Why I’ve Been MIA Lately

Never since the creation of TRANSITIONS in 2007 have I gone so long without writing anything. I’ve tried a few times to write something in February, but with the current Ascension symptoms I’m going through now, it’s nearly impossible to do anything — especially if physically moving and turning one’s head and/or eyes the slightest bit is required! I’ve tried to push my way through this and just do the work and other things I need to do but there’s a price to pay when I do this and it sends me back to bed to recover from that stupid move, on top of the symptoms I was having. Lesson learned, but I’m not always so great at resting and doing nothing physically when I’d rather be doing something else. I like to rest when I like to rest, not when I’m forced to. Hum, another personal lesson.

The point of this short note is just to let everyone know I’m still here and okay despite this round of intense Ascension Process symptoms I’ve been going through so far in 2013. I can and have worked and written articles and books while dealing with different ascension symptoms and other related issues but when the spinning head business happens, I absolutely cannot push my way through that symptom at all! The room, house, reality starts turning counterclockwise and the more I push my body to do physical things, chores, write etc., the faster the spinning. And of course this makes me nauseous which means I’m not doing anything at that point but crawling into bed and hopefully falling asleep (exiting my physical body) for as long as possible. Doing this always seems to help with the spinning head business and related nausea, for a while.

So this is what’s going on for me now along with other Ascension symptoms too. Here’s a short rundown of them because I know some of you reading this are going through this now too:

  • Ascension flu-like body aches and pains, chills
  • Inner cold flashes that radiate out just like “hot flashes” do
  • Parts of body internally and externally feel bruised and sore like I fell or was hit etc.
  • Parts of head and skull internally and externally feel bruised and sore like I was hit or hit my head on something etc.
  • Sudden nausea immediately followed by my heart/heart area hurting and feeling like a “muscle spasm” for a few seconds then it’s all gone
  • Head, skull, eyes, spine pains and pressures
  • Blurry vision again, dry sore eyes
  • My hair looks and feels like corpse hair again
  • Inner body thermostat in flux again. Inner cold flashes followed by inner hot flashes which build up skin sensitivities
  • Since 1-1-13 constant ringing in my ears — “ascension tinnitus”
  • Bouts of diarrhea (again) due to purging lower frequencies/density etc.
  • Sense of smell terribly amplified, smelling cooked food smells for DAYS to the point that it starts to make me nauseous… and pissed!
  • “Time” is present and then not, then back again, then not again. Increased difficulty with linear awareness, passage of linear “time”, day, date etc.
  • Actual dreaming (not daydreaming) while fully awake and doing other physical things
  • Increase of anomalies again. Walking into a room in my house and seeing something very different there instead of what’s normally there.
  • Increased awareness of positive higher-dimensional Beings nearby observing me/us, and them waiting for the next phase to begin with us

As usual I’ve most likely forgotten a bunch of other symptoms but we’ll chalk that up to brain fog and the spinning head business. And of course, February has been and will continue to be an abnormally busy month for me with lots of extra things that must be done this month. This morning I thought I could run up to the store to pick up a prescription for my mom because I was feeling better. So off I dashed, only to discover that I wasn’t really “better” at all and needed to walk, turn, move very carefully or I kept tipping slightly and bumping into things in the store. And the head pain and pressure arrived in the store with a blast because I was outside my house and it’s always harder to function out there than it is in my higher vibrating house. I got the prescription but learned that I’m still in this latest phase and must take it ease for a while longer, like it or not.

I’ll write more when I’m able to not tip over or barf while typing! Are we having fun yet fellow ascenders? Group Hug.


Denise Le Fay

February 18, 2013


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81 thoughts on “Why I’ve Been MIA Lately

  • Hi, I just found this site after searching “kundalini hair loss”. This is what I’ve been going through since the end of 2011. Thank you for this, I’ve got some reading to do and I hope you are feeling better soon.

  • Hello dear Denise,
    I have had the symptoms since September of 1995. Actually it started even earlier than that, at a young age I would say. My physical vehicle just turned 54. I have had ALL symptoms except for seeing beyond the veil. Used to be clairvoyant and other stuff but let it go in my thirties for some reason I do not know and it has not come back yet. Like today, again, I feel feverish and so lethargic, so heavy. I do not experience pain in my body every day but I have had all the pains possible, and a lot at the head, for months at a time, starting in 2009. My head hurts almost everyday. But I stopped using pain killers a year or so ago. Digestive problems, I thought they were a consequence of bulimia from 1979 to 1994 (yes, one small year of relief before CFS and FM and many other pathologies and anomalies). So do I know what you are talking about? I guess so. ^^ I had to go through it all to be in a place of understanding and compassion for my brothers and sisters experiencing ascension. It is NOT EASY. But with a lower version of me and poverty, I became an even better person so no regrets, except that I can NOT wait for my beautiful energy to be back! By the way I had years and years of head spinning and dizziness, and I still have them sometime but they are not as strong. Then, I had to let myself fall on the floor in case I would loose conscience. My body temperature fluctuates constantly, going from 35.6 to 36.9 but mostly around 36.

    Enough. Not here to complain but to tell you I understand you SO much dear! We are hanging in there as we say and it is for a momentous reason. I am so glad to be alive! I often said and wished to be elsewhere but not now. I only want better, for me and for all humanity, my one and only reason for living.

    Thank you and namaste everyone.

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