For a few months before the 11-11-11 portal I’d been sensing some partial and half-understood impressions about it multidimensionally. Months ago, these 11-11-11 impressions seemed ass-backwards and mildly strange to me so I decided to wait until I was able to perceive this information a bit better before I mentioned them publicly. In all honesty, this particular information is still a bit strange sounding even to me and that should tell you something about it! But first, let’s backtrack a few years for clarity and perspective because then 2012 and 2013 will be a bit easier to perceive. As you look at the number images below, be very aware that there are THREE of them in each sequential Stair Step and this has to do with our evolving out of the TWO of lower frequency, lower consciousness 3D duality, and into the THREE of unity (triality) or High Heart consciousness and being.
The September 9, 2009 09-09-09 portal was about the ending of an intense Ascension phase with huge overtones of death and/or dying required to reach the next frequency level or Stair Step.
The October 10, 2010 10-10-10 portal was about our individually preparing to physically embody a good bit more of our Higher Selves in our current bodies, personalities, and being.
The November 11, 2011 11-11-11 portal was about our first global 5D Group Conscious C0-Creating event in the New Evolutionary Cycle of Unity because we’re free of the old Evolutionary Cycle/Mayan calendar and duality. However, as many of us unexpectedly discovered, for us to pass through the 11-11-11 Initiatic portal we first HAD to consciously be aware of, transmute and integrate ANY remaining lower frequency emotional tidbit we may still have had within ourselves first.
After continuously doing personal inner transformational Polarity Resolution work since February 1999 (the start of the Mayan calendar Eighth Wave), I assumed I had the majority of my inner junk already transmuted, and I did, except for another small past life speed-bump issue with my mom. [See Post October 28th & 11-11-11 Adventures] To make sure I didn’t miss this particular emotional tidbit I still contained on the morning of 11-11-11, the Dark Ones personally hand delivered the message to me via activating my mom so that she’d trigger this old issue in me so I’d feel and see it. How helpfully thorough of them. No, I’m serious, the Dark Ones did me a favor with this one even though I wasn’t feelin’ the luv towards them that day at all! All I felt the morning and day of 11-11-11 was that the Dark Ones had stolen and derailed 11-11-11 for me and mom, but because I’m stubborn and know better, I worked through that immature and incorrect lower emotional take on their actions and transmuted my past life speedbump that the Dark Ones made sure I would not miss. They excel at what they do after all.
To pass through the 11-11-11 Initiation portal many of us unexpectedly found ourselves depressed and/or ready to quit. I’ve never encountered any of the previous number portals having this effect on me, my Mom, or anyone else but the 11-11-11 portal did and this told me it was an extra important portal of change for us individually and as a Group in the New 5D Unity Cycle.
I know I’ve only perceived the outer edges of this complex multidimensional topic about the 11-11-11 portal, 2012, and the 12-12-12 portal, but I expect to perceive more about this topic and how it’s affecting us and other-dimensions Beings over the coming weeks and months. Please understand that everything is very different now that we’ve completed and exited the old Mayan calendar/Evolutionary Cycle. I’ve been adjusting, adapting and embodying like crazy since October 28, 2011 and its profoundly exhausting and at times painful to the point of having to remain in bed. I haven’t been able to write nearly as much as I always have due to the intense transmuting and embodying that’s been happening non-stop. I know many of you won’t want to hear this next bit, but many of us Starseeds will be doing massive amounts of embodying to this degree throughout 2012. Sorry, don’t hate the messenger.
For most of 2011 I kept perceiving and clairvoyantly seeing the 11-11-11 portal as very Divine Mother Feminine Goddess-like in its energy. I don’t mean total Goddess but one aspect of the Goddess seemed to be intimately involved with whatever happened multidimensionally on 11-11-11. Now here’s the seemingly ass-backwards part that’s been confusing to me over the months. I kept sensing the Dark Ones connected to the 11-11-11 portal and this one aspect of the Goddess energies but in a highly positive and perfect way. After some time I’ve been able to perceive that—and this makes total sense once you get your bearings on the other side of the end of the Mayan calendar/Evolutionary Cycle—it’s also Graduation or Retirement Time for the Dark Ones and Light Ones and the missions and roles each Group has held in place (embodied) for the rest of us during the past Evolutionary Cycle in duality.
I’ve known that these other Beings—both Light and Dark and everything else—cannot evolve or change jobs or roles until WE had completed what WE in physicality needed to here. Once WE’D completed that, which we have on October 28, 2011, then all the other multidimensional players, aspects and participants can and will also transition into the next Evolutionary Cycle, whatever and wherever that is for each one of us. Until then however, we’ve all been obligated and pretty much trapped in our polarized roles and missions throughout this past Evolutionary Cycle and this includes the Dark Ones as well as the Light Ones.
Evidently the 11-11-11 portal was where many important things began for all of us, including the Beings we’ve known in the past as the Dark Ones. Throughout 2011 increasing numbers of the Dark Ones finally understood what’s happening, what’s changing and why, and slowly began relinquishing their old roles and moved on. However as is still obvious, some of the non-physical, non-human Dark Ones are still clinging, hanging on and fighting, not realizing that their mission has ended because the October 28, 2011 Expiration Date has been reached and it’s time for everyone to move on to the next Evolutionary Cycle and learning. I sense this final completion phase will unfold very quickly throughout 2012 no matter who or what resists this multidimensional Evolutionary Process.
I’ve been sensing that 2012 and the 12-12-12 portal will be for the non-physical, other dimensional Team Light players what 2011 and the 11-11-11 portal was for the non-physical, other dimensional Team Dark players. If I’m correct with what I’ve been perceiving so far about this unfolding completing/beginning, then the 12-12-12 portal of December 12, 2012 will be the cut-off date for Team Light to connect with an aspect of God-like energies (this is the X shape multidimensional crossover symbol I’ve been seeing) and evolve into their New roles. To my awareness today, this feels like the aspects that we call “God/Goddess” are integrating their fragmented, polarized parts back into themselves and evolving into something new also. Stair Steps, always stairsteps with the entire Ascension Process.
Denise Le Fay
November 26, 2011
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A very wise being once said to me: “In accordance with The Law of One, when ALL are allowed to BE in their own Frequency, then ALL will come into Harmony”
Many years later, when I really understood what that message meant, I realised it was a higher aspect of myself that hand whispered those words to me.
My message to others now is: “You must love YOUR Darkness with as much passion as you love your Lightness – and vice versa”. As I intergrated, loved & accepted into my whole being my own darkness, I began to understand the original message I had received.
To be One with ALL energies/beings/etc. you have to love your own dark side and light side … hence the balance. Then, eventually, everything that happens on-planet or off-planet … just happens!
It doesn’t matter one iota what another being, person, animal, plant or nature does, or whether they are operating from an energy of dark or light, it is simply where they are at on their evolutionary journey, at that point in time. Which brings me back to my original message from A very wise being:
“In accordance with The Law of One, when ALL are allowed to BE in their own Frequency, then ALL will come into Harmony”
11-11 was also emotionally charged day for me as well., out of the blue as well..i guess i had some expectations and having stuff come up the way it did was not my idea of it 🙂 ah well.. 🙂
this seems to be a time of deeper cleansing.. stuff within me . i see it and sincerely want to not live in ANY kind of opinion or judgment about another or any/ and all situations that come into my life.. so sick of mind chatter mind stuff.. i want to be full open to love… to love with all that i am.. to be love in action in deep peace… that is all..
love to all here and enjoy reading here.. Denise as always thanks… love christine
beautifull words christine i wish i was in your spirituall space also
Hi Denise and All Here:
Denise, you said,
It is comforting to think that we completed our jobs on October 28th, 2011 and perhaps I can speak for some when I say I totally feel that very thing. And like in any endeavour, it seems I have “plateaued.” I’m not sure where to go from here. As far as I can tell, and I’ve certainly asked/demanded that I know if there is more that I personally need to deal with, with respect to my own wrongdoing in this lifetime/past lives, the Dark side of my own “being”, et cetera, but I get no respone. Right now all I feel is a total silence from both the Light and the Dark, and that’s okay, but I hope it doesn’t last too long, because it’s important, at least to me, that I have some goal to work towards. If we are not to “ascend”, but to “evolve”, then I, for one, need a NEW JOB, and I hope it is a heck of a lot easier on me physically and emotionally than the one that ended on October 28th. If we are waiting for the “unseens” to catch up with us now, I guess that’s good, however, I am once more at the stage where I was when I was a little girl. I feel no polarity. And so now I’m wondering, “What comes next?” Love to you All.
Cat – I get the same “swoosh” and it always comes from the right side and “through” me. Then it goes out the left side. Don’t know what that is all about but it’s been happening for so long it is now ‘normal’ for me. It’s sort of a fun feeling!
Dear Denise,
As I read your recent message, especially the following quote “All I felt the morning and day of 11-11-11 was that the Dark Ones had stolen and derailed 11-11-11 for me and Mom, but because I’m stubborn and know better, I worked through that immature and incorrect lower emotional take on their actions and transmuted my past life speed-bump that the Dark Ones made sure I would not miss…. “, I recognized that a similar incident which happened to me on 11-11-11, also my birthday, now made sense.
I was able to see that this day being “ruined” forced me to go deeper within to find what aspects of myself are still trigger points for emotionally charged RE-ACTIONS. Until we get it all recognized and transformed within ourselves it will keep showing up in one way or another. So in the end all was an incredible gift!!
Many thanks for sharing your experiences.
Donna Marie
Donna Marie,
VERY well done you… and Happy Birthday. 🙂
This is what it’s all about; us not being afraid to dig a little deeper into ourselves to excavate ANY little crumb we’ve missed. These tiny crumbs cannot go into the Light 😉 as they are but must be recognized, owned, transmuted and integrated. At this point that whole Process can happen in a matter of a few minutes which is so great!
Hugs,
Denise
Hello Denise,
Thank you for your response and Birthday greeting. You are so correct in seeing the process for what it really is.. recognize our own shadow aspects, own them and integrate this energy, even though they are so ingrained and buried. It is ours! The process can be very quick or not and OUR energy/vibration will change as a result..
Therefore the reactions we get from those we come in contact with as a result of these energeic changes within ourselves, has consequences also. The “messengers” will no longer bear to be around us. It is amazing to observe from a non reactive, non judemental state, simply observe.
Thank you for allowing me to share this with you.
Donna Marie ( Spain)
Hello, Denise and All,
I keep coming back to the balance of male and female energies as well. I had a dream about it recently and spirits that are balanced between male and female energies are drawing me. I also keep finding myself in rough masculine areas– in Asia, here, and in this building– with the job of doing what I can to balance things. It’s sometimes a long process, but I have been in it for the long haul. Also met someone who comes from a culture that balances male and female consciously, so I’m curious to see what that will bring in the way of learning.
Well, every day is something new with this, isn’t it? Oh, yeah, and today I had another shift or redirection. This one was much more subtle than the one that knocked me sideways– it went in with a swoosh in the right ear and out the left with a lighter swoosh. Bizarre. Made me feel like my head was empty! The wind blowing right through! 😉
Love to all,
Cat
Denise, once again your article is giving me perspective for something I am dealing with right now! I especially resonate with your insight of the 11-11-11 portal and the meaning of it for the dark ones.
For ages I’ve had an issue about how to develop my own reactions to something I find not acceptable (or downright repulsive) in others and how to express constructively what is not ok for me. The 11-11-11 was a breakthrough in what I understand accepting my own negative attitudes and in what I used to find not acceptable ways of reacting. I did not know how to deal with The Peas 🙂
Basically, this has everything to do with what Lisa Renee talks about being sovereign and free and learning to be sovereign without falling into the superior or inferior thinking and reaction modes. I am really trying to be fully and straightforwardly ME in a manner which is respectful, ethical and compassionate when dealing with others.
What you share of the dark ones, makes me think this portal has been very important in facing the dark in myself and refining the dark in me into something valuable, even an asset in my search of sovereignty!
I don’t know if I am on the right track or if this makes any sense to anyone, but your insight makes so much sense and it gives me an immense sense of relief!
Hi Denise
I am really enjoying your posts and so much of what you have said resonates with me. The Goddess energy connecting to the 11.11.11 was something which I was writing about the other day … also the cross which you were talking about … this came to mind as well. The cross is also the symbol for Scotland ( Alba) … the St Andrews Cross … it is St Andrews day very soon .. November 30th. I am not one for flags ( and I am not Scottish myself.. well .. none of us of any `nationality’ really are we … we are born of the stars and we return to the stars ) ..however I find this symbol interesting consdiering you are seeing it as well.
Thank you so much for your posts. You are loved and appreciated.
Much Love
Matariki
x ( another cross 🙂 )
I appreciate this, Denise. And as we continue to transmute negative judgments and patterns to positive alternatives, we raise in frequency and perceive without the perceptual taint of dark tones. We can more clearly see, interpret, understand, choose, and so on, and so our perception of ascension changes and we better understand and feel who we are and that we are one.
Love and gratitude to you for all you are and give, M
Dear Denise thank you for your latest message. The words of Jean Hudon came to mind when I read your latest post. “God is here. Wherever we are, the universal force of love is here, within, around and as us. There is no separation. The only illusion is think otherwise. From the moment we are born to this physical existence, we have never ceased for a single instant to be one with all that is.
We know this deep with the core of our being. We are coming to know, ever more fully, what onesness means. We are all one. We are all God/Creator/Source”. Recently I have been having a lot of dreams about my life being affected by negative people -on one level its right but on another level it is all illusion. Maureen
Hello Cheri, Yes I fully understand your cry and the expericence of intens loneliness, Many times I have screamd in the universe: WHY?!. But i have learn slowly ( I was a rebel) to keep quiet and put all in the hands off the Divine. And slowly I learn over the time that pain,frustrations ect,has been taken away.:,many times. It is de doubt and the not knowing that keep a hold on us,. Its always sneaky hidden in the corners off oure minds. and attack in a moment we are not aware or in weakness. When we are in pain the loniness is very acuut. But I learn more and more to go in the pain en call the Divine and let Him/Hear work. I understand that you also have no one in the surrounding to have that friendship, ho is also in the transition state. Myself, I deal white the people around me in a human way off acceptance. My inner live I keep for myself and the Divine , because my inner state is beond most people there minds. I have to accept that it is part of the way. Before i had many friends, but after thise “disaster” I had to let go. ICheri try to find somehting in your daily life that can give you comfort and have your full intrest attention,
All the best.!
Be Happy! Dhyana .
What about 8/8/8 or 7/7/7 or 6/6/6 all the way back to 1/1/1 ?
My dear Denise, you seem to know what I need know what I need to read. Maybe it is true, there is only one of us here. Who knows? I have certainly been questioning everything since 11 11. Thank you, I don’t feel so strange and alone now. Thank you and bright heart blessings. Hugs to all, expecially you Denise.
Outstanding reading, really, I must admit, Denise, Your knowledge is increadible.
From my point of view, I appreciate all changes which happen now, beginning two
years ago and stepping to another ones during next year and after. This is the only
way how to bring new light and wisdom to the Earth from the Universe above us. I´m
too flexible and very discipline, mainly in sports, that these occasions are some kind
of win for me, creating environment around me like I was supposed some years ago,
positive one and making new one based on new thinking and relations between people.
Everyone who will not be acting alongside these new proccesses will be damed, on the
contrary, a person who will understand deeply these changes and new thought will be
entering to build and create whole new world of love, peace and cooperation. Flexibility,
quickeness, wisdom and light of thinking will take those who are adaptable to take a step
forward in the new Golgen age of Aquarius. Ivan
thanks love
need to say one more thing Denise said in her ad.
“The aspects we call Goddess are intergrating their polorized parts back into themselves and evolving in to something NEW….YES!!!!!
I will copy this and put it up to read everyday. Thank you Denise, thank you.
Hello Denise, As we are still living in a earthly body, what not has been transform jet , we will be effected by the confusions that are going on in the collectief sub- and consciousness around the world.
The world atmosphere is far away from peacefull and many energies are wriling around. We should be on oure gard. Mostly between november till march it has been always difficult,time for transitions
Yes way up there its good but down here the work has to be than! We have to endure and put fully trust in the Divine. There is no other way.
It is a petty that i can not express myself fully in your language.
Be happy! Dhyana
Thank you for writing today…I think sometimes when I write it’s the moment in which my Heart and Soul can not continue.
When I say I have no family or friends what I mean is I know a lot of people but they are not going through what I am so I am not at liberty to discuss my exhaustion and pain. I can not be superficial for then I really become insane.
I have made it through many Thanksgivings and Christmas’s alone (always with my beloved cats) this year is different the pain goes deeper the lonliness also.
I keep reciting the thoughts and words to myself this is a global transition. In my sorrow and and intensive pain…I faulter.
This pain has been with me for so long as I can remember, my childhood was horrific.I do not say this for sympathy I say this for I realized many years ago I had brought all of my past lives in this time to be healed, it wasn’t pretty.
So now I say where I am is the place I was a child, when I rolled up in a ball and quieted my own breathe as to not exsist. As I had many life times before.
So the pain, the frozeness, I fear to try and not be….is where I find myself now in the place where I have given up. I am fortunate to have healers in this area who help me move on..
for a lot of you know it’s brutal reliving that which cost you your life so many times…and this one as well.
I live through Spirit and must take that breathe back into life. The reality I did not exsists for anyone is beyond my comprehension.
When Denise writes I hold on to these truth’s when she wrote last week you have until 1212, I knew it was the truth. Not becuase she says it becuase it resonates in my heart.
So one more day…I won’t give up I can’t give up but this is the last healing transformation I will be going through..deeper and deeper.
And as she says “you will go on” and I will but if it was possible you would hear a cry in the universe,why must I go through this alone.
Blessings and Love to all
Thank you Denise for leading us through this pain, that is too deep to describe.
Cheri
Sorry to take up so much time and space,the article I wrote seems important. So where I put the pain and frozeness, the next word should be” the fear of trying not to be.
Thank you so much, I knew you would write today.
Cheri