressures, heat and vibrations etc. is what some Ascension Teachers have called the birthing of our new “Angel Wings” or “Earth Angel Wings”. I’ve called it the beginning of our High Heart Consciousness center and focus point. And, typically all of our chakras spin or rotate so not to worry about this as it’s a great sign that this new higher chakra and the consciousness that goes with it is coming online within you now. Welcome to the party! ;)
I know you’re sane but I also know we’ve been going through tremendous accelerated evolutionary/ascension changes (and still are) and in many ways it does seem at times that we’re loosing it or “hallucinating”. For many years now I’ve felt like I suddenly drop down through the physical floor. Of course I’m not but this is just one more of these types of changes where “reality” is no longer locked in and stable as it’s always been. We’re literally evolving beyond it and that frequency range and therefore our consciousness/awareness is also expanding beyond it too.
I’m not familiar with “…writing all over my body in the forms of symbols and words…”. When these appear do they look like welts or lights or colors or what exactly? And of course, I wonder if another person in the room with you would see them when you do or if this phenomenon is a clairvoyant one. I’ve clairvoyantly seen, as I know many people have, strange unfamiliar symbols in the empty space in front of them…like an etheric message or letter from another dimension. What you’re experiencing on your body could be something similar.
Do you recognize any of these forms and symbols? Do they resemble ancient Egyptian hieroglyphics or any other ancient written forms? I’m guessing they must mean something to you – possibly a past life language that’s familiar to you at a deeper level. Or possibly they are ET/Starbeing symbols that Starseeds would be familiar with too but at deeper levels of awareness. I’ve been shown symbols like this in altered states in other dimensions and THERE I instantly recognize them.
All in all I get a very positive sense from everything that you’ve described that’s happening to you and your body/consciousness, but that won’t help you if you’re in fear or worry about any of this. You can ask your Higher Self to help you in translating these symbols if you wish.
I hope this helps in some way and again, I’m so sorry I forgot to reply to your question.
Hugs,
Denise
I can only say that I experience sensations on different parts of my body that I can read, eyes open or shut, as words and symbols. I can interact with the sensations, which I believe to be myself, in a very limited way, as well.
A few months ago, I did some miscellaneous research online and immediately hit on the following site: http://www.princetonol.com/groups/iad/Files/Sue-PysankySYMBOLISM.pdf. I was shocked to discover that some of the symbols listed on the site, e.g., various solar symbols (including the swastika, which intially freaked me out) and lines, the sieve, basket, ladder, bends, spirals, butterfuly, spider, etc., were an exact replica of the symbols drawn on my body. I get circles, squares, antennae, triangles, and hearts, all of which are organized in a number of ways to form different symbols, including the more popular heartagram and hexagram. I almost don’t believe it myself, but I get kisses, tickled, etc.
I try hard to understand life from a more honest perspective, so this has been, for a time, very troubling for me. I see progress now, though, and I’ve made my peace with it, mostly.
I very much appreciate your input. Thank you, Denise.
This is so good, I want to print these blogs. How can I do this?
Lucy,
First of all, thanks :) and secondly, look at the bottom of every Article and you’ll see little icon buttons for Facebook, Twitter, an Email button, and a Print icon button (and some others). Just click on the Print icon and you’ll be able to print out whatever article/articles you want to.
Denise
I have just come across this site and am so full of emotion. I’m grateful I have been guided to this fount of knowledge
I have always sensed my difference, that I was here for an important mission (since a small child), I’m deeply empathic and have gone through dramatic personal/emotional/psychic/spiritual changes over the past 15 or more years. Most recently (over a year ago), I experienced a truly frightening experience (working through generational pain), and had to go on Zoloft to deal with the ongoing anxiety and panic that has accompanied the experience. I have experienced many of the symptoms of ascension. I wonder…do I need to get off of Zoloft so I can allow myself to feel everything? Will being on Zoloft keep me from ascending fully?
Thank you for being here!
Jen
Jen,
Absolutely! To heal we must feel our stuff, junk, crap etc. and by feeling them we’re able to heal and transmute them and then let go of them. This is the magic formula; just deal and feel and heal, then release it all and keep moving forward. ;)
I’m not a doctor and certainly don’t know how one comes off of meds like this so please do it wisely and slowly I’d guess. Check with your doctor and/or pharmacist to learn how to stop taking them but be prepared too for them to try to get you to remain on their meds. You know what I’m saying about these patriarchal people who do NOT have a clue about any of this Ascension business.
♥ Hugs,
Denise
I have been “wonderfully weird” all my life and aware that I am special. I believe I am a Starseed and wish to confirm this and feel confident that I am doing everything I can towards the coming major transition of our planet and the shift to higher dimensions.
I need qualified, honest and secure “like-beings,” with whom to share and evolve.
Vistied by daily Lights and new and inspirational insights, newly awakened and seeking connections, to expand the enormous, electrical energy present in me.
Born Lucia, using Lucy, all my life.
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Hello Denise, I have a question, I have been going through the archives trying to find the article about weight gain something about holding light or grids or something like that? I look about 12 months pregnant lol! I have resolved most of my vanity issues and now dress for comfort with no one to try to impress anymore THANK GOD, but it sure would help to understand the bigger picture of this, hopefully asension symptom,my tummy just keeps getting in my way! The rest of me is fine any insights would be appreciated Thanks
Dedtra,
Someone else recently mentioned about needing to eat chicken and then feeling bad and/or guilty about doing it. I’m sorry I couldn’t find her Comment…if I don’t keep a list of Comments to reply to I can loose track of them pretty quickly.
This particular Ascension symptom has been called having the “Buddha Belly”. It has nothing to do with eating, food, what one’s eaten etc. I’ve fasted for days and my upper belly is still bloated like I just ate a Thanksgiving day feast! This symptom started for me with the hot flashes and many other ascension symptoms at the start of the Eighth Wave (1999). It diminished a bit over those years but came back full-force with the start of the Ninth Wave (March 9, 2011) and has remained. There are days it’s a bit better than most but then there’s those horrible days/weeks/months were it extreme to the point of it being hard to even take a deep breath. It’s just like being 9 months pregnant!
For me personally, the Light energies from solar flares/CME’s etc. usually cause my body (tissues and cells) to retain fluids and swell creating a lot of extra inner pressures. I remember Lauren Gorgo calling this lovely ascension symptom “being electrocuted by God” which was a hysterical and very accurate term in my opinion.
This in combination with so much inner energy work being done through our solar plexus chakra (3D) and physical organs there also causes the entire belly/gut/diaphragm area to bloat. I too have been forced to move beyond my vanity issues thanks to the Ascension Process! :lol:
I’ve noticed that the past couple of months my belly/diaphragm area has been much worse too which tells me these NEW Original Blueprints or “Templates” many of us have been embodying, “prototyping”, have been intense. I suspect this will continue as we come online so to speak with these NEW Blueprints. I wrote a while ago about how we went through the difficult years of being Rewired throughout our bodies and then our brains, and, how the Earth has also been Rewired with a NEW Grid System (exactly like our bodies and central nervous systems etc.) so that we all could embody, house, carry the NEW Original Blueprints. We’re reached that point now were these Original Blueprints from Source have been turned on because we’re (the Starseeds/Indigos/Lightworkers/Wayshowers etc. and the New Earth) able to embody them safely finally. The upcoming 11-11-11 transition of Nov. 11, 2011 is this Process beginning big-time!
Hugs,
Denise
Hello, Denise,
I’ve had several dreams in the last two weeks where I meet animals and there is a strong connection between us. I absolutely love them and they me. They’re odd animals, too: a hedgehog, a llama, and a ferret or sable. I’ve had significant dreams about animals before, but these are spaced very close together and are intense. Any ideas of why this might be happening now? Thanks.
Hugs,
Cat
I smiled at your answer to Cat regarding time/reality etc. Last night I woke up and glanced at the clock — 10:11. I looked over at my cat who likes to sleep at my left shoulder. Reached for the TV remote on the nightstand on my right and glanced once more at the clock which is near the television. 10:18. Seven minutes had passed. Amazing.
Hello Denise,
Dedtra,
It’s because of Comments like yours that I feel horrible for closing Comments recently on certain articles I’ve written. It’s just wrong to cut off everyone when it’s only a few that mess things up or lower the energy here. I’m going to open Comments on the article that you’re responding to and I’ll quote what you’ve said here over there.
Thank you for your honesty and insight about this difficult situation, transition, for all of us. BE in your new ascending/evolving YOU-NESS and awareness and know that the others will indeed make the transition when they are ready to do so.
Hugs,
Denise
Hi Denise,
I was reading your articles on psychic attacks and am now confused. Is the dark truly able to harm one physically? How are they able to harm lightworkers? Wouldn’t a lightworker’s vibration automatically be higher than any dark being’s? How then is it possible for the dark to interfere with lightworkers? I always thought that higher vibrations repel those of the dark. Now your article is telling me those who carry light are more visible to the dark and therefore “easy targets”. I also thought that the dark is only able to attack if I am allowing it on some level, either consciously or unconsciously. Or if there is some level of fear present. Apparently I am misinformed, lol?
Angela,
There is and has been tremendous misinformation about the Dark negative (non-physical) Beings (Dark Ones) and how easily they can effect, attack, harm, kill, possess and/or manipulate physical humans. Claims that they cannot harm or kill humans and animals are lies from the Dark Ones as is the belief that it’s somehow our fault or that we’re “allowing it” for some reason.” This type of negative BS is disinformation from the Dark Ones and any human that they can work or channel information through to spread their lies everywhere.
Lightworkers, Starseeds and people who embody Light energies within themselves are the first people to be attacked by the Dark Ones for the very reason that they are carrying Light energies! That’s why we’ve always been targets. The Dark Ones typically attack Lightworkers/Starseeds in an attempt to stop us or derail us, sidetrack us from carrying out our soul missions on Earth now…which is to embody more Light here to override all that the Dark Ones have done.
Fear and lower frequency emotions are one way that the Dark Ones can easily gain energetic access to humans because these lower emotions and thoughts open us to like-frequency Beings, entities, demons, Negative ETs etc. Low frequency actions like violence, murder, rape, war, torture, blood-lust etc. also easily open humans to these negative Beings and being possessed or manipulated by them. This is a huge topic but I’ve written about my personal encounters with the Dark Ones in past articles here and in A Lightworker’s Mission so keep reading if you’re really interested in this important but little known topic.
Denise
Hello, Denise,
Last night, I woke up with various different sounds in my ears. Up until recently, I’ve been getting ringing sounds and sometimes faint musical tones in my left ear. I’ve been getting more sounds in my right ear lately and then last night there were consistent new sounds in both ears. I particularly remember a clanging kind of sound and perhaps some banging. Do you have any insight into these new sounds? Thanks.
Cat
Cat & All,
There are going to be all sorts of new perceptual anomalies, discoveries, remembrances, abilities, some very new choices for some of us, higher perceptual awareness, getting familiar with existing outside of linear 3D time in the “Now Moment”, using spherical or quantum consciousness etc., because many of us are already moving further into the new 5D Energies/Timeline/Dimension/Reality on the other side of the 11-11-11 portal. I’ve been increasingly experiencing this throughout 2011, but it’s accelerated tremendously for me personally since the 2011Fall Equinox… so much so that it’s become almost unbearable for me to endure certain lower frequency situations/places/people/consciousness etc. Things better click into place with this and soon otherwise I’m sleeping as much as I can just to cope with this particular transition.
People simply do not realize the profound level of change that will click (lock) into place once we enter the 11-11-11 portal and enter an ENTIRELY different and vastly higher frequency level outside of 3D linear time/space/consciousness. The more a person can release their old familiar expectations about how “reality” will be on the other side of 11-11-11, the larger and greater the creative potential for All…
This is why I’ve repeatedly talked about the need for everyone to dream bigger, expect more, aim higher, leave the Creative door wide open as opposed to only say, “spreading the wealth around”. :roll: That’s a sane start yes, but I remember and can also see some of the staggering potentials awaiting all of us and everyone of them leave money and financial wealth etc. in the dust! Dream bigger, aim higher, expect more in all ways everyone, internally and externally, individually and collectively.
The head pains, pressures and rods of Light that have been working on and in my head/skull/brain/brain glands (pituitary, pineal) throughout September 2011, have been at a level I’ve not experienced prior. With each of these latest Light sessions inside my head/brain/brain glands, my “reality” is changing in larger and more potent ways than it ever has during my entire Ascension Process. That one sentence should tell everyone how profound, intense, severe and life and reality-changing this phase is for us “prototypers”.
These inner changes naturally and automatically cause us, allow us, to perceive MORE reality and outside of linear time space. All of this just goes together.
As Consciousness evolves, so too does external reality. And from here on out there’s going to be non-stop changes (incomprehensible improvements) to both.
♥ Denise
I read about Thelma’s dream of the Separation of Worlds. I have had two of those recently. One was that the house I live in was falling apart, but I could see another, beautiful serene home made of stone and big timbers off in the distance. I was told that it was mine, but that it wasn’t finished. In another dream, homes and other landmarks in the town were I live were coming apart, and I told the other people in my dream who seemed not to see the destruction, “Look! Can’t you see what is happening?”
Thank you, all here. And to you especially, Denise. Your site has been a Godsend and a wealth of information for me and to some of my friends.
Have you or anyone else you know been strongly affected by the solar activity of the last few days? I was feeling good and doing well last week, and the last few days have been a living hell due to fatigue, depression and other Ascension Symptoms. I’ve barely been able to get out of bed. I’ve had moments where I’ve wished I’d be killed by earth changes rather than have to experience more of this shit. Thanks.
Tom
Tom,
There are plenty of extra super-duper difficult and painful phases within this Process we’re going through and have been going through for years and years and years. This stuff comes in in Waves; periods of intense energies arriving, followed by a period in between the Waves where we adjust and adapt to the latest energetic hammering us. BUT… oh yes there’s a huge BUT with this one…due to the fact that since March 9, 2011 we entered the last phase of the Mayan calendar – the Ninth Wave – everything accelerated by another 20-fold. That means that these Energy Waves coming in and energetically hammering everything is 20-times faster than prior. The Waves have MUCH less time in between them for us to adjust and adapt before we’re getting hammered by the next Wave, and the next, and the next.
That’s why I wrote 2011 & 2012 Increasing Solar Energies & Coming Into Cosmic Alignment. Right after I wrote it the solar activity and CME’s have been so freakin’ intense and coming in two’s and three’s at a time and I don’t recall that happening prior. They will continue like this which is literally causing our DNA to rapidly evolve even further. It’s also why the Hathors gave Tom Kenyon their latest information with the Pituitary Dimensional Attunement sound recording. Our Pituitary glands in our brains and our entire hormonal endocrine systems are currently being rapidly evolved too – see my article about changing hormonal levels – via these increased solar and galactic and cosmic SGC energies we’re orbiting into. It’s just gonna be intense for a while but we’ll adapt as we always have since we entered the Eighth Wave in Jan. 1999! (Some people however won’t be able to cope with these extra intense higher Light Energies and will be dying or exiting their physical bodies. Many of them will continue the Ascension Process from that non-physical point for the time-being. Lots of changes happening now finally.
Hang in there. As everyone knows by my greatly reducing Comments recently, I too have HAD to cut back certain things, certain actions, certain doings, certain energies at TRANSITIONS because I was becoming overwhelmed with extra work that had nothing to do with my writing and Service Work to Others. We’ve all got to make new adjustments due to these new energy changes and this will continue for all of us. It’s really time to take extra care of ourselves and our bodies and consciousness.
Hugs,
Denise
Thank you so much, Denise! I agree with all that you say(I have been so worn down recently that I have felt crazy and in doubt about the dark ones being attracted to the light). I have said many of these things to my husband over the years(about shamanic healings and so forth) and we have agreed to separate many times, but each time it seems like something is not quite right about it. Not just because it is scary and very sad, but it seems somehow that that is what the Dark Ones would want. However if it does not change, it needs to be so. Our guides have told us that and then sometimes energy shifts and there is a chance to carry on, but lately it has been so blasted hard. I suspect the tiny being that I carry inside has some to do with it too. I am sure much light is coming from them.
LOVE,
Yvonne
Hello Denise,
I was wondering if I may have worded my question in a confusing way and it was hard for you to answer it. Sorry if that is the case.
I was asking about if you think it is better to leave someone who attracts dark energies around them even if they are a lightworker?
My husband is on another stair step than me and we both have recognized that for a long time and maybe that is part of it. It just has been so frightening as I said above because it is one thing to have someone be posessed by dark ones and yet another to have someone who loves you and you love them and have a connection as lightworkers be posessed by dark ones. Because with the latter I am constantly caught off guard even though it happens regularly (like a few times per week for years and has increased the last year to every day!) and I am sure they are keen on this. I also just do not understand how this could happen to someone who is aware and consciously working for the light meaning my husband and being so frequently posessed.
One thing that we think it could be related to is that he has had MANY shamanic healings over the last year and half(but not for six months or more) and each time had MAJOR dark energies removed and then he started doing his own shamanic journeys. He still really thinks that he could use another, but ever time it seems to have a backlash effect after a few days.
I feel pretty weary and very frightened. I really am afraid of how those dark energies want so much harm to come to us and detroy things we create with light. I conduit this energy when around darkness and like I said when it is coming from a loved one, it really messes with me. They know they have such a way in through my husband and then me and want things to get very awful. Like death and that kind of destruction. You know how they are. And they never could get to me like this through my whole life even though I lived with intense abuse and dark people all around me as a child. I always stayed connected to the light and very optimistic of what was to come on earth. I have always remembered being born and staying connected to light beings as a child and them again as an adult. It just was never this hard and confusing and scary. Never.
I hope you have some insight into this or something hopeful to say. I really appreciate you and all you offer with your experience and ability to articulate it with such love.
Much LOVE to you,
Yvonne
Yvonne,
It always astonishes me when I hear people be surprised by the fact that Lightworkers and Starseeds and Indigos have problems with the negative Dark Ones. Honestly, this is how severely everyone has been tricked into believing that because they’re of the Light that the Dark isn’t going to come around them or be a danger to them or manipulate them or attack them etc. etc. The truth of the matter is that it’s just the opposite! The Light will always attract the attention of the Dark because the Dark Ones do not want Starseeds and Lightworkers messing up their gig on Earth! Because we embody Light is the reason why we attract the Dark and why they do their best to stop us (and/or try to kill us) or prevent us from doing what we’re here now to do.
That wee rant was not directed solely at you Yvonne, but was for everyone. I was attacked by the Dark Ones in the middle of the night two nights ago. It was a very mild attack compared to what I’ve experienced many times over the years but it was another attack by the Dark nonetheless.
I’m going to be very honest about this business about receiving some type of “shamanic healing”. If the person or group doing these types of so-called “healings” don’t know what they’re doing, they only make the situation worse. I would suggest that you and your husband stay away from having any more of them.
I would suggest that you and he both ask your Ascension Assistants and your Higher Selves to help you both individually, give you suggestions and guidance about this. Ever wonder why most “holy men” and monks etc. live alone and separate from their villages and/or tribes? One important reason is this; they attract negative beings and attacks to themselves because of what they are but they also endanger the people around them who can easily be possessed, used and manipulated.
Every time the Light increases a bit more on Earth and in humanity, the Dark gets all riled up again and lashes out at (attacks) the people who are embodying the Light…Starseeds, Indigos and Lightworkers. And now that we’re nearing the end of the Mayan calendar and cycle, many of the really stubborn Dark Ones dig their heels in and fight back and this will get a bit worse before it gets a lot better.
It comes down to your husband learning how to NOT allow these Dark Ones to mess with him, manipulate him. As harsh and dangerous as this type of negative attack is, every one of us that experiences it discovers that it’s a sort of Initiation into being able to discern energies, polarity, and while getting one’s etheric head bashed in by some Dark Being that hates your guts, learning how to hold the Light to the point that you wear them down and cause them to retreat…that time! This business really is a battle.
The chink in your armor is your bond with your husband. You’ve got to make it clear to him and to these Dark beings that just because you love him and he you that you’re still a Warrior. Your husband needs to master this in himself as well. You each individually need to be honest enough with yourselves to sense and know when each of you is under attack from the Dark Ones. You each must be whole, strong and powerful individually. That way the Dark Ones will have much more difficulty working their way in between the two of you to then use one over the other. My Mom and I have gone through this same exact thing many times over the years. I’ve also had strangers and neighbors manipulated to get at me to weaken me etc.
The other aspect of this that you and your husband must confront and immediately is what are the two of you going to do if, IF, both of you cannot stop this negativity from getting to both of you? If this can’t be solved then you are going to need to separate. This situation doesn’t just magically disappear for most of us. It lessens over time but like I said, I was attacked in the middle of the night only two nights ago.
The bottom-line with this is that it’s up to each of us to learn how to become responsible and empowered on our own. If one wants to ascend, one must do this on their own and not keep expecting other “healers” or gurus or whoever to supposedly fix the problems. Each Initiation literally energetically transforms the Initiate a bit more so that they can SAFELY and SANELY move on to the next level, and the next, and the next. Having “healers” supposedly “heal” or fix or adjust or whatever does NOTHING in real-life stations like this. To move forward, these tests and attacks must be learned and mastered within us and doing that energetically alters us a bit more which causes us to move forward. We are our own “shamanic healers”…no one else is.
The very best to you both with this.
Denise