The October 2023 “Disturbances”

I know we’re near the end of November, but it’s taken me this long to even be able to write about some of what I physically and emotionally lived through—purged and embodied—in October 2023. The October eclipses assisted with some of what transpired energetically that month for some of us (everyone did not experience what I’m going to talk about), but there was much more than only the October eclipses that caused these ascension symptoms in certain Volunteers that month.

Since Phase 2 of the evolutionary Ascension Process began in January 2020, the gradual task of certain of us physically and emotionally purging ancient Team Dark distortions and limitations intentionally done to humanity, has gotten much more sever and painful. The reasons for this are because we continue going deeper and deeper into the permanent removal and purging of the ancient negative distortions in humanity’s physical and energy bodies, systems and structures. I’ve been personally experiencing that, in Phase 2, what’s being purged and removed in and through our physical Volunteer bodies now is so much worse and more painful because this level of ascension Work is taking place deep within core energy structures and systems in the physical human body that were negatively altered long ago. In other words, this purging Work happening in and through some of our physical bodies these past three years specifically (2021, 2022, 2023), has reached the level where entire distorted (inorganic) energy structural systems in human bodies are being permanently removed and replaced with Divine ascending NEW Human energy structural systems.

I can feel that this deeper, larger Work some Volunteers have been doing via living, purging, and embodying it physically is not done yet. We’re just doing this on much larger scales in much deeper layers and levels than we could before. We weren’t capable of doing this level of ascension Work through our physical bodies in Phase 1. As it is, 2022 and 2023 of this specific energy Work in and through my physical body has been difficult and more painful than anything prior, and at times felt like I was physically falling apart and might not make it.

In Phase 1 we dealt with continual lower levels of scratching the surface negativity clearing Work. I know it sure as hell didn’t feel like it at the time! In Phase 2 we’ve been dealing with intermittent super intense, vaster and more complex DEEP negative energy structural systems clearing Work in and through our physical bodies to assist in building the Divine NEW energy and physical NEW Human body template.

In October 2023 another concentrated next-level energy blast and change shift took place. Some experienced their physical bodies abruptly manifesting multiple “disturbances” at the same time that month. They were not new illnesses, diseases or injuries but unusually physically painful and debilitating, and some of them looked rather serious physically. I got hit with four different physical body “disturbances” at the same time in October 2023. Three of them abruptly and surprisingly easily and quickly ended and disappeared at the end of the month, revealing they were physical and energetic purge “disturbances” and not illness, diseases or injuries. Said another way, they were Ascension Process Separation of Worlds physical, emotional, etheric and energetic essential purge release ascension Work.

During October 2023 eclipse month, some also got hit with a severe personal emotional “disturbance”. While many of us were deep in multiple types of physical body lameness, and/or serious looking eye infection, and/or severe whole-body aching, and/or deeply bruised, beaten and broken feeling etc., the next manifestation of these acute October “disturbances” was a fierce personal emotional energetic purge release.

In my case this had to do with my only remaining physical family member, my only child (adult son). The lifelong backstory with him, with this, is Soul level and will not be fully shared. Just know that I’ve consciously Known for the majority of his life that his Soul desired for “him” to go through another Precessional round and not ascend at this time. Nothing else needs be said about this if you’ve birthed a child and raised him/her by yourself. I’m a Universal Ascension Volunteer first, and a physical mother second. Those two things are incredibly complex and often difficult to contend with during our current lifetimes of evolutionary ascension.

The October 2023 eclipses personal emotional purge release made it very clear that I had reached the absolutely necessary Separation of Worlds moment with my adult son and only remaining family member.

I had no idea how debilitating and energetically unhealthy my holding out for a miracle for him was making me. I’ve written repeatedly about this over these ascension years, but intellectually knowing something has absolutely nothing on personally physically and emotionally living it, especially when it’s a lifelong focused Soul education that can only carry real spiritual growth weight in a physical incarnation.

In October 2023, I had, as many of you also had, reached the point where I HAD TO intentionally, completely, honestly and with full Higher Awareness and HighHeart neutrality deliberately cut all remaining emotional, physical and etheric cord connections I had with my son because I’m continuing my current Embodiment and Ascension Process, and he isn’t in his current life. I’ve been consciously doing this incrementally for many years with him, but in October 2023, I had to completely cut the remaining cords because it was unsuitable for me to keep that last small connection to him for the Soul level reasons mentioned. Understand that this has been for me and I’m certain for him as well, the epicenter of our mother/son, son/mother 51-yearlong relationship. You want to talk about “love”, or as I say and write it, LOVE? This is one very big aspect of it — being capable of Knowing what and why from Source Self HighHeart Higher Awareness and allowing your only loved one to go through a lot of difficult and lengthy spiritual educations. This final step for me with this was to reach full honest emotional neutrality and cut him out and off to do what he’s wanted and needed to do all of his current life. Like I said, if it hurts, is difficult and extremely trying, then you can be assured it’s one of the most important things and process of your current incarnation.

October 2023 triggered in some of us capable of doing and surviving this level of ascension energy Work in and through our physical bodies and hearts was, is, and will continue to accelerate the Separation of Worlds and Timelines. We cannot take anything or holdout for anyone if they’re not ready, desirous of currently evolving/ascending, or an internal frequency match with ascending NEW Earth and NEW Humans. We harm them by our remaining attachments to them no matter how small at this point, and they harm us by interacting with us from their lower levels, frequencies and consciousness. The energy gap has become too large to try to continue this any longer. It’s full Separation of Worlds time now, and we’ll be feeling and dealing with the different ramifications of it for a good while.

If you had an extreme and difficult and painful time throughout October 2023, this is most likely why. Sudden multiple body problems out of the blue, followed by something happening or said or done by a loved one to you that forced you to fully cut any remaining emotional energetic etheric cords with him/her/them because the body template changes we went through last month force the end of any cord connections with loved ones that are not, for a variety of individual Soul reasons, going to live the current Ascension Process. As the old Sting song goes, ‘If you love somebody set them free’.

Denise Le Fay

November 22, 2023

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