2024’s Awful April

This 2024 Awful April wasn’t my first, second or even third extremely Awful April, but it will go down in the ascension record books as another example of how seriously unpleasant and difficult it is when human Team Dark Portal People suddenly invade your personal physical space legally or illegally and take up arms against you for no reason other than you are what you are — Team Light currently in Volunteer incarnate human form to help with the Universal Evolutionary Ascension Process in physicality on Earth now.

Do not forgive them Mother for they know exactly what they do.

Service to SELF — Service to OTHERS

The terms Team Dark and Team Light are ones I created seventeen years ago to quickly and easily describe the complex cast of Universal, inter and extradimensional Duality Time players. Team Dark is my term for all negative extraterrestrials, all negative humans and Portal People, nonphysical demons and devils, and the wide variety of hierarchical greater and lesser evolved negative aliens, entities and creatures.

Team Light is my term for all the Universal, multidimensional Duality Time players which covers all beings, Light beings, angels, highly evolved positive extraterrestrials, less evolved but existing within the frequency range of Team Light extraterrestrials, ascended masters, spiritual teachers, ascension Volunteers incarnate in physical human form now to carry out their roles in the current Evolutionary Ascension Process, plus those humans that have embodied the frequency of Service to OTHERS.

Know that Team Light is Service to OTHERS.

Know that Team Dark is Service to SELF.

Know that it has always been this way throughout the lengthy previous Great Universal Cycle within Source desired and created Duality frequency, reality, consciousness and learning.

Know that this current evolutionary Ascension Process we’re living, embodying, anchoring and yes at times really struggling with, is the completion of and exit out of the lengthy previous Great Universal Cycle within Duality and natural evolution ascension to the next higher one in Triality.

Know that in ascended Triality frequency, consciousness and external NEW Human NEW Earth reality, only Service to OTHERS individuals exist. In the previous lower frequency Great Cycle within Duality both Service to SELF and Service to OTHERS existed, but in evolved Triality frequency and consciousness, only Service to OTHERS individuals and reality exists.

Know that ascending NEW Humans of ascending NEW Earth are Service to OTHERS beings, people, individuals and that lower frequency Service to SELF beings, people, individuals and groups do NOT exist there. Not now, not in the near future, not in the distant future. I am not saying that they won’t exist somewhere else; I’m saying they’re no longer allowed to co-exist with higher frequency Service to OTHERS NEW Humans of NEW Earth. This is another aspect of the current Separation of Worlds.

Know, if you don’t already, that there are a lot of people that claim to be Team Light, claim to be Service to OTHERS, when in fact they’re Service to SELF people blatantly masquerading in the ascension, spiritual and other communities as Service to OTHERS individuals. Know they are wholly Service to SELF people no matter what lies they say, what spiritual, ascension and/or religious props and tools they use, their physical body language, fake new age speaking in tongues “light language” they video showcase, teach, preach, sell, promote and record. Discern who is truly the Light and who is doing their best impersonation of what they believe is the Light but are actually Service to SELF individuals.

The burden of Higher Awareness and Knowing is on you Service to OTHERS individuals, it always has been, it’s just that at this point in the evolutionary Ascension Process, you now HAVE TO constantly carry this Higher Knowledge consciously in yourself and your HighHeart. None of us, for any reasons whatsoever, can any longer get by with deluding ourselves over Service to SELF humans in the ascension, spiritual and other communities, in politics, in law enforcement, in the legal systems, the medical systems, in religious systems, in aliens, demons and other negative creatures anymore.

MULTIPLE Layers of Awful April 2024 Negativity

My physical level Evolutionary Ascension Process started February 1, 1999. It was a case of from zero to light speed compressed Ascension Process that’s hard to describe and was nearly impossible to live. It was incomprehensible in its severity, but at least my first year living it in my physical body, Team Dark wasn’t attacking me. They soon would be however.

On April 1, 2000 —April Fool’s Day— nonphysical, nonhuman Team Dark manipulated a pair of brothers, one a meth addict, the other a same-sex sex addict to move into the rental house next door to where I lived at that time. From that day on I was under constant attacks from a demon attached to the sex addict brother but also working through his drug addicted brother, their other lowly relatives, the numerous male sex partners, and their constantly barking dog for over four years. Evidently it took Team Dark that first year (1999) to discover I was an ascension Volunteer who’d begun embodying the Ascension Process on the physical biological and energy levels and transmuting density. So, they promptly manipulated some hardcore Service to SELF Portal People males with an attached demon to move in next door and do everything they and the demon controlling them, plus some negative ETs could to me to derail my personal Ascension Process and stop me from Working as an ascension Volunteer and derail me, exhaust me, abuse and traumatize me.

Now here’s where all this gets informative for the ascension Team Light Service to OTHERS individuals.

April 2024 — 24 years later — the same thing tried to happen with the empty, bank owned house (since November 2019) next door to me. The same thing down to the month of April, 24 years later. I got the Team Dark April Fool’s Day insult, both times, but this time last month in April 2024, what it did was trigger some old traumas, wounds, anger and numerous patriarchal attack wounds from 24 years ago. I was aware last month there was a link between what I’d gone through from April 2000 for four years at that house (and continuously in other ways through other Portal People elsewhere ever since), to this April 2024 at this house.

During the four years from April 2000 to when we sold that house in June 2004, I called the local police a few times because of the illegal things those brothers did to us and our property. Every time I called the police I got the same treatment from whichever police officer(s) that showed up. I got the classic Team Dark inversion flip from all of the police. The male neighbors next door breaking multiple laws and had guns and drugs wasn’t worth the risk to the police, whereas it was nonthreatening for them to blame me and my mom, two elderly females living alone that were “the problem”. This happened every time I called the police for help from those Portal People renters next door between 2000 and 2004, the first few years of my severe physical level Ascension Process and Work as an ascension Volunteer.

This time, 24 years later, when a neighbor called the same police department about a squatter who’d moved into the empty, bank owned house next door to me with a nonstop barking German Shepard dog, the police did the same exact thing, to me. I’d learned from everything I’d gone through with the police 24 years ago that the police were/are Team Dark Service to SELF Portal People and I vowed I’d never call the police again for any reason and I haven’t and won’t. Solutions and fixes are NOT external and physical, not during this evolutionary Ascension Process, they are internal and energetic.

After a neighbor called the police about the squatter and his barking dog, and the police were done with the situation, I went outside to ask them a question (I had to know and experience it directly) because they’d parked in front of my driveway. What I got to my deliberately neutral and bank directed question to exclude them from this squatter problem, got me instantly insulted by one male police officer. He said to me, and I quote, “I feel sorry for that guy having you as his neighbor!”

And that was what I wanted to test and discover for myself in 2024 — that despite all the Ascension Process Work and energy changes that have happened over the past 24+ years, there are still abundant Service to SELF people in positions of patriarchal power over others that have not changed at all. Attack the person that didn’t call the police or ever speak to the squatter but attack her/him because she/he is Service to OTHERS Team Light. I already knew that the patriarchal police are Team Dark Service to SELF. You know what’s painted on the sides of police cars here? “To protect and serve”. Yes, to protect and serve SELF. Team Dark has always enjoyed rubbing our human faces in their negative inverted shit.

So, lying lawbreaker squatter with his poor elderly sickly mother getting drug around and left alone all day every day with no utilities on except the electricity and their dog barking constantly for up to 10 hours a day in what’s been a filthy, bank owned house that numerous other squatters have broken into multiple times since the January 2020 pandemic and money and housing stuff began. My life was suddenly in amplified April 2024 hell again with personal trauma triggers back to demonic and Portal People Service to SELF renters next door to me in another house 24 years ago.

Over halfway through the Awful April 2024 negative squatter assaults directed at me and his dog barking 8-10 hours every day, another negative layer was applied through the woman that emailed me about Karen Bishop’s April 2024 death. To be perfectly clear, it was not Karen Bishop’s passing, but the woman that emailed me about it. She was the other layer of negativity piling on to what already was Awful April 2024 for me. Know that I have intentionally left out certain negative things she wrote and did to me. I can change that if needed, however. Her words and actions made it clear in her second email to me that she is Service to SELF.

Seventeen years ago (2007), I experienced another woman online, who also didn’t like me but who wanted to have a publicly known connection to me because of my ascension writings. That woman was also Service to SELF and attacked me when I ended our connection through my ascension writings. I mention her and her actions because all of these past and present experiences and attacks are connected and basically the same negative tactics happening again, all these years later. I’ll get to the WHY of all this in an upcoming JUNE 2024 article.

Now that you’ve read through most of, not all, but most of what Awful April 2024 was for me, what I want you to know is what I realized during the shitstorm that last month was for me personally. The multiple replays of negative attacks I’d experienced 24 years ago, and 17 years ago, and again in April 2024 from numerous people throughout that month was obvious that multiple Ascension Process cycles of Team Dark and Portal People Service to SELF attacks, insults, wounds and traumas were being replayed (1) for me to deal with via the April 8, 2024 Total Solar Eclipse Conjunct Chiron and (2) that humanity is being profoundly pressured today by advanced and accelerated evolutionary energies, and many people are not dealing well with any of it. The negativity can no longer hide in all this high Light and it’s showing more every day in more people and their words, actions and inactions. This is another aspect of what I’m calling ascension caused spiritual Disclosure and its partner, spiritual maturity.

The leading cause of worldwide human death is Service to SELF greed and corruption.

While it may at first seem, sound, and feel like all hell’s running wild and we’re going to be mercilessly beat down by repulsive Service to SELF Team Dark Portal People police officers and politicians and fraudulent people in the ascension community and, and, and… it’s actually the opposite. Many of us FEEL the higher NEW energies and energy templates manifesting through the Service to SELF corruption, greed, power-hungry, violence, anti-human war addicted people, and all negative human egos. Your expiration dates have expired Service to SELF people, aliens and entities.

55 years ago, in 1969 I was seventeen years old, and although I never attended any protests, marches, riots, sit-ins or love-ins that took place in the highly volatile Uranian 1960s, I personally experienced constant attacks and insults from different police departments in Southern California during that decade. If you were a male and had long hair, that was all it took to be brutalized by police. If you were female and wore hippy clothing, that was all it took to be brutalized by police. If you were anti-establishment, that definitely got you brutalized or worse by police.

During the 1960s it was male Hell’s Angels bikers and other biker groups, many of them freshly back and all fucked up from having been drafted into the Vietnam war. Today its male Oath Keepers and Proud Boys groups and others, many of them back from and all fucked up from having been in different Middle Eastern wars, repeatedly. Same negative patriarchal consciousness, same playbooks, same goals, same negativity just decades apart. Extricating ourselves from what has long been is multiple layers deep and more and more of this form of Disclosure has been, is, and will continue to quickly come to the surface in our current lives of compressed evolution.

Back in 1968 my boyfriend and I and my girlfriend and her boyfriend were all hanging out together in a public park in Fullerton, CA. It was a beautiful, rustic public park with winding walking trails and multiple different levels and areas because it was in the foothills. We weren’t doing anything wrong or illegal, we were just 1960s teenagers laying in the sun hanging out in what back then was a very beautiful rural park in the southern California foothills.

Suddenly a line of about twenty police officers in shoulder-to-shoulder storm trooper formation in riot-gear with batons in hand appeared over a nearby hill quickly bearing down on us. I don’t know who they’d bashed in the heads and plowed their ways over before they came upon us, but I could feel most of them were saturated in negativity, drunk on power, and filled with bloodlust and it was a very dangerous situation for all the innocent people in the park. That carefree fun moment of teen friends laying in the 1960s sun laughing and talking in a beautiful park suddenly turned into a Uranian run for your life situation. All four of us jumped to our feet and ran to stay well out of reach of the police and their batons. Luckly, we made it to our car and got out of there with our skulls, faces and bodies intact.

I had previously witnessed riot-gear clad police suddenly storm trooping through that same public park, and certain beaches, and other places, and bashing everyone in the head with their batons for simply being in those locations during the 1960s. No one was or had been protesting, marching or anything, there was sudden, unprovoked attacks on innocent people by storm trooper police doing their best to suppress everything and everyone. Sound familiar? Feel familiar? Look familiar? The protests and marches of today —fifty-plus years later in 2024— are let’s call it, Phase 2 of what began in Phase 1 during the volatile Uranian 1960s. Like I said, MULTIPLE layers upon layers upon layers of old patriarchal negativity and global controls coming to a final clash in our current lives and times now.

HOWEVER, what has the Sun been doing in the month of May 2024? How many X-class solar flares and CMEs have there been so far this month? I’ve lost count at this point despite the multiple back-to-back posts with links I quickly shared about the record-breaking X-class solar flare information I put up last week.

It’s going to go fast now.

The Sun has been dramatically and rapidly burning away and removing much more of our personal pasts and our collective pasts across personal lifetime decades, centuries, and multiple astrological AGES specifically going back to the AGE of Aries/Mars. I’ll explain more about this in my upcoming June 2024 article.

June is the physical and energetic halfway point to the year, and June always ushers in different energies and personal and collective tasks and educations for the second half of the year. The June energetic change shift into the second half of 2024 is going to be much larger than usual, with each month of the second half of 2024 building and building and building rapidly in ways no one has experienced so far in this evolutionary Ascension Process.

And so, rest, recuperate if and when needed, see/feel/deal and release whatever comes up for each of you reading this, and it may do so multiple times because there’s layers of past crap that’s being removed and replaced now faster than ever before. Spiritual Disclosure and spiritually maturing and changing is usually not a fun filled Process. This is the CHANGEOVER, the Separation of Worlds, the end of what has been, and the chaotic and infantile beginnings of existence in the higher NEW.

The Piscean AGE Fish are dead, long live the higher-level Aquarian AGE Waves.

More to come soon. Stay safe, wise, aware, and adaptable — ascension code for Spherical Consciousness. I know it’s been extra rough lately so take good care of yourselves and LOVE the Source that is you.

Denise Le Fay

May 13, 2024

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