IT’S TIME TO KNOW A BIT MORE
So far in 2012 I haven’t been writing as much as I did in 2011 and years before due to multiple reasons. One of those reasons is because my physical pain level increased dramatically with the start of January 2012 and hasn’t relinquished until last night, June 25, 2012. More about that in a moment. Another reason for my recent decrease in writing was because I’ve been needing much more time to rest, nap, recuperate, do nothing, be physically still and quiet and adapt to and keep up with the vastly accelerated energies of the first six months of 2012.
Needing more time in 2012 to do no-thing and be still physically, mentally, emotionally etc. was not something I decided to do but was suddenly forced upon me as something I HAD to do to survive this time. I’m so used to pushing hard and hurriedly to get things accomplished (and written) within the Ascension timeline that it was almost unnatural for me to back-off the accelerator and learn to drive in a new way now. But nothing brings the point home as well and as fast for me at least, as unrelenting physical pains on top of all the old familiar physical pains and aches I’ve always had! (Please keep in mind as you read this that these things are what I’ve been experiencing, doing, working on and embodying as a elder First Waver so your mileage may vary. Don’t use my personal experiences as a gauge for your own personal experiences and ascension symptoms etc. or feel obligated to manifest them yourselves. Just take the information I’m sharing and apply it in whatever way(s) benefits you in this moment and let the rest of it fall away.)
I’ve been seriously slowed down due to the extra physical pain since January 2012 by a lifelong problem/situation in the lower Cervical vertebrae in my spine. I’ve had this and more due to scoliosis my whole life, but it suddenly went bad with the start of January 2012. When this particular part of my spine goes out of place it usually causes the muscles to knot up to the point that they pull my left shoulder slightly out of place also. Fun times. The shoulder doesn’t dislocate entirely but gets rotated forward slightly in the socket which needless to say, hurts like all hell and seriously cramps my style not to mention simply lift my left arm! When this has happened in years past I could do a few tricks I’ve learned from chiropractors over the years to first relax the muscles and hopefully, eventually, get the shoulder to slide back into place and if really lucky the neck vertebrae too. I had this same thing happen for about four months straight in early 2011, and then it began again in January 2012, and no matter what I did I couldn’t get any relief as none of my old physical tricks were working. (I hope you’re all reading between the lines here because there’s more going on than first meets the eye!)
So, for the first half of 2012 I’ve dragged around my constantly hurting left shoulder, arm, and seriously painful lower Cervical vertebrae area and muscles with zero relief and growing frustrations. This additional physical pain is of course on top of all the ongoing Ascension symptoms pains. The other thing that I’d been clairvoyanly seeing since May 2012 were the two etheric devices I’ve mentioned before; the periwinkle-colored ball of light and the circle of white light containing smaller white light circles inside of it (looks like the lens end of an LED flashlight). It took me years to figure out what these two things actually were, and once I realized they were negative etheric devices siphoning my energy, my vital life-force, I went to work to prevent them from continuing to feed from me. These devices were also a way that the nonphysical Negatives—Team Dark—used to monitor me, my Mom and even our cat in this dimension. The original other-dimensional, Negative “Big Brother” at its etheric worst and most vile.
When I started seeing these two familiar negative etheric devices again after working so hard for two years (2009–2010) to get rid of them, it was not a happy moment. There was a part of me that, upon seeing them again, just wanted to ignore them and pretend they’d magically go away. “Dream on Denise! How’s that deluded “magical thinking” working for ya?” The head-in-the sand position is certainly not what Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos or 2012 are about and you and I both know it even during weak, exhausted moments like this. It had been so wonderful not clairvoyantly seeing and feeling Team Dark’s negative etheric devices around me or us for much of 2011, that to suddenly have them both reappear (to my current level of perception) in May 2012 was very disheartening but there it is—more energy work I needed/need to do. We’re not out of the woods yet; close yes, but not fully there yet so put down the 2012 Ascension party favors and get back to Work. Sigh…
After trying all my old physical Chiropractic tricks for months that simply weren’t doing anything for me during the first half of 2012, I asked—make that plead—for help from my Ascension Guides/Assistants. (I cannot believe how long it takes me to put two-and-two together sometimes and remember to even ask them for help! I’ll explain who they are in a moment.) Repeatedly all evening and throughout the night I asked my Ascension Guides/Ascension Assistants and my Higher Self to help me with this severe and near crippling neck and shoulder pain–and here comes the nonphysical point to all this–and completely and permanently remove any of the Negative’s etheric multidimensional parasitic attachments, siphons, feed lines, implants, distortions and energy theft devices of my personal life-force energies!
“What are you realizing and saying right now Denise? That these particular physical scoliosis and arthritic problems and pains you’ve had all your life may in fact not be inherited genetic ones after all? That they may actually be physical damage or side-effects from multidimensional body damage, trauma and distortions caused by the Negatives life-force stealing etheric attachments within in your multiple bodies? Oh dear god… it’s been that bad from the beginning of my life? From the beginning of many people’s lives?”
Throughout the night I repeatedly asked my personal Ascension Guides/Assistants to help me with this left shoulder and neck/spine pain situation because it had become way too much and way too painful. And, after six miserable months of constant pain, I woke up the next morning with it greatly reduced. Healed and gone permanently? No, but greatly reduced and obviously with more work (and awareness) on my part to still be done. Team Dark is resilient, clever, determined, creative and highly motivated with their parasitic energy theft programs and systems! We cut them off at one spot and they immediately try to create other routes to continue stealing what they want which is our individual life-force energies plus the energies we produce through emotions and thoughts.
Wanting this negative nightmare to be over isn’t enough unfortunately. Seek deeper as to why something—whatever it is—seems to be trying to prevent you from doing whatever it is that you/me/each of us is doing in this moment in 2012. In my case it was the physical writing I do here about the Ascension Process, and also the energy work I do in multiple dimensions. Here I am two days after this six month-long pain has eased up and the first thing I want and must do is share what I’ve learned from what I’ve gone through. And don’t forget like I have repeatedly to ask your personal Ascension Guides/Assistants to help you when you honestly need it. I’ll never forget to do this again!
WHO ARE YOUR ASCENSION GUIDES/ASSISTANTS?
When we Volunteered to incarnate on Earth during this Ascension timeline to integrate polarity, transmute the Dark, and simultaneously embody increasing amounts of Light plus the new blueprints for humanity in the new Evolutionary Cycle coming with the start of 2013, we first spent a lot of careful time and focus with our Higher Selves and kinsfolk (our “homies” from our Home stations wherever that may be for each of us) setting up plans, backup plans, and teams of helpers/guides/assistants for each one of us volunteers. There was no way we’d leave Home and incarnate in dark, polarized 3D without numerous backup plans, etheric communication devices, telepathy, dream contacts etc., and plenty of our dimensional or stellar Home “homies” watching our backs and guiding us while we’re down here carrying out our difficult and dangerous Ascension Missions in physicality. It would have been pointless for us to come to 3D Earth without plenty of our friends from Home working from those levels as our individual Ascension Guides/Assistants while we were in such a dark and negative place as Earth has been for so long fulfilling our Missions.
Remember that YOU worked very carefully with YOUR Ascension Guides/Assistants pre Mission launch for them to assist you while down here. Utilize them, especially whenever you/me/each of us hits a seeming block wall and don’t know what to do next. After checking in with your Higher Self, always remember to ask your personal Ascension Guides/Assistants to help you, guide you, help you better consciously connect with whatever knowledge and awareness you need at that moment. And, when needed, ask them to help you with whatever Negative’s devices, tools, siphons etc. that are still etherically attached and feeding from you, draining you of your god-given vital life-force energies.
2012 FIRST-AID TOOLS & TIMELINE REALITY CHECK
Now that we’ve reached the long-awaited second-half or final six months of 2012 things are going to compress and amplify more than they have ever before. Please read that again. More than they ever have before. I know… yikes! but the next six months of 2012 are THE last six months of the past twenty-five years of the Ascension Process; the last six months of the last 5,125 year cycle; the last six months of the exact opposition point to the start of the Age of Leo (half of the 26,000 yearlong Precessional Cycle) which many of us Starseeds were incarnate for also because of its connection to now; and the last six months of the entire 26,000 yearlong Precessional cycle and much, much more. Please read that again if needed to honestly and deeply get this fact into your current heart brain, body, and consciousness.
We are now in the last six months of the entire 26,000 yearlong Precessional Cycle and more. Yeah, reality-check time. Brief bathroom break time at the 2012 summer Solstice point so we honestly, fully and very consciously grasp the importance and intensity of where we are right now. Got it? Then hold on to it because it will help you through these last six super compressed months. I’m not trying to scare anyone, only help you realize and keep realizing where you and all of us actually are now within the Ascension Process; we’re literally in the last few minutes of it so pay attention, use it as best you can every minute of every day and night, don’t shut down like what was trying to happen to me through the exaggerated negative physical pains, and hold your higher frequencies and consciousness amidst the growing chaos and uncertainty as all the old patriarchal systems we’re used to disintegrate. No fear. Seriously. This is where and why our Conscious Creating and Co-Creating is so important because the things we’re now imagining and envisioning in our High Hearts are what’s going to replace the falling patriarchal systems.
Remember that great line in the movie Clash of the Titans when Zeus hollers, “Release the Kraken!” I giggle to myself every time I think about soon hollering, Release the Indigos! Oh how quickly they will step in and take over to get everything on the ascended NEW Earth where it needs to be for all and always from the HighHeart center.
In those moments when you get lost, confused, dejected feeling, overwhelmed, or caught up in whatever craziness and intensity that’s happening to and/or around and/or through you please remember this; there are ONLY six very fast and intense months left of this Ascension Process and they’re going to speed by like nothing we’ve experienced yet. Only six months left. Translated that’s means it’s going to feel like about six weeks! We’ve been working so long and hard for this that I have to stop and make myself think about it, focus on it, and locate myself in the moment of these amazing transitions, completions, endings/beginnings, last-minute battles, expanding higher awareness and growing new abilities etc. Only six months left. Use them as best and brilliantly as you can. Take more responsibility for your thoughts, emotions, dreams, desires, imagination, creative potentials and increasing ability to build the new world from your inner High Heart and existence in this potent transitional Now Moment…and the next…and the next…and the next.
Because we’re in the last six months of the Ascension Process and the 26,000 yearlong Precessional cycle, things are and will continue to be ultra fast paced with more and more anomalies, weird “symptoms”, increased conscious ET and Angelic communications, growing imbalances in many, growing brilliance and HighHeart genius in others, more time spent in NO time, and many more deaths as certain people chose to exit physicality during these final six months. We’re going to be increasingly feeling and affected by the tremendous Milky Way Galactic Center (GC) energy transmissions from now through the last two important energy portals in December. During these final six months we’re getting fully up to speed energetically, vibrationally, so when we transition through the 12-12-12 (December 12, 2012) and 12-21-12 (winter Solstice December 21, 2012) Expiration Date portals, we’re as close a match to the shift frequencies and other side as possible, plus with as little of our old baggage as possible too. Stay as non-polarized, neutral (aka “unified”) as you can during these last six months because it will help you/me/each of us travel this last leg of this incredible journey and grand transition into a totally new Evolutionary Cycle.
Denise Le Fay
June 27, 2012
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64 thoughts on “The Final Six Months of 2012”
Denise, I just wanted to say Thank You for all your responses as they are so well written, empowering and most of all, Your Fullness of Truth! Also, I woud like to add that as I am in male form and from comments I have been reading,regarding the disrespect you have endured by males, that I Love You in my Totality and have Total Respect for You and Your Wisdom and also for maintaining this blog in this most critical time we are in as so many of us need a place of refuge to share and see what others are sharing, a helping hand to one another and that is why I wanted to honor you at this time! Also, to all the females that have been disrespected by being a unknown beacon for male abuse. I offer my Full Love in it’s Totality!
I cannot even tell you how much good it does my heart and soul to encounter a soul in a male body now whose carrying, embodying, the High Heart Consciousness and who understands how extra difficult and dangerous it’s been for those of us in female bodies in a profoundly sick and negative patriarchal world. Thank you very much for understanding that many of us have accumulated extra wounds, extra fears, extra traumas, extra stuff/junk/baggage to transmute due to our being in female bodies in a patriarchal world.
♥ Gratitude Hugs,
I am so pleased that I was able to Fully Honor You from My Fullness in this male form and it comes purely from the Organic Heart Center, it really blows me away! I also wanted to mention that I found your blog 3 years ago this summer and that this was the period of time when I started to embody the Fullness of My Truth! Your blog has greatly assisted myself in this process, along with others that I found that were very anonymous and that didn’t have a mainstream following, especially in the beginning. When the Pupil is Truly Ready, The Real Teachings Will Come! That is what these last 3 years have gifted myself with! It feels so good to have so much genuine gratitude in these topsy turvy times of quite chaotic energy when at times we seem to just not know what the hell is truly going on even though we are trying our damnest to understand! LOL Thank You Again!
there are others of us, i don’t know what role i play in this symphonic interplay of frequencies,, but i know neuropathy pain has “sat” me down…and i teasingly posted on my FB page that my wife of 43 years is providing me with an un-avoidable opportunity to learn Kindness! LOL
Hello Denise in a nutshell I have just come to realization 2 months ago the real history of our beginning and what has been hidden from us and the lies etc. I just have to thank you for making your blog because I new a great deal after I did personal research about the 2012 ascension but you filled me in on my indigo child symptoms. Now I know somewhat of who I am. Obviously we still have a few months ago. I have a question as well though, and before I ask I have to let you know I feel a great importance in myself because I just can’t deal with this life any longer to say it simply and I am ready to ascend but the anxiety is horrible. Do you think the full dna upgrade will be dec 21 2012/ jan 1st 2013 or maybe a short time after?
From what I’m seeing and perceiving these DNA “upgrades” or evolutionary activations are being greatly accelerated every minute of every day and night for the rest of 2012. These types of mega compressed evolutionary changes within our physical bodies, brains, nervous systems and our energetic systems etc. etc. MUST and have been happening over the past many years. The First Wave Group got activated biologically, physically at 1998-1999 and it literally hasn’t stopped since then. Others were biologically, physically activated to begin this Process after 1999 and this has been unfolding for more and more people ever since. Stair Steps, always many Stair Steps within this Ascension Process so that a foundation is built to anchor the NEW and help the other Waves of people being activated, plus it HAS to go in numerous steps and phases like this because our bodies cannot cope with such massive and intense physical and energetic changes all happening in only one or two or three big blasts. It would destroy our physical bodies and our psyche’s wouldn’t hold up well either! So this is why some of us have been living through this Ascension Process — very intensely on the physical level in our physical bodies and brains etc. — since 1999.
The cutoff date for the completion of the past 26,000 yearlong cycle plus other even longer ones with the whole past Evolutionary Cycle reaches full completion this December, but even it has Stair Steps; the 12-12-12 portal or transition, the New Moon on 12-13-12, and the Winter Solstice alignment to the GC completion of 12-21-12.
Example: we’re currently having another X-Class solar flare/CME hammering Earth and humanity (July 13, 14, 15th 2012) and it, like all solar energies, is doing plenty to our physical and energetic bodies, consciousness and DNA to evolve us in what’s actually a VERY short period of time. Twenty-five years — 1987-2012 — is actually a really short period of physical time to live through the transformations the First Wave and other Groups have. Many, many more people will continue living through these evolutionary Ascension symptoms (DNA changes) and numerous Stair Steps after the 12-21-12 completion date, but they’ll be able to move through them much faster and easier than the earlier “prototyper” Groups did.
Thank you for answering. Now I have an even fuller knowing. I hope these symptoms don’t get too bad haha.
I am happy to report that I am all moved in to my new place! Even though it’s on a busy street, it’s still quieter than the last place was. Smaller, but I managed to find a little corner for an office and to fit all my furniture in, so that’s great. Best of all, I just feel free. Now if I could get the landlord to show up to get his keys! Silly guy. I really have to downsize though. I’m a packrat by nature so I find it hard. I get rid of things, but slowly. I am so exhausted today and pretty much incoherent but, in spite of it all, I feel great. And so begins my last six months of 2012! Yay!
Love and hugs to all,
Oh Cat I’m soooo happy for you. It was time for this most definitely and for some peace and a reprieve from the negativity always only feet away. Very well done you! 🙂
Cat, I am so excited that you have moved and feel great in yourself. Enjoy your new and more peaceful dwelling. Bless you. Katerina
Great idea and lovely responses. I’m at about rock bottom – have considered living in a tent. You can camp for free on BLM lands, apparently. However, one still needs $ for gas/food and a car that is somewhat reliable 😉 Great ideas posted here. It has got me thinking. I love the pay it forward idea, posted by payit4ward. The wheels are spinning; will write more as I can. Still in midst of coming to terms with where I am at right now – physically/mentally/emotionally/and spiritually. On one level it is OK, however I never want to own another item after this move save for my books, a few clothes, a bed and enough kitchen utensils to prepare a healthy snack. Love and peach to all, Morgean
Denise, I would just like to share a recent experience I had, if I may? Following your reference to the Indigos, I began doing a lot more thinking/meditating and further investigation into the specific role and mission of the Indigo and Starseed Races and felt eager to order a copy of the “Clash of the Titans here at the library. On Saturday, after finishing my stint at another nearby library and whilst waiting for a bus to take me somewhere, I noticed the monthly indoor market was open, so I decided to pop in. I went upstairs and found myself hovering around a particular stall, where a woman was selling spiritual books, angels and some really nice stuff. I found myself striking up a conversation with her about why angels, in the western world, are always portrayed as being blond with blue eyes and the same goes for the personality, Jesus. The next minute, I was sitting next to her and we spent the next three hours or so putting the world to rights and talking about our individual roles here, during the evolutionary shift and how we believed it fitted into a much greater reality, as well as who we felt our ancestors and star origins were. Whilst considering my starseed origins, my eyes scanned the table and to my astonishment and excitement, I saw this beautiful Egyptian and regal looking statue of an Indigo cat right in front of me, on the table. I could have sworn It must have must appeared out of thin air! But there she was, right in front of me, welcoming me and reminding me and she cost me £1.00! She is sitting right in front of me as I’m writing this post and I find her presence so comforting. And just as further confirmation, just before writing this post, I was informed by the woman here at the library, that the “Clash of the Titans had arrived! “So soon”? I thought! Wow, I absolutely love synchronicity!! Thank you for giving me the space to share. Love. Katerina
Thanks for sharing your story, love it. Hugs, Gwen
I am glad you told me what kind of sea salt to use. I bought some regular stuff at a store I was thinking about using. As a side note, I had the strangest thing happen to me last night:
After about two hours of listening to David Icke (One of the topics being the dark forces that are slowly losing their grip hold on humanity) from his “The Lion Sleeps no More” presentation coincidence, I think not, I the was then listening to a radio program on coast to coast through the headphones on my computer before bed when all of a sudden I heard the video you posted yesterday start playing at the same time which lasted 30 seconds or so before it stopped.
The really weird part was I got up to check the computer to see what was up and noticed I had left your video minimized on the computer BUT it was minimized and paused.
No explanation for it !!!
As another side note; the guest on the radio show was also talking about healing / helping people with those with negative beings / energies attached to them. It seems word is getting out about these dark forces / energies everywhere all of a sudden.
Anyway, thanks again for the sea salt advice and for allowing me to share with you my experience last night.
Tired Lightworker ?
I’m quoting a Comment by Angel-Light Love and placing it here because I couldn’t publish it under an image only. When you want to write a Comment Angel-Light Love, click on the Comment link within the article and that will take you to where you can write it under the article you want to respond to. 🙂
Would you be so kind as to tell me how you have a sea salt shower ? I have sea salt at home but can’t seem to fathom how one would do this.
omg, I’m sorry, I just wrote the comment filled up with questions last nite, and it could have been muuuch bigger, because a part of me is still used to not knowing things, and now I have some answers already. So it is fast, right? I’m getting used to this. I’ll answer myself what I know so far to spare you the trouble… in my perception, the astral realm has been a lot like the solid world but faster and more extreme and there are all sorts of houses and business, from dark hideaways and shady stuff, I’ve had at least two encounters where beings there would offer me something for a hidden high price, which turned out to be a piece of my life force… better be wise there. Also safe houses and recovery homes that lightworkers used a lot. And tons of regular places.
And the keeper thing, it was because a while ago I decided I would only remain longer here if my world would come with me, and since then I’ve been receiving tons of “stuff” from home while they were dilligently working on the most beautiful construction, in a higher plane. It was too much to keep in my body, but they couldn’t have it with them yet, that’s why, in my case, I was always carrying tons of stuff from house to house and having to protect it. Maybe many of us have…
Anyway, home family is around orbit now and I’ve seen it and it rocks (insert a million smilies).
PS: I think I saw the sacred union thing happen and a free light child born from it, but it was so simple and I don’t know what it was supposed to look like, but won’t post this as a question cause I’ll probably find out anyway.
Again, sorry and thank you, Denise. Now I understand what you said before, I’m in awe you can keep a blog and perceive so much, it issss fast and there’s no time, there’s always more change and information coming!!! I really gotta change how I feel about ages of not knowing anything and how to communicate…
Love to all you beautiful people. Thank you, Denise and (((huuuuuugs)))!!
Something you said resonates with me, Kaisa:
In some of my dreams lately it is as if team dark is trying to bribe or trick me into joining them.
Just proof that Team Light is winning. 🙂
But I agree. Better be wise.
Dear Denise I have had a dream a couple of days ago which I have ‘racked my brain over’ but still have no idea what it mean’t.
I dreampt of a coffin and an undertaker asking for the burial details. At some point the undertaker said times running out I need the information re the funeral. Then I found myself walking through a white door into a room full of mourners – men dressed in black suits, one of which was my dad who has been dead for years. Can’t make sense of it at all. But it feels like somethings ending . Denise any ideas???
P.S. like the sound of only six months left of this ascension process as my eyes are really playing me up ‘blinded by the light’. My veins in my legs ache and hurt and my body feels squeezed by the light not room left any more for physicality. Love this website Maureen
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Hi, Denise & all-
i wanted to share an experience(s) that happened right after the summer solstice: On June 22nd I was standing in the kitchen at the sink & felt “struck” weak by heat. Temperatures of over 100 degrees were predicted for that day but this was morning and it was not that hot yet. The rest of that day, looking back on it NOW, was a comedy of errors for my mate and I. After being “struck” by that “heat” I felt like I had no brain. I wondered around in a fog which as the day progressed got worse and worse. I noticed my mate was the same and we bitched about the A/C not working well & each took about 3 cold showers that day/evening in order to survive. ( I know those who live in hot climates w/o air conditioning are probably laughing now- but in my defense I had a heat stroke when younger & am sensitive to heat now.) We could seem to do nothing but lie around in front of a fan. Sometime that evening my mate noticed that the thermostat was not on. This is funny now- but not so much then-especially when we were sure we had the thermostat on. The following night I woke up to see what I can only describe as “cut-out” metallic looking 1/2 soldier, 1/2 devil looking figures. They appeared to be immobile but then the lead figure turned it’s head ( it didn’t creak when turning it’s head but i imagined it should have:) & looked at me. I think it was trying to be intimidating but it was so obviously just something being beamed into the house ( very 2D-not 3D looking) that I just laughed & fell back asleep. The next morning while thinking about that experience made me remember being “struck” by the heat the morning before and all of a sudden i remembered Denisie’s words of ” remember how things FEEL” and I felt then that I had been targeted by something. That feeling was NOT a hot sun feeling nor was it a menopausal hot flash feeling. For five days in a row Denver had over 100 degrees heat and broke all kinds of records. ( Denver is usually in 80s & lower 90s for June.) All this time new wildfire after new wildfire broke out across Colorado. I stopped counting after the 12th one. I did check the internet for other states & saw Wyoming, New Mexico, Utah, and Montana also had a wildfire or two- but nowhere as many as Colorado.
Now my thing is- 1. I am new to being attacked- or at least being aware of being attacked. Obviously I need to shield more often but is there any way to get more psychic and “heads up” so as to not be taken so by surprise? 2. I want to be sure I’ve got this all right and was not just hallucinating……My body temperature did get real hot that day but by night-time I was o.k. and it did not feel like an hallucination ( the ugly metal “soldier’). Maybe it was just some t.v. movie I picked up on over the airwaves? 3. Has anyone had any similar experiences with 2D weird figures? 4. Has anyone sensed or “seen” any psychic confirmation of some sort of weird battle over/in Colorado the week after the solstice? I know I read somewhere that the “elite” were meeting at some Kimble castle near Castle Rock, Co- which is right south of Denver- for the solstice.
I don’t want to be paranoid but I sure do want to be awake & aware! And I feel blessed to have not been living near any of the wildfires and send compassion to those who are having to deal with that.
Thanks for any responses and thanks to all who share here. I sure feel like I’m doing some fast “catching up” learning!
Denise, I’m in the midst of both very disturbed and filled with love and feeling the elements that make all things… confused…. I had thought I’d write to you because about long complicated things and I don’t know who else to ask, but for now I’ll keep trying to figure most of it by myself. Except one thing…
But first, since the insane weird love is still around (keeping confusion company), I’d like to send an insanely loving hug to all of you!
Secondly, the question, since I feel it may not be only a personal experience.
All thru this life I’ve had both a physical and astral existence in this world, I’ve kept houses in astral realms for years and kept moving due to missions and different stair steps, as you say. My body couldn’t move but astrally I moved a lot.
So two days ago I realized the old home was not right anymore (vibrationally) but had no clue where to go. Didn’t want to astrally return there, went somewhere else then (as light body) and got attacked. It was nasty. Trying hard not to bitch about it and let go.
Here’s what happened: my astral home was completely filled with stuff, which I now realize are important stuff, it was way too cramped. It’s in symbols/energy/forms, but it takes up astral space, even my mind barely understands all of it, but it’s about what’s coming for us/the world. So I turned out to realize that, on top of all other missions, I’m also a keeper. I need to keep certain things safe until it’s time for them to be out. Light team is already moving all to a much higher and safer location. Dark obviously knew to take a shot at me while they had the chance before I even realized where to move. I felt clearly they wanted to know what was inside the house, which is why I didn’t want to go back and open the door to them. They didn’t get to it. I have lightwarrior tricks… even tho unconscious of what exactly I’m doing.
My question is, does everyone have astral homes and places? Are we all keepers? I mean in this astral literal way of having a place packed with “stuff” I gotta move. Is it like another job, like gridworking, and keeping the trenches, and clearing energy crap? (do you guys ever watch Dirty Job? any feeling that’s been your life for decades?)
So that’s a part of what I’m wondering; been doing this for quite sometime without realizing what it meant. I’m being way more careful this time. Other than thru a song I’ve loved for ages, I didn’t know about keepers.
And as you said, we are going to a much better place. I had a quick look and new home is waaay safer.
Love love love love love love love love to you and all (and so sorry I end up always writing so long… it’s so quiet and lonely here).
Hi Denise and All:
Super post and super comments. There are no coincidences, and if you haven’t already checked out spaceweather.com today (see Denise’s link above right), below is what I just copied from the site:
“HIDDEN PORTALS IN EARTH’S MAGNETIC FIELD: A NASA-sponsored researcher at the University of Iowa has developed a way for spacecraft to hunt down hidden magnetic portals in the vicinity of Earth. These gateways link the magnetic field of our planet to that of the sun, setting the stage for stormy space weather…”
Seems to me that Team Dark may be looking for all those portals that we have opened in the last few years, and that’s good news that they know that we know. I am instructed now and then by my Arcturian friends to “maintain your portal” in the area in which I live, and now I know why! I maintain it by simply walking through it (it’s in the main park in our town) and hold love/light grounding it from the Sun into the centre of Earth. Sometimes I get rewarded with an actual tunnel made from the rays of the Sun through the clouds.
This is getting very interesting and more than exciting as we read between the lines. Lady, thanks for the clip bringing it all together, and we’re very soon down to only five months, and yes, please, “Release the Indigo’s!” And finally, don’t forget huge hugs all round! Love, B.
Denise, thanks for another good article, even though it was bad news for me at this point. I’m still having a very tough time with fatigue and depression, and learning that my Ascension symptoms will probably get worse over the next six months is not exactly good news at this point. My sleep and appetite have started returning to normal over the last two days, so that’s a good sign. I’m hoping that this will continue.
Thank You Lady for posting this! I also find much truth within this information. It also speaks of this recent Venus Transit and helps me understand why I am feeling much more positive and encouraged and wanting to share that with others! I also am aware of what I am calling “Going From Zero Point to Total Bitch Point” within a nanosecond, intensity comes out of nowhere. This is new for me a this time and I need to have hyper vigilance as I never know what may be thrown my way at any given time! I also am now aware that I cannot become sloppy energetically as I need to hold Super Awareness of All that is going on around me. It definitely feels like, as more of the veil is removed, the negative energetics are becoming different, but by being aware of the energetic, it seems to hold very little true influence over myself and this audio information reminds me to hold the mantra within, “Constant Vigilance”. I think now more then ever we need to Stay Strong as it feels we have fuly arrived at the Culmination Point of these times!
Lady. What can I say?! Thank you for bringing this information to our attention. The lengths to which these insidious, parasitic, vomitatious, pathological and more than demonic forces go to, to keep humanity within their power, unaware, enslaved, dependent and unable to rise to their greatness, is incommunicable. I too feel this is the way it plays out inter-dimensionally, as unbelievable as that may sound – but then NOTHING about what they get up to surprises me. I think it is important to listen to what is being brought to our attention. Thank you. Katerina
I feel like this message was written for me, lol!
I had to read this message to learn the reasons why my suffering for so long.
Denise you and I suffer the same problem with the back, neck and left arm, and since I always try to be of assistance in anyway I can to everybody I can, and I always try to be positive and in anyway try to help change the world, it seems like I am in the line of fire all the time. Many things have happened to me and two weeks ago I was hit by another driver who was texting while driving. He hit my car on the back so my neck now hurts worst than before and my dog help also by pulling my left arm. It feels like no desires for nothing are with me, but now by reading your message I have another chance to raise my energy knowing that we are going to beat these negative forces, even thou they seem to be not that negative at all.
I had a feeling when after that car hit me, and also after my dog next day pull my left arm while I was holding him, that probably this happened to me to align my spine and help me get rid of this pain. I don’t use any drugs to help with pain, but I do eat potatoes and carrots which help me by not having my joints swollen.
Thank you Denise so much for your message
Dear Family of Light,
I am in awe of how diverse we all are. Yet, each and every one of us is so important to our process. When we planned our strategy and resources for this galactic event, we thought of every little thing. Denise and others are working so hard, with so much sacrifice, on their parts of the job. I have immense admiration and gratitude for your work. Some of us have been working on building grids, repairing matrices, removing negative grids, opening portals,activating dormant energies, liaising with galactic races and nonphysical beings, etc., etc…..the scope of our plan is mind boggling! Way beyond my physical mind to comprehend.
My guides have been teaching me more about my own mission. I “hear” them so clearly now and they are constantly with me. They showed me I am a sleeper/walk in from Andromeda. It sounds egotistic, but the guides were jumping up and down and cheering when I read about that group of beings on Lisa Renee’s site. They compelled me to read her archives until I got to that article, then I lost my interest in reading more. This group is supposed to work with other galactic races. Perhaps that’s why I dream of traveling every night. Perhaps that is why I have not seriously experienced team dark–I was hidden from their view until my awakening event in my 40’s when I “walked in.” Almost immediately, I was placed with teachers who helped me release old stuff and heal. I most certainly have been looked after all my life. ❤
I too have been flat on my back May and June, exhausted, letting go of nearly all of my 3/4D life and doing NOTHING. Everything, even thinking, is an effort. My skin is sloughing off and I am coughing productively. Sleeping a ton as well and cannot get up in the morning. Appetite gone…You'd think time would drag with so much nothingness going on, but it is NOT. It does feel like a month lasts a week, and I am really happy that we have such a short time left to accomplish our goals.
It is tempting to fall into depression, but I consciously choose to feel positive, accept and allow. Gratitude and connecting with unity and love in my high heart helps a lot. We are so very blessed. Each day I feel unity consciousness expanding –we are ONE!
Love and blessings to all.
Dear Susan..you feel so kindred to me 🙂 the love vibration emanates beautifully through you and I pray you strength and high energy for the coming experiences 😉 is there any way I can message you privately? a few things you said set off “buzzers” in my conciousness. maybe its simply reading the words of highly energetic and advanced soul that setting off these inherent “hey pay attentions!”
Hey Tara, Post your email and I will reply. Love, Susan.
You’re awesome Denise! From one first waver to another….you rock!
Thanks, Denise! You are totally right – our Ascension guides (I call mine my ‘team’ because they remind me of those Nascar guys who fix the cars on the side of the track, LOL) are absolutely there to help. It is not lazy to ask for their help and it does not mean we’re weak! And it’s not ‘bothering’ them to ask, either. They don’t roll their eyes and say, “Good grief, what does that child need NOW?” 😉 Seriously, asking for help when and where you need it is a very brave thing to do – and right now, very necessary. And using the Nascar racing as an example, how much slower would the race drag on if the driver themselves kept having to get out of the car to make repairs? We have teams and they’re there to help, and more than that, they WANT to help. We are not alone & we don’t have to DO it all alone! I’m pretty grateful for that. Thanks so much for sharing & I hope you get some relief! 🙂
I don’t know about y’all, but I’m about ready to get this race over with and cross the finish line! “Release the indigos!” indeed – yes ma’am! We’ve got this! 😉
Said so wonderfully from your High Heart Laura. Thanks, I heard and felt every gentle word. ♥
Thank YOU, Denise. You’re doing such a good work for so many people. And you’re a rallying point for many that gives us group unity and enhances what we’re doing on our own by amplifying our energies – whew! got chills. Sending you gratitude & blessings, hon! We’re just about there! ❤
I hope you feel better. Does M.A.P. help you at all?
Thank you Denise for your information, insights and encouragement. I’m deeply sorry that you have had to experience so much pain for most of your entire life. You are such a brave and beautiful soul. I personally canot imagine what it must be like to be free of this physical pain! For nearly three years now, I haven’t been able to swallow/chew/bite anything like fruit, vegetables and stuff I would consider as “healthy”, as I cannot feel where the food is landing in my mouth! At times, the act of eating is so perilous, as I nearly choke when trying to swallow! I do my best to eat soft rice very day, but it takes forever! I can only have soup as a means of having vegetables in my diet. It’s really exhausting …every day, every day, every day…..God knows what the root of all of this is?!
Is this referring to something within our own being, which we ourselves have created or some type of external interference which is preventing us from doing what we are here to do? It’s just that, as a forerunner, I wonder why there are so many, what appear to be insurmountable obstacles in my present reality? None of it makes any rational sense, when you look at things in terms of how far I have traveled, healed, integrated and resolved. Is this some deliberate intent on the part of the opposition to delay or stop us from carrying out your work in ways will ensure optimum efficiency? The mind boggles.
Bless you Denise and kinfolk. Katerina
Kat333 – Katerina,
My gawd you dear, what a nightmare with your mouth and trying to eat! I’m so sorry you’ve been going through this as it sounds just horrible.
I’ve had my esophagus suddenly spasm for no apparent physical reason from just drinking water and of course eating, swallowing food. The bite of food will get part way down my esophagus and suddenly it spasms around the food so it has trouble going down any further and oftentimes starts coming back up which is painful. It takes a herculean focus for me to relax my esophagus so the bite of food will go down…or bring it all the way back up and out. Euw.
I’ve also had to deal with increased sudden choking on my saliva and/or having a bit of food or liquid go down the air pipe instead. I honestly believe that these types of really weird Ascension symptoms you/I/many of us have had are related to the huge changes and transformations going on in the Heart chakra and spine area, the High Heart chakra/spine area (Thymus), the Throat chakra/spine area — especially in us females who haven’t been allowed to speak our truths and displeasure’s for thousands of years. We’re transmuting a lot in those areas.
I’ve also had my mouth and tongue get hot feeling and even slightly swollen which might be an allergic reaction to something. Who knows at this point?! These Ascension symptoms and reactions are sometimes so severe and weird. I hope your mouth/food/eating/swallowing business improves soon.
faye1234 asked me something similar recently too and because it’s such an important question/topic, I’m working on my reply as an “article” instead of a Comment. I’ll try to get it done asap because it has to do with your question and this feeling so many of us Starseeds/Indigos have.
Be well sweetie ♥,
Hello, Denise and Kat,
Thank you beloved Denise for your reassurance. You are a wonderful gift of mammoth proportions! Katerina
I can always relate to so much of what you are saying! I was having back/left shoulder & neck tension too, which was incredibly alleviated in a Maori session. they do DEEP physical work PLUS the spiritual/energetic work needed to release all sort of things from the body/energy field. My sister had an entity in her abdomen area which was discovered & released during the session. My shoulder pain has not returned. A bit of tightness has but chiropractic released it.
Thank you so much for this article. I have a slight scoliosis, and have had bouts of lower back pain, and also pain in my left shoulder in the back, underneath the shoulder blades for much of my adult life. (Not nearly as debilitating as you have experienced, but a nagging pain.) I used to think the pain was related to genetics, too. But since some of your recent articles, and Lisa Renee’s articles about the pain in the shoulder area, I have become more aware that this pain intensifies after I have been in a crowded place (a place with more negative energy.) That led me to think that it might be transmuting. Now I wonder if it is also a “side effect of multidimensional damage” ? Either way, it appears that there is so much more going on than I ever knew, so thank you for sharing your knowledge, and thank you for volunteering to be a fore-runner and all that entails!
While reading this, I felt my high heart chakra resonating and tingling, so I know it is important for me to pay attention to this information. (A side note about that, thank you for explaining about the high heart chakra, and the drawings you included in a recent article that showed the energy field that goes around the body. I have been searching for so long for an explanation as to why I have felt tingling there, and often it travels down in the way shown in the drawings. It happens whenever I connect to the “oneness.” Finally that mystery is solved!)
Thinking about the depths that team dark go to is so disgusting! I have to tell you that this morning my older daughter, who is seven, told me about her dream. She said that I went up to the sun, and it was pulling me very strongly, and she and her dad and her sister all went down under the ground. She said that they didn’t want to go to the sun. Then she said that I sent her postcards from the sun. This was disturbing to me because I made a connection to ascension. I have never talked to her about ascension, so this dream was really out-of-the-blue for her. I wonder if team dark messed with her to scare her, and also to hopefully get her to tell me and to scare me into thinking that my family isn’t going to go through ascension? I am not really worried about them not ascending because they are all really loving and generous people who genuinely care about others. Do you think team dark would give her a dream to get to me? (It sounds so egotistical just writing that!) Also, should I be explaining ascension to my seven-year-old daughter? (I haven’t because even though my husband is loving, generous, and caring, he isn’t fully “awake,” even though I have tried to explain things to him, he resists knowing too much. He just isn’t ready to know more, so telling my daughter might be touchy in the family dynamic.) I did tell her that if she “dreams” that again, that she should come with me, that my trip to the sun wouldn’t be as fun without my family. 🙂
Dear Denise, Have you heard of Diane Stein? She is the author of many energy books ie The women’s book of healing, Traditional Reiki… Anyway, she has a 3 part series on Energy balancing bk 1, 2 and 3. These books are brilliant regarding removal of ALL lifetimes of negative interference … I highly recommend this lady. Oceans of love
Dear Denise, have you heard of the author Diane Stein? She writes some amazing information regarding removal of ALL negative interference over lifetimes including multidimensional . The books to look out for are Energy Balancing 1,2 & 3 . They are brilliant and refer to exactly what you are sharing here. Oceans of love
Thanks Denise for once again working your eloquent writing magic! As always I SO resonate with this…ditto ditto ditto. Thanks once again for the timely and vital reminders. You are such an AWESOME GUIDE for so many of us! Thank you!
this is really unbelievably horrible. Lvibrations, yes, these guys really do hate us and love to hurt us. i experience this every morning and sometimes all through the night. the other night, instead of the christians, it was anunnaki from nibiru to stop me from helping the override of the collision of nibiru with earth that has already taken place in a future timeline (hard to wrap one’s brain around that!). such arrogance and hatred. not fun.
i can hear everything they say and it’s bizarre.
they think we have no right to bring the Divine in and ruin their fun, which is feeding off of us, messing with our lives, enslaving humanity …
denise, thank you for being encouraging without slapping a happy face on it. lots of love to you. to everyone.
Woohoo!!!! Gosh when I read release the Indigo’s something in the pit of my stomach did a somersault. I AM an Indigo. I feel like I have been put on hold my whole life. Denise you just plugged me in. I am also an ultra sensitive and an Aquarius . Quite the powerful combo. I feel energized and excited by all you have shared. So 6 weeks huh yep I can quit complaining and worrying and soldier up for that long. Chin up and onward. I feel like a kid at Christmas. Awesome info and what felt like a huge generous pep talk. I shall be all I can be for the next 6 weeks. 🙂 Big smooch to you.
Denise, beautiful one, you said you were in pain but I had no idea how much. Bless you for keeping helping us thru.
Same thing has been happening for me this past weekend, this physical pain plus emotional terror I’ve felt since I was born, literally, to the point I couldn’t envision my life free of it because I had never experienced it, I was mostly freed from it too, the process hurt like hell but was incredibly full of love to have it gone. I have been asking for help a lot, but it was more like a higher me said: crunch time. I feel it will keep happening till we are squeaky clean.
Today has been like external thoughts trying to worry me, not so cool, I’m finding that crying and laughing help, but I’m very tired and my bones seem to hurt. I’m trusting more the big light guns tho, finally, calling them a lot now. Love and compassion have grown a lot in me since yesterday.
Thank you for taking the time to share with us, helps tremendously. And what you said, release the indigos, love it, I feel it too, change for this world coming with the other waves and thru love.
Again, thank you and be blessed. May we all become impeccably clear and sovereign… right now 🙂
Denise, your insights and experiences sustain me as I can relate to most of what you write about. Thank you.
But, for real…”RELEASE THE INDIGOS” will ring in my head for a long time (w/ that accent..the same way he said it). Thanks for the continued laugh…:)
Thank You Denise !
Thank you dear friend for sharing/caring and doing your work.. I did laugh when you wrote Release the Indigos! Love it. Thank you so much and many blessings to you.
Hugs and more hugs, Gwen
Egads, Denise – those horrible, nasty Negatives! Sorry it took so long for you to realize what was happening. I’m sure you were targeted because of your mission and valuable work here and in other dimensions; Team Dark was trying to slow you down. Hope you heal up nicely now that you know about the origin of your pain and are asking for Higher level help.
(I know of a few people whose energy is being siphoned off but they would never believe it. The sneaky way humans are robbed of their energy disgusts me whenever I think of it!)
I need to be more vigilant with the 12D shielding. The other night before I drifted to sleep, I saw an image of a huge swarm of black flying “bugs” coming at me. I shook myself awake and protected my space.
Thanks for reminding us to ask our guides and Higher Self for help – very timely. Whenever I asked for help in the past, they came through for me. Although we may prefer doing things “ourselves,” Team Dark works in a very underhanded way and we should avail ourselves of all the help we can, esp. as things intensify.
We all need to stay in a higher vibration now. Nothing is more important for our own evolution and for the evolution of our planet and humanity. We cannot afford to let anything get us down or take us out of our center.
FINALLY there are only 6 months left … I am so WEARY of all this now. I’m hoping the increasing waves of Light will fry the Dark energies. I wonder what happens to those souled beings who are still infested? Even if the Darkness lifts from them, they are unlikely to be able to get themselves in the right vibrational space before the shift.
Let’s focus on the world we wish to create — a world of peace and harmony, love, beauty and joy, while remaining vigilant in protecting our space in our remaining days. We’re almost there!
Much love to all, Thelma
When you put it all like that… well, just, WOW. O.O
And now I gotta run, I have some stuff to go get figured out, STAT, as well as let this sink in more! 😉
Calliope the Muse
Like you, Calliope, my reaction to Denise’s latest…
😆 Loved that calliopemuse! Thanks for the giggles. ♥ 😆
Amazing, isn’t it? Only 6 months left! Thanks for the great post, Denise. I really enjoy your work.
Thank you Dear Denise for these inspiring words and advices. Wishing you the best of the best. With much Love and Gratitude!!!!
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There is so many hidden truths in the Bible…and in the dead sea scrolls as well….it is amazing….Christ is an immense power and so much has been hidden from us through convention, the system, censorship of the bible, etc….
wow…what a post…it speaks to me completely, on so many levels, I understand you totally about the pain, the suffering. I realized that we can “inherit’ these energy parasites this year with a health issue that was plaguing my husband. It seems that there was an energetic parasite going on for generations, just wreaking its havoc. I hope you feel better, and get completely well….many healing vibrations your way…. i found that alot of my neck, back and headaches (back of the head) where from the new chakras that are emerging this year, and quickly too….
Thanks for writing this, you bring up some very, very important things that we should not lose sight of, especially in these next 6 months….It is going to be a wild and awesome journey!!!
The physical stuff is strange indeed, but in my experience it does improve. For a while it felt like my feet were broken when I’d get up in the morning. That plus my joints and muscles elsewhere felt like they belonged in someone else’s body — very uncoordinated. Glad to report that has improved. Thanks for all the info, Denise. By the sound of things, we’re in need of some multidimensional Depends! ;-0 — TF
I also had suffered lower back pain for years last November it just shift in to my left shoulder, serious pain that would wake me in the night, unable to put my arm in to a sleeve without pain, it persisted until I started taking black seed oil, in May/June ,now its 85 per cent better. I felt the pain was connected to the back of the heart chackra past emotional woundings deep clearing going on.
After the may eclipse my energy just went to zero for an entire month. I slept nearly every day with massive headaches and neck and shoulder pain. It was brought to my attention that I had some sort of device or implant somewhere in my 7th chakra, relating to moon matrix. Whatever it is, it has kicked in feeding on my energy in an accelerate way since May. I came across one of these beings in my sleep last week who would grab hold of me taking my energy while asleep. All I can hear is a sinister laugh while I try and get away.
I am in the process now of having this removed. Hope you feel better soon 🙂
You too Lvibrations. It’s unbelievable how tenacious these buggers are! Onward we go. 🙂
lvibrations – what are you doing to get rid of this stuff??
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