“Thanks for a fascinating post about this article. It was very synchronistic for me. Do you have any insights about what it is like to be on the bridge and crossing the bridge? I resonated with Calliope/Karin about being ready on the 3D level as well. Any insights on how the 3D interfaces with the bridge? Do we still have to pay taxes while when we are on/crossing the bridge?
Seriously though, when you are moving away from the dark energetically, are you moving away from the 3D/dark structures? I have seen many opting out of the dark systems/structures and some even becoming self-reliant for example. Does the bridge have anything to do with that or do you still live day-to-day using the 3D systems yet operate at a higher frequency only? Just curious about your experience. For some reason I have felt that ascension meant we have to take more responsibility for ourselves and not rely on outside structures for any of our needs, but maybe this is erroneous. I realize this may be too much thinking/too 3D, haha! Thanks! ♥
Jen
Oct. 24, 2012″
Because I’ve had different people ask me this same question over the years, I’d like to use Jen’s Comment question (from another article) and give it its own article which hopefully more people will see. Thanks Jen. ❤
I’ve been on the Ascension Bridge for a few years now just as many of us have and I’ve been paying taxes, paying rent, buying groceries, showering, doing laundry, sifting cat poop out of the cat’s litter box the entire time. 😉 Here’s why these old patriarchal 3D systems have persisted up to the date of this writing.
Is everyone familiar with the astrological term “cusp“? Most are used to it describing when a person’s birthday exists between where one astrological sign ends and the next sign begins and is referred to as on the cusp of such and such two signs which indicates that both signs influences are in play. This same thing is happening throughout our lifetimes because they’re happening on the cusp of the ending Age of Pisces (2,100 yearlong cycle) and the beginning of the Age of Aquarius. This alone would indicate tremendous changes across the entire planet because Age changes are incredibly potent and reality changing on their own. However, there’s SO much more happening now such as the culmination of a 26,000 yearlong Precessional cycle — one orbit through all twelve of the 2,100 yearlong astrological Ages; the culmination of a Galactic cycle — one rotation of the Milky Way galaxy, which is about 225 million years long, and other cycles of incredibly long duration all completing and aligning now like a grand Cosmic and Galactic birthday! These are the reasons why we’ve all been working and struggling our ways through the Ascension Process over the past twenty-five years or so because everything/everyone everywhere has been, is, and will be changing (evolving) into a very new and different level where we all will continue our spiritual learning and creativity etc.
For the years that we Forerunners have been ‘sequestered’ off in our minuscule side-world waiting and work bubbles that have been a vibrational match to each of us, we’ve continued doing our Light Work for all, but from a few higher frequency energy Stairsteps farther along within the Ascension Process. Needless to say, after years of this it’s caused most of us Forerunners to have serious cases of “cabin fever”! Not having a full-sized matching frequency world to live and move around in for many years has been highly frustrating and claustrophobic feeling and we’re all very anxious to step out into the new ascended world waiting for us all on the other side of the Bridge and Expiration Date.
In the past I’ve talked a bit about how this transitional position often looks from my current perspective. Many times it’s looked to me like viewing through a long and slightly downward pointing black tunnel back to the old 3D world and people in it but everyone is blurry around the edges because I can’t pull them into clear 3D focus from my vibratory vantage point. It looks somewhat like when you look through the wrong end of binoculars; everything looks far away and smaller but just add a big black tunnel around what you’re seeing and make it slightly blurry around the edges of everything including people.
For years now this has often been what I see when I look at the old lower frequency patriarchal Earth world reality and people in it from my waiting/working bubble Stair Step. My viewpoint (current level of frequency which is a different location) and perception (current level of consciousness) is still evolving (continuing to change) now and the things I see, hear, smell, feel, sense etc. are continuing to change the further across the Bridge I go. The same is and will be the case for each of us so be open to big evolutionary changes to yourself, your consciousness and external reality.
Many times when I’ve had to go back down energetically to the 3D physical world to get something unpleasant done like go to the DMV office (Department of Motor Vehicles) — I wrote about this but can’t remember the title of it or I’d add a link here — the post office, a bank (banks are extra horribly dense and congested energy places that instantly make me feel like I’m being physically crushed from the heavy lower frequency density that money and money consciousness exude coupled with the human collective fears, frustrations, worries and anger over money and not having enough of it etc.), medical or dental offices, medical labs, Urgent Care places and all other lower vibrating locations full of nothing but dense duality patriarchal energies and consciousness.
Another visual anomaly I’ve experienced a few times due to this evolving/ascending gap in frequencies and locations (different Stair Steps) is that large locations of dense patriarchal physical 3D simply disappear from my view. I wrote about one of these shocking experiences that happened when I walked into a DMV office two years ago I think it was and literally couldn’t see or hear 99% of it because it was an absolute black void to me! No visuals, sounds, people or LIGHT at all in 99% of the entire DMV building which I’d been in many times before over the years, and all because the frequency gap or range between it and me was too great for me to bridge then so it, whatever it may be, disappears from our view.
(The next article I intend to publish is about another experience like this but with two Lightbeings my mom and I had assistance from at the grocery store recently so please remember this article when you read it.)
(Also, I had to go to this same DMV building last month because my mom needed to go and this time I could see every inch of the place and hear all the talking and other normal noises in busy public places like this. The whole place was blurry to my vision as most all lower frequency places and stores are, but at least this time it was closer within frequency range to where I’m currently existing which is why I could see it this time. In other words, even the DMV office has been drug upward into more and more Light over the past two years and because of this was visible to me this year. See how this works and why? Interesting isn’t it and makes it easier to understand why and how the Mayans, or anyone else, could suddenly “disappear” from 3D according to those who remained in the lower 3D frequency range and matching consciousness. This disappearing business will happen to more of us as we cross the Bridge and Expiration Date from both our perspectives and also from the perspectives of those who haven’t crossed it yet or won’t cross it.)
Experiences of having physical reality suddenly disappear from your perceptual range are highly unnerving and they’re happening now to more people because you/me/us are literally moving out of frequency range of it. This is the primary reason why so many of you have had trouble seeing the old world clearly and having it appear slightly out of focus or blurry to your higher, faster, more Light-filled body, vision and perceptual frequency range that you’re existing within.
This is only about some of what it’s visually looked like to me, not about how it’s felt or affected me physically and emotionally when I need or have to go into any lower frequency place to shop, get things done that must be done according to the old patriarchal world systems and laws etc. For me, having to go back down vibrationally into that “normal” world since February 1999 has been in many ways more painful and difficult than the Ascension symptoms. This is why most Starseeds/Lightworkers/Wayshowers do their best to avoid being in the old lower frequency patriarchal world as much as possible, and when we do have to go out there we do it as quickly as possible so we can get back to our higher frequency homes and recuperate from another trip down into the 3D Underworld. Sheer torture.
Jen asked, “…when you are moving away from the dark energetically, are you moving away from the 3D/dark structures?” and the answer is YES.
You move away (ascend/evolve) from everything and everyone that still exists within that lower frequency 3D space, place, level, dimension, timeline, consciousness, belief systems, structures etc. Everything and everyone, unless they too are existing at or close enough to the same frequency range (Stair Step) that you’re embodying at that moment. Typically, all Starseeds/Lightworkers/Wayshowers/Indigos have moved towards the Bridge with more crossing it now, however, over the Ascension years many of the Forerunners have moved ahead by a few Stair Steps, then more would catch up with us, which causes more to move up a few more Stair Steps below us all and so on.
But yes, one does literally, vibrationally move away from that world where the old patriarchal 3D /dark structures and consciousness still exist. This is why the Forerunners have also been called Pathpavers because that’s exactly what they’ve done; pave a pathway of higher frequency Light energies out of lower frequency Duality density 3D world. This entire topic is really about different levels of frequency, consciousness, and density — lower/higher, more dense/less dense, darker/lighter, slower/faster frequencies etc. That’s what this Ascension Process, Shift of Ages, Separation of Worlds, of timelines and everything else is really all about — different rates and levels of frequency and their matching consciousness and realities.
What’s been happening in highly compressed ways over the past twenty-five years (very intensely physically since 1999) is much like the cusp symbolism. Many of the Forerunners transmuting and embodying the Ascension Process through our bodies have been sequestered for years slightly ahead of the rest in our matching frequency work/waiting bubbles, yet, because we’ve been within close enough frequency range to drop back down a bit and reenter the old dense patriarchal world we all were born into in these lives/bodies, we could still go shopping, pay our taxes, and sift through the cat litter when needed!
Why in the world would we want to do that you might be wondering? Only because the new higher frequency ascended world wasn’t ready for us yet and we weren’t ready for it, even though we thought we were. It is now however, and this is why there’s so many of us currently crossing the Bridge. Yes it’s physically and emotionally painful to go back down to the lower frequency world but we’ve done it for many years already because we’ve been on the cusp of these two radically different worlds, frequencies, dimensions, consciousness, timelines and locations.
This won’t be the case for much longer however because there is a final Expiration Date to this business and the two Earth worlds and groups of people are soon to reach the absolute cutoff and separation point to this cuspal misery we’ve endured for so long. That Expiration Date is in the human Collective consciousness as the 12-21-2012 date. It can however happen before that date, or slightly after it, but it’s very close now and when we pass through it — cross the Bridge — the old systems completely expires and quickly begins to disappear from our perspectives.
Denise Le Fay
October 28, 2012
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I did notice me sunny and the other with a cap S could be known as different simply by that. In fact sunnyfaye and sunnymae rhyme 🙂
So to my comment. I have worked in a DV shelter for 15 years and believe we (staff) most of us anyway are light, if not then neutral Has not always been this way. It feels like since one was fired a month ago the whole house is lighter. I found this to be very interesting because I always saw her as one of the light ones. We are a very small staff ( 8 ) and have student interns 2x a year and mostly they have been very well to work with, I am a night monitor,work alone so I am not around but feel the energy and have to do a cleansing of the house because it feel sad sometime. Well to get to my point, I do believe the social service system is evolving, Perhaps some places faster than others.
Had one hell of a time getting this typed so boo to you dark j-asses. I would not give up.
Hi, it helps to work the night shift alone because you are not so affected by the energy of the other staff members. I worked the 3pm to 11pm shift at a drug and alcohol treatment center where I was a therapist, but even with the absence of drama working a quieter shift, I still had to quit after two years. Keep using your light to clear the center. You are there to hold the space and be a beacon of light to lift the center up. And yes the dark ones can even interfere with our typing. Ha. From SunnyMae or sunny
Denise ….there have been so many times when I have felt the need for some reassurance and I have been led to your site. You have helped me with so many things … dream experiences … dark experiences… one time when I was struggling about not earning money and you wrote a post about how we make contracts with others to help us …. and now this post too …
There have been many many more times as well … these are just the ones I can recall right now.
Last night I was mulling over how odd things have been for me since February 1999 when I walked out of my job. I have never worked really since … walked away from `friends’…. family … the country where I was born … good grief .. so many things .. My life is unrecognisable … and also it feels like some kind of waiting bubble. I do get cabin fever … so often!!!
Last night I had been feeling really physically unwell for days … and when i read your post my whole body picked up … it was zinging with energy …
Even if my mind sometimes struggles to get to grips with certain things … my body resonated with it … literally .. it was/is buzzing after reading this post.
Thank you, thank you , thank you.
Much Love
Eileen
( I reposted this on my blog and someone else has also remarked that it helped them greatly too )
Eileen, I know how you feel since I quit my job four years ago and feel I am in a kind of waiting bubble with cabin fever, as do you. But I never heard or thought of the idea that we make contracts with people to help us when we are not employed and are unable to make money. I read that just now and it gives me hope. I am going to ask the people we made contracts with to come forth now so we receive support while we are waiting for the cusp to pass and are on solid ground. We must remember it took a lot of faith on our part to walk away from jobs that no longer matched our vibration, and also to walk away from marriages and husbands who provided financial support because they no longer supported our path and vibration. So let’s give ourselves credit for that also. I can say the universe has provided for me to the point I have been able to survive, but it will be nice to not have that feeling and fear of thinking the other shoe is going to drop. I know that’s a 3d limiting thought that we must try to overcome and related to base chakra blocks. So we will keep on holding the faith to rise above our fears. I thank every one here who posts replies and the strength you all are to me, and Denise also for her wisdom. From sunny (SunnyMae)
What you wrote SunnyMae made me think about a situation which arose the other day, where someone asked me whether I would consider going back into social work, a profession I went into some time ago but could not fit myself in to. Social work was and I assume still is a very abusive system; crude, shortsighted and lacking in any understanding of what human intelligent and ethical practice really means and would require of its practitioners. It wasn’t easy for me to leave, as I felt I was someone who had a natural ability to connect with my families and especially the young people in whom I could sense and see so much angst because of the lack of support they were experiencing which would have helped to them to discover themselves and their potentials, without having to prove and explain themselves to those representing the system. Who knows, maybe things WILL shift in a way which will make it possible for us to reinsert ourselves in some way and to become the new 5d leaders, operating and implementing within and from a much needed and much higher, deeper and greater level of consciousness. Thank you SunnyMae and bless all of us including “his Furry Highness”. Kat
kat333, Yes I agree with all you say about the social service system. I had to leave the 3d system for those reasons also, and haven’t worked in four years. I miss being employed but not the structure and authority of supervisors who are stuck in 3d thinking. I pray there will be a place for us forward thinkers when we get across the bridge. I’m SunnyMae but Denise changed my name back to Sunny to avoid confusion.
Hi Dense & all,
“Travelers on the bridge” – last night I had this dream:
I was helping people as they arrived. Some travelers had reservations and others did not. The ones without reservations were given a “temporary space.”
Later I asked my H.S. what this meant at a higher level and received this:
“Humans shifting to a higher consciousness who are unaware of this at their human level have no belief in a “new earth” and thus must be given a temporary space until they get their bearings and can create the world they CHOOSE.
“You are welcoming them in the new consciousness and working with others to provide the info they need in order to co-create their version of the new world.”
Then I asked about my own beliefs about the new earth and if I saw it clearly enough to build it in 5D.
“You are noticing the beauty around you now, especially in nature and the new world will be stunning to all your senses as your vibration rises. What you appreciate and FEEL is what you bring with you.”
Hope this helps others, as well. It was a very positive dream as I was excited about all the “travelers” arriving, with or without reservations!
My heart goes out to all those affected by Sandy… may you be helped in every way.
With Love & Light,
Thelma
Hello again and thanks Denise. I am warm (woodstove) safe physically, mentally doing ok.
Stress at work (training new worker) and stress at home lends itself to feel like a mental booboo. Found out have to have pipes replaced, perhaps 1000+ dollars. With the 375 for pumping tank today and I am at over 85% of my monthly income. Thankful for good credit and a credit card,
This is the part where I am still in residence in 3D, Yuck. So glad it’s not so cold and that I used to do primitive camping so being without ‘el toilette while not a bit fun, it’s not bad. Just a second of thinking what some are going through here on east coast and always on my mind those in most pain from not understanding what is happening and the fear it brings. Love to all here and so happy, happy, happy to have this site to come to.
I am sending you energy and light, Sunny Faye to help you navigate through these challenges. Yes, watching CNN now and many people on east coast are still without power and homes severely damaged. Let’s all send energy that they can transmute all of this to the higher good of themselves and humanity
So, I am away for a week and look at all the comments……so wonderful to read 🙂 The storm was bad but did not touch the valley I live in. I felt the protection, perhaps the medicine wheels at both ends or just because “daughter of the stars” is no longer part of the timeline. (Two hours from DC) Difficult to think how an area could hold itself separate but still be in 3d as well, Does that make any sense at all?
I still believe somehting happened in DC, we just are not given info on it. Everything on the news is about New York or New Jersey. I did not hear about the earthquake but wonderful if it stops a pipeline throught a pristine area.
The days of the Frankenstorm as the local news called it were difficult for me as well. . Woooo. Just have to ride through it and breath……knowing we are just that much closer to more wake-ups which means that much closer to peace. Sometimes it seems like a dream that will never come true and sometimes it ls so true that it feels like I am in the dream. Yeah folks, I am crazy, crazy is as crazy does…… so I will keep on keeping on…….loving you all sooooooooooo much.
Calliope, I had a good laugh when I read about the toilet thing as my septic backed up today and overflowed my toilet thankfully it was just water but what a mess. So thanks for letting me know I am cleaning up for the masses. I will take great pride and believing something great is coming from my clean up. Also so nice to read from you again. Me too Karen fan for long, time. And thanks to Denise for keeping up this growing space for all us weird OOOOOOOOOs.
Sunny, thanks for cleaning up for all of us. I clean and clean and appreciate your help. Blessings to you, Thanks Denise and to all who share.
Heart hugs to Mother Earth and all her children, Gwen
sunny – faye,
That is exactly what I have tried to get people to understand about the Ascension Process and the Stair Steps — that we are in the physical world yet safely “sequestered” (slight evolved so far) off in some small higher frequency side-pocket space where we’re NOT affected by what’s going on all around us in the old collapsing patriarchal world. This is literally about different rates of frequency existing within the same space, but because they are vibrating and existing in slightly different levels of frequency, they each experience something different. This is exactly what the ascension process and separation of worlds — Earth A which is the one ascending, and Earth B which is the one descending into MORE density and negativity and will have tremendously less freedom and rights etc. — is all about and how it has and will feel from our perspectives as the days grind on towards the cutoff date (12-21-12).
Glad you and yours are safe, warm and dry. ♥
Hugs,
Denise
“Calliope, I had a good laugh when I read about the toilet thing as my septic backed up today and overflowed my toilet thankfully it was just water but what a mess. So thanks for letting me know I am cleaning up for the masses.”
LOL! Oh wow, that is a BIG clean-up job! And hey, so glad it was just water and not worse. 🙂 Maybe that is a kind of sign that things are becoming more and more full of light. Not so much crap to clean up, but still work to be done. 😉
Denver is tough yesterday and today — Joe Biden passed through town yesterday, and the presence of those who really control government was here (I mean the ones who are in the astral, right?). Here’s the crazy thing in timing: I met the convoy exactly as they passed from the air base (coming from Buckley) on to I-70 going west — they drove under the bridge I was on as I waited to enter the freeway. Then, the place where they were having a rally was less than a half-mile away from where I went to babysit my nephew. I was in the presence of this stuff all day yesterday. Please note, I am not making any political commentary about candidates or anything, just merely saying that there was a huge formal governmental presence here yesterday, I felt the influences from the astral, and Sunny/Faye, your comments about being two hours from the D.C. area and doing clean-up etc. made me realize what I was really doing yesterday and why I feel wiped out today. I spent the night with my nephew (it’s my sister’s anniversary & she and her hubby had a night away) and so once again I am caring for others’ children, have been picking up their doggie’s poo as I have to take her out, and then since they are a kid and a dog, they were unaware of the time change, and so were up bright and early at what used to be 7 but was really now 6 am this morning, ha.
I was just thinking that so often, what we have to do is just show up. We’re working on these levels all the time, through the ordinary things we do, but they actually have extraordinary ripples in time and space. It was no coincidence I was on that bridge. Here’s the weird thing? I was strangely kind of excited and emotional as the convoy passed under the bridge. I don’t know why — I was overcome with a kind of strong positive emotion as they passed under. It was not something in my control, but I wanted to cry a little because it actually felt truly exciting to see them come by. Again, I am not making any direct association or commentary about the specific candidate, just recording my what I felt was a strange emotional and automatic visceral response. I also recognized a kind of tension because I also knew and understood that there was a contingent of archons with that convoy. NO IDEA what that was all about, but I had a strong response. And it was no mere coincidence that I was there at that time. It was very strange timing. Just had to throw that in there. We are all where we need to be and when we need to be right now. I feel exciting things are ahead. I hope so, for I also had strong feelings of a lack of hope yesterday, too, at various times (I really had to fight to release the sadness and negativity), with a couple of other strange “coincidences.” It was an interesting day.
Love from your fellow weirdOOOOOO (I like that, lol!),
Calliope/Karin
P.S. Okay, WOW.
I am now just looking at and listening to the information that kat333 and Denise posted from Cosmic Awareness.
That sheds a whole new light on what I wrote about up there. I was not aware of the topic of what kat333 and Denise posted in comments there, and whoa. o.O
Okeedoke. No wonder I am feeling a bit of a migraine today, haha.
Thanks for linking that stuff, kat333 and Denise.
Calliope/Karin,
I have to respond to your amazing symbols here! Love it, love it, love it. 😀
“…they drove UNDER THE BRIDGE I WAS ON as I waited to enter the freeway.”
I don’t even need to say anymore about this very real and accurate symbolism. Everyone get on The Bridge and stay on The Bridge and let whatever and whomever pass under you and this Bridge…and there will be plenty!
That’s a fact! 🙂
I suspect that the positive emotions you felt were generated by the people who honestly believe in politicians. I get hit all the time with what I feel from the human Collective and typically it has nothing at all to do with what I individually feel or believe etc. It’s just that well-known people carry a lot of the Collective’s projected energies around them (just like movie stars, rock stars etc.) which sensitive people feel immediately.
Thanks for sharing your Report From the Bridge with us because it was great!
♥ Hugs,
Denise
The latest article by Cosmic Awareness may help to shed some light on the current state of play. Thanks for your much needed presence. Kat
…www.thehealersjournal.com/…/cosmic-awareness-the-cabal-is-despera…
Here’s another link to their forum and other channels by Cosmic Awareness for any interested.
http://cosmicawareness.websitetoolbox.com/?forum=213764
Denise
From SunnyMae – (to differentiate from the other sunny who posts.)
First off, I read this link on the cabal and the Haarp creating Hurricane Sandy. I recall reading that the disaster in Haiti years ago was created by Haarp also. I am not surprised, neither do not rule it out, but not sure what to think. The important thing is that I know all of us light workers sent tons of energy to mitigate Sandy and attempt to divert it so tragedy and loss would not result. When it did I could only believe that those who suffered must have altered their life contracts at the higher self level at the last minute to willingly play a part in transmuting their losses to somehow serve the higher good. Also, I am grateful for the Galactics who watch over us and protect us from these dark forces. Secondly, I can relate to what Denise describes as the claustrophobia of being sequestered for so long. I am a schoolteacher and also a social worker/therapist and have not worked since 2008 because the school systems and mental health systems are so broken and ineffective. Now that we are getting closer to 12-12 I feel that somehow the systems are opening up and there will be a place where all of us in the same sequestered status will be able to emerge and fit in and be leaders in fixing these broken systems and have the autonomy we need which forced us out of the workplace in the first place, due to us having to submit to authority of 3d administrators and supervisors. Thirdly, I want to comment on the lady who posted last week about her husband, who had previously made fun of her new age spiritual beliefs, who had a dream that caused him to awaken. Denise responded by saying that the 3d people can awaken now in an instant and change – it can happen for them, and they can join us on the bridge. That gave me hope, as I have been separated from my husband for three years, and I know that if he doesn’t correct and heal his issues and lower vibrations, he will die. I have no desire to reunite with him, have not interacted with him for three years due to his threats and abusive behaviors, and am waiting for the court date to finalize the divorce. But I realized that he deserves the right to ascend with us also, and have begun praying for him and have programmed crystals with energy that he will face his issues and work on himself, so that the potential for him to remain on earth will be the probability that results, rather than his death due to resistance to change. Fourth, I also agree that Denise’s site has provided the best guidance and advice for me, not only her posts, but the comments posted have provided the highest and deepest knowledge and wisdom for me. There are some Facebook forums but they don’t compare. So all of us keep reading the comments and posts here daily so we can support one another and make it across the bridge. Love to all of you out there – WE WILL ALL MAKE IT ACROSS.
SunnyMae,
I changed your user name ONLY so that all of us can more easily and instantly tell the two “Sunny’s” apart. I hope you don’t mind.
Denise
SunnyMae & All,
I’m going to take advantage of what you’ve said about this and try to expand upon this concept a bit.
The “Galactics” or the “Galactic Federation” or whatever name anyone gives “Them”, They don’t really save or protect us from Team Dark. What they do is limit Team Dark’s actions when absolutely necessary to keep everything within a certain range. Team Dark would trash Earth and most of humanity if left to their own devices and because of this Team Light/”Them” often makes things not happen or not happen as severely as Team Dark had originally intended, or redirect events to much less populated areas and so on.
It’s the WHY to this that’s important and key and not about who did what or who intervened or who helped etc. And the WHY is about the Expiration Date within the Ascension Process and all this seemingly insane duality crap escalating now is all to force, assist, push every human alive on Earth now to choose which way they want to go now; which Earth world and reality they want to exist within.
I’ve talked about this in past articles and about how there will be two primary Earth-like worlds — one that Ascends and another that Descends. And believe me that you don’t want to choose the Earth world that Descends — “Earth B” as Cosmic Awareness calls it. No Light at all, only total darkness and control over everyone and everything. I’ve also talked about how there would need to be at least one Earth-like world somewhere that has duality for all of the souls who still want or need to experience and further learn within a polarized physical world. This third Earth-like world with duality is what Conscious Awareness calls “Earth A/B”. It will however be totally free of Team Dark which will be a tremendous improvement from the Earth that all of us incarnated into in these lives!
So the collapsing of systems around the world is and will continue even stronger and faster now because it’s time for every human alive who hasn’t as yet decided (consciously or unconsciously) which of these main three Earth worlds they want to exist on. (There’s far more options than just these three different Earth-like worlds however but that’s a topic unto itself!) Team Dark is hustling like crazy now (I felt them shift into hyper mode with the Oct. 2012 “superstorm” and I’ve been dealing with feeling them trying to manipulate and control different timelines and Earth worlds in them since Oct. 31, 2012. This is not to say they haven’t been doing this all along because they have. I’m just saying that we entered another new point within this whole Ascension Process where Team Dark is greatly increasing their attempts to generate more fear, hate, chaos etc. etc. as a way to collect more people into Descending or “Earth B”. Team Dark doesn’t always create or cause all of these great “natural disasters”, but they sure USE them to their advantage either way and Team Light let’s them — within range that is — to push humanity into evolving into which ever of these primary three Earth-like worlds.
So as in that great line from an old Aretha Franklin song, “whose zoomin’ who” anyway? 😉 There’s nothing like mass catastrophes to quickly shift humanity into their High Hearts…which would automatically align them energetically to match either Ascension into “Earth A” or into “Earth A/B”. In amazing and wonderful ways Team Dark is being used by Team Light to force humanity into evolving now whether they want to or not. And that is how the Light rolls. 😉 😆
Hugs,
Denise
Thank you dear Denise and thank you to everyone who posts on this site. The post today are certainly the bright spot in my day. Thanks for all the bridge builers and other light workers who help put the light puzzle together. Heart hugs, Gwen
Yes that’s fine you changed my name to avoid confusion. Yes I have read where the galactics do step in to minimize the damage the Dark tries to spread. I have read that on more than one website that they have done that for various incidents on earth that could have been worse. Maybe some of the anxiety we are all feeling is due to those humans on earth who are feeling the Push to make a choice. Maybe we are feeling their anxiety and inner turmoil as they go through that ‘dark night of the soul’.
Sunny – SunnyMae,
I see that I’d have to change your user name on every Comment you write and I don’t have the time/energy to do that. If you want to change it you can by writing Comments under SunnyMae or whatever. Just wanted to let you know.
Denise
PS
Here’s an old article about an even older event and how the Unseens often help humans by redirecting or reducing some Earth Changes.
http://deniselefay.wordpress.com/2008/02/16/1980-socal-mt-saint-helens-energy-transfer/
Thanks for the link, Kat!
I had been feeling that there were major timeline battles going on, and Cosmic Awareness has confirmed this. I have been sleeping a lot in the past couple of months; in the past two weeks, sleep time has increased to at least half the day, every day. I wake up totally exhausted and have to take time to “rest” to feel normal. I am remembering more of my dreams, and they are also feeling much more “real” than a few months ago. Recent dreams are occurring in settings closer to the reality we are consciously aware of while awake. Most of what I remember seem just “normal’ to slightly “weird”, and I can’t figure out their “significance.”
The most recent one, however, was very interesting. I was working as part of a team of warriors to apprehand a Stalin-type despot who was a shape-shifter. I think he was already much weakened when we approached him. He turned into a fold-up toy kind of thing when I grabbed him. While I was looking at the thing in amusement, he turned into a rabbit and tried to escape. The several of us in the team immediately started constructing a cage out of thin air around the rabbit that was jumping up and down. When the cage was completed (in a matter of seconds), the rabbit was docile. It was very cute. I held it and smiled at it. My team was cooler than Jedi knights — wearing everyday clothes and totally unpretentious, yet incredible quick and efficient. 🙂
Stay cool, brothers & sisters!
Akhilleus
Just wanted to add a thought here. A friend on this same path works as a high school teacher amongst fear based humanity. This last week she reached into her tool kit for that something extra we have all needed in protection. She was provided with bubble wrap – yep, that lovely cushioning stuff that protects.
Every time a negative was hurled she just added another layer of bubble wrap. She got thru that hard day and got home to safe space. I’m borrowing that one when I next need that much protection.
Love and blessings to you all. I am proud to be ‘walking’ across this beautiful bridge with so many wonderful beings. xoxox from LINDA
Beautiful article and I look forward to all the new experiences. My journey started in 2004 2 days prior to the horrific asian tsunami where I felt everything that happened, it was horrible. I too have blurry vision, hear minute noises loudly, see 3D auras but still am stuck in the 3D world of greed, fear and narcissism but still find great joy in nature and the ocean. I also experience people speaking and not hearing or remembering what they said, its like a void!. I thought I had hearing issues but that is all fine and so is my vision after getting those checked by professionals, At the end of my working day in IT I am literally drained of energy and my home is a sanctuary where I refresh. Hurry on 21/12/12.
Yvette, I am ALSO experiencing “people speaking and not hearing or remembering what they said.” When I remind them of their words, they STILL don’t remember! 🙂
About anticipation of 21/12/12, I keep telling myself that’s the END of the ascension process and we’re in it NOW. It’s important to stay in the moment and breathe in the new, Lighter frequencies in spite of what’s going on around us.
thank you Thelma, needed to hear that. not being heard? what what? lol. Be in the now and more light is also a good reminder. Today, I do feel the energy change of more light. Gratitude to all who share here and to Denise who provides a sharing space for us all to help raise our vibrations. Blessings and heart hugs, Gwen
Denise, just want to express how much I loved this post. It was so helpful. It is everything I have been experiencing but written so perfectly to describe the process. Most of all it’s the validation of it all from an outside source that has been the shifting experience for me. A few weeks ago, I felt like I was dying. My old identity completely dissipating. So I googled, “Why am I disappearing?” and up pops one of your blogs! 🙂 The Pleidian connection a bonus! I’ve been hooked ever since. Your post is inspiring me to write about my own funny encounter… I’ll call it “I disappeared at La Madeline” dedicated to you! 🙂
Thank you, Thank you, Thank you. With Love, Sirena.
This is the first time I have commented but I feel like I need to now. I have been going through the ascension process since 1997. What I have started to experience is a real push out into the new world. I say new world because people are happy,friendly,calm,loving,caring,funny, etc. You name the positive vibe it is out there. People talk to me everywhere, make eye contact, smile. Also, many potential possibilities of future paths are presenting themselves. All surrounded with love and freedom. I had to go to a big conference that I slightly dreaded and a man told me whenever I was around, everyone in the room calmed down. That I had such a calming influence on an entire room of 300 plus people that were potentially volitle and it was noticeable to him. I think I am just on the other side of the bridge but keep getting pulled back every now and then in an effort to spread the light in dark situations and pull people forward. I feel like there is a huge change coming really soon and I think the November eclipse has something to do with a final adjustment for the masses. Just the information I am getting clairvoyantly at the moment.
How perfectly wonderful. Keep up the good work. 🙂
Great to hear that from someone else, Rene. I know that we do such a naturally awesome job at those times. Nice to see the new perspective though, huh!
It is great to finally see something positive after all that hard work! I have felt dead and exhausted for so long and now there is such joy, beauty, and love in everything and everyone. I still feel antsy, like I have cabin fever and want to travel or move into something new… but I keep hearing, “not yet, everything is as it should be.” Hang in there everyone… we are almost there.
Rene, how wonderful that this man noticed your calming influence on a roomful of people. i believe many of us are drawn into dark areas in the “old world” to shed more light as we move across the bridge.
Most of the time I am sequestered in my home but once a week, I volunteer at a local hospital (surgical ward) where I visit patients. I feel that I am spreading Light and encouragement by my presence there and many of them respond very positively to the extra “care.”
Now that we are into November, the shift in energy should be more noticeable.
Blessings to all.
Hi Denise and All Here: Super, super article and yes, the cusp. Thank you for that explanation, Denise, it brings so much together, just as a cusp should!
If I may, I’d like to say something about this “wincing, flinching” thing that is happening for some. I experienced this for many months, where I was afraid that I was going to get physically hit or emotionally abandoned or both, if I said “no” or stepped out of the box in any way.
This feeling, I came to realize, comes from the punishments we received when we were kids. If we were not attentive to the “programming”, we got punished to the point that pretty soon we did what was asked of us in order to avoid causing discomfort to those in authority over us and of course to avoid discomfort to ourselves.
When we step onto the Bridge, we step big-time out of the box, the box designed by Team Dark that makes us feel powerless, and in doing so, we bring up all the old shit of being punished for doing just that as kids, and it follows that as we step out of the box as adults, and we may be “punished” by losing our jobs/family/any form of security, that “fear” of punishment for being different raises it’s not very nice head.
It could be that’s why we are asked to feel the child in us, the little one that had to deny him/herself in order to conform and be just like everyone else. Well, we are not like the majority on this planet and while we still need to sustain ourselves by conforming to 3D BS, we are rebelling, and consequently the “fear” of being punished arises for us to deal with.
So it’s baggage from Team Dark BS, authority figures, and having to please in order to survive. No more! I hope that helps and once this stage is over and you realize just how powerful you are by loving the little one inside of you and the big one who goes “out there” and holds the frequencies of a New Earth, it’s all worth it. I’d say if you’re experiencing any “wincing or flinching”, you are definitely on the Bridge! Love, B.
Barbara & All,
Absolutely, it is the negative Aliens and the worldwide human patriarchy in every way, shape and form! Without getting political (euw 👿 ), some have been working VERY hard in 2011 and more obviously in 2012 to totally control human females now. The negative Aliens and human patriarchy (Boys Club) do NOT want females gaining any more power than we already have so they’ve increased their agenda these past two years to, once again, suppress females in any ways they could get away with. They hate and fear human females now because they know we have been giving birth to things they don’t ever want on Earth again…like freedom through evolution. So the focus has been again on all females to try and stop us, suppress us as if we were a herd of animals, or kill us.
Thanks Barbara for a great Comment.
Hugs,
Denise
PS
I forgot to ask you how you’re doing after that 7.7 earthquake you and all the others up there in the BC area got hit with the other day? A couple hours after it we had two small 3.9 quakes in SoCal. I hope everyone up in that area is fine. ♥
Thank you, Denise, yes, all is well. The earthquake happened in an unpopulated area and although people felt it for miles around, no damage was done. There’s good news! The quake affected locations that are being considered for logging to make way for a pipeline to the US. That’s now being reconsidered as a result of the quake. Many people are opposed to this pipeline, so thank you, Mother Nature. Hope all is well there in SoCal and I’m sending High Heart energy that as a result of this oh-so-obvious HAARP storm on the East Coast, more people will wake up. Come on, folks, we can do this together! Love, B.
Barbara,
Yes, I sense that Mother Nature has been working overtime these past few days to alter many of the patriarchal plans…and simultaneously open more people’s eyes and hearts to what’s REALLY important. I really get the sense that the compressed collapse of the old worldwide patriarchal systems has fully begun within physicality via this Oct. 2012 “superstorm” on the east and the quakes on the west at the same time. Glad to know you and yours weren’t affected by this 7.7. We’re fine down here too. 🙂
Hugs,
Denise
hi – thank you for you reply denise – just wondered – am feeling partic fearful and doomy at the moment – could this be due to the hurricane?? these earthquakes, hurricanes etc always seems to affect me in the same sort of way – physically i get ill with throat/sinus type stuff /head pains etc etc and mentally i get this feeling like the end of the world is about to occur – have tried explaining how i feel to various people all of whom tell me to snap out of it!!!
i CANT be the only person who gets this sort of stuff can I??!! would be good to know a good way of coping with this – its like living in a nightmare which sounds a bit melodramatic but thats how it feels –
thanks so much for your help – susie
susie,
Most sensitives feel both the energies the Earth is producing (“Earth Changes”) but they also feel and are often emotionally affected by what the masses are feeling emotionally too. When large numbers of people feel the same emotion(s) like in the case with this Oct. 2012 “super-storm” — fear, grief, loss, hopelessness, money fears, death of loved ones etc. — the sensitives all around the world literally and immediately feel that increase in pain and fear in humanity. This is only the very start of SOME of what “Unity Consciousness” is like and how everyone is consciously connected to everyone else. I didn’t say that to scare or worry anyone but to try to get the understanding of what fifth dimensional Unity or High Heart Consciousness actually is. It’s where everyone is still uniquely themselves and very individual, BUT, each of these unique individuals are much more consciously aware that they are indeed connected energetically to every other individual around the planet…”Unity”. This is why lies will no longer exist and why people will stop hurting other people and animals and Earth/Nature etc. because they will feel what others feel.
A couple days ago I started feeling a wave of classic depression wash over me, but because I’ve lived with this stuff all my life (as a sensitive, empath, clairvoyant etc.), I knew it wasn’t “me” but that I was feeling the pain and fear from other people over this super-storm. It takes some practice to be able to feel such intense and horrible emotions produced by other people and NOT let them pull you down. Feel, honestly recognize what it is that’s really making you feel this way and radiate Light out from yourself, your High Heart, and let everything and everyone live what they need to at the time. This is Lightwork of another type but it too is very important. Plenty must and will come crashing down now and the sensitives need to be prepared to Hold the Light from their High Hearts for all who are going through these experiences of the old patriarchal systems going extinct.
Do something that makes you feel good or happy or peaceful as a way to cope with these other things you’re feeling.
♥ Denise
Barbara, it is interesting that when I read your comment, my mind jumped to schools, and it was an eye-opener to see my girl’s schools in this way. Then when I re-read it, I realized you hadn’t said anything about schools, and probably were talking about parents “punishing” for not attending to the “programming.”
The “not attending to the programming,” part is what really got me. It made me think of my beautiful daughter in Second Grade who is so nervous to not get into trouble at school, that she recently developed tics. It hurts to watch her, because I think, “What am I doing, letting you have that much stress in your life?” She is so sensitive, I wonder if school is harming her more than helping her. A part of me wants to home school her to keep her where the vibrations are higher, and let her learn in a more global way.
My younger daughter with Down syndrome is also trying to fit into a box that doesn’t work for a beautiful soul like her. The developmental delay specialist told us today that she probably has anxiety and might need medication. I don’t want to drug my child so she conforms to “the program.”
My husband thinks they need to go to school (not home school,) so they learn to interact with other kids. Also kids with DS learn best by copying other kids. (They are really social learners.) But there is this nagging sense that I am hurting them more than helping them by sending them into the “Lions Den.”
Thanks for your comment, it has given me much “food for thought.”
Hugs to all of the Transitions readers and Denise!
I loved Carol’s comment. 🙂
I think I got on the bridge in 2007-2008, a time when I read (and if I remember correctly, Karen Bishop corroborated this) that timelines shifted and split. I think I have only three words that really sum up the experience so far:
It’s been weird.
What I sense and feel with my own life as a microcosm reflection of the greater macrocosm is that I’m at a tipping point, a breaking point, the balloon is as full as it is going to get before it pops, something’s gotta give.
I’m there, and if that is an indication of being on the bridge, then that is where I definitely am. I laugh when I type that, not really ruefully, but just knowingly.
Time is becoming more and more irrelevant as each day passes for me, but there has been a definite pull or sense to just HOLD ON for a few more weeks. Doing so puts a few 3D things at some risk, hopefully minor, but eh. If not, then what will be, will be. I have “eyes open” about it as much as I can.
If we see total “status quo” in the near future — that if by the end of December things are exactly the same as they are today — then I will re-evaluate and make some decisions based on that scenario.
I just know this: I feel as if I am in suspension, somewhat cloistered, given tasks here and there which seem mundane, but which I feel have some great significance “above”. A lot of the tasks are about cleaning up others’ dirt and messes (toilets in particular, lol) and weirdly taking care of other people’s children, but, until recently, not my own. (I was away from mine for four years because of this process. I was reunited with one kiddo three months ago; still waiting on the reunification with the other son.) While the tasks have been mundane and I have had a deep knowing this is what I definitely am to do right now (no formal employment, and I have not had that for over four years now, somewhat to my dismay initially, but now seems par for the course), and also hope that I have the deep knowing if that is to change. 3D wants to force some things on me, and 5D is saying, “Nope, not going down like that” and so I remain in tension. My guess is that this is the bridge, also.
Standing on the bridge is strange, because by their nature, bridges are meant to be traversed, not lived upon, and so the feeling of “limbo” leads to a bit of “itchiness” to just “get on with it”!
Also, sometimes there is the illusion that I have been on this bridge for such a while now that maybe this is “it” — I in fact DO live on the bridge for the next few years. Back in the Middle Ages in European cities like Paris and London, people actually did build their homes on the bridges. Often this led to the bridges’ collapse, however, haha. So yeah, I don’t think I am meant to park on the bridge. But I have been camping out here for a time now, and again, it is weird.
Here’s to crossing the bridge. I’m with the others when I say I hope it is soon. Meanwhile, I am trying to be at the ready, so when I get the marching orders I won’t be scrambling, trying to fit everything in my metaphoric knapsack and tying my shoes while I am at it. Awkward!
The biggest thing that I personally have to guard against, and where I am threatened and attacked the most is in regards to despair. I just gotta stay out of that pit. I’ve been in it, it nearly ended me, and that alone usually keeps me from even being near the edge. And knowing what I know now, being given the information I was given, I am pretty sure I can stay out of the disillusion of the pit of despair. It requires a lot of fortitude, and especially given how things often can seem on this planet, and the depths of darkness that has existed. It’s been like tying myself to the mast of a ship in a storm.
But I have been tied there since about 2006, maybe before, but for sure consciously by then. I knotted the knots myself. Had to battle the waves and blasts of cold and heat from that position. Sometimes, I have had some really beautiful experiences that help me forget I am knotted there, but other times, it has been treacherous. I’d like to be at the destination so I can untie and begin to truly live again. Not that I have not been living and experiencing now — all of this IS doing that. But you know, I just mean to get across the damn bridge (lol).
Thanks, Denise, yet again for being a resonant voice. I’m glad that the things you write about and my experiences at this point are a nice energetic match. It’s helpful to have people out there as a beacon for those who are spending some time on the same stair step. Here’s to some forward and upward movement on our pilgrim’s progress, though, eh? Especially for those of you who have been knowingly holding this pattern for decades, not a mere six years.
With love,
Calliope/Karin
Dear Calliope/Karin,
Your thread is so beautiful, There Is a magnetic Downpouring over head anchoring you right where you are. Pretty big what you pour into this reality. Much love to you and Denise for your voices. I totally can relate and have been blogging about it, now doing my best to bring in more physical to my realities again after a very long stretch, like a toddler in the walking stages, quite awkward. However, things are opening up and I am preferig the baby steps with integrating the two worlds, for now.
In Gratitude,
TA MA RA xox
Thank you so much TA MA RA xox. 🙂 I was moved back to Denver, Colorado abruptly and unexpectedly this summer. I know I was sent back here (it’s my hometown) exactly to be an anchor. It’s really a kind of vortex here of archon activity. But I am back here to kick some butt, and so to read that there is a magnetic downpouring which is anchoring me more feels so good — I mean, sometimes I perceive certain things about and for myself, but when someone else comes along to confirm the perception, it is validating and encouraging to hold on. 🙂
I’ll subscribe to your blog to see what is up there! It’s so good to have one anothers’ words and experiences in this process. Sometimes it can be solitary, especially when sometimes ones who have been with us supporting have decided to stay on another stairstep that is in a slightly different node or branch, close and yet far. I have a close friend who has been my Ascension Buddy until this year when we diverged quite a lot as I began to learn my role and dealings with Team Dark, and she just is not quite “there” with me (yet?). We love one another very much, and so there is flexibility for difference of belief and experience. But… It’s hard to share when I know she thinks that perhaps I am on a rabbit trail of “individual learning” and it feels like she expects me to come to my senses eventually and return back to a view where the role of Team Dark (which she does not really believe exists) on the planet is not a big factor. sigh And I keep hoping that she will have the same wake-up as I have had, lol. Duality in action!! It’s all okay. One way or another things will come into unity, eventually.
Alas. As a result Denise’s blog has been that central connection post for me, and the community here beautiful. I have been able to run off and explore other sites and ideas, but know I can come back here for safety and understanding. I know Denise must protect this blog like crazy. It is sacred space, I feel it every time I am here.
Thank you again, TA MA RA xox.
In Gratitude right back atcha. 🙂
Calliope/Karin
Calliope/Karin,
You live in Denver? OMFG that’s why you wear a tinfoil hat! 😯
Seriously, this elder Lightwarrior salutes you fellow Lightwarrior and may The Force be with you! I’ve worked in that area in years past from the Astral and that was more than enough. It’s getting much better but still…
It was interesting hearing you talk about how your “Ascension Buddy” doesn’t totally get what being a Lightworker/Lightwarrior/polarity integrator is all about and that it has to do with having to transmute, neutralize much of Team Dark’s energies. Like that Work isn’t hard, ugly, and dangerous enough all on it’s own…but to have other people think that Team Dark doesn’t even exist and that I, you, other Lightworkers/Lightwarriors like us are nut-jobs is almost too much at times. At least it has been in the past for me, now I don’t give a rats ass. It is what it is and always has been and my Work wasn’t changed in the least because of it and neither has yours. Your friend should be glad she doesn’t have Polarity Resolution/Polarity Integration on her Lightworker list of things to do! 😉
And thanks for recognizing and mentioning that I “…must protect this blog like crazy…” because I always have and it’s been, at different times, really hard to keep Team Dark out of TRANSITIONS. Some days it was easy while other days/weeks/months is was a constant battle and a couple of times I had backup help come in from higher dimensions to clear the negativity out of TRANSITIONS. At times Team Dark was doing it’s best to prevent me from writing articles and I could feel the interference. This too has gotten much better in 2012 and I certainly hope you can say the same with living in Denver. 🙂
Gratitude ♥ Hug,
Denise
Thank you so much Denise. 🙂
It has been a real trip to be back in Denver after opening up the way I did this last spring to really fully SEE with eyes open what agendas are out there. And yes, to discover that Denver is such a hub — I had been wondering why it is that I barely can go outside the door since coming back three months ago… Well, at least there are others here who are very aware and posting good things, especially on YouTube but other places, too, about what is happening here/what the environment is like. Sometime I can hardly believe I survived growing up here, and now I see the times I spent outside of Denver as extremely valuable, as a kind of respite. Actually, I was really grateful to learn about Team Dark’s presence here. It shifted everything to a kind of place where I could say, “NO WONDER!!!” lol. It was a bit of a relief to know I was not just some weak, depressed person who could not handle life. I was continually being bombarded & was pulled out of here just in the nick of time in 2008.
As far as my friend goes, what is repeated to me over and over by my guidance was that because of the Shift coming, I needed to be home with my children, and so I “woke up” a little before she will (we have always been so “parallel but equal” in our process, and it has been very intertwined since 2006. She is of my soul group is why — very closely connected). I anchored enough in Paris with the work I was doing there, and became oh-so-strong in the process, and then BOOM, I got all the info that I did here and from Lisa Renee starting last fall, about a year ago, and by March of this year was totally understanding about Polarity Resolution/Polarity Integration. Then, WHAM, I was brought back here three months after that. In fact, my friend has been doing it all along, too, lol — I am pretty sure! Her higher self has used other metaphors and so on, to describe her process to her, and for whatever reason, my friend is still working as a “sleeper cell.” But it is repeated to me that her time of “waking up” is coming, too. It’s been hard to be attacked by her (usually she is patient, and tries to stretch as much as she can out of respect and love for me — but there have been a couple of times that were tough where she told me she could not understand how someone intelligent and spiritual could believe the things I do). She has been the one I have become so close to, so doubt from her has hurt. At the same time, I was at least aware enough to understand that she is behind a veil with it, still, by design, or maybe by implant, I don’t know. But I am assured she will come around, too, when it is time.
My assessment on Denver right now is that there are very deep, deep roots here with at least one powerful faction still very much in control. I feel them around me — thank goodness I can’t actually see them, although there was one I perceived in the astral that was very like the one you described in A Lightworker’s Mission, the female one who was working on the neighbors. Kind of like a succubus or something, eh? I “had words” with her one day, and sent her off to the light, and I have not felt her around anymore. At least not in the past couple of weeks. Anyway, they are collapsing and they know it, but they are pretty entrenched here. I sense and feel it every time I am out and about now. It is surreal — the place I grew up in has shifted so much in my mind. Everything is familiar, and yet foreign with this new orientation to perceiving the dimensions beyond and the entities involved.
But, I have only been back three months, and don’t have an accurate perception of what it was like before because I was not awake to what Team Dark was doing here before this year. In retrospect, I can see how my life was impacted. And yes, there is indication that some things are vastly better! For example, my relationship with my first ex-husband used to be contentious! This was in the 1990s when I know things were supposedly really intense here in Denver, when he and I were married. Now, we get along so well. He is still pretty much bi-polar and not the easiest person to get along with, but he and I have come to see eye-to-eye on many things and are helping one another out a lot these days. It’s a relief. So yes, there are some things that are vastly better as evidenced in my 3D life now.
Sorry to write another book here, lol. I just appreciated everything so much it makes me want to spill over here — you Denise, TA MA RA xox, Linda below (I’ll reply to her in a moment) have been so encouraging. It means a lot. There are days where I just want to take the Blue Pill and be oblivious again, lol, but then I remember why I am here, and I buck up. But, I have a lot that stores up about it, and very little outlet to express (oh yeah — I have a blog, haha. But that one is not as protected as well as this one, heh!! So I have not been posting a lot there. I may, if I feel I should). Thank you for keeping this a sacred and welcoming place for people who do this work. Thank you that we can leave long comments from the heart. 🙂
Hugs of gratitude right back atcha —
Calliope/Karin
Hi, Calliope/Karin,
Love and hugs,
Cat
Cat —
I have spent some time in Asia, too, and I can understand just what you mean. Sometimes it is really easy to see what it is we are doing when we are in an environment that is so much in contrast to the one we grew up in; it’s more subtle when we return to places of our roots.
About Canada — this came to me as I read. I have had some of my dearest, sweetest times in life in Canada, specifically B.C. and Ontario, and especially in nature. Canada is so, so rich in bountiful resources and beauty. I know this is why it is a target for rape of its resources. Yeah, the expression of “rape” won’t leave me alone when thinking on Canada. To be there, standing as love and light in a place that is being victimized as Canada is from the energies that have been controlling this world is a really important task.
I know, parts of Canada are just as urban and suburban as anywhere else in N America, and there is ugliness, too, but the general beauty in so much of Canada and its wonderful spirit have touched me a lot in the past. I’m actually really sad as part of the reason I am back in the US is my passport was denied me (nothing criminal, but something tied in with payment of child support, and passports or changes to them — which was my situation — can be denied until payment in full is made, according to US law). I am truly sad that I won’t be able to return to Canada for a long time (a lake home in Ontario is a dear part of my husband’s family story, and I won’t be able to return there until my financial issues are resolved. This could be several years, if things continue as they are for some time).
I am glad if my words could make a difference. I truly do feel that wherever we are right now, in November of 2012, is exactly where we need to be for the coming weeks of the end of this year. There are reasons for it — I have to go with that idea (anything other than that would just make me tear my hair out, so I am going with that vision, lol).
Love back,
Calliope/Karin
Hello Calliope/Karin.
We have a standing joke/saying amongst my aware loved beings – Weird is the New Normal.
Keep up the great work. Denise has assisted many of us by being present with her awesome posts and, yes, we’re all a bit tired and bored and impatient. But also joyful and happy and feeling more loved on a deeper level.
Love and hugs to you from Linda
INDEED: Weird is the New Normal
I want the t-shirt, lol.
There are aspects of this that ARE so much better, like I commented to Denise above — just knowing the truth of what is happening re-orients things where I can say, “It’s NOT me! It’s NOT him! It’s NOT her!! It is Team Dark manipulating here!!” It makes me able to reach out in love more, when I can keep this in mind.
So yeah, Weird is also strangely freeing. 🙂
Thank you, Linda.
Love and hugs back,
Calliope/Karin
Hi Denise, I enjoyed reading this. I really really want to cross that bridge. I have been struggling with migraines lately and even had an asthma attack when I had to be somewhere I didn’t want to but was trying to tolerate it. I do not get asthma attack like that. It got so bad I hyperventilated. I feel claustrophobic much of the time with impatience for the end of the year to arrive. I want to live my life and have fun but find myself worn out so quickly. Been like that for years but looking forward to a different possibility for my life and everyone else as well. We deserve to live our lives with so much joy and peace. We are much greater then this reality allows and therefore it IS time to create a brand new reality. I am filling myself up with as much light as I can and then sending it all around the planet. Like I am giving everyone a big hug. THAT LIFTS me up and makes me smile. We are all connected and I can FEEL it. Lets keep our spirits up and only focus on the awesomeness so we can attracts more of that. We are awesome and Denise you shine so freaking bright that it makes my heart feel warm and bigger.
So very grateful that you keep opening up our awareness, our hearts and keep us connected to each other. You are such a blessing.
xoxo
Line,
Heart to Heart to Heart to Heart…♥
It’s so powerful to just sit n’ grin. When we do that from our High Hearts, Light radiates out and literally helps to “ascend” reality for all. You are doing that and more. Keep on keepin’ on with the Heart Light. 🙂
Hugs,
Denise
Hi Denise & All,
I love the title of this – Report from the Bridge! Must say, I relate to the WHOLE post and I so appreciate everything being put into words.
I am certainly at the point of having “cabin fever” and feeling frustrated and claustrophobic because of all this waiting in my own “bubble.”
Denise, your description of your DMV experience, both BEFORE (where most of it literally disappeared from your perception) and AFTER (later on, when it came back into your focus after rising in frequency) helps me to understand how this shift works for us on the bridge.
I have been isolating myself more and more from the humanly-populated 3D world and spending more time in nature, without knowing why except that it feels uncomfortable being around crowds.
“Having physical reality suddenly disappear” from our perception range will CERTAINLY be unnerving, so thanks for letting us know! I wouldn’t want to think that I was losing my mind! 🙂
I feel that I have a foot in both worlds at this time. People and places in a lower frequency are shifting out of range. I just don’t have occasion to see them as much if at all. Family/friends who are caught in a downward spiral by their limiting beliefs are having their worst fears materialize and are totally caught up in their personal drama.
We’re all so weary now in this entire ascension process that your message gives us HOPE. I have more and more trouble relating to people abiding in the lower frequency, especially when I feel their disrespect and lack of appreciation. I limit my interaction with them and detach myself, but the gap in frequency is still painful. I am ready to have the lower-vibrating world disappear from my view because I’ve had enough and feel I played the role that I was meant to play.
So a big welcome to all those on the bridge!! And thanks again, Denise, for an inspiring and helpful article to guide us on our way.
Wishing everyone Lots of Light,
Thelma
Thelma- I could not agree more with your statement ” The gap in frequency is still painful.” When you have to live with people who just don’t get it, is very draining.. Keep up what you are doing by limiting your self to them. Many Blessings ❤
This is quite a relevant message! I dare not say timely as time really has lost all meaning to me these days…
I am a little uncomfortable when I read this latest blog though. The reason is – is because my experience is so vastly different right now. I know it’s all stair steps and each and every one of us in on a different stair or perhaps groups of people stand on stairs.
I am residing in something that resembles a mish-mash of 3 & 5D reality. I feel very “normal” for all intensive purposes and that is something I’ve never really felt until the past year or so. I’ve always been that weird one who read people, saw colors coming off their skin and internal organs (auras), and talked of the Pleiadians. These days though – I am married to a computer engineer, I myself am a technical writer for a government agency; we don’t eat great, we stay up too late, we go shopping at Target, and watch Football. Very very 3D centered activities and doings.
But – I experience moments where I fall down the rabbit hole. Times where my vision literally bends and something slides out of view or I see a moving orb up in the night sky. I am still able to read people and see auras. So I feel these to be very 5D centered activities and ways of living.
It is so very weird to be on the Bridge, if that is where I am, even. Reality stopped making sense a long time ago. The way I’ve begun to live is just taking each moment by each moment, never really feeling shocked or afraid because something is so strikingly different. Everything is a miracle and everything is weird.
The only fear I still seem to hang onto is though is that I will be left behind, that somehow I will not quite make it across the bridge. I DO NOT want to keep repeating this hellish cycle of karma and life after life. I want to experience a new way of living. But you know, when I compare what I am going through (again I feel very “normal”) with what I hear so many others going through (seems very profound) – I don’t know if I’m going to quite make it across the bridge.
The only thing I’ve been able to come up with is…I am experiencing more 3D reality right now so as to anchor that existence so that others who are still learning a lot of 3D lessons can still come across the bridge as well. It truly does feel like I took 4 steps backwards and maybe I did….out of compassion. We’ll just have to see…
Time will tell. 🙂 Love and blessings to all of you, you are miraculous and tremendous!
You rock! Ofourse there have to be those whom put breaks on at times and wait and work for those whom are lagging behind or still asleep. Not everybody is running along the bridge, some have agreed to hang back to assist all the latecomers and the sleepy ones. THAT is REALLY BRAVE, loving and beautifully compassionate service to others stuff girl. Absolutely rocks.So enjoy your life and love with all your heart, you definitely won’t be left behind anywhere. When this is all said and done you will be at the ball. 🙂
I have spent the greater part of twenty some years gradually letting more light into this newer world we are helping to create…it makes it easier to move around multi- dimensionally…requires a whole lot of love and inner healing though …the rainbow Chronic bridge is what comes to mind..
I am a late awakener and nowhere near any bridge. Yet this article does help explain how I am feeling. I am now a healer, yet still have to earn my crust as a nurse. Although I like my patients, the work seems increasingly meaningless to me. I just can’t garner any enthusiasm, and the increasing commercial take over of the NHS and lack of any sense of individualised care distresses me. I have noticed that any aggressive or demanding behaviour, which is pretty common, makes me actually wince now. I sit flinching as though somebody is scratching chalk down a blackboard and I just need to be in the woods or in my home. It is almost ‘painful’, if that makes sense.
I am also a nurse and I can’t stand being in the hospital where I have to earn my 3d living! I dread going to work (that has been a long time). I’m trying to live in gratitude each moment and not in fear. Everyday that passes feels increasingly strange. I am losing track of what I am doing because of time weirdness. You are not alone in being sensitive to aggressive behaviour. I have so many sensitivities. It is hard to be around people at work and not lose myself in a protective bubble. You may be closer than you think to the bridge. I alos have rears that I will not be crossing.
Last night, I said something to husband about not being able to distinguish between dreams and reality an dthis clicked with him and he said “This is real, isn’t it? It’s really happening!” We were both overjoyed at that moment because I knew he was there with me and not going backwards!
Sometimes, I feel like the “pulling” sensation of my whole being, like it is wavering back and forth or something. There is so much to talk about and write about. Does anyone know of any good forums which discus these issues about ascension?
Baby, you are on the bridge even if you might not feel it. Have look down to your feet, I bet you see it underneath yourself. If you are awake you are on it. I hear what you are saying as am also a nurse. I have few more years at least couple before I will be able to retire and look at other options. Indeed negative behaviour from others is like nails down the chalk board, but we came here to do the service to others work and at times we do come across the negative. It takes stepping back to try and hold onto the joy and equilibrium, but it can be done and is most beneficial to us ourselves and it spreads to patients and others. It indeed almost is painful and hurts as our sensitivity is very sensitive. 🙂 Am fortunate enough to be able to live and survive here on part time nursing, It is utterly necessary to have that time away from patients and mainstream to recoup and balance the energies in before venturing out there. Sharing with like minded even if through posts and e mails also helps to keep us in touch and not in such a lone wolf mode we seem to be still in. When I woke up there were groups and people coming out of woodwork, now the troops have thinned. It has been a tough quarter of a century here during this mission. Thank god/ess for internet.
Take a deep breath and appreciate your role here as a healer in many varied ways. Just a gentle word, touch, smile can do wonders to those whom are in great need of your care and compassion. We are all mostly waiting to step back into our Star roles, but we still are on this mission Earth and when the going gets tough the tough get going Star Sister. You are wonderful, blessed and amazing part of the Warriors of Heaven sent here and you definitely are on the bridge with the rest of us. Hear the laughter and let it fill your heart and soul with knowingness you are on your way home. Thank you for coming to this hard place to assist with a work, you are as is everybody else doing so very important and intricate part of this huge mission and just because you are a late waker upper does not mean you are not amazingly gifted and most important part of this all. My Earth daughter was one and holy moly has she come along leaps and bounds am totally amazed. None of this decades of stuff, months and a year and she is off like an eagle. Welcome onto the bridge Star Child of a Universe. 🙂
Carol Fernandez,
Your honesty and lack of ego informs me that you are either very near the bridge or already on it my friend. 🙂
YES! Any and all lower frequencies like what you’re talking about DO cause people who are evolving/ascending physical, emotional, mental, and psychological pain. It can be anything that’s lower frequency…foods, water, locations, belief systems, religions, other people, entire systems and so on. They ALL make people who are waking up and evolving/ascending feel horrible, repulsed, irritated, heavy, compressed, trapped, angry, sad, sick, frustrated etc. Having this reaction to all lower frequencies is a natural part of living the Ascension Process and of one group outgrowing the other group and having to move on. Getting in (Mother) Nature helps with this because it vibrates very high and is an energetic match and balm to those who are ascending.
Hugs,
Denise
Denise, thank you again. I needed this info today. I can’t seem to stop the tears today. The 12 D shield works for sure. I still see and hear pain. Bless you dear Denise. Blessings to everyone who shares here. Hugs, Gwen
Gwen,
Yes use Lisa Renee’s 12 D Shield http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XhuLXYLhz-c morning and night to help with the upsurge of fears, confusions, anger etc. over the “Super Storm” on the eastern part of the country, and the upcoming presidential election, and to a lesser degree the recent earthquakes in the western part of the country. The people, the Collective is all riled up again now over these things and those of us who are very sensitive to what the masses exude feel and are affected by their emotional energies. This is why it’s so important for us to master holding a higher frequency and focus even in the middle of the old patriarchal world systems collapsing and quickly now.
Be strong and hold your Heart Light Gwen and the crying and these types of empathic pains from other humans everywhere won’t tear you/me/us apart. Easier said than done on some days however!
♥ Hugs,
Denise
Denise, I think I must be one of the “soldiers” trying to keep team dark off the bridge! Any shreds of illusion that we do not live in a world totally controlled by a nonhuman agenda has been stripped away lately. This election has been a catalyst… the illusion that we have a choice is ridiculous. It has been very unpleasant lately. All those election ads on TV give me the creeps, as in “lower frequency.” I, too, feel I have been straddling two worlds. Instant manifestation and synchronicity and a less dense world are appearing in my life, then it crashes into this lower vibrating muck! Yuck. I cannot wait to cross the bridge permanently. Lately, I feel like I am pushing to hatch out of an egg, smash it to bits, take flight. It is a physical and mental/emotional feeling. What will happen then? Who knows, maybe I’ll fly!
Hugs,
Susan.
Susan,
Yes the whole 2012 (big clue right there! 😉 ) presidential business has been a massive display of Team Dark working through the patriarchy and trying so hard to keep things on Earth the way they’ve been. Not gonna happen in my world, will in another, but the point is that this negativity isn’t even trying to conceal itself any more…that’s how frantic it is to self-preserve. Repulsive but more people MUST see it finally and make their choice in late 2012 as to which world they want. There’s so much more actually happening with this 2012 presidential election and running business.
You will fly, we all will, and it will be very good. 😀
Denise
About a year ago I had a profound dream of crossing a bridge. It was VERY high up in the sky and it was very wide and white. Those of us who were walking across this bridge were “going Home”. There was a deeply peaceful feeling and a calm excitement, plus a feeling of relief. It feel so good. We were carrying nothing with us. I was walking alone across the bridge and yet I knew we were all going home….finally. It was not everyone on Earth. Just some of us and not the majority at all.
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Hi all!!
Sigh…. It’s 1:12 and I can’t stop thinking about how close and loud I feel and hear the “tic toc” to a lot of endings in my life. I’m saddened yet I’m happy because to me it feels like I’m on the right track. The bridge the bridge! I’m being funny when I say this “Denise, is there a map to this bridge?” that’s how I feel lol. I had recently said I felt like I could be more and more out BUT nope not yet! I have gotten so nauseated and feelings of just wanting to fly back home. I can’t even be in a car! I too have always felt this, where I just couldn’t be these dense places. Juggling between forgive the teller ena be mad at the computer! Hahahaha oh man! Or picking up a 20 dolla bill that fell out of the ladies pocket book and being looked like I was the young theif of the block! Goodness! Hope is def my scent for the night! Goodnight all!
Much much much love to you Denise you just always know how and when to post these important posts! Huge to you!
Enita ( why do we signature at the end? Curious thought)
Enita,
I’m just used to doing it this way but of course no one needs to unless they want to. Personal choice. 🙂
Hugs,
Denise
I feel when am in my job as a nurse very present in the energy, I believe it is so because the place is full of in service of others souls thus high energy despite the hardships people face. Give me a shopping centre or similar I come back totally wiped out and cocoon myself within my sanctuary to recover. When out there on days off am absent minded to a degree that feel like am in start of dementia. It has gotten to a point where I am forgetting to lock the car, cannot remember where I put sunglasses and did I wear them, infact when last wore them, etc. Somebody has to be looking after me for am like a blind, deaf and totally within my own bubble when out there par from like minded and energy company and my work which I do part time for my own survival. Have become somewhat a Hermit and enjoying it and am happiest in my own company and those whom seem to be a soul group starting to form around me slowly. Very few still, but they are keepers it seems plus feel like family. Has anyone else noticed that starting to happen to them? Lot of time if not most it is like walking with a foot in each camp when out there, when at home it is in the higher camp. It is an interesting journey being on that bridge. 🙂
Awesome and timely message, Denise! Thanks.
I have to say, have thought this before that since you came back from your break not as many comments/people here, quess that is just part of it all and they are at another place now.
I soooooooo agree about the running away from stores, shopping Ugh,,,,,DMV where i have to go soon. I really did not understand why I did not want to be anywhere near any of these things for years, just thought it was me getting older 🙂
Do you think this hurricane Sandy is going to push more people on to the bridge? I think it is going to hit DC (power center) and New York (financal center) really hard. Nothing makes people think about reality more than being without electric for days. Kinda upsets the ole apple cart.
Hello, Denise and all,
Love and hugs to all,
Cat
Love and hugs to you Cat.
HOPE, thank you Denise for hope, your words help inspire me and keep putting one foot ahead of the next. Bless you, thank you for sharing and thanks to everyone who shares. May we all get the help we need to keep crossing the bridge. Heart hugs, Gwen
God I hope the date is soon very very weary….Cheri