So far, the week of December 4–10, 2011 has been a nearly constant daily/nightly onslaught of severe pain and pressure in my head, skull and eyes again. Just like six months ago from the summer Solstice energies. This head/skull/brain/eye pain is accompanied by pain down my spine to the area between my shoulder blades or the High Heart (Thymus) chakra/area. As my throbbing head and I attempt to write this today, it’s the total Lunar eclipse at 18° Gemini 11′. No doubt this has much to do with this December buildup of painful, pushing energies. From today through the New Moon on December 24, 2011 is one energy event after another so I assume we’ll all be feeling these energies in varying degrees of intensity. Happy Holidays!
- December 10, 2011 total Lunar eclipse/Full Moon 18° Gemini 11′
- December 12, 2011 is 12-12-11, which I suspect is like a dress rehearsal for 12-12-12
- December 18–21, 2011 is the Galactic Crossing—the Sun transiting across (aligning or conjunction with) the Galactic Plane or equator which means major energy downloads
- December 21, 2011 is the Winter Solstice—the Sun enters 0° Capricorn at 9:30 P.M. Pacific Time
- My 60th birthday sandwiched between the escalating Winter Solstice energy downloads and general holiday
insanitycheer - December 24, 2011 the New Moon at 2° Capricorn 34′
2011 REVIEW
For many of us—it certainly was for me—2011 was difficult because it was a much more compressed and intense year of having to, if not master, then at the very least get vastly better with regards to our Emotional Bodies and our reactionary emotional reactions to whomever or whatever it is that WE still let get to us. It doesn’t matter in the least who or what those emotional triggers are; what matters is that you/me/each of us evolves beyond this lower level and gets ourselves free and clear. Why? Because Conscious Creators aren’t allowed to Create if they still have loose emotional cannons rolling around within themselves that other people or situations can ignite at any moment! Can’t you just see some sudden horrible emotional creation I/you/each of us created and manifested all because someone or something pushed one of our unresolved Emotional Body buttons? Not gonna happen, and this is a very good thing for everyone’s sake!
Before the full-on 5D Conscious Creating and Co-Creating business begins, I/you/each of us MUST first—as in Cosmic Safety Precaution Law—master our Emotional Body and its old familiar reactionary ways. There’s no shame or guilt in any of this, only evolution/ascension to a higher dimension, state of being, consciousness and reality. It seems that the “Goddess” and 11’s of 2011 were primarily about this transformational task and many of us have made great headway with this particular Ascension issue and will soon be able to check it off our Ascension list of things to transmute prior to the end of December 2012.
This plus the Dark Ones, in all their forms and positions in this dimension and others, have been GREATLY reduced during 2011. By greatly reduced I mean that many of these Dark Ones have—sorry but I can’t resist using this line—seen the Light and retired from their distorted perspectives and jobs being the “Bad Guys” during the past Evolutionary Cycle. During 2011 many of them just laid down their attitudes and bad-ass selves and willingly walked into the Light! Wow…what a trip that’s been!
Remember I mentioned recently that I’d been getting the symbolism of a big X lately? This big X has indicated there’s polarity integration happening at higher levels. Said really simply, this big X shape I’ve been perceiving indicated that in 2011 many of the Dark Ones had to integrate enough Light for them to continue evolving too, or not, and be reabsorbed by Source. And if 2011 was this phase for the Dark Ones, then, unless I’ve misunderstood what I’ve perceived, 2012 is the year for the Light Ones to do the same and integrate enough Dark within themselves at the levels and dimensions they exist on now. And we down here in 3D thought it was just us having all the high drama, intensity and excitement!
All of this is so everyone everywhere is free and clear and ready for the massive Cosmic Energy Imprinting of the New Evolutionary Cycle that will come through the alignment of Earth with the Milky Way galactic center one year from now.
2012 PREVIEW
It’s hard to believe, especially if you’re a Starseed who’s been transmuting and embodying your guts out every second for the past twelve years, that we’re not yet ready for the Cosmic imprinting tsunami that we’ll orbit into one year from now. How many times have we asked ourselves or our Ascension Assistants or Source on those extraordinarily difficult moments, “Is it soup yet?” And how many times over the years have we been told ever so gently, “Not yet…close but not quite yet.” Gads really? Well okay, what’s another mile at this point, right?
Looking back it’s easy to see that we’ve already transmuted tons of Dark energetic stuff within ourselves, other timelines, negative actions done by other people in this and other timelines, the planet, and the 4D lower Astral plane. But to realize in December 2011 that there’s one last years’ worth of transmuting, embodying, releasing and mastering to do before we’re vibrating fast and high enough to step into the NEW Evolutionary Cycle energies arriving in one year is almost too much to deal with while one’s head feels like mine does now! But that’s exactly why my head feels like it does now. So, there it is in all its this-side-of-the-finish line dull glory. I know that you and I will be singing a very different song about this time next year however so hang in there with me my fellow exhausted and pain ridden Starseed Reality Transmutors.
What I’ve perceived about 2012 so far is escalating world chaos; increased mental and emotional illness in many; general dysfunction; violence; solar energies repeatedly shutting down the Internet, cell phones and whatever else; increasing lack of jobs and money; corrupt systems falling apart under the Light; and certain gigantic egos with their beliefs fighting to the end to never relinquish power and control. Simultaneously to all this we’ll be putting the finishing touches on our personal Ascension Process throughout 2012. I sense that throughout 2012 many people will finally have to consciously face the fact that the Dark Ones (physical humans and non-physical non-humans) exist and the evil deeds they’ve done and how humanity went along with it all. This revealing of different world “heroes” and “leaders” as actually egocentric and sick monsters will be shocking to many, but 2012 is grow-up time because nothing and no one can hide from the Light any longer and the masses need to consciously know to what extent they’ve been lied to, used, manipulated and paid for it all.
To heal you’ve first got to know and acknowledge the negative, the Dark, the hidden, the projected, wounded etc. then go from there. Much of the masses will be profoundly shocked to discover how severe and complete the Dark has run this planet and humanity and for how long. Yet, at the same time, many of these people will quickly become ready to move through this phase and be able to accept the new High Heart ways of existing. We laid the Path for them to do this many years ago and in 2012 we’ll continue watching growing numbers of people willingly walk out of the old darkness and step on to this higher frequency Path.
For the rest of us Starseeds/Indigos/Lightworkers we’ve got 2012 to refine and complete anything we need to before December 2012. I sense we’ll have more work to do on our Mental Bodies and belief systems throughout 2012, just like we had to do with our Emotional Bodies and knee-jerk reactions during 2011. We and the masses both have plenty of old reality beliefs/belief systems to let go of in greater ways than we have so far. These beliefs can be as subtle as things like your age, your physical health, expectations, worth, how consciousness works, what 5D is like and so on. No matter how small or large our beliefs may be at this late date, if they restrict us in any way they’ll present themselves to be greatly expanded or fully released. Time is short so these final lessons and issues will surface fast and furiously throughout 2012 in an attempt to HELP us get free and clear. Just do it.
During 2012 we’ve got to consciously know more about Source, multidimensional reality, quantum existence outside of time so that we can embody it and more within ourselves. 2012 will be about consciously knowing much more and not becoming imbalanced or ungrounded because of our evolving base of operations and sense of “Self”. Said another way, 2012 is when we’ll embody more of our Higher Selves, “God” or Source in conscious ways. Remember we worked long and hard to cast-off these higher, larger aspects of ourselves to even get down into 3D physicality. Now on the return trip we’re required to pick these aspects of our Selves back up and put them on once again. This last year of the Ascension Process will appear highly polarized as the old lower fights to survive while we remain steadfast and focused on embodying and getting up-to-speed energetically for next December’s Cosmic energy tsunami.
Denise Le Fay
December 10, 2011
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A very Happy Birthday to Denise and others this month (including me – born December 22nd)!
Regarding the year 2012 and our on-going Ascension, I came across a very interesting channeling by Cosmic Awareness (prepared in 2008/2009) which gives detail on what to expect, particularly with the separation of worlds and how it is likely to be experienced. This is available for free at http://cosmicawareness.org/2012.pdf.
Best wishes & lots of Light to all, Thelma
Thelma,
Thank-you for sharing the cosmic awareness website. I am still reading it for it is very long but packed full of Ascension information. I am so blessed to continually recieve answers from my Higher Self to all my inquires, although it seemed quiet during our last Mercury Retrograde period. They/I made up for the silence these past couple of days–Thank-you Denise!!! Thank All of you here, it is a comfort to know that I/we are not alone. Love*Peace & White Light , Valerie
Hi Denise and All Here:
Thank you, Denise, for your excellent summary and thinking on what’s to come. The above sentence “speaks” to me. The idea of the “return trip” tells me we’re on our way “Home” at last and if there is more to do, okay, fine, I’ll do my best to take the neutral observer stand, but as for personally integrating more Dark, I don’t think I’m up for that. I guess I’m about to find out.
In the meantime, happy 60th. I too am a December Capricorn and looking forward to a year of everything coming together. From what I can understand, and your post confirms this, is that 12-12 brought the first vibrations of Christ-consciousness, or Source, or whatever, to us and as a result, as you say, the stage is about to “Light” up and expose all the actors. It’s about time. I am tired and sore and ready to be entertained!
Love to you All Here, B.
LouAnn:
You said:
“If I get this correctly: if the Dark has to be whole and go into the Light… then the Light must do the same and go into the Dark.”
I think the words you need instead of “go into the Dark” are “embrace and transmute the Dark” because if you embrace the dark and accept it as part of your being then you can also transmute it because it then becomes light.
Btw–loved The Dark Crystal when it first came out and still do!
Thank you for Birthday wishes for “US” Capricorns and Special Birthday wishes to you as well, Denise.
Theocacao
I thought this was my personal reading…just written for me :) Amazing!!!
Thank-you Denise :)
Love & Hugs
Pamela
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“… 2012 is the year for the Light Ones to do the same and integrate enough Dark within themselves at the levels and dimensions they exist on now.”
At first breath… my heart gave a quick and depressing lurch. Then as always… my Higher Self keeps explaining to me that it’s like the ending scene of the “Dark Crystal”. My HS explains away that … in the beginning of “Time”… both the Light and the Dark split into pieces during the battle for our souls… and were not whole since then. Duality Drama unfurled onto Earth and, her Earth dwellers and the rest of the Universe, had known suffering because of this splitting… aka Duality Consciousness. 2012 is the conclusion.
So… I share here the ending scene of Jim Henson’s “the Dark Crystal”.
I’d be safe to say that… I’m learning away so bear with me here: think of the Dark meanies as the Dark ones… and the old ones the Light ones. They fuse together… “go into the Light” … and become as ONE beings of Light. I also find that the two antagonists represent the male and female energies. At the end of this scene… I find that the “female antagonist’s resurrection” is like… in my own interpretation… our once dead and gone Goddess energy now resurrected. And ALL of our tired selves finally conclude this chapter of our evolving lives… as completely whole and ascended beings. And I could say that… the Crystal itself is our embodying Self fusing both the Light and the Dark… just like our Pineal Gland is right now as a “crystal” in our heads. The Earth’s core is also the Crystal… all part of fusing everyone together as One.
If I get this correctly: if the Dark has to be whole and go into the Light… then the Light must do the same and go into the Dark. Both are one and the same regardless. Both MUST conclude the entire evolutionary process. Both created Duality Consciousness and both MUST be whole again. Am I getting it right or at least close…?
And Happy 60th Birthday in advance Denise, and to all Capricorns here. :)
Love to all tired Crystals
Lou Ann
P.S. I knew that this passing eclipse would do something within me… but it was the FOLLOWING day that REALLY did the deed on me. Was angry so baldy and knew why. I was angry but told my folks it’s just my period… which I knew it wasn’t really the real cause but needed alone-time to just work and transmute it. So VERY glad I’m not the only one here. ^_^’
Thanks for that explanation above, Denise, even though I know it in my heart, when you hear it then it makes a difference.
My biggest messages lately have been about non-judgement and compassion, which is what you underlined for us all. Even down to the rats eating my chook (hen) food and the local fruit fly being a ‘pest’ in my garden.
This takes the non judgement and compassion away from the ‘normal’ human application and brings it into a more core level. This is where we are clearing out really old beliefs and attitudes, huh. I see these things because I work close with nature, a lot of people would go along with attitudes about critters that are inspired by others and by pest adverts around us.
So that’s my interesting thought for you all today, where do you carry not-so-positive thoughts about our smaller (less obvious) critters. They work on this earth as well and I love their versatility, their resilience and their quirky ways.
With love and hugs to all and some special ones to Cat (((((((((Cat))))))))) from LINDA
Dear Denise and All
Lots of comments about the dark forces. I would like to put a quote in from Sri Aurobindo which perfectly describes all that is being said on this website.,
This is why the seeker has to ask himself is this my stuff or am I picking up the collective mire.Maureen
Hi Denise
Thank you .. I really enjoyed your post.
I wanted to run something by you … funnily enough I recall writing a while ago .. that the
dark stuff isn't really my bag; ..and almost as soon as I wrote it I had a feeling that I may return to those words someday, :-)though I walk through the shadow .. etc’ ..and this is not anything which I usually pull out of the bag ..so to speak.Last night it felt like all hell was breaking loose in our place ... there were many dark entities flying around ..and I also felt the presence of AA Michael and others ( I tend to automatically call out for him if I have these feelings ..although sometimes I have been known to deal with them on my own ..although not often :-) ) .. anyway ... last night was the biggest explosion of Light and dark which I have ever encountered. It also involved my daughter ... I recall helping to pull dark energies from her ... it was like some kind of major battle of sorts, I was even saying part of the lord is my shepherd ...
Anyway … it felt like the mother of all battles going on in our place with so much light and many of these darker energies being turned over ot the light … they were kind of coming through the walls..
We live in a very very old building which at one stage was a school … and last night it was as if all of that old energy was also flying around.
Anyway …this was some night of transmuting energies …. not something which I have been involved with overly much and so I would say thank you so much for all that you are and all that you do Denise.
…and I would appreciate your thoughts and insights
Much Love
Matariki
xx
PS
How weird … I have been looking around and found that those very words which I was saying last night ( Psalm 23 … which i still find an odd choice for me ) were mentioned in the very same article from Lisa Renee which you mentioned above.
And weirder still … i mentioned that these beings were `coming through the walls’ …and her article is entitled ‘Through the wall in time’ ….which is pretty much how it felt as well.
Things are getting freaky these days :-)
Oh ..and happy birthday wishes too.
Much love
xx
Speak about a messy house, I’m there with you! I also did something disastrous and invited a friend that I did not know very well to move in because she had to find a place and I had an empty room. Energetic catastrophe! I have been wondering how to claim my balanced space so, thank you Authentic Linda for reminding me that the most important things happen in energy levels – I really don’t want to create any more drama in my own home.
After reading this article I also understood, that all this has a purpose. With my inmate I need to face some of the emotional reactive patterns I still want to discard – and I have to deal with a lot of mental structures and thinking patterns I resist. So far I don’t know how to do that but I hope time will show. I meditate a lot and I have just found out about the Violet Flame meditation which should be efficient healing this kind of structures and connections.
Thank you Denise for reminding not to judge other people’s path! You never know what others’ position in this whole thing is. I had a mental vision of my inmate which made me think perhaps she is not able to embody much of her Higher Self and I felt sorry for her. She has to live the 3D with what she has and who am I to blame? Anyway, regarding what you say in this article of the energies of this and the next year getting rid of outmoded emotional and mental structures, she is doing me a favor if I can accept it.
I always get help to my problems when I come to this site. Thank you so much everyone!
Hello, Everyone,
First of all, Happy Birthday to Denise, Avian, Christine, and SuZen. Wow, there’s a lot of you!
This Full Moon Lunar Eclipse is laying me out flat. Not with symptoms, but those things that are “in my face” to deal with. I’m standing up to the noisemakers in my building and they are being completely disrespectful and rushing around to knock on my door and phone. Like I’m going to invite unbalanced male energy like theirs into my home. Not getting much sleep because of them and then sleeping inordinate amounts during the day. Since I’ve been back in North America, I’ve been invisible to my family. I let one sister know I was here because I get along better with her and I needed some boxes from her place. I knew that somehow she would betray me (a theme in our family) and she told my mother that I would be home for Christmas instead of January (which is less loaded emotionally). So my mother started obsessing about it and called me tonight. My immediate reaction was to hang up on her. And then I realized how incredibly angry I am at her and how much I really don’t want a relationship with her. She’s a “timid manipulator” and has most everyone wrapped around her finger. A very nasty piece of work that destroys the lives of those around her. Our family is in shreds since she is in charge (since my father’s death). I really want to run away, because they’re dramatic and will probably stalk me and she always has an attack dog by her side. Ah, sigh. I so don’t want to go there. There’s no winning with her. Argh, it’s too much! I’ve been crying like I haven’t in years today.
If this is a preview of 12-12-2012, what the hay?
And it’s taking me months and months to unpack here! Still not done! So my house is cluttered and I don’t invite anyone over either.
Hugs to all (and I could use some, too!)
Cat
Maureen,
Many years ago, I had the problem with a sore throat all the time. A very wise friend told me I need to speak my truth to someone and it would go away. I knew who and what needed to be said but it took a while to get the courage. When I did no more sore throat.
I think the blue ones were Lemurian. Don’t ask how or why I think that, don’t know. Hey maybe, I was once blue. :)
Are the Orion controllers reptillian? I used to get scratches on my V-ja quiet often. Once a very vivid dream of one of them on top of me and me yelling, Why are you doing this, I can’t have babies. Just wondering if anyone had any ideas, It has been several months since the last time.
Is anyone else so ready for this holiday madness to be over? And praise be to all the messy house hermits!
PEACE………..NANASTE………..LOVE to all
Please explain what a Polarity Integrator is?
And “Holding neutral power of the compassionate witness” is?
Thank-you. as usual the information is right on time.
Love to All, Valerie
Valerie,
A “Polarity Integrator” is a term Lisa Renee used in her Nov. 2011 article. [See it here and/or at her website] http://www.energeticsynthesis.com/index.php?option=com_content&view=category&layout=blog&id=40&Itemid=73
I’ve used a similar term in my book A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution (2010).
Some Starseeds primary mission and natural talent is transmuting negative energies (in all their forms) created by others in this and other timelines on 3D Earth and the 4D Astral. We’re literally wired to do this particular Energy Work during the Ascension Process to transmute and integrate those past old lower negative residual energies from this dimension and the lower Astral. We do this IN and THROUGH our physical and energy bodies in a literal, living Alchemical way.
The reasons we do this is to transmute those negative, polarized energies (emotions, thoughts, thought-forms etc.) so they’re no longer here and replace them with higher frequency Light energies which then become available to the masses instead.
The second term also created by Lisa Renee –“neutral power of the Compassionate witness”– is something that’s necessary for those of us who do Polarity Resolution work as “Polarity Integrators”. One cannot do that type of energy work and have a polarized attitude emotionally and/or mentally over any of it! You’ve got to be and remain absolutely neutral and non-judgmental over whatever it is that you are transmuting/integrating/clearing and replacing with Light.
Over the past twelve years of my Polarity Resolution work being a “Polarity Integrator”, I’ve witnessed, lived and felt (energetically, etherically NOT physically, clairvoyantly etc.) some of the most heinous, dark, evil, horrific actions done by other people only so that I could feel within myself what both the perpetrators and the victims felt during those horrible acts and their deaths. Once I’ve lived and felt those stuck, residual lower frequency energies, I can then in a matter of seconds, transmute all of it and make it permanently gone from this world and the lower Astral. [See A Lightworker’s Mission ]
At no time did or will I ever feel judgement against these perpetrators or victims as that’s not what this is all about. It’s about transmuting and removing these types of lower frequency energies and replacing them with Light energies. In other words, I and others like me that are wired for this type of energy work remain neutral and become the “Compassionate Witness” to whatever evilness we’re transmuting. Judgement would only instantly drop us down into duality, polarized consciousness and we’d be in deep shit if that happened! ;) So, one must master being both emotionally neutral and, when necessary, a “Compassionate Witness” to certain events and actions done by others.
Check out Lisa Renee’s site and her past monthly articles for more info about this and other very important topics…especially if you’re a Starseed.
Denise
Denise,
HAPPY 60TH BIRTHDAY!!!
I want to thank-you for answering my questions, I really appreciate that you took the time.
Alot of these terms are foriegn to me, although I live them and I try to understand what is happening–it is strange. I know we are all on the same yet different paths, however, I feel that I do alot of this work without even really knowing it. Does that make sense to you? Somehow I know it does and I do not mean to put words in your mouth but I know you get it.
For a long time now, I can’t even remember when it stared I just became neutral on all the worlds drama and will not accept any drama in my immediate life, at first I thought I lost all my compassion and caring for everyone. Totally not like me because I have always cared too much and have been accused of being way too sensitive by those “close” to me. It is not that I do not care, I am just neutral and I “observe”.
Anyway your response about what a ” polarilty intragrator” is sounds like what I have been doing but not knowing it, I don’t know but I am investigating it now that I understand the basics. I have alot of dark/negative attacks but something happened around the same time of my becoming neutral where i send out white light and transmute the energies and became non-judgemental–(mostly)–and sensed and/or guided to do this in all situations, especially, to send it to the dark/negative. I am trying to figure all this out in many ways and i am very appreciative to you for your help and clarification, as well as all those willing to share thier understandings here on your site. Thank-you again much Love*Peace and White Light to You. Valerie
To Lady and M, and any others. Gosh it is so new to be accepted and not ignored BECAUSE of my experience.
I want you to know that I am 51. I suffered extreme fatigue and what I later learned was constant psychic attack which cased constant fear, anxiety, phobias, etc that I had to push aside just to hold a job. No family member accepted me, other than I was a cry baby. And I am empathic and got up to 400 lbs at one point.
The metaphysical community was great. I was guided to balanced folks. Yet no matter how long I sought and no matter how hard I attempted to change and keep positive, I found I could not do it. I would give in to despair. I would feel better for a while after an appointment with clearing, light, love and explanations but the strange fears would alwyas come back, and I was/am addicted to certain junk foods that make me tired.
I was completely isolated, still am, and my only relief would be when the tension would build up so much I would seek out a session for relief and human connection.
One day several years ago I was following my heart, feeling a session was needed. I was strongly drawn to Babaji back then. I was reading websites and I came across one from a woman who also channeled Babaji. She no long channels or I’d give it to you. NOt long after my appt she said she had grown into a new place and didn’t need to or want to channel any longer.
So I had this appt. I was the most tired I’d ever been. I had so much trust inside of me that I had sent off money and my phone number AND trusted this woman to phone ME. Also I had prayed not long prior that I wanted to die. My heart wanted to contribute to the heling and love here, but I always succombed to despair and was surely feeding the darkness. I did feel a sensation on my head following that prayer. Mind you that I had given up any hope of “healing”.
The call came and I was tired I almost didn’t care! And then I began to listen as I was told things about me and my long dead mother I had never told anyone, including nightmares. Then He began to tell me about these cords on me and history of the demonic thru my mom. I of coursed asked for the cords to be removed…. duh!!! When all was said and done I was creeped out. When a few days passed I assumed that as per usual I would not notice any changes. Yet over time change DID happen. I filled out. I was no longer an emotional empathic anxious nerve. I stopped feeling afraid. My emotions began to feel they were simply a prt of me, not all of me. I left out an important part though. During the appt I was told that “I” had waited till the “last minute” to create this healing.
I have had to struggle with the concept of “predestination”, pre-brith planning, soul contracts or what have you because on my human suffering level I sure wasn’t hanging out enjoying the pain! And then you get those dear people who can’t wait to point out that it is only the ego that suffers! Well, the ego is part of us, not evil or to be killed or trashed. just raised up and integrated with love..
Now I am in a new phase of questions BECAUSE of the big WHY. How does “it” work? etc. I felt angry and betrayed as I had been traumatised since I was a kid!
P.S. After the removal of those cords I did contact the “healers” from my past and pose the question, wondering if they had sensed anything at all. Only one said he had sensed something evil around me. Just “something”. So it was held from them to be aware till it was “time”. One huge clue/mystery I had around this one healer was that when he would do bodywork on me and stand behind my head…. i was lying on table….. I’d feel such peace for the mere seconds he stood there, that I’d want to cry when he moved on. After the cords were gone and I had bodywork and again he would stand behind my head, I then felt nothing at all! Just normal! (This man has past away) Only 1 person remains in my life from my past. Everyone has died or moved on. Thanks so very much for listening.
Dear Edith, I would like to know too, please. :)
Lady, although it is my understanding that we can and do sometimes draw certain negative experiences to us by our thoughts, I don’t buy the “blame the victim” mentality either. Talk about kicking someone when they’re down – first they have to suffer whatever it is that has occurred, and then they have to accept the blame and responsibility for something that may have had nothing to do with their energetic patterns or karma. People who continually repeat that as a Truth generally have less compassion for the person suffering. I’m pretty sure the Dark ones started that whole “blame the victim” rumour!
M & Lady,
That and a lot of other “religious” beliefs designed to DIS-empower the masses and more easily control and herd them energetically, mentally, emotionally and psychically!
Because there’s a wee little nasty negative something trying to manifest here over the past 24 hours…and because I won’t allow it in here…plus the fact that I’m a “Polarity Integrator” and always have been, I’m going to quote something important Lisa Renee said in her Nov. 2011 article. This is NOT directed at anyone in particular here at TRANSITIONS, but it needs to be said again and radiated outward.
Denise Le Fay
TRANSITIONS
12-11-11
Thank you so much Denise, I have tears in my eyes.(not common for me) Five years ago I would have run to every reader,healer,etc.asking for absolution.
Now I am in touch with my inner and Higher Self, and know how many people I have helped with this Compassion, I feel my Heart and Core Self and know I am a good woman.
Sending this Love to my Heart and mis-placed intentions.
Thank you,thank you…when one walks alone and then another appears..for me it’slike coming home. I think the key is how much we have given and loved and some place in side says, BRING IT BACK HOME. Thank you again..I said one day I’m getting 3 tatoo’s becuase I have made it through so much and there was no one there to say, Well done.
Lovingly Cheri
Thanks also to those with messy houses…I don’t feel alone.
Blessings to all of you, my Spiritual Family,
Cheri
Hi Denise,
Thank you so much for this post….now I don’t feel so alone with what I’ve been going through. A week before my father passed away on Nov. 23rd, I started to experience a very painful, stiff neck (that moves around on my head) that won’t allow me to sleep properly – I also have to resort to sleeping sitting up sometimes!. I also have days where I feel like I’m on the brink of fainting with a constant ringing in my ears. I had chalked this up to the added stress of having to settle most of his affairs within a month, but now I realize from reading your blog that it could be a combination of things, including having ascension symptoms again. I remember a few years back where I went through a long period of having what felt like a steel band surrounding and digging into my shoulder blades…excruciating! I’ve been calling in all my angels and guides to help me get through this rough patch…it’s been especially challenging to get out of my mind and back into my heart space, where everything is always ok. But it’s been very cathartic to write and thank you and others who have commented on your website that are all experiencing similar symptoms. I pray that 2012 gets easier as we process through all of this heavy letting go of stuff…
All, I wondered if my experience was individual or if everyone was having it. So much depression and exhaustion, back pain, brain fog, stomach trouble…and a messy house as well! I am asking for help daily to resolve whatever is happening. Thanks to all for sharing. It’s good to know I am not alone. Happy Birthday Denise, and many hugs.
Susan.
have just read your latest post – the last few months have been so difficult for me – having spent the last 12 years working on clearing etc i thought i have got over the worst of it –
then my mother died in august which bought on my fathers dementia symptoms dramatically – to make matters worse a strange woman has ingratiated herself with my confused father and turned him against me rresuting in all sorts of horridness – lies etc etc – she is now getting him to give her money –
i have lost the plot with it all and where before i have always been able to see clearly thee answers to problems right now i am completely stuck. i feel a bit let-down having asked for help and n ot getting any but i suppose this is something i am meant to sort for myself. – i feel as though i am surrounded by awful darkness and some sort of evil – and cant work out what to do about it. i am wondering if this is a plot by the dark forces to put me off what i am meant to be working towards – i do feel like i may lose it any moment –
any insight into anything concerning this would be so much appreciated –
susie
Re comments – the Blue People:
I quote from Brian Grattan
In view of a new age approaching, it does not surprise me that some lightworkers are connecting with the energies of the previous golden age. maureen
TEACHERS, FRIENDS of Rainbow crystals and LIGHT this year we have to do “the necklace of pearls” do so feel the team or the DREAM TEAM, as they say in English.you have to remember with the HEART.COSMIC DNA BE IN PLACE.LET YOURSELF BE CARRIED AWAY FROM THE HEART TO REMEMBER WHEN YOU HAVE ACCEPTED THE CHALLENGE.DO YOU REMEMBER?DO YOU REMEMBER?I REMEMBER!SAY IT ALOUD SEVERAL TIMES A DAY!I REMEMBER.I REMEMBER THE TEAM, MY ROLE PLAYER.LOVE IN
How good it is to not feel alone any longer with sickness and pains … and birthdays … it is my 42nd on 29 December … For almost 10 months now I feel bad pain in my right shoulder, with burning in my mouth, sometimes pain in the kidneys …. It made me even go to radiation of the thorax … nothing found. Have fasted for 10 days now to ease the pain but the energies seem to be too high. I resist having more observation at doctors that I do not trust any longer. I remain praying and know that I am not alone. Happy Birthday to you fellas and love and healing light to all of us!
Namaste Denise and thank you so much. I am too having pains in between the shoulders and in the neck, sinuses, weary eyes, etc., not sleeping etc., Also the whole house looks messy and I am not able to do a lot. It just takes all my power to go to work and to function somehow. Your posts help me a lot to move through the days with all this pain in the body. It really keeps me going and gives me power – I know I am not alone. Happy birthday to you! Thanks for your being! We will keep the faith! Best wishes from Liechtenstein
The energy of this article is so loving and consoling and I feel really uplifted after reading it although it seems we are going to have a pretty heavy year ahead of us :D
I have been thinking a lot of this embodying the dark business since earlier when you discussed of the dragon energy and the X-symbol. Maybe there is something good we could recognize and appreciate in the manners of the dark ones? Perhaps the readiness to act and claiming the power? Maybe we have times ahead of us that we need to act like Jesus when he turned the tables upside down and chased the bankers away from the temple?
Happy birthday Denise, Avian and Christine!
I got the shingles on Nov12, and have been in extreme pain ever since. My back feels like I have a shotgun blast on my right shoulder blade and I feel like someone stabbed me in the chest.I have pulled every trick in my bag to help speed up my recovery seems to only provide temporary relief. I am almost worried another year of pain will send me over the deep end.. but I am here for the long haul so I will just suck it up and do the best I can. May we all have a wonderful new year and bless the many twists and turns of 2012<3
for the first time I am reading the comment section. for the first time I seem to be reading from people who live and feel as I do. I used to wonder where the others were because I could not be the only one. I’m glad my home is not the only mess and I too don’t invite people over. I’d rather sleep and relax. Hopefully the dark does not have a stronghold on people anymore. sometimes things are not revealed, I am sorry to say. I had to live a horrible life till I “discovered” the dark had used “cords” on me to steal my energy 24/7 for almost all of my life. No healer or practioner with abilities saw these cords. EVER. Not until several years ago and I was set free. and what a huge difference I experience in being me, plus I have energy now.
Edith, I’d love to hear how this clearing finally happened? what was done, or involved? How you felt…etc. Any details you are willing to share as I feel this happens more often than not and people do not realize what is happening to them….far to many will tell you its your own ”karma” or the ”law of attraction” when its often the dark forces at work…….Thanking you in advance. Lady.
One more thing..I do understand what going into the darker places within means.Deeper and deeper. Had a very gifted woman tell me something about myself,kinda like looking at the reasons one would spin out of control and be pullled down into this dimension. It was quite alarming. Of course watched a movie tonight that was about the Insanity of this particular life time.
The movie got through and I started going crazy in a place,how could I do that!!!!
My Higher Self jumps in and says what would you say to someone who came to you with this problem.
I said nothing that I did was any worse then anyone has done, and I think I’ve hears it all…I JUST DIDN’T HAVE THE COMPASSON TO FORGIVE MY SELF.as I did others. Bingo!!
Hurrah another layer down another to go…
Cheri
Cheri,
Brilliant job you! ♥ It’s much easier to forgive and let go of whatever it may be with other people…and VASTLY more difficult to do the same with ourselves. This is a HUGE transition/Initiation you’ve just made. Be proud, be very proud of yourself and give yourself a big Heart Hugs. :)
Hugs,
Denise
Thanks again, Denise. And, YES, I’m there alongside you.
Yesterday was another huge learning curve for me and I feel sure that someone will benefit from this story. I first had a meeting with a very 3D lady who lives with her grand daughter. The grand daughter is ‘bi polar’ and the whole scene there is hard, with them coping on their level. Yesterday I tried to help.
Then I visited a friend who is becoming more aware. She has been having huge difficulties with her 16yr old son who is only recently on medication. I again gave advice in my knowledgeable human/angel role. (h-m-m-m)
Finally I had a cuppa with another friend who is just learning how to cope with her 6yr old. Her daughter is not staying clear and brings all sorts of gremlins home. It creates a monster/gorgeous girl mix. Yep, you got it, the human me offered whatever.
I was totally slam dunked by what I bought home with me later on last night. Got thrown off the toilet (I still smile a this even though it hurts like heck today) bounced against the wall, but managed not to break my nose. Enough of the visuals, you get it. Bit scarey for both of us. Poor Michael.
After calling in a girlfriend to fine tune for me, cause I was shaken up and fuzzy, I have succeeded in learning yet another lesson in protection.
My Point – we are not here to assist as humans! All of out work is done in the other dimensions and when we expose ourselves to slightly aware people, their energy will come to the party. Keep yourselves safe and use your known protection methods. AA Michael is only a thought away.
OK, with love and big hugs to you all. LINDA
Thanks Denise, I do know a woman who is not judgemental (see doesn’t understand but is quite compassionate. I thought about her tonight, will juggle bills around.
Birthday Blessing!!!
Cheri
M..Forgive me for laughing but as I was reading your response it was like reading my story.
Trying to cook while pulling dirty knives and spoons from the sink to wash and cook with.
When someone else says it, it sounds funny,but as you I feel embarrased.
How how sad when you say what’s left of my social life boy do I get that,
I enjoy a lovely place but when I clean the kitchen and look back a few days later it’s in the same condition, and when I try to get to the other rooms there’s no energy left.
I’m still laughing…I quess when someone else is this way it makes me realize how crazy this is.
Wouldn’t it be nice if we could call up friends(or what’s left of them) and tell them this is what I’m going through, I need help. I’d be too a shame to let them see this place.
I know it’s not funny,probably just a little mad..at times. Usually when I throw an all out fit and the universe they send help. Why that is I’ll never know.
Oh I’m so glad to be apart of this site.Where crazy doesn’t sound crazy.
Cheri
.. yep.. for a few days this was so bad i could not sleep in bed so i sat up in my chair and slept, it felt like spasms…… i have also had teeth nerve pain goin on…the head and spine seems to be one big vibration :)
what you share .. is so right on! thanks for your sharing and insights.. and………. happy birthday from one Cap to another :) .. i will be 61 DEC 29th 1950:) may we all be blessed this upcoming year as we move more deeply into the Light.. love christine
christine,
And Happy Birthday to you too fellow Capricorn and we most certainly will be “blessed” in 2012. :)
♥ Hugs,
Denise
Thank you so much Denise, your explanation is so much more comforting than what my wild, irrational mind conjured up….and Happy Birthday, you beautiful soul. You have much to celebrate! Thank you for all you do.
Much Love and a birthday hug.
M
Oh, Cheri Evans!
I am having exactly the same experiences, the vibrations are so violent and constant. I’m so tired of it. My house is also a complete mess, I probably wouldn’t even notice if I had been burgled. The truth is that I cannot cope with such a messy home, it’s overwhelming me and affecting everything – social life (what little is left of that), my state of mind, and my dignity. I love my pretty home and here it is, trashed.
I feel like I’m having a jolly good whinge, but I know I’m safe here to do so – it’s just been one of those months/weeks/days. I will pray that we both acquire the energy to clean our homes, it is so important right now to feel in harmony with our environment, it makes mediating and eating well easier and so much more pleasurable (I can’t even prepare a healthy meal because my sink, it overfloweth with dirty dishes and all my kitchen tools/plates/cutlery are just sitting waiting there to be cleaned).
“This too shall pass”.
With love
Yup, massive headaches (the base of my skull, eye sockets, sinuses, temples), sore neck, throat problems…. So bad the past week and then yesterday into today just got worse. I guess the fact that the eclipse was in Gemini only exacerbated my symptoms because I’m a Gemini. Fun stuff. When I read the first couple of lines I pushed myself the read your entire post, if you could write it with a headache, then I could read it with mine. Big gratitude hugs to you Denise.
I have had a chronic inflamed throat for 4 years now and have no reasons for this! maybe sensitive to the shift? not sure but I know im changing …. peace and love to all
Denise did you see the Lunar eclipse this morning from your vantage point in LA? I sure would have loved to have seen it but i live here in eastern US and nothing but dark cloud showed up..
Truly picked up on your speaking about mastering emotions because today was one heck of a day and of all things My BIRTHDAY(Dec10). I have cried a bucket of tears which started with a rant and then the tears just flowed so i suspect it had to break me down.. I deduced i got a double whammy too being born in December and lunar moon eclipse in Gemini the opposite sign of Sagittarius. To top all that off i had dream of mom today wearing a blue dress and i remembered i was called at work on early morning December 2007 by my brother to tell me Mom had died/left the physical world and it was December 10 on my birthday and just 8 days before her December 18 birthday..
Today, truly has been hard hitting so i am taking the time to POM/Pity on me and moving on through it though.. Thanks again Denise for speaking about emotions as you hit the nail on the head as that was just what i needed today!
Avian,
Happy Birthday to you sweetie and I’m sorry it was a tearful one. I hope you were able to purge whatever it was that you needed to with them however. The Solstices (Summer and Winter) are really potent and they bring in tremendous energies for us but we’ve always got to adapt to them…which isn’t always easy. Plus, as you realized, this Lunar eclipse today is in opposition to your Sun – sense of Self. Let go of whatever is in you that you’ve outgrown and now needs to go so more of YOU can take its place. ♥
Happy Birthday,
Denise
Bless you for sharing your deep insights, wisdom and compassion!!! My head is also experiencing the same pressure and pain and all else that you share I relate to deeply. It is of great benefit to read your words and feel a deep kinship for you and all ….thank-you !!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hi, Denise and all,
Talking about new ways of being, I’m feeling reality slipping sideways (?) at times and I sometimes get waves of light showering down on me (last night in the middle of the thumping bass and I was going, Really? Now?) I also talk to people online and say hello to them and give them a hug when they need it and sometimes I can feel them back. It’s definitely going to be an interesting year.
Love to all,
Cat
thanks. Like Shari- Lyn, it is good to have company and see a higher reason.
Transmuting away-
Good one again. The pains, sickness and aches I can relate to quite a bit. I’ve spent the past 20 years in great physical pain. I have since come to realize it was not all mine, nor ascension symptoms though I can still have those. But I was wondering if anyone uses the wise sage to smudge their aura and living spaces to remove those energies that can cause great pain? I thought it was an old tradition that didn’t have merit. How could smoke from a plant burning make me feel better?! Well this was the dark forces discouraging me. I have lived with migraines all my life, family too, mother and sisters. Only to find out 2 years ago that the migraines were caused not by illness of my physical person, but by negative energies that caused them. Because once I began to smudge out of desperation to do anything/everything in gods name to rid myself of anything that may cause the pains, malaise and sickness, I began to smudge with sage and within minutes the migraines went away completely. It is shocking every time, for anyone who knows the pain of migraines. I follow up by showering with pure sea salt, just mixing handfuls with soap and applying head to toe and rinsing. 9 times out of 10, the pains, sickness, and migraines disappear 100%. Imagine my shock to realize this and I’ve been taking exedrin all my life for these pains and migraines for nothing….they were not mine. I was desperate enough to try it and it works for me, Maybe it will work for some of you? blessings, Lady.
Many many blessings for your 60th BIRTHDAY and have the most wonderful day..Namaste.xxx
My heart is with you Denise. My head,base of my skull and base of my neck has been in terrible pain all week. Sometimes I feel like where and how am I exsisting, I work to over nights 2 times a week and many times I have to hide the vibrating and shaking when I’m there. I have to become a”normal” person to survive.
I walked in the house this morning and I looked at it in shock. I manage to pick it up once a week and it never gets caught up, it looks like a place when someone has gone mad.I manage to keep people away..due to embassment. Friends have helped on occasion but it’s been so long I just resign myself to this constant mess. Reminding myself that between the pain, the work and exhaustion it’s all I can do. Screaming at the universe,God whoever GIVE me strength to clean.
I feel guilty complaining all the times but as the realities shift I see things differently. Most everything that was is gone…I know the drill but sometimes the whole process get’s so over whelming. Still keeping in the back of my mind the woman who have children and are struggling to survive.
It becomes lonlier and lonlier, as life goes on with out me. I understand the greater picture and reality but sometimes I want to SCREAM…bring some joy for one night, some comfort,reassurance…and then you write :)
Bless you,
Cheri
Cheri,
Hang in there with me and all the rest of us. Not much further to go really and many of us will be feeling major improvements with the start of 2012 and throughout the year.
This may be a stupid question, but can you afford to hire someone to come in once a month and clean your place? If you can it would be so worth it to NOT have to do it yourself and give yourself some time to rest and do nothing. Give it some thought and ask your Higher Self to help you out with this situation.
♥ Hugs,
Denise
Thank you for sharing your learning experiences and everything else you are going through in all dimensions/frequencies…..
Wishing you a year of an easier,lighter transformation,transmutation,transcendence,Ascension
Happy Birthday! Healthy Holidays
Strenght,Patience,Wisdom,Light,Love
Blessings
DD
just about to finish up a 12 hour shift at work….my only access to a computer… having a bad day…….mad, mad as hell and do not know why…..nothing especially triggered it except waste which always gets me so I leave a nice note reminding the rest of the staff here (domestic violence shelter) that plastic does come from oil and we need to save our earth for the children…blah blah blah is what I am sure they hear but still I have to voice….
yesterday afternoon there was a huge X in the sky, a chemtrail I assume but still it seemed a marker and made me smile……decided to check mail and found this and AS ALWAYS I am feeling much better….THANKS
20 years ago, I used to say to friends, I know that I know that I know…I believe there was something waking inside me….guess now I know…….bring on 12-12…only 1 more year, just the blink of the eye……..love to all here and thanks for the combined energy of this site for without it I would not have any support, oh and the friends from so long ago…lost somewhere along the way
Dear dear Denise, May Mercury and all the communication gods and goddesses pile you high with bright blessings. Why? Because you communicate to me and so many others information that is vital to survival. When crazy everywhere. You send out info that makes me feel somewhat sane and capable of taking another step up the ladder and doing the next required task on this wild journey.
Thank you so very much. Tons of heart hugs, Gwen
Thank you for your timely post Denise.
My thighs have been aching like they would had I climbed a mountain and a few days ago, I too had a feeling of being ‘stabbed in the back’ in between my shoulder blades. I last had this horrible sensation in 2007 and it lasted for at least a month, so I’m grateful that it’s improving and disappearing quickly this time round. You speak of the dark ones turning toward the light… well, surprisingly, I had an intuition that Tony Blair, of all people, had a moment of ‘clarity’ and was moving in our direction, although I’m not sure if he remained on the path. I don’t have much motivation to do anything today and I’ve been so weepy.
Your comments about the likes of us having to embody more darkness has concerned me, does it mean that we have to incorporate the dark to balance us, so to speak? I really don’t the idea of having to integrate more dark. I feel like I’ve worked very hard to remove the darkness.
Feeling lonely, feeling stuck and to be honest, feeling childish about it all. Last week I felt like giving up and allowing others to do all the work from now on, I just can’t see how I’m changing anything at the moment – it’s as if I’m in some sort of limbo.
M,
Not more “darkness” or negativity in the ways we have been for years, but only those issues, beliefs etc. we may still have within us. After all the transformational work we’ve already done, I just don’t see that we’ve got to deal with the Dark any more as we have for years. These remaining issues are small and nothing as difficult and painful as what we’ve transmuted already. Due to our exhaustion and the pains from embodying, I think even a tiny little job (physical or energetic) seems nearly overwhelming to many of us at this point!
I’ve gone through periods (plenty of them in 2011!) of just wanting to quit too. But I’ve gone through this feeling enough times to know that it passes and I’ll feel better in a couple of hours or days. The “limbo” feeling state is another common phase or transition within the ongoing energy changes. Like the tides the energy waves come in and we ride them for a while, then we sit and rest and ready ourselves for the next set of waves to come. ;)
Hugs,
Denise
angelic choir Thank you so much for posting! No wonder I was such a whack job lately! I thought I was going nuts! I have an eye infection, headaches, feeling faint, cranky, miserable….Just GAH!
I very much look forward to your assessments denise, thank you very much. Apropo of nothing, i just cooked some falafel for the very first time. Damn! it was like standing over a pan of firecrackers. (funny now, not so much at the time) Does anyone know who the blue people are, where they come from? john
john,
Here’s a link to an old article about my traveling to another dimension where these Blue Beings exist…or at least one place they exist. Besides this, many of us Starseeds are Blue Ray so I suspect there’s other levels of connection to other dimensional Blue Beings.
http://deniselefay.wordpress.com/2007/09/07/meeting-old-friends/
Gawd I just had a horrible thought that maybe you’re talking about something totally different than this! Too much pain in da brain lately! :lol:
Denise
Wow!! I have a head ache too. Have had it for days now. I am sick to my stomack too.
Thanks for all the info…This really helps alot…I know where to go from here….